what are you doing tonight
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what are you doing tonight
your mom
I rolled a blunt for later, and want to die.
Working, browsing /b. You?
>>768797615
Hanging with my brother and niece, waiting to go to sleep. Kind of excited to have the doctor run labs on me tomorrow to see how my innards are working. Really wish I was drunk. Planning on getting shitty after I see the doc tomorrow.
drinking beer
Picking up my dog from vet in a few
>>768797615
test
>>768798021
This
>>768797615
Drinking lots and lots of malt liquor.
>>768798279
nigger detected
>>768798328
Nah. Just poor + 8.1% abv on a 40 is king.
400 dollars for my dogs surgery.
I wish I paid more because he's my best friend
>>768797615
Try to meet up with a girl, get turned down, already be drunk so contemplate suicide, chain smoke and drink more, call suicide hotline, pussy out on suicide, sit in my car for a few hours blasting music, pass out drunk and repeat.
>>768797615
>>768798570
What's wrong with him anon? I miss my little canine friend.
>>768798468
I get it. I used to drink the fuck out of some nasty-ass malt liquor when i was poor and in college. Just as drunk...half the price.
>>768798705
>>768798468
enjoy having the shits
>>768798741
Been drinking them for years, they don't give me the shits.
>>768798705
This guy gets it. I've grown to like the taste though cuz it's all I really drink anymore lol
>>768797775
oh no this looks like a heart attack
Ripping my Juul and masturbating
>>768799733
You got something on your chest
>>768797615
I have to go to work in about a hour and a half, so I'm afraid I shan't be having any fun. I might get to have some this weekend, though.
>>768799839
Third nipple
>>768797615
Potentially dying and playing commander with some homies.
>>768798588
you'll get em one day tiger
>>768799078
RIP you old shit bird
I will be operating after midnight.
>>768797615
Oh now that's beautiful
>>768800511
>>768800666
>>768801122
>>768801455
check em
Gonna smoke up and play some world of warcraft, maybe watch some gundam
>>768797615
My dudes fucking maple? The fuck? Weed looks good though
Sleeping
Attempting suicide
Laying fucking low.....
stayed over at cousins and her husbands house, with there 3 kids over the weekend. I'm great with the kids, but drink heavily around them. they never said shit about the drinking the entire time, they even drank with me. so I wake up, and he is yelling that there is "water on the floor." I guess i pissed in the living room hard wood and passed out on there couch. but he says it didn't smell like piss. Anyways, long story short, I'm not allowed to go back there anymore, and I don't really give a shit. I gave them a lot of help when they needed it. Then sunday night i fooled around with my buddies girlfriend. it was fun as fuck at the time, but I have been overcome with guilt for the past few days and trying to lay low. We agreed to take this secret to out graves. I was just fuckin wasted. Oh ya, I punched some guy out that tried to pull my knapsack off me. I punched him out in the middle of a busy street. didn't get arrested thank god. someone was filming him fucking with me so there is that. my problem is my behavior gets significantly worse the more days i drink straight through. Like, on day 3, i'm really not myself. i say and do stupid things. fuck me
Cleaning my room to feel the emptyness in my life, because cleaning my room is all that I have.
>>768802236
Bukowski
>>768802519
it's interesting you say that. I am a 10 year drunk.
>>768802236
holy fuck. take it easy.
>>768802623
What is the root cause of your drinking?
Iv had uncles like you, they drink all the time and for awhile they are great dudes, then when they get drunk and stay drunk they become total pieces of shit.
I myself used to drink a lot, but iv since then calmed it down, but for the last 2 years iv been downing some 211's and atleast a pint of cheap takaa vodka over the course of 24 hours.
I don't feel like an alcoholic, but I don't know anyone else who drinks as much as I do each day, I have anxiety so this is how I cope.
Down to less than a quarter and 4 g's of shatter
>>768799479
That? Pfft. Only if you are a pussy.
>>768797775
dying, apparently.
>>768797615
cooking, browsing /b/, and constantly staring out my window because there are niggers constantly posted out on the stoop next to my building and I'm always paranoid they can see the fucked up/incredibly homosex shit I view on this board.
>>768802942
you know, i don't know why I drink. I have so many people that care about me. It sucks, as you start losing them because of the booze, but they keep coming back in my life.
I am exactly like that. I am good drinking for a day, maybe 2. But if I keep binging, and am out among people I can tell it's not good. I really do like shutting myself if in, and drinking for days alone. But I have friends that want to see me, and a couple of women in my life that I feel I need to keep up relationships with.
being drunk and stoned, it just feels cozy. I am very social regardless of drugs and booze so i don't think it's anxiety. I think i'm just an alcoholic. I know my liver is starting to go, and I am getting high blood pressure. so it's starting to fuck me over.
sucking some dicks. even though im not gay, I get paid.
>>768803566
Stfu. I have drank bottles, blown grams of blow, and chugged red bull for days and I have a resting heart rate of 50 a few days later. The only way that may kill anon is it he is fatasfatass with no tolerance.
>>768802236
I can relate to getting absolutely fucked up at home and waking up the next morning to a puddle that can't be easily identified as piss.
This has happened twice and I have never figured out whether it was water or pee pee.
>>768803989
Samefag here, I read the rest of your story and you need to stop drinking. Admit you're a shitty person already.
>>768803669
How much would you say you drink in 24 hours?
Maybe you are bored like me, I have ADD and it makes everything completely boring for me, so when I go and have a few shots of vodka my belly feels all warm and suddenly I feel interested in things. Usually I dont feel like playing video games anymore, I dont feel like drawing or playing guitar or any of the things I used to do.
But then when I drink a get a surge of dopamine and like is colorful again, like i can laugh and talk and make jokes and listen to music.
When I stop drinking for awhile everything just seems dull and worrisome, always negative thoughts and irrational fears from anxiety.
Im not sure how much longer this can go on, its been about 2 years and I know I can't keep up this pace forever.
But I also do not want to be one of those xanax pill heads.
>>768803708
Make that money, bitch.
>>768803810
if you were a real alcoholic, your resting heartrate would be much higher days later, because of withdrawal.
just saying.
Studying and working out, mostly. Maybe cooking some rice and veggies for dinner
>>768804200
I am not an alcoholic. I am certainly a binge drinker, and possibly a cokehead. I am also 29 and fit... you youngins don't know how to do it right.
>>768797615
Same but with Flor de Caña
>>768797615
Same thing I do every night. Procrastinate and wish I had a better life even though things are going pretty well besides some shitty mistakes I’ve made. I’ll probably either stay up all night or go to sleep at 8. And masturbation.
>>768797615
Jetzt ists vorbei mit ganja cunt und deine hand riecht stark nach schwanzgestank
>>768797615
came here to find someone who has account on some popular porn site (xvideos,pornhub,xhamster...) to help me out expose a cheating girl
>>768797615
Nice
>>768804082
well, today I have had nothing. Craving it, but laying low. Yesterday had 5, Monday I was sick from the weekend. had to drive 2 hours in traffic to see one of the women, could barely keep my eyes open.
I have ADD also, and am bored.
Usual drinking days though, between 8-16+ tall cans of 5% beer. If I am drinking in one spot, my place, I grab a case and drink the whole thing in a night if I'm not doing anything early the next day. i balance it out with smokes and pot. I do other stuff occasionally drug wise.
Ya, I can't keep this up. I need to start working again, I need a balance. (company closed and I got a big payout)
>>768804947
when I say case. i mean of bottles. i like drinking bottles inside. I buy cans when i might be walking around streets
>>768800024
>>768799733
I'd like to see your barefoot.
I bet you're an alpha
>>768797615
Going to Wednesday night bible study.
There’s this chick there who gives me sloppy blowjobs in the church office, and tonight I might put it in her ass. She’s the pastor’s wife, by the way. Jesus Saves!
>>768804335
>cokehead
>fit
Pick one
>>768797615
looks like some fire bud
>>768803102
cringe bowl cringe ink
>>768803640
NYC anon?
>>768805299
cokeheads can be fit...he can have a bad heart though and not know it.
In bed browsing /b/. It’s 9:40 p.m. here and going to head to bed soon. I have a meeting with the VP of marketing tomorrow to approve an agenda for an all hands meeting I’m running on Friday. Then, later in the day I have an offsite meeting with a potential new client.
Then I’m going to get blackout drunk and do a little blow.
>>768805299
Both. Like I said, you youngins don't know how to do it.
>>768804947
How big of a payout? And how old are you?
>>768805566
>you youngins
you're an idiot. Are you trying to make yourself sound better than other people on the internet?
>>768805637
about 30k canadian. I'm 28.
>>768804335
Coke is nice it therapiys head
>>768805705
That’s great bro! Solid payout. How much were you making before you got canned?
And do you live alone and rent?
>>768805048
I’m a beta alpha
>>768805961
Do you lay on your bare mattress etf? How old are you?
>>768805656
I wasn't... but now that you mention it, I assume I am better than most of you.
>>768802942
not the anon you were replying to, but it is good to have some drinks I believe, and a few cordials. Drinking is an antiseptic, and it helps the body get clean in many ways. That is why I believe it is such a hard substance to stop using, the body does have a good purpose for it. It is good to take parts of days or whole days off too. But it is good to drink during work (depending on the situation) too many times, just be careful and considerate.
But it is good to have days of just drinking continually too, it makes the body stronger and helps clean it. And I also think what is better, going to bed with a turd in our stomach or its residue or something that will help clean it more.
Always drink a good amount of water regularly and eat some meat, but with some acceptable grain or potato with it and not just meat. And do this if you plan on quitting, though I do not recommend as its like going "clean" by saying "hi my name is blank, and its been 30 days since I have brushed my teeth."
I drink around 3/4ths of a half gallon a day, and one or two days a week around a third or less. I always just put two shots in a glass of water and drink it that way.
Or when I drink beer, and because I cant spend much on it now, I drink 211 and I drink around 12-14.
But like I said there is one, two, or sometimes more days a week where I just have a six or eight.
Still a lot I know but you have to understand how to drink alcohol. You must stay hydrated and also pace it. And also breathe out frequently, as its vapor also carries alcohol and its effect.
I do a lot of things to keep the body clean and use white vinegar and water mixes with a rubber bulb to clean my ears and deep in my nose.
Listening to this and cuddling my wife
How are you doing anons?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eoV2i4klgeU&list=PL103LxaPkBeTO3O9OhuEYAy0s-_Dw4YLe&index=104
I have this blasting on some big ass speakers,im pretty sure everybody in a 400 foot radius of my house can hear this shit
i have a bunch of these songs in a youtube playlist
>>768797615
not drinking, becuase I got wasted the past two nights and really fucked myself up
>>768805961
>using sheets
>>768806638
Shit meant to respond to >>768806039
>>768806326
This has to be bait...
>>768805790
i was making around 60k. I live with my folks. moved back in with them after a break up a few years ago. I like it here, don't have to worry about parking, they aren't here much, and I'm not at home much either. both the women that i'm seeing have houses of there own....go figure.
>>768806686
Hahaha I mean.... do you bro
>>768806998
Oh that’s solid man. Are you I montreal? I was there a few weeks ago and fucking loved it.
What line of work?
>>768805961
change the light bulb faggot
>>768807074
outside of toronto, worked for an automotive company in marketing. Ya I go drinking in Montreal a few times a year. fun as fuck. Great women too.
>>768807074
where do you live?
>>768806326
and also many weeks I dont take those light days. It depends on the situation of how I feel. It important to develop your own natural ability of course and while doing it, and mostly the whole time but in some degrees and also not, because it is important to understand its benefit. And you must be independent of it, but also at some times using it and working with it, but let it work many times and then branch off of it, but also have an ability and understanding of how to use your own natural ability with a part of it and also just a somewhat small part of it.
>>768807079
This room doesn’t have a light besides my desk lamp
>>768807341
Ph shit I’m kind of in marketing too.
And yeah dude montreal was fucking awesome. I stayed in some Hotel Le Crystal that was sick and right on Cresent (sp?)
>>768807477
I live in the NYC area.
>>768807563
oh nevermind... thought you were a different anon
>>768807696
Stupid brainlet
>>768807761
>Stupid brainlet
>>768797615
Put the marijuana away, you degenerate.
Playing No Man's Sky
>>768807662
ya i used to go to Syracuse quite a bit, been to NYC once. Really fun. don't know why I haven't gone back...
Tripping on LSD bois
Bar with friends
>>768807962
Probably because it’s expensive as shit haha. I grew up here, own a condo in the area, but I’m looking to move out soon to a smaller/lower COL city.
>>768797615
I picked up 12 of these fuckers on my way home from work. I still had 4 left from last night so the plan is to drink 16 tallboys and pass out, hopefully forgetting how shitty my life really is.
>>768808023
Not actual LSD, just an analog.
trying to get my son to sleep, and then maybe play a little division.
>>768808120
Why is your life shitty?
>>768808198
I'm a 37 year old alcoholic browsing 4chan and getting drunk by myself at 10pm on a wednesday night.
>>768805487
MN, but the nigger stoop mentality is present where I reside.
>>768808198
>>768808382
Oh, and I live in my sister and her husbands basement.
>>768808120
this was my beer of choice for a long time. People knew me, and still know me, as "the guy that always had a J.R in his hand." and I mean always.
used to buy the 8 packs, and walk with them
>>768808382
Fair point. You don’t have friends or a gf/bf?
>>768808397
fucking niggers
>>768808446
Friends yeah. No gf right now. Bitches are gay. I'm staying single for now cus its better than being cheated on.
Waiting on my quarter should be here in the hour
>>768808574
Another fair point man. But you have friends. It’s just a weeknight and you’re chilling alone. The living in your sisters basement thing does suck but shit happens
>>768808435
Yeah i used to buy the 8 packs of James Ready. I switched to tallboys though. Plus 8 cans doesn't get me drunk anymore. It takes about 12 tallboys to do the job these days.
>>768808153
Thanks professor
Just got home from AA. Feeling pretty amazing.
>>768808644
The whole living in my sisters basement actually isn't that bad. Shes only a year older than me and we have most of the same friends. I've even known her husband probably 10 years longer than she has. We were in the same class in the 7th and 8th grades back in the 90s. We all get along and drink beers together all the time.
>>768808710
fuck...me too with the 12 tall cans. where in canada r u?
>>768809369
Southern Ontario. Just outside Toronto.
>>768809517
fuckin' eh. Scarborough here, near beaches.
>>768809650
Hamilton
>>768806326
You're understanding of medicine and the human body is straight out of the 1860's lmao
>>768808754
one day at a time broski
>>768806326
>>768809650
I heard on the radio yesterday they're probably closing both beaches here soon cus of pollution and bacteria. This city is a fucking dump.
>>768804335
Said the same shit then turned 30...
ur mum
>>768809679
Aberdeen and Queen here.
>>768797615
>be me 2014
>write epic greentext lewd story for my lonely neckbeard /b/rothers
>they can't get enough
>write more
>get doxed
>vanish for 4 years
>back
>over 500 emails asking me to do more
>halfway through writing new stuff
>decide to go on 4chainz to see whats changed
>80% porn related threads
>rest is fortnight kiddos trying to meme
It was always a tradition that I would post my new stuff on here first but I feel like it's a lost cause now. Lurking around atm trying to find even a glimmer of something other than the obvious bait and normy facebook memes.
>pic semi related
>>768809797
the cities not a dump. it's less of a dump than it's ever been because of housing prices. you should have lived here in the 90's. it was greasy. but cheap.
>>768808023
I was thinking about ordering some 1P-LSD blotters from Chemlogix. Are they safe? How much should I take?
>>768808994
That’s awesome bro. Glad to hear it’s not bad. Is she hot st least? Or have friends over?
>>768810083
being here on the waterfront with a city full of junkies is kind of shitty. The find a new body like every other week in the bay.
The city even just approved a new building to let junkies come shoot their heroin for free in "a safe environment."
>>768808994
103 days today :)
>>768810364
you sound very uneducated on social problems in this city. i'm not going to go explain. but people are found in the water for various reasons. You do know lake ontario is pretty fucking big. anyways, too tired to defend it but it's a pretty nice city in my opinion.
>>768810650
I like Hamilton, but you can't deny its getting pretty bad here. For a Canadian city theres a ton of gun violence here too.
>>768809699
dont take it so rudimentary or "ily" and fragmented. It does help the body. Its a different type of energy source and a type of cleaner. (lol at what I did bjt dont be distracted by that). It works pretty well as a resisitance build of muscle of course, but to also break it down and do a resistance build up again. And it is clean. But there is a struggle, but it doesnt have to be as bad and can just be a momentary change. That happens in life. I sound like I am on acid now because I am trying to speak in simple vernacular and not be too detailed because I want people to understand the details on their own. But what I I speak of is true and not a simplification of it, just the language I used
>>768810922
you got your head up your ass if you think its "getting bad." it was way fuckin worse. it's so much safer than it was even 10 years ago. people actually give a shit now. downtown was so much worse.
>>768811106
I said " what I did by the 'ily' but" and my phone erased it I guess. And I am a fag phone poster and apologies for all the typos, but now what I said lol.
>>768811632
not* damn phone
>>768811632
I'm just saying what I see. I'm 37 and maybe a month ago i was on the Barton bus while it was packed after work and some 16 or so year old nigger was sitting at the back with a few of his friends. He had his feet sticking out in the aisle and I stepped on his foot when the bus stopped and him and his friends looked at me like they were all ready to jump me. Thats the general feeling I get from almost everyone in this city any time I step out my front door. Everyone under 20 seems to think they're gangsters or some shit.
>>768811740
and it was my fault, its just typing on a phone sucks
>>768797615
Some modelos
>t. Spic
>>768811988
what do you mean, you see me as a nig? And I dont view all blacks that way by the way
>>768797615
Looking for an image
>gardevoir
>3-4 bits of text at either side of pic
>gardevoir talking dirty
>begging for creampie
>talking about fucking her whenever
>talking about how fertile she is
>etc..
Any of you got it?
>>768812285
No, I'm just saying that it seems like every other person I run into in this city seems to act like they're some hardcore thug.
And I don't call every black person I see a nigger. I only say that about the actual niggers. Like the piece of shit I mentioned on my bus ride last month.
Slammed a 4 pack and took a cat nap. Smoke dropped I'm getting baked
>>768811988
if you are talking about the "ily" part, that actually can vary in casual parse and discourse and depending on the word and intonation. Scholars use this and know this
