I think of killing myself every day.
I feel very sad in a way that I can not explain.
I do not know what to do anymore,until the time comes that I will actually kill myself...
Can you help me? Idk, maybe sending me something funny and that makes me laugh ... or giving me hints on how to kill myself.
https://youtu.be/TGyKFJFk1ow?t=383
>>768061433
>every day
for how long?
>that i will actually kill myself...
you very likely won't ever kill yourself.
>>768061753
yeah... maybe you're right
but I can not stand the pain of those thoughts anymore.
>>768062296
therapist?
>>768062455
I already tried, but it did not work ...
>>768062842
try a different one then. therapists are never the same, and they are more like using different tools to fix your life.
>>768061433
Hello. This sketch is yours?
>>768064083
Yes, why?
>>768064438
I think it's good. Do you have any other drawing?
I was seriously inclined to suicide three years later.
>>768061433
Anon, we need a little more background info before dishing out platitudes. Tell us more about your situation. What's on your mind specifically?
>>768061433
how many antidepressants have you tried? and how many therapists and/or psychiatrists?
>>768065102
>I think it's good. Do you have any other drawing?
>I was seriously inclined to suicide three years later.
Thank you. Yes, I have other drawings.
Oh, I'm sorry you had to go through this. You can. you feel better now?
>>768065463
>Yes, I have other drawings.
Can you share them?
is that you in the painting? do you have curly hair?
>>768065207
>Anon, we need a little more background info before dishing out platitudes. Tell us more about your situation. What's on your mind specifically?
Well ... I can not do anything. I do not like me and nothing that I do.
I think I'm a horrible person, in every way.
I do not have anyone to talk about.
I feel insignificant in this world, I will never be good at anything. And sorry about my English, I'm from Brazil.
>>768065610
>is that you in the painting? do you have curly hair?
No haha its not me... I drew on the impulse
>>768065763
what inspired the character design?
>>768065463
I feel better now, yes. It's not like I've never wanted to kill myself again, but the despair was gone. I was going to ask you to show other sketch of yours, but someone already said it before
>>768065557
>Can you share them?
here?
I'm a little ashamed, I share some just in instagram.
>>768061433
Pray and ask God for help, don't take your own life
>>768065810
>what inspired the character design?
I do not know, I was sad and did it.
>>768065665
I'm the guy who asked about your sketch at first. And I've just wrote another topic about the despair going away etc. I'm also from Brazil, it's weird. Se quiser podemos conversar sobre o que tem lhe deixado mal. Sou um ouvinte pouco ortodoxo
>>768066017
he looks like a cute boy, minus the blood
>>768066006
>Pray and ask God for help, don't take your own life
I do not believe. :/
>>768066065
>he looks like a cute boy, minus the blood
Yeah, he's a cute boy haha that blood too.
>>768066057
Ah, oi! Podemos sim, já que teve essa coincidência.
>>768066006
God can help you, OP.
If you don't believe, then I'll pray for you.
>>768066328
Se quiser pode me mandar um direct no instagram, já que o usa para os seus desenhos. Criei uma conta para isso. Helvet2013. Logo seu thread será apagado, enfim. Pode me chamar lá se quiser.
>>768066377
>God can help you, OP.
>If you don't believe, then I'll pray for you.
Thank you! its something, i appreciate.
>>768066118
Go talk to a priest about it. If you're going to kill yourself surely it cant hurt to check it out
