Feels thread.. Whats her name /b/?
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Feels thread..
Whats her name /b/?
She doesnt care. What is the point?
Doesn't matter. She's married.
>>767945852
Lauren
But it’s too late. It’s far too late.
CJ
>>767945852
I should have gone out with her when I had the chance. I just kept her in the friend zone as she suffered
now she's gone forever
>>767945852
I think she never liked me as potential bf. Fuck man i really liked her my heart is fucking broken
>>767947456
that is some intense cancer right there.
My grandmother died a few hours ago...
I feel so sad right now
How ya doing /b/?
>>767945852
Hey /b/
>Living in the UK
>All this 1984 shit is going on
>Find out about someone who's in the same situation Dankula was in but didn't get anywhere near as much coverage
>See Dankula's success on gofundme
>Find the person and suggest it to them
>They agree
>They mention they're autistic so I figure they've been through enough trouble and I end up setting up their gofundme
>Takes forever because it was very difficult and unclear on how to have beneficiary, even with the help
>Spend all day trying to set it up when I had other things to do
>Still haven't figured out how to have beneficiary so I decide to try making it a team and invite them
>They can't find how to accept the invite and again I search all over the website and internet and I can't find it
>Tell them they need to comment on the appeal page otherwise less people will trust it
>They've seen the message and have done fuck all
I get they're autistic but this is a complete stranger that I didn't have to go out of my way to help. They were thankful but they can't just expect me to do everything for them. I'm so pissed off /b/. Is my kindness my downfall?
bump
i want to die - Borderline, Major Depression, Autism, Narzisstic Sozipathic Disorders... Hell is real...
No names.
Not sure if she's into me.
The other one is cute as well, but also taken, so we can only throw cute giggles back and forth.
First one either likes to stare into my eyes or wants to see how long i'll keep the stare up.
Whenever I feel bad, I think of them, and how much nicer everything is around them.
Third one broke my heart but hers even more, glad she's gone from my mind. The other two are much nicer anyway.
I feel like a creep, but there's a second guy who actually is a creep. Not sure if he sees it, if he thinks it'll get better, if he knows they don't like him. Maybe they don't like me but don't tell me in the same way and I didn't realize it. Usually I can mess around with them and still make them laugh, which he wouldn't dare to do, so I'm probably fine, at least I hope it's that way. I'm worrying too much.
Her name is Bethany and until recently she's unknowingly had a stranglehold on my psyche. It had been 4 years since we've so much as spoken and even longer since we were together. She is no longer the person I fell in love with, even if she has the same eyes and voice. That realization made moving on much easier, but it took a decade to free myself.
Plus she got fat, so that helped.
Naiara, 14 years I hadn't watch/speak her, we finished primary school and went to differents high schools, and still sometimes remember her, this days is one of this ocasions I remember her, insane
She always choose me to dance with her in our music lessons, the only girl in my life that has shown interest for me
Fuck me, fuck this life
Put me out of my fucking misery
Michelle
She was my first (I'm 23). I've liked her for a year before talking to her. We talk for a while and one day she comes over unannounced and sleeps with me. She then stops returning my texts. She then shows up again and tell me she cant be with me but has feelings for me and doesn't want to see me with other girls. Now she is in a relationship with a girl (She's bi)
I see her almost everyday and I wish I can forget about her.
>>767945852
>Whats her name /b/?
It kills me not to know this, but I've all but just forgotten
What the color of her eyes were, and her scars or how she got them
Danni.
I just want her to acknowledge that 5 years of our life actually meant something. We helped each other not commit suicide and now it's like I'm nothing.
I got an anonymous message on facebook today saying that my gf cheated on me with her best friend on his birthday in December and I don't know what to believe.
She was my best friend and became my gf 2 years ago and is who kept me from becoming a wizard.
>>767950655
>saying that my gf cheated on me with her best friend on his birthday in December
In all honesty drop your gf. before your insecurity does it for you. Yeah you can go down the path of confrontation about it. But I would say just drop her while you have a chance.
>>767950431
Isn't it amazing how the girl brain works. No matter what, with all my exes, I can look back and acknowledge what a major part of my life they were (I have 3 serious exGFs and I'm 33). I can remember the good and the bad. The cuddles and the arguments. I can realize how we both took a chance on each other and shared so much. But them?! All of them just flipped a switch and are like "oh, fuck him. The end" and they refuse to think about anything beyond that. Such a childish emotional defense mechanism.
>>767949812
Samantha, it's been 12 years now. Almost exact same shit for me. She became my gf and she also liked to always dance with me in our school discos and always tried to pull me away from my other friends but when we went to different secondary (high) schools we had no way of communicating to each other because this was before facebook and not every kid had a phone like they do these.
4 years later and she added me as a friend on facebook and we talked but it was like we were never in a relationship. I was scared to ask her about it because we were in primary school and I didn't know how seriously she took it, I always considered her out of my league.
I planned on having a reunion this year of my circle of friends from primary school which she was in but she since had unfriended me along with a lot of people she probably didn't talk to anymore.
I remember she was the first person I felt that kind of love for. I remember not knowing what it was for a long time and when we became bf and gf I could barely believe something this good happened to me. All good things must come to an end and I don't think I'll ever see her again, it feels like it was all a good dream that I have woken up from.
>>767951027
Thanks for that Anon. Yeah I'm the same way. I've moved on and she has too, but I just wish she would AT LEAST just a simple "it meant a lot to me, but it's over now." That's it. Instead it's "we were young and stupid." It meant everything to me.
I feel weird about talking to my house mate. I think it is because I have always been used to loneliness or keeping to myself. And always saying they have their life and I have mine. But this weekend it has been nice just talking to her in the sunshine about life. I don't have any feelings for her and her boyfriend are both good people. Guess i'm just not used to people yet. But apart from that it has been a nice birthday regardless.
>>767945852
Nicole.
She was a shy and awkward teen in her first year of college. I was hot and in a band (which is cool when you're in your very early 20s). I was popular and she ADORED me. She'd follow me around and get interested in everything I showed her. She loved me hard. And I...well I was hot and popular young, so I treated her like crap. Thought she'd always be around. I was a HUGE fucking idiot. Looking back, she was the most adorable and kind person I've ever met. I miss her so much but when I tried to reach out she just ignores me. She hates me. I'd do it all different if I could. I sometimes fantasize that string theory is real, multiple dimensions are real, and I can "meditate" into the past and take control of my younger self. I'd treat her so well. Sorry...I'm babbling.
>>767951213
I know that feel. You are not alone in that kind of suffering.
>>767945852
Emily and i love her so much...
Im 25 shes 22
Were not dating but i broke up with my 2yr gf so one day i will have a shot
With everytime a girl I have feelings for falls in love with another one I feel less depressed afterwards. Only because I get used to it.
Is this a common thing to feel?
Also has anyone this black and white three or four panel comic strip with the astronaut falling to earth asking if he did a good job? Saw it once in a feels thread but didn't save.
Google gives me nothing.
>>767945852
Amanda.
Happy every day that shes my wife
>>767952272
>With everytime a girl I have feelings for falls in love with another one I feel less depressed afterwards
Kind of it sounds like you can move on easily and carry on when that happens. Some people can't let go that easily. But it sounds like you can.
Every fucking time
Met a girl online almost 3 years ago. She was cutting at the time we met but I've talked her outta it and she hasnt cut since we met. We e-dated but shes super hot irl and with a rocky relationship already she left me for something irl. We're friends to this day but my feelings for her are very one sided.
>>767952516
Haven't seen this from this way before. Maybe. Thats a good thing I guess.
>>767951075
Yeah, exactly the same as me, it's what you said that sometimes you think it was all a dream...
And 12-14 years ago, there was no facebook, no mobile for me, nothing, just you lose the contact with this person
Nowadays I can see her in facebook, her photos etc, i remember her last names, but I doubt she can remember who I am/was for her 14 years ago
Dia. She was my childhood love. She had sex with my brother 6 years ago and I had a mental breakdown. Stuck in a mental hospital and can't get over her.
>>767945852
Leah and i haven't fucked it up yet'
wish me luck anon
>>767951027
This is what keeps me from getting over it and putting in all the effort into someone new again. I feel soon it'll be too late (25) and ill be that 30yo loser who never got married . That and the fact that I'm not getting any bites on my dating apps/ tinder. guess ill just die alone, thanks MV for wasting my last 3 years.
>>767953079
You will......but sounds like you can't forgive your brother more than your childhood love.
>>767945852
Anna, and the thing is that I broke up with her because I have problems with comittment, I love her, but it's too hard for us to be together
>>767953365
>I feel soon it'll be too late (25) and ill be that 30yo loser who never got married.
Why do you want to get married so bad? Is it because your friends are all starting families and you feel left out.
>not getting any bites on my dating apps/ tinder.
I don't know what the success rate is in dating apps since I don't use them. But maybe aim from homely woman instead of every woman you come across in said apps.
>>767953637
>I love her, but it's too hard for us to be together
Long Distance by any chance?
>>767947650
For men, this is actually true. We have terrible support systems, and so never deal with our breakups. We just keep going till we forget.
>>767945852
Paige
Alexandria
>>767953680
Different cities, already tried this with another gf, I ended up hating her. And with Anna I love her too much to even consider not liking her anymore. I'll just try to deal with it.
Also, she has bipolar disorder that she started treating only after we broke up
karissa
we both grew up really sheltered, homeschooled, basically in a cult. she was the first one to play online games with me and show that the internet worked for making irl friends too. without her i wouldn't have ever treated online relationships as a real thing.
she had big feelz for me when we were in highschool but i didnt wanna deal with romance so i cut her off, then as an adult we became friends again but she'd started seriously dating someone online before that point. last i checked they're still together, so good for her i guess
>>767945852
Marie
>>767945852
Her name was Megan.
Heed my advice anons and don't wait. No matter how scared you are of being rejected, ask her. It's better to be rejected yet remain on good terms rather than wait too long and lose it all.
>>767953770
Same for me. Rough
>>767947650
Drown your sorrows in dank memes. It's what I do.
>>767954094
i bet it was the same girl
>>767948816
Except yourself.
I'll tell you all that it's never as good as you think it's going to be. I had a "her" and it was painful to not be near her. We ended up getting together and moving in together. I love the shit out of her, but now I'm happy to catch some time to myself when I can.
Just appreciate your freedom guys. You are beholden to no one.
>>767953962
Well at least you have thought about it and realized early on that it won't work and been good about it. I'm guessing you are concerned tho since she has Mental Health Issues how she will cope and what support you can give her even tho you are in different cities.
>>767947618
My aunt just died now, sorry for your loss anon
>>767953450
I forgive my brother. I love him. It's her I cannot forgive. I hate her so much, yet I love her so much. I'll never get over her.
>>767954262
>We ended up getting together and moving in together
Sounds like you are having doubts about the entire moving in together but you said you do love her. But you would like some privacy too.
>>767954409
Well fair play and I'm guessing your brother was sorry too for how it turned out. maybe that sort of betrayal has left a deep dent within yourself about trust issues and how to proceed when shit like that happens.
>>767945852
Pamela.
I told her I loved her exactly one year ago this coming Sunday. She didn't care. One year later and I still can't stop thinking about her, and probably never will.
>>767954280
Exactly man, even after the break up we talk everyday. I didn't say to her that I broke up in part because of her illness, because I don't want her to think that only this defines her and that she is in someway broken. She also has a very problematic family. Sometimes I think that in the future with her illness in check because of the treatment, and we older, we can be together again. Is it wrong to think this way?
>>767954422
No doubts, for the most part it's great. I mostly feel guilty when she wants to spend time with me, but I'm reading or just doing solitary stuff. When the relationship first started I drowned her in affection and she loved it. I can tell she is sad that I don't do that anymore, but ultimately everything is pretty sweet. We cuddle everynight.
Oh also, we work together so we are ALWAYS around each other.
>>767945852
Zoë. Had a 2 year relationship and most of it was during my time in the Navy. I think the distance just got to us. I still talk to her hoping we can work things out but I’m starting to lose hope.
My fiance is constantly angry with me.
He got mad 4 days ago because I asked him to hurry and create the lobby for a game we were in together.
He got mad because I got a cramp 3 days ago during sex and said I was faking it.
He got mad 2 days ago because I got him a towel and he said it wasn't fluffy enough, so I got him a new towel and he said it was exactly the same and that I'm an idiot for not knowing the difference between towel softness.
He got mad yesterday when he recounted the lobby creation question I had asked him and said it was an argument, to which I said it was more of a request and I wasn't attempting to argue about creating a game lobby. To which he then decided I was a deceitful liar because I tried to get him to change his wording from argument to disagreement.
Now he's told me he hates me over text, and told me "our children will never look like me". He's white and I'm white with 1/4 asian(Korean/Japanese). Our kids would be 1/8 asian and because they might be born with black hair he thinks they won't "look like him". Sure wish he'd told me he had a problem with my heritage before we've got a house together.
Now no matter what happens even if he stops being hateful to me I'll always worry our child will be born with black hair instead of blond and he won't love it as much.
>>767955115
That's copy pasta right?
>>767955115
that sounds toxic as fuck, dude. how did you manage to get into a relationship with a guy like that?
>>767954701
>Sometimes I think that in the future with her illness in check because of the treatment, and we older, we can be together again.
>Is it wrong to think this way?
No it is not. I think you understand for this part of your life you both have to part ways and sort out what you need to sort out. It is a nice thought for the future and you never know what is round the corner. But it sound like you both have accepted your own personal goals and can support each other through it.
>>767955115
Damn this is OC
>>767945852
Cesilia. She was a really beautiful person. I wonder if she's happy now.
>>767955115
Was he ever nice? Is he unhappy? Usually when I get snappy irrationally it's because I'm unsatisfied with what's happening in my life or the direction I'm headed in. I am usually able to recognize it before it gets to this level, but maybe try seeing if he's upset with how his life is going.
If it doesn't get better cut him loose. It will only get worse as time goes on ESPECIALLY when kids get involved.
>>767955286
sure wish it was.
>>767955292
He's incredibly smart, a loner, and has helped me become a better person. I used to lie all the time and now I can't remember the last time I lied. I met him on a video game. When he's not being a total jerk he's amazing to me. I just don't know how to deal with the times he's freaking out over towels.
>>767955552
He's almost always nice but sometimes he just has a few days or week where he's terrible.
>>767945852
Emma, but she broke my heart
>>767952549
This makes me feel pretty bad honestly.
>>767954770
Well it sounds like you both are happy with each other and living together sounds like you are both working as a team. Maybe it is just the was the relationship is sort of molding and growing at the time. Relationships do mold over time with different stages coming into the fold.
>>767954260
I'm pretty sure the text means feelings being hurt
no one can hurt the own feelings
>>767945852
It's a He, he's patched me up more times then i can count. I feel like i can ride the wind on his slipstream, but he can't be... that way.
>>767945852
>Be me
>3 years ago
>find the love of my life
>be happy
> then suddendly i got a message from her on my phone
> i dont love you anymore
> right at this moment, im broken
> theres not enough alcohol or other drugs, that help me to forget this women
> to this day, im not over her and can forget about her
>>767955771
>but he can't be... that way.
I'm guessing he isn't an emotional person. Not like stone cold and such. But more that emotions make him feel awkward and he doesn't know how to handle them.
>>767955621
so is the accusing you of lies thing just .. a remnant from the way you used to be, then? i can see it being a bit more reasonable but the racism is.. something.
>>767945852
Elin, we were together for 5 years, I cheated while drunk and it all went to shit, have not heard anything from her in 7 years, I have been in alot of relationships since then, but I cant remember a day when I have not been thinking about her.
>>767955621
Hmmm that kind of makes me believe that he is unhappy during those times where he's a dick. Definitely something he needs to figure out how to deal with other than lashing out at the people closest to him (you). When I get shitty my girlfriend turns it around on me, tells me I'm being a dick and she doesn't want to be around me while I'm like that. Then she ignores me and I realise what an ass I've been. I have definitely learned how to deal with it better because of this.
Lily. She was one of my best friends.
It was a short and shitty relationship, but she was my first and only. I missed talking to her more than being with her.
I just finally got over her, but now she’s forgiven me and I can feel my feelings coming back.
>>767955737
I think so too. We are planning to move to Vietnam in the fall to teach English for a year. I hope that kind of reinvigorates our relationship.
>>767956034
Don't go back anon please don't go back. Look forward. It is over you have moved on. Don't go back seriously please.
>No names.
>Best friends for 8 years. We went through every thing together.
>My first breakup
> Her first real break up
>Her parents divorce
>Got a new girlfriend
>Get phone call one day
>"I just wanted you to know I have always loved you. You will never know how much. I don't want to ruin things with your new girlfriend, I just won't ever be able to move on if you don't know. You were my world."
>Haven't heard from her in 3 years after that phone call.
>She changed numbers and vanished
>Still think about her after all this time. Hope she's doing well
>>767955897
Yes I used to be a liar, but I haven't lied about anything in almost two years now. He still sees lies in literally everything though.
The racist thing though really fucked me up, I mean he thinks I'm attractive and he has to know that my genes+his genes=our child so he must have known they'd be part asian. Why would he drop this bombshell on me after 5 years and a house together?
>>767956021
Unfortunately me ignoring him is what he wants. he wants me to not speak to him, to not look at him, to not say anything to him until he says something to me. Then if I don't have a response he wants to hear, he makes me not say anything again.
Who needs a girlfriend when you have heroin!
It's true though.
>>767945852
>22
>Great GF- love of my life
>We spend every moment together and I propose
>We move in together
>25 and months away form marriage
>Leave on business trip
>Get back she is not home
>Go to parents house to ask about her
>They sit me down
>She was raped and murdered on her way home from store
>Caught the guy who did it
>Confessed to it in court
>Said "she kept crying out a name as we raped her"
>Mfw it was my name
>>767956138
>We are planning to move to Vietnam in the fall to teach English for a year.
Um......maybe think that alot through. You will be losing alot by taking a chance. Not only in a foreign country but with your relationship too. If it does go to shit and I hope not. But if it does would you be able to come back and recover with maybe family?
>>767955877
Something along those lines, yeah.
>>767955451
Thanks man, you are one of the good guys
Here is a pic of her the day that I moved to another house (we weren't living together just to clarify).
>>767956319
This is too brutal to be true. I call bullshit.
>>767956279
Ahh I see. Well have you ever tried a contest of wills? Out ignore him? When he does talk to you be cordial, but brief. It will make him mad at first, but don't even let him argue, just say something like, "I am not going to do this right now". Then leave the room. Let him stew in it for a little. Just don't fold.
>>767956340
Oh right fairplay. Well just enjoy his company and maybe one day he will be able to open up to you not majorly but...maybe through little things he does with you or for you.
>>767956324
Oh yeah, my best friend lives in Vietnam so I have a place to go even there. Back in the states I've got family I can stay with too. My biggest concern is her comfortability. She's never left the country and is very codependant.
>>767956557
It's okay anon Good luck in your life and Good luck for your friend with Bipolar too. Even just hearing her out may help alot but again good luck to both of you.
>>767956319
Please say that's not real
>>767956604
I've always been easily bent to his will, whatever he wants I do. I don't even know how to ignore him when he talks to me. I guess you could say my fortitude is almost non-existent when it comes to him. Ha.
I'm not sure ignoring him wouldn't result in me being in a bad position. He's much stronger than I am. And I wouldn't ever get him in trouble for anything he did so he could pretty much get away with anything he felt like.
The thing is I'm not even sad, I'm just numb to it. When he calls me terrible names I may get a tear or two but then it passes and I just feel nothing. I don't even want to die like I used to, I just feel nothing.
>>767956807
It's the little things he does that keep me from getting over it. Yet it hurts so bad without him I wouldn't know what to do.
>>767956604
to add on to my other comment, the only thing that really upsets me is his being racist towards me being asian. I thought he loved asians but evidently all he wants are "master race" children. 1/8 asian is too impure. Or whatever. He wouldn't talk to me about why he even said that because he said I was "deflecting from the issue of me being a deceitful liar" when I feel like his potential disliking our children is more important than whether me asking him to create a lobby was an argument or not.
>>767956864
>My biggest concern is her comfortability. >She's never left the country and is very codependant.
Well fairplay it sounds like you have thought this through alot. I know it is weird but maybe if you could afford a holiday maybe out the country and see how she copes with it. Doesn't have to be long but it might help her to understand and adapt to a foreign country. And at least you have back up options. I recon it won't be a problem but if she hasn't be out the country maybe that is where she is either excited or hesitant in moving to a different country.
>>767956928
>>767956928
It's real but not me
I can't remember exactly where I saw it but it was in a article somewhere. Dude killed himself over it- I just took inspiration
Bridget. She's not the one, but she's always in my head
