I think I'm a psychopath but I am not sure, what is a way to find out if I am one?
Things about me that I am certain of:
- I hold deep grudges.
- I do not cry.
- Fear death.
- Talk a lot but say nothing of value always.
My friend is a doctor and he said that the way I do not get withdrawals from drugs (we do a lot of different drugs together) is interesting, and he started talking about how psychopaths are sorta immune to psychological addiction to drugs.
And it got me thinking about myself.
How can I find out if I am a psychopath, is there a way i can do it myself i don't want anyone to know/
>>768097135
Psychopaths have no empathy and a deep, disinhibited egotistical streak. They often enjoy inflicting pain for its own sake or to satisfy some other desire or deep urge.
You might be the "lighter" version, a sociopath, or maybe just a bitter and boring person.
>source: I looked up "psychopath" on wikipedia when I saw the thread
>>768097273
I am capable of being solitary for very long periods of time
I can't determine if i have absolutely no empathy to others
Egotistical yes, very, very very huge ego
I don't enjoy inflicting pain for its own sake, as I said i hold grudges
and I'd mean u the maximum ill and harm if I held one against u without ever showing u. id smile in ur face but id plan to do maximum damage to your life if i have a grudge against u, and i can hold that deep grudge for a very trivial reason
>>768097135
You do know that there is literally no such things as a psychopath/sociopath in psychology? It's just a Hollywood term.
>>768097135
>psychoLOGical
>>768097435
Are you an expert in the field? You sound like what?
What is it that you think I might be, I have strange tendencies and traits that i do not understand..
>>768097379
Planning is one thing, but a psychopath will eventually put the plans in motion, they will involve death or grievous torture and he'll probably become addicted ot the sensation.
Did you ever put that in practice? Or do you think the "maximum damage to your life" is an ABSOLUTELY SCATHING post on their Facebook?
I reiterate, you seem a run of the mill bitter anon.
>>768097451
>Cancer
>>768097135
No. Ur just weird.
>>768097604
>only OC that ever comes from 4chan is cancer
Summer is here lads
>>768097135
>tfw maniac
>tfw everybody knows, obvious as fuck!
Tried crack only once, opium only once.
I'm probably considered a psychopath what do I give a shit!
>>768097627
literal shitposting of unfunny meme.
>>768097435
What? 1 in 25 are.
>>768097662
>shitposting is cancer on /b/
New
>>768097681
>thinks shitposting isn't cancer
oh friend
>>768097522
You have a server case of over fucking thinking things. By the looks of it you have an analytical mind that needs to be put to some use, otherwise it turns on itself. Have you thought about starting some hobbies that require you to use your brain muscles? Like learning to play an instrument, or maybe board games like chess? Personally, I find that my mind is grateful when learning new languages and doesn't try to implode.
>>768097699
Shitposting is cancer on most blue boards.
This is a random board. Sorry kid
>>768097522
Heres a bigger list of me
ISJP
High p.traits: neuroticism, openness, extraversion
Medium: agreeable
Low: Conscientiousness
Nightowl
Don't show emotions
read alot
hold grudges
can show the complete opposite of what i feel with ease (political discussion for example)
no violante tendances, but criminal tendencies with no remorse
huge ego, on the inside do not show it
impulsive
i deceive people but in a way with words that technically im still honest and not tell lies
was raped as a kid
enjoy watching people getting killed
take huge risks
I don't know what else to say u can ask me
>>768097451
get out of here . go on out of here ya sicko
>>768097135
I used to be, I killed small animals.
I would stick needles in insects and watch them struggle to survive.
I would rip the legs off of grasshoppers daily, stab them until they died.
strangled a cat once.
Honestly, I prayed to God, in Jesus name to help me. To come into my life and save me from myself. I know it sounds corny but it's the truth.
It didn't happen instantly but looking back on my life, I feel like something switched in my head and thinking about the me is terrifying so I know it happened.
Same thing happened when I turned 19, I had a hole in my heart, I knew I wasn't meant to be alone and I was always shy. I'm good looking but I was still shy. Asked God to help me and less than a year later I found my wife, she's a Christian and we've been together for over a decade now.
>>768097732
I know I overthink things, i just posted to you that my highest trait is neuroticism.. I've severe anxiety and major depressive disorder in my life for many years
ur post has insight, my father has a PHD in a hard science field thing, I was a bright kid but very troubled upbringing circumstances
I study a field that requires memorizing and remembering only and i hate it, i always think what if i studied maths or something logical, i am stone cold logician
is why i find it hard to know if i'm a psychopath or not, do i lack emotions or are they organized in my brain within logic and and cant tell if i am lacking them
Yes i play a lot of different board games, suck at music, play video games read about a wide variety of things that interest me like macroeconomics space etc
but i dont play music instruments im very bad with all of them.
>>768097782
drop lsd and you will lose ego real quick
>>768097946
she fat?
You are not a psychopath
>>768098235
No, she's petite, in shape.
She was a virgin when I met her too, definite bonus.
The girls I was hanging with before I met her were pretty promiscuous and always tried to get me to be with them but something never felt right about it.
Looking back, it all makes sense now, I believe God was holding me back from them.
>>768098235
My posts aren't even giving my situation justice to be honest, it's all too crazy to have happened randomly.
>>768098312
Whats this strange amalgamation of things in me?
>>768098454
They're called cells
>>768098346
you play guitar?
>>768098346
how did you woo her?
>>768098546
No, I used to play all instruments though.
Sax and organ were my favorites.
>>768097379
You’re gay as fuck
>>768097379
Tips fedora
>>768097379
Skills
>>768098546
No, he plays the skin flute.
>>768098577
Like I said above, I'm not bad looking (not trying to be egotistical), so I bet that played a role with first impressions. Also, I was that guy the girls liked for being the one they couldn't get because I was always in my own head.
My problems weren't ever with getting girls to like me, it was me that was the problem.
But I just hung around her as a friend for like 3 months before I let go and asked for a kiss one night.
Kind of a stupid story but I left her house, I knew she wanted me to kiss her but I pussed out. Got in my car and started talking shit to myself, I needed to let go and just do it.
So I got out of the car, walked back inside and just walked up and kissed her and the rest is history.
>>768097379
Not a psycho, just an edgy teen
>>768098823
nice seems easy for u. do you play guitar?
>>768097135
Play GTA V Online. If you start killing and running people over, you are definitely a psychopath.
>>768097135
> I hold deep grudges
luke the other 90% of your generation
> I do not cry
And? Crying is nothing one must do. Under the right circumstances you will cry, although the reason might be different from what you or others expect
> Fear death
like any other human being that is capable to understand what death is?
> Talk a lot but say nothing of value always
See my first point. Most people don't. Who do you think you are?
There is nothing "psycho" about you. You are an angsty brat and just wanna feel special.
>>768099092
>nice seems easy for u.
It certainly didn't feel easy, my whole problem centered around finding the right person for me, not just getting ass and shit. I mean, I would fuck around with girls when we had parties and stuff but relationships with them never seemed right.
>do you play guitar?
No, I never owned one. Sax/Organ/Drums were my favorites.
>>768099092
If you're ever just looking to hook up with girls, acting like you don't give a shit actually goes a long way. They can sense the confidence and they wonder why you're not trying to get into their pants like everyone else.
If you just want to bang girls, that style does work.
>>768097135
Honestly, I think you’re just a lucky idiot.
Your luck will run out on the drugs, and you could do a lot to exercise your mind.
>>768097979
You boast so much about yourself.
But aint shit in real