How do you deal with your PTSD /b/?
I'm struggling to deal with mine....
Thought's of revenge are fucking me up.
>Tumblr self-diagnoses don't count
>>767936016
Alcohol
>>767936016
Lmao get over it, pussy
Mdma with a person close to you, talk about your trauma while you are on it
Weed
>>767936210
I've heard about this recently, does it actually work? Or is just an excuse to push for universal drug legalisation?
>>767936016
I had PTSD-like symptoms for about 2 years after emerging from years of abusive relationships; it was a toxic workplace environment that eventually broke me. I went to therapy and the years of denial were stripped away and like 10 years of shit hit me all at once.
I'm replying here because you said this:
>Thought's of revenge are fucking me up.
Nobody I spoke to had this (or would admit to having it) but it consumed me. I wanna hear more so please tell.
I had thoughts - and actually made plans - of killing people. I'm not going through with it now because it'd see me locked up, but I am / have pursued other forms of revenge that I never thought I would have done a few years ago.
>>767936278
I don't do weed faggot, I stay within the confines of the law.
>>767936314
Hi NSA, Has it been a long day?
>>767936314
>I wanna hear more so please tell
Yeah I'm not falling for that again FBI..
>>767936475
>>767936589
He said "thoughts of revenge". Not "I am going to kill someone".
>>767936314
Okay here's the deal, you tell me what forms of revenge you pursued. And then I will elaborate, because feds are crawling on this site.
Welcome to the club
Trying not to let the ragefueld destruction machine ruin my life
Talking helps, if u can
>>767936737
Thought police are a real thing now, you can be jailed just for admitting to thinking about it. They'll charge you with conspiracy to commit x, etc etc
>>767936838
I feel like watching rekt threads helps sometimes in a weird way. But every now and again I see something that fucks me up in the head for a couple days..
>>767936838
Dude I'm not the feds. I'm not even in the USA. I'm also behind a VPN.
I destroyed a car worth more than the average salary and it was easy, and I wasn't even question by anyone about it. I used brake fluid.
I tried unsuccessfully to poison someones dog.
>>767936314
I went hard on that revenge shit. Spite was what got me through most days. Couldn't ever make a concrete plan about anything though. It was just fantasies.
>>767937357
But also just to say that I am curious about your PTSD in general because I know how bleak it is.
Do you want to talk or do you want to accuse me of being FBI?
>>767937357
>I'm also behind a VPN.
How? Every VPN on /b/ is blocked.
>>767937547
Buy a pass with BTC, $20
>>767937579
Isn't BTC easily traceable now?
>>767937358
Turning fantasy into reality is what makes you a soldier, think about that.
>>767936016
Went back
>>767937358
I think everyone has that, but only the really spiteful or reckless go through with it. For me I was making plans to end my life so I thought fuck it.
Thing about revenge is that you have to see it hurt the person to take any satisfaction from it. The kind of revenge I did didn't really make me feel any better, it just helped supress those feelings that I had to do SOMETHING. I guess it made me feel like less of a pussy, which I think a lot of PTSD people feel because they've been hurt.
>>767936016
Just walk it off
>>767937657
Yeah but unless you post plans of your upcoming killing spree nobody will go to all that effort.
>>767936016
Pot.
Also focus on letting go. Things out of your control are just that: out of your control. LI've in the now.
TrEat life like a video game.
These things worked for me, was on xanax for a while after the injury but got myself off that too. I live pretty happily now mostly cause I no longer give a shit. I surround myself with nice people and things and can enjoy life again. Enjoy being alive again.
Weed helped me get off the xanax. I smoke Just about daily now but I do other things to, like work out and fuck my girlfriend
Thihi PTSD for 12 years. Comes and goes. I try to keep a balance of destruction and heathy lifestyle. Pic kinda related.
>>767937752
And that worked?
>>767936016
>>767936016
I can actually be helpful for once!
"Starlight in Stonington, CT." is a private program which treats PTSD, but you need to have an underlying addition-related issue as well. You'd need to get a non profit organization to sponsor you if you have no money, though. Just explain your story and sufferings, and many non-profits will give you money to help.
Many VA and vet centers manage outpatient PTSD suffering individuals. I would suggest going to your local VA first.
There's also small circles of people who get together and discuss their issues together. Reach out to the groups and they'll offer support in any way they can.
I would suggest going to the VA first. They'll point you in the right direction.
Stay strong, brother. As someone who suffers from severe depression getting treatment and help really shines a light when everything otherwise looked horrible and bleak.
>>767938014
You can't have PTSD if the traumatic stress isn't over yet
>>767938014
>>767936016
I take it you are a vet? Where did you serve?
Comon OP, pointless thread unless you elaborate
> How long have you had PTSD
> Triggered by one main event or a prolonged experience?
> Main symptoms?
> Age?
> You out of work? How do you get by? Parents, welfare?
Also 4chan seems fucked, can't reply. "Connection error"
>>767936016
By not signing up to fight for Israel
>>767938281
Had it just now. Refreshed the page, and it worked.
>>767936016
Go to a PTSD support group.
Seriously, there's good ones out there that really help.
BTW, you're not going to get a lot of valid advise from /b/.
I actually have been diagnosed with PTSD and other acronyms due to extended childhood abuse. I didn't start talking until I was 9 and at age 11 I was taken away because I had been beaten and raped so badly I was in the ICU a month.
>>767936016
Only snowflakes "get PTSD" There is no souch thing. you are simply weak.
>>767937579
If you need to buy a pass to use a vpn on this website you should probably hang yourself idiot
I've had it for seven years now.
Prolonged experience
Main symptoms, I mean it impacts me so much I don't even know how to answer that..
Age, 26
Out of work, survive on family and welfare
>>767936016
i survived a murder attempt when i was 19. i had ptsd for the next 4 years until i was 23.now 25 and happy,no bad thoughts.everything heals with time. just stay occupied, find a job and keep your friends close and everything will go alright.
>How do you deal with your PTSD /b/
by not being in the army in the first place, kek
>>767936055
thats my man
>>767936016
I'd highly recommend getting a form of revenge. Go out and kill some homeless folk at night; the pleasure you receive is euphoric, after I did that I never had anymore break downs or anxiety issues, it really restarts your life. It's wrong on every level, but those who've tried it cannot deny the psychological boons.
>>767936016
Wish I could tell you what's happened to me but you'd probably not believe me, yeah I drink and lock all my problems away in a little box I don't open
>>767938543
Damn, that sounds seriously rough, going through that kind of thing as a child is like on an entirely new level in my opinion.
>>767938727
>>767938704
Harden the fuck up
>>767936016
The vets I know deal with it through a system of support groups, venting, and weed.
>>767938662
Do elaborate, because I've been with 3 VPN providers in the last 2 years and 90% of servers are blocked.
>>767938704
>survive on family and welfare
yeah just kill yourself, you're practically worthless
>>767938969
>you'd probably not believe me
I've found a lot of people with genuine PTSD say that kind of thing. I think it's like a defence mechanism.
Tell your story anyway,
>>767939097
Dude I killed a legit 15yr old Taliban fighter.
And you're some basement dwelling, anime, weeb masturbating faggot.
Let's not starting playing the just commit suicide game.
>>767938704
Damn you sound similar to me.
Childhood experience? I can't relate to that as my experience was between age 18-23. Took from age 24-27 to recover.
You are still young. What treatment have you pursued? Been to support groups? Don't throw yourself on the scrapheap just yet
>>767939120
Can't be sure but I think I was molested as a kid, bullied all my life, stabbed, head trauma, skin burnt off, heart attack, etc etc shit happens
>>767938727
My friends abandoned me or turned on me. I lost SO much weight and became socially awkward.
When something like his happens you find out who your real friends are. It's almost a good thing because you look at people differently; most humans are 100% selfish and about 75% will be cruel if they can get away with it
Taught me to focus on the good people and not to care what someone looked like etc.
>>767938992
You end up feeling like an alien walking among the humans. All your emotional responses and cognitive functionality is so different from everyone else. You learn to hide, to camouflage yourself.
If you think having that childhood is shitty, imagine seeing the look in someone's eyes you care about after you tell them about your life. No one ever sees you the same way again, you feel like a monster or a freak.
>>767939250
Man up, killing someone is not reason to not be working, it's not like you died with him. I had been diagnosed with PTSD after having to kill two home invaders with my dad's golf club at 17. Yet I still went to Uni and still got a job and never believed i needed any type of aid because I'm not a bitch, and yeah, I still hear them a night and the sounds the golf club made when it pierced the back of their heads haunt me, but I'm still not a welfare slurping cuck. Fucking neck yourself you bottom feeding loser.
>>767939576
Never really thought about that before, that it would change your cognitive functionality. Can you give an example?
A close friend of mine was abused a friends father when she was 10 and she had to go round their house for years to hang out, never mentioning it and pretending all was normal as the guy who abused her hovered around. She turned to god. The kindest, sweetest, most innocent girl you'd ever meet.
Start assuring yourself that the world is safe as it was before you went to the war. Also say to yourself that you will never go there ever again. Good luck. Peace of mind will come to you slowly. Inch by inch.
>>767940008
You don't expect anyone to believe that, do you?
>>767940204
inb4 "I don't care if you believe"
Fuck off, grownups are talking
>>767940008
>man up
>be like me
>do things the way that i do
Na, Im good. I don't feel the need to spread lies and bullshit on the internet to feel better about myself anon. but you do you bruh.
>>767940204
>Dude I killed a legit 15yr old Taliban fighter.
And this is just as believable?
>>767940090
>you cant get over real ptsd you stupid twat, it totally reprograms your body and mind to fear
>youre just mentally unhinged
>learn to regulate your emotions
>kys
>>767936307
One way to find out, anon
>>767936016
Grew up in pretty bad neighborhoods. Witnessed somewhere around 8 murders and had to fight just to get home from the store.
Not a vet but I've had it diagnosed in two separate evals.
From my own experience and what I can gather from a lot of successful vets, the best way to manage it is to find your own safe way to be open about the issue, rationalize it, and find some sort of religion or strong personal philosophy to categorize and separate those experiences between THAT time and what you're currently doing.
>>767940308
It's believed after I spoke to my Squad Leader he was about 15.
>>767940308
warfighters are the tru victim of ptsd you fucking plebs!!
>>767936352
Then get a card
>>767936016
Drugs.
I'm having CBT, but it's fucking painful, and is digging up all this shit I had buried and totally forgot about.
>I'm a civillian, and I still got it.. parents fucked my entire life up
I think in the states you can do psychotherapy and they microdose you with LSD. Its supposed to be really beneficial for people with PTSD
>>767937547
>>I'm also behind a VPN.
>How? Every VPN on /b/ is blocked.
Not true! You are just an amateur who cannot into internets.
Seriously though, just learn how VPN works before posting.
>>767940090
heres an exaple you unedducate twat
say u adopt a kid from a war torn shit of a country, guns ombs and killing happens daily. maybe his home was shot up in the middle of a shoot out and niggers died all hot up and bloody and shit you pour this poor little fucker a bowl of rice krispies and milk all the while you play battlefield 3, he get triggered and relive a flash back. the pain, all the smells become real
>boo hoo my gf broke up with my, soooo traumatic :(
>>767940772
>mfw anon is trying too hard..
>>767936016
exposure therapy and cognitive processing therapy.
>>767940772
Cringe
>>767939087
Different anon here. My vpn is blocked for posting, but visiting and, oddly enough, creating threads is not blocked.
>>767940766
>Says I'm an amateur.
>Doesn't prove how he's using a VPN
Was this worth posting?..
>>767936016
Just feel your pain.
Whats the worst that could happen?
>>767940090
>change your cognitive functionality. Can you give an example?
It's not something that people really get or understand when I talk about it. In fact, the only people who do get it are the trained medical professionals. There's tons of shitty docs and shrinks out there, but there's good ones too.
This is somewhat difficult to express, so if you're actually interested give me a few minutes while I type the shit out.
>>767941021
>>767941209
i read the books about trauma in jail all u do in jaili read maybe u should go to jail so u can start learning to read i feel sorry for u neck beards with girl problems i really do
>>767941249
He's kind of right. Lrn2interweb faggot. We aren't gonna hold your hand
>>767941249
>>Was this worth posting?..
Depends how much carbon emission this post made and how much soy you consumed while typing it.
>>767940204
>>767940297
>PTSD experience is unbelievable because they didn't become blubbering lowlife after it happened
???
>>767941532
>but there's good ones too.
This is somewhat difficult to express, so if you're actually interested give me a few minutes while I type the shit out.
Yeah I am interested. Please do.
>>767941572
>All i did in jail was read.
how'd you manage that when niggers can't read..
>>767941611
Spoken like a true neckbeard.
i thought the government promised to help you when you finished your duty.
>lol and you fell for it, they expected you to die.
time to be an alchoholic i guess.
>>767941675
You've confused me anon..
Are you assuming im taking the side of the person WITH PTSD.. or the side of the shit tier faggot edgelord troll trying to belittle the anon with PTSD? just wanna clear this up.
>>767936016
Drinking
Self loathing
Suicidal thoughts
Mostly drinking
etc
>>767941572
Maybe you should read a book about getting job after leaving jail; I guess you can't have girl problems if you live on the street
I got deployed to Iraq in 2007 and saw pretty regular combat. While I was there things felt pretty numb. See a lot of bodies/people die. Regular combat gets you on a sort of permanent adrenaline high. When things quiet down everything kind of hits you. Maybe a week or so later. It just feels like there is something caged up in you that's trying to bust out all the time. After I got back things felt pretty normal. Bad dreams, some anxiety problems I never had before but I got off pretty lucky. I have friends that got pretty shook up. Especially people that saw a lot of really close fighting. Shooting at someone from a distance is pretty different then opening a door and blowing a person away from 5 feet.
>>767940564
Oh, and I didn't get it because of some bullshit breakup. I got it because a pedo was going to kill me and groomed me to die. Almost 30 years later and i'm still ready to die.
>>767941532
Actually, I'm not. I've changed my mind, sorry.
This is just too personal and difficult to express to a bunch of /b/tards.
I'm bailing on this thread.
I hope things get easier for you PTSD people in this thread, I'm out.
>>767941979
did you try and use the VA for benefits anon? how'd that go?
>>767941827
You sound pretty salty pleb. Maybe someone on Reddit can help you figure out something as fucking simple as a vpn. Cancer
>>767941572
>i feel sorry for u neck beards with girl problems i really do
Obviously, there are no women in a male prison after all. So it makes sense your problems derive from the slippery black cocks of whom you shower with.
>>767941572
You clearly didn't understand any of the books you read, considering that you're clearly an illiterate retard who can't spell or even construct a proper sentence, let alone read an entire book.
>>767942402
not everyone gets fucked in jail thats just a subconcious fantasy all faggots secretly posses
>>767940008
>>767940308
Because killing one person during one or more tours of duty inst uncommon at all and theres a good few vets on 4chan. You on the other hand told a "yeah, well my dads an astronaut hero"- tier lie that a 10 year old yank would spout on xbox.
>killed two criminals with a golf club when you were a 17 year boy.
>"I still hear the sound of the golf club cracking their skulls"
Yeah, just no my man. How do actually not feel like a total fucking loser? literally coming onto a thread where a few lads are talking about genuinely having ptsd and telling cringy lies.
>inb4 "h.. ha.. ha.. y-yeah? WELL...STFU KID THE GROWN UPS ARE TALKING!!!"
>>767942764
i didnt know we were on reddit tips your fedoras neckkbeards and tip them proudly
>>767942843
Damn, you were so ugly no one even wanted to have sex with you in prison? Must feel pretty bad man
>>767943006
>only concer about jail is sex
>faggot confirmed
>>767938575
bait
>>767936352
Refer to this you idiot
>>767940507
I have my card and VA has been paying for my weed. There, now you no longer have any excuses which is something I am sure you are full of.
>>767943139
Yeah whatever virgin, just because no one would rape you in prison you feel salty towards the more attractive amongst us. And you call me a faggot, I bet your were just asking for it covering your dick with subs and growing your hair long. Maybe you even shaved regularly and started to work on your posture. Maybe near the end they started to look at you more intently. And you call me gay? Ain't nothing gay about trying to appeal to your fellow inmate, alright queer?
>>767943668
*suds
>>767936016
Paleo diet, exercise, lithium orotate, fish oil, and kratom.
This thread is a great example of why not to feed the troll. You guys have just been railroaded by what appears to be a single guy, quite possibly a young teenager, on what could have been a good thread.
But you had to respond and get into a back and forth about "no YOU got raped in jail" or "STFU I DID KILL 2 PPL WITH A PUTTER WHEN I WAS 17".
>>767941981
you cant get over this like i said i read in a book that is reprograms your body and mind... you're basically fucked for life pay no attention to these neck beard virgins
>>767943824
just because noone replies to your shit posts doesnt mean it got derailed
>no arm chair fuckers allowed
>>767936016
It's been 10 years. I can't deal. I'm even married now living a reasonably successful life. It doesn't matter.
Opiates were the only thing that ever brought me effortless joy.
>>767943824
You're obviously the guy, neck yourself faggot
>>767943668
whats wth all these questions faggot maybe u should question your sexuality seeng as how i got you all riled up about gay sex
>>767943728
it took you taht long to type up shit and u even bothered to correct it after the fact seriously.. go outside
>>767943840
I'm well aware I am fucked for life. I am absolutely damaged, in some very, very severe ways.
I had to learn how to cope on my own - parents resumed using heroin to ignore what they had done, and I grew up to be a very weird guy - especially around police officers. Seems like I picked up a fetish when I was resued and my brain finally snapped.
I accept that I am damaged, my psychologist does not. Things CBT and IPT are going to save me. Yeah, maybe when I was 10, or 11. Not 34.
>>767940008
This post is a symptom of your disorder.
>>767944112
find yourself a loving companion a dog or a loyal female... they wont help you entirely but they can help you cope...
>>767943970
Just because I think about getting raped in jail and how it would affirm that I have some attractive features, doesn't mean i'm gay. Nothing's gay about finding pleasure in the idea of being gang banged by two guys while 3 others watch knowing that they want you ok. You're the faggot for denying that you wished happened to you.
>>767944100
*that
>>767944194
I have a partner, he is the only reason I haven't killed myself yet. I'm getting used to love. It's weird.
>>767944258
lol wtf is wrong with you u think about that kind of shit?
>>767943824
>You guys have just been railroaded by what appears to be a single guy, quite possibly a young teenager,
>Pretending to not be the person you're talking about
>Identifying yourself as a "troll" unironically
You know you need to be 18 to use 4chan, right?
>>767944294
thats a start man... a very positive step in the right direction.. sorry about the faggot talk we got goin on here i go to jail and closest homos start assuming gay shit its a trip. i hope you live to old age anon i really do
>>767944543
Anyone who's not a closeted homo does
>>767944543
Honestly I think they're just putting their fetish out there itt and has fuckall to do with PTSD.
>>767936307
I had PTSD from childhood(stepfather getting into a knifefight with brother, house getting broken into where stepfather almost died and I had to clean the blood off the carpet, overall shitty stepfather who was alcoholic/cocaine addict and mentally and physically abusive).
MDMA helped tremendously. I took it with a close friend and we just talked.
MDMA changed the trajectory of my life, it helps me see things from an outside perspective and be more kind to myself.
I would highly suggest it. But if you do, do it with a friend that will be an active listener, someone who you feel comfortable crying around and talking about deep issues with, someone who cares for you and wants you to get better.
Goodluck OP
>>767936055
This what I've been doing but it just makes me an angry drunk. I used to be a fun drunk. Working out also has helped a lot.
>>767944761
Do actually expect people to believe that? Why do kids feel the need to be so edgy?
>>767944694
ptsd is real and its not something people can just get over. i dont care if your the reddit posting madman who wants to get fucked in jail or a psycho rapist its basically a transformation
Real men aren't traumatized by war.
Well fuck knows if I have ptsd if it's a real thing, shit goes South Real quick, just get on with it man, if I have it or I don't ill still keep doing what I do and put a smile on the outside
>>767936016
alcohol and beating my wife once a day. ive been flashback free for two years!
>>767944795
mind expanding drugs have legit medical purposes much like maggot therapy, it happens. it just not well known
>>767936314
you sound like a tumblr faggot
Karma.
>>767944908
PTSD has been debunked as a myth made after the first world war and double downed on after the Vietnam war so soldiers could receive more welfare payments. The ones people say they experience is a result of a placebo effect due to anxiety and the myth of PTSD existing.
>>767944644
Hey man, i'm an actual faggot, but no homo right now, it's cool.
I dunno about old age. My resting pulse is between 80 and 110 BPM because of anxiety. I look at it more as enjoying the time I have left.
I hope you are as ok as you can be, man. I really do.
>>767945130
Yeah apparently there is no psychological or neurological proof of PTSD and soldiers have even admitted it's fake after the news got leaked
>>767944761
just to be clear, I still think about these things but rarely. and when I do, the emotional burden of it is almost non-existent.
I feel like the military breads a bravado-macho culture that is in direct conflict what you need to get better: being vulnerable and talk about your feelings, MDMA helps put those walls down.
I use to be part of an SSDP chapter (students for sensible drug policy) at my unversity and we often had veteran events where veterans with PTSD would come and talk about how weed and MDMA has helped them. I felt sad for them
>>767945130
>>767945317
Seeing these PTSD thread make me laugh at all these dumb sheep who believe in a made up illness that was created for money.
>>767936314
>((((((TOXIC)))))) workplace
Getting yelled at by boss/co-workers = Seeing allies and friends getting blown the fuck up or shot, having bombs land inches away from you and seeing other horrors that will break anyone.
kill yourself
>>767945130
it existed before ww1 you filthy mong theres ancient poems describing the feeling and thoughts of what ptsd feels like
>>767944100
I can't; I'm in prison
>>767944869
INCEL member detected
>>767936016
by not being stupid enough to sign up for the fucking military
therapy.
therapy therapy therapy.
you notice all the MDMA posts also tell you to talk about your issues?
that's fucking therapy. go find a therapist you like and work through your shit. your brain clings to patterns, you have to change them yourself by breaking those patterns. you do that by working through your issues with another living thing, not a bottle.
talking to friends is alright, but you'll find that talking to what is basically a stranger, who is educated in how the human brain works, increases your chance of coming away from your PTSD in a sustainable manner. meaning it won't come back as bad, if at all.
anybody who shits on therapy has either never been or has never put forth the effort to find one that is actually good at their job.
and anybody who claims PTSD isn't real is a fucking idiot.
>>767936307
MDMA with a trained person will allow you understand wh you feel like you do and catalog the issue into your brain like normal things are. With ptsd the trama stays in the forefront of the brain and isn’t filed away like every other interaction. MAPS is a wonderful organization that is actually doing something about PTSD research. They actually give a fuck about why this happens. The raised enough money to manufacturer pharmaceutical grade MDMA. Which is 1000% the cost of regular MDMA, they are already on phase 3 of this project. This is huge, huge. This bullshit of sending these guys back here with no help and expecting them to be ok, or prescribe them pills is embarrassing. Just because the mass of Americans know nothing about drugs or the brain. They just act off impulse and inner baby needs.
>>767945495
>Poems about crazy fucks that were used as template for the bogus term is proof it existed
Yeah and people die of cancer because God just wants to say hi
It's not like anyone even listens, I'll just go back into the the shadows, or at least thats what it feels like
>>767945748
they are the kind of man who will talk shit to your face while locked in hand cuffs. trust me, they wont learn even after you kick their fucking heads in, i k now the type
>>767945748
There's actually so much evidence that PTSD isn't real, even the psychological world knows it's a farce but making it common knowledge would upset all the manlets who pay out their ass for talky times with a therapissed
>>767945748
eat shit
>>767945799
nigger spotted
>>767945799
youre really opposed to gaining knowledge arent you, keep trying to get at me, i dont care ... l
>>767946030
where's the evidence anon? a blog you read? post some sources.
>there's actually
>>767946119
you're a fucking cunt. kill yourself
>>767946045
someone needs a therapist
>>767945748
>therapist
>educated in how the human brain works
Yeah, you're retarded
>>767946182
SHUT THE FUCK UP
>>767946204
yeah go fuck yourself you sand nigger
>>767946204
care to explain? or are you just an angry person who hasn't dealt with their own shit?
>>767946207
lolol. this anger you're feeling, it's not normal. deal with yourself bro. it's way better on the other side.
>>767945799
>killing people with swords
>surround by carnage
>live through to the end of the battle
>Walk away like it was nothing
what kind of world do you live in you delusional neck beard
>>767945748
I've been having intense CBT for 7 months now and i'm still as anxious as day 1, and I feel much more emotional pain than usual because she is digging shit up I locked away.
I had a nervous breakdown, so I was forced to do this, but I don't feel better at all. I'll just fake it so we can stop this nightmare.
>>767946241
>just an angry person
and your a nigger
>>767946328
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>>767946152
https://www.niod.nl/sites/niod.nl/files/NIODWithuisPTSD.pdf
Also, "there's actually" means "there is actually". You fucking dropout
>>767946375
if you stop faking it and actually deal with the shit you dig up you'll be better for it. it doesn't happen overnight dude. we all expect someone to say the magic words and we'll feel all better but like anything it takes practice and persistence to break our brain's habits. it's like quitting smoking. some people need patches and gum for months.
>>767946501
retard
>>767946376
you can call me names but it doesn't hurt me and you're still angry. does that feel better?
>>767946533
your mom's a whore
>>767946399
every post you write makes it more and more clear that you need help dude. calm down and stop listening to your every impulse without agency. you can make your life better, but it's not going to come from latching on to anger.
>>767946607
FUCK YOU
please get help and talk to people! pursuing past times like guitar or biking is a great way to relieve stress.
our world's heroes deserve better, and for those of us who have not served, its very important that we listen and encourage those suffering from ptsd to talk about it and be understanding!!
>>767946504
I'm dealing with the shit, that's why it hurts.
I want to fake so we can stop. The pain is too real for me. I'll come back from a session completely unable to talk for days sometimes.
Actually thought some of you guys might have understood my emotions, mind, feelings etc after posting in this thread, ehh doesn't matter I'll go back to doing the same
>>767946501
i wasn't commenting on the grammer, but at the start of your argument. anybody who says "there's actually" sounds like a 12 year old trying to win an argument.
and i got my degree. wasn't hard.
if you think a 13 page pdf from a historical sociologist is proof against multiple books and reports on PTSD then you're not looking for truth. you're clinging to scraps to support your own bias. the "i agree with this so it must be true" syndrome.
>>767946241
You've clearly never met a therapist or been to a university where related subjects are taken. It's objectively true that those who take such lines of work are the degenerates to the psychological/neurological sphere and their line of study makes them no better at understanding the human brain then a bartender who reads medical magazines and watches a lot of psychological thrillers
>>767946670
yeah man i hear you. but the work is important. i've lost quite a bit myself and if i hadn't worked through it i'd still feel like trash. you, like everyone who has done it before you, will be ok. stay strong brother, i wish you well and i hope that you keep working.
>>767946766
>4chan
>caring about grammar
just stay on reddit
>>767936016
Haha, you fucking faggot.
You ship to a country far away, killing for fun and the jews.
And then you cry.
Scum like you shall be haunted till the end of your pitiful days.
>>767946834
that's a lot of assumptions anon. and absolutely garbage. it's a very relevant field of study. and a lot of people confused post traumatic stress (i.e. after a car accident it's normal to feel anxious getting into a car) and post traumatic stress disorder (i.e. your brain has been chemically altered through repeated subjection of stress over time, like serving in the military or being in a long term abusive relationship) are different. i will agree that many people confuse what they're feeling with PTSD, but to claim it doesn't exist is just naive and sets humanity back.
>>767946955
SHUT THE FUCK UP
>>767946955
i said i wasn't commenting on the grammer you mongoloid
>>767947141
SHUT THE FUCK UP
>>767947195
YOU SHUT THE FUCK UP
everybody just chill the fuck out
>>767947213
lol why? does the little boy need his safe space? is it cathartic to reveal so much anger?
>>767938166
Sgiiiiiit man
>>767947306
SHUT UP
>>767947319
FUCK OFF
>>767938727
What tue hell did u do anon
>>767936016
Your thoughts of revenge are the bad guys
Your life and loved ones are the good guys.
Formulate a plan on how you're going to stop the enemy from growing in power (not suicide).
Execute.
This might seem like a patronizing reply but sometimes a shift in persective gets the job done. Best of luck OP
>>767947382
man everybody claims that "libtards" are "snowflakes" but this is the most triggered bunch i've ever seen
must be all the PTSD
>>767947464
YOU'RE A RETARD
>>767947484
why?
>>767946766
Sick reddit spacing. Most of the papers proven PTSD cling to the idea that the symptoms make it it's own illness, distinct from other aliments. Even with brain scan the only connection is PTSD episodes having increased activity in the part of the brain that controls fear. Public staements have been made by politicians in 2007 during the the Iraq controversy denouncing the medical basis of PTSD, depending on your country the transcript may be unavailable, but if you're not a new a fag you should remember the field day /pol/ had when it couldn't reached. Where's your proof that it exist that isn't entrenched with presumptions? Check mate faggot, I wrote a paper on it for my Law degree
>>767947525
FUCK YOU
>>767938969
That mutherfucker will get full to the point it explodes anon. I lasted till 31 and almost kms. Better to open it and take shit out sometimes
STOP FUCKING RAGGING ON REDDIT. THERE'S NOTHING WRONG WITH REDDIT! FUCK YOU!
>>767947539
political statements are not exactly where i would look for scientific evidence dude. where did you study law?
>>767947464
>saying libtards and snowflakes unironically
You're the worst kind of human being
>>767947539
>law degree
its shady fuckers like you who want overlook the struggles of the war vet shady god damn pricks like you who give this country a bad name
>>767947692
probably some reddit fag who got btfo on his own website and decided to go to the ebil 4chan to vent his rage
>>767947541
you cant even string a sentence together and you think i'm a retard? i dont know who you're trying to fool but it must be yourself.
>>767947539
Can't stand Reddit personally. Just wanted my point to come across clearly.
Also it doesn't matter if ptsd is real. OP said he was having a bad time and asked for help. I think most of you missed that part.
weed and molly
although it can send you to a psych ward if you're not careful. 1 gram had me seeing words that weren't there.
>>767936016
just blow your brains out like a normal person
>>767947835
DONT EVER FUCKING REPLY TO ME AGAIN
>>767947845
also i'm the one you said had sick reddit spacing and i haven't been on reddit in about 8 years. i only liked it for the porn.
>>767945540
Nice buzzward off cnn manlet
>>767947916
like this?
turn your computer off and go outside man, for your health
>>767948015
FUCK YOU
>>767948044
you never told me where you studied law, imaginary university?
>>767948082
i could do this all day man, and your anger hurts nobody but yourself
>>767948087
le downboat Uni
>>767947672
You wouldn't believe me but Oxford. The political statement had quotes from government enlisted medical professionals, who made statements during the hearing of an alleged insane automatism case of a ex-soldier. The link on my bibliography doesn't seem to work anymore
Transfer your hate on kids and shoot up school, like a true murrican.
>>767947782
I'm a bong
>>767948137
what does that mean, besides a stall so you dont have to actually provide evidence for your claims?
>>767948323
go cry, redditfag
>>767948150
>doesn't work anymore
>was taken down
>for being inaccurate
I do not know how I manage to cope. I do not have an obvious outlets or moments of peace. Even in my sleep I have problems. What is wrong with me /b/?
>>767948394
you're a dickhead
>>767948374
a lack of any real response, LOOKS LIKE YOU WON KEK time to celebrate with another lonely night
>>767948440
downvoted
>>767948440
>Unironically defending reddit
>>767948389
As in cannot be accessed without a proper authorisation. Universities get access to more valuable sources
>>767948464
done with this, people reading can take away what they will, but you've blown a lot of hot air and thrown around a lot of trash ideas for... some reason. shilling, i guess? i dont know, whatever people do these days for laughs.
if you're reading this, and you feel angry and unlike yourself following a terrible trauma, it's ok to get help. the only people that don't want you to are people that profit from your anger. don't let fear own you. most of these people have undealt with shit themselves.
>>767940008
this is like one of those made up stories on the internet.
>>767948655
wow you're so cool. upvoted
>>767948655
Here's some gold
>>767948394
Have you tried MAKING your own outlet? It's not like they're handing them out on the corner anon. What do you want to do with your life?
nigger
I've never been professionally diagnosed so I'm not going to claim to have it but all the symptoms of it apply to me. I constantly have flashbacks of getting bullied and beat up in school by people who were supposed to be my 'friends' and these flashbacks just come randomly. I sometimes have to hit a table or internally scream 'STOP' in order for them to go away. I also have thoughts of getting my tormentors back by cutting all of their throats or hanging myself at the place they hang out at. Sometimes I have dreams where I will be fighting with one of them and my arms will just flail and flap around, my body will freeze up, and I will just stand there like a useless cunt while I get the shit kicked out of me and everybody laughs.
>>767948655
Faggot
>>767936307
>actually work?
Before it was a party drug, it was a psychotherapy research chem. Pretty promising; therapists were learning how to use it. Then came party use and criminalization.
>>767949548
who gives a shit
Wasn't PTSD disproven like 10 years ago? Why is everyone saying they have it?
>>767949612
>goes on ptsd thread
>someone posts about their ptsd
>hurr durr who gives a shit
why you on this thread then
>>767936016
men up
>>767949875
no one gives a shit
>>767949548
>I've never been professionally diagnosed
Please don't post and please kill yourself you massive shit stain
>>767936016
I deal with shitty ass customers everyday and wonder why you guys put your lives on the line for these assholes. More power to you OP.
>>767949934
Fuck off
Stop being bitches guys if you've been there you've been there simple as
>>767950132
Fuck you
>>767944869
I'd suggest trying it first before talking down upon it. Having an open attitude to change and different things is the beginning of improvement.
>>767950201
retard
>>767944112
Read _The Body Keeps the Score_.
Chapter on EMDR may change your life, but read up to that to know why.
>>767950275
what the fuck are you doing dipshit
Here's how to deal with mental illness of all kinds: stop being mentally ill. Mentall illness doesn't even exist. Just stop it. Stop labelling your problems something else and convincing yourself you can't help it. You fucking selfish, autistic manchild.
>>767950614
FUCK YOU
>>767950036
i literally said that i'm not going to claim to have it because i have never been diagnosed. i just have the symptoms of it.
>>767950817
shut the fuck up, retard
>>767950782
This is a perfect example of not dealing with it. Thank you.
>>767951053
bitch ass
>>767936016
I don't have PTSD.
I'm just fat.
>>767950614
>probably never experienced mental illness
>never seen anyone with a mental illness
>never researched mental illness
>probably a christfag who thinks mental illness doesn't exist because 'everyone is responsible for their sins'
>>767951468
>>767951200
Gee, how did he know?
>>767936016
cant you just go kill some shit skinned?
>>767950782
Triggered snowflake detected. Just man up buttercup and stop being a little bitch. PTSD doesn't even exist.
>>767951953
fuck u
im getting tired
>>767951316
Very nice implication you have there, but did you have an argument?
>>767936016
Trying to involve yourself in some project: creating a book, video game, learning new skills. Usually being with people able to deal with your potential mood breaks/unexpected flashbacks/uncontrollable crying, trembling that you can trust enough helps. If there is no such people currently around you, try joining a vet group or at least see once a psychiatrist. I have heard meds can help focus and be less "out of tune", but I had never tried them.
I'm not vet, I might not have ptsd, since I was too afraid to go to the psychiatrist and having to face it directly.
I went through a war as a 8 year old, seeing wounded, dead, screaming adults and children trying to flee carpet bombing on my shithole of a country. Fleeing the country is also a terrible memory.
>inb4 lol you deserved it you were born in a shithole
I didn't choose it. And the worse is that my worthless life has been spared only by chance.
>>767949548
This is sad, Anon.
>>767945130
>>767945317
>>767945457
>>767947539
>>767950614
Sorry no facts allowed in this thread
>>767952876
fag
>>767936016
Prevention is better than cure. Don't go to war just to make some rich cunt richer. If you already did go to war then maybe spirituality or faith in something bigger than yourself.
>>767953035
>this post
>>767936016
MDMA therapy micro dosing on mushrooms and an occasional lsd trip to brighten my perspective.
>>767936307
It really helps obviously everyone is different but it's really helped me
