Hey guys. I need your advice, google isn't helpful because all it brings up are fucking suicide hotlines. Is there anything special I need to know before hanging myself, so I don't fuck it up and live the rest of my life as a braindead vegetable? I'll be doing it tomorrow morning when I have the house to myself because I don't want to risk getting interrupted. It's just a simple suspension hanging, I don't have the balls to drop hang myself and I don't have a place to do it anyway. The rope can hold up to 250 lbs and I'm only half that, so it shouldn't break, and I already tested it by holding onto it with my hands with my full bodyweight. And the only good place in my basement to really tie it to is this pull-up bar we have, so it can definitely support bodyweight, I just don't know if my body will subconsciously be thrashing around causing an excessive amount of force. I'm almost 100% sure that I tied it correctly, after a few tries, the pic I posted is what I got. And obviously the knot goes behind my neck. I'm pretty sure it'll be extremely painful but I heard you go unconscious after about 10 seconds, so I don't think that's an issue, plus I'll probably put some foam padding on it because I heard that's better to do so it doesn't cut into you.
So what am I missing? Do I need to place it on a very specific part of my neck? Is there a better board to ask this on, or do you guys have any other websites or something that could help? I'd really appreciate any legitimately helpful answers. Sorry for the fucking essay I wrote, just wanna be thorough.
>>768150895
Have you thought about a batman suit and masturbating while doing it? Just saying, it is a thing people do sometimes do.
>>768151112
Yeah I honestly didn't expect any serious answers here, guess I'll just try on 8 chan or something, whatever.
>>768150895
Have you ever seen someone being hung?
>>768150895
Everyone who lived after jumping off the golden gate bridge said they regretted it immediately after jumping anon.
Don't kill yourself my man
(((j.k. therapy doesn't help they just try to get you to actually improve yourself which we all know from experience is impossible because everyone on /b/ lacks discipline to fix their crippling social problems)))
>>768150895
i mean... there are two ways to do it
you can hang yourself and die of asphyxiation
or break/ sever your spine
Just kill yourself you worthless no one will ever love you you'll be doing the world a favor
>>768151897
you first edgy newfag.
>>768151897
You should consider you self the same way
>>768151897
there is always one...
>>768151951
Beat me to it
>>768151951
and youre not the first faggot to give into OP's need for attention
>>768151897
Do you not realize that’s exactly what he’s doing?
>>768152049
And what were you doing then?
>>768150895
Please don't do it OP, Please man, don't. It doesn't have to be like this, you could do great things, make people happy, live a full filling life. You have so much potential, I'm begging you don't.
>>768152121
You almost made me want to be an edge lord with this comment
why would it matter if you were a braindead vegetable? you'd be dead either way. no one really wants to die
>>768151811
Yeah, just going the asphyxiation route. I really just don't want to fuck it up in a way that make me braindead but still live somehow. I guess it's not that complicated and I'm just overthinking it.
>>768151897
I'm not even mad tbh, you're right.
>>768151897
Your Mom and Dad should have killed themselves when they had you because you're garbage
>>768152214
jez i was joking, don't hang yourself
there are way more entertaining ways to end your life
>>768152121
and what are you going to do? does this random, unverifiable post mean so much to you that you’d dedicate time out of your life to helping them get their shit together?
>>768150895
any chance you could pull a shuaiby and stream it?
>>768152177
i'm trying to do anything I can here, being edgy is fine in some cases but this dude is serious about killing himself.
>>768150895
please dont do it anon. at least tell us why
>>768152342
Jumping off something seems like it would be a bit of fun before you go
>>768152111
nice trips
bro its like yeah ur depressed and all but suicide hurts the people that you leave behind more than the depression suicide often cause chain suicides so i mean ur not really hurting ur self and at the same time ur probly sum teen who is just going through hormones
hey anon if you already have gone this far, then my comment will probably not stop you, but if you are gone kill yourself then do something you have had on your bucket list before you die. Maybe it can give you are reason not to do it
>>768152385
if there is a chance that me trying can save a life than dammit i will
Don't pls if you wanna talk I'm here
>>768152409
I missed it
>>768152398
Yeah, like a rollercoaster I imagine weeeeeeeeee
Please dont bro, during those 10 seconds youll be filled with regret and it will tear apart the people around you. Dont know you but it aint worth it.
>>768152398
or eating eggs and bacon w milk alone then blowing your brains out at the table
>>768151457
I was serious, you might want a belt to go the whole route though. Who knows, you may live and have a fantastic new hobby!
Dont do it man, just grit your teeth and endure whatever bullshit life is throwing at you. I thought about it myself several times, but at the end of the day, we just have to push through all the crap. Since you look so determined to kill yourself, im assuming your life is utterly fucked up, but trust me when i say, that as long as you dont suffer from terminal cancer or some fucked up shit like that, your life can be rebuild, through pain, sweat and perseverance, and at the end you will be glad you didnt do it. For what its worth i hope you reconsider and keep on struggling through life until you overcome everything and come out of all this stronger than ever
>>768150895
Jesus christ u could have just gotten it over with in the time it took for you to type that post. Just find a nice tall building to throw yourself from and stfu about it.
>>768152517
Oh that was a fucking good breakfast BOOM
>>768150895
Hanging is really easy to fuck up, you want to die via internal decapitation (skull being slipped off column), choking is painful and slow (literal hour to die). You should just take some fucking hemlock or take cyanide.
>>768152398
nah, too many people have done that
drinking mething flamable would look cool, then you can be a dragon for the last moments of your life
>>768152605
this
>>768152214
asphyxiation is definitely the more painful route. It usually take a couple minutes to kill you while falling from farther would break you neck, killing you quickly. Also, if breaking your neck does fail, you're still on the noose, so you'll still die from asphyxiation
>>768152466
there isn’t in this case. you’re a faceless post. nothing any of us says matters to someone who actually wants to do it. my bet is op is baiting for (you)s anyway. there’s tons of info on how to hang yourself out there
>>768150895
Get a stool and tie the noose where your feet cant touch the floor, put it tightly around your neck, zip tie your hands as tight as you can fastening it with your mouth then kick the stool away.
>>768152749
i may be faceless but i can't just not at least try
listen, anon, i dont know what anyone else is saying but i've been where you've been multiple times and trust me you just need to keep going. in five years you could be in a great place in your life and would never do what you're going to do now. Just give yourself some time to work through this please
>>768152865
no.
>>768152865
THIS
I’d be willing to coach you online through discord anon. This is from an engineer/matrix operator. You need new skills. Willing to teach but first I have to get to know you anon. Offer does not expire.
>>768150895
Seriously, don't do it anon. It isn't worth it, everything in life is temporary and can be changed with the right mindset. Start your life over, sell everything and go travel and see the world. Get /fit/. Find God.
>>768152861
yes you can. it doesn’t make you any better or worse of a person in this case. if you really want to do something meaningful, be a good person to all the people immediately in your personal life
>>768152939
>>768153057
>>768153059
If he wants to kill himself, there's nothing some rando on /b/ can say to change it. He'll just have to find the will to live himself.
>>768150895
>I've heard you can go unconscious in about 10 seconds
>imagine how long each second is
>imagine how long each second it goes beyond your expected timeframe
>imagined the panic that starts to creep in as you thrash wildly wishing you had never made this decision begging to be given a second chance
>20 seconds
>25 seconds you start to piss and shit yourself
>26
>27
>28 surely this horror must end
>29
>30
>31 *incomprehensible internal shrieking and terror*
>32
>33
>34
>...
>>768150895
Better way is to buy a lot of adult liquid benedryl (nyquil) and drink 3-4 bottles.
>>768153174
Wisely said, and I concur (I am >>768153057
). The choices are there.
I think op bailed
>>768152865
Because when you're at that point you have no motivation to do anything, nothing gives you pleasure because of how you're feeling.
>also when im done maybe i wouldn't want to kill myself
That's the problem, suicidal people don't want to get the courage to live, they want to finally convince themselves to die. They are worried if they do that they won't want to suicide anymore.
>>768153251
maybe he finally did it.
>>768153297
didn't even stream :(
>>768153240
or put a beer funnel down your cock sucking throat and dump half a gallon of 100 proof alcohol down.
Call the local CRISIS center. They will rush you in to hospital and you’ll have it on record which will help with obtaining welfare.
>>768153371
what a cuck I hope its slow and painful. Fag not showing us after all the info we gave him.
>>768153449
kek
>>768150895
The best way nothing goes wrong is not doing it. You deserve to live even when you don’t think so or others don’t think so. Don’t waste your life like this. There is always hope even at the darkest times. Hang in there buddy
>>768152421
Tbh this is the only reason I haven't committed yet
>>768150895
Don't do it, you're worth something
>>768153638
>Hang in there
fucking kek
>>768153638
>Hang in there buddy
>>768153638
fucking lol
Fuck this shit I’m swishing.
>>768152342
I thought of doing something else because hanging honestly scares me a bit which sounds like a pussy thing to say but idc at this point, but I can't get access to a gun, there's nothing high enough for me to jump off around my area, and overdosing seems too painful and takes too long and is too prone to fucking up. Most of the other methods have too low of a success rate. Hanging just seems like a solid choice because it's almost guaranteed if you do it right, which, considering no one has told me I've made any errors, I'm assuming I pretty much have all the bases covered. So thanks everyone for the replies.
>>768152785
Thanks, the zip tie is a good idea, didn't really think of that.
I don't really wanna drag this out more after this post because I don't have the energy right now to keep this up, but I've had the noose waiting for a couple weeks to make sure I wasn't making a rash decision, and I still feel the same way I did a couple weeks back. Been incredibly depressed the past 6 years (23 now), not a single thing brings me any enjoyment or interests me, the very few people that are in my life constantly manipulate and fucks me up mentally in ways I didn't think were possible, which has given me incredible trust issues. I have no friends, goals or ambitions, I tried for weeks to think of what would need to change for it to be worth it and I can't come up with any answers. Finishing my last year of college also doesn't interest me because that will just get me a job, and I honestly don't care at all about money. I've never been scared of death and living just doesn't interest me anymore, and I honestly feel proud to have lasted 23 years on this shithole Earth. Thanks for the replies, honestly appreciate them.
OP is in the best position ever
So you want to kill yourself
Why don't you writr a list of shit you wanted to do or try before you die and just fuckin do it. I mean since you've already given up on life then you've got nothing to lose
Go to mexico, do a whole lot of blow and fuck some bitches or maybe just go help some people doing it shit somewhere. It's not like you've got anything to lose.
Once you've done all that you'll find out how stupid trying to throw your life away is
>>768150895
hey op dont keep me hanging
just hang yourself already faggot
stream it
>>768153269
My point is op should get high and jump into a volcano rather than just hanging himself like a pussy
No, It's fairly straightforward. Just sit in it until you can feel anything, but those 10 seconds are gonna feel like an hour
>>768150895
Just stream it already. Fuck!
>>768153638
>>768153716
>>768153745
>>768153792
kek
this is why i love 4chan
>>768150895
Suicide is a waste of time.
Working is a waste of time.
Being a bum, priceless.
You get to travel and so what if it is illegal mate.
>>768154045
Travelling is a waste of time.
>>768153846
well, I guess no suicide tonight. But OP, if you really don't want to suicide, I suggest getting something really embarrassing, like a massive butt plug, and hiding it in your room, so you can't kill yourself or else your whole family will find out. Been working for me for years
>>768154045
This
>>768153846
Are you white?
>>768153952
An inactive one for the lulz
>>768154121
Not when you can go anywhere and see beautiful places instead of being a hermit locked up inside with sissy with cages on their privates, no person should be inside for more than 9 hrs at a time.
>>768150895
Why exactly are you doing it?. Surely there are other things that can help keep you from wanting to off yourself
>>768150895
tits or GTFO
>>768150895
Jump off something very high, get a nice view while you go out and if you're a virgin... Don't do it get some pussy first. Rape someone if you need to, trust me you don't wanna die a virgin.
>>768154347
Wear a go-pro
OP just sleep on it for now. Dont be rash even though Im sure youve mulled this over for far too long.
Allow yourself time to understand what no longer having tomorrow means and dont hang yourself or anything which is irreversible the moment you comit.
Also services are available all be it some might be shit, but make sure you use all your available avenues as what have you got to lose?
>>768154275
Travelling is for sisses.
>muh beauty
Hedonistic pleasure at its max. Aka degenerate.
>>768152398
There a lot of people who have done that and survived, and every single one of them say the moment they jumped they felt instant regret. I friend to overdose on pills once when I was younger and and soon as I popped them I thought, what the fuck have I just done. I realized how hurt my friends and family would be and how they would be for the rest of their lives. That’s what you many people who are suicidal can’t comprehend until it’s too late
Sounds like the rope will hold your weight. Will it withstand the drop force, tho?
>>768153638
Take it from me, you probably will regret it as soon as you start to go through with it. I got drunk as fuck back in 2009 and tried to blow my brains out. Luckily I was too drunk to actually function the weapon, I thought it was jammed. As soon as it went off and the bullet lodged in the ceiling, I knew that I had made a stupid fucking decision and went and got help. I am thankful for every single moment I have had since then. Even if you do decide to go through with it still, please give the national suicide prevention hotline and at least talk to someone about it. Even if they get you to give it one more day, it could make all the difference. 18002738255
GET EM WET SHAGGY
>>768151951
>newfag
He should kill himself, fuck off back to where you came from. Being here for two years doesn't mean shit faggot.
Also livestream it OP.
>>768151951
>>768151988
>>768151996
>>768152009
>>768150895
Faggots all of you, but we all know who the real fagoot is and that's OP. OP you're a faggot and you'll always be a faggot. That means you can come be a faggot here forever and always have the rest of these faggots to look forward to.
>>768150895
EMS provider here. A drop would be prefered as it should sever the spine. 5 feet should be good. Dont do some 20 foot drop and do not over tighten the noose. Make sure no one will find you for a while but not too long. Oh and dont do it. Life is worth living blah blah blah and all that horse shit.
>>768153846
Literally just tie a plastic bag around your head my dude.
Drop atleast seven feet to crack your neck you'll go unconscious but ultimately instant
>>768154548
I always find it interesting how people tend to bring up the "loved ones" angle.
>even in your last moments it still isn't about you
If they would feel so horrible maybe they shouldn't let these people reach these levels of depression, but then again that would require actions other than outrage pity.
>>768154958
ooooooh shaggy gonna sneeze
>>768150895
You wont do it, if your gonna do it. Do it properly on a live stream and immortalize yourself on the internet forever. Might as well get your fifteen minutes of fame.
Go tona trip, do a shitload of coke and fuck the prettiest hookers. If you still feel suicidal while a beautiful girl has her lips around your dick while you're high on coke, then be my guest
The fact you've come here to post about it OP seems a little bit of a cry for help which is good as it indicates part of you doesnt want this. Listen to it and dont.
Life may be shit right now and the horizon may be ugly but don't believe death is better than life just because life is seemingly shit right now.
Sometimes the best way to help yourself is to get help and there's no shame in this.
why not use the exit bag method?
>>768150895
dont do it bud ill be your friend
better pic
>>768150895
Maybe somebody has already said it here but if you're doing a short drop suspension hanging
then definitely don't use the hangman's noose in the picture you provided. Just use a simple noose, it's easy enough to find info on how to tie it
Cheer up nigga. Why are white boys sad all the time ? Lol
Dont be a lame faggot, get a gun and kill some niggers then do it
>>768150895
OP if you're going to do it go big or go home. Find a ledge or banister to jump from. Use piano wire and create a simple slip knot. Super glue your hands to either side of your head and jump. People will be trying to figure this out for days or weeks. Plus you'll look like a bad ass.
>>768155270
Oh and OP hanging sucks if you fuck it up plus in true 4 chan style, fucking boring. Go to walgreens or something similar. Buy bunch of cold packs, the chemical ones. They got ammoniom nitrate in them. Add diesel, nitromethane, gasoline etc and place in a metal container. Go big or go home a bitch. Make a simple blasting cap, empty shell casing filled with gun powder and a fuse pinched shut. Bear hug that shit in the comfort of your own basement away from others.
>>768155270
Kicking a chair away seems so much easier to me than forcing myself to jump, I don't think I could get myself to do that, plus idk where I could do it, I'd probably have to go drive to the woods and find a tree or something, there's not enough room in my house. I know it's a better way. But just a short drop suspension hang is still pretty hard to mess up right? Albeit more painful and lasts longer, but still pretty much guaranteed?
>>768155818
Wait, really? What I posted won't work?
>>768155625
I've been in therapy and stuff, it's hard to change the fact that nothing brings me enjoyment and I'm constantly making mistakes that make my life even harder, I just have no motivation or goals or friends or hobbies or anything. Sometimes I'll literally just sit on my bed for hours because I'm so fucking sick of video games or browsing the internet or whatever else because I have nothing I like to do anymore. And my obsessive thoughts about a girl I've known for a while, my best friend and the only person in my 23 years of living that is exactly similar to me in every way (no one even comes close), same interests and mindset and personality and everything, those thoughts completely dominate my mind in almost every waking moment. Knowing I can't have the only person I've ever met like that, partially because of mistakes I made with her, compounded with my other issues, just doesn't give me hope.
I'd rather die trying doing something that will change the world for the better ...like catfish pedobears and live stream their executions hehe
Because you're going to do it 'does not make sense!, Hey if you just want to get attention, leave the joke ... for now with this!
Straight up Mutitale them and have epipens handy to try to keep them alive as i skin them and then let them live and see how long they would live withouth their largest organ
>>768150895
If life is so bad that it's worth ending
If you are going to give up everything
Then leave, give everything up, change it, try something different
You have nothing to lose in this case.
So why not make your life what you want.
I have known people that looked themselves... It leaves a wake of destruction. No matter what you think right now... Any action but the one you are thinking of is better.
Please dont do it man, take a moment and read this. First of all, from what i understand you are in a fucked up mental state, you feel almost numb and as if you re calm. In truth you are no different from a wounded animal, panickint and trying to escape from your agony. Your hormones are all fucked up and if its been like this for a long time then its even worse.
First of all you absolutely have to cut out all the cancerous people from your life. Second, you are in no mental state to make such a decision, you need to get some help, there is no shame in this. Believe me, i have been where you are standing and im glad i kept living, im 23 and pretty much every aspect of my life was burned to the ground, but i kept living and eventually i got out of the shithole, little by little. Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. Please take a moment to consider everything i've said. There is still a place for you in this world, and you must not give up.
>>768156744
Seriously
Go learn a skill.
Hi hiking, fishing, hunting.. You might be surprised how a connection to the natural world will make you feel.
>>768150895
I dedicate this song to you OP
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=emFUtuotHL4
OP, don't do it, think carefully, there should be something worth to live for, don't give up so easy, I know is easy to said it than doing it, but you gotta try, and if you don't succeed try again, we all go always through difficulties, but nothing is impossible, please man, don't do it, at least not today, tomorrow try to do something different, something that scares the shit out of you, and after that do something similar the next day, just keep living, what other people think or say doesn't matter, keep pushing man.
>>768156005
Responsibility
>>768150895
Post your cock first
Probably the best thing you can do is go to a big techno party and take ecstasy/mdma. You're gona be so surged with serotonin that you will rediscover happiness after the effects are over. There are countless cases of people overcoming severe depression and changing their lives for the better after trying ecstasy
>>768150895
Real advice:
You shit yourself when you die.
Make sure to take a 'battle-crap' before you hang yourself. Also if you're a male you have a chance of ejaculating.
You WILL struggle it is inevitable, your mind will tell you to and you'l react in kind.
If you're not found within a few hours you will bloat and cause a mess. If you care about the people who you live with maybe doing it outside or jumping off a building might be a better option. Also, consider their well-being, walking in a suicide can result in another suicide.
>>768150895
Your body wants to live.
You will regret this between the time you kick the chair and the time you die.
You will destroy the lives around you.
Stop right now and go tell someone your plans.
Right now
>>768157757
Op listen to this guy
>>768150895
spend all your money buying ChainLink so you can pump my bags.
GTFO whiteknight faggots, OP's not gonna do it. I've seen threads like this every day for almost a decade.
>>768150895
I'm gonna do the same, but I'm also gonna shoot myself in the head to skip the unpleasant seconds while hanging. ..Or I'll just use a shotgun.. But this is about you not me. Good luck, OP.
>>768156744
Kicking a chair away would be slow and with your trashing as the body starves for oxygen could possibly alert neighbors. The drop is intended to quickly sever the spine from the skull. Painless really. And avoiding over tightening will prevent a head popping off. Yes thats a thing that can happen with long falls or over tightened nooses. Its an effective way to go but i still have to say go big. Fact is those of us in EMS, ie the dudes who will work you if you fuck up and arnt in rigor when some finds you or have injuries incompatable with life, shit like this sticks with us. I can remember the faces of a handful of suicides well. Give us some sort of comic relief. Impress us. Do not stick us with these memories for nothing. You can also get about 200 feet of good rope. Tie an end to a fire hydrant or something similar. Run it through your rear window and floor it. Pops the head right off and is an impressive sight to see
People killing themselves because they dont know about DMT. The most hated substance from government.
Fucking ignorant garbages deserve to die anyway. All they do is watch porn. Piece of shit. I hate people.
>>768152865
>The Virgin Suicide vs the Chad Adventure
Don’t kill yourself
>>768157964
are you an emt? are suicides pretty common for you? if so do you see more hangings where their feet are on the ground rather than fully hanging?
>>768150895
OP you have options.
If this is where your head is at, then you have complete freedom to do whatever you want.
Try something, if that doesn't work try something out.
Go hitch hike across the country or something.
>>768157151
Pretty much the only person who is still in my life is someone who I used to consider my best friend and we used to date, but she has turned into a pretty cold and careless person, so you're right that it's pretty cancerous. I've tried cutting off my contact but I couldn't keep it up after a few weeks. Having 1 person just seems better than having 0, even if it's pretty toxic. And I have very, very obsessive thoughts about her, so much that I'm pretty embarassed to admit that to anyone really. Constantly thinking about her and what she's doing, checking to see when she was last on WhatsApp, etc. Like I know it sounds like a really pussy thing to say but oh well, I can't change the way my mind works. Being alone seems even worse though. But the fact that she's the only person I've ever met that is the same as me, in 23 years of living, gives me no hope of finding someone else like that in the future and makes me think it'll take too long to wait for it. That's honestly the biggest factor in my decision.
There's also the fact that I failed all my classes last semester, pushing me even farther back than I was before. I graduated high school early when I was 16 and I STILL haven't finished my bachelor's because of my laziness ... Also there's not liking anything anymore and having no goals. My therapist is really just a place to vent and doesn't really give me suggestions or whatever. How did you go about getting your life back together? I know it's a broad question, but honestly any answer will suffice.
dude don't do. worst case and your life is so shit sells everything you own and illegally cross the border and start a new identity.
>>768150895
Dish soap on the rope to keep it lubricated
tie it to a tree and do a backflip off your roof
>>768158261
I am with over 10 years in the field. Been doing it since i was in my teens. Would'nt say they are common. Full hangings with a chair I would say make up most of them. But this is often one that people fuck up. They think its quick and no one will find them till they are gone. Well they are fucking wrong way too often. Its a shitty way to do it, almost as bad as pills. Side note, pills is a terrible way to do it. Antidepresents aint gonna work, tylenol aint gonna work, most shit aint gonna work. Gun is also a terrible way, cant tell you how often that gets fucked up. Then you are left with half a face or sing yojr self to sleep talking to the unicorn in your butt for the rest of your potatoe life. Chemical suicides are really the only one i can think of that is a "always work". Well that and the car plus rope method. Dont use bailing twine or some shit and that works really well.
>>768150895
bing.com
>>768151112
Isn't this a reference to a Robin Williams film
>>768158415
Dude, I was single for the last 10 years. Now I am with probably the best chick I could possibly have asked for. Who gives a fuck about some bitch that fucked you up emotionally. Drop that cunt and move on. If you really want a good option that will give your life up to something other than you for a while, join the military and go infantry. I spent time in the military, it's hard and it can be mentally straining, but it's something better than sitting around bored. If nothing else, you'll have plenty of opportunity to fuck a ton of slutty chicks. If we go to war again, there is a possibility of you getting what you want today in the future and you don't even have to do it yourself. Morbid and I would never want to see an article with whatever your name is, but it's a possibility. You have plenty of options other than dying dude. Quit being a pussy and sack the fuck up.
>>768150895
That rope is going to hurt like fuck, go with something more natural so your last thoughts in life aren't overcome by pain and regret.
>>768158879
how many have you seen? 10? 100? just curious
How Would your family feel? If you need to do it alone they clearly care... killing yourself is irrational and selfish, fix your life up. Life’s a shit hole and I’ve known this since I was 10. Your family will be devastated. Go ahead and do if you want to take the easy way out, but keep in mind that your family cares. Don’t be selfish get some help.
>>768155063
two years is still a newfag, newfag.
>>768151585
you mean hanged
>>768159225
this
you are just thinking in the present. in a year or ten things will get better and you know it.
>>768150895
in case it hasn't been said already, under your left ear and slightly ahead (facing forward)
i hope you find happiness op.
>>768159577
why under left ear lol
>>768159650
when you drop, if done properly, will jerk your head violently, causing a broken neck
>>768159072
Fuck, suicides as a whole, maybe 100 or so excluding pills. With pills that number would skyrocket, it rarely works though. Lots of jumpers but I work at a place with a great location for that. Hangings couple dozen Id guess. I dunno, most of those do not stick with me in a manner that i could clearly recall. Its a busy field and I work in a major metropolitan area. Im a bit better than some in that regard, Im second genration and grew up around this stuff. Those that do stick, stick hard.
>>768158415
It was tough at first, i didnt have motivation to do anything and i was seriously thinking about killing myself on a daily basis, even tried to od at times. I had lost all friends and love interests and i had completely cut myself off from any form of social interaction, i study i.t. Engineering and i completely fucked up a lot of semesters as well. There were a loooot more shit going on that i wont go too deeply on detail, but what i did was this. I forcefully pushed on every day and tried to be productive, forced myself to catch up with old, long lost friends, even a casual catchup is good enough, i started working out even though its excruciatingly hard when you suffer from severe depression. After a while of doing these simple things, i grew tired of always being tired and realized it was me who was holding myself back. Sure, you get hurt and you suffer, but you gotta grab your balls and get back up on your feet at some point. I started making myself look good, bought new clothes etc, started travelling a little more, and even though i was still suffering from the occasional silent mental breakdown, i was getting better little by little without realizing it. Then i completely randomly met my current gf and we hit things off, to my surprise she completely understood me and helped me a great deal to get my life back on track(you're definitely meeting someone better than the girl you obsessed with, just take my word on that) and then i just struggled through everyday to be better than i was yesterday. Unfortunately there is no magical answer or method to get over this, you have to force the strength to lift yourself up from the cesspool and take one baby step at a time, but as long as you do take these baby steps each and every day, and thats the hard part, you will definitely get better, and there will come a time for you, just like it came for me, when you will be glad you never tied that noose around your neck. The only way out is through, my friend
op don't be a fag and kill your self thats a waste. go wild, fuck bitched, kick names, take ass. i wanna hear on the new "anon had sexual intercouse with 50 girls and got them all pregnant and left the country"
go to mexico do some sketchy drugs and visit a beautiful beach. go se the world for what it is. if you die along the way, well you were going to do it anyways why not make a impact on the way out.
make sure you green text it tho
do many people an hero just to experience dying? not for reasons like depression or anything just like "that seems hard to do so being afraid to to it makes me a pussy so im gonna do it just to see what its like to die"
I told people my feelings. I wanted to kill myself constantly for a year because i had been rejected from medschool twice and because i felt like my girlfriend didnt love me anymore, that she had moved on, and thought i was pathetic. Bro, please consider 1) telling someone your feelings 2) eating 2.5 grams of shrooms. I know it sounds stupid, but it changed my life when I ate those shrooms. It was like my brain was reset. You have nothing to lose, just try it, please man. My friend killed himself a few months ago and i cant stop thinking about things i wish i could talk to him about or songs for us to listen to. He must surely have felt the same way as you even though alot of people loved him, including myself.
>>768150895
1ft of rope for every 1ft of body height should snap your neck. You don't want to choke. Hang it high and drop fast.
>>768159946
I'll be your friend. I'm serious.
