Secret and Advice thread
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Secret and Advice thread
>>706598934
Secret: I was a prostitute at age 16. I'm now 25. for the last 6 years, I've been living off one "sugar daddy" who can't get hard. He pays me weekly, and it's literally my only income. All my friends and family think I have a 9 to 5 but I literally just sit on my ass in bed playing sky rim all day and go see him once a week to get the cash. If anyone calls during 9 to 5 I don't answer...say I'm at work...really probably eating ice cream or trying to train my dog to fetch. idk.
I fuck a girl in my gaming community. Everyone got a crush on her - she's 8/10. Pretty proud of myself for somehow being THAT guy.
>>706599393
Also maybe u can give me advice.
Since he can't get hard, he picked up a coke problem these last 2 years or so. He buys it off me and pays me $100/line to do it with him. I've been looking for a real job recently because I think he might croak soon. I've literally not had a job since I was 14. Idk how I'm gonna pass a drug test. Also, can't take "time off" from him or let him know I'm getting a job, cuz he's a pyscho and would possibly stop seeing me/paying me if he knows I'm preparing to dip out on him. I really need his money til I get a job. I have a shit ton of bills....live very well for someone my age. Own place, new car, etc. everyone thinks I work at a fucking desk or some shit
>>706599711
are you OP?
I don't know what type of "Friendship" or what this is
>Never texts first
>Kinda awkward around me, or downright ignores me
>But is willing to have an in depth conversation for hours, if I initiate
We do sometimes lock eyes from a distance for a second or two.
>>706599949
Nope
>>706599949
Nope
>>706599393
not respectable in the least, but it sounds a hell of lot better than working
my fiance insisted on no kids, demanded it, raved about it
our wedding night, I took off the condom, looked her right in the eyes and shot a load right in her pussy
she cried while I told her I would kill her if she got an abortion
a year and a half later, we're divorced and I am about to get full custody of our kid
ha ha dumb bitch
>>706600097
Just sounds like a shy person? Shit man I dunno.
>>706600481
worst made up story ever. congrats
>>706600481
for real? Was that your plan all along?
>>706600537
Thats what I think, but our history could indicate anything.
I have heard anything from.
>Likes me
>Just Shy
>Doesn't want to lead me on
>Likes me, but has doubts.
Who knows.
I really want to hump my sister. So bad that I collect pictures of her to beat off to
>>706598934
I'm dying of Lung cancer and my gf thinks that im a jerk because i dumped her sunday. dont want to hold her while i'm falling.
>>706599393
sounds like the good life
>>706600841
Lets see some?
>>706600888
and now my first trips, oh well :)
>>706599818
Don't take a job that makes you take a drug test
I think I'm slowly losing my mind due to my psychedelics use. I don't have any mental issues otherwise but when I'm high, I feel like I can understand what its like to be schizophrenic and how a "crazy" persons mind thinks. Sometimes I go into that mindset because of my morbid curiosity and find it difficult to come back out. When I came out of the high, I used to feel completely normal and everything was fine but now, after my last weed high, everything felt off and I figured it would pass but a few days later I still feel kind of strange and my whole perception of reality is a bit tilted. I want to continue using weed and the people I associate with make it even harder but I think one day I'm gonna end up in a hospital or a psych ward...
>>706600268
yeah it is. I want to find a real job though. actually just got hired somewhere decent but I did the drug test yesterday and I doubt I passed, cuz I have to do lines with him and it was about 2 days prior. since he can't fuck that's what he pays me to do. pays me per line. I literally can't get clean...unless I stop getting paid.....and I fucking hate coke.
>>706600841
Start a thread, dickless.
>>706600810
It's called Autism.
Ok i will start
>I'm a virgin at 19 years
>I have been left over by my old groups of friends and some of them still make fun of me on their facebook
>When i call somebody to hangout most of time im getting rejected
>I am unable to make a girlfriend and last time when i had one was 4 years ago
Live kinda sucks for me
>>706600841
I think it would be weird if you didn't want to hump her
When I was 13 my dad started seriously dating a woman and she and her daughter moved in with us. Her daughter had a lot of mental and behavior problems. She had these semi permanent hearing aids on the outside of both ears and didn't talk to much. She didn't sound retarded when she spoke she just didn't speak much. She would throw things and break stuff for no reason. But she masturbated a lot. Like a lot and she didn't seem to care if other people were around. If my dad or her mom was there they would stop her and reprimand her. But if we were alone I would watch her and get the biggest boners. I was afraid to touch her or myself so I usually just sat across from her and watched. She did it the same everytime she would leave her clothes on her upper body on but she took all her clothes off below the waist. One day I'm staring at her pussy hard as she's doing it and I notice she stopped and is looking right at me. She has an emotionless look on her face and is just sitting there naked from bottom down hand still on her pussy staring at me. I was so scared I was actually shaking a little and my heart was dancing in my throat. she starts to move her hand again but she doesn't stop staring at me. I was still scared but I was super horny so I walked over to her and sat next to her while she did it. She didn't stop as I approached or after I sat down so I figured it was ok. I slowly reach my hand out toward her stomach trying to see how she was reacting while I was doing it. She continued to stare but she didn't move or react she didn't even look at my hand she just kept staring at my face. I put my hand on her stomach and she didn't move so I moved my hand back and forth once before feeling her little boobs. She didn't stop moving her hand or staring at me but she stated to breathe heavier. I got bold and tried to move her hand so I could touch her pussy. It was when I stopped her hand and moved it she started to make upset noises and harsh grunts and I could tell she
>>706599711
Forgot to say we have to keep it a secret since we don't wanna be subject of the typical gossip in our community. These guys talk shit about literal anything.
>>706601025
what jobs are there? don't most require a pre employment drug test?
>>706601043
Basically u don fucked up mate, throw it all away before its too late and stuff
>>706601163
In regards to who....
(The thought that she may be has crossed my mind)
I'm still fucking my ex-wife and I'm afraid my fiance knows about it. The trouble is I'm not willing to quit with my ex-wife because the sex is so good. I don't want to lose my fiance but if she forces me to choose between the two I'll choose humping my ex.
>>706600888
That's like a fucking honorable thing to do man. You got any chance of surviving that shit?
Married a man and convinced him that I didn’t want kids.
On our wedding night he looked me t right in the eyes after taking off the condom and shit his load into me.
I turned on the tears as he tried to tell me he would kill me if I got an abortion.
At my bachelorette party I had sex with one of the black male strippers and paid him $1000 to fun inside me.
A year and a half later we’re divorced and my white ex-husband pays me $300 a month in child support and will for the next 17 years.
Stupid mother fucker.
>>706601247
She's getting ready to throw an actual fit but I start to rub her pussy and she stops making any sound she stops moving and freezes with her eyes shut. I think I crossed a line and quickly go to move my hand but she stops me and says no. So I keep moving my hand on her oussy but I have no idea what I'm doing she gets a little mad and screams loudly in my ear "like this"! And starts to move my fingers where and how she likes them. I try to get her to touch me but she doesn't want to so I stop and tell her I won't continue or do this ever again if she doesn't help me to. She huff and actually sticks her tongue at me but says ok. She awkwardly tugs on my dick till I cum on her legs. After I cum I stop and tell her more later she looks mad but she doesn't spaz out on me and starts to wipe my cum off/ figure out what it is. She squishes it in her hand a bit then starts rubbing her pussy. With my cum on her hands. I try to stop her but I can tell if I push she might rage out so I wipe the tat of my cum off her leg with her blanket and hopped to God she didn't put any inside her. After that we started to experiment almost every day. Both our parent worked and we had a lot of time alone together. She was my first everything and I think I love her in a way but there were downsides to. She beat my ass pretty good a few times. I fought back of course and she'd get hurt to but she didn't feel anything when she raged she was all go. She stabbed me in the leg with a fork once and threw a brick at my head(missed) but most days I really miss her
>>706601043
that has been happening to me to. I have been wondering if I'm going crazy, or instead maybe receiving spiritual "messages" . Like, in those moments, I feel connected like I understand ever thing. The message isn't clear, but I'm sure there is a message. I always snap out of it before I understand completely. The one thing I always remember from my trips is that crazy people are actually the aware ones. it's so hard to explain, and I don't know if I'm going crazy so I haven't told anyone. I don't use any drugs, btw. They've just been these odd day dreams where I feel like I've fallen into an alternate reality, and I wake up drooling. They last maybe 15 minutes but feel like hours, and sometimes I feel out of breath when I come to.
Fuck it. I need to get it off of my chest.
I had gay sex with my cousin while we where both in middle school. We where both just plain curious I guess. Don't do it anymore, it was awkward anyway and unenjoyable.
I'm bisexual with a girlfriend now.
>>706601721
sorry for the typos btw I'm laying down and typing sideways right now
>>706601593
very few, and all the shit that's coming at the hospital, if I make it more likely will be just an extended period of decay...
I've never cursed at anyone.
>>706601666
trips confirms fat landwhale lie sized :P
I like to do this
>>706602019
Sorry to hear that. You should make a list of stuff you wanna do and have a blast. Make these days count buddy.
I hate dogs. every time i see one i just want to kick it
>>706602019
That's a tough break, I understand why you did it and I think if I were in the same position I'd do the same. I hope something good happens and I am genuinely rooting for you.
My dick is small and i barely feel anything from touch due to bad cut (had an infection when i was 3), it also has strange loss of skin pigment in some areas and the skin in general seems awfully frail.
>>706603048
pic?
with all the police killings in CA, I feel like buying a toy gun, paint it black and point it at an cop. I would die and that's what I want. I've tried pills, but I just passout before it happends, throwup or just wake up sick.
>>706603737
why do you want to die
>>706603048
My penis is too big and I don't get it as often as I want because it causes pain. In a committed relationship and have been for 16yrs. It's a thick 9.5" - 10" / also a study of 12k women showed the perfect size to be 5.6" - 6.5"
>>706603737
There are easier ways...
>>706599393
have u been fucked?
>>706602483
lol got more pics? ever gotten a girl to give you a handjob or something?
>>706601043
jose??
I love to recive BJ from my sweet Husky Mina , bitch got skills , hahahah
>>706605060
Guessing left?
I would.
>>706601043
Just wanted you to know that you are a weak, retarded manchild. I'm guessing you live with your mother and go to uni to be an awkward little bitch that brags about music and useless bullshit. I hope you have a slow and painful death. Kill yourself.
>>706604653
duh. I was a prostitute.
not him though. We had "sex" a couple times early on. he tries to get it up about once a year. put a condom on, sit on it for less than 60 seconds, and then says "that was fun!" and doesn't ever cum. He's mostly just paying me to sit there and watch porn with him while he does lines of coke, occasionally paying me to do lines with him.
i was diagnosed schizophrenia 1 year ago. havent told my parents, brothers nor friends
>>706606560
do your other personalities know?
>>706606560
that's rough son, i'm sorry
>>706606560
they can read your mind, don't even try to hide it or you'll make things worse.
>>706599818
What about camwhoring or actual whoring or stripping?
My secret is that fuck prostitutes and love it. Also love gang bangs
>>706601043
1. That wasn't just weed
OR
2. You have a mental illness that is being amplified by the marijuana.
OR
3. Both.
>>706606726
i dont have multiple personalities
>>706606862
>they can read your mind
kek, a few months ago i would have fallen for this but now that ive been on medication for about a year i can tell thats not true. kinda proud of myseld
>>706606560
what's it like?
sometimes I wonder if I have it.
Did you know for sure? or did you ever wonder if you're just hearing yourself think? or like a spiritual voice?
>>706606898
yeah kinda toned it down a lot lmao. I was actual whoring from like 17-21. now I'm in a serious relationship (for about 3 years) and thinking about kids in maybe 5 years. want a normal respectable job. Plus my bf is ok with my past but would not be cool with me going back to "work" unless it was a very last resort for both of us to survive.
cheated on my wife of 3 years with a prostituting couple off of Craigslist. Dick has been riddled with horrendous symptoms that wont go away. It's only a matter of time before she wonders why I'm refusing to have sex with her.
Any bros that have fucked up and cheated/caught an STI what'd ya do? Bump for being a piece of shit
>>706601164
Big deal
>>706601316
Sounds so hardcore. Please tell us more about your super cool gaming club
>>706607364
>or did you ever wonder if you're just hearing yourself think?
even if the voices were my own thoughts they were very distinct from other thoughts i had, they were like hearing someone talking to me.
i also had delusions about being asleep and my brothers trying to kill me. sometimes those delusions come back but not in full force
>>706607364
>sometimes I wonder if I have it.
why do you think you might have it
>>706607661
yeah u are a piece of shit.
did u get tested at least? get tested, get a cure. hopefully it's not herpes or some other permanent shit. don't be even more of a piece of shit than you've already been, by infecting her with it. at least be a man after the fact and don't ruin your wife's life because you were too much of a pussy to tell her your mistake
alright niggers, need me some good advice
>be me, call it like 5/10
>like jsut about every girl i come across
>crippling depression and anxiety
>jack off nearly every night and fall asleep crying
>wonder where the fuck it all went wrong
need me some good ways to improve self image and social skills
>>706607597
What about stripping or cam whoring? Your pussy is your meal ticket it seems.... how much you charge before you were 18? How did you get into the business?
>>706600097
Anyone else?
Kinda unsure still
>>706607862
>why do you think you have it
I posted this a few days ago:
something really strange has been happening to me.
I haven’t told anyone. I’m scared that I’m crazy or something, and I don’t wanna be labeled that.
I’m coming to you fellow anons in hopes that someone else has been through this. I’ll try to explain it
I’ve been having these really intense fucking dreams….not even dreams, it’s like…I’ll be laying there, relaxed, and all of a sudden my head feels so heavy, my body is tingling and I start drooling. I lose control, I can’t feel my body, mentally I’m in some spiritual place. I’m not religious, but in this vegetative state I’m surrounded by a feeling of powerful energy, and it’s trying to tell me something. Like a warning that I’m supposed to learn and tell others. The message is unclear but I’m sure there’s a message. Every time I come close to understanding, I lose focus, and then it repeats. Sometimes I hear myself laughing, but when I wake up I forget why.
I come to consciousness so exhausted I can’t move. I’m gasping for air, as if I wasn’t breathing. My hearing is intensified, my head throbs so bad I pass out. I wake up hours later covered in drool, tingling, feeling drained and emotional. It happened 3 times this week. One time, I woke up with a puddle of vomit next to me and drool everywhere. It happened once when I was a kid, but I forgot until now. Obviously, the physical part is alarming. I haven’t gone to a dr because I’m scared of the mental part. Maybe it means something.
Once I can stand, I pace around for a while trying to remember what happened. It just happened 3 hours ago &I’m still feeling like I’m not back in my body. It’s so intense. I’m still trying to get oxygen. I hope someone can relate. No drugs except nicotine
>>706598934
I masturbated with two banana peels last night. It felt so great, I was shaking when I came. I can never look at bananas the same way again.
i fuckin hate my girlfriend but im only with her because i hate being alone
>>706608339
I would rather be an escort than stripping or cam shows. It's more discrete and makes more money. Honestly, I had a routine down. I figured out a way to have sex without really getting fucked....I never got any disease or pregnancy scares, still tight, etc. I call it "trick fucking" and just hold the condom down with my hand, using mostly my hand to jack him off and just barely letting him penetrate (but from his point of view, it would look and feel like we're fucking). I charged $100 for 15 mins when I first started. By the end I had learned my worth a little, and I had regulars who paid between $250 and $1000 for the hour.
>>706608888
>checked
what's so horrible about her?
why don't you think you can do better?
My secret is I've seen nudes of my brothers girlfriend (now wife) on anon-ib. I've been afraid to tell him because I'm worried it might be awkward and I'm afraid to tell her because it would definitely be awkward. Seeing the nudes also weren't even that great. She's a little overweight. She is cute though. And in case any of you guys ask no I never saved the nudes of her. Parr of me wishes I would have.
>>706608145
I got tested. 1 week after, negative. 1 month after, negative. Going in soon for my 2 month checkup. Looks like it's either HPV or a fungal infection...my dick is beet red, looks like a leathery boot, itches like the devil, my asshole has a white bump and is itchy among other things (pain in left testicle, discharge).
and i fucked up and had sex with her once since the event, stopped since then. Real talk my plan is if we're still together for some reason then i'll treat her better than myself. Otherwise I'll move out, live by myself and pretty much become a born-again-wizard and spend my days jacking off until I meet another girl who can moderately tolerate me for the piece of shit that I am. It sucks
>>706608587
>I haven’t gone to a dr because I’m scared of the mental part
obviously im not an expert im just a patient myself but i would like you to consider that knowing what you have will only make it easier to treat, not harder. so going to a doctor is a good idea
>Like a warning that I’m supposed to learn and tell others. The message is unclear but I’m sure there’s a message
this is the only part i relate to as an schizophrenic. my pdoc says it's really common in persons with schizophrenia to assume the roll of a messiah and have delusions about it. but all i can tell you for sure is that its a good idea to go to a doctor and tell him/her what you're telling us
>>706607661
Get tested. Play it off to your wife as if she's not good enough and make her work harder to please you
I like the smell of girls armpits and feet.
>>706609335
Oh and when I saw them I was a little concerned that she was sending nudes to guys while dating my brother. Hopefully that's not the case. The pics had looked a little recent.
>>706601406
do you use protection? how will you explain leaving her if it comes to it?
>>706601709
Are you mentally unable to finish this story? you fucking autistic fag!
>>706607661
Did you use protection?
>>706608683
you just rubbed your dick between it? legit gonna have to try this
I got aroused by a cat
And I "fucked him" (with my pants on)
>>706609849
Yeah, felt pretty good! Added a little petroleum jelly just in case, but mostly used mashed banana matter as lube. Felt great; like a real puss.
>>706601164
the fact you think this is interesting to anyone is the reason you have no friends or social skills.
>>706609374
>it's really common in persons with schizophrenia to assume the roll of a messiah
that's the thing. that's why I don't know if I'm crazy or not, because that's truly what I've been feeling. It's only happened about 6 times total, and they've all been in the last month or two. (except once when I was a kid). The thing is....I'm scared to go to a doctor because for one, I don't trust them. The messages feel so strong, and who are they to decide we're "crazy"? The world is fucking vast as shit. Is it that unlikely that there is something bigger out there? My other reason for not going is just fear. Once you're labeled crazy, you can never be unlabeled. Like it will be on all your applications, forms, future doctors will know, etc. If I ever go to trial for anything (not planning to, but ya know) then it will be said that I have a history of being crazy. I feel that no one would take me seriously if they believe I'm insane. And I honestly don't think I am...I've wondered, but I don't think so. Idk. I really feel like the messages are real. I feel like others get them too, but it's rare, and we're supposed to like exchange notes and see what we come up with. How could someone who doesn't get the "messages" first hand (i.e.. a doctor) understand? What if it's not all in my mind? What if there's something real there? I know how crazy it sounds but I'm being serious.
>>706609341
I mean that sucks cuz if it's taking longer than 2 months to detect it may be something more serious. I'm not too familiar with symptoms. If she contracted it and had symptoms, do you think she would tell you?
>>706609469
pretty much what i've been doing. Until the test results are conclusive at the 3 month test coming up i'm just playing it like i'm disinterested for now.
>>706609771
Wore a condom during sex with girl, no condom during blowjob/handjob with man & woman. I dont know what i was thinking but just a life lesson to wrap your shit no matter what
I'm kinda turned on by the whole cuck thing. Enough that i share pics of my wife and of my small dick to bulls on kik. I have no idea why, but i love the feeling of inferiority.
>>706605180
Right. But yeah left is my other sister and yeah I would too.
in the past i have watched so much cp and i realised i was a disgusting human so i decided to stop wanking for a while since i was watching it more cos i was horny as fuck and normal porn didn't do it for me anymore. so i stopped for like a 3 days then wanked again. and i have now gone back to 3 ish wanks a day, any advice /bros?
>>706610362
Ah, but I would fuck either.
i get off to my girlfriend cheating on me, i want to double team her but dont know how to make her notice that i enjoy it, heres a convo she had with a guy she slept with...i asked her to send me cuz it turned me on
>>706610308
message me on kik ill share my gf with you....jakestates69
>>706610201
When i got tested at 1 week&1month, they said HPV is extremely common. Takes 2-3 months on average to develop symptoms (warts and others) so that's terrifying bc i'm at exactly 2 months and it's coming on.
Unlikely AIDS (man gave handjob and ballplay) and been a long time for genital herpes but it can take time to show. Pretty much wrap your shit no matter what you're doing...being able to vent is a motherfucking godsend.
Legit have considered killing myself. if I can't treat the woman I'm committed to with any decency how can I raise kids and be an acceptable member of society. it's all fucked my dude.
>>706610100
i know first hands how attractive those thoughts have so im not sure i can convince you to see a doc. i can tell you that my life was worse when i wasnt medicated. and there's confidentiality with your pdoc so there is that. anyways, i hope you get better mate
>>706610433
I mean you're on b, why not go to a loli thread?
I don't think theres a cure for pedophilia. Just don't be a piece of shit and ruin a child's life for your sexual interests. Use your imagination. Watch porn with implied young girls (or boys?) instead of actual children being raped. Keep your fetish under control. Do NOT give into it. Other than that, not sure what else you can do.
>>706599818
>>706599818
This is bait
>>706610433
the thrill is that it's forbidden and other shit is so easy to get. I recommend quitting cold turkey and going into moderately specific niches of porn and trying to find what gets you off from there. it's just as much searching and you dont feel like shit/feel the party van lurking when you're looking at shit unprotected
I play with my penis in front of the computer.
>>706610764
what side effects do the medications have?
also, what has you convinced that doctors and society are correct instead of us? Not trying to ruin your perfectly fixed life....just generally curious. If it is a spiritual power, why would a doctor be able to detect it, or decide if it's fact or fiction?
>>706611079
Fuck off with that shit. Reported.
>>706599818
Whore yourself out.
Also fucking manipulate him into putting you as the sole beneficiary of his will. Duh
Also show us your titties
>>706610943
it's really not.
I posted here earlier.
I just took a swab drug test and I know it's gonna be positive for cocaine. I was asking anons if there's any known food or over the counter med that could be blamed for a false positive.
I wish I weren't black.
>Although I think many people who know me already know this about me.
>>706611202
>Reported
>>706611473
fucking nigger get out
My girlfriend of 1 year cheated on me a few months ago.We are still together because she convinced me it was a mistake, I don't know if I trust her. She is very self conscious of her body and is afraid of people having pictures of her naked. knowing this, i've recorded videos of her in the shower(clearly showing face and everything) just in case I find out that she is cheating again, I will post them everywhere that I can. Tell me guys...how horrible does that make me? actually wondering...
>>706611591
>>706600888
double trips
>>706609012
Interesting. Did you act or look different for the $1000 guys? I'm a $200 to $300 / hr guy myself. Over 500 I think ain't worth it
>>706599393
>sky rim
Its one word also skyrim sucks
>>706610869
nah loli threads make me go, hmm i can look at the real thing lets go do that.
>>706610964
yeah but it's like if you're an alcohlic but then realise you have an infinite supply of alcohol on your person at all times. it's not easy.
i have only ever wanted to do it when horny and then after i think about how disgusting an idea it is. and even when i am horny i won't do it, i'm too scared of getting caught.
that feeling when /b gives real advice when you're expecting to be told to kill yourself faggot
>>706611208
if you've been paying attention...
>looking for a respectable alternative for income
>getting old here
>the trick is 72 and does 8 grams per week for the past 2ish years. he's gonna croak soon, and he's been spending like crazy since I've known him. I suspect he's blown through all his savings. probably not much left.
although, there's a slight chance I'm in his will.....still don't think there will be any money to collect. Also I don't feel bad because he's an extreme piece of shit. Like I've seriously never met a more fucked up inhumane person in life than this ass.
ecret: I'm a 16 year old girl who had incest with my older sister at 14. Now I have a boyfriend but I've never told anyone and I'm too scared to tell him.
Advice?
>>706611618
Delete them. Now.
If she does ever do it, you will want to post them and she will NAIL YOUR ASS TO THE WALL. The climate right now with revenge porn will see you with a sex offender label & criminal record that will fuck your life way more than a broken heart.
Advice
I made a fake facebook account spreading personal information and NSFW pictures of my teacher,she founds out i made the account and threatens to sue me if i dont give her $5000, what do? (her dad is a lawyer)
>>706611473
You're retarded and you're probably a woman
the only reason I say this is because you're not surprised that people around you know this about you.
Being black is probably one of the greatest things that will ever happen to your stupid ass so shut the fuck up and learn to like it or so help me God I will slap the black off of you.
About 10 years ago I started trying to increase the size of my penis. Today I am the proud owner of a huge cock because I have stretched, squeezed, and rugged my dick. I have gained about 2 inches since I began. I went from 5 inches to 7 inches in length and gained about 1 inch in girth. I have been called a sex god by women I have fucked because they love my cock. I am also a sex addict.
>>706611888
>I'm too scared to tell him.
So don't tell him. It's not like it's any of his business in the first place. Personally, I'd find that hot, though.
>>706611888
Nice trips.
Tell him.
If he's worth your time he'll ask if you can invite her over for a reenactment.
>>706611888
Does it matter if you tell him or not ? I dont think it does.
Unless you think she would be down to double team him, in which case, yeah tell him.
>>706610746
Nah it's ok. I'm married and I fuck whores. Lucky so far, eventually luck will run out I'm sure. Is it possible it could be non sex related or could you claim it is based on the symptoms?
>>706601164
Hey you're pretty much me except never had a GF. I'm pretty sure I'm not even that bad looking and could be better if I was in shape. Just I've got zero confidence and no reason to have any. Plus I don't really know any girls who I'd want to get with right now anyways.
>>706611989
>probably a woman
No, I'm a man.
>being black is the greatest thing to ever happen to you
>now shut up or imma slap the black off you
Sounds like my childhood.
>>706611944
Depends how she is asking for hte money. Record it, get evidence of extortion, at least then you both have something on each other. Delete the account, apologise and try to move on.
>>706608683
ARE YOU THE BANANA SHARK!?
>>706611890
Probably right unfortunately. Does anyone have any good was of getting cheaters back without creating a record for myself?
>>706611888
That is one thing that doesn't ever need to be told. Forget that it's a secret to you and you won't ever be caught up in some "need" to be honest. If it's in the past and never going to happen again, don't ever mention it again. There is ZERO upside to telling. It will not make your relationship with your boyfriend better and can only ever be used to hurt you.
>>706612290
No, that's not me. Got the idea from it though.
>>706611998
I'm sorry but this site is for people above the age of 18
>>706611179
>what side effects do the medications have?
first of all sorry if i have trouble communicating my points, im not a native english speaker
that being said: the effects vary. when i was in geodon it was horrible. i was too restless to sit for five seconds. i would just pace around all the time. i also experimented stiffness on my extremities. now that im on olanzapine i feel negligible drowsiness and rigidity.
>what has you convinced that doctors and society are correct instead of us? Not trying to ruin your perfectly fixed life....just generally curious. If it is a spiritual power, why would a doctor be able to detect it, or decide if it's fact or fiction?
i wasnt completely convinced that doctors are correct, sometimes i still feel like im in a dream and the feeling is more compelling than the thought of it being false. when i started taking the medications i wasnt convinced i needed them in fact the first time they had to be administered by force but they got rid of my voices so i continued taking them. what im trying to say is that even if i wasnt convinced they did make my life better, they made me capable of keeping a normal job. they made me more coherent. they made it easier to communicate with others. also little by little i began to think that this people, doctors, had to investigate their subject very in depth and that they probably know better about my situation than i do. ironically what stirred me off faith in my call was faith in the doctors
>>706611703
Sorry that probably sounds rude but it's interesting how you can charge vastly different amounts for the same thing ;) I'm know this ain't what you came here for but I'd I'd love to chat whoring if you're interested?
>>706611703
Nah I was pretty much the same with every guy, I based it on how he presented himself. For example, if he's not into conversation, I'm not either. If he wants to soak up every single minute of the 60 minutes, I'd usually abide (assuming he didn't negotiate my price beforehand).
The only real differences were location (vegas I charged more for example), how he presented himself (if he was in a suit and nice car, I'd know he's willing to spend more than like a mexican in a work truck). Also how we met set the rates. When I started, I was working on a street track. That's where I charged $100 for a "quickie" and maybe 200-300 for an hour. After that, I graduated to online, where I could easily charge 300-500 based on my location, age, and my looks. The 1000 guys were either fetishes (which are actually often easier than sex, such as foot fetish guys who just wanna kiss my feet) or maybe met them casually like at a bar or walking around vegas, or even married guys who often offer more money for a girl they plan to see repeatedly. 200-300 is a good deal for you, I'm guessing, as long as she's clean and pretty and doesn't act too business-like. If the girl is willing to kiss you or do anything unprotected (even oral stuff), I'd run like crazy. I had a friend in the business who got pregnant NINE FUCKING TIMES by clients and had abortions each time. she had a pimp who pressured her to make a certain amount every day, and the only way she could reach his "quota" was by offering bareback services. I'm sure she caught diseases as well and never told me, spreading them to the next guy who agrees to remove the condom.
I used to shove my finger in my high school girlfriend's ass while dry humping her because I knew it hurt her and that turned me on.
>>706612411
go to your grocery store, buy a small fish about the size of half your forearm. Feel free to buy multiple amounts
next time at her house/apartment: do some research. Find out where she is the least amount of time and wrap the fish in a very thing polyurethane wrap. In a few weeks it will start to reek and if you have multiple spots it'll take a ton of time to find all of them if you do it right
>>706612425
I never thought about it that way. Thanks for the advice.
>>706612411
Honestly, it sounds like the damage is already done. If you can't get past this and trust her then maybe you need to find someone else. The problem you have is that when the shit does hit the fan you need to be prepared for all the backstabbing bitching social shit that women do so well. Make sure that your buddies know that she cheated on you, try to talk about it like it's really bugging you and eventually the word will spread. She'll be known as a cheater, her reputation will fall to shit and it will fuck her up emotionally.
If she's already emotionally checked out enough to cheat on you then you probably can't do much to her, but if not then it's up to you if you want to hurt her. Just be prepared that when she is in tears begging you to forgive her and promising things will be different that yo are strong enough to walk away and not feel guilty/responsible for her any more.
>>706611723
yeah it's this piece of shit autocorrect.
but no, you suck.
The only reason I'm not playing right now is cuz my system froze about an hour ago and I never turned it back on.
>>706599818
>>706599393
Tits or GTFO
>>706612131
I'm 99% sure it's related to that incident, unlikely but possible it's extreme jockitch due to lifting and not changing clothes all the time
and why you cheating on her? What'll you do if she finds out or you give her something?
>>706608587
Epilepsy
>>706611179
I had anti-psychotics once and they seriously detached my grasp on reality. Then when I stopped taking them I got a whole new set of side effects. It's hard to work and be confident in yourself when you shit yourself for a month.
>>706609717
No protection with either of them.
I'll just tell it like it is. Can't get past her sex but don't love her, or even like her for that matter. But the sex isnt gonna stop so deal with it or leave.
That is horrible but it's the way it is, for now.
>>706611618
>she convinced me it was a mistake
Oops I accidentally fell on his dick ,my mistake
>>706599818
Save your money, cut living standard, get by side school for an good job. Then 2 months before finish school stop doing drugs. Then work like a normal person
>>706612114
Maybe she would have been down but now she has a boyfriend and he's a an asshole so that won't happen.
My gf recently switched meds and it's caused her to lose a lot of weight. She had gotten a little chubby over the past few years but she's tall and has a thin body type so it all went to a small belly and her tits and ass.
Now her tits and ass are gone and it's really bugging me and I want her to get fat again.
>>706612514
so do you kind of wonder if the voices are real, and you just don't care? I imagine life is much simpler without worrying about the voices. Honestly I can understand both sides...the doctors, and the "crazies". I just don't know which one is right. I don't think doctors have bad intentions, I just don't think they understand how real the voices are.
>>706611888
He doesn't ever need to know anything about your past sex life.
>>706609179
I have a bachelor in architecture, great social skills, good attitude, and i really like improving myself
she is a highschool dropout with a terrible attitude and whines about her not being "pretty or useful enough"
>>706613051
were you having visions as well?
>>706609179
oh and i forgot the second question
I fucking hate people, and i hate myself too
>>706612610
Yeah I make arrangements online or at browse listings read reviews and then. I like trashy looking girls anyway, much prefer to fuck a $200 girl in a motel over s $500 girl in a four seasons. Actually really wanna do a $200 girl in four seasons after showing her off at the bar first ;)
>>706613236
basically my plan..just don't know what I wanna pursue yet.
thanks anon
>>706613116
im in a similar boat, just posted about cheating on my wife of 3 years. it's like I dont really want to be a piece of shit but you just accept it you know? and hope for the best
>>706599393
How much does he pay and what do you do for it?
>>706613571
I love you anon
>>706601709
Jesus Christ.
Not my secret but this guy Taylor fucked his cousin and has a pedo stash.
>>706613454
sounds like she has low self esteem
since you're settling, you probably do too
awesome degree though. I was in school for architecture actually I really love it but I was scared that it wasn't a stable enough job for how long and expensive school is
Cheated on my boyfriend with a NEET 27 y/o who lives in his parents' basement. Never been happier.
>>706613823
I'm starting to think meme's are going out of style
>>706613518
No, it was a kind of philosophical crash. Convinced myself that all of reality was subjective and that nobody could tell the difference between reality and fiction. When I convinced myself that nothing could be any more or less real than what I imagined I don't know what was real
>>706601043
Cut your use or use things which don't are that psychedelic. Opiods don't make you feel crazy. Stop weed, benzos ... I know a bit what you mean. I think its more an anxiety thing, but you already figured out that your use is too high. Make a pause, better than having panic attacks or an psychosis. Once your brain is fucked you won't come back that fast
>>706613858
What's up with that?I'm a loser from hell but chicks seem to be down to screw
>>706613834
yes, see this >>706613571
Yeah thanks! Im doing kinda well on it actually.
>>706613382
>so do you kind of wonder if the voices are real, and you just don't care?
i do wonder if they are real but im better off not being anyone's messiah and my voices want me to be a messiah so i got rid of the voices
>I imagine life is much simpler without worrying about the voices
it has been
>I just don't know which one is right
to be honest i dont do either. rather than making a decision based on what is true i made a decision based on what would make me happier and sticked by it.
you're not listening to voices though are you?
Female pedo... :/
>>706599711
Melee community can be rough lol
>>706612808
anytime, now greentext lesbian incest thx
>>706613660
he pays $600 a week for the coke (which only costs me about $40/week, and I cut the hell out of it and tax him).
on top of that, he pays between $800-$1300 / week for me to spend a few hours at his house. He wants to watch porn after porn after porn, do lines together, and sometimes take very odd posed pictures of me. I think he shows them to his 1 friend and tries to impress him. He tells everyone we met at starbucks and I'm his gf. Btw I'm 25 and he's 72, I was 17 when we met.
As for me, only 1 person in my life knows about him (my bf). The tricks never been to my house or met anyone in my life. I don't think he's ever even been to my city (I live about 30 mins away from his house). He's not at all involved in my life, but I'm a big part of his.
>>706614085
Nicest guy I've ever met...probably has something to do with that. Also, I'm also awkward as fuck, so I guess I sympathize.
>>706614126
Women are statistically more inclined to be into kids then men.
>>706614126
Equally as disgusting
>>706614117
Look up Acceptance and commitment therapy, I was thinking of giving it a shot because I think it'll be helpful
>>706614126
figured out how to bring it up with the bf yet?
my cars friend tried to mother me in the back of my finger
>>706614381
I'm not sure we've talked before. But maybe. My boyfriend doesn't know but I still don't plan to tell him, or anyone.
>>706614299
right
>>706614255
I think it's more along the lines that if I tell people I slept with these girls that automatically think I'm lying . It's not hard to defend against fucking a loser that's way below your league
>>706601100
Rob him. lyondynasty5 on kik
I want someone to eat my ass.
>>706614117
>you're not listening to voices though are you?
I mean they don't tell me to "do" anything. They're basically trying to give me a message to pass on, but I can never quite understand the message fully. I don't think they're dangerous. But to answer your question, no. I haven't done anything based on what the voices say..not yet, at least. I don't know what they're trying to say exactly.
>>706614237
You're going to get charged with drug delivery resulting in death and I'm going to laugh.
>>706614563
>drug delivery resulting in death
why did that make me laugh
>>706613858
L I V I N G T H E D R E A M
truly not that bad. I've noticed neets usually come from good families or money. know one guy who was in fraternities in university, after he graduated didnt have direction in life and lives at home. his parents are loaded (dad is a 5 star general just oustide DC) so all he does is play video games and lift weights and somehow he gets occasional pussy.
TLDR be a rich neet and life is good
>>706614490
I'd say google it but I bet you'd end up on a list somewhere. I learned that while helping a classmate with a case study
>>706614523
Eh, maybe in some cases. I'm not embarrassed, though... I'd be more than happy to put it out there. I will actually probably leave my bf to be with this guy.
>>706614705
I'm not sure. You tell me.
>>706614117
btw, I am really enjoying talking to you. You are the first person I've told who I feel like understand what this is. you can email me rhia51o@yahoo plz I have to go....hopefully we can talk more
>>706601164
Find friends by new hobby or just go out drink sth and speak with ppl. GF you can live without too. Im 23 and since 6 years having no gf. Just sometimes sex with friends
>>706603634
Is there fucking anything that \b\ will not ask a pic of?
>>706611888
not posting actual fucking photos
GTFO UNTIL POST
>>706614126
boys or girls?
>>706601164
Seriously, join a club for an activity you want to try. If you're athletic then there are plenty of sporting clubs that will take you on. If you're nerdy, board gaming groups based out of shops are a great way to go and if not then the old amateur bowling league wouldn't go amiss. What's your age? Country you're in?
>>706614732
I live with my parents, but they technically live with me, as I own the house. I actually lease commercial properties I own through a real estate agency. I just let people think I'm a loser that lives with the parents.
People are greedy as fuck and always want something out of you
>>706614551
>but I can never quite understand the message fully
you know that's interesting. at first (before i had taken any medication) i started to hear the voices clearly. the voices became less clear as i moved up the dosage until i stopped hearing them altogether. when they started to decrease they sort of sounded like hearing the radio between two stations
>>706614963
I dont have pictures of the sex.
>>706611792
How much is his house worth? Sell it when he croaks. Also we are going to need to see the tits. What's the harm? Nobody knows who you are.
>>706612182
Plenty of reasons to be confident, friendo. I assume you can think, reason, and learn. Improve yourself. Learn skills, be happy in your abilities by testing them against other people. People soak up the aura of confidence you get from being skilled at something, so sink some of that time into improving yourself.
>>706615279
True. I feel like the less people know about me, the better
>>706615220
I'm bi, but I really only fantasize about girls. With adults, men.
>>706614858
>I am really enjoying talking to you
thanks it's nice talking to you too
>>706608888
Right bc of that u should be alone. Ppl shouldn't be in a relationship when they cannot even live alone
>>706598934
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=43pM0CwByhY
>>706614486
if you're the one who's posted in here before, we have.
you never know what you'll get if you tell him - a partner who shares your kink can be a lot of fun.
Im married and I received a bj from a coworker in a bathroom at work today. She's never even given her husband a bj.... Ever....
>>706615360
Pic of anything else then
>>706600481
I've never seen this exact story on here before. Not once, not never.
>>706615519
people shouldn't be on the internet if they can't even write like a grown up.
>>706615827
Why'd you do it?
>>706614551
What are they kinda saying?
>>706616027
Bc it was a bj.
I've been down on myself lately, more so than usual. A very large majority of what I think about is how much of a piece of shit I am.
Sure, to the standards of most people, I'm fucking great and awesome.
But I'm not good enough for myself. In the end, only my thoughts about myself are the ones that matter.
It doesn't fucking matter how fucking great other people think I am.
I think I'm a huge fucking pile of shit, so big that "shitbag" doesn't fucking cut it because that bag would overfill, and then some.
Holy shit, I'm a piece of shit.
>>706615902
I speak 3 languages. Im sure you speak english as motherlanguage. I speak it beside German and French. So shut up
>>706615441
It's sad but that is why rich actors are all agoraphobic druggies.
Once people figure out you have a bit of money,they start spending it in their head.
>>706615607
I think we might've. I'm attracted to girls... I have a boyfriend? Maybe 3 weeks ago was the last time I posted. I'm still hesitant to tell him because I'm afraid I'll be judged or left because of it. I know it can be fun but I just can't risk being exposed, worst case scenario.
>>706616128
That's it? You figured that it was worth the risk just to get a blowjob? Was it worth it do you think?
>>706615279
real-estate is a good market to be in. it's true though..the older you get whether you like it or not money drives most decisions and actions.
>>706616317
The incest stuff you need to keep to yourself. You have to treat it like future ammo to be used against you.
>>706615902
>people shouldn't be on the internet if they can't even write like a grown up.
This is the fucking internet, mother fucking. We use fucking text boxes, mother fucker. We fucking type on here, mother fucker.
What kind of fucking mother fucker are you, fucking writing shit, and shit. It's fucking 2016, and I bet you're in a mother fucking developed society, mother fucker.
Get the fuck out of here with your fucking bullshit.
>>706611473
Same, but mostly everyone knows the fact. Most other races are so much more attractive to look at and, usually, when a girl says she wants a black guy in her life, she means a light-skinned nigger.
Least I'm not tar black, thank fuck for that.
>>706609736
The fuck are you talking about? side note if your gonna sperg on somone for reasons made up in your head don't call them autistic. Pot and kettle faggot.
>>706616217
That kind of weight will crush you if you don't tend to it. How can you help, or how can someone else help you?
>>706600481
OC? I haven't heard that name in years.
>>706616247
my "mother language" is spanish you stupid cunt. I also speak 3 other languages. If you are gonna log into the internet learn how to type, son.
>>706611888
>16
MODS
>>706616317
If you tell your boyfriend you are attracted to girls there is one thing that will cross his mind at some point: "she wants something I can't give her".
Unless you can put his mind at rest, this will eat at him.
>>706616545
>she wants a light-skinned nigger
There's that, but also the fact that we (especially me) are in the least-achieving race on the planet, the most self-destructive and needlessly violent as well. Ordered a small table-top Rebel flag today because I'm pissed off at my black roomates.
>>706616351
When it comes to money people are fucking insane. Also my parents are getting old as fuck, I don't want them to end up in a old folks home.
>>706616317
Yeah, it's a high-risk, high-reward situation. a very real risk he's not into it and that would change how he looks at you and the relationship forever, but if it turns out you're both into it can you imagine how good the sex would be?
Don't just outright tell him, gotta edge into the topic and see how much interest he shows. Got any existing shared kinks you can work with? Like DD/lg, or roleplaying as a schoolgirl?
>>706616473
Yeah I understand that. It just sucks to be living with nothing but an attraction that no one will understand. I didn't ask to be like this, lol
>>706616351
>the older you get whether you like it or not money drives most decisions and actions.
That's a very narrow point of view that your post suggests.
There's more to life than your city.
There's more to life than your nation.
There's more to life than your whole damn continent.
There are more than 7 billion living humans on the planet at any given time, and more than hundreds of people are dying every minute. More than hundreds of people are being born every minute.
Some people don't have internet.
Some people don't have grocery stores.
Some people don't have cell phones.
Some people are right now living how your city was living 100 years ago.
Some people are still running around in loin cloths, hunting things with spears.
Some people have never seen other ethnicities.
Some people are right now living how a large amount of people were living 2,000 years ago.
In the end, you really don't know anything.
You are ignorant and delusional.
Your thoughts are delusions.
You are constantly wrong, but you think what you believe is fact. You think what you tell other people is fact.
You know nothing.
You even know not that you know nothing.
>>706616349
What risk? No pregnancy, no std, no problem.
>>706616962
That incest stuff turns me the fuck on to hear about it. I don't have anyone in my family I would want to fuck though.
>>706617110
Risk of your wife finding out?
>>706616962
I'm with you if it makes you feel any better. I know the minute I tell my bf about my incest fetish the relationship is over. Just something you have to deal with.
>>706617110
Ignoring hte point you can catch shit from oral sex, what about the risk of your wife finding out, or the risk it could pose to your job? I assume your employer has a "don't fuck in the bathrooms" clause that could get your ass fired.
>>706616765
I don't think so. When it comes to adults, I'm only attracted to men. When it comes to my pedo fantasies, I'm attracted to girls. I call myself straight but I might be bi because of this. I can't find a reason to tell him all this but I just don't want to live with the secret anymore
>>706617011
Sir, I think you are the delusional one here
Most of what you stated all revolves around access to wealth
>>706616602
>How can you help, or how can someone else help you?
I'm still trying to figure it out.
I've strayed far from the path I held for my life many years ago. After a 1-3 year struggle period full of it's own ups and downs, I had relative success, even if it was just relative.
The past few months, I've strayed very far from the path, even if I still do take steps here and there on it.
It seems like I need to get myself to release these psychological weights off of my arms and legs, so I may further more easily climb my mountains.
How to unlock the mechanisms that keep these weights fixed to my body still seem like a mystery to me.
I may already hold the answer, but I must search through the library that is my mind.
To search, I must also remove some weights.
>>706617396
What do you think wealth is?
>>706604337
Same. Much rather have a normie Dick. Not into landwhale. Most chicks are done after 10 minutes. And unless the can unhinge jaw always getting teeth.
>>706598934
My daddy fucked me for years.
Im pretty sure he fucked my sister too.
I am pretty sure hes fucking his girlfriends daughter.
>>706617561
>What do you think wealth is?
plentiful supplies of a particular resource
>>706616646
True.
>>706617602
My secret is that I would beat the shit out of him. But it's more than that. It's more methodical, less impulsive, and more sadistic than the phrase would imply. I would torture him. If he is and does what you say he is and does, anyway.
>>706617396
Save enough for a plane ticket, get a TEFL job in Beijing earning $18k a year in a place where a bear costs a dollar, an apartment $250 a month, and the women love white guys (even autistic ones).
>>706617388
Do you think maybe the fantasy is because of some trauma in your life or childhood? Do you think that it's a fantasy that is going to last?
>>706617658
Do supplies exist? What really are resources?
>>706617602
Are you mad about it, did it ruin your life?
>>706617838
beer, not bear
I'm 15, and I want to end it all.
I used to cut/burn myself, 4 years (2 years clean now). Tried suicide countless of times and lost two of my friends and a family member from suicide.
I won't kill myself because I know of the aftermath, but I want to know how to feel 'normal' again.
>>706601864
>don't do it anymore
I'm assuming you'e talking about gay sex
>I'm bisexual
gr8 b8 m8
>>706617899
>Are you mad about it, did it ruin your life?
Yes and yes
>>706617893
>Do supplies exist? What really are resources?
Ask the American Bison
>>706613350
I wish my wife would have that reaction to a medication. Every time she's on one she just gets fatter. 130 pounds when we met. Now 210. It's really difficult to love somebody and have to feel your attraction to them die over time.
>>706618011
Then why don't you help your fathers girlfriends kids?
>>706617388
I wouldn't call that bi. From what I remember you're attracted to men and girls in quite different ways, right?
>>706617852
No trauma in my life or in my childhood. I was a very happy kid w/ loving parents.
I just noticed that as I grew older I started becoming attracted to young ones. I mean, I'm turning 19 soon and I've always had these attractions. I don't think that's gonna change.
>>706618093
I used to lie a lot, about bullshit. In highschool. Really stupid impossible crap.
No one would believe me
>>706617450
I know this is going to sound like an obvious thing and I don't mean to sound insulting, but you need to accept yourself. Whatever path you chose, it's entirely up to you and you aren't accountable to me or anyone else. You just have to try and make yourself happy. Feeling shitty takes a lot out of you and there doesn't feel like there's an escape from it. Especially nto in a way that isn't going to hurt other people. However sometimes you just have to be selfish and take some time for yourself, just do nothing and exist in your own space for a while. Stop trying to control and predict and analyse and just live for a little bit. Eat when you're hungry, sleep when you're tired, do the basics and don't focus on the big stuff.
>>706618022
No.
>>706618108
I find them both hot physically
>>706615475
Do you have a bf? How old are you?
>>706618225
http://www.eurodressage.com/equestrian/2012/12/22/chemical-castration-stallions-popular-practice-behind-closed-doors
>>706616217
Nigga literally me. I make good grades, when I'm not joking about der Fuhrer or niggers or something I'm a decent guy, I'm in shape, I get pussy, and still I'm not satisfied with myself. I've turned into a total douche. Like, if I wasn't such a beta I would be a total chad right now. I feel so done with myself. I've done a mediocre job in a life that I should have done fantastic in. I've got one goal in mind, though, and it's really the only reason I haven't died of let-down. It's to be on NASA's ships to Mars in the 2030's, and having a goal like that helps a lot. Try setting one. Although truth be told, it's not to be an astronaut or something, or to go down in history. It's the ultimate restart. Literally an entirely new, unexplored fucking planet. That's how much I hate myself.
>>706617450
Feeling down is a full-time job, iot's exhausting and there doesn't seem to be a way out of it. I know the feeling.
You need to accept yourself, obviously. That's not easy when you're trying to think and analyse. You need a break. Just forget everyone else for a little bit and live for you in the simplest way possible. Eat whatever you want when you are hungry, sleep when you are tired. Don't focus on goals, or objectives, and do not let anyone else tell you waht you should do while you are healing. You need to recover, and nobody else will understand that. Part of letting off those shackles is being able to be selfish and just be yourself for a while, even if it's in private.
>>706616781
Well, most of us are anyway. The only reason I'm ever considered black is because of my height and colour. Beyond that, I'm like some trans-white weirdo to most people that doesn't like chicken, watermelon, stealing, or like the thought of riding a bike.
I even feel uncomfortable around other black people because most of the conversations I have with them lead to "where are you from/where do your origins lie?". It's frustrating, to say the least.
Secret: I pretend to care about other people, not because I actually care about them, but because I hate being alone and falsifying my concern gives people a reason to trust me and therefore, continue to interact with me. I noticed that I've been like this since I was around nine or ten years old, but hadn't realised until recently that I was a real scumbag. I also noticed that I can be quite a bit of a two-face, sometimes talking shit about the people I "care" about with other people to fit in.
I almost died today by drowning in such a stupid way I can never tell anyone. Literally within 1 min of the void.
>>706617913
I like bear better
>>706618405
>>706618225
Maybe you should invite your father over for a drink?
>>706618508
Tell us, anon
>>706618384
Yes I have a bf and I'm 18
>>706617921
Fuck normal. Normal is boring as fuck. Worry about not depressed. Get the depression taken care of, shit will fall into place. I recommend TMS, or trans-cranial magnetic stimulation. I have suffered from depression for the entirety of my 30 years on this earth and have self medicated for years, been on countless meds and seen dozens of therapists, inpatient and out. TMS saved my life. I'm not going to tell you not to die, but I will tell you that life can get better. It's always a struggle, but it can be a far more bearable one.
>>706618342
do your fantasies involve you doing things to a girl alone, or helping somebody else do them?
in the fantasies are the girls eager or are you forcing them?
>inquiring minds must know
>>706618543
Tempting
>>706618530
If you get 1 dollar bears I'd start a motherfucking bear export business
>>706618606
Do fantasize about little girls?
>>706618190
Sorry but there's nothing I can say that can help. Your desires are threatening or criminal and people will never understand. If you can't keep a handle on it at all times for your entire life it could land you in some serious shit.
>>706618487
I seriously wish I were Asian. Doesn't even have to be god-tier Japanese in Tokyo...could be some random Chinese nobody from like...West Guangzhou or something.
>>706616481
Motherfucker score: 8
Fucker/ing/-- score: 6
Shit score multiplier: 3
Total score: 42
>>706618690
I'd say don't look at it as revenge, that it's for the greater good. But it's for revenge
>>706618235
>>706618478
And here I thought it lost my post. Fucknuggets.
>>706618235
I'll think about it.
I had a bunch of friends from a close knit church that I spent most of my adult life with. I was a fairly normal adult and had most of my shit together except a good job/career. I started dating this girl who fucked up all my relationships and showed me how unhealthy a lot of that shit was. Downside was that she was a fucking psychopath who also fucked up my life (crazy sex tho) now I have my life together but I no longer know what a healthy relationship looks like. Advice?
>>706618827
Pretty much. Psychologically fuck him up by letting him know how much damage he did.
I'm a faggot
>>706618690
Did he ruin sex for you or did you turn into a slut?
>>706617602
How old were you when it started?
Did you cum?
>>706618639
I like both scenarios. But mostly like fantasizing about helping a guy do it. Not as much as erotica on it as I'd like.
Forcing them
>>706618761
Yeah
>>706618870
When you get a new gf, just try hard to have some empathy, talk things through, and express that it's important for her to do the same
>>706618464
I want to change the world. I'm a piece of shit who may not even change his pants.
>>706618508
You can't tempt us with shit like that, faggot. This is a secrets thread, so spill your shit.
