im a pedophile, should i kill myself? i have a really strong attraction to kids like 8 and up and ive never done anything to anyone or even looked at child porn (unless you count loli) i have pretty good impulse control but i dont think any sex offender should be allowed to live so i should just off myself right?
>>768060463
Correct
Perish
>>768060613
tips for following through? I cant get my hands on a gun but just want it to be as quick and painless as possible.
>>768060899
Drive your car into a semi, down the highway.
Killed my brother pretty quick.
If you dont have a car you are an autistic Neet.
But seriously, if you are going to do it, just pin to 110 - 120 Km/h and slam head on into a Semi. Should do the job brother
Just cut your dick off and find another hobby.
>>768060463
You don't think sex offenders are a good thing? What about a man trying to teach his girlfriend a lesson? Sex offenders often have good intentions. Just be a good sex offender.
>>768061110
Kek
>>768061128
i am quite literally an autistic neet but i do have a car. thought about doing that but dont wanna hurt anybody, how likely is it that i die crashing into a stationary object at top speed?
>>768060463
probably
Don't do it man. More to life than sex.
>>768060463
Just fix your mind with a psychologist help !!!
If you are looking for a fast way, if it is legal on your country search for AYAHUASCA, use it properly, it might help as a short to you reprogram your mind, but you ll need to have a lot of will power to accomplish your goal !!!
Good luck !
>>768060463
You've never diddled a kid. You've never even looked at images of kids being diddled. You're not a sex offender. Don't kill yourself. Just don't fuck up any kids.
>>768061521
yeah ive been seeing a psychologist for a number of years now but it hasnt helped with that.
>>768061465
From job experience anything over 100 Km/h is probably going to be fatal. Like into a wall or something, will more than likely kill you.
(1) get a gf
(2) have kids
(3) rape them
(4) they come to /b/ 20 years later and write about being raped by their pedofag dad
(5) i'm still on /b/ in 20 years and laugh at them for being worse off in life than me
>>768060463
WAIT I've seen that blue haired girl before. Isn't she legal??!!
>>768061465
Disable the airbag and don't wear a seatbelt. Scout highways for trees unprotected by guardrails.
You should definitely kill yourself.
But to be clear, it's not because you're attracted to kids. It's because you believe a large swath of arbitrarily defined people deserve death. You're too dangerous and, honestly, probably really rude.
>>768061874
Actually you're likely to miss the tree when you eject and only get fucked up tumbling across ground. Best find a wall.
>>768060463
Don't be a suicide.
Find a gf who is into DDLG lifestyle. Several good websites with adult women looking for a daddy.
One night before you sleep take a hand a full bottle of pain killers that way you have time to tell anyone in your life that you love them and you what not and you will die in your sleep
Are you a girl?
>>768062078
Take a full bottle**
>>768061870
yeah shes legal, i wouldnt post child porn on the internet even if i did have it lol
>>768060463
technically speaking if you've never acted on it then congratulations, you are not a pedophile! As long as you control your urges and don't Fuck anyone up, you should be proud of yourself and revel in your self control and conduct. Keep up the good work anon, I'm rooting for you!
>>768062029
im a girl
>>768060463
I don’t think you’re a pedo until you take steps to do things you know are highly inappropriate or illegal.
That is always the line between being a criminal and a regular person.
many people have thoughts about murder, rape and other fantasies but you have to realize there is a difference between thinking something and doing something
>>768062258
Good! She looks grown in all her pics. I was about to burn my hard drive and my phone
>>768060463
Go for Ayahuasca then,
this drug when use it properly might help you tunning your senses so you can use the feeling as a tool to reprogram your mind fixing up your old traumas , etc
just dont use it too much , probably 1 to 4 times might do the trick , all drugs have a permanent health price to pay. (use a low as possible)
b4 use follow it diet rules for a week, use this week to meditate so it ll improve your performance while on the effect of the drug !
You're allowed to be attracted to kids, you can't help what you are attracted to. So don't
But if you look at real CP or anything with a real kid like you said you haven't, then do it you pussy
I have always wonder what do you call a teenager that was much older than me? Bugged me the longest time.
>>768062425
yo you got more, I swear I know her
Save the world, kill yourself
>>768062316
There are no girls on the internet. Only traps
>>768062797
yeah, let me dig em up
>>768062258
any more of her?
>>768062797
thanks bro, i really hope it's not who I think
>>768063054
Hopefully not
>>768060463
go to therapy bro. if that doesn't work, live innawoods far away from kids, follow some stoic path, do what u can to get rid of that. You cannot be having those desires. they can be forgotten as well.
>>768062995
>>768063054
yeah ive got more but i cant upload them cuz theyre too high res i guess, soz
>>768063054
>>768063125
This is old as hell. And, she’s of age
Would OP wanna snap before offing themselves?
>>768063125
oh it's that girl, thank fuck, cheers for the piece of mind- you know how it is when you recognise shit around the room or whatever
>>768063317
no prob
>>768062339
Oh PS if you knowingly target literal children for sex you should probably kill yourself.
>>768063407
yeah no i would never do that, ive been raped and abused before and i would never wish that on anyone. thats probably why im like this.
>>768062339
>>768062367
but that's not it .... it's the pain of desiring something you can never have.
It's like you are hetero and can't find a mate when all you ever wanted was to find a mate.
>>768060463
Drive a truck of peace into a gay pride parade rally and point a gun at the cops when they inevitably arrive to take you down.
You'll go out, and you'll probably take out a bunch of would-be pedos and degenerates with you.
>>768060463
My dream method for killing myself is hang a tight thing wire and drive my bike into it beheading myself. Probably livestreaming it somewhere.
I don't know how doable it is tho. I just think it would be an interesting way to go.
>>768062995
>>768064006
I always figured a long rope around my neck tied to a tree
>Do a burn out with my truck
>>768060463
>>look don't touch
>>if you can't handle it
>>you know what to do
>>768062141
>>768062078
unless you think the self affirmed NEET has access to narcotic PK's, all that will do is cause a several week long death from liver failure. ODing on any USA OTC PK isnt going to kill you quick at all.
and you wont get a donor liver.
>>768064006
ive always liked the one where you make a razor wire noose, put your head through, superglue your hands to your head, then drop. makes it look like you tore your own head off lol.
>>768060463
just dont fuck em. thats the part society has a problem with. you are not a sex offender just because of what makes your dick hard.
dont have kids, dont put yourself in situations where you may think you could get away with it, dont let yourself groom anyone. problem solved
>>768064387
im just worried because i see a lot of people live with it for a long time and then it becomes too much and they have to act. i dont want to be a fucking gross 50 year old woman diddling kids, thats not where i wanna go with my life.
>>768060463
>>768060463
Don't do It. As long as you are able to control your impulses and not do anything to a real child, you should be fine. Live your life.
>>768064570
You definitely shouldn't kill yourself. It's really not worth it.
Can I also recommend that you you send bobs and vegene?
>>768064570
>woman
My god you have it easy.
>Get pregnant
>Remove father in any way
>Raise child
>Start grooming them earlier in a loving and slow way
>???
>Profit
As long as you don't hurt the kid they won't say shit and to them it would be normal to be sexual with their mother, ez pz.
>>768060463
Reported and screen shot to fbi
>>768064816
i mean, you guys have been pretty helpful so lemme find a decent titty pic, or take one. hang around for that.
>>768064953
Everybody. You are welcome
Am recovering pedo, never touched anyone but used to collect not-technically-pornographic-but-still-pretty-questionable stuff. My therapist was actually pretty chill about it and made a big deal about how I couldn't be diagnosed with "pedophilic disorder", because I can control myself and don't want anyone to get hurt. I guess it helped that I voluntarily deleted everything before I brought it up.
>>768064570
How old are you?
>>768060463
Most of sicks like you are just insecure about your own sexuality and feel mentally more comfortable with undeveloped humans. You should go to a therapist first, maybe there is still a chance for redeem yourself
>>768065040
that's like saying you're recovering from the gay. You're either pedo or not - if you are, you're in it for life.
>>768065194
I mean it in the sense that a recovering addict is still an addict even after they're sober. Loli is my methadone.
>>768065040
what do you feel like is the biggest thing stopping you? i see a lot of pedos dont have the same kind of disgust with themselves as i do, so the only thing in their way is jailtime
You are your actions, not your thoughts.
All the people who would socially outcast you are the same ones who have murderous thoughts when being stuck in traffic probably.
Recognizing between right and wrong, and choosing the morally better option doesn't make you a degenerate, it makes you strong willed.
You can't control your thoughts, but you can control what actions you take.
You should let your hair grow out to a normal/natural color, start a workout regimen, open a bank account, find a job and get normal.
>>768061333
Checked
>>768065125
I made it to 37. Told myself to kill myself if I feel I can't control it anymore ... I extremely disciplined though and can't imagine that I would loose control. Probably gonna off myself because it's just a sad life though.
>>768065117
oh yeah ive been in therapy since i was a wee little tot. told my therapist about this maybe 2 or 3 years ago, talked to a specialist once and got scared they were gonna declare me a danger to the public or something so i stopped talking about it
>>768061703
THIS TBH
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>>768065370
illegal where I live.
>>768065125
I have had a crush on my little sister for about 2 or 3 years, and last year it got real bad because I started sniffing her panties and jacking off to them, so I know how you feel.
I am slowly getting better but what has helped me is mostly just discipline. Sadly there is no secret formula to getting over this. You just have to remember that it is wrong and try to think of something else when you get "ideas". I still have a bit of a crush but it's not as bad as last year
>>768065573
missouri?
my gf/sortawife is also a deviant. we keep each other in check by indulging other deviances. also having someone else who knows, and feels similarly helps since you can talk about it but not engage outside of mutual fantasy.
>TFW I'm attracted to pretty much anything 14 and up.
>TFW society says fucking a hot and ready teenage girl is illegal
>TFW I've had teenagers throwing themselves at me.
>>768065749
thankfully i dont have incestuous feelings about my own family, although incest is one of my big fetishes
>>768065906
That's how it started for me
>>768065749
How old is/was she and how old are/were you?
Kids being experimenting and being curious is not that bad.
>>768066001
Incest started it with you?
>if so who
>>768066128
She was 11/12 now 14
I'm now 19
>>768066138
Incest started as my fetish
>>768066310
Yeh man u fuked in the head.
>>768066383
... I know
>>768066310
Bet you watched her bath? They boldly run around the house naked
>>768066537
Before I was attracted to her
>>768062642
I saw a teen on the train she was 14 or 15 guyanese maybe and she was taller than me with a full body. is that wrong to like that? she was amazingly beautiful. from behind it looked like a 23 year old when she turned around she was so young
am I wrong for liking her still?
>>768066583
She seen you with her undies?
>>768061110
So what does this actually do? I need a good laugh
>>768066727
Free FBI website for the public to visit
>>768066636
What makes you think I should be the one to answer that?
>>768066636
Yes. Just die now please.
>>768066444
At least you got trips!
anyway guys, this is my tiddies, thanks for the help, love you
>>768066942
Timestamp?
>>768063667
who is this?
>>768066942
Thats a man.
>>768066942
Timestamp em
>>768066805
Lmfao that's great
>>768060463
Yes.
>>768066637
You're a big help
>>768061703
Spoken like a true pedophile.
>>768066942
Hot, but timestamp...?
>>768067096
How so?
>>768065819
This. This is what I can relate to.
>>768066988
its kind of an old-ish pic so no timestamp but you can tineye it and youll see its never been posted online before.
>>768060463
>sex offender
you are not an offender tho
>>768060463
Just get chemically castrated so you no longer experience erections.
>>768063667
Can I get a name on this chick
>>768067298
OP is a girl
>>768067178
Why can't you just take another one? No one's gonna know who you are and if you still have the piercing it'll be even more convincing
>>768066942
actually, just kill yourself.
>>768067497
kek
>>768065419
Wait so because I think niggers should die but have never acted on it means in but racist sweet thanks Anon
>>768067002
You can see the cut from the surgery under the breast.
>>768066942
Not just a tranny, but a pedo tranny
Damn life is really fucking you over
>>768060463
Why kill yourself? Less than 100 years ago it wasn't really a huge crime anywhere, just some fags these days who make everything sexual seem like it's murder
Just don't commit crimes and you're alright, if you want to shoot someone you simply don't do it. Same thing with sticking your cock in some underage girls puss, just don't do it
>>768067723
pedo tranny with ptsd! but at least i have a girlfriend.
>>768067002
100 percent dude right ther i tell you wut
>>768067804
Why do you have PTSD?
>>768067660
Racism shouldn't mean anything anyway. If you want to fight someone because they call you a nigger than fight them.
It shouldn't have anything to do with being fired though
>>768060463
Why don't you allow yourself to be studied?
>>768067945
by who?
>>768064006
At best it would internally decapitate you, not full decapitation. And too high of a chance of surviving to try it, if you fuck up and live the consequences are going to be extreme shit
It would be better to anchor the wire to a tree and tie it around your neck and then gun it at full speed
>>768068014
Psychologists.
The more that is understood about it, the more likely they will find a way to treat and manage it.
>>768067939
kind of a long story but a combination of childhood trauma that led me to have serious behavioral issues as a child (i dont remember any of this and my mom doesnt tell me much but she suddenly had to leave the state to get me away from my dad when i was 3 so...take your guesses) and then the years of trying to hide my gender identity, then the harrassment, stalking, threats, and rape after i came out.
I fucked around with my adopted cousin. I'm 2.5 years older. Started when I was 13 and cousin was 10. Went on until 16 and 14 maybe.
>>768068291
well ive got a psychologist and shes never suggested any studies but ill ask her.
>>768068308
>gets molestered
>turns into a tranny and a pedo
So the usual
>>768068415
That's a step in the right direction.
>>768060463
if ur attracted to children under puberty: ur a retard
if u think pedophilia is sex offender: ur a retard
if u need to ask someone else to figure out whether or not to end your own life: ur a retard
thats
3/3
cy@
>>768068345
If anyone in my family knew they would kill me. I'm 33 now.
>>768068473
yeah it really seems to have fucked with my brain. i like being a girl better than being a boy though, at least now that i pass (with like, makeup and flattering clothes and the like)
>>768068308
I was messed to the point, the older I go the less I remember then teenagers face. For the life of me I can't remember what his face looks like.
>>768060463
Don't kill yourself,roleplay a bit online and find someone who loves you for who you are and is childlike I guess?
Or if you really hate yourself for being a pedi you can always chemically castrate yourself,no reason to be so drastic
>>768060463
As long as you are not a rapist then you're fine. I recommend you a tpe loli doll
>>768064123
Any place online to find her sex videos?
>>768061482
i ask for sauce
>>768069050
Has anyone had that problem?
>>768060463
name of the cute girl? Or mega
>>768069853
apparently its holly? i dont know any other details, sorry
>>768069067
i mean yeah i have a girlfriend and shes really small and totally flat so that really does it for me, im more worried about the long term i guess.
just buy a doll
>>768060463
yes
>>768070903
based doll bro
let's hope he doesn't live in a cuck country that banns these
>>768060463
The fact that your acknowledging its a problem is good, just get help and discipline yourself to never drink alcohol around children
>>768070903
eugh i mean i would but then id have to explain to my girlfriend why i have a fuckdoll of an 8yr old in the house
>>768070903
I hear they ban these in certain countries, why is this? I think they are a good idea better they have a doll than a real kid.
>>768071184
some people just hide them, in any case it's better than killing yourself
>>768071184
>girlfriend
RIP faggot
deal with your life of normalcy you built
Or try to make her understand it's just a doll you wanna fuck, instead of her
>>768071400
SJW and feminazi's can't mind their own business and have nothing better to do that take silicone toys away from people
>>768071494
it's not just feminist cunts that are against it -- social conservatives aren't too fond of it either
>>768071400
yeah i agree, it's pretty stupid to ban a harmless outlet when they could prevent real harm from being done, they are trying to do it in the US too
>>768071577
I hear they are illegal to import into the US and the UK just read this online a minute ago
>>768071577
I have to buy one soon before they do that dumb shit. I would like to say we could probably ship them in anyways since people mail drugs, bombs, and all kinds of shit
>>768065194
this
>>768071577
>as reported by the Weekly Standard, Donovan “has proposed the Curbing Realistic Exploitative Electronic Pedophilic Robots (CREEPER) Act to ban their import and make possession of them illegal,” citing his career of “locking up pedophiles.
>making an acronym that spells "CREEPER" just to make it seem more scary
hate these faggots
>>768071685
they are not illegal in the US, but customs still seizes them sometimes. they are illegal in the UK tho
>>768071775
it would be risky because if the bill passes and you get caught you could get in trouble. it probably won't pass tho and if it does i bet it gets thrown out as unconstitutional
This is interesting that they would ban child dolls. I just found out about this ban today. I think if they make them illegal its a violation, owning silicon ??? Is their any studies on people owning child dolls and committing more child molestation or less. Where is the data on this? or is it too new a phenomenon to have data on yet?
>>768071494
has anyone actually done any research on the effects of loli porn and dolls like these on the pedophile population? do we really know if it helps because its an outlet? or does it foster the desire? i dont think i can say either way
>>768071915
yeah he would just cause more harm preventing people from having any legal outlet
wow weird society we live in we jail people for buying dolls now holy fuck
http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-4633322/Man-smuggled-paedophile-sex-doll-jailed.html
>>768072101
When I listen to gangster rap I want to kill people, doesn't mean I've killed anyone. Pedos have been around forever, it's really not even that unnatural and it wasn't even super illegal anywhere 50 years ago
Well, fuck. The thumbnail looked like she was my "type", legal but young-looking. One and a half million views on a major mainstream porn site, posted a few years ago, gotta be safe, I thought. Nope, old LS-Magazine video.
I should just fucking stick to 2D.
>>768060899
Are you looking to go down in a blaze of glory, or go down peacefully?
>>768060463
Everybody is but a few ones can admit it
>>768072083
true, they don't really care about helping kids, they just want to virtue signal
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>>768072265
if i actually do it then certainly as peacefully as possible. dont want it to hurt, dont want to hurt anyone else or cause property damage. i thought maybe like a mega heroin overdose?
>>768072101
there is this, it should be the same for pedos
https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/all-about-sex/201601/evidence-mounts-more-porn-less-sexual-assault
>>768061482
so no sauce?
>>768070903
lol
>>768072308
I just really hope it's going to be easy to get them anyway
Seems really stupid if cops start setting up positions outside houses that order loli dolls
>>768072518
They really do overblow everything these days
For instance they make it seem like we're having so many murders but it's way down from before
>>768072554
henreader.
>>768072681
Hi Fake Marianon
>>768072736
that would be stupid, but i think you would have a strong case as long as you don't have CP
>>768072792
yeah that's true, and gun crime is way down. they should look a Japan where loli and loli dolls are much more common, they have lower rates of sexual assault
>>768072518
idk if im willing to assume that its the same for pedos, but its interesting to say the least
>>768073046
True, hopefully this stuff doesn't pass anytime soon but things get passed fast these days. It sucks I don't have the money to just buy 3 or 4 of them right now
>>768060463
Get sterilized, vermin
>>768072518
doesn't this study support the notion for government-provided Ethical Child Porn?
>>768073109
i don't see any reason why it wouldn't be the same, we are still humans
>>768073180
well the bill hasn't made any progress in a few months so hopefully it will just die
>>768073359
i think they should just leave people alone as long as they aren't harming anyone
>>768070903
How much did all these cost you?
As someone whose been a victim of pedophelia and someone who now has children....I don’t believe anyone who has any sort of sexual inclination towards children or minors deserve to walk on gods great earth. I applaud you for resisting your urges but I honestly would be glad to hear there’s one less rotten pedophile alive.
>>768073462
I pray your right fam, I want a family like yours someday
>>768073530
greentext please, I need to fap
>>768061171
This would actually work, good job anon
>>768067660
Thinking it means nothing, we all have our own racial biases. But going around touting it would be a bad action.
Your mind is a free for all playground, go nuts, but lets all get along in the real world.
>>768073485
they were $800-$1,500 for each, i don't know how much total
>>768073545
thanks. i hope you can get some, someday
>>768060463
Don't kill yourself until you know you want to do something bad I would say. And if you decide to go then just close up the garage and run the car until you pass from asphyxiation.
>>768073667
I'm going to have to make it a goal to get some soon just incase, they already shut back down page on me! I guess they just want a bunch of depressed and sexless guys who will actually commit crimes
>>768072109
Post more lewds. Ass in particular, but not exclusive. Can you customize how phat the ass is?
>>768060463
Either off yourself or don’t beat our meat for a year
>>768073530
yeah i mean honestly i shouldve been eugenics'd out. no reason for people to be churnin out weird-ass babies like me, wish my dad had just pulled out.
>>768073798
dont have a garage :l
>>768073530
I'm sorry for what happened to you, but i have never done anything like that. we could give every man a test when he turns 18, attach sensors to his body and show him various pictures and videos and if he gets aroused by the wrong thing just kill him. I think you would be surprised how few men would be left alive
>>768073803
good luck
>>768073815
you have to choose a body they have. a custom doll it $6000+
Yea best solution is either suicide or therapist help since pedophilia is most likely a sever mental illness
>>768073902
why can't he beat our meat for a year? I need to cum
Yeah kill yourself you insect
>>768074079
That doll cost 6000?
>>768063577
just go to thailand and fuck some kids
>>768074210
no that would be the price to have a custom doll made. that one is $1,500
Just keep it in your pants don’t kys unless you touch kids
>>768074079
>>768074346
sexy loli butt
>>768074079
>I'm sorry for what happened to you, but i have never done anything like that. we could give every man a test when he turns 18, attach sensors to his body and show him various pictures and videos and if he gets aroused by the wrong thing just kill him. I think you would be surprised how few men would be left alive
truth
>>768074346
Hot, love your dolls.
>>768074079
>>768074346
Damn thats a great ass.
Are these catdolls?
>>768074433
i mean, not just men, women too. youd be surprised how many women are pedos too
>>768072308
too soon...
>>768060463
Anon, don't kill yourself.
While you may loath being part of a hated group, you have to perservere.
There are people like me who you can rely on for support.
All you need to do is ask
>>768074537
yes but they can control it much more than men
>>768060463
Nah m8, do a Dexter. Be a bad guy that hunts bad guys. Only where he was a murderer that killed other murderers, you need to lure in other pedos. Then idk, take them out or something. Rape them?
Figure it out
>>768074644
why is that?
>>768074527
that is a DH168 Bel
>>768074442
thanks
>>768074873
>>768074967
am i gonna get in trouble if i save these? also, do you have any of you like...actually fucking the dolls?
>>768074967
Do they have a nice asshole too or is that neglected? Manufacturers seem to neglect the asshole alot.
How are the cheeks? Are they soft or firm? I got some of those fake asses a while back. While I enjoyed them, i found them way too soft and rubberry and not big enough considering it was just the ass. If i buy anything else of the sort again its gonna be a full doll.
lmao this thread turned into a doll thread now
>>768060463
Maybe get your head shrunk a bit and find the crux of why you have a nonstandard sexuality/fetishization. Because it most likely is fetishization
Uncle merv might have conducted penis inspection day in the poolhouse
or you played doctor with a childhood female friend
Hebephilia is a lot more common. My first "real" girlfriend was 13 and a highschool freshman when I was 15 and from about 14 on to 18 that little catholic girl with the A cups, palmable ass, and deep well of repressed desire turned out to essentially be a straight up fucking exhibitionist who liked to get fingered in public and suck me off in my car. Last I checked when she was like 20 on fb she is the same height, same cup size, but put on 20lbs and was beginning the inexorable march to looking like her mother (you average pear shaped 55 year old) The idea, key word being idea, of a predatorily sexual underage girl is a turn on for probably everyone who got laid in highschool because you probably still have the fucking nudes if you went to highschool when digital cameras were a thing. So anyone under 30. And the same for every permavirgin due to the memories of coquettish high school sophomores deeply seared into their minds.
>>768075227
no. no
>>768075441
the ass holes are pretty simple and are pron to tearing. the cheeks are very nice and soft
getting late, i need to go
>>768060463
Get some counselling.
I think there are a lot of people in a position like yours. I firmly believe there are more pedophiles out there that don't do anything to kids. So long as you know it's wrong, have done everything you can to fix yourself, and have never done anything to a kid, you shouldn't kill yourself. Kill yourself if you touch a kid.
>>768074918
because women can control their sexual urges better than men can. women are biologically turned off by sex for the most part so it is easy for a woman to surpress her sexual desires for a child
its the same if a grown woman has a sex crush on a man she wont show it or at least make it less obvious
>>768075641
i am in therapy, have been since i was very young
dad almost definitely molested me but have no memory of it
its not hebephilia
>>768070903
Hey, it's doll guy!
>>768075940
>I got molested
>I am a pedo
guess why you're a pedo
>>768075850
have you ever...talked to a woman? women like to fuck. they just dont like to fuck the way men do.
Am I the only fourteen years old boy that would let a grown adult that's a girl fuck me ?
>>768076150
women DO NOT like to fuck
Im a well experienced guy with women and average looks and they do not like sex or flirting or anything of that nature
only 30% of all girls that Ive spoken to never lead to or end up wanting sex
Ok so basically this girl is a pedofile that's literally something I would never see tbh
>>768076647
Ah I thought I was
>>768060463
Get medical help anon.
You are probably just fucking lonely.
>>768076552
just because youre ugly and awkward doesnt mean they dont want sex lol
>>768076780
nah im not, i have a girlfriend
>>768075641
>fetishization
what would be the difference from being an actual pedo, and having a kid fetish? same thing no?
>>768076552
>the virgin anon
"Average girls don't like sex"
>the chad thundercock
"hey bro lets go pig hunting at the local bar, those sluts will do anything!"
>>7680604
Is the op even her still?
>>768066942
*vomit noises*
>>768077182
I mean here
26 here, will end up killing myself because of that too. I feel sick and lonely, and it gets worse every day.
If you really thing about if your a pedofile try to find the root cause of why you are
Anyone have the sauce for OP's pic? I swear the girl and room are almost an exact match for my ex.
Where tf I'd the op at
>>768060463
Kys
>>768077029
do you jerk it to completely unrealistic pornography of little nippon girls who shout "my body is moving all on it's own!" when they get raped wearing skimpy outfits late at night in a dark park but think that anyone who has actually touched let alone raped a kid should be lynched?
>fetish
do you have to actively resist the urge to make your niece touch your dick when you babysit her
>you're a fucking pedophile
now the latter can do the former, but the former is primally disgusted with the latter and wants them dead.
>mfw I'm a passive pedo and little girls crawl all over me
Ok guys I wanna meet the op of the board now
>>768077385
its because i was molested as a young child. now do i kill myself or what?
>>768077502
let me put it this way: loli manga is a substitute.
>>768061874
Airbags will not deploy in modern cars if you are not buckled up.
>>768077634
You shouldn't kill your self because you got a fucked up mind you should maybe just accept it just don't go touching little kids
>>768060463
to all guys that are saying they want to kill themselves: don't. it's not worth it. most of society says that pedophiles are scumbags that don't deserve to live and if you haven't molested a child then you eventually will and are just a ticking timebomb.
this isn't true and is as ass-backwards as people saying you should kill yourself if you're gay or black or blind or whatever.
my suggestion is to find why you have that sexual attraction. it's usually never really a genetic thing, like all sexual fetishes and fantasies, it usually comes from some event in your childhood.
once you discover why you're attracted to kids in that way, it becomes much easier to deal with your problem. if you never know why you're attracted you're always living in fear of the unknown and you always live as a slave to your desires.
and above all, remember that what you got isn't something new, and is a lot more common than you think. people you talk to and meet every day are the same as you, people you wouldn't even think. they just don't talk about it because society deems pedophilia as demonic as murder, despite the fact humans had been fucking prepubescent children for millenia. i'm not advocating pedophilia here, i'm just saying that you shouldn't believe that it's this life-ruining disease that totally corrupts you forever and ever just because we said so within the past couple of centuries. it can be treated, and with enough time and practice, eventually it won't be a problem for you anymore. therapy and counseling helps.
>>768072101
pedophilia in a population is extremely difficult to actually quantify and measure for the same reason homosexuality was extremely hard to measure a century ago, because it's so vilified and taboo in today's society that nobody wants to own up to it for fear of being punished.
>>768065419
this anon gets it
>>768078456
>t's usually never really a genetic thing
then explain japanese and brazilian scat porn u fucking moron
Suppose there's a monster who lives near to a town. The monster loves eating people, he fantasizes about going out in the night and hunt the citizens of the town and feast upon their flesh. But he doesn't, he tries fulfill his wishes when he's alone, in his cave, and when he goes out he acts just like a human, he even earned a good reputation from the people of the town. No one knows he has evil impulses, and he, as well, tries to supress them, or if it's not possible, to fulfill them when he's alone or in any other scenario in which no one could get harmed
>>768077385
OP/someone who is a claimed non practicing pedo got diddled, which is the story of pretty much literally every pedophile. Especially male on male pedophillia. It's your typical cycle of abuse psychobabble.
>>768077679
now if you abstained from loli hentai would you now be spending afternoons frequenting playgrounds and jerking off in the adjacent port a shitter or would you just go "no bad dick! bad dick!" for a few weeks until you kicked your fetish by jerking it to traps or something.
I used to be a type of youth instructor and one thin(lithe), blond hair blue eyed girl with a face for child acting, who really needed a fucking training bra, had VERY prominent pokies. I was very uncomfortable. Key word being uncomfortable. I was thinking "what the fuck man what have you become" not "Ok if I show her proper form by repositioning her maybe no one will find it weird I'm holding her hips"
>>768078606
culture, you mongoloid. race =/= culture
>>768060463
fix your self
women a basically big kids
>>768060463
You already know that the answer is yes.
>>768061128
Fuck you and your faggot brother. People who involve others when trying to kill themselves are honestly sad. Why involve someone else when you just want to kill yourself?
>>768078661
culture come from genetics u fucktard
OP here, thanks guys. im not gonna kill myself tonight, but if i ever feel like i cant control it i will definitely do it and probably facebook live it or something. sorry i turned out to be a tranny, hope some of you at least liked my fake tits, glad we learned a little bit about loli dolls. bye guys.
>>768078885
Rip
>>768078885
Ur not the op
>>768060463
>>768078650
I don't see the distinction.
Just because you don't ACT on your desire - even if you find your desire morally repulsive - doesn't change the fact that you have that desire. If you have fantasies, if you find your mind wondering toward those taboo desires, then you are a pedo plain and simple whether you actually act on it or not.
I don't believe for a second that there is a single person who jacks it to anime loli who doesn't also have those desires - and is therefore pedo - even if they have never (and would never) commit an actual criminal act against a child.
The op left I'm positive kiddos
>>768078650
from my research sexual fetishes are really, really hard to just "kick to the curb" altogether without replacing it with something just as thrilling while still being legal or more appropriate. either that or cut down on your horniness levels altogether with the whole "use it or lose it" mentality, but that might be a problem if you want a sexual relationship in the future.
the whole substitution thing i can see the merits in but i'm not totally sure on its effects because i haven't seen any concrete data of it cutting down molestation or anything, but that's REALLY hard to track. good luck getting people to voluntarily say whether or not they read loli on any sort of large scale. regardless i think roleplay and substitution can be effective, but if you really want to get rid of the problem then it's best not to use those methods as crutches.
>>768078456
Pedophilia isn't even a bad thing when the kids are into it, you know instead of being forced or tricked, especially when they don't get brainwashed into thinking it's a bad thing.
I had a blast humping hot chicks as a kiddo, those were good times.
>>768063667
>>768064123
https://imgur.com/a/stvro
>>768060463
yes
>>768079085
Now it's just you and me.
>>768060463
>>768079045
should a man with fantasies of punching his boss in the face be fired simply on the merit that he sometimes thinks of it? should a man with fantasies of eating another man for sexual pleasure be enough to arrest him? should a man who finds rotting corpses arousing be punished? etc. etc.
often times these fantasies aren't willfully planned out or thought of, but they're imprinted into the individual's psyche at a very young age without their permission. as a result they're unintentional: the individual did not ask to be attracted to horse asses or children or corpses, they simply are. those are their fantasies and fetishes.
a mentally healthy individual should recognize that these fetishes and fantasies are just that, fantasies, and should be confined to their mind and not applied in the real world because they obviously have harmful consequences.
however, a mentally unhealthy individual that does not recognize the weight of their own actions will obviously act on these impulses.
if you agree with me, then i think we can both come to the conclusion that the crux of this issue is that these fetishes, by themselves, do not actively cause the individual to pursue their fantasies in real life, but it is their overall mental health and well-being that does. just as a mentally healthy man sometimes has fantasies of kicking his boss in the balls, a mentally healthy man can have fantasies of having sex with a child and still never act on those impulses for his entire life. the same cannot be said of someone who is mentally unwell.
>>768079045
Oh boy, if that logic was valid I would get like a million lethal injections even though I dindu nuffin.
>>768079815
for clarification: mental health, in this case, can be defined as the ability to behave rationally by understanding the weight of one's actions on the world beyond their own.
>>768060463
I sucked another boys dick when I was in Kindergarten, I was molested by a man I cannot remember, but I remember the event at the same age. I was also incarcerated when I was 13 and forced by two guards to suck their dicks every couple of days for 8 months, or risk being physically restrained and have their dicks forced into my mouth. I have lived through a lot of sexual assault and molestation and somehow I am not a pedophile. I am also not gay. No one knows about my history of sexual abuse not even my wife. I know its not my fault but I feel ashamed about it. I have done a lot of reading on the topic and the general consensus is that pedophilia is not a choice it is a neurological disorder. There is a lot of debate as to whether it is biological or environmental. I don't want you to kill yourself because you hold value in the world. Maybe not to yourself at the moment, but to those who love you. I feel like people who do act on their urges do so under duress and are incapable of deciding not to act on their urges. It is a terrible disease and I hope you choose to never hurt a child. IMHO living with this is a rough road.
>>768079045
did you jerk it to traps before you came to 4chan?
did you feel the innate desire to fuck children before playing hide the finger with uncle jerry until he had to move to zanzabar. forever.
did you fap to lolicon before discovering 2008 era 4chan or exhentai.com?
can you go to liveleak or Heavy-r and watch two girls one cup, pain olympics, and ISIS executions without flinching? congratulations! You've been desensitized. Now imagine the same thing but you're also going "the shit I have to put up with" and jerking off for years at a time.
Not to say there aren't honest to god fucking pedophiles who have to resist urges to fuck real life kids like OP apparently. But usually, like OP, someone stuck something up their poop shoot when they were 7.
>ITT keyboard psych specialists
