It's 3:30 am Can't sleep. Insomnia to blame. Stareing
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It's 3:30 am
Can't sleep. Insomnia to blame.
Stareing off into space. Thinking.
What are you doing, /b/?
>>768559776
Just got up to go to the bathroom, but now I must go back to sleep
>>768559889
Good night
Bump
I have bed bugs. Sleeping in the tub.
cant stop thinking about my sexuality, also wanna bust a nut but my hand hurts.
>>768560356
Man that sucks..
I never slept in a tub.
How's that treatin ya?
Sitting in the kitchen alone:/
>>768560418
It's dark, quiet and cool. And the shape kind of wraps everything around you. It's actually really cozy, all except that i'm probably a foot longer than the tub.
>>768560402
Why so confused?
What are you into?
Eyes burning. Just nutted to traps again and wondering if fatigue can be a standalone symptom of depression or if its back
>>768559776
2am here. up late filming a movie about insomnia ironically enough.
>>768560460
That sucks :/
Why do i feel so alone but at the same time i dont want to deal with people???
>>768560543
I bet that's a little annoying
Been playing Breath of Fire for a few hours
>>768560402
thinking about your own sexuality can be fun once you let go of judgements. i know that sounds hella gay and simple on the surface, but its a lot of fun once you roll with it. when i discovered my frenulum that was amazing. changed masturbation. every orgasm ive had in the last few weeks has been better than almost all orgasms ive had since the day i started cumming
>>768560558
im a girl and used to think i was lesbian and now i have two really good guys in my life that im interested in some moments and completely disgusted in others. they both like me a lot.
while with girls literally nothing bothers me at all.
Im sitting here trying to figure out why Im having trouble being happy. Also had to break up with a friend recently because I was falling in love with her
>>768560700
No girl is entirely lesbian
>>768560706
>friends with girls
never gonna make it.
>>768560618
because you don't have any meaningful relationships, at least none that have maintained the meaning you can look back on fondly. as a result people are just a chore, whether old or new. it happens. it would be nice to fast forward to a hug from someone you love, but you just can't. take some time to really burn out on alone time, then emerge from your cave ready to meet your best friend.
>>768560611
Dont worry anon. I'm used to it..
>>768560618
Same
>>768560765
yeah i guess so?? idk man its weird and i hate it.
>>768560574
Fappin can cause you to get tired and sleepy. I might fap to traps till I blackout. Lol.
Depression is a lot of things. Fatigue, lack of interest, foggy mind, can't make up your mind, etc.
What do you mean if it's back?
>>768560821
With guys its different... I hate to play the gender card in 2018, but girls are more emotional. I think how you see them sexually will reflect on how you feel about them and trust them.
Also dont penis's just feel better? Asking for a friend
>>768560666
yes, if i was the same length it would probably be the best sleep i ever had.
>>768560778
I think you're right on this. Thanks anon. I hate that I feel like I have to be with someone to be happy but i just have to find myself first before i can meet new people
Anon here, it's 2am and I have college and work today (later on). Can't sleep, my mind wonders in the darkest areas.
>Fuck
>>768560700
Interesting.
drinking
>>768560882
nah honestly ive had sex with guys many times and yeah it feels good but they eventually get tired. anytime i go with girls we go until we are on the brink of exhaustion.
plus when you have the same bits its just easier.
>>768559776
5:06 am
Lost track of time. Now I'm here.
If you leave me to my own devices then naturally my entire sleep cycle will jump on it's head, where I'm sleeping during the day and awake through the entire night. It's an extremely bad habit of mine but oh well.
>>768560946
you don't have to be with someone to be happy. thats not what im saying at all. particularly in the romantic sense. you can overcome this and fine happiness on your own, and you 100% don't need a romantic relationship either. if you go into that just to cover up unhappiness you are in for a bad life.
>>768561026
i continually push even past that. over the course of a month it will flip to up all night and asleep all day, then continue to progress until im back to normal, and then keep going. martian sleep cycle they call it.
>>768560952
i like listening to audio books, radioplays, or a soft TV show to help me fall asleep. i tend to play it on my phone with headphones or ab luetooth speaker and keep my computer off. sleep mask helps too.
>>768560618
Same, this,
>>768561072
I would be doing that too if my house wasn't so fucking noisy during the day. Once it hits around 12 pm everyone is awake and being loud. In fact, I should get some sleep so I can get at least 7 hours of rest before I'm going to be forced awake again.
>>768560543
.... and the fact that u have a bed bug infestation..
>>768560778
true.. but in your cave u should realize that u are ur best friend. u have to find people that u can tolerate and maintain relationship. things wont just appear out of nowhere. we all go through it, some just get chewed up and some emerge with new life.
>>768561094
Usually I listen to music or leave YouTube playing the background. It's one of those nights that my mind and body doesn't want to sleep.
>>768559776
Insomnia really is a bitch in life. It’s 4:00 am here about to pop an Ambien.
I think the issue is our minds race too much at these hours for us to try to sleep.
>>768560356
Those can ruin a man. The tub is blissful yet temporary release from insanity but at some point, you gotta own it and get an exterminator.
Don’t let them win anon.
>>768560618
Often a rough relationship/breakup can cause social withdrawals. It’s easy to want to be alone and just not be bothered but the trade off is the heavy depression that starts eating away at you.
I eventually had to force myself to interact with the few friends I had but it does help not constantly being alone with your thoughts.
>>768560700
The obvious answer here is pick the one you like more before you lose both.
>>768561194
yes, but speaking just on the experience of sleeping in a tub.
OP here.
Seems like we insomniacs are troubled.
Will we ever find peace..
>>768561265
It's now 4:20 here. Wish I had some weed.
>>768561247
music isn't distracting enough. to keep bad thoughts at bay i need a story.
Found some stills from my movie about insomniacs. they start experiencing their nightmares while awake
>>768560618
Same anon. Sometimes I just feel being alone is easier. Not having to deal with other people shit. But it's just eating at me. I just hate being alone. I hate having these thoughts
>>768561466
Sound wicked
>>768559776
Trying to figure out how to fix my life and not kill myself
>>768561586
its exciting. we got a second draft cut and an actor friend came in to pick up the missing scenes and the reshoots. not very much left. only a few bigger scenes in june for an actress we hadnt had a chance to film yet. but nothing too crazy.
>>768561466
>>768561581
What's your IQ?
People with high IQ are loners and are okay with it. Don't need much socializing.
>>768561611
Don't give up anon
>>768561621
Man that's badass
>>768561666
Nice trips. I'm not sure anon. Most likely a retard. But I just have a lot on my mind. Dont really post here. Been drinking that's why I'm doing this shit
>>768561440
A story huh? I guess it wouldn't hurt to try.
I might as well try to get at least 3 hours of sleep. This whole 8am to 11pm routine is draining me both physically and mentally.
>>768561757
I hear ya, anon
>>768559776
>when bugs... become real! nicee
>>768561786
it helps. but you got to find the right setting you know? i love horror so i listen to creepy pasta narrators on youtube. you might not like that cuz, you know, tension. but you can try it. but you can also go to audiobookbay and torrent your favorite books. some have nice narration, others don't. i prefer hsorter stories though as longer books make me wanna stay up later.
>>768561738
its just something we did for fun, like 3000 bucks and no crew i had to learn to do almost everything on my own. but it was a lot of fun. im really loving how its coming together.
>>768562085
Nice man. Respect.
>>768562129
thanks man, im excited to get some of the spookier scenes done. we did a lot of proof of concept stuff (below) but I have yet to finish a full horror sequence from the film with all the effects applied yet.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oGW3wnB33Jc
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jQK3kMcdasc
>>768562417
i love the teeth one. every nightmare sequence we do is based on a real nightmare that I've had.
>>768562417
i wouldnt recommend subbing though. i never really upload videos from this except for in private unlisted mode
>>768562473
Wow..
Again that's badass.
>>768562521
Oh okay. Ehh I'll leave it subbed
>>768562551
thanks man. its been a rough few weeks (my best friends dying) so this chat really perked me up.
>>768562589
there will be some sort of announcement there i imagine when it does come out cuz i got enough subs there, but they mostly came for girlie anime content .
>>768562615
Sorry to hear.
I'm glad this chat has cheered you up though. I know this is stupid of me to do but I always to help people on /b/ and be positive.
I wish we could harness the power of the internet to push more positivity and help one a another.
World would be a better place
>>768562615
Cool. Look forward to it.
