Hey /b/, long time klonopin abuser here. I quit 2 years ago when I met a woman who showed me what life was worth. We stayed as friends for a year or so, and eventually started dating 7 months ago. Those 7 months brought me more pleasure than any drug ever has before. I'm losing her and I don't know what to do. We had a break planned but she jumped earlier and broke us off. She says she needs to improve on herself and be less dependent on me, she says she'll come back. She still lays on me and tries to hold my hand but I told her that I'm not about to do that shit unless we have a commitment. Our relationship fell apart, I'm falling apart. I have enough cash in my pocket to forget the next 6 months.
She told me that if I relapse she will never take me back, this is the only thing keeping me from hopping right back into that pit of addiction and self hatred.
I need to stay sober, I can't let myself fall again. How do you deal with relapse?
>tl;dr I lost my love and now I'm trying not to fall back into addiction, I need advice.
>inb4 /adv/
>inb4 woman hate
>inb4 OP can't inb4
>>767979472
Grow up faggot ass faggot
Dont do it man. I abused em too, kicked the problem about 3 years ago after my son was born. Its not worth it in the end
As change with your relationship brings you disstain, you must chage other aspects of your life.
The smallest things make a difference. You listen to rap? Now listen to mozart. Go on a pescatarian diet and eat meat one day a week. Start training. Enroll in a group therap such as AA, even thou you dont hve an alcho problem group therapy works in many ways.
Im an ex xanax/benzo user for 4 years. 26 years old.. i have sone all of the above. Even though I am still so fucking depressed I cant stress to you how much im changing. 4th week in. 4 months sober.
Do what you gotta do, then when she comes back just tell her you’re a bit loopy/sedated because your doctor put you on a different medication that you had to take. Then taper down the benzos as you adjust to her instead.
I’m impressed you can deal with a breakup with that stuff. I was mixing up morphine batches to get me over my breakup.
Let's play a game, /b/.
Name something to do with bdsm, and I'll try find you a webm of it.
>Only legal. Only girls. Sauce is in the file name.
Tickling a tied girl into hysterics while fucking her.
You don't have one.
>>767971736
No, I don't have tickling, sorry.
>>767971736
Got a different request?
I'd like to see someone pass out due to over orgasm
girls that make you finish
>>767976730
>girls that make reddit finish
like a diversity poster for abusing my dick
>>767976730
no girl can make me stop being Merican
>Finland sucks anyway
>>767976730
unshaved chicks are fucking disgusting thats like fucking a carpet or dogs asshole
cock rate thread
>>767978862
nice one is that full erect ? need another pic
other pic
Let's rate em boys
Name my band /b/
autismo and the friendly alphas
>>767974666
Roasties and the downs
>>767974666
Satanic Trips
>>767975131
Kek
amateurs pics, all your rate
>>767980156
6/10
nostalgia thread
>>767976543
Faggot.
>>767976543
/b not being filled with social media garbage and shit threads. How about that for nostalgia.
>>767976543
I member that gum
>>767976776
>>767976747
staymad
new diaper thread
I'm back!
>>767981739
you are gonna want to do a bunch of toning exercises there simple as ever like they work you core which in turn can help with easing out your chest along with giving you hip dimples and a tucked stomach.
trips get full frontal nude
>>767979170
Roll
>>767979170
Roll
Lazy effort
Worth a roll
wifeposters
Keep going. I'm fapping. Your wife? Age? Kids?
What's the minimum amount you would accept to let someone literally fuck you in the ass? Mind you, I'm not offering, just curious.
depends how drunk
>>767977788
10k if they are not black
$350,000
>>767977788
Exactly 1 dollar and 34 cents
Sleep/drunk thread
>>767977517
Finally. As a serial rapist, a thread I can enjoy.
>>767977568
MAGA !
Trap Bread
am i getting close?
>>767975896
Do this.
>>767975787
Age
Number of girls you've fucked (penis enter vagina)
Their ethnicities
Yours
>29
>5
>4xcaucosid, 1xmongoloid
>caucosoid
Test
>20
>4
>3x white, 1x asian
>mixed
>>767975408
If ur mixed state your majority. If ur 50-50 as far as u can trace then white>yellow>black
>>767974507
>18
>0 girls, 1 male (I have no penis)
>British
>Polish
Rank 'em 1-7
>>767975436
3 > 7 > 2 > 1 > 5 > 6 > 4
Hard to tell without full body for each.
>>767975436
Best
7
5
4
2
3
1
6
Worst
3 > 7 > 2 > 1 > 4 > 6 > 5
prob the average order to everyone in the planet i guess..
>>767975570
>>767975705
I'm actually pretty surprised to see people putting 3 first
Mexithread pongan a las chavas.
Todos pongan atención a la princesa.
>he thinks he can compete with this
explain
>he thinks this is a good use of his time
explain
your autism is showing
Ok nigger, let me reexplain your one job, KEEP AT LEAST 4 of the normalization threads on /b/ at one time. AT LEAST FOUR (4)!! Do your FUCKING JOB!
>>767976144
>>767967436
>>767970584
More pics you shouldn't share
>>767979398
Come back op
Celeb thred
>>767980938
How do I cure erectile disfunction?
>>767977067
That is terrifying.
>>767977067
let that tongue wrap around your schlong
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wSF82AwSDiU
You're welcome
Do you smoke?