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sometimes i wonder if i have borderline personality disorder

ughgf
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Gotta have personality to begin with
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>>768005967
I HAVE LOTS OF PERSONALITY

except idk
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>>768006122
altho mostly it is about being a whiny cunt who has tantrums often and talks shit about some fucked up shit that MAY have happened in early childhood
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>>768006236
>greentext storytime
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>>768006236
Breakup has impacted your life.

>Story
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This is retarded. I can't answer this.
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>>768006509
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>>768006287
idk i cant remember shit but its like

>be 4 years old
>daycare that I NEVER LIKED GOING TO
>feel sick everyday
>cant even eat food there
>nobody likes me
>not the kids
>especially not the daycare keepers
>do something "bad"
>be stripped naked in front of other kids
>whipped hard

and

>be locked in a bathroom with someone
>cant get out
>be raped

idk sorry like everything is lame and shit and stuff

but like i dont even know what is real anymore cuz i had this psychotic episode where i thought my dad raped me a LOT when i was young and beat me and other horrible stuff but i guess none of that happened so its bullshit. like it was so fucking vivid the thoughts and everything i had

>be in front of and old school crt computer monitor
>in daddy's lap
>his dick inside me
>he's punching me repeatedly
>see it all happening on the computer screen cuz he's doing deep web fuckery

fucking none of it was real i guess and i spent 3 months in a psych ward and etc
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>>768006439
oh yeah i had a daddy but he fucking left me because my psychosis was too much

he said he liked a little crazy but full blown psychosis ooh too fucking much

also i did stupid stuff when i was in the ward so that too, i also broke up with him cuz i thought everything was fake but i took everything back and was like I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU and shit
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>>768006587
I'm 26..

Anyone has ADD/ADHD?
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i'm 20
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>>768006909
>>768008155
also i do
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>>768008155
fuckkk i just turned 20 too but I WANT TO BE 19 FOREVER GOD DAMNIT

IM NO LONGER A TEEN FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK
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>>768005900
i dont give a fuck. i have a slight of intelligence and brain power which makes me older than most of you retards here. i can understand 4chan before even having been on the site. You can't. All you can do is repeat random garbage because thats all you are. Basically what im trying to say is you're a fucking faggot.
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>>768008203
i want to be what my mental age is :(
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>>768005967
I've built up so much character I've got an alter ego.
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>>768008203
21, feelsbadman
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>>768008222
This could make really good copypasta when baiting oldfags.
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>>768008203
I am 19 i am scared of losing my teen too. Fuck what to do? Time going so fast ast ast
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>>768006744
What the fuck are you talking about? Who in their right mind would stick around and listen to inane ramblings such as this?

Just fucking off yourself. Get out of the pool today!
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says 29, i'm 21 :( gotta lighten up
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>>768008516
wow ur really nice dude

"inane ramblings"

i only form coherent sentences
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>>768008572
I mean it. Stop talking like an unstable little girl who's mom's a Biiiitch!!
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>>768008684
im into ddlg so im fine with being called a little girl ;)

also my mom might be bipolar and she may have hurt me plenty of times when i was little but shes not a bitch. at least not anymore
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I'm 18
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>>768005900
Get off my fucking lawn.
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>>768008744
Stupid little slut come here suck my cock
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>>768008201
When were you diagnosed and do you use meds?
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Im 23 and i feel like im more of an adult than most people around 30.. Whats wrong with our generation?
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>>768008951
u called me stupid woah

but thats okay cuz ur kinda right

also i would totally suck ur dick but i live really far and i also pretty much have a bf but he lives far too and hes getting tired of me throwing tantrums like everyday or every few days and stuff
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>>768009179
i dont give a fuck. i have a slight of intelligence and brain power which makes me older than most of you retards here. i can understand 4chan before even having been on the site. You can't. All you can do is repeat random garbage because thats all you are. Basically what im trying to say is you're a fucking faggot.
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>>768009155
I am 18 and got 40 too. We both cool
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>>768009179
This is some fag role playing.
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>>768009282
nah im not a fag and im not roleplaying

WHY THE FUCK WOULD YOU THINK THAT YOU FUCKING CUNT?!

LIKE WTF
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>>768009155
I hear you.
Me >>768006909
My most problem is my loneliness. There's plenty of of people that would like to hang out with me but even when surrounded by people i feel alone. I think I need that special best friend. But that's something out of my control. For now I have to figure how to keep my mind calm and survive my days.
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>>768009321
K
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>>768009155
>i dont give a fuck. i have a slight of intelligence and brain power which makes me older than most of you retards here. i can understand 4chan before even having been on the site. You can't. All you can do is repeat random garbage because thats all you are. Basically what im trying to say is you're a fucking faggot.

you
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i am 29.
i feel so much older.
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>>768011110
>11110
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>>768005900
Link?
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>>768011951
>>768005900
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>>768011951
Just google it, its the first link on the list.
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>>768012073
>google
Link?
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You need to speak up I'm wearing a towel!
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>>768012291
https://mymentalage.com
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>>768005900
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>>768012291
https://www.google.com
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>>768012522
Ok, thanks.
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30. Eh, Close enough.
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i'm 16 never thought that my mind is older than my body
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38
the correct answer to "baseball caps" is "they look stupid outside of baseball games"
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>>768005900
>self diagnosing
Basic Bitch: The Thread.
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I'm 25
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>>768008903
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>>768013214
Your mind isn't older than your body.
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>>768013214
>I'm 16
b&
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im 21
feel way older
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>be 26
>get 8 on metal age
Excellent.
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40
I'm 43

My mental age was 40 when I was a teen. I've always been at 40 years crisis point and as a whiteman always at suicide age.
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>having an older mental age is why people die young
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>>768013725
this but actually 24
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>>768013214
I can tell by the way you spell it’s not.
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>>768005900
This shit is the most basic bitch quiz ever. This hits on the head every cliche stereotype about old/young mindsets and was designed for facebook. Why are people here taking it? Are we normies?
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>>768006604
You are a fucking but job. Way to ruin your fathers life.
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>>768014188
hes been dead since i was 8
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>>768005967
fpbp
Thread is kill.
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>>768014158
>Why are people here taking it?
For the same reason you are posting here.
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>>768008903
How about you fuck off first bubba?
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>>768005900
I DO have borderline personality disorder.
If you want me to take the test you did to compare results I'm pretty sure you'll figure out it has nothing to do with mental age.
Do the DSMV tests instead and see a doctor if you would like to have that professionaly tested / therapied.
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>>768014255
Confusion?
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>>768005900
>y, those are $0.00?
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>>768014388
Boredom.
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>>768005900
Ok
I guess I'm not like most people
I'm not even old
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>>768014344
nah im not using the mental age test as anything

what i do know is that before i went psychotic i had every diagnostic criteria for it and my bf at the time would agree that i have bpd cuz his other ex had it and she was exactly like me and blah blah blah

and ive done lots of tests to that and they all tell me to see a doctor or something lolz

but none of it really matters idk its just that discovering what bpd was really explained a lot of the things i do and why im the way i am and why my interpersonal relationships are so fucking unstable and fucky and etc

ANYWAY I FUCKING FEEL LIKE I HATE MY FUCKING BF SO MUCH BECAUSE I FEEL LIKE I CANT TRUST HIM
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>>768012479
>https://mymentalage.com
Thanks fag, Have a beer
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>>768006909
No, bipolar type 1. I'm 32.
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>>768014736
I'm 19 btw
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>>768008155
u smoke kush my brotha?
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>>768014320
>>768008903

You can both get the fuck off my lawn
>>768012317
>>768013373
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Borderline has nothing to do with how old you are? Are you from Wisconsin?
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I'm 52, so I'm still young at heart.
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>>768005900
this test is bullshit
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>>768005900
This test is woefully inaccurate. People call me "Old Man" for a reason...
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>>768015286
>I am surprised that an internet based test that purports to analyze my maturity without ever meeting me is inaccurate.
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>>768009241

>we both cool
>we both
>doesn't know how to conjugate

How about you BOTH are morons!
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>>768013725
>AUA
Had a slight chuckle... Aua is German for ouch.
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>>768013774

t. pedo scum who watches shows for kids.
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>>768014898
Will study more about bipolar. I think I was 80% sure about ADD. It just makes sense. I should finally get my courage to see my family doctor for a specialist appointment.
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>>768015282
>>768015093

first one is real... i'm 33
second one i tried to answer how an old person would.
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>>768014995
yeah
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>>768015818
Dude, alright, if you're out there mobbin' through on a hot summer day and you don't go for a nice iced loli, what the fuck are you even living for?
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>>768014805
>last sentence
that's pretty "typical" / normal for borderline.
trust me, i have that shit.
i am pretty well therapied, 34/M btw
but some shit sometimes still comes through.
but a good therapy makes life alot easier
i am married, i have children, i have work, i have a drive license and a car, ...

also regarding the trust issue
it's not especially focussed at your friend i bet
its more likely we tend to trust nobody too much, if we even trust at all - not only but as well to be on the safe side when being disappointed
you can't get too disappointed if you never expected too much.
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>>768016277

i dont give a fuck. i have a slight of intelligence and brain power which makes me older than most of you retards here. i can understand 4chan before even having been on the site. You can't. All you can do is repeat random garbage because thats all you are. Basically what im trying to say is you're a fucking faggot.
!!
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>>768016317
Please keeps spamming this.
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>>768015818
wth kids shows are the best thing on tv
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>>768016438
cosmo & wanda ftw
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>>768016315
yeah he said hes going to belgium to meet a "friend" who he claims is male but how do i know its not actually a girl and hes gonna spend a few days fucking her? or what if it is a man and hes gonna fuck a guy?

like seriously. if he fucking cheats on me then i want to rip him to shreds

but yea i have friends and sometimes i feel really fucking mad at them because they dont talk to me and they go outside and hang out without me and its so infuriating to think that
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>>768016438

I selected Liberal and my IQ and mental age instantly dropped!
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>>768016423
>>768016373
>>768016412

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>>768016014
If you have depressive episodes that sounds like a good idea. Couldn't hurt anyway
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19 here
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>>768016373
>>768016412
>>768016423

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>>768016473
also for the longest time i thought it was normal behaviour to like HATE SOMEONE like REALLY HATE EVERY ASPECT OF THEIR BEING for example after being some time away from them but then i meet them again and theyre kinda nice and im like "BEST PERSON EVER, sorta"
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>>768016694
Depression is an outcome of my problems, not the cause. At least I'm aware of that.
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>>768005900
I'm 18
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>>768005900
>24
>got 36

seems alright
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>>768012485
its the wrong website
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ayyeeeee, im 18 btw
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