I don't get why it's so hard to kill myself. I want to die but I'm worried dying will be worse. I'm just so tired of chronic pain. Guys I'm so tired.
>>768566219
Seriously how am I meant to feel like living. Everything is effort.
actually, would you rather, stay in the dark abyss doing nothing for the rest of infinity, or browse /b/ for futa?
>>768566339
I'm not that into futa. I like dick and I like tits but not so much together
>>768566379
Too bad, here we go
>>768566339
I just want to not be in pain
>>768566219
what pain?
>>768566219
I suffer chronic pain too, so I feel you.
But death in my opinion is not appealing, I don't believe in an afterlife and death is probably nonexistence. If I only get to live once I can do it in pain, I would rather that than be denied this one chance at pleasure.
It is not easy, it can be soul crushing, but it is all I have.
>>768566418
If we're going to force futa atleast have it be fucking another chic
>>768566418
>>768566453
I have chronic headaches, migraines, and gastritis. They they want to shove a tube in my ass to see if I have crohn's.
>>768566464
fair enough.
>>768566477
Tgirl or not, that is so off model it makes me shake my head.
Why do a specific character only to have only vaguely resemble them?
>>768566639
OP here I'm a Tboy. It's part of. Why I want to die. (sorry about the extra periods my phone things I'm hitting space. Twice)
It's like despite the futa I'm a horribly depressed piece of shit
>>768566509
well let them.
if they find out what's causing all this stuff they'll help you.
i mean, man, come on.
suicide is fucking stupid. even if you're bound to a fucking bed you can still talk to people online, play games, whatever.
there are people who enjoy this thread for example, if you weren't around they wouldn't have a thread to be in now.
i mean, stupid simple shit, but yeah, that's how world works.
i fucking hate the idea of suicide. there's so many things one can do when they have nothing left to lose (and someone who considers suicide is in that state).
>>768566980
Hope this is cheering you up then. If not, might as well go off yourself.
>>768567000
I haven't lived a day without pain in 5 years. I don't know what else I'm meant to do. Everybodies advice is just to fucking wait because maybe I'll get better.