were you ever molested/raped?
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were you ever molested/raped?
>>768229717
Yes. Once when I was like 4 to 6 and twice in high school. (molested that is) one dude tried to rape me.
>>768229717
I wish
>>768229910
what did you do to deserve it?
>>768229717
In middle school some eighth grader held me down and jerked me off after gym class
>>768229717
yes, fart-raped.
happens very often.
>>768229717
milf teacher fiddled with me after school one day in middle school. other than that not really
>>768229926
this
at this rate i'll become a wizard
>>768230024
I sleep with very little clothing on around people who I know are into me. I have a rape fetish. The less they think I'm into it the better.
>>768230736
makes sense. when kids get raped there's usually a reason for it.
Is talking to other person considered rape by USA standards or just looking at them is enough?
>>768230965
depends on the person's status. If a low-status man so much as looks at a woman it is considered rape here in California.
>>768230852
I mean I don't remember what happened much when I was 4. Had a bar of soap shoved in me.
>>768231124
you must have done SOMETHING to instigate it. An adult wouldn't just do something like that unless you did something to deserve it first.
I hope so man I still got time
>>768229717
I wish
>>768231257
what the fuck dude? I would totally rape an innocent kid if I had the chance to get away with it
>>768229717
When I was a young girl, from around 11 to 13, I used to let my uncle molest me. I would sit in his lap and rub my ass against his crotch. I kind of had a little crush on him and I liked all the attention he gave me.
While I knew what was going and that it was totally wrong, I was normally a very well behaved girl and I felt a kind of thrill in doing something so bad. I actually enjoyed him tickling me so I would skirm more and when he smelt my hair and kissed my neck and told me I was the prettiest girl in the world. Sometimes he'd teach me "proper kissing" but we never really went further. He was also really rich so he used to buy me presents and take me for lunch in expensive restaurants so I wasn't about to complain.
It only went further than that one time, I was staying at his house because my parents were on vacation, not long before my 14th birthday. We had played our usual little "game" but he was quite drunk and obviously wanted more, I kept telling him it wasn't a good idea but he slapped me in the face and told me to stop being such a little tease, then he held me down and roughly fucked me up the ass. Afterwards I ran into the bathroom, locked the door and cried. Even though he was really apologetic the next day we were obviously never the same again.
I've never told anyone about all this because I partly blame myself for letting things go so far and don't really see any point in ruining his life and career over something I played quite a part in.
>>768231080
And if a niger or muslim actually rapes her it considered a friendly greeting?
>>768231361
If only I'd had you around me as a kid. I really get off to my memories of sexual abuse.
>>768231549
if the woman is white, then she actually is charged for the crime of committing microagression against her rapist.
>>768231361
well then the kid shouldn't have been so sexy then, right? Still their fault.
>>768231594
damn you're fucked in the head lol
I love it
>>768229717
Never raped but I was convinced in kindergarten to suck another boys penis by him. then I was molested a year later by someone who I cannot remember but I remember the incident very well. then I was incarcerated at 13 and forced to suck 2 guards penises a couple times a week for 8 months. If I refused to do it they physically restrained me and forced their penises in my mouth. I have never told this to anyone I know and never will I am it feels almost scared to.
>>768231819
I mean there's no point in feeling bad about something that turns me on. Plus if I fall asleep and someone feels me up, they can feel like they got away with something.
>>768231512
If you guys were closer would you have let him go so far As he did then?
Almost
>>768231512
hot.
It's good that you put blame on yourself though, since it was clearly your fault that those things happened.
>>768231512
wow, a girl that realises she was to blame, thats nice to see
>>768232050
I'm not sure. I went along with the whole thing because it made me feel grown up and powerful but I was able to tell myself that it so long as it wasn't real sex it wasn't serious. When he started to try and have sex with me I just panicked because the full implications of what we were doing became clear. Suddenly it wasn't a game anymore.
Maybe if he had made the whole thing about "love" from the start I might have been more compliant. I had this idea of my first time as being really romantic and special.
>>768229717
yep
from ages 4-10 by Kevin, and Fabian raped me when I was attending elementary but got randomly attacked by Kevin at 13 as well
>>768231878
>I know and never will I am it feels almost scared to.
its is very empowering reporting them to the police
>>768232369
>>768232614
I wouldn't say I'm fully to blame. Both parties share some of the guilt here. I may have gone alone with it but he was still the one who was feeling up his pre teen neice.
>>768230486
Story?
>>768233161
mexican? or just a bad neighborhood?
>>768233243
No, he did nothing wrong. You willingly seduced an older man with your supple preteen, nubile body. He could have been put in prison for life because of what you did. Take some responsibility for your actions, jesus.
>>768233243
do you mind to green text the full story in here??:
>>768224893
>>768233369
both
eastsider here in Salinas
>>768229717
4/5 to 8 yrs old (boy). Two male family members. Neither ever knew about the other.
>>768233817
what did you do specifically to deserve it?
>>768233425
I know you're trolling but come on. Have some understanding of nuance. I'm willing to admit I shouldn't have let it happen and that it was partly my fault but that doesn't make what he did any less wrong.
I sat in the shower for more than an hour because I felt so filthy and my ass hurt for days.
>>768229717
No one loved me enough to molest me.
>>768234257
you could have punched him, or screamed to the top of your lungs if you didnt wanted it, if you just dont opose resistance and quietly say no uncle pls in a sexy voice its kinda your fault
>>768234286
saddest post in this thread tbh.
>>768234018
Daddy was getting out of the tub. I was curious. I put my hands on it. His willpower shattered.
Uncle was gay. I paraded my naked litle ass in front of him after swimming in the lake one summer afternoon. His willpower was also quite brittle.
>>768234490
this. there is no such thing as "rape", as is commonly understood. if you really wanted to prevent it, you could have. and if you were a better person you WOULD have, since it's him risking his life and not you because of what happened.
>>768233817
>>768224893
pls share the full story
>>768234490
>>768234641
hope that pendulum swings your direction someday
>>768234522
pls come here and tell us more
>>768224893
>>768229717
yes, when i was a kid by another kid that was previously molested by an adult. never knew anything of what was going on until i was an adult years later
>>768234522
I hope you accept responsibility for making those things happen, anon.
>>768233235
The guards are in prison themselves now the whole thing was reported and they are no longer a danger to other children. I feel no need to tell anyone I am fine... doing.. just. fine?
>>768234704
I, too, hope that I am someday involved in a rape
:^)
>>768229717
It was new year's night, my parent's took me and my sister to a relative's party and well my dad took a lot of alcohol, after a while we leave the party because my dad thinks the house owner is going to bring some drugs because they owned a revolver.
Someone at the party gives us a ride home and I have yo carry my dad to the house while he's mumbling some drunk shit, later we all go to bed (we sleeped in the same room, different rooms). My dad start's asking my mom for sex and she obviusly said no and he kept on going and going and my mom just had enough and send me to the bed with him and he thinks I am mom and puts my hand in his penis while calling me "hot chick" and shit like that so I scream and run to the bed with my mom and that's about it
(I'm not a native english speaker btw, so sorry for misspelling)
>>768234257
there is a 14 year old that comes over to my house everyday. She walks around here in little tight pants and bends over right in front of me you know those yoga pants usually a light color so I can see EVERYTHING. It gets me going she doesn't wear a bra sometimes with a loose shirt. she flirts with me I never reciprocate at least not on purpose. But I have and never will rape her in the ass for her actions no matter what state of intoxication I am in. You lead him on but its not your fault that he raped you. He should have had enough control over himself to not do that to you.
>>768234961
>I feel no need to tell anyone I am fine... doing.. just. fine?
I felt shame and a lot of anger over what happened to me so I never wanted to talk about it.
Having been more vocal with /b/ and my therapist allowed me to take a lot of that weight off my shoulders
>>768229717
not this week
>>768235276
You have good self control. That must be so unbearable.
>>768235433
I waste a lot of paper towels and lotion
>>768231257
Just world theory
>>768234490
>its kinda your fault
I literally said this in my first post. I fully accept that I bear some responsibility but you're acting like this means it absolves him of any blame at all.
I didn't scream or fight back for the same reason I didn't tell afterwards. I didn't want to either ruin his life or have all the stuff we had done come out in public or to my family. Also I was pretty fucking terrified at the time.
>>768234907
But of course. If I had just kept my hands to myself and been a bit more modest then those following years of being a human sex toy would probably never have happened.
>>768234682
I'm sitting in a restaurant using a phone waiting on my food. It would be difficult to green text that right now.
>>768235276
How many creepshots have you taken of her with your phone and how often do you fap to her?
>>768235276
her "rapist" is more of a man than you will ever be. It's your obligation to punish her for being a tease. think about it: if you don't, someone else will. She needs to learn her lesson and accept responsibility for her actions, preferably as early as possible.
>>768235545
no, it's "common sense" you idiot.
>>768235588
I don't take pictures of her she's 14 faggot.
My wife was molested since she was a toddler. Guy that did it loved to see her in pain and would put bleach or bengay, something caustic inside her pussy. She developed a lit scar tissue that she still has surgery on every now and then. Sad truth of it is in a sick way I’m grateful it happened. She’s very submissive and generally does what I say, but most of all her pussy is fantastic. All the scar tissue makes her tighter than girls i remember from my young teens. It also put extra bumps and ridges in her that feel amazing on my dick. She’s a great woman and we’ve been married 10 years but the truth is I married her for her incredible pussy. I think I would have not married her otherwise not for any fault of hers but I had never wanted to get married till my dick went in her.
>>768234522
One of the reasons I hate faggots so much is how they spam legit threads with their depraved fantasies as part of their masturbation routine. You guys really are autistic.
>>768231878
And yet another homosexual sharing his sick masturbation fantasies.
>>768235642
Is that because you think it's illegal or immoral? You already said she "gets you going". Not recommending you do anything with her - just curious
>>768235685
Fuck man, I can't even imagine how great the situation your in is like, sounds like the perfect plaything that is attached to only you.
>>768235557
Amazing how people can rationalize away their inherent responsibility for things that happen to them.
Look, this is really pretty simple: if you didn't want him to "rape" you, you wouldn't have sat in his lap and let him diddle you. And when he finally did what you wanted him to do (have sex with you), you could have resisted, threatened to scream etc., and make it be know that that wasn't what you wanted. But of course you didn't, because it's what you really wanted all along. You are 100% responsible, and good on him for teaching you a very valuable lesson at such an early age.
>>768235685
Okay, I must be as sick as you because that sounds amazing.
Has it affected her ability to have children at all?
>>768235871
Its not a sick fantasy. It really happened to me and it fucked me up. I have a son now and if anyone ever did that to him I would fucking kill them.
>>768235894
Actually it works for her to. I’ve Berber been tempted to cheat on her. Even when I watch porn and fantasize about other chicks I still fantasize the have her vagina.
no
>>768235917
we get you are miserable and alone mind chilling out now?
>>768235871
Yup. It's every thread now. It's funny when they claim they were hung like a donkey at a pre-pubescent age.
>>768229926
me too anon
by a sexy werewolf beast
>>768235963
Neither of us want kids so it’s not an issue really, they did say child birth may cause massive bleeding and tearing which may be life changing and it may scar up worse than before.
>>768235877
Because it would be psychologicaly damaging to her later in life. I just don't feel as though it is the right thing to do so I guess morally but it is also illegal and that is also another reason.
>>768235685
Is this your wife?
>>768236089
*never
>>768236098
I got flat tire earlier today so yeah I'm pretty heckin' mad (you deserved what happened to you)
Once, my ex-girlfriend forced herself on me, shortly after we broke up. Yeah, I could have physically stopped her. I could have just... Not had sex with her. I didn't want to fuck her that night. But she still had an emotional hold on me. So I had slept with her, despite knowing what a toxic person she was, how she made me miserable for years. I didn't even want to be in the same room with her, but she made me weak. I know y'all are going to call me a faggot for this, and you're right. I am a faggot, I'm unmanly. I suppose that's why I've never talked about this anywhere other than /b/
I suppose my point is that sexual power dynamics are more complex than penetrator/penetrated. It destroyed my sense of male-ness. I didn't feel masculine enough to have sex with anyone again for two years after that. Yeah, linking sex with masculinity isn't great either, but that's the mindset I was in.
Anyway, tl;dr ex-girlfriend forced/guilted/wheedled me into sex after we broke up and it fucked me up good. Ask me anything, if you've been through something similar or maybe just think you have, but aren't sure.
inb4 ur a faget
>>768236277
I don’t think it is. wife said he did it with his fingers. He would put it on then rub it all over in her while laughing. Never told her why either.
yes both raped and molested but no one cares if a guy was
>>768236440
Let me guess, your "girlfriend" had a bigger cock than you and came inside your ass?
Because that's always how these fucking stories on /b/ go these days.
You know what's great? If you're a US citizen and you move to a country that's got a lower age of consent than the US, and they catch wind of you enjoying that aspect of the new country, EVEN IF you've renounced your US citizenship and come a citizen of that country the US government will try to extradite and imprison you.
Add that to the rampant police corruption, the whole "100 miles from the border" immigration police bullshit, "civil forfeiture" which is basically government-mandated theft from citizens, and the fact that votes against the people are bought and paid for...
Kinda drives home that the US of A is a third-world tyrannical nation, doesn't it.
>>768236089
That's really wholesome, happy for you buddy.
>>768236514
Right? people are such faggots
Then when you act out as an adult they send you to prison where you are raped and sexually assaulted all over again. Kind of feels like a shitty life to me with what only feels like fun in the middle.
>>768235727
What? No way. that's totally believable! He was so cute when he was little, he broke the constitution of his own straight father!
>>768229717
I was a boy model so yeah, probably.
>>768236705
i dont want to rape or molest anyone but i am probably introverted and averse to being touched by people i dont know because of it
but i am super mad when sjws try to say i asked for it or it doesnt count when they try to call someone farting near you rape
One time me and my younger sister felt eachothers vag/penis when we were like 12.that was the first and only time I have ever convinced a non prostitute to touch me.
>>768235996
No it didn't, and no you probably don't.
>>768236494
Fuck. I've read plenty of other fucked up shit on here but not this particular flavor of fucked up. Now I've seen it twice in two days.
>>768236902
I'm sorry you feel that way. were you ever molested?
>>768235917
Amazing how idiots don't see the difference between consensual sexual contact and unwanted sexual contact. Just because the stripper gives you a lapdance doesn't mean she wants you to fuck her. Just because a little girl who knows nothing likes feeling good and being wanted doesn't mean she wants to be raped you sociopath.
>>768235917
>resisted, threatened to scream etc., and make it be know that that wasn't what you wanted.
That all sounds great in hindsight but when you're in that kind of situation you just freeze up. I made it pretty damn clear it wasn't what I wanted but he did it anyway. You are right that it taught me not to lead men on though.
>>768231361
you don't see quality /b/ posts like these anymore
>>768231512
The anal stuff is always a dead giveaway that this is some /b/tard wizard in his 30s trying his hand at erotica. Or rather, trying one hand at writing it and the other hand trying to find his microdick while he fantasizes about other fags on /b/ getting off to his fake shit.
Seriously, always look for the butt stuff. Real women don't like that shit, only men with severe mental illness do. Usually closet fags.
>>768237058
I get the point he was trying to make but you are correct. there is no excuse for his actions. But her actions were just as deplorable she knew the potential consequences of her actions and she proceeded anyway.
>>768235276
Thank you anon. At least someone gets it.
yes, friend's mother told him to do it. his family was a bitch to me. he stole a bunch of my stuff, i should of called the police. i worked at a grocery store, mother would call the place bitch about my bagging. i was pushing carts. my boss asked me why do i keep on getting calls about you bagging. i was a cashier for like a day. i didn't mind pushing carts at all.
>>768231878
Wish you well in life dude. Been there done that. Shit doesn't have to define you.
Hope you make peace with it in the end.
>>768236277
Wow, so that's the kind of screenshots you save, huh?
>>768237252
>Seriously, always look for the butt stuff. Real women don't like that shit, only men with severe mental illness do. Usually closet fags.
I quite clearly didn't fucking like it anon. At what point did I ever indicate I did? In fact it left me with a huge aversion to any butt stuff.
In second grade, some girls would touch me through my shorts and make me touch them. I could post more about it if you're interested. Maybe even see if I can find a pic of them on fb
my major regret in life is getting therapy for the sexual abuse I suffered as a kid. Was doing ok up til then. No major issues, wife knew about it but betwewn us we kept that shit tightly under wraps. Fell for the 'guys need to open up about their feelings and talk about shit memes'. Wife suggested I get counselling to 'grow as a person, move forward and put it all behind you'.
Worst mistake ever.
Therapist who dgaf says tell me all about it
> Yeah don't really wanna discuss specifics. Apparently I have to take about my feelings.
Does it make you angry?
> What do you think numnuts?
So you have major anger issues. And do you get sad, do you cry?
> Sometimes I might get down, but I haven't cried since I was about 10
We need to out you on antidepressants. Have you ever wanted to repeat the abuse you were subjected too?
> Are you fucking kidding me? Even back then I swore to myself if I ever make it to adulthood, I would never hurt a kid
Just to be safe let's sign you up for a course. Also here's a book to read, it's choc full of horrific traumatic stories of people sharing their experiences of being raped as kids. Each more triggering than the last.
> Jfc. I don't need to read that shit.
Fast forward a year. Wife has left me because she doesn't like the changes in me. Well what a surprise, doped up to the eyeballs on ssri's, having to talk about sucking dick, now aware that millions of people have suffered the same shit as me. No wonder I'm not so much fun to be around anymore.
Tldr: don't go anywhere near therapy. Use your own internal resources to deal with shit.
>>768237290
>she knew the potential consequences of her actions
Maybe some of them. The larger point is, she was a child going on teenager. She had never had a sexual interaction with anyone else in her life. She most likely had no real grasp of what might actually happen because of what she did. More importantly, she owned those consequences even if she didn't anticipate or understand them fully.
>>768237609
>Tldr: don't go anywhere near therapy. Use your own internal resources to deal with shit.
same boat as you think I would have killed myself without my therapy
>>768237609
The struggle is real /b/ro fuck that shit. another reason for me to never tell anyone I know.
Feels kinda good to talk about it here though I don't know why.
>>768236440
How(by what means) did she manage to force you ?
>>768237470
Lol - I still have the tab open from this morning and searched the text for bengay to find it. I ain't saving this shit on my computer!
>>768237763
I suppose everyone is different. It might work for some. But I think for most guys, it's a fucking minefield that leaves them vulnerable. Those times when I walked out of there I could have easily walked in front of a bus.
I would never share any aspect of my abuse with a professional person. They don't give a fuck. Youre only there to help pay their mortgage. I didn't need meds, I didn't need to go into deal about being raped, I didn't need to talk about how I got intimate with my wife, none of that was relevant to my everyday life.
>>768237856
Women need to talk about this crap, most of us guys don't. We need to stop letting women tell us what to do. They have no idea how the male brain works and sharing shit often leaves us a fucking useless mess which scares the crap out them. They're used to us being strong, together, reliable, having your wife or gf see you as a zombied drugged up mess crying in a ball at 3am about sucking dick is the best way for her to lose all respect in you as a man.
I use /b/ to vent. I can talk openly and honestly, I don't care who I upset. It's just me venting. Ffs if I said half of what I've just written here in a therapy session I'd probably get kicked out for being a mysoginist. And that's the final point, therapy is only about perpetuating feminist norms. It's not in most guys best interest.
>>768237609
>because the one therapist I talked to is a quack, I thin all therapy is worthless
>I can white-knuckle severe psychological trauma
If you *actually* had any kind of emotional rein on it at all, I'd believe you. Enjoy your meltdown.
>>768238530
>spews sexist nonsense
>admits to being a misogynist
At least you're self-aware. Cheers I guess.
>>768236308
lol what? what a pleb. Are you really mad over a flat tire? Can't you change it yourself and patch it?
Wow, really. What a faggot. No wonder you lynch on that girl, not taking her defense in her whole story but you sir are a fucking fagget.
>>768229717
Mom groped and fingered when i was 5
Neighbor, who was also my best friend's dad, and also good friend of my dad, raped me several times from 10 to 12, then moved across the country taking my best friends with him
feelsbadman
>>768238530
me too
I would get triggered unknowingly. Instant rage, instant self hate, instant suicidal feelings.
Once I started connecting the dots it made worse. I felt like my life is worthless I can never truly be me. Who ever I was has been removed from this world.
I had to cry this out. I am still crying this out. I think I have to allow myself to mourn my past. Before I can rebuild for my future.
Not that I know of, my sister was though. Just what you'd expect of a super Christian dad, a predator in disguise.
Gave my sister her first orgasm with my dick the night she turned 12.
>>768238530
so much true in one post
>>768229717
>>768238821
I kind of feel like people who are super "christian" or "spiritual gurus" are the most likely people to be sexual deviants. almost like they are trying to put up a front so people say he would never do something like that. I am very leery of people who are uber christians.
>>768238664
>misogynist
>>768237592
Well, might as well greentext it since I'm bored
>be 2nd grade me
>socially awkward with no friends
>2 girls in my grade ask me to go into a field with them during recess (away from teacher supervision)
>we talk for a while until recess is over
>Anon now has 2 friends
>next day, same thing, but this time they start feeling me
>they rub my crotch and legs
>I don't think anything of it because 2nd grader and I just assume this is what friends do
>this continues for a couple months where they would feel me and grab my hand to make me feel them
>they would even pin me down to see my underwear and show me theirs
>eventually they report me, saying I forcibly kissed them
>never kissed them in my life, but I didn't know what to do because I was an autistic 2nd grader
>got in trouble and talked to by principal
>didn't find out they reported me until middle school
>pic related, one of the girls (couldn't find a pic of the other girl)
I didn't see this as molestation at the time, but now that I look back at it, it was kind of fucked up.
>>768239350
Sure, interested
>>768239018
FBI approved. How many people have fallen for this shit.
>>768238579
Not that anon, but fuck you pretty much.
I know there might be a "good" therapist out there but all my relatives, close ones, my ex that killed herself. Their therapist made them worse. It was worsening every fucking days.
Therapist are not meant for everyone.
I found my ex laying in blood on the floor.
I held her, crying, raging outburst.
For two fucking years. TWO FUCKING YEARS.
I've locked myself to a relative and I'm starting to be able to talk with people on the street. From that accident since it's too long to explain, I had this disgust towards human and anything. I didn't wanted to deal with anything, work, classes, whatever.
I had to work on myself and coping with the images. Each. Fucking. Nights. After all this time, I was able to "turn back", tainted. Nothing will ever change. It's not gonna change the event or what people thinks or their thoughts.
I had to deal, there's many precious outside, buried with all this shit pile of horrendous world- worth looking for. Even if everyone around is disgusting there's still hope.
I know, because I was angry at the world until I found her. Made me love life... 'till I lost her.
>>768239053
Yup. Used religion to manipulate my mother into protecting him too. God hates divorces after all.
>>768239531
You sound like a gigantic winged faggot.
>>768239461
lurk more, faggot
>>768239453
Do you want more stories? What are you interested in?
>>768239673
Maybe, maybe not. Until you live certain event in your life, finding relative in their pool of blood or find your sister hanged in her closet.
Maybe, sometimes, your "thoughts" will broaden.
On that note, keep living that exciting life of yours.
I do not wish you my paths. The images and thoughts are not something that I wish to my closest enemy to deal with.
>>768239756
stories ! (bonus for pics)
>>768239824
Take the dick out of your throat and try again.
>>768238579
compartmenalisation can do wonders, but it takes such an obscene amount of time to master, it will probably have put several annoying stop signs in your life, and make you a little weird. When you know you are "different", you act different.
>>768238530
Clearly, you have a view that really bars you from viewing help as anything but a weakness and an exposure that makes you vulnerable, even so far as the person is actively taking advantage of you. I can respect that since I'm the same way. The past should stay the past. I recommend that people that don't believe in therapy or even the premise that other people are trustworthy and helpful to stay far away from therapy. It will be (at the very least) less effective without the placebo of hope.
>>768239986
lol can you try harder please? For the past decades, I've seen better on /b/.
Finally,
>>768238665
I'm merely trying to get her to understand the severity of her actions (she could have put her uncle in prison because of what she did) and take full responsibility for them.
We already know your fair internet maiden isn't so chaste -- maybe if you keep virtue sniveling for her like the whiteknight cunt-kisser you are she'll send you a nudie pic :^)
>>768229717
You mean as a child?
>>768237609
Therapists have an immense amount of influence over you. Good ones will be an amazing help, bad ones can ruin your life
>>768240084
if you are an adult its called sexual assault
>>768240059
>I'M NOT MAD
>hits "post" before finishing his post.
Can't save your faggot degenerate "girlfriend" (who had a dick) from suiciding, can't even post right, holy shit what keeps you going?
>>768240076
Are you for real? I don't care about that cunt.
You're being misleading here. I do not care about her of the fact she is indeed guilty as I meant in my original post.
You're just being a massive mentally faggot.
Keep trying with that attitude of yours though, girls like being treated like bitches. I have my share on that one.
I was just stating your flat tire for being mad.
Be mad for something else, like her.
>>768236440
I can definitely relate. I was never very manly and up until I was an adult I let people walk all over me. I was about 16 and was at a party drinking. There was some girl there that I had known who at the time I didn't even realize wasn't drinking. Completely blacked out and woke up next to her the next day. Had zero attraction to this girl, but wound up going out with her for a bit because I felt pressured to do so. Turns out she was intentionally using the night as a weapon to try to keep me with her, despite the fact I was black out drunk and she was totally sober.
>>768231512
That's too bad. If he'd been patient he probably could have been fucking the hell out of you by 18.
>>768240376
please, I'm the one laughing right now- I noticed the "Finally," and that wasn't meant for you as I was distracted with someone else :^)
Keep trying harder son, you can do better.
I know back in 06, we were trying harder on here. ;)
>>768238664
The issue isn't sexism. It's about people rebuilding shattered lives. We don't have time to worry about hurting some bitches feelings.
>>768238759
Respect to you brother. I've said in another post /b/ can be a good resource to help you. You can say shit here without worrying someone will freak out.
Pick yourself up at your own pace. Youre not here to serve others or make other people happy. You've done that already at your own detriment. It's ok to slip up sometimes, get angry, drunk, hit walls, rage hard, fap to memories and hate yourself for doing so.
Whatever you do, just keep moving in the right direction.
>>768238991
Respect.
>>768239531
>>768239824
Faaark. Mate. I'm glad I posted. Good to see others have the same concerns and see through the bullshit.
Pity you had to learn it this way. One think I guarantee you, you'll be hard as fuck mate. A proper male. You should be proud of yourself dude, you've put up with shit that would destroy most people.
>>768240037
Appreciate the (you) I'm still digesting what you've written so can't really comment atm.
I'm glad I've stirred up some debate anons.
>>768235917
You may need to see a psychiatrist, as this is pretty sociopathic stuff. Jusayin'
>>768240360
Then yes
>>768240432
I'm not mad at her, just somewhat disappointed by he attitude.
Also I'm gay, so vagina really doesn't interest me at all :^) but you seemed like you were slobbering over her in your heated defense of her (indefensible) actions. We both already know she's a bit of a tease -- you should give it a shot, maybe she even lives in your area code and you'll finally get your dick wet :^)
>>768240881
Cool story /b/ro
>>768240837
I'm trying to help her come to terms with her actions. Unlike the sniveling beta whiteknight in this thread.
>>768240973
I think it was the wake up call where you spot all the lies in the world. " children is not sexual"
are they kidding? I had the most amazing orgasms as a kid
>>768231512
>then he held me down and roughly fucked me up the ass
Nice. Wish I'd had that.
>>768241033
So it is now beta to be a real man who understands the conciquences of his actions and chooses not to act on his urges? NICE seems pretty alpha to me beta bitch
>>768229717
Well... If being an 8 year old boy begging a 14 yr old girl for sex is considered molestation... And then actually getting it... Yes.
>>768236801
Anyone famous? Nude? Non nude? Robbie?
When I was 6 my father in law got really drunk and passed out. I was curious so I unzipped his pants and played with his dick and dry-humped him a bit.
Who raped who in that situation, I wonder?
>>768237609
I agree. Repression and denial have helped me way more than SSRI's. At least I can get laid and jack off when I'm not on the meds.
>>768240793
>you've put up with shit that would destroy most people.
I know, I'm grateful that I manage to get past through most. Some of my friends was trying to check on me and all I did was hissing, really. I've lost so many people, I wanted to be alone and not care about the world. I had to heal myself, yknow?
Luckily these bastards are so stubborn they're still there, waiting on me. I went on for the first time in in years, traveled a couple hours just to drink one beer with them. Everyone knows it's not easy.
But what I meant with my whole post, wasn't a QQ story or bitching at the other guy.
The main point was - you do not "need" a therapist. It's not for everyone.
You can do it.
You can heal yourselves. Your mind is your weapon, learn to work with it. Mold it, destroy it, rebuilt it. Do what you can and be awesome whoever you are.
I sure know, everyone can. Just. Keep. Fighting. IT SUCKS, BUT DO IT.
>>768239855
Well, ok. This next story is also from my childhood. I've told it on here before, but this time I'll try adding a pic
>be me in 7th grade with friend (let's call her K)
>At K's grandparent's house
>We're playing smash bros on a big couch
>Grand parents leave for the night, thinking we're responsible
>K slowly inches across the couch to sit next to my feet
>Eventually jumps on them and sits on me, I don't care because I'm still beating her in smash
>After some time, K gets up and turns off counsel
>thinking she rage quit, I get ready to make fun of her before she turns around and says
>"Follow me, Anon. I have something to show you"
>I follow her into the basement
>the basement has no windows and is only lit by a single light
>K is a little squirmy and blushing
>"What is it, K?"
>"Can you take your clothes off, Anon?"
>I've known she had a crush on me for a while, but this still was a shocker
>cautious this might be some kind of joke, I only agree if she also takes her clothes off
>"Ok!"
>We set up a system where we will turn off the light and strip into underwear to start
>K turns the light off
>Hearing K on the other side of the room, I take off my shirt and shorts
>light comes back on
>K was only in her panties, no bra
>she also has medium sized breasts (though not quite fully developed) with small tits that stuck out a little
>stunned, I artistically ask
>"so what now?"
>Realizing we are now taking off our underwear, I do so
>K has a bald pussy and was an innie
>She was looking at my penis
>"Can I touch it?"
>"Only if I can touch yours" I stuck to my code to the very end
>K gets on her knees and starts feeling and squeezing my flayed, flaccid penis
>It hurt when she squeezed my balls, but K kept going
>eventually satisfied, K looks up to me
>"your turn"
>she leans back and lays on the floor, legs apart and hips thrusted up so her pussy was pointing at me
>I knelt down and started feeling up and down the line of her pussy
Pic related (It's the girl)
>>768241033
We both know that's not your intention, because she already has come to terms with it (both parties have something to be guilty of). You just feel the urge to drive it further and distort things, probably because you're angry about a flat tire or some shit. Again, this is pretty sociopathic, dude.
>>768241178
A real man would take responsibility for her sinful actions and teach her a lesson she will never forget, like her uncle did.
He, a real man, not a cuck, like you.
>>768241458
I don't repress my story I just find other ways to talk about it.
>>768241533
:^)
>>768240076
>>768240432
>>768240968
You keep saying I "could have put him in prison" but the point is I didn't. I've let this go for years and moved on with my life, I've even seen the man frequently at family events and been friendly with him.
What exactly do you want from me? I fully admit that I was in the wrong and my actions led him on but you're telling me he didn't do anything wrong?
>>768241514
Why bother with an alias if you're just going to post her face?
Was raped when I was 12. Was drugged, and the woman had her way with me, beating my body the entire time. At first I thought it was awesome but I quickly grew to hate myself over being used like that. A little under a year later, the bitch had a daughter and gave it away for adoption.
>>768236639
Please tell me you don't actually believe this. It just can't be possible
>>768241635
I've always called her K.
Also I distorted the pic and don't want anyone to track her. I'm not worried anyone will recognize her as she died 2 years ago
>>768241634
Fuck that nigger you were wrong and you know it he was wrong and you know that too. this nigger talking at you is just trying to fuck with you. A bullshit troll who thinks he has the answers that he so clearly does not.
>>768241078
I had the hardest time teaching my daughter to wait until she was by herself to play with her clit. She was masturbating as soon as she had control of her arms. I'm talking 8 months old and her hand in her diaper lol
>>768241634
Yes, he did nothing wrong. What he did was good.
He, as a man, took responsibility for your bad behavior and taught you a lesson.
You should be grateful.
>>768241796
Oh? What killed her?
>>768241934
suicide
>>768241634
>>768241929 is an irl pedophile spouting their beliefs at you. That's about it.
>>768241634
he's probably a fucking pedophile anyway who likes to diddle little boys what do you care what he thinks?
>>768241577
Yes, optimal response. Good luck
>>768231512
You were mostly to blame for your stupidity, but that doesn't excuse a grown man's actions. If he had any respect for his family, he wouldn't have done such a shameful thing to his brother/sister's daughter. That's pretty messed up, and if you think about it, he deserves to get locked up for a long time on that note. You also say that he raped your ass. Your uncle has absolutely no regard for human life.
You may say that you deserve it... Well, that is why rape messes you up. You have permanent Stockholm Syndrome, and probably, to this day, still wish to get raped by your uncle.
>>768241577
nice dub train
>>768241573
I prefer the word "compartmentalization" tbh
>>768241634
see
>>768240837
The best thing to do is not engage. Obvious intentions are obvious.
>>768242033
I'm not a pedophile. I like men -- muscular, adult men.
But most straight men are at least somewhat attracted to adolescent girls, so she should have understood that and acted more appropriately around her uncle.
>>768239531
my ex also started to see a therapist, psychiatrist and a psicologist, meds made her a cold distant bitch, we broke up and she started dooing cocaine until she od,
>>768242203
make no mistake, she wanted it at the time too.
>>768242297
keep defending yee fair internet maiden's honor, anon -- maybe she'll flirt with you a bit, or even send a titty picture to quench your thirst :^)
>>768242326
>I'm not a pedophile...BUT
Reading you loud and clear, anon.
>>768241514
>"you can go in it, Anon"
>Hearing this, I start to put my whole hand into her pussy
>she let out a small squeal, but didn't stop me
>The beginning was soft, like really soft. But eventually I got to the gooey gross part
>I quickly pulled my hand out of her
>"That's... disgusting" I said as I wiped her vag juice from my hands to her clothes
>frustrated with how unsatisfied I was with her pussy, K proposed
>"Let's go swimming"
>"but I didn't bring a swim suit"
>"We're already naked, Anon"
>K's grandparent's own a private pond and live in the middle of nowhere
>It was also dark by this time, but we still ran to the pond, worried someone will see us naked
>we were swimming for a while until K called me over
>It was too deep for either of us to reach, but K didn't seem to care
>She jumped onto me, pinning my arms to my sides and tried to kiss me
>I say 'tried' as we started to sink, so the kiss was more of a face mash
>embarrassed, K swam away, not talking about what happened
>After we were done swimming, we were lying my the pond as we always do after swimming
>"Hey Anon, I'm sorry for trying to kiss you earlier"
>"It's alright, K"
>After a pause, K continues
>"Do you think we could try that again?"
>"sure" I'm not sure where my brain was at this moment. I must have suffered from temporary retardation
>K rolls over, so her body is above mine
>Her legs are on either side of my thighs, her arms on either side of my shoulders, and her breasts resting on my chest
>K stared into my eyes for a moment, from the moonlight, I could tell she was blushing
>"You have to close your eyes, Anon"
>I complied, and K lowered her face onto mine
>Her lips were cold from swimming, but open slightly
>I matched her lips by opening mine slightly
>her nose was softly touching mine
>When she came back up, we stared at eachother for a second before laughing
>K rolled back over
>We talked for a while longer, until K brought the conversation back to awkwardness
>>768242525
Ok? Keep typing a :^) to make it as though you're not distorted and can relate to others really well. Sorry you can't have your anon to talk at, anymore.
>>768242366
You see, as for my ex, she was diagnosed with many stuff. All she wanted in the end was to die.
Basically, nothing was working. So she was trying this new sort of shit. It made her cold like a bitch, just like you said. We were getting into fight all the time and then we had to take a "break".
I was worried one night, since ever then she was dreaming of killing herself and she wasn't answering at all. that's when entered her home and found her in the kitchen.
There was bunch of pills and so much wine.
She was laying there with her wrist open..
She planned this carefully and drank until she passed out obviously.
>>768242638
>"What if we were to have sex, Anon?"
>"We're kids, K. Kids don't have sex."
>"Yeah, you're right" she said with a soft sigh (that was the only time K truly asked for sex. Anytime after that was only as a joke)
>We talked for some more time before heading back inside and going to bed
>We went to bed together as we could at her grandparent's place (K's door had a lock and they would never check on us)
>>768242749
I never knew who found her or how she died,, wich is sad since she is, was the only girl Ive ever loved, all I know is that it was an od, but judging by her last writtings I suspect she was have a psicotic episode and probably took all the meds, cocaine and alcohol she could
>>768242255
thanks, didn't notice. You ever seen an anon get dubs and tell a lie?
Even the gods of fate lend me their support in getting this unfortunate, confused girl to accept full responsibility for her past actions.
Not made easier by the sniveling whiteknight cucks who rally to her defense in the misguided hope of receiving some scrap of attention from yee (not so)-fair internet maiden; but Logic and Reason will, inevitably, prevail.
>>768242637
You don't know how to read :^)
>>768243151
>immidiately contradicts main point
>gets called out on it
>l-lol ur so dum XD gotta use more emoticunzz
>>768242714
The seed has been planted. I have done what I can. The rest will happen in time.
>>768243110
>>768242203
This is like saying "a starving man shouldn't have eaten the holy fruit". Maybe he was just a low IQ guy or a pedo in the closet or a normal guy with sick fantasies that he actually didn't want to have, but took hold over time and alcohol was the catalyst. He did something pretty heinous, but if there is little reason to complicate your life and his just to virtue signal how everyone should obey the law 100% of the time and not give people a little slack and an opportunity to make things right, especially when you (unknowingly or knowingly) did some of the baiting in the affair.
>>768243110
keep on trolling, brother. I get mad and bored if there isn't at least one guy obviously trolling and triggering in classic gangsta style
>>768243483
I do not wish to "chat" with lolis. Delete this filth immediately.
>>768243544
Lurk more needs
>>768243437
No one here shall doubt your intellect, friend. You're very, very smart.
>>768243737
Thank you friend.
But I don't need confirmation for what I already know.
>>768230465
people like you deserve to be shot
>>768243977
is fart rape and stare rape actually a thing??
>>768240037
Here's your other (you) mate. Yeah I get you now, understand completely and agree as well.
Liked your point about compartmentalization. I did that without giving it any thought, that's what kept me from killing myself as a kid.
Still do it to some degree now. But it's not overwhelming or at the point it's difficult to maintain. For instance I am getting more comfortable now with people from different areas of my life knowing about each other or even meeting.
An example is I have very little contact with immediate family. And absolutely none with extended. So to have someone who calls herself my mother meet one of my friends is really stressful for me. I don't like it when different groups I deal with interact.
yo holy shit full thread bruh.
when i was like 11-12 this guy at the "Freiwillige Feuerwehr" (its the fire department teaching young people) jerked me off and forced me to jerk him off as well. mind you he was 21 or so
>>768243500
You're one of the few people who gets it. It's still possible to both acknowledge my own wrongdoing whilst not excusing my uncles actions. Until I posted all this I was content with that position but I just don't know what to think anymore. I'm being attacked from every side.
I was molested often by an older cousin as a toddler and it ended around age 6 or 7, and then my step grandpa molested me from ages 12 to 13 and would give me money and gifts often. Cousin that's my age saw and told her mom. He got arrested, my grandma took his side and disowned me. My mom's on drugs, lost custody of me and still relies on her mommy's money as I live with my great aunt. Grandma would disown mom for taking my side. Haven't seen mom in ages. I'm out of my grandma's will. If my mom, who overdoses often, were to die, my grandma would be paying for and holding the funeral. Therefore, if my mom dies, I won't even be able to attend the funeral. She's also turned my now 13 yr little sister against me who's in another woman's custody, saying I lied on grandpa (he's on the sex offender registry now). I'm 16 now. I hate life.
>>768243110
reading your drivel in this thread is tiresome
>>768244656
Its simple. He rushed it and fucked you too soon. If he had waited a couple more years you would have been sucking his dick and putting out on your own. You would have been loving it. And you would have had a lot more shit he bought you.
Being a femanon in India isn't really fun so yeah,I'm molested almost everyday coming back from school,which is really fuelled by the short skirts of our school uniform. Now I've even started enjoying it because no one really gives a fuck if you ask them to step away or ask anyone else for help. They just look at you like it's your fault.
>>768244860
and yet you did it anyway :^)
reason is always more compelling than nonsense, at least for most of us, which is why you read through it
>>768229717
nope
/thread
>>768241929
I actually am grateful in a way. It made me realise the power of my sexuality earlier than most so I was more receptive to my families moral advice rather than rebelling against it and spending my teenage and college years being a whore.
I guess a stopped clock really is right twice a day..
>>768245130
I read through it because I'm not a psychic and therefore I have to read your bullshit to know that it is bullshit. Why am I even typing at your stupid ass?
>>768245251
Well I don't care if getting buttraped would have made me a better person. I'm glad it didn't happen.
I had an overprotective mother who had a close knit group of family friends who she trusted and would always be wary of new people but would trust these family friends with her life.
One night when I was 10-11 my dad got into a bad accident and my mum, my brother (14) and me stayed at one of these friends houses because mum couldnt cope. They had a similar aged boy and a 17 year old boy and while mum talked with her friend me and my brother bunked with the 2 boys in seperate rooms, I got put with the 17 year old because they thought him and my brother would just stay awake playing games or whatever because of the more similar ages and vise versa with the other boy.
Long story short when it was bedtime we were both lying in boxers and because I had a bigger dick for a kid my age he started asking questions and telling me about what guys and girls do, and what that you can jack off when theres no girl etc etc, and me being the shut in kid I was I knew nothing about that stuff. Eventually he offered to show me stuff, and by now my hormones were making me a bit horny so I said yes and he started rubbing me and sucked me off till I was hard, which then turned into him showing me how to do it to him till he blew in my mouth. After he came he basically told me to swap with my brother so he could do the same thing with him and I did.
I wouldnt have though my brother would have done the same stuff as I did because he was always a lot more straight and anti-social, but about a week after that night he would start convincing me to come to his room and watch him fuck his pillow or get me to suck his dick. Went on for about a year and a half and towards the end when I would say no I didnt want to or anything he would get really aggressive and threaten me, treat me a lot rougher when I would eventually cave in and do it.
Acutally good therapy being able to post things like this and get it off your chest without feeling like you are being judged.
>>768244656
>wahhh I'm a victim
There are half a dozen beta cucks defending your honor itt hoping for a titty pic, and only one lone warrior speaking Reason to you.
You are a typical embodiment of narcissism, so innately prevalent in the female race.
>>768245535
At long last, a live specimen.
>4-6 years old
>Liver with parents, sister, and brother with muscular dystrophy
>Brother is 20 something, Sister is age 9-11
>Sister would tell family we were going to watch cartoons in her room
>We never did
>We would go into her room and close the door then get naked
>I don't remember actually putting my little weewee inside her but I probably did
>I have two distinct memories of us "fucking."
>While she was getting undressed, I noticed she had a literal ass-load of confetti in between her fat half white cheeks.
>We heard knocking on the door so she told me to get dressed and hide under the bed
>I put on my red christmas footsie pajamas and crawl under her bed.
>Parents come in and immediately see me because it was so messy down there I could barely hide myself.
>My sister immediately goes into cunt mode and pretends that she didn't know I was there and starts yelling at me for being in her room.
>Parents keep me in my room for a few hours.
>Pissed little boy devises a plan
>The next day she says we're gonna watch cartoons in her room again
>I go into her room with her
>She tells me to get naked
>I turn on the TV
>Change it to PBS Kids
>Everyday when you're walking down the street...
>Every young girl that you meet...
>Just wants to fuck their brother...
