Hey Anonymous, h-how are you feeling tonight?
If you've g-got a problem, bring it up w-with me <4 Whether it's a l-lost love or advanced psychodynamics of pharmacological interactions, I'm h-here for you!
Don't s-suffer in s-silence, Anonymous. Not when you've got Therapy Tea on your side <4
https://vocaroo.com/i/s0uVfqQZY7YD
>>768706544
Hi Alice! How are you doing today?
>>768706544
u cute
My internet is shit tonight, likely as a result of the weather being shit, but I'm here! Hello!
~CC
>7th of may
nigga, what
>>768706631
I'm d-doing quite well! I'm on v-vacation and I'm p-practicing my drifting in Mario Karty 8 Deluxe <4
>>768706649
No u~
>>768706708
>No u~
NO U
>>768706700
I s-shot this thread a while ago b-but didn't want it to go to waste.
>>768706696
*waves* H-hey there kart buddy~
>>768706700
she was under the weather last week, we're just recycling some unused assets tonight <3
>>768706708
Good, gods know you need it <4 -CC
you're a weird sister, also you don't respond to me calling you a nerd in steam.
>>768706754
W-who me? Couldn't b-be <4 Let's s-see if we can grab a good t-tea for you today <4
>>768706791
B-because everyone already knows I'm a nerd!
>>768706776
Oh t-that is it, I'm gonna own you so hard
Girls are s-selecting tea...
https://vocaroo.com/i/s1hmlyk1TX5l
>>768706708
Oh cool, I'm glad you're doing well my friend!
Are you going to stream later, if I may ask?
>>768706860
I w-will be streaming Stardew Valley t-tonight <4 In about an hour~
>>768706852
>W-who me? Couldn't b-be <4 Let's s-see if we can grab a good t-tea for you today <4
I select cuddles
*hug*
>>768706852
Why does it look like a black aura of unimaginable evil is gathering behind you? Are you planning to devour our souls??
>>768706931
>I w-will be streaming Stardew Valley t-tonight <4 In about an hour~
You should play multiplayer with me!
>>768706955
Greenscreen artifact
>>768706936
*hugs tight and pours tea for you*~
https://vocaroo.com/i/s1vMxOCQYsLU
>>768706852
Glad to see your production value keeps increasing keep it up! same goes for your spooky lets play
>>768706931
Nice.
Well I'll leave you all to it, I hope you all enjoy the thread and whatnot, cheers!
>>768706976
S-sorry, Reimu and I are g-going to do that <4
>>768706955
I didn't adjust m-my green screen well enough....k-keep in mind, this is amateur hour, I d-don't have good lights or whatever <4
Maybe if Jan and Jill helped me...
>>768707016
Oh p-please, this is awful! As if I c-could claim this is any good yet <4
>>768707095
>S-sorry, Reimu and I are g-going to do that <4
It takes up to four players!
>>768706955
she's on her way to eat you up.
>>768706990
I think you actually got it in the cups this time! I'm impressed.
>>768706852
Meet me on Mount Akina tomorrow night, we'll see who's the best drifter
>pic related, it's a drifter
>>768707081
M-me too <4 Thanks f-for coming~
>>768706544
alice is it okey i stroke my tiny penis and watch you?
>>768707122
oh d-dear. Maybe then!
>>768707131
R-right? That's hard as heck!
>>768707132
Allow m-me to blow your mind: https://youtu.be/iiHIF2XACmI
>>768707273
N-no thank you <4 Instead, allow m-me to ask...
H-how are you doing Anonymous? Are you alright? You s-seem a little agitated <4
https://vocaroo.com/i/s08VqarXJHW3
>>768707273
oh look it's magneto
>>768706544
This chick at work has been showing interest in me for a couple months now and I'm so socially retarded that instead of doing anything about it I've pretended I don't know what's going on. She's starting to act erratically and she looks visibly upset. Last week she offered to drive me home and I declined, which I kind of regret.
Do you have any advice for me?
It's a trap
>>768707481
not as cute as you. I hope your day is as nice as you!
>>768707589
just ask her what's up, hon.
>>768707601
I'm a b-biological female, b-but you do you <4
>>768707589
*blinks slowly* M-may I ask why you are n-not returning her obvious signals? Do you d-dislike her? Is s-she ugly? Or m-maybe you are into men?
>>768707131
Eek! This is exactly what I thought I wanted, but now that it's here I'm scared of the darkness.
If I survive this, I hope you have a wonderful thread full of love and catharsis and lasting breakthroughs.
>>768707746
D-don't worry. It's always darkest b-before it goes pitch black.
>>768706544
Thoughts on Adolf Hitler?
>>768707589
Stay the course, my guy.
>>768707903
H-he's dead. All I need to know about t-that particular monster.
>>768707928
why would he "stay the course" and continue to be a spazz
>>768707664
its as nice as you
>>768707711
>M-may I ask why you are n-not returning her obvious signals?
Because I don't know how to converse with people
>Is s-she ugly?
She's okay looking
>>768707746
Alice's threads are always wonderful, even if they only touch one person. and she's already made me smile tonight, so it can only go up from here!
I hope your night is just as nice <3
>>768707981
W-what do you mean? You are conversing q-quite well with me <4 Would it n-not be trivial to simply do t-the same with her?
>>768707959
Could be funny.
>>768708039
not for him
>>768708025
I lack so many basic social skills it's not even funny
>>768708046
He might get a laugh out of it.
Oh god what did I discover here? I'm confused but interested.
>>768708086
You d-don't seem to <4 After all, you are t-talking to me quite well. C-can you describe what you lack?
Err... Hi ¿?
>>768707977
oof, I'm sorry about that. I'll try to be a better person if it means your day would improve!
>>768708145
kindness. how are you tonight?
>>768708179
hello!
>>768706544
My exgf, I need her back desu
Life is kind of redundant without her tbh and I'm worried about her
>>768708145
L-love and cheer <4
>>768708179
*waves* H-hello darling~
>>768708236
I'm doing just fine. Browsing all around 4chan at 2.30am because I'm bored. I fell asleep in the afternoon so I'm not really sleepy anymore.
>>768707589
>Last week she offered to drive me home
>>768708236
youre a nice person to me :) its all okay here
I'm a 20 year old kissless virgin who has been been in a relationship in my life, I'm not in school, and I don't have a job
Do I become an hero?
>>768708305
Damn my sincere apologies bro. I hope you can start over with life and be happy again. Always hard to loose a loved one.
>>768708305
W-what do you mean "redundant"? I'm afraid I d-don't understand.
>>768708420
W-why would you? M-may I ask more about your life situation?
>>768707903
I HAVE BEEN SUMMONED
>>768708466
I meant never been in a relationship
I have just been sitting at home for about a year now because I fail at everything I try and I just want to give up now
>>768706544
You bring me joy
You bring me food
You give me lulz
You give me love
Alice you can make any boy
suddenly be in the mood
Alice you have more balls
Than most people I know of
Never stop dreaming
Never stop pushing us
To be better
To be forever.
>>768708336
I don't know what i'm doing here.
I´m lost
>>768708568
Oh no...
I'm going down on my Wellbutrin dosage and I feel like shit. Lost my appetite and feel like the end of the world is near. Big pit of dread in my stomach. This sucks. I want to cry.
>>768708609
Same tbh
>>768708305
it hurts now, but someday it will hurt a little less.
I know that's the cliche response, but I've always found a bit of truth in it. eventually, you'll stop thinking about her as much.
my advice? don't check on her social media. it'll make it hurt all over again, and it's going to take even longer to get out of this hole.
we're all going to make it <3
>>768708348
that sounds nice! sometimes I stay up late and browse different boards just to see what goes on there. hope you manage to sleep a bit tonight.
>>768708404
if you say so <3
>>768708420
I know it's probably been said to you before, but sex and everything isn't everything people make it out to be. are you pursuing education or employment?
>>768708584
*blinks slowly* D-dear, you are going to have to tell me more than that. T-that's simply untrue and contrary to everything we know about reality however.
20 is barely an adult; you haven't even had time to fail yet. Why don't you tell me what you've tried?
>>768708609
Of c-course you aren't! After all, you are h-here aren't you? That m-means I found you <4
>>768708673
W-what was your dosage change, and w-was it according to a doctors wishes?
>>768708466
>get up
>go to work
>come home
>go to bars to try and "get your mind off stuff"
>walk home alone
>realize nobody really cares about you like the person you're with
>wake up
>repeat
>>768708158
>C-can you describe what you lack?
I can't. All I know is that I tend to end conversations quickly
>>768708728
Dear, going to the bar isn't going to "get your mind off stuff". All it's going to do is teach you a horrible coping mechanism: Using drugs to get through things.
I would v-very much recommend stopping that.
>>768708733
But w-why do you do that, darling?
kill yourself Alice. you have a mental disorder that makes you believe you are female. you are not
>>768708673
Sometimes it's okay to cry. And it also helps. Suppressing ones emotions will always leave you with a bitter taste. Just let it out m8.
>>768708712
nice you having here <3
>>768708774
Ouch. Did he get better?
>>768708733
Can you give us a sample of what a typical conversation with you is like?
>>768708420
not the weeb girl here.
I was the same at your age. I got a job and it did wonders for my self esteem, drive and confidence. Enough for me to finally take a motivated and focused decision on how to continue my studies. It was physically demanding, required i learned a lot about tools and fixing shit, had terrible hours, but it got me working with show business often, and gave me some dead time to read.
Now i'm 25 and a year from graduating, i still struggle with motivation but i'll take what i can get.
>still an old kissless handholdless, hugless, dateless virgin though.
Not everything will get fixed by a confidence boost. Like emotionally crippling trust issues, for example.
>>768708725
How is your health now?
>>768708728
>realize nobody really cares about you like the person you're with
sure would be nice if the person you're with right now cared a lot about you.
by that I mean you. find something small that makes you happy or fulfills you. I tend to gravitate towards creative hobbies for this.
>>768708818
be kind to others.
>>768708819
T-this is absolutely true. Never hold s-something in just b-because someone might think you weak.
It's much stronger to be yourself.
>>768708917
M-much better <4
Disgusting gore. Why do ppl like that?
>>768709064
people are spamming Sakuya because they don't believe in helping people
>>768709055
As better as you not making more breaks due to health anymore?
Finally!
>>768709029
Who are you, nice purple-haired Priestess lady?
>>768708725
Honestly I'm just stupid
I failed high school and ever since i haven't been able to find work or anything meaningful in my life
>>768709118
W-what can I say? I've s-sat on my ass long enough.
>>768709153
D-do you live in the United States of America?
>>768706544
I'm dating the girl I probably will marry all I need to do is get on my knees and ask, but she is pure in the head and body and I'm scared I will corrupt her. She doesn't deserve it. She doesn't know I go on here or what I really think thank God she doesn't care for politics. We haven't had many friends in our lives and our groups of friends kind of mended together now and if I leave I will lose all of them and I already have depression I can't do that, and I'm not sure I will ever find anyone like her. She helped me through the worst and I haven't repaid that and I can't hurt her, please give me advice. I don't go on porn threads or gore or anything like that but I am still not 100% ok
>>768709214
Canada, I'm from Saskatchewan
>>768708725
So, i´m not lost ?
>>768709214
No idea, but I can say I missed you.
Anyway I must leave. Bye and have a great day <4
>>768709335
Her name is Lenore
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Doing the lords work
>>768709335
>I'm scared I will corrupt her.
You probably already have, just saying. No backing out now.
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>>768709055
it's never wrong to show yourself as weak. let it all out.
>>768709150
I'm no one important! I just want to try helping someone smile tonight.
>>768709335
the best that you can do is talk it all out. communication is the key to any successful relationship, which I'm sure is something you've learned if you've reached this point. just be honest with her and let her know you're talking it out because you want it to work out.
>>768709335
>she is pure in the head and body and I'm scared I will corrupt her
I'd like to dive into that, if you don't mind. How is she pure, in your opinion? How exactly do you think you might corrupt her?
Is any of it related to sexual relations?
>>768709335
*blinks slowly* Hey. Buddy. Have you talked to her at all?
I'm just a normal human girl here, but if I thought one of my friends or my significant other was holdin' back on me, I'd clock them right in the face. If you love someone, you share with them. Not just the good or nice or lovely parts.
The dark, sinful, horrific parts are what make us...us. They aren't evil. They are just different. And part of growing up, part of being an adult, is sharing and accepting them.
There are worse things than being corrupted. Like being lied to. Now get to it.
Alice!
I haven't seen your thread in such a long time!
I'm glad you didn't disappear on us.
>>768709353
N-not at all <4 You are exactly w-where you ought to be!
>>768709347
Oh I s-see. So you guys h-have high school too?
>>768709566
Man you have an impressive gore folder
>>768709383
H-have a good one!
>>768709574
I'm r-right here <4
>>768709622
alices is way worse
>>768709591
Yeah I think it's similar
>>768709690
*nodnod* S-so what happened?
Based gore posters.
T-t-totally f-female.
Melanie, why the fuck do you not just own up to you being trans? Why the fuck would you spend years denying it?
>>768709533
>the best that you can do is talk it all out.
>>768709553
>The dark, sinful, horrific parts are what make us...us.
You're both correct, in a sense, but you're ignoring the important funcion of the persona and the shadow within social and romantic interactions.
You cannot expect your partner to give you the answers to your own dark, twisted bits. You might expect them to tolerate it, but fixing them is up to you.
You can let down the mask but you can't just dump the dark blob on them.
>>768706544
Hello!
It's so good to see you again!
>>768709507
Maybe I have I don't know I hope not. She makes me happy and sometimes I wasn't at first.
>>768709533
I suppose but honestly I don't know how. I know I should sometime but I don't know how.
>>768709546
Suburban, never dipped into dumbass politics or popular stupid shit or messed up stuff, plus she's never really experimented and kissed or loved few people
>>768709553
Maybe I would too but something's are just better left untapped. In my eyes the world is pointless, and she makes it all better. I'm scared if I let out she will adopt that too.
>>768709877
How can you call them your partner if they don't actually know who you are?
>>768709783
Too stupid to pass any classes and didnt get a diploma
Too stupid to get a job
Too unattractive to ever get anywhere with a girl
And worst of all no friends
>>768709878
trypophobia is oldhat
>>768709862
This
>>768709863
Got any dead trannies?
>>768709877
*laughs so hard she clutches her sides*
You've got it EXACTLY WRONG! The entire POINT of a significant other is so you DON'T NEED that mask!
The Japanese conceptualize this as the mask you show yourself, the mask you show your friends, and the mask you show society. But in marriage, you and your significant other ARE ONE: you BOTH get to see EACH OTHER as the OTHER sees THEMSELVES.
That's the point dear. To share the load. To have someone else understand you as only yourself understands you.
You miss the forest through the trees. And if you can't open up, if you can't let HER see YOU as YOU see YOU....well. That's a very lonely existence, dear.
>>768709896
R-right back at you <4
>>768709917
No. No such thing exists. Everything exists to be untapped.
Let HER make HER OWN choices. You have no right to decide what she does.
>>768709984
no one is too unattractive or too stupid
>>768706544
Alice, you're the best!!! Give me a hug!
>>768710170
*hugs extra tight* <4
Anyone have the pics of alice's tiny dick?
>>768709917
>Maybe I have I don't know I hope not.
You definitely have, just accept that now, it'll make the rest of this easier.
>I'm scared if I let out she will adopt that too.
Do you think she has no will of her own or something? It doesn't seem like you think very highly of her. She makes you feel good and you like that but that seems to be all you have going if you're really not sharing parts of yourself with her. Maybe I'm wrong and you're just bad at describing the relationship but that's what it sounds like.
>>768709862
That Mahi Mahi was delicious. Thank you so much for that memorable meal last week. I'm counting the days until the next one!
>>768710117
Maybe my personality is just shit then
Either way it's never happened
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>mfw
Someone is really trying to ruin the thread, lol
>>768709877
I'm not saying you dump all of it onto her and expect her to fix it all, I'm saying that it's okay to open up and let it be seen.
>>768709896
hello Mantis! I hops it's been going well.
>>768709917
yeah... I guess that's the hard part! I don't think that I ever knew how to do it, it just ended up happening for me. just be honest if the conversation turns that way. also, re:intimacy? that's situations where you keep communication open and talk things out. find what each other both want and are comfortable with.
>>768709917
>Suburban...
None of that takes away from her sensuality or sexuality. She's just as likely as you, just as she is and how you know her, to want to do kinky shit. The best you can do for her is be there, be understanding and open. Create a safe space, built from mutual trust and respect, where you may both experiment freely.
>>768709975
I'm not saying hide it all under the rug. I'm saying that believing you're a corrupting force to the point you're considering leaving the woman who you want to marry is indicative of a disassociated shadow, and you can't dump that on your partner until you've understood and accepted that side of yourself.
Just dumping it on someone else, when it already scares you, WILL scare them.
>>768710218
M-my pleasure!
>>768710221
W-what has never happened?
>>768710249
not very successfully
>>768710281
A meaningful relationship has never happened
>>768710271
you can absolutely dump that on your partner before you understand and accept it. Because THEY ARE SUPPOSED TO HELP WITH IT
>>768710026
He looks like he has fishmouth' syndrome. Jesus, those sunken eyes too. No wonder he hides his face.
>>768710218
You're welcome. Don't forget to donate. Either on my patreon or stream. Maybe I can finally buy a set of tits with the money.
>>768710313
You r-realize you are very young right? It's n-not like most relationships at your age are p-particularly meaningful!
>>768710349
Yes, and as I s-said, that's wrong and silly.
>>768710314
>THEY ARE SUPPOSED TO HELP WITH IT
No, they're just supposed to not run away. And you need to help them be comfortable enough to stay.
>>768710344
What should I even do from here though? I have no idea what to do
>>768709877
What I'm thinking and I've tried to fix it I've tried to act happy and I've taken the things to do it but it just makes me feel worse.
>>768709975
I guess. Im tired of thinking it never helps. And I'm scared of this being true. I don't want to make her feel sad or guilty of anything but I can't do that if I'm being honest. She keeps me from harming myself
>>768706544
You don't stutter?
Alright everyone, as we've hit image cap just in time for m-my stream, I'll be doing just that <4 Will be streaming Stardew Valley at CeltyPlays on Twitch.
If you need any more help, feel free to contact me via the following channels:
Email: [email protected]
Skype: alicemargatroid2
Steam: Aneki Margatroid or rukiarcx
Patreon: alicemargatroid
Twitter, Twitch, Youtube, PSN, XBOX LIve, NintendoNetwork, KIK: celtyplays
Instagram: nanopup
and of course, my chat: https://anekiho.me/chat2
If you want to. No pressure <4
W-with all the love in my infinite heart,
Alice2
>>768710414
no they are supposed to help you with it. You aren't very good at this
>>768710440
You need to more properly define what you're talking about when you say "here"
>>768710440
I'd recommend getting your GED or Canadian equivalent, after going to the doctor about your clear and obvious depression <4
>>768710494
I d-do sometimes~
>>768710497
thank you for the thread, darling. I'll be around for you <3
>>768710577
S-see you soon then~
>>768710497
N-n-not l-looking for money! I link my patreon as a joke! It would be so funny if you donated to it!
>>768710628
It s-sure is <4 I l-laugh every time~
>>768710654
Haha, someone gave me $50 on live stream! tee hee
>>768710628
Even if she is looking for money, nobody's giving her any.
Why are you so upset about that?
>>768710566
Cute
>>768710654
Also, are you going to answer my question? Answer me and I'll stop digging further.
>>768706544
Former homeless anon here
I've been off the streets now since feb. Girl is still a little bit of trouble, but I ignore her. Haven't had a drink in like 2 weeks. No cigs in 1. Still can't give up pot.
All in all things are looking up. Sometimes I still have nightmares and panic attacks, but fewer the more time goes on.
Your doing gods work keep it up!
>>768710709
n-never happened but okay
>>768710751
D-don't see a question to answer <4
>>768710476
>I've tried to fix it I've tried to act happy
Not a fix mein amigo. Find what makes you unhappy, figure out what part of you reacts to it, accept it and work with it to better understand yourself.
>>768710525
Not only are they not supposed to help, just support and understand, they cannot help. One's psyche is the most personal thing one has, so personal no other will ever come close to fully understand. And to know someone to the point where they feel comfortable sharing their darkest with you is already challenging, you should not add pointless pressure to it.
>>768710724
Upset at what? He's a failed livestreamer who turns profit off of idiots who think that he is female. Being terrible at it is besides the point.
>>768710783
It did happen, I saw the live stream. Anyway, why don't you just own up to the fact that you're trans? Why trick everyone?
>>768710841
Yeah that's why psychiatrists exist. to NOT help you. Fuck off dude, you just don't want to explain you like dick girls to your gf
>>768710841
>And to know someone to the point where they feel comfortable sharing their darkest with you is already challenging
No it isn't, you're just bad at it.
>>768710776
G-glad to hear it love <4 K-keep it up!
>>768710881
I'm n-not trans. That's why. Seeya~
*vanishes*
>>768710881
>Upset at what?
I don't know what you're upset about exactly but you're clearly upset. You're constantly on the attack.
>>768706544
i have hard times with my emotions and i almost never get how to express them, i find myself stranded in confusion because i feel i am not really myself. Maybe I've been pretending so much i cant recall who i was, how do i find myself?
>>768710960
Do you have a disorder of chromosomes? Explain why you have a male figure, and voice, before you worked on it. You can still tell when you get excited.
I spent 2 grand on final fantasy xv a new empire..
>>768710881
>failed
doing better than you fam
>>768711048
alice doesn't have a male figure you are just dumb
>>768711048
didn't alice have smoke inhalation damage?
