Think I might have split personalities. Lose track of time and get calls from people that seem to know me but, I never seem to know them. See people on the street and they call me by another named several people have called me by several other names. When I tell them sorry you must have me confused with someone else they just look at me like I'm lying to them or crazy.
What Do?
>>768721731
Do you drink or do any drugs?
>>768721731
Start making soap?
>>768721731
Steve you need help. We're just trying to help you.
>>768722068
Who the fuck are you people and why do you keep calling me Steve?
>>768721828
Have you ever woke in a place you don’t know? If so, does it happen often?
>>768721731
Dude I feel the same way. Last week I woke up in my car in a dress and heels and nail polish and when I managed to get the courage to walk to my apartment I ended up farting a big glob of cum right out on the cement, had a full blown panic attack and got an std test after washing all the makeup off. Then the other night I was in my bed and woke up with lingerie on. I'm seeing a shirnk tomorrow because I've been literally blacking out more and more and I'm certain I have a female alter ego and if so I'm having myself committed
>>768722317
>>768721906
Meant for you. Sorry
>>768721828
LSD pretty much every weekend, pot every afternoon after work. Also, I tried crystal meth a couple of times.
>>768722317
Never woke up at a place I don't know per say but, I wake up and am missing time and don't recall days or things I've done between, x time and x date. Always having deja vu.
>>768722468
>>768721906
Goddamnit, /b/. I’m actually curious here because I’ve studied this shit before.
Which one, OP?
>>768722372
I went through this once. Turns out i was just getting blackout drunk with friends then one of them would always take me home, give me E, dress me up, fuck me and then leave me in my car outside my place.
>>768722372
Bro don't have yourself committed. You aren't crazy, you're just a faggot of colossal proportions and since you deny it and repress that side of yourself it has manifested itself as a seemingly separate entity. Used to crossdress myself, still do on occasion. I know firsthand. Good luck
TLDR, Get some dick faggot, and your feminine side will be satisfied
>>768722676
I am OP and I am clean.
>>768722619
I know this sounds odd, man. I’d seek a hypnosis dude. I reputable one. They might pro-bono doing a session with you. If you’re near a large university, ask around the psych department, but don’t tell them why. Just ask if there is a hypnotherapist there. Tell them you’re writing a paper or some shit and need an expert for it.
>>768722694
Pretty sure that you should press charges. That is rape.
>>768722768
Okay, good. Do you dream?
>>768722768
The issue is the people that try to contact me keep calling over and over even though, I tell them i'm not who they are calling for. They are very direct in that they need to speak with me, like I'm involved with them somehow but have no idea why.
>>768722937
oh, he and i came to an agreement. I have his nuts sitting in a jar in my basement.
>>768723022
Can you prove the calls with your phone records?
>>768723022
change phonenumbers and, if you can, move. If they manage to contact you afterwards, you are in some deep shit.
>>768723073
damn, what was that agreement? hopefully your blackmailing him lol.
>>768722947
Yes I have very fucked up dreams where upon waking I hear loud banging noises and people calling my name. Like I'm paralyzed and can't move even after I'm away for a while.
>>768723073
doesn't matter what you do. your boy was drugging you and fucking you in your hairy ass. you should have pressed charges def
>>768723286
Does anyone in your dreams call you any other names? Are the dreams set in different areas, or are they confined to a set of rules or places?
>>768723322
>>768723283
well, i didnt have a hairy ass after the first time it happened. but the agreement is solid. I retain his nuts and tapes of the occurrences and he gets to keep living a fairly normal life free of drug and alcohol influences.
>>768723286
Another question by me >>768723416
Are you living in a new city or area?
>>768722694
>>768722753
I'm not fucking gay, sure I'm a scrawny metal head with long hair but I am not a fag or a tranny. I'm legit having these episodes and like I said I'm going to a therapist tomorrow at 9am
>>768723416
OP
No I wake up at home don't, remember dreams only waking feeling half asleep unable to move and paralyzed. I here the voices calling my name they are my family or people I work with. Every time I awake to the voices I am paralyzed for a short period of time. And it happens up to about sometimes 3 to 5 times a month. The people that call on the phone and that speak to me seem to act like they know something I don't.
>>768723580
OP
live in a rural town
>>768723624
I never said you were. I said there could also be outside influences.
>>768723624
>not gay
>apparently makes a convincing enough girl to have a night on the town and get creampied
>>768724173
>I said there could also be outside influences.
Like what???? I live alone and have no friends. I work, watch tv, and sleep. I'm always fucking tired and don't know what day it is ever.
>>768724181
Don't remind me, I cried for hours after learning someone fucked my ass, also puked twice in a row. Thankfully the tests came back clean but I'm scarred for life
>>768724096
OP
Also there are dependencies in my gas millage either, my gas tank has a hole in it or Ive been driving allot and have no recollection of it.
>>768723935
Okay, you have a very active mind.
Can you prove the calls happen? Like, check with your provider to prove they happen? If so, I would say someone is infatuated with messing with you.
If you cannot prove the calls, find a hypnotist before you go to a psychologist. The way the government works now, you might be fucked for no reason.
To be honest, I would try smoking some weed or taking a benzodiazepine. See if that changes something. Sounds like you have some high anxiety. I’m no expert, but I’ve dealt with it before in undergrad and post grad studies. By all means, avoid psychologists. They will tell on you, even if you’re normal nowadays.
Take care, brother. I hope you do well. Try weed. Seriously. It generally breaks people out of weird mental cycles.
>>768724419
I'm >>768724359
Same, my car is also always a fucking mess even though I'm a clean person
>>768721906
>>768722468
Is this your split personality?
>>768724467
OP
yes i have voice mails from people as well as see random people that approach me to have a conversation as if they were just talking to me yesterday.
>>768724754
OP
I fucking hope not.
When they call act like ure that guy they call you and try to figure out wtf they want why would people call u and multiple people looking for you directly u must have done smth while u were gone
>>768722468
You're keeping yourself disconnected from the world. Stop the LSD. twice a year max to clean out the pipes. You're abusing it.
>>768721731
Ok, we have to tell you something. Since your born, your life is a prank, god tell everyone to troll you.
>>768721731
you probably have a concussion, amnesia/forgetfulness, or maybe schizophrenia or something. split personalities isn't real. it's only happened iatrogenically and is only arguably real even on that basis.
>>768724771
I had something similar happen to me when I moved from Texas to Germany. Turns out I was just a drunk bartender on campus.
Sounds like you need to figure out who lives in you.
>>768724359
>Don't remind me, I cried for hours after learning someone fucked my ass, also puked twice in a row. Thankfully the tests came back clean but I'm scarred for life
Damn i don't know what to say but sorry dude. Have you looked in a mirror when you have woke up dressed fem?
>>768724840
OP
I have tried that but it's as if they know its not them if, I have a different personality I must talk different or something. My pone is only in my possession and also I have outgoing and incoming arrows by these numbers in my phone book but they are not programed into my phone.
>>768721731
I'm schizophrene and i can tell that you are just an attention whore. Now kill yourself faggot
>>768725200
or people can have the same condition and be different
>>768725297
Of course, i'm not a faggot
>>768725200
OP
Just seeking answers and curious to see if its just me.
>>768725166
>Have you looked in a mirror when you have woke up dressed fem?
Worse, I took a pic to show my shrink
>>768725182
Looool if ure not trolling then its fucked up if they walk up to u talk to them and be like u were blacked out from benzos and ask them to recall what happened wtf lol
>>768725381
Then consult a psychiatrist. What do you expect from 4chan ?
>>768725384
OP
Post that shit do it for science.
>>768725473
Fuck that
>>768725405
OP
Its strange I have a feeling these people know something I don't I have a feeling theres more to them than just a coincidence they appear and start talking to me.
>>768725544
OP
Do it its the only way we can know for sure.
>>768721731
Do you hear voices or multiple thoughts at the same time ?
>>768725619
Ye and try to figure out what they know what you dont. You can try to be honest with them and tell them you suspect to have split personalities and you cant recall what happened, pretty sure they wont dismiss you. You said you have numbers so try calling one rn
>>768725877
OP
No I hear people that I know calling my name upon waking up.>>768723935
>>768725987
You are just alzheimer then, or you have a face of loser and people likes to making fun of you
>>768725947
Op
Not as simple as that I'm afraid. These people are not the kind of people you say something like that to.
>>768726013
I'm going to nut to this
>>768725987
Or brain tumor
>>768721731
Call 999 881 999 119 725 3 for help
>>768721731
Relax, you're just fat or Asian
>>768726166
Then what kind of people are they
>>768726013
OP
Not me. But not bad for a trap.
>>768722468
I hope you OD and die you sack of shit. Hurr durr I take a buttload of drugs and wonder why im fucked up hurrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
>>768725877
I don't hear any cuz I'm fucking retarded
>>768726511
Ofc you are
>>768726630
Shadow people?
>>768721731
>What Do?
congratz. you now have schizophrenia from abusing your body
>>768723624
You're a sissy and you love cock. Be honest with yourself. Don't be afraid of what other people think of you
>>768727013
OP
You could say that they seem like the type that don't mess around.
>>768727251
Do not listen to this fucktard. I have 3 friends that thought they were women, and cut their dicks off. They all killed themselves within 2-3 years of the surgery.
If you love cock, keep your cock. It means you love cock.
That’s it. It doesn’t mean you need to attract cock to love yourself.
Stay strong, man. There’s nothing wrong with loving cock... there is something wrong with wanting to cut off that which you love most.
>>768727678
This also POST your cock already damn.
>>768725384
We need to see this to be able to give you relevant advice.
>>768721731
Larp
>>768727558
OP
I wonder if maybe I have been or am being hypnotized or something by these people. Has anyone ever heard of that happening before?
>>768728105
OP
It just seems like coincidence is completely out of the question with most all of my encounters things just really seem out of place.
>>768728232
OP
O shit!!!! they are here at my front door knocking right now!!!!!!
>>768728232
Idk get checked its definitely some mental illness maybe its manageable maybe not maybe u need to learn how to live with it but its not okay and if ure serious then call one of the numbers that called u and ask them even regardless how they look like. You not asking and sitting in unknown just fuels ur paranoia
>>768728512
Take pic show
Lmaof killer yourself
>>768721731
>mfw op just does to many drugs and is a degenerate that does degenerate things when fucked up.
