Seriously considering an hero. What do?
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Seriously considering an hero.
What do?
Play with your doo doo and nut
consider this.
>haven’t posted logs
>>768688919
Jesus
>>768688987
What?
Dial 911. It will take you less than 2 seconds and it will probably save your life.
>>768688703
Tried mercenary work? If you going to die, at least make an adventure out of it.
>>768689136
Ive calmed down quite a bit.
I have some weird stuff going on in my head
My life is in shambles
>>768689257
Sounds fun honestly
do it next time
>>768689346
Yes. Op can go all out and be risky, treat it like an fps since he wan't to die anyway and who knows, maybe he'll become a hero mercenary because of it and enjoy his new life and reconsider wanting to die.
>>768688703
Smoke a joint
fap to ecchi
eat some donuts
Go for a walk
>>768689692
I wish man im too broke to get food let alone weed
>>768689257
OP here, yeah, I did some mercenary work for a while, but it didn't really fulfill me in the long run.
>>768689896
How do you get into that profession?
What kind of stuff did you do?
OP, seek help, read books or free supportive articles on how to get yourself well.
Work a lot on skills and take care of yourself, you'll get better. allow time and take care, your body is worth more than you think and you are capable of more than you can think now when you are low.
Just striaght up play with your doo doo to nut
>>768690000
I want to help myself. I really do.
i'd consider playing with your doo doo and nut
>>768688703
livestream it
>>768690267
You're a persistent shit lol
>>768689998
Just through TOR to begin with. Mostly I took care of spouses that had been cheating. Didn't go for the high risk stuff, as I was already suicidal (which is why I got into that line of work requiring years of careful, motivated, training), and I didn't want to end up in a prison getting buttfucked.
Luckily I never got caught, though after 11 hits I still feel no better than before.
>>768690315
If i ever get that bad i promise to livestream it
>>768690340
Thats wild man. Thanks for telling your story
>>768690433
No problem, do you have any other suggestions before I go ahead and kill myself? I really see no solution when even becoming a hitman didn't help!
>>768690508
Nah friend im the last one to ask that to
Doo doo
To nut
>>768690192
I wish you well OP. Be kind and honest and you''ll get the inner guide you seek.
>>768690508
Play with your doo doo
>>768690731
Thanks.
b usually makes me feel better about these things
>>768688703
Be an hero please stream it to youtube or some cam site
>>768691063
Not yet. Maybe one day
Have faith anon
>>768690000
motherfucking checked those quads
>>768690192
Actually, in Buddhism, being deeply depressed can be a good thing. Then, you're all the more ready to reject your current worldview. You can see very rapid changes in the beginning.
The basic approach of Buddhism is this: You're not going to end suffering by achieving something in the world, and you're not going to end it by suddenly figure everything out through thought. What you can do is becoming aware of what is going on inside your mind, and then let go of the unskillful thoughts and emotions, which create unhappiness, stress and suffering. You may think you know roughly what's going on in your mind (I thought so), but you're only seeing the things producing strong effects.
It's a bit hard to explain until you see the path for yourself, but reducing suffering is the main idea. Even though it might not seem like it, because it feels so constant, your suffering does in fact have a cause. When you start recognising some of the elements making up your suffering, and subsequently letting go of them, but will be motivated to continue. The practice is enjoyable in itself.
So where do you start? The broad consensus is that "Mindfulness in Plain English" by Bhante Gunaratana is the absolute best introduction to meditation. This introduction is not for the middle aged housewives wanting to "feel more relaxed," and "get inner peace," it's real Buddhism, with the explicit goal of ending suffering. Buy that book, or download the pdf on libgen, and start reading. You'll soon get it.
Good luck, my friend!
>>768691143
Im looking forward to report your death like seriously your a fucking asshole dude
>>768690735
No man
>>768688703
Just kill yourself faggot, your life isn't gonna get better with that pessimistic attitude. Honestly nobody gives a shit if you live or not.
I have no problem with suicide, but at least do something with it. Get into Iran and commit mass carnage. Do a major bank heist and go out in a blaze of glory. Blow yourself up in a Greenpeace office.
>>768691646
Great original idea, fag. Like once you become suicidal you want everybody else to suffer as well.
>>768691391
I very much enjoyed reading this. Indeed, suffering is a part of life, but both accepting it and fighting towards joy are valuable things. This is the essence of what people call "radical acceptance." As for OP, if you are considering ending your experience, why not do something crazy? Take out all your checking account money in cash and fly to Thailand! Or join a weird hippie commune and learn how to farm soybeans. You're free, dude!!
>>768691532
Dont listen to this dickhead.
>>768692103
Thanks, I actually went to Thailand once, just because I had a gap semester and you can live really well really cheaply there. Also, the people were so friendly that I didn't feel along even though I didn't make any friends for the month I was there. Great suggestion for OP. There are also some monasteries there teaching the Thai forest tradition, which is the least bullshit, most down-to-business version of Buddhism in my view.
>>768688703
>Seriously considering an hero.
>What do?
Difficult to say. I'm getting a bit fed up myself. Got any plans or is still just a concept on your end?
>>768691532
Yeah, you can't say "nobody gives a shit" unless you've surveyed all the people on earth, dipshit. If one single guy in China gives a shit, your argument collapses.
>>768690033
>Just striaght up play with your doo doo to nut
Would anyone else love to see any anon who posts this autistic retardo spam get banned?
>>768693748
I plan on cutting off my dick and bleeding out that way.
wel then
>>768691532
if you are over 14 and still have this "edgy-kek-are-you-triggered-kys" attitude honestly fuck off. it's lame and you look lame.
go commit die
eat ur own nut b
>>768689692
Damn. At least include the source in the filename man. Please?
>>768688703
Find love anon. Everyone has a soulmate.
Maybe you should straight up play with your gf's doo doo to nut
Honestly I’ve been where you are and it’ll always stay with you OP. But if you’re really looking to improve yourself and get to where you want to be I’d just consider that you play with your doo doo. That is in order to but of course.
>>768694401
Are you my soulmate?
>>768688703
If you truly want to an hero, consider the consequences first; who will be saddened by your death? If you can't hink of anyone, then you have one fine ticket to the best ride of your life. My suggestion is to, if no one cares about you, do some depraved shit, just have some fun for a good three months. Sell everything in your home so you can get some cash and blow it somewhere fucked up. Buy cp, buy drugs, go to Las Vegas and fuck as many hookers as you can, even if you have to force um. Have the best god damn time you can possibly imagine and do everything fucked you've always wanted to do. After awhile fucking end it, either through assisted suicide by shooting a bunch of fucks and then gettjng a cop to kill you or just blasting your nuts off. Just fucking have a good time before you end your shitty ass life man, that's the best way. If you can't have a good time in life, have a good time in death my man.
>>768695079
Great idea, sure he's never thought of that one.
>>768694867
Nah, i have found my soulmate when i was 14. It's my cousin.
Sadly i have mental illnesses that prevent me from building a relationship with her which makes me suicidal...
>>768696442
It's okay man, you can enjoy life even with mental illnesses.
>>768696442
Play with her doo doo to nut
>>768696442
Have u tried gardening?? If you take it seriously youll become addicted also not only it will look great but it will also provide food..
Also if you really are that depressed try lsd or dmt with a friend
>>768698140
No i haven't tried gardening. I have no garden.
I would love to do drugs but i'm too shy to aproach random shifty looking people on the street to ask for drugs, i also don't have a friend who has connections because i have no friends at all.
>>768698491
Maybe i'll try to plant some pot plants inside?
Fgt do it
>>768698491
Buy it off the dark net
>>768698491
do you have snapchat
>>768688703
Try to not eat at all after u will get animal instincts to stay alive and u prob will find some food gl
Tbh just there is so many fking thing to do
