Found some shit that I wish I didn't on my bf and now I'm going to trip on some LSD to recover. Any one have ideas on what to do? I'm tripping alone btw
>>768929922
ill bite, what did you find?
>>768930017
he was a nigger
and why do you think a tab of acid is going to help you recover
>>768930046
Oh fuck
>>768930069
not op but drugs dont help you recover, they help you cope/distract. I drink when im fucking bummed.
>>768930017
Not bait, unfortunately.
>old conversations with his ex
>who he was cheating on
>tinder matches
>pics of hotter girls than me
>his own posts on /b/ about his ex
>found out his gf broke up with him, not the other way around
>escorts
>>768929922
Actual stupid slut you didn’t find shit on me I said it wasn’t me you dumb bitch unlock the door or I’m gonna kick it down and belt you. OPEN IT NOW!!,
>>768930069
It'll force me to get out of my house for a bit at least. Usually it helps me shift into productive, helpful mindsets
OP here, I found out he was black as fucking shit. Holy fuck you shoulda seen this monkey, he was like a fucking oil spill with eyes.
>>768930125
Well shit, that's tough, but not the end of the world. End of the relationship, obviously. And you have to end it. It's not good for you and you have to realize this. You may love this guy, but see this, he doesn't love you and there is nothing you can do about it. He has problems and issues that you can't fix. Anyways, you should def find a friend to trip sit you.
Wait 40 minutes and then stare at the mirror.
>>768930125
This isn’t me.. I’m real OP..
While my bf was at work I was doing the laundry and found what I’m almost certain is acid and ecstasy or something like coke in one of his jeans.. I hate drugs and I’ve told him how I feel about them before so guess what? When he comes home he’s gonna see me tripping out on acid so he knows how it feels. He’s such a dumb cunt sometimes.
>>768930223
I don't know what's wrong with me but I can't deal with breaking up with him. He's just a typical /b/tard, and I knew that when I got with him in the first place
But now I can't handle it. The evidence was from a while ago, but if he's used escorts i need to leave. But I don't know if he's telling the truth or not
>>768930256
Fuck this guy that's not me. For real though, how could I never have seen my bf was a huge fucking monkey nigger? Guys gimme help, am I niggerblind?
>>768930106
Op here.
I don’t want to recover from it by using acid, I just need a day off of that makes sense? I just need to take my mind of the fact that he might be cheating on me and is using acid and coke.. anyway I’m gonna go find a nice forest or something and see if my friend will join me, she’s a stoner so yeah lol. Anyway guys thanks for not asking to see my tits, I’m such a stupid slut that I probably would’ve shown them to you despite having a boyfriend.
>>768930223
Also, i have 3 tabs of 150ug acid. Not sure if I should take one and go to the woods, or take two and trip at home watching porn and masturbating
Don't have friends who'll trip sit.
OP here I'm a retarded cunt
>>768930353
Obvious samefag is obvious.
OP here.. since this thread seems as if it’s being derailed I’m going to go and take this acid now and perhaps I’ll go out tonight and let a random guy take me home while I’m intoxicated and let him use me and fuck me like he white I really am.
ohai anon - just remember LSD is an amplifier of emotions. Make sure you're in a happy place, or shit will get real....
>>768930363
don't kid yourself, we didn't ask because we all know you're a faggot
OP here. I'ma huge slut
>>768930407
Hilarious. Honestly do you actually think you’re funny? I couldn’t care less that you’re impersonating me, I just find it sad and I really feel sorry for you that there’s nothing better for you to do with your time then pay all this attention to me, a stupid dumb fucking whore. I’m a stupid piece of shit. KILL NIGGERS.
>>768930499
I've tripped a couple of times before. Sometimes I like taking it in challenging, emotional situations because it provides some productive insight.
I'm thinking the woods might be a nice setting, or just reading his texts again and crying and seeing what happens. I've also got MDMA and ketamine.
>>768929922
Muz?
>>768930573
now you're getting it
>>768930586
OK well keep that MDMA handy for a hippieflip at about 5 hours in. Will calm you down a bit lol. Enjoy
OP here. I’m a stupid piece of shit. KILL NIGGERS. OP here. I’m a stupid piece of shit. KILL NIGGERS. OP here. I’m a stupid piece of shit. KILL NIGGERS. OP here. I’m a stupid piece of shit. KILL NIGGERS. OP here. I’m a stupid piece of shit. KILL NIGGERS. OP here. I’m a stupid piece of shit. KILL NIGGERS. OP here. I’m a stupid piece of shit. KILL NIGGERS. OP here. I’m a stupid piece of shit. KILL NIGGERS. OP here. I’m a stupid piece of shit. KILL NIGGERS. OP here. I’m a stupid piece of shit. KILL NIGGERS.
>>768930604
Lmao cunt I do this all the time hahaha
>>768930341
If you spot one lie you can usually assume there are a dozen more.
So a hypothetical, if you did leave him, what is the chance that you can find another guy and be happy with him?
>>768930652
Isn't that a candy flip? Don't wanna waste the MDMA tbh, want to do it with my girlfriends
Post tits
>>768930586
You sound like a very chill person, I wish I had some female friends like you. Hope your BF isn't as much of a piece of shit as these things seem to indicate he is.
>>768930767
Don't see how this relates to my current situation, I don't want to leave him because I think I'm too far into this now. I also want to believe he's not being a turd now that he's with me
>>768930850
beta orbiter spotted
>>768929922
Hmmm
Get a camera
Get naked
Film yourself fingering your juicy snatch
Post video on 4chan
??????
Profit
>>768930855
there's no such thing as too far to turn back
life is pretty long. unless you're 70, and even if you were, there's no reason for you to think like that
>>768930920
faggot
>>768930850
:/ he can be really compassionate and generous, but is equally just like all of you - hypersexualised. Lots of baggage, which I'm not experienced with dealing with. I'm struggling to computer the two facets of his personality.
So, woods a good idea or just hanging around confronting my feelings at home?
tits and timestamp you junkie
>>768930855
You're as far into a relationship as your comfort is. Otherwise it isn't fun or enjoyable for one or both of you. Being in a relationship because "it's a relationship" is stupid. Marriage is death do us part and yet being a divorce lawyer is lucrative as shit. You're being blinded by the good times that were once there, and not by the bad times that are hitting you in the fucking face. You want me to tell you to forgive him? ok forgive him and you're gonna be cheated on time and time again.
thread confirmed to be shit.
commencing purge.
>>768929922
Fucking show us your tits, at least he'll probably see them on here and know that dozens of /b/ fags probably tributed your picture. He'll probably neck himself. Win/win
>>768931078
And get beaten up for being a slut when he sees me tonight? I don't think so, bozo
failure rarely causes someone to change their ways
success . . . even less often
IF he's repeated any of those things while with you . . . its never gonna stop. don't wait until all the good memories have been burned from your brain. don't be like me.
>>768931190
shut up, fag
>>768929922
Have him eat you out after you've cheatted on him with a nigger
>>768931190
Eh I just feel like I'm being punished, karma and whatnot. Anyway, any idea on what I should do today before he comes to see me? I don't want to break up with him, just punish him by enjoying myself alone
>>768931278
>advising coalburning
kike spotted
>>768931315
ok, cuckquean.
>>768931315
kill yourself. that'll show em
>>768931148
Break up with him minutes before you post your tits. That way it's not technically cheating. Also, show pucci. Get high on acid and show us your pussy for fuck sakes.
>>768930125
just dump him, i can only advise you categorically do not take any LSD whilst in a negative emotional state.
>>768931431
fag
>>768930256
oh, you're a retard.
>>768931431
Would the negative emotions counteract a good setting? I'm thinking of going to the woods, ocean view, flowers, listening to nice music and reading my fave books.
That, or playing Skyrim
>>768930363
hates drugs but hangs out with stoners.... girl you sound about 15 gtfo you underage fucking moron
>>768931315
you aren't really enjoying yourself if you think you are punishing him. you may enjoy it, but you're enjoying punishing him not enjoying yourself, which is not healthy.
i'm not trying to condemn, as i've been there. just trying to share something helpful from the bullshit i put myself through. you need to define yourself, not react to him, if you want there to be any chance of things working out.
FUCKING SHOW TITS YOU NIGGER KIKE WHORE GOOK SPIC JIGGABOO PORCHMONKEY HOOKNOSE SLANT SPOOK SPADE BITCH
THEIR'S THE ATTENTION YOU WANTED SLUT
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>>768931502
>>768931510
>>768931530
>>768931551
>>768931562
you're all a bit fucking retarded arent ya
>>768931502
Maybe, but with acid you can get stuck in negative thought cycles, you can literally re wire the way your brain perceives things on acid. If i were you id just do all his coke and drink a fuck ton. The comedown will be hell but acid can leave u fucked if you have a bad trip, im talking horror scapes a budding surrealist would be proud of.
>>768931588
i follow your lead, bro
fuck off back to tumblr OP. dumb slut
>>768931530
also this, just talk to him and ask why he feels he has to hide his drug use from you. Also grow the fuck up drugs are a thing and smoking and drinking are a hell of a lot worse.
>>768931350
Would kebab be better?
>>768931315
You better post vids of you enjoying yourself
nigger nagger nogger
>>768931662
absolutely haram. i have the suspicion that OP is fat as fuck.
i derailed so many furfag threads with these images. good times.
>>768931530
Did you stay with him?
You're right, I'm being reactionary. But I want this. I've denied myself for so long and now I just want to feel amazing. Have some good times, instead of sitting here feeling shit and rereading things I already know, and wondering what's happening when I don't.
>>768931746
holy fuck dude who gives a shit
>>768931502
it could go either way, it's up to you. the chance of losing control may be very small, from how your posts seem, but the consequences are huge. personally even when i "Freak out" i keep it all in my head and just avoid interacting with external reality until i come down. but i know people that have lost it in very real ways. I think you'll be fine, but it might be better to wait. however, there are definitely worse things you could do than tripand chill in nature
>>768931689
OP should post pics and help her /b/rothers to a good fap
>>768931741
i think you might actually be the coolest cunt on earth. kudos faggot
>>768931746
Make a tinder profile. as an experiment.
>>768931805
right?
>>768931654
>>768931596
What the fuck dudes - you're replying to a shill, I didn't find drugs.
>>768930125
>>>768930017
>Not bait, unfortunately.
>
>>old conversations with his ex
>>who he was cheating on
>>tinder matches
>>pics of hotter girls than me
>>his own posts on /b/ about his ex
>>found out his gf broke up with him, not the other way around
>>escorts
>>768930891
lmao not even close Anon, I'm quite capable of and enjoy having female friends and it has nothing to do with a desire to be with them or have sex with them. I have a pretty active and healthy sex life, I'm pretty sure true beta orbiting behavior comes from a place of desperation and insecurity I don't have.
>>768930957
idk everybody is different but you're fair to assume the vast majority of men are like that.
As for woods or home, it really depends on what you think will be the best and most fulfilling environment for the experience. Either way I suggest you have a trip sitter, but most especially if you're going out into the woods.
>>768931825
thanks!
>>768931842
>retard
>>768931843
you're not me
>>768931836
Yeah but youre gna do some acid apparently. Anyway this thread is fake and gay.
alright im bored. op is a fag yadda yadda
>>768931900
I'd post pics of his phone, but he lurks this board so no
Not fake though I wish to hell it was
>>768930256
if this is OP, you're an idiot. and go fuck yourself.
Wait. I'm the real OP. Everyone in this thread is impersonating me. What I really found was that my bf wears womens clothes and fucks himself with cucumbers. THAT I ATE! I'm gonna kms after I post a blog on tumblr. HURDDURRRRR NNNDHDdUUUURRRRRR.
In all seriousness though, I hope this is real and that OPs finds this thread, figures it out and beats the everloving shit out of OP.
>>768931958
This >>768930125 is OP, and I'm still an idiot.
>>768931746
we got back together, he didn't work through things, I was already broken and didn't work with the changes he did make. eventually he started getting physical again and i left for good. wasted an extra year and a half of my life, lost any chance of having a friendship. parts of me are still walled off, years later. watched everything i ever wanted go up in flames, and the worst part was I had to light the fire to get myself out. he cheated too (before the first time we broke up), claims no sex but i still couldn't get over the betrayal on top of the other stuff.
NO! I'M THE REAL OP! I HAVE DOWNS!
>>768932137
Holy shit, that's a horror story. Wish I had the balls to do the same to mine a year ago, but here we are.
The urge to trip is still overwhelming though. Kinda just want to play vidya and get high
>>768932351
just know that you can't do a damn thing to help someone else change other than get out of the way. any attempt you make will make things worse in the long run. i'm not saying that decides a course of action for you, it's just a hard truth to accept, that is important for any scenario.
i think a small escape tonight could facilitate a more stable emotional voyage in a day or three, or maybe your life and your mind works out better where you go through the gauntlet now and get some emotional distance after. either way, if you look for a quick fix you will end up disappointed.
good vibes either way :)
>>768932137
>>768932351
>>768932609
>autistic babbling
>>768930466
If real OP, just leave your man and find a decent guy, don't let some cunt "use" you, that's degrading as shit if it's not role-play
>>768933016
I get that, but should I trip?
I was being sober for him, and now I just feel hurt and don't want to be perfect *if* he's running around behind my back being a first grade asshole.
And if I trip, should I take a double dose and chill at home, or take a medium dose and go hiking?
>>768933016
>>768933264
FUCK OFF.
