Corpse thread
6 days sober after 8+ years of using alcohol to cope with necrophilia
it's gonna be a long night /b/, let's get through it together
also I guess you could ask a mentally ill necrophile anything
>>768116564
Starting off with some women's faces for a bud on /r9k/ who requested it
>>768116564
What is your favorite furniture ?
>>768116564
Why do you have such a hard time with with contact with living people? Are you that scared of rejection?
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>>768116564
So..... Why dead people? They can't even resist
>>768116649
I really enjoy rococo, ornate, elaborate shit. Heavy embroidery and gold everywhere.
>>768116668
I am scared of confrontation. I HATE being used by other people or made fun of. Having an object that can satisfy my desire for physical contact without the mess of actually associating with someone is the best possible thing.
Man, this is difficult to find from my pics. I tend to avoid photos with faces so it's slim pickings. Will move on from faces after this one.
>>768116707
That's the entire point. Not only can they not resist but they are totally pliable and can be mutilated without resistance.
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>>768116776
I see.
Do you have a job or friends?
Do you ever project personalities on these sex objects in your fantasies or would that pull you out of it?
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>>768116776
So have you ever thought of killing someone to achieve that? Let's be honest you will never have it unless you do. What else will you do, dig a grave??
Or you can avoid all the illegal shit and just suck on Andy's logs
They will never condemn you, necroanon chan
>>768116878
What's the compulsion for mutilation about?
>>768116951
I have a very good job and a couple of friends. My paraphilia is crippling sexually but I am able to function in the world with it very well.
I can't think of corpses as anything but objects. Knowing a lot about the person that they were before they died is a turnoff to me, so imagining them with a personality even at all would be a turnoff as well.
HELLO ANON THANK YOU FOR MAKING THIS THREAD, SUCKS THAT R9K DOESNT ALLOW GORE I LIKE THIS. I'm usually not a huge fan of decomposing corpses over fresh ones but these are nice
>>768116981
I have severe OCD, and the focus of it is necrophilia and homicide. I have thought about it more than anyone should anon, but I have been through a lot of therapy and medication and it's under control. I would rather never have it than to act on that. Digging a grave, breaking into a funeral home, killing someone, it's all out of the question. Like anyone with a paraphilia that hurts others, I have to abstain for the well-being and happiness of others, even if it means I have to be repressed and miserable.
someone here with the anal female corps pics collection?
>>768117005
OCD. I have a very strong desire on a frequent basis for mutilation- intense night terrors about it since I was 4 or so. It's not purely sexual, but it ties into the necrophilia.
>>768117164
You're very welcome. I'll try to post some of my fresher stuff just for you
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>>768117068
Ah, interesting.
So you can interact socially with some degree of success, surely a good paying job is something of a testament to that. I expected you to be a shut-in if I'm being completely honest with you.
Do you ever wonder what the deceased's family might think if they knew about your fantasies, or worse, found out you had 'desecrated a corpse'? (sticking to quasi-legal parlance here, but I get it if you don't see a sex act with a corpse as desecration.)
Also when did you discover your paraphilia and can you trace it back to any event in your life or experience that helped to shape or create this desire in you?
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>>768117190
I'd give you a high five, but being an OCD sufferer myself, we'd have to repeat it five times and then I'd need to slather myself in hand sanitizer.
>>768117190
I like you, man. I dont know why, I just do
I sincerely hope you find a way to cope with your issues and maybe make it a happy end
Who knows, maybe "the right one" can make you normal. I dont know, I just hope for your future health and happiness
>>768117190
You've explained the attraction to corpses somewhat, but what about the state of the corpse? You don't seem to care what the body looks like.
>>768117311
Nevermind, you answered most of my questions already. Was nice chatting with you OP. I don't share your compulsion, but I have my own, and it's still miserable. Good luck, bud.
>>768117311
I was a NEET for a few years at my worst. Been there before and it isn't pretty. Fortunately, I'm doing probably the best I ever have. Being able to quit drinking is a testament to that.
I have very frequent nightmares about the consequences of necrophilia. How their families would react if they knew. It torments me, anon, I am acutely aware of how much it hurts to lose someone. I don't personally view necrophilia as desecrating a corpse, but I understand why most people do.
I've always been like this. Never had a moment where it really clicked. First time I ever saw a corpse I was smitten. First time I ever tried kissing a boy it felt wrong. First time I fapped was to the dead. It's just always been there.
Thanks for putting up with my slow replies everyone, arthritis is a cunt
>>768117369
Actually laughed out loud
>>768117404
Thank you very much anon,
Where did you get the corpses? Graveyard? Pls tell me you double wrapped before diving into uncharted waters
>>768117458
Pic related is pretty much my ideal. Very decomposed, no longer recognizable, water logged, dead beyond all shadow of a doubt. I love and appreciate all sorts of bodies, but I'm only genuinely attracted to ones that are unmistakably dead. The fresher ones I've been posting don't do much for me any more.
Does it actually make your life worse not being able to give in to your sexual needs?
I say this as a person who has sexual urges contrary to society’s morals. There was a time I fantasized actively. That is no longer the case, and the urges are far less frequent, and I have been in a “healthy” sexual relationship for some time now.
>>768116564
So did you ever actually fuck a dead body or what?
>>768117692
I have absolutely no outlet. Normal sex doesn't arouse me, and no other fetish does either. I've tried having normal sex and relationships and have literally physically injured myself trying to do so. If I had other options this wouldn't even be an issue, but because it's an exclusive attraction it's hell.
>>768117686
Have you ever been around that sort of putrification though? Like, as a fantasy, I think I can see it, but the reality? No bueno.
>>768116564
i saw a thread from you about 2 years ago maybe. good to know youre back, also congratz on getting your shit together. stay strong
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>>768117761
I really should have put "nothing incriminating" in the OP as a disclaimer, but obviously necrophilia is against most US law and therefore can't be discussed on 4chan.
>>768117815
So you have no outlet. Why should that end up being hell?
Lots of people can live normally while repressing parts of themselves. Men lose sexual function in accidents and still live fulfilled lives.
Have you talked to someone to help you mentally cope? It seems to me you are doing yourself serious harm with continuing to fantasize, and posting threads like these.
>>768117903
Pussy
>>768117829
Absolutely. LOTS of animals and a few isolated people. I'm studying for forensic pathology and intimately aware of how strong the smell and impression of severe decomposition is. I imagine I'll get a lot more experience in the coming years. Maybe because I have a very poor sense of smell, or a strong stomach, or the sexual interest, but it's intoxicating, not repulsive.
>>768117190
How was it in the beginning? Not trying to jack your thread but a short story I’m OCD and also fucked up. I broke into my neighbors garage when I was like 13-14. I almost got caught and it was so exciting. I have been breaking into 1-2 houses a month and looking through peoples shit. That’s how my fucked up story started, how about you?
Btw I’m 44 now
>>768117873
Thanks m8, I promise I will. we're all gonna make it
>>768117686
Would the smell in this situation make you excited or vomit?
>>768117982
I have been in therapy for nearly a decade, have been to clinics specifically for sex offenders, am in the process of being seen by someone who specializes in paraphilias and talk every single week with a psychologist who specializes in OCD. I am getting a lot of help, anon. It is hell because I have a very strong sex drive. I'm physically fine, able bodied, and have to fight my natural inclination and mental obsession every day without relief (other than masturbation and stuff like these threads).
I've discussed this sort of thing with my doctors as well, who universally agree that having any sort of outlet is a boon. It's healthier for me to dump gore on /b/ harmlessly and fap later than to be repressed with absolutely no one to talk to outside of a doctor's office.
>>768118079
Not jacking it at all m8, it's really nice to hear from someone else that can relate. Shit sucks tremendously and I hope you're doing better now.
I was a hot fucking mess as a kid. They thought I had antisocial personality disorder, because of the extreme behavior, fixation on death and mutilation, lack of desire to have relationships, etc. Turns out it was bipolar type 1 and OCD. Proper medication made the difference between involuntarily hospitalization, being kicked out of the military, chemical castration, etc. to being a stable and productive member of society.
>>768118240
Ever thought about having your testicles removed? Or is it so deeply ingrained in your psyche that you don't think that would help your urges?
since i was a little kid, i had always had a strange fascination with dead bodies and the process of decomposition, but i never found it arousing at all, in fact it has never ceased to be extremely shocking for me, but i keep watching, being still intrigued about it
>>768118240
You and me aren’t so difficult, in some ways. But maybe we are. It seems to me, in the little bit I have read from you, that I lend less power to fantasies than you do.
Masturbating to something normalizes it. Continuing to normalize the extreme leads to more extreme. The way you cut that cycle is to stop the fantasies. The way you stop the fantasies is to stop giving into urges.
That is self control.
Maybe you, in all seriousness, need a life coach.
Have you tried self control and seen where that road leads?
>>768118207
Nauseous but very excited. I'm not immune to the natural effects of the smell of decomposition but my desire for it trumps it.
>>768118391
I don't have testicles, I'm female, but I have tried chemical castration before. Injections of depo provera every week for three months. It had a paradoxical effect, though, and not only made my sex drive skyrocket and made me insanely aggressive. Terrible, terrible shit, had to go off of it. My reproductive functioning should be back by now as that was over 6 years ago, but either way it did not help at all.
>>768116878
So, why not be a dollbro then?
>>768118435
There's nothing wrong with having some morbid interests. It's natural for people to be interested in death, and society had a much bigger preoccupation with it in the past. I hope you enjoy the thread anon
>>768117525
well at least you are still sane with emotions and know about losing someone, so I do somewhat sympathize with you. Hope you will do well with life and keep this under control though OP
>>768118521
Are you attractive?
Dont knock it till you try it, maybe a guy makes you feel good and then you're also into normal living guys?
>>768118480
I have gone 8+ months before without fapping or indulging in any way, shape or form in my fantasies. Not watching the news, no media with any sort of death or violence in it. Didn't help even in the slightest and I nearly killed myself.
Have tried all sorts of other fetishes, IRL and otherwise. Nothing.
I don't go to cemeteries anymore, I don't crash funerals or do virtually anything to give myself any opportunity. I like to think I have an inhuman amount of self control. Virtually the only outlet I allow myself is talking about it with my therapist and making threads like this. I don't discuss it with my friends.
I am a little insulted that you think I'd need a life coach, anon.
Never really browsed necrophilia but I checked these out of boredom and curiosity. Been here a while so im ised to gore and fucked up concepts.
I just cant wrap my head around the sexual aspect. Even though these pics are interesting and at the very least a bit funny, i cannot fathom being attracted to this.
But good thread nonetheless. Thanks anons.
>>768118553
Dolls don't really do anything for me. I think they're beautiful, and collected porcelain dolls as a child, but I've always looked at them more as something to be admired, not used sexually.
>>768118683
Thank you m8
>>768118781
I am attractive, and have had some relationships, with men and women. I can't have normal intercourse, though. I've tried plenty of different things, with different people, but it doesn't help. Closest I've gotten was masturbating with another living person next to me. It's not for a lack of trying unfortunately
>>768118880
No problem man, thanks for the bump
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>>768118816
8 months isn’t enough. I know this from personal experience. It has taken me 7 years for my personal sexual dysfunction to stop being the constant wolf at the door.
Nearly killed yourself—again, this isn’t really self control. It is self pity. You can’t indulge, therefore you can’t live?
Pretending you have control, sometimes, is a form of control. Sometimes it is just rationalization.
maybe you should feel insulted. You act is if you’re doing everything, when you haven’t tried the simplest approach.
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>>768118521
Are you attractive? fit? well groomed? comfortable bank account? good credit? comfortable life style?
>>768119157
Dropped my post for some reason
I don't know what your sex drive is like, anon, but if I go even a couple of days without fapping I am miserably irritated. 7 years of repression does not sound healthy to me in any way, shape or form. That may have worked for you, and I'm glad that you feel better for it, but I can assure you that what works for one person doesn't always work for another.
>>768119044
I wish I could know you on a deeper level.
Your fetish just makes you even more interesting
>>768119263
>Are you attractive?
yes
>fit?
not even close, but very thin
>well groomed?
yes
>comfortable bank account?
nope, medical bills drained all my savings
>good credit?
fortunately
>comfortable life style?
mostly, could be better as I have expensive tastes
>>768119335
thank you anon
>>768118521
How is it possible to acheive satisfaction with what equates to a well done slow cooked ready to shred pork? I mean if you had a penis you could stick it in a pile of manuer to get your satisfaction... but you don't.. so how does that work?
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>>768119390
the same way sex works without a penis in any other capacity
putting things inside of you
rubbing against them
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>>768119289
I have a strong enough sex drive that I changed my entire life because of it. Saying much more would give me away. Drastic, drastic changes in my late teens once I was out of the watchful eyes of my parents.
7 years of repression is healthy when your entire life revolves around one thing. Sometimes that can be healthy—family? A specific goal? But sometimes it is very unhealthy. It is unhealthy enough that you have considered suicide without it. That, to me, says you are not in control in any way, shape or form—then.
You are rationalizing self pity. Victimization. Not giving into the urges for an extended period is the only thing you haven’t tried. Seven months? You fucking joke.
>>768117068
Kill ur self then fuck your dead body. Issue solved.
>>768119365
Upload a photo
>>768117903
>US
Thanks for the hint, freak. Just kidding, I couldn't care less.
>>768119470
idiot
>>768119461
I have an excellent job, live in a nice home, have repaired my relationship with my family, have supportive friends, am going back to school, quit drinking- I would like to think my life does not revolve around one thing. On the contrary. This thread is not a reflection of my life, but me indulging in an obsession so that when I turn my computer off I can go about my life and not have to dwell on this quite so much.
I don't call that self-pity or victimization.
>>768119365
how do you masturbate...do you use a dildo
>>768117068
It doesn't feel good to you to know someone living fancies you? Thinks you're special? Doesn't make you feel fondly of them? Make you want to know more... be closer? None of that?
>>768119461
it seems you were born a male...
>>768119762
Only my hands, never been a fan of toys. Really need to find some that I like though, arthritis is a fucking bitch and a half.
>>768119835
Of course it feels good- better than having a friend that cares about you, different from the love of a family member, but it doesn't turn me on. I WANT to be physically affectionate towards others. I love cuddling, I love holding hands. But I have absolutely 0 desire to have a penis filled with warm blood inside of me. I have no interest in having a hot tongue slide against mine. I don't want to have someone with warm, moving skin touch mine in a sexual way. It's borderline repulsive.
necrofag is that you?
>>768119044
So whats a fella gotta do to get you off then?
>>768119660
Taking things out of context now. You’re being defensive. I specified the suicide. You removed context and added in what you’re doing in your life, instead.
Without your personal sexual dysfunction you would end your life, or consider it strongly. You are unable to have a fulfilled relationship with another person because of it. The suicide is the self pity when you were attempting your seven months of self control. The rationalization is you allowing the sexual dysfunction to continue to run certain parts of your life.
I mean, you see that, right? If you don’t, you had better find better therapists.
Attempt to exert self control. Then do it for the rest of your life. Within that time period, you will find lots of different feelings surface—suicide at the seventh month may be one. Continue to work on self control. Continue to not give into urges. Eventually, incorporate different stimuli. You will absolutely have different reactions. Using higher level thinking, or an excellent therapist in cbt, will help you through each stage and bringing in more agency and better decision making.
If you have an interest, I would be okay with opening up more about my story with you. But it seems clear to me you aren’t ready to take steps necessary to be the master of your own life, in my opinion.
>>768120027
what gave it away?
>>768120080
technically he just has to lay there :^)
>>768116564
So you drink to suppress your necrophiliac tendencies?
>>768120186
Hey, i can do that for you.
Anyway we can continue our conversation?
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>>768118816
Huh. Sorry anon that sucks.
Have you ever considering contacting a custom sex-doll manufacturer and seeing if they'd make a corpse-like one for you?
Not sure if that'd be helpful at all as an outlet and honestly I'm sure you've considered it before I'm just curious how you feel about it.
>>768120186
were you born a dude?
>>768116564
This is why we don't see God anymore
>>768120186
oh god it really is you! I was hoping it was.
I don't know how many female necros there are on the internet, that's what gave it away.
I'm that swedish guy, part of that group you used to hang out with and I'd love to get in touch. I'm going to have to squint past all the images and read up on how you're doing. I was honestly worried you had killed yourself or gotten yourself into jail, but you seem to be alive at least. I've changed a lot, and I'm still grateful for the time we hung out. It was good for me to get some perspective on life from people who were a little older than me.
I don't know what services (if any) you use, but I have discord. simon#7421
>>768120171
this is the OCD talking but it was eight months, not seven
I did not attempt suicide. If I did, I wouldn't be posting right now. I strongly considered it, because without a sexual outlet, I was unbearably frustrated, irritable, aggressive, distracted, in great physical discomfort and had no relief from the obsessive thoughts and desires.
You can say that I am being defensive by addressing your direct criticism of what I'm saying with explanations. I am trying to convey to you why I am not interested in abstaining from masturbation or discussing something when I have not found an alternative in 26 years. When sex therapists, specialists, psychologists, psychiatrists, forensic psychiatrists, have all not found a better alternative.
I've done CBT as well. I do not recognize repression as a valid technique for dealing with sexuality. It worked for you, and I would definitely like to hear your personal experience, but your anecdote does not make for valid treatment of someone else's paraphilia.
>>768120210
I used to, heavily. The alcohol dulled the intrusive thoughts and my sex drive to the point where it was completely ignorable. A fucking blessing.
But it's ruining my memory, and my physical health is poor. I need to quit for my health and so I stopped cold turkey last Thursday. It's been fucking savage but I'm not going back to it no matter how bad it gets.
>>768120280
You may have missed the joke anon.
>>768120294
Could be an interesting experiment and I've certainly considered it. If I ever have enough disposal income for a VERY good one I'll definitely try it.
>>768120409
Nope.
>>768120650
You just need a forced fucking to get rid of your repulsion from living dick.
Then you'll probably love it
>>768120022
Have you ever seen someone die tragically and violently? Perhaps while pleading or fighting for life?
I have. It's hard for me to understand how you can ONLY see dead bodies as objects, if only you had witnessed something similar to this. I mean you're right. A body becomes an object and nothing more the second the life is gone from it. But they were alive once. They had the whole gambit of things living people have. Thoughts, hopes, dreams... fear. Much fear probably right at the moment of their death. You should try reflecting empathetically on what a dead body must have last experienced to get where they are before you start doing what ever it is you do with them. There should be an emotion that drives you away before you get the chance to think about it sexually.
>>768120435
Oh my god it has been so fucking long. I'm really glad to hear from you m8, I'll hit you up on discord for sure.
>>768120426
No one ever saw god. He doesn't exist. Grow up.
>>768120435
Sorry about >>768121009 I didn't mean to message you
>>768121009
Tfw swedish dude just stole my potential gf
I will go kms now, maybe then you'll appreciate me
>>768120521
Please. Of course it does. Case studies often can be applied to others. Whether my specific experience applies to you is the question—considering the bits we seem to have in common, I would guess it might.
And it is the only thing you haven’t tried. You still don’t have complete agency over yourself. I think, maybe, you could. But you seem to know enough to put up blocks wherever you see fit. You know just enough to be totally wrong and feel fine.
I recommended a life coach earlier because they will help you in the weak times to continue to abstain. Instead of posting a thread, you reach out and talk about the struggle until the urge passes. If I were you, I would talk to therapists about specific techniques that would help you disrupt the urges. And then do them, when you find ones that work, forever.
The alcoholism is self medicating to make up for your lack of agency over your own mind and body. Seems like you’ve tackled that. Onto the next bit of work.
I have to get onto a work thing. I don’t spend much time on 4chan anymore. Strength, each and every step.
>>768121120
no dude im not going to gf her and you aren't either, it's just not how this works, sorry dude
i think at least, im not going to get in the way of anything im just saying it's not likely, knowing her
What a bunch of fucking losers, kill yourselves before you have any negative impact on the world.
>>768121120
uhg...
>>768120854
>think about it sexually.
>think about it
>sexually
You're aware that I'm not consciously choosing to have this attraction, right? I rationalize it, I understand why I have it, but it's not like I see a terrorist attack and go "oh hey all of those people who have mothers, fathers, sisters and loved ones sure are hot while they die horrifically and have their lives stolen from them prematurely!"
I didn't go to my little brother's funeral after he killed himself because I was scared shitless of being aroused while I was there
I have had to comfort fellow countrymen after they've lost someone to combat and deal with unwanted arousal- because I'm not soulless or unaware of the effect that loss has on others, I'm not some sociopath that doesn't give a fuck about human life. I just have a really shitty fetish.
The woman in this picture likely had a husband or children. I am not disrespecting her life or her family by being turned on by her corpse. This body is not the person she was- it is an inanimate object. She will not be in any more pain and will not suffer any further if this publicly distributed image is used to alleviate someone else's suffering temporarily.
>>768121195
I appreciate your good intentions even if we don't agree on your methods. Hope your work goes well anon.
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>>768121380
I'm just saying becuase I have an incest fetish, and I understand the exact mental process that is happening to me, and have I learned to curb it with a little psychological trickery. There's a chain reaction dopamine release in my brain when I consider taboo activities like this, which sets me off and has be flush faces and hard as a rock in no time... but I am in control of the circumstances that allow that release.
I wasn't shaming you... I was just trying to be helpful
>>768121699
I do appreciate it man. Sorry if I come across as really defensive. Being sober for nearly a week has me in a much less relaxed mood than I'm used to.
What kind of "psychological trickery" do you try and employ?
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>>768122166
shame the thread's dying but it's fitting as always
if anyone is still lurking, feel free to bump if you want to see anymore
>>768122297
Ah well
Thanks for the thread everyone
>>768122580
I can still convert you
You'll like me more than corpses I promise you
Swedish cunt will never come between us
>>768121868
When I think of incest, there's something wrong with it. It's the taboo nature of it that sets me off. And it never scared me away because what few legitimate consequency there were to consider, always seemed easily controlled, or otherwise like they were societies problem, not mine. So I became more and more intoxicated after I discovered this about myself, slowly training my brain over time to desire only this fetish.That nasty edge pushing me closer and closer until that's all there was in my mind, in terms of sexual fantasy anyway...
The point is I realized the thing that creates my fetish is an idea that manifests in my brain AFTER empathy for individual normally would. Its not a matter of stopping and thinking twice like"this person matters maybe I shouldn't think this way", it's a matter of controlling your perspective, and doing it consistently so you can break your habbit as well, so that it literally feels uncomfortable to YOU, that your mind could be going in a sexual direction while considering you late fetish
>>768122655
Uhg...
>>768122655
swedebro and I have been friends for many years, he's no cunt
and my dude, if getting physically injured from losing my virginity wasn't enough, trying to have normal relationships with men and women over the last 12+ years has demonstrated that this shit is not going to be solved by a good dicking.
>>>/soc/
please find yourself a nice goth girl who will appreciate your interests
>>768122736
I actually tried this for a few years under supervision from a forensic psychiatrist
we did structured aversion therapy and it was a fucking nightmare. I'm talking some clockwork-orange-tier shit.
it was extremely easy to associate nausea and negative psychological feelings with the dead. it's natural to for most people. but I have intrusive thoughts regarding the subject all day- so it meant I constantly felt like shit. constantly felt sick. my infatuation with the dead is... a coping mechanism on top of everything else. it's not as simple as willing it away.
>>768123278
gonna dump some caps from a medical journal that I really like since it seems we still have a few people in the thread
How would a female necrophile even go about having sex with a corpse?
>>768123382
see >>768119431
>>768123371
I came back to read what was going on itt. Interesting stuff, bud.
>>768123425
thanks m8
>>768123411
Geez... you'd need to start antibiotics right away after that. Hah.
>>768123446
Do you like Gabrielle Wittkop?
>>768123454
kek
>>768123493
I've never read her work but I sure as shit will now, thank you!
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>>768123554
so what youre saying is you cut away any human aspect from the body and use it like any other person would watch porn but now it makes you feel sick
by the sound of it you sound like you're doing well, but my best bet is you need close friends who understand your fetish and accept it (do you have that?) , because "recovering" from your fetish sounds close to impossible
>>768123569
Sounds like OP is winning at life lol
>>768123579
I didn't explain the aversion therapy very well. I was able to undo the effects of it (the nausea) over time. I view corpses like anyone else would view normal porn.
I do have some very, very good friends who are accepting and understanding. I just feel like a miserable rat bastard talking to them about my fetish. I am afraid that they secretly judge me or think badly of me because of my interests- even though they've explicitly told me otherwise, I'm afraid that going into any sort of detail about it will make them uncomfortable or scare them away.
>>768123540
Np, I'd lend you my copy if I could. It's on scribd though and I'm sure available elsewhere. You might also enjoy some of Supervert's work.
>>768116918
dumb place to fall asleep
>>768123620
I am in very poor health physically
even though I'm doing better than I ever have, your average teenager posting on /b/ has shit a HELL of a lot better than I ever have
but I'm trying m8
>>768123730
Thanks for the tip. I own Necrophilia Variations and like Supervert a good bit, so hopefully Gabrielle works out well too.
What's your favorite sort of music?
>>768123930
I really enjoy romantic classical, but also like folk, electronic, goth, and classic rock. Lizst is my main man.
>>768123718
i respect that op, you cant really help but to think that because of the stigma around it, which is rightfully there but i cant kinkshame
is there a gender preference? many of the images you posted are female but i get the sense that a body is just a body to you, even though i think this shit is freaky you seem like a civil person to talk to so props to that
>>768123928
Nice. There's a piece of art I'd like to share with you too, it's nothing too crazy, but it might amuse you. It certainly ruffled a few feathers in it's day. Probably didn't even really happen, but... still.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QdK3g1mXjmQ
>>768124075
Thanks for being so civil yourself m8.
Gender is totally irrelevant. I tend to prefer women, but I also like men, transsexuals (pre-op or post-op), hermaphrodites, whatever.
I do explicitly have no attraction to children or the elderly though. Morbidly obese does nothing for me either.
What music do you listen to,OP?
If you could be any animal for a day, what would you be?
>>768124158
Listening now
>>768124208
See >>768124070
>>768124070
The greatest song ever written
>>768124070
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CvFH_6DNRCY
>>768124206
guess we have something alike then, though i prefer my hookups breathing
do you have discord or something? you got me really curious about all of this shit, it'd be nice to get to know you for more than your sexuality. also, is your health caused by your weight or vice versa, you mentioned being thin
This might be taboo, but can I ask about your religious and political leanings? Let me add that I don't believe either has anything to do with your paraphilia, I'm just curious. It's okay if you'd rather not share too. Nbd.
>>768124501
ITT. I have no words
>>768124248
First thing that came to mind was a red panda because I fucking love them, but realistically? A vulture.
>>768124535
Please be respectful, these are taboo topics and some people find them uncomfortable.
>>768124614
lololol
I was banking on vulture. Nice.
>>768124476
My dude.
>>768124495
I do, but I am notorious for being shit at keeping contact and would rather not give out any contact info from this thread. hope you understand.
>>768124624
We are discussing NECROPHILLIA. What universe are you in where the line suddenly gets drawn at politics
>>768124690
it's chill man, i hope you become happier if i never get to talk to you again
>>768124501
I'm an atheist and fully support utilitarianism, but vote like a centrist because utilitarianism is seen as psychopathic by most people and completely unfeasible in reality.
my health is 100% genetic. I eat well, exercise and aside from the alcoholism take good care of myself, but I have untreated rheumatoid arthritis that's getting worse by the day.
>>768124624
laughed out loud, 5 star post
oh it's you again. what a lucky coincidence! do you have any submerged/partially submerged corpses? anything with water will do. it would really make my day to see some floaty bloaties.
i hope you're doing okay today, necroanon.
>>768124829
that's extremely kind of you, thanks a lot man.
>>768124742
>tfw we don't live in a world where I could casually discuss necrophilia like normies talk about trump
>>768117588
why dont you start working in obduction?
>>768125017
heyo, of course I have some floaters
I hope you're doing well too anon
>>768124837
Change your diet bruh.
That's a big start with inflammation, but for simpler solutions I'd suggest kratom, fish oil, turmeric, and black pepper.
Turmeric and black pepper if you can't find anything else. A couple capsules of turmeric with a 1/4th tsp of black pepper works about like motrin for my pain without wrecking your gut biome.
Of course kratom is just great for chronic pain. Use all that stuff on the daily. The fish oil actually plays a role with the turmeric and black pepper too, but it also just helps you feel better IMO.
I kicked opiates instead of alcohol, but without those supplements I'd be in pain 24/7.
>>768125097
Obduction? Like... like the video game?
>>768125041
No I'm just saying, we're here. The topic is what it is. The hesitation to bring up religeon and politics in this context like, "Oh it might be seen as uncooth and I'll be juged to be seen asking about politics in THIS circle" or "Well I certainly wouldn't want to make anyone feel slightly uncomfortable by mentioning a point of view among THESE highly esteemed individuals"
>>768125254
I will honestly try the shit out of these recommendations with a little research, thank you very much fam.
>>768125283
It was obviously a joke, bucko.
>>768119365
I miss rotten.com
>>768125283
wew lad, relax, we're all kidding around
you could ask me openly about my position on diaperfurs or euthanasia and I wouldn't give a fuck, this is /b/
>>768125405
me too. bestgore isn't half bad, though.
>>768125405
lol I'd completely forgotten about them and ogrish. Good times.
Fucking 4chan
>>768125429
>>768116564
I thought that was a fleshlight
>>768125540
...it's not? :^)
>>768125540
It is, if you're a necrophile, silly.
>>768116611
show her pussy and asshole
What do you think of my girlfriend, OP?
>>768125739
She's pretty cool
op, how about some timestamps and pictures of corpses you've actually touched
>>768125911
sure let me just pull up my alphabetized and chronologically ordered folder of incriminating evidence I keep on file for /b/tards amusement
I keep it right next to extra DNA samples for the feds
>>768126010
does anyone else remember the guy who posted the cooler with human body parts in it with timestamps though? good times
>>768126010
Speaking of DNA, what's your ethnicity, and would you ever do a DNA test like 23andme knowing that the feds will likely have access to such data?
requesting pics. there's a woman's decapitated head, wearing sunglasses, on a drawer or something. it was a german woman. that's all i remember.
How much lube do you need to use for normal vaginal corpse sex?
>>768126069
Ayyy
WHAT'S IN THE FRIDGE??
Oldie but a goldie.
>>768126119
Caucasian. Wouldn't do a DNA test unless my life depended on it.
>>768126122
I know exactly what you're talking about but deleted it awhile back- give me a minute and I'l find it for you
>>768126204
I think the real question here is how much disinfectant.
>>768126010
I know for a fact you would have save souvenirs if you're legit. That's what serial killers do. You'll get raided and they're going to crawl up your ass with a microscope. so you might as well share so you can be the attention whore you're craving to be but you can't because you're full of shit except for the mentally ill part
>>768125041
anytime my man, you kinda remind me of my exes, not in a strange way, both had weird interests so i can't actually feel repulsed by any of your pics
speaking of, before this thread might die
ever take home any souvenirs? like for memory or such? did you ever feel compelled to leave a mark or so?
>>768126266
My follow up is do you believe that your aversion to such a test is because you believe you will ultimately seek to fulfill these fantasies?
Do you consider necrophilia a victimless crime?
>>768126319
Why would they incriminate themselves, because some anon double dog dared them? kek
And furthermore who gives a shit? Clearly the the stories and information posted here are artistic works of fiction and falsehood. Only a fool would take anything posted here as fact.
Are we doing enough for global warming and conservation?
>>768126204
I wouldn't need to use any. I make my own.
>>768126319
Who in their right- or not so right- mind would post souvenirs to /b/?
>>768126378
If I hypothetically were to ever commit a crime I wouldn't want to leave anything behind that would incriminate me, even if that would compromise some of my pleasure. But I am no criminal.
>>768126442
I know for a fact that I would never act on these impulses. I haven't in all this time, I'm not going to now.
Necrophilia is only victimless if the loved ones of the body are oblivious. So, no, it's not victimless.
>>768126682
Fair enough.
>>768116564
Asians will eat anything.
>>768126822
I bet the dead don't eat ass as well as the Chinese eat dogs.
>>768126542
I miss this
>>768126635
Definitely not, but I don't have any better or easier answers than the ones that are already out there. like with everything else in life, people will likely wait until shit gets way out of hand and then scramble to patch up their mess rather than preventing it in the first place. I'm in no position to talk about it, though.
>>768126822
top kek
>>768126122
Still looking for the beheaded woman with sunglasses, shit is harder to find than I expected given how little I remember about it. I'm not giving up though
>>768127095
Thanks man, apprechiate it!
>>768126943
Sad, but true. We're all doomed.
Hopefully you'll be one of the last survivors and get your pick of the dead first, anon.
Have you ever found any corpse like in the pictures you are posting?
Do you remember any one in particular?
>>768127276
you are too good for this world anon, ty
>>768127365
I have never stumbled upon any corpses if that's what you're asking.
>>768127467
If you did happen to stumble on a corpse would you do anything with it?
Any aversion if it's too far gone?
>>768127607
wew
that's a very loaded question
I honestly don't know what I'd do
I'd like to say I'd turn 360 degrees and walk away
realistically I don't know how I'd react
only skeletons have no attraction for me. if there's meat on the body I'm interested- usually the more decomposition, the better. like, pic related still isn't too far gone for me.
I've seen you before on 4chan, and to be honest i really appreciate you alot, it takes a unhealthy amount of selfcontrol to handle all of the things you go through, including OCD and arthritis.You are truly inspirational, and an amazing human beeing.
Are you afraid of physical contact? Ever been intimate with the living just to see what all the fuss was about?
OP i dont see the problem, dead girls are a kink aswell but is it that you feel need to take action for your kink in the real world?
also if you have any dead girl images greatly appreciated for image dump
>>768127731
Skeletons would make for simpler and less messy dildos tho. Whereas bloaty corpses are dildon'ts!
Show us your tits?
>>768127743
wew
thank you very much anon, that's probably the kindest thing anyone's ever said to me here. really appreciate it.
>>768127744
I'm not afraid of physical contact, and I enjoy nonsexual physical contact. I just don't derive any pleasure from sexual contact with the living. As I said a few times in the thread, I've tried plenty of things but it's never worked.
Big thread. OP still there? I'm someone with severe fantasies/aesthetic obsession regarding blood, cutting, mutilation and so forth. Necrophilia is something that's developed as well, however I feel like I could never get to the stage where I was attracted to decomposition. Images like this are aesthetically pleasing to me, but not liquified bloaters. Minds are strange, aren't they?
>>768127779
I'm assuming english isn't your first language- I can't really understand your post. Could you try rephrasing it?
>>768127831
ZING
>>768127731
Interesting.
I have a morbid fascination with necrophilia and I've fapped to gore before but it was definitely a passing interest. Probably got off more on the "this is fucked up" factor vs actually being into necrophilia.
Anyway only fresh ones ever held any interest for me. After decomposition was noticeable there's a sexual disconnect and it becomes sometime to avoid rather than investigate.
Thanks for sharing.
>>768116564
How's high school?
>>768128111
the highest aesthetic pleasure for me would probably be something like this in terms of being alive. Dead would be similar to the eyeless girl
>>768128111
Nice trips. I'm still here. Thanks for sharing anon, it's always nice to know there's more people out there with the same kind of appreciation for these things.
>>768128171
No problem man, thank you. I'm glad it was a passing interest for you and that you can still appreciate it.
>>768128309
I graduated a decade ago. Would you mind elaborating on why you think having a paraphilia is juvenile?
>>768128321
That's very nice. I have a very small amount of gore saved- Does this do anything for you?
>>768126122
HA! I FOUND IT!
>>768117903
>The stories and information posted here are artistic works of fiction and falsehood.Only a fool would take anything posted here as fact.
>>768128578
https://goregrish.com/threads/german-guy-kills-girlfriend.12145/
HERE'S THE SOURCE, HAHA
>>768128608
Man I can't believe that took so long. I really need to stop purging my pictures.
>>768128578
>>768128608
>>768128714
fuck yes, you're the man. thanks.
>>768128714
>>768128794
No problem dude, happy to help.
>>768128465
Ignore him. Typical response for a normie who doesn't understand and thus thinks everyone is edgy.
Anyway, yeah that image does work although admittedly I have few images just depicting blood and nothing else. Not sure why. Think it needs to be connected with females. The aesthetic of blood is good on its own though. I wish I could put it into words. My pic for example...
