I've never been closer to suicide in my life. Gun on the table. What do
>>767974017
Troll some threads for just another night. Repeat wash then repeat. /b is here for you bro. Don't go.
>>767974017
pull the trigger dumb nigger
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=BqMF0KrHQrE
>>767974338
Everything around me is going to be gone soon, I can't just ignore it
>>767974441
You might be the reason a link to me streaming a suicide will be posted
I would try masturbating to death first. Can't hurt, might be fun. Don't waste your time shooting yourself. We laugh at retards not go full tard.
>>767974639
I was thinking of doing something big before offing myself. GTA real life maybe
>>767974441
>the edge
Hyperfaggot right here
>>767974740
No. Find some happiness that would be pretty bad ass.
>>767974017
You can always take a step forward. You can't take a step back. Life sucks more for some than others. Fight it and fight for feeling better again.
>>767974017
Get up and take a walk. Go buy some hot chocolate. Clear your head.
>>767974017
Hey dude, I legit have a terminal illness that barring some sort of miraculous recovery will kill me within 5 years. I suffer from chronic pain and nausea too.
Not gonna kill myself though.
If I won't then you don't really have a valid excuse for suicide. Suck it the fuck up.
>>767975066
>this
I was stuck in a rut for 4 years. 2 seasonal jobs and 4 months unemployment. every day was the same fucking thing as that day the previous year. Hung out with people on the same days and everything. Came close, but the day before i was planning on buying the gun for it, my buddy invited me to a threesome with his fiancee. that opened a fucking can of worms that throws me for a loop to this day. Lost a friend becasue he was abusive, gained a wife that I have had a happy marriage with for the past 9 years, this august will be our tenth.
you never know what life will throw at you. Remember two things;
Journey before destination
The most important step a man can take is the next one.
>and if you can get those quotes, good on you.
>>767975406
Just curious, what illness? not OP.
Do it and post the livestream link
don't do it. sell the gun. Use the money to buy something to distract you or better your life.
>>767974017
Go waste your savings on food and booze
Do it you pussy. Livestream and be immortalized on rekt threads. I'll post it every single time
>>767974017
Don't do it, everyone who cares about you will miss you.
I've been suicidal before but I then began going outside more, spending time with family and friends more, and generally trying to improve my life.
I also took therapy. They won't prescribe you any medication if you don't want them to. It's actually very soothing to let all your emotion out to someone. My therapist also gave me a lot of advice and books that helped me a lot.
Just please don't kill yourself.
take another shot. take a deep breath. put the safety on the gun if it isn't already and go to sleep. if you still feel like this in the morning then do it. otherwise rethink your shit.
cant wait for this guy to actually kill himself so I can be in the next chills top 15 video
>>767975406
>>767975441
What's always helped me with hard times is thinking about how fucked other's life can get. I feel that suicide is a relative thing. "You're having a bad life when compared to what?" is what I usually ask myself, and it's a bad life when compared how I usually live. Not when compared to a completely other person's life. This is hard to word but I feel you guys will get the point.
15 yr old girl in MI this walked in front of a fucking train this morn. This is what the fucking world comes too some cuck on a fucking forum saying their going to do it.
Just do it already faggot
>>767974017
If you're seriously considering it, might as well break some laws. Carry the gun with you so that if you get caught, you have a backup plan. But break a few windows of people you don't like, set a fire, steal a car, kill someone. Do whatever you've been afraid to do. Don't be afraid since you're going to off yourself anyways. One fucked up night will have you back on your feet. Assuming you don't actually commit anyt major felonies and stay off of cameras, you should be fine.
Dude, don't listen to these psychopaths telling you to stream your suicide.
You can get through this. Don't kill yourself and don't give these losers what they want.
>>767975406
>>767975441
I find relief in hearing other's stories. It makes me feel better at the time, but as soon as I walk away from my computer, I'll "snap back to reality" and re-realize how shit I have it off.
>>767976146
I'll just come back feeling like shit
If this is bait or real, don't do it buddy, if you've hit rock bottom just remember you can only go up from there, also think about all the pussy you haven't eaten or fucked yet or all the drugs you haven't taken yet... (If drugs are your thing). Hang in there bro. :)
>>767976146
That's is even worse than the people telling him to stream it. All these things you're telling him to do will possibly ruin other peoples lives. If he gets caught and sent to jail it'll make his situation even worse.
You're a goddamn psychopath that's just making the world worse.
>>767976398
Those things aren't really on any to-do lists
>>767974017
Hold on to hope. Focus on that. Then work on making your life better.
>>767976146
Damn bruh, fair enough go hard or go home haha
>>767974017
stream it
>>767974017
Rack rhe slide. Make sure there's nothing in the chamber. Maybe oil it. Go eat some ice cream and look for a better job in the morning.
>>767976398
Fucking and doing drugs aren't the best things to do in your life.
I'd say getting a job, spending time with family and friends, getting a house, going on vacation, etc. are way better things.
>>767976604
Well that would make wanna give life another go if someone told me that
>>767976698
I don't have any of those things
>>767976824
You don't have ANY family or friends?
>>767977018
My mom moved far way, haven't seen her since I was 10. My dad stole 25,000$ from me and sent me to live in a fosters house. He convinced everyone on his side of the family I'm a piece of shit. I haven't met anyone on my mom's side.
I should add this was when I was very young, like teens young
>>767977215
I was a really good kid, had great grades in school, planned to go to college, but my dad cared more about knee replacement than me, and used all the money he had saved for me for it. Me and him have never been close at all, and this action made me hate him. He kicks me out and there's nowhere to go other than foster home. A year after getting his new knee he dies, wastes my entire college and life funds. Hell they weren't even his to have, it was my grandparent's that saved up for me, but I was too young to do any legal actions.
>>767977215
Alright anon, it's going to be hard and take awhile but you can get into a better situation.
I suggest you apply for a job, don't even asociate with your dad or his family, and if you want to you can try to get into contact with your mom(it may offer some kind of closure).
>>767977669
Last time I called her, she wasn't working, was living in a trailer and was probably doing hard drugs. Last thing I want is to see her, I already have myself I need to care about
>>767974017
>Be a man and shoot yourself in the dick.
>>767978073
That would be harder to do than shooting my head haha
Dont do it.
>>767978567
Nike slogan is better
>>767974017
Why haven't you killed yourself before? Why would you do it now? Your pain id temporary. Your mistake won't be.
Take a step back and just relax. Settle down somewhere comfortable. Try putting something on the wall that reminds you of how happy you are about certain things, perhaps something quite pleasant that makes you exquisitely ecstatic. And if you don't have anything to post on your wall, try and find yourself a good, close friend to bounce things off of. And if you can't find yourself a good, close friend, try perhaps contacting a FAMILY member. And finally, if you feel abandoned and ALONE at the end of the day? There are suicide hotlines which will help you out in the end.
I love you and you can get through this, okay?
>>767975406
>thinking suffering through your shitty, pathetic life is inherently virtuous.
Nah, you're just a dipshit and or scared of death. No one owes it to anyone or anything to keep on living, if anyone wants to opt out and off themselves they're free to so it, and in no way wrong for choosing either way.
>>767978954
hello wisconsin
>>767974017
Try to get Donald Trump on your way out, or maybe some drug dealers. Hell, free some animals from the zoo.
>>767979027
hello wisconsin
>>767974017
Poopy in my mouthy pweese, wight meow hehe *blush*
>>767974338
listen to that anon and then roll some sweet dubs in a log thread
Call in.
>>767974017
Take pics when ur done
>>767975957
That's a faulty way of looking at it IMO, you wouldn't second guess someone who's happy with their life by saying "well you aren't a billionaire on a private island railing coke and fucking models all day." It's not about, oh others have it worse so I should suck it up, it's for each person to evaluate their own lives as they're the ones who have to live it. Just cause others languish in worse shit, it doesn't invalidate a suicidal persons conclusion that their life is no longer worth living.
Walk away angel. Take a walk. Breathe in.
>>767976146
Based AF. This is the proper advice, go out with a grin and a bang rather than a miserable whimper.
>>767974017
dont do it ben
>>767974017
do a backflip faggot
>>767974017
Why? Don't do it you fuckin tool. Get your shit together op it'll be okay dude. Don't be such a faggot, you got it
>>767974017
you will just respawn and be just as sad again. TRY and have fun with life.
>>767978117
>Not if you're a real man.
Put some money time and energy into trading crypto. I feel alive again.