ITT post the things you need to get off your chest. Secrets youve never told anyone.
Ill start. Doubt there is any secrets worse than mine on /b/: I'm married, but nobody else likes me. Even when we have dinner parties, its always my wifes friends and family and im just there. When my wife isnt around, I jerk it to beastiality porn and cry afterwards.
I'm in the singularity waiting room. 30 years old an just basically waiting to be an android/have my consciousness uploaded. That thought is the only thing that keeps me waking up and grinding every day.
I also have a sneaking suspicion that I'm already in a simulation thanks to Nick Bostrom.
>die on the inside every time I click "I'm not a robot"
>>767902969
Reminds me of a black mirror episode
>>767902296
Im hopeless in love with a woman thousands miles away wich ive never seen in irl and i know its never gonna be something.
>>767903751
Know her from Vidja or something?
>>767904067
Nah just a stupid online game liked her before i ever seen her, gave here te benefit of doubt telling myself she probaly ugly to slow it down.
Skyped with her and lost.
I fucking eat ass
I used to be a vile human. Just didn't give a fuck about other would just fuck one girl after the next. No regards to how they felt many will say fuck em but they weren't bad people. I'm waiting for the day where karma comes to fuck me in the ass. The only thing is I hope she at least uses lube
Sometimes I miss being single and being pounded by truck drivers and men in uniform constantly
In a hotel for 2 days now, fiance kicked me out of house I pay for, thinking of an hero 10 am bottle of vodka in hand
>>767905461
Go and re take your house. Don't be a beta
I have lied about every facet of my character to the few people around me, I am now numb to their opinions of me as it has become obvious that no one will ever care for me.
So my biggest secret is that I actively tried killing myself, and that I hate all my friends.
Recipe for successssss.
>>767905543
Straight busted cheating, everything is her name, jobs fucked
>>767905760
You caught her cheating? If it's in her name stop paying but don't say anything let the bank come take that shit.
>>767905881
No no I got caught, forgot to delete the messages, woke up with her going through my phone
>>767905950
Dumbass, you dont deserve this but why keep the messages retard
>>767902296
wishing to or actually making love to hermaphrodites accounts for homosexuality
>>767906022
Fell asleep with that Facebook messanger thing still installed on my phone
>>767906115
Deserved imo stupid and unfaithful
Gl tho u sound fucked
I actually would like to stop looking at porn. It has become an addiction ever since I came across my dads playboys when I was young. Would like to quit. Kinda hard though when I frequent /b/ tho.
>>767906115
That's retarded, it's the one thing that would fuck your life and you casually fall asleep with it near the only person capable of ruining your life with it?
Sometimes I wonder if girls are right when they say some men have monkey brains
>>767906362
>>767906488
not the guy you're replying to, but that happens. if you're installing and uninstalling that app every day, eventually you're going to forget.
before I got a second phone, every few weeks I'd get home and realize I hadn't removed kik/snapchat, and had to quickly delete it.
I wanna fuck my boss!
>>767903751
i'm still looking for the asian gal i was stood next to in a lidl shop in dec 2016 (tbh i think she was a student as she was buying malt loaf and sweets) i've been to that store endlessly but to no avail
why do i bother ?
well she's the only woman to have paid me that much visual attention in years
fuck my autism for not responding
Boyfriend cheated on me. Forgave him. Still feel like crap about it. Act totally normal. Want to move forward in relationship. Don’t think it will happen though.
i want to die
people in this world who clearly do evil and have no capacity to comprehend it make this world shit.
People who refuse to look at the consequences of their actions in general make things shit.
It's just shitty that the people who hurt me the most in life are just going on with their lives never even given a single thought about what they did to me, while I have to suffer every day because of them. The human race is a garbage species and the vast majority of us don't deserve to be alive
>>767906688
you posted last week, right?
no developments since then?
>>767906488
stop hating yourself
>>767906722
We are getting a long better. I’m just having trouble dealing with it. I just want to forget about it but they work together. He sees her everyday. But we are doing a lot better. We went out this weekend. He is taking me on days. We are both putting effort into our relationship. I just have to figure out how to get over it.
>>767906805
Have you established what he felt like was missing to make him do something like that ?
>>767906836
Yeah. I was working all the time. Not enough attention. We both just got too comfortable and just assumed the other one was fine. I have cut back at work and we both are working at it. He is just someone I never thought I had to worry about this with.
>>767906607
Made my eyes water ty anon we should man up tho because they probaly getting dicked while we are in our feelings life just sucks.
>>767906572
This guy gets it
i need somebody i can hug and cry on their shoulder with no apparent reason
just to get all that emotional shit out of myself
somebody who could support me although i'm too much of chicken shit to ask anybody for help
i'm sick of pretending i'm handling all this shit and am still in control
it's like a slow death by thousand punches - there is no major blow, all seems to be well, yet the reality seems to get worse every day with all those small issues, mistakes, problems
how long till ones meet the breaking point? when you collapse and brain just shuts down refusing everything?
>>767906805
speaking from experience: time helps, if you can see evidence he's changed.
Otherwise, relationship counselling. I cheated on my gf in a pretty fucking big mistake. she had a lot - and I mean a LOT - of trouble getting over it.
I assumed counselling was bullshit, but she wanted to and I was willing to do what it took to make it up to her. But it really did help. The counselor talked us each through shit before and after, and motivations and coping mechanisms and shit.
>>767906919
>He is just someone I never thought I had to worry about this with.
oh hey, thats me.
people are fallible and weak. 'I was working a lot' isn't a good excuse and doesn't satisfy you because you wouldn't do the same to him.
>>767907109
Yeah, he offered to go to counseling. I am thinking about it. It is reassuring that you guys worked it out.
I love him and I have no doubts that he loves me.
You are dead on about the reasoning. When I first found out, I just kept asking over and over why. Because it didn’t sit with me. But now after some time, I could see it. I have two jobs and work close to 80-hours a week. Then when I was home I didn’t want to do anything because I was too tired. Still not totally giving him an out on it but I am sure he was lonely and feeling like I didn’t care.
>>767904742
Iktf, hold on there
>>767906957
ye that's probably true, as i've heard asians are very promiscuous away from their home countries,
she probably wanted a sugar daddy to buy her nice things for certain favors
guess i'll never know now
ohwell
I think about killing myself every day. No real reason to, my life is pretty average. I just feel I have no real reason to live. No reason to die though, so I simply carry on, waiting for an accident or something to do me a favor and take me out. I work around heavy equipment and materials all day and hope for a convenient collapse to snuff me out. I don't even hide all this, I openly talk about it, and people just accept what I say and carry on. It's kinda nice.
My gf can't satisfy me in a sexual way. I know this for sure. Two or three postures with 30 seconds blowjob time twice a week is not enough.
I fap almost as much as I did when I was an incel. I have a profile on every dating website or sex contact I know and I talk with different people, but that won't be enough soon.
>>767906457
You have any hobbys? Something to keep ur mind busy and distracted from porn
>>767907477
Then just break up with her
>>767907031
I get it. You're NOT alone.
>>767907288
> It is reassuring that you guys worked it out.
we're still together, but its not perfect. she has....a long history of trust issues, and real difficult seeing things from anyone else's personality.
The fact that we made progress means you'll probably get much further.
>Then when I was home I didn’t want to do anything because I was too tired. Still not totally giving him an out on it but I am sure he was lonely and feeling like I didn’t care.
sure, but I can speak from experience that that's not the whole story. it is, however, a great way to offload blame onto the wronged party. it's so easy to believe, isn't it?
it may not be malicious, it might just be that he didn't think through the consequences of his actions. There was some sexual tension there, he enjoyed it and didn't think about the rest. some people are pretty good at compartmentalizing that way. I am.
he might just be a fallible person. the main thing is you understand what it is to help you get over it, and you have a reason to believe he wont do it again.
i feel in love with a good internet friend of mine, she's had a boyfriend for longer than i've known her though and she's very monogamous
luckily she's understanding and it doesn't ruin our friendship
I always 'fall in love' with girls i'm friends with for a while, a very bad habbit of mine, and it just reminds me of how desprate i am for a relationship
she felt different than the others, but they all do, i just want her to be happy, no matter what happens
>>767903751
move and be with her! Strike first anon! You only live once!
>>767907520
she loves me more than any other person will ever do. It's the first time I feel that I'm loved and not the opposite. She had sacrificed a lot for me. And I think I love her too
>>767907717
You think you love her? You would know if you loved her. How long have you been together?
>>767907648
Already ruined it by being way to needy contact faded away since around the 20e of april ill be fine in a month orso ty for the kind words
i wish i was black.
>>767907601
Yeah there was more to it than that. I am totally sure. He gave me a lot of information, she was hitting on him. It made him feel good because he is super self conscious, blah blah, blah. But the reason I believe more into the fact that I wasn’t home is because I am one of those people that blame myself for everything. Not saying it was my fault just telling you about me.
He is very good at being detached with most people and decompartmemtalizing.
I don’t believe he will do it again. But I didn’t believe he would do it the first time. I love him and I owe it to try. I can tell you I will never forgive him if it happens again.
Do you think you and your girlfriend will fully recover?
>>767907717
What has she sacrificed for you?
>>767906572
>>767906115
Why do you got married/engaged in the first place? Why not be honest about being a male whore and just stay single? Getting a maid for cleaning and cooking is cheaper that supporting a spouse.
I'd get it if it was after 20 years of unsuccessful marriage to a wife that turned psycho. But after you just got engaged?
>>767905461
Snap on the vodka, cheers bro!, dont need to have any problems to crack open a 10am litre on a bank holiday monday tho.... just par for the course
>>767907573
being alone is fine, being lonely is slowly killing me
but yeah, i get what you mean
the idea that there are thousands of ppl like us is even more depressing
whole humanity supported by folks which have no reasons to live and no reasons to die, so we just carry on with our daily task, waiting for some external event to end the misery ( >>767907428 )
>>767907801
Can i assume you have a small cock anon ?
>>767907775
Two years, living together almos one
>>767907967
She dropped her career to get a job for paying the rent and live with me. She's from a different city, has no family or friends here
>>767908147
If you don’t know you love her after two years, set her free.
It is better to do that than you cheating on her. After everything she has done that is not fair to her.
Plus you will feel like a major asshole when she finds out and they always find out.
>>767902296
I don't have friends IRL so I drink alcohol everyday. I am a big guy but no one ever sees me. Its sad really. I don't know if I need to be louder or what for people to see me. There is a slight chance that I will make friends beacuse of the alcohol addiction tho so hold thumbs.
>>767905291
my girlfriend doesn't love me anymore, but still is together with me. haven't had sex in 3-4 months now
>>767906805
If he was a shitty enough person not to talk to you honestly and seriously about his unfulfilled needs if you were dismissive enough not to think about male needs, maybe this wasn't meant to be after all? A person who first goes to the side and THEN tells you it was because you worked too much is not to be trusted. He did not consider you a friend, he did not share his thoughts with you. Yes, there is a fraction of your fault, but that doesn't justify cheating without first attempting to solve the problem.
And if they're working together - good luck believing him. The attraction between them after fucking is stronger due to hormones.
>>767907031
Accept as a given fact that you are a human and accept all that comes with it: you are reasonably strong, you have value, you can do many things. Crying on somebody and giving them their shit is never the solution. Look for a method that helps you - for me it was a lot of rationalization, writing down things that I wanted to change, looking for different ways to change it. Accept that you have ultimate control over your life - you can become a couch potato or a fit person, you can get a good job and excel at it, you can become a volunteer and go to some exotic country - but not if you don't take control of yourself.
On the other hand, exercising that power of control is tons of fun. I recently decided I wanted to lose a few pounds and without effort was able to cut down my portions to quarter their size, to eat bland foods without suffering or craving. I'm able to get up at 5:00 for a walk/exercise and not feel like dying. I can tell myself to find a new client in one day and make it happen.
Really, it's like having a magic wand at your disposition. But that requires years of working with yourself. I've been through crying alone, even being so retarded as to cut myself when I couldn't stand the mental pain.
>>767908211
I do love her.
In some part of my mind I thnk that if she's not as interested as I about sex, maybe she should just let me do what I want with other people. But only when I'm horny. The rest of the tiem I know that's a dick's move
I like bread way too much.
>>767902296
I feel like a selfish bastard about my friend. He recently told me about a cookout over the weekend, last monday and then flaked. He didn't actually flake, military threw watch duty on him last minute, then we were supposed to chill sunday but then his wife came down with the Flu and he couldn't leave the house.
I feel like a bastard because I'm mad at him and feel betrayed but he has legit reasons for it and I shouldn't have these feelings.
On a side note, his wife is sexy and I fantasize about banging her a lot... so there's that too....
>>767908211
This. I can only imagine her pain when she finds out.
When I found out about my bfs online profiles, I wished I was dying. The piercing physical pain in the heart, the immeasurable sadness and numbness, the feeling like you're being hit on the head with a hammer, and, most of all, the psychological pain - why would he do this to me instead of doing the honorable thing: talking or leaving me? If you talk to her, she might be able to change, to adapt to your needs. If she loves you (and it looks like she really does), she'll do all you can. Eagerness can compensate for lack of natural talent. However, the fact that you did all that you did says that maybe you don't love her.
>>767908438
Then why do you have these profiles? Why aren't you being honest about it?
Disgusting.
>>767908264
Also recently I had an alcohol breakdown in front of a person that I think if wasnt there I would've jumped and ended it.
my grandfather is in a hospital bed because he had a bad reation to a new medication, he is 97, I've been his caretaker for three years, no one else in my family would step up to help take care of him and I've given up a decent job and my relationship is under a lot of strain because of the time I have dedicated to taking in and caring for him. I find myself wishing he would just let go already. It's selfish considering he practically raised me after my parents split, he gave me close to a decade of care before I graduated highschool and got a job and moved out, and I've barely given a third of that back and now I just hate life and resent having to do this. But that isn't what gets to me, I still do it, I take care of him, but it's the deep loathing and thoughts of wanting to see bad things befall my other relatives for never lifting a finger to help since he became an invalid that are starting to twit me. The hate is strong and never leaves my mind.
>>767908414
>cut myself when I couldn't stand the mental pain.
just get a pair of dumbbells
that's my current situation
feeling those muscles burning and still force them into another rep followed by uncontrollable exhausted shaking
it's easier to trick the brain into thinking exercise is healthy + you get some oxygen high
>>767908653
I'm honest with her, and she knows. Not so long ago she told me that she was worried because she had no sexual desire lately and was suspecting of the anti birth pills. Ok, but now what? Should I just keep masturbating twice a day?
>>767907937
>she was hitting on him. It made him feel good because he is super self conscious, blah blah, blah.
>He is very good at being detached with most people
>I don’t believe he will do it again. But I didn’t believe he would do it the first time
yeah sounds like my situation.
The most likely reason I'd trust him is: now he knows the consequences. however good at compartmentalizing he is, if this shit comes up again he will know exactly what it will cost him if he goes through with it.
Forgiving him once is an act of love, but one strike is the right number. I do advise counseling though, it really can help.
>Do you think you and your girlfriend will fully recover?
probably not. I hurt her a lot, and she hurt me a lot in the aftermath in lashing out. It's a different relationship now, between two people with more damage than when they started. Still working at getting past it but it can be hard.
I'd have better hopes for you, based on how you're writing about it. I wish you good luck.
Hi...I am ....don't know
>>767908761
I'm fine now, as I said. That was simply something I went through. At the moment - and for the last two years - life couldn't be better.
>>767908773
Make sure she understands the gravity of the situation. And she can get enjoyment and satisfaction not only physically, but psychologically as well.
When I had similar problems with my SO - not being sufficiently slutty, not initiating sex - I took it to heart and understood that he has needs that I can either satisfy or let someone else do it. I get immense pleasure from pleasuring him, even if my body doesn't respond the way it should. I found things I enjoy the most, I'm happy to see him happy.
Maybe she's delusional and just thinks that 'I'm not in the mood' is a valid enough excuse? Maybe she alone does all the chores and doesn't want to see sucking your dick after a day of work and housework as just another chore?
Birth control pills aren't the reason. The problem is reluctance to initiate anything without being in the mood/having the perfect circumstances.
I'm a femanon that was molested as a kid and grew up to be a pedobear that's forever alone and probably gonna kill myself once my grandparents pass away
>>767909179
How old are you now?
There is an elderly woman I walk from her car to her work. She has cute ass. feet painted toe nails high heels and pantyhose. I want to ask her if I can lick her feet but she will think its weird
>>767909179
Don't do that. It's not necessary. You have your demons, we all do. I was abused as a boy, and I have acted out my abuse in ways you can't imagine. I regret my choices, but live with who I am because far too many people actually count on me. But that was my mistake getting close to anyone, to be honest. I'd probably be better off alone, but whatever.
Lie to Everyone About Myself to the point of not truly knowing who i am and only truly coming out about myself when i'm fucked up drunk or only with my only true mate.
I honestly have 0 respect for myself around other people at this point.
>>767908993
>Maybe she alone does all the chores and doesn't want to see sucking your dick after a day of work and housework as just another chore?
definitively not the case here
Long shot, but if the girl at the end of the last secrets thread who's dad got her pregnant is about, I'm interested for research purposes.. thread died just as things were getting interesting.
>>767909344
I want to know this too. I was there as well right at the end.
>>767909312
Either way, you've got to make her realise the gravity of the situation - that it's not just your passing whim, but a need. If she doesn't make effort to make everything better, warn that you might break up with her if she doesn't do what you ask to. If she doesn't comply then, break up.
This way is much more honorable and less hurtful than simply cheating.
You don't have to give her a very long time - a month between the first and the second warning is more than enough.
Split with my ex of 6 years just a few months ago. Decided that was it - I'd stay single at least for a good while.
A friend called me late Friday night (real 10 qt3.14) and asked me over for drinks and a laugh.
I've loved this girl as a friend for many years.
No sex or anything we just got a little drunk and talked and laughed although we did cuddle and touched - not enough to be sexual but if we weren't both single I'd have said it was inappropriately close.
And she made me so happy - not because I was semi flirting with literally the hottest girl I know, but because she made me realise how emotionally drained I'd become with my ex.
She's messaged since and said I did pretty much the same for her.
I didn't realise how unhappy I'd become over the years - such a slow beating down by my ex - and to have my friend take that all away in just a few hours has been amazing.
>>767902296
SEX WITH KIDS SHOULD BE LEGAL
>>767909240
I feel like I'd be better off alone, but I've also been highly co-dependent my entire life. I've let myself get close to someone, and he's not long for this world because of a terminal illness. I appreciate your words, they do mean a lot to me.
I used to be super depressed and i wanted to end my suffering every day for about 1 year. I eventually got over it and started to feel better but i'm starting to feel that it's coming back and i don't want to be like that again.
I need help
Teil Nigrasse Dyson
I don't know how to talk to girls and i'm 25 year old kissless virgin
>>767906705
you're not alone
>>767906705
I feel you man but don't worry it will get better and think about all the good things you can do
>>767909179
care to greentext? I'd like to know if your relationship with the abuser was consensual or cohercitive
My 16 year old niece just accepted my follow on her private Instagram account and I'm fapping to her pics.
>>767909634
Knowing the things I've done, and living with them, is so good damn hard. There have been a few times I have thought that this world would be much better off without me. But I've never been able to bring myself to do it, because no matter how much of an asshole I pretend to be, I still have people that like whatever I call this facade I've been. I have relationships, relatives, actual friends who love me. I hate that I'm loved. I don't deserve love. Not at all.
>>767909507
breaking up is not that easy, everytime we have probles she freaks out and I know that would hurt her badly, and I don't want that.
I would talk to her. I'll explain her what feel and what I think I need. In a couple of days, since as a rarity, we fucked twice this week.
Thank you for your advices. But you have to post your tits
>>767909179
You might be the one to hold the next victim of something like that though.
Say what you want about pain and suffering, it does make you tender-hearted, and there are so, so many assholes in the world.
>>767909857
Just KYS already.
Don't need the Korean soap opera thanks.
I've been single all my life and say it's fine if I get asked about it, but it's everything but fine.
Every now and then i think about how a rape and murder would be like as the rapist/murderer and i really just wanna do it and i even have the possibillity to do so now that i found a fuck buddy that wants me to choke her unconcious. Might even take pics and upload to /b/ but idk it feels less wrong than it should be
I come here for the anonymity.
I can talk about my degenerate kinks (farting, scat) and while I'm not necessarily free from judgement on here, it's nice to be able to get it off my chest from time to time. Other times, it's just nice to say exactly what you think with no filters.
>>767909874
Finding out about cheating is worse than an honorable breakup. For me it only took the first warning. She might say it's awkward at first, but after a while it gets great. She will be happier too.
Instead of tits, have the ultra rare sausage cat.
>>767909826
I was 4 the first time I can remember; it wasn't consensual. Nothing more to tell.
Madly in love with my absolutely perfect best friend who indulges my boyfriend fantasies as a joke but will never love me back the same way because he's straight.
At this point I'm seriously doubting I'll ever find an eligible boyfriend anywhere near what he's like, and I guess I'll just have to settle for someone inferior.
>>767910168
I assume it was your dad
it's time to talk, it will help you somehow.
Did you tell on him? What are your feelings about what happened?
>>767909344
>>767909376
I'm here but I'm only lurking for like an hour then I've gotta go out.
>>767909975
Thanks. You're awesome
>>767910390
My dad bailed before I was born. It was a dude at the daycare center my mom placed me at. She took me out, but there were no legal repercussions because my mom's a drug addicted alcoholic piece of shit who ALSO abused me.
I'm upset about it. It's caused trust issues in relationships, and I can't have penetrative sex without it hurting, some of the worst pain I've ever felt.
I still remember my mom explaining to me, at 4 years old, what sex was and why I was bleeding.
I'm tired of my life. I don't find anything interesting; I move from my grandmother's house to my father house for better work opportunities
But I don't want to work anymore or anything I just want time for die in loneliness
I’ve never been on here before. Just.... I’ve been listening to some reading lately. And felt here was a better place to let out. Anyways so I’m a virgin or at least I like to believe so. Ya see I was molested by both my older sisters, was flat out well you know, by my the 6 year old neighbor girl and her 18 year old bother when I was 3-5. And sex has always seemed sorta dirty to me. Granted im a bit obsessed in a way that similar to addiction I guess. (Kinda always have been) so the idea of sex is sorta gross to me but I ended up torn. I’ve only ever had 5 or so sex dreams. I don’t really find any one attractive, I just crave intimacy and well some I could have children with. I’m 20 years old I’ve never been with someone of my own choice. The only reason why I go on is I want children to love and protect. Because even with the sexual abuse aside I had a fucked childhood. I just wanna you know have children that can say, “I have good parents.” But I’m messed up. I’ve only been literate for 5 years despite being extremely bright, it’s not my fault I spent most of my life nearly blind. I don’t really have a point here just kinda vomiting my inner thoughts. I just wish. Ya know wish for some saving grace. I’ve spent my entire life trying as hard as I can, get in to high school just barely passing. Remember I at this point I’ve only been literate for a year. Get to my second get taken out of my support classes because they have confidence in me. Get a 23 year old teach. She hates me, thinks I’ve had it to easily in life, because she knows my type. You don’t try because your minimum is good enough. Tells me half way through the semester That she doesn’t like. Tells me that she’s going to fall. She doesn’t grade my work. She stop marking me present. I just give up drop out. Hold my loaded 22 in mouth most nights. Develop some sorta sleep disorder. Sometimes don’t sleep for days. Sometimes sleep for days. I’m still gone
>>767910640
Not that you care (or anyone else, as I was told to just KMS already) but the man who abused me was also in charge of watching me and several other children in a daycare like setting. He would lay me down on a counter, undo my diaper, and put a washcloth over my face. I don't know what HE did, but he touched me and did other stuff. My parents noticed I was wearing the same diaper, but that it had been opened and closed in a different position. Cops couldn't do anything because no one would believe a child as young as I was. It messed me up.
>>767910640
That sounds so bad :(
Ever talked about this to a psychologyst? It can do miracles
>>767902296
I have a secret fetish for bimbos and ladies with huge fake tits. I honestly wish to get a girlfriend that would love me unconditionally, and then ruin her by turning her into an artificial fuckdoll that would suck my dick and would only have purpose to fuck, and look sexy with huge tits, as big as head, huge, thick dick sucking lips, and ass full of silicone, really soft and jiggling like a gel when she's walking. Some time later I'd like to see her turning into a plastic freak with too big juggs (like Beshine or Chelsea Charms), facepussy lips, big ass like 2 cushions, huge libido, and lack of diginity.
I am so ugly. My life is ruined because i m ugly af and got no confidence to do anything. No matter how nice you are if you are ugly no one likes you. Fuck me man and fuck depression too.
Just wanted this to get off my chest SeemsGood
>>767910117
I honestly think a breakup would be worse for her than finding out I cheated. But I can be wrong
>>767910770
I care, more than you could imagine. I just wish I could do anything about it.
>>767910780
I've talked to two. The first one made over-exaggerated facial expressions & obviously didn't believe me, the second diagnosed me with PTSD then never spoke with me again.
Thanks for talking to me. :)
>>767910951
>>767910521
Pls just set up a throwaway kik or something. I won't be a pain in the ass or pester you for pics. I just wanna ask a few questions.
>>767910988
ineverwantedthis @ proton mail dot com
I check it...if you want to talk, we can talk.
>>767902296
I pushed away the only girl I ever loved because I was a homeless poor kid lost in a different state and I wanted her to be happy.
I made it back home with my shit together and now she hates me. Shit hurts.
>>767911025
you need to find some qualfied psychogist, those two were likely crap-tier.
>>767910988
You don't have to email me, but you can. I had a good conversation with another anon last night, and gave him my burner as well. It helps to talk, but I legit have no one who would understand irl. And I don't want to do therapy, the thought of that just makes me cringe.
>>767909577
Who did it? Did the end up in jail?
>>767911185
Eh ok. Just made a kik which is throwawayname18
Don't be a psycho.
>>767911264
I feel that anon
>>767911025
I'm telling this because I'm a pedo too, and I tought for years that I my condition was non-reversible and it was very bad to live this way. Then I talked to a psychologyst and things are going so well that I can't explain lol.
>>767910202
I feel like most fags usually go through something like this. It was even worse for me because my best friend actually "let" me give him head from time to time when the absolute bimbos he dated didn't put out so I got really clingy and went through some really dark shit. It's a cliche' but if you really love him, you need to let him go. It took a long time but I finally got over my friend and in the end, it was better for me. I'm much happier now that I'm not obsessed over him, but it takes time, man. And it hurts like a bitch when you're going through it but you'll get there, bro.
>>767902296
I studying thing I hate, to have a job I will hate... I feel like a human failure, moron without ambition. I don't want to be first in my family without higher education, but I just want to live in small apartment and do some simple, manual labor, like carpentry...However when I think about it, I'm starting to think that I'm insane.
I'm a piece of shit husband. I cheated on my wife, got away with it. 6 years later started an affair with another woman. Got caught she forgave me but it has been rough. Said I would never do it again. Starting another torrid sexual affair with another woman. I love my wife but her sex drive is non existent. She has refused an open marriage and refuses my advances. We have 1 child and it's a miracle we had him. The complete lack of sex between us is driving a wedge between us. I want a divorce but at the same time I don't
>>767911646
Are you the one who got knocked up by her dad?
I was hired and paid to make log memes and post them here and since then I feel like I have been used by the devil himself and there is no redemption, was it worth it? That australian clair valley beef steak dinner was nice though.
>>767906705
Giving into their shit won't make things better. I know its hard to hear but move on. Things can still turn out better then you ever expected.
Don't give up and make the best out of the things you can change.
>>767911641
Nope. No repercussions.
>>767909179
I dated a single mother who had pedo tendencies. Was good for a while
I still dream in geometry. starting to doubt that I am dreaming but instead conscious of the potential superposition of particles running as a simulation.
>>767912492
greentext the shit you did
>>767907031
Just ask someone for help. You are not expected to handle everything alone. If you can't turn to family go to a therapist. They have to listen to you and help you. You can do this. You are not alone and Others do care for you.
>>767911973
Sometimes I feel like I am some fuckin r9k autistic mongoloid, but instead some anime and vidya I have dreams about beeing some woodsman. Like my life on outside is a cover, for my friends and family I'm some ambitious future success, with great fiance and great resume, but deep down I just want to sit in wooden cabin, and fap to some fetish weird shit, and spend rest of the day choping wood... Seriously I went on second studies to have one more degree, just to delay working in some awful corporation. That how big moron I am.
I'm here on 4chan since 2007, it is my window to be free autistic moron. Where those idiots were talking about end of the world in 2012 I didn't belive them... But god I wanted this to be true... Sometimes I just want to die, but I don't want to commit suicide like a fuckin faggot, but if some muslim fuckin monkey will kill me in bomb attack I wont be sorry.
Those are my thoughts, look how big stupid moron, fuckin faggot I am.
>>767906457
I’m in the same boat. I think I’m addicted to sex, I’ll still fuck my wife even when I’m not in the mood or in pain, or just tired simply because I can’t help it. I’m not even attracted to her anymore. I’m in love with someone else but I don’t think that girl feels the same about me so I just stay with my wife because it’s cheaper to keep her right.
>>767912558
seconded
>>767911025
Seriously? Those are some ducking awful psychs.
I don't know if you could've be bothered tryinbagain, but there are goodness ones out there who can help. My wife was abused by her grandfather for an extended period, and was in a rough place before she found the right psych to help.
>>767912531
>she was 25 had a 3yo daughter
>she would walk around naked a lot and say dumb shit to the kid like look you came out of here pointing to her pussy
>would encourage the kid to touch herself and the mother
>sex infront of the kid
>BJ in front of the kid and kiss the kid after while grinning at me
>suggest I nut on the sleeping kid
>say shit about daughters pussy while changing diapers
>left before I ended up in jail
I am 27 and I unironically enjoy Pewdiepie videos.
My fiancée is pregnant and I hope it's not a girl because I'm worried I'll want to fuck her when she's a teenager.
I kiss other girls behind my fiancées back as often as possible because knowing i can still attract women is essential to the maintenance of my fragile ego.
>>767912396
Would you like their to be?
What has it done to you?
>>767909557
Sounds good that you broke it up. You deserve to be happy. Good luck dude
I'm in college and I have a female friend that I spend time with and talk to every day. She clearly is showing signs that she's interested in me, but I don't feel the same for her.
Is it cruel to forever friendzone her? Or should I either just go out with her for a while or just leave her. I don't really want to end our friendship, but if it's not working out, I guess I have to.
>>767902296
I used to blow my older brother for money
>>767912955
not having kids is a huge mistake.
personal experience, realising what the meaning of life was after it was too late. the wife is now barren, we are looking at a future that is really boring and joyless, I will forever remain in phase 4 and never proceed into full maturity. please don’t be that. it can bring about existential crisis .
>>767911264
Tell her that you wanted her to be happy. I know it doesnt seem like much but talking honestly to people helps.
>>767912929
dumbass that was the heaven and you flee from it
I have a business that I started with two friends and a financial backer.
My friends proved to be incompetent (still friends though) and had to leave the company after sinking tens of thousands in unnecessary expenses. The other guy did fuck all for work and is hamstringing me getting new capital contributions because 'muh founder's equity' despite having both less actual money and less sweat equity in the business.
I'm going to succeed, but I want to fucking murder that guy. Like, actual homicide. I have plenty of guns, live in a violent city, and he gets publicly drunk all the time. Really the only thing stopping me is the likelihood that I'd mess up a tiny detail in the murder and fuck my wife's life up when I go to prison.
>>767913147
From what age?
It bugs my that my gf’s last boyfriend has a dick that is at least 3.5 inches longer than mine
>>767913147
From what age? Green text.
>>767913502
bad dragon cocksheath? girth is worth more than length.
>>767902296
>be me, age not remembered
>work in a consumer electronic store
>pretty much educate myself to the level of god-tier salesman
>extremely knowleageable, everyone can rely on me
>get away with shit other salesmen can't, on account of me being awesome
>one day i decide to steal a Sony camera, just for teh lulz
>a pink camera
>worth about 70 european pesos
>word gets around, po-lice do their investigation
>all hell breaks loose
>everyone wants to know who done did it
>eventually have to admit it was me
>forcibly quit in 2007
>my life = done fucked
It's been more than ten years now and i coulnd't have kept a job for more than six months.
All because of one god damn pink camera.
>>767913441
how much would you pay for his death?
>>767908460
I feel this
I just fapped with a girl of single digit age on cam
>>767913868
Did you cap?
I hate niggers
>>767913575
He was super thick too:(
>>767913502
It should, your girlfriend is used goods. You will never stretch and fill her pussy like him.
Don't get too attached, look to move on to the next girl whenever you can.
>>767913809
me too anon <3
>>767913929
Nah dude. Ain't having that on HD. She was good though. Did everything I asked and knew her way around her body
>>767913502
Dude... Grow up. If you really are affraid of such silly thing just learn to be great oral giver.
There are plenty instructional videos with belladonna and nina hartley how to lick like a prolesbian.
Give her orgasm with tongue.
>>767913417
Nah, he was right to bail, bitch was clearly crazy and that kid is going to be FUCKED up, 3 is way too young.
>>767906688
>partner cheats
>stay
How dependant are you grow a fucking identity
>>767911646
Sent you a message but you haven't read it. When did he start having sex with you?
Cheated on my girl of ten years. She found out. I feel awful and I want us to try and recover from the situation. I moved out for a week but have come back into our home.
>>767905712
Well, this one seems innoecent but, on Saturday I killed a baby bird. I'm sorry about it. I wish I could undo it.
>>767906705
Its an endless battle between giving up falling to apathy or evil yourself or doing good back to combat the bad.
The only thing that will fix this world is people doing good
Doing bad shit is called the easy way for a reason.
>>767905712
lies
>>767913979
so basically he was a stud and you're a manlet.
Get ready for 3-way talks and eventual cuck status.
>>767902296
I got my semester grades back. I've got a 2.2 GPA and made 2 As and a D. No word on the last class. I'm terrified of what my GPA looks like now.
>>767913998
SERiously ?
>>767914808
I’m not a Manlet
4.5x4.25
So yes my dick is a bit below average but it’s mainly him being oversized that’s the discrepancy
>>767914901
not him but yeah, women are fickle as fuck. you're the in-between before she finds another stud, no amount of "emotional support and loyalty" is going to avoid this.
>>767914901
I'm deadly serious. Its instinctive and natural to want a virginial girlfriend, only in the last 50-60 years have we tried to reverse these behaviours.
Virginal might be wishful thinking, but you can at least make sure your girlfriend wasn't a whore or impaled on a donkey dick before you
>>767914956
bro, I'm CONSTANTLY told I'm average to small on here and I'm 5.8"x6".
MANLET
>>767914956
That's a smallish dick bro.
No matter what girls say, size matters. Honestly i would never be with a girl unless i was sure she hadn't fucked someone better than me; whether that's better looking, higher status or bigger dick. You need to be the best she's ever had
>>767912989
Thanks anon.
I'm genuinely feeling better every day now.
And the pretty friend? Well she just texted me - I'm a bloke so don't always get this right but I think she's flirting with me again.
"what I think you need now anon is a good solid friend who cares about you who will let you take things very slowly. Someone who can help rebuild your confidence without pressure or judgement. Somebody you can just hang out with and go for a meal with occasionally. Somebody you can fall for slowly and surely this time."
Next text "Oh speaking of going for a meal do you have any plans for Friday night? There's a new place in town I want to try but I've nobody to go with".
>>767915262
This, why do you think humans have evolved to have the biggest penis-to-size ratio of any ape? in most cases, most animals?
Because human women fucking love giganto-cocks.
>>767915269
Thats fucking great. I might not be the most sensitive person but I guess its a date if you go out with her
>>767914218
Worst advice i ever read.
Yeah learn how to lick her pussy really good so she can think about her big dick ex while you get on your knees.
>>767910959
I was very upset when I had problems with my SO too. Uncontrollable crying (though I did my best to explain that that's an involuntary reaction and in spite of that I'm a rational being), feeling like a piece of shit, being afraid, etc. But I felt safety and confidence in the fact that he was being open with me and set clear conditions. Him talking about it meant that he cared enough about me and I understood that if things were beyond repair that wouldn't be happening.
On the other hand, cheating shows lack of respect and trust and demonstrates that things are beyond repair - that there's nothing she can do. Also, she will never forget if you cheat on her - no matter how hard you both try, you'll never be the same in her eyes.
>>767911973
>>767912589
Have you actually tried manual labour? Doing something 12 hours a day until your joints hurt and your feet don't hold you anymore?
It's easy to dream about 'simpler life'. But you first have to understand what that entails. Plus, you won't be freed from taxes, rent, buying supplies and managing your shop. You've got to have discipline to be self employed.
>>767905461
Yo, if you let her take an inch, she will take a mile. Cut her off from your money, get a sheriff to evict, or take the bills out of your name.
REMEMBER THIS!!!!!
At this point she is NOT your friend, let alone your lover. She needs YOU so you need to fucking act like it. She won't change her mind, she won't fuck you again, even though she says she will. Shes LYING because she is NOT your friend.
She is NOT your friend. She is NOT your friend and you have no reason to be nice to her and suffer ALONE while she is sitting pretty with your shit.
>>767902296
oh look this thread again.
yawn.
>>767913150
I don't want kids. I can eb with them, they like spending time with me, but that's okay only when there are parents to take them after a couple hours and take care of them.
When I hear a baby scream or a toddler throw a teary tantrum I feel a very strong urge to smack them in the face, which is not the best thing o do for a child.
I think I'll be content with traveling, reading and painting when I'm older. Besides, there will always be my sibling's kids whom I'll be able to give money to if I ever feel like wanting kids. But I don't think that's gonna be a problem.
>>767914639
What did you expect? You don't love her - just break up and be free to act as a whore.
>>767917536
You didn't read the posts - he cheated on her.
I have a fetish for being treated really submissively and its got to the point that, although i'm not attracted to men physically, I go on Grindr and get guys to use me when i'm blindfolded at home. No-one knows i've been used by three guys that i've never seen at the same time.
>>767908688
Nice dubs. You're not invisible, bro.
There are two ways to look at it:
1. No one gives a shit :(
2. No one gives a shit! :)
Don't destroy yourself because the world is fucked up, go explore that mother fucker. You might be an ugly duckling here as a big guy, but travel to an island and you'll be treated as a living God.
Seriously, havent you felt out of place? Go find where you belong!
My gf have borderline, we are deep in love with each other but her numerous illnes make the relationship mi particular hell for the moment the good times weight more than the bads but every time the bad acmulate more and more.
>>767918153
Send her to a good psychiatrist. I've seem bipolar girls/women manage it really good, so with the right attitude it's possible to keep that under control. What does she say or do during her episodes?
>>767914901
Dude, I took my gf from her ex ... And the second time we had sex she moaned 'THIS IS WHY HE CAN NEVER HAVE ME'.
she said he had a decent size but didn't know how to use it, he'd rather jerk off to porn, didn't last long etc just a bad dick experience.
As long as she says she is happy, you're good until she gets a bigger dick in her life then you're screwed.
>>767907031
I feel you anon.
>>767917710
Yeah, I saw afterwards. Even still, why be a pussy when he obviously doesn't want to be married.
I would tell my fiance, look bitch, yeah I was trying to get some strange because tying the knot, so what? GTFO
Lol and that's why I'm not married.
>>767907428
I also do this
I hate my father in law. Loathe. Detest.
Fucker is a doctor. 40-whatever years of practice. Internal medicine, so not top money maker, but should be plenty comfy. Does not have two nickels to rub together for retirement. Dipshit runs his life on his ego. Doens't like the medical system -- no one does -- but rather than work with it to make money, he tries to change it. Two bankruptcies, three failed practices all because he know better. Spends his income (from seeing medicaid almost-corpses in nursing homes) on MLM and get rich quick shit.
We're gonna end up supporting his ass when he finally strokes out. I hope he dies in a fire.
>>767908901
It's okay
>>767918323
She became agresive to me our bb and her friends, its a few hour's but still pretty hard.
>>767917159
Yes I did. In highshool I was working every summer in workshop for 10 hours a day.
>>767920935
Not him but
>actual heavy manual labor
>10 hours a day
>high school
you are so fucking full of shit.
Brother and I found one of my dad's porn mags when we were about 6 or 7. Ever since he used to make me sick his dick until I was about 16 and he got a serious girlfriend. Used to black mail me to do it. Now I have somewhat gayish fantasies about giving head but nothing else with a guy and like the look of cock. I feel dirty about them but only after masturbation. I blame it all on him.
I think about killing my wife and myself every day. I am an IV heroin user. Ive killed some family pets when I was little. I am probably bisexual if not completely gay. There is.more but I cant share more than that for now... Ugh
>>767921167
>i'm a gigantic faggot from birth
>let's call it "black mail" so there's no guilt
>it's all some one else's fault.
faglord supreme, extra sprinkles.
>>767921167
Do what I did, find and suck a cock as an adult. Actually turns out I enjoy it, and don't suck at it (ha). But I have zero interest on doing anything but head with a guy
>>767921200
By more, you mean?
>>767921304
What's the point on coming into a thread where people need to let go of shit and making them feel worse about it. Goddamn.
>>767921410
because life is a game of cups.
The cup has happy in it
Every time you take a sip of happy, the cup empties
eventually the happiness cup is empty
Well, that guy over there still has plenty
Let's go poke a hole in his cup so I can have more.
>>767921477
cont.
and brother, I am fucking MISERABLE.
When I was single I used to get pussy pretty much on the regular whenever I wanted (tinder, etc if need be) but I’ve had a girlfriend the past 15-16 months and we’ve still not had sex, like don’t get me wrong love her but I don’t know how much longer I’ll last.
>>767921410
If i shared the more stuff Id be too worried about getting doxxed. Telling people u had fantasies of hurting animals is enough of a risk on the netz
>>767920975
Well if you think so, it's your opinion.
My father said that I should study in summer, or do something. He didn't gave me money for vacation, so when I was 17 I went to workshop. I did some metal fences, andgates mostly, but in the spare time I done some shit for myself, like knifes (pic related)- if you want I have whole folder with things I made in the workshop in my spare time. ;)
>>767921636
>that i made
Stop lying faggot, you're just an edgey tween who thinks knives and shit are cool and you save shit on your spare time.
>>767920975
>>767921636
just pic what you want to see. I did some photos. That was the only thing I was proud of in my highschool. :/
>>767902296
literally no girls in my life. Hard to see face. No one look at me at the face when talking. No one.
Ever had a girlfriend, ever kissed a girl, huge, or anything that might mean direct contact, or indirect.
Not a beta fag, but a Delta one.
>>767921747
easy to check- just reverse search any photo.
>>767921368
I have done. Still feel dirty though. I'm not sure what it is. I need to talk to a professional about it but I just can't
>>767905461
pretty obvious these virgins:
>>767905543 >>767908007 >>767917536
have never been in a relationship. if you care about her, stop drinking. i'm guessing that has to do with why she kicked you out? get your shit together, anon. i'm sorta in the same boat-- my long term gf just came home after leaving me for 10 weeks over drinking. you can work it out dude, just gotta try. i still secretly drink, but i don't come home blacked out every night and punch walls and shit. just a few beers here and there. sucks living a lie but she'll leave me otherwise, and maybe that's fucked up on my part but i'll sort it out later. good luck, don't kys
>>767921794
google doesn't have everything you know, such as privatized sites and/or albums.
>>767907031
yes how I'm feeling at this moment
>>767907428
yes I constantly live my life hoping that something will kill me but I don't want to hurt my family by killing myself
>>767921874
K, your opinion man. it's anonymous board, so I don't know what would I gain from lying. :)
>>767921563
So this seems like a situation where someone is afraid to make that step in the direction that involves intimacy. Just tell her. Or break up. One or the other, before you do something you regret.
>>767921831
Ehhh it wasn't that, drinking isn't the issue, I got busted fair and square, but everything has always been and still is in her name, it was me that fucked up so I don't want to leave her in the shit but at the same time it's like I'm paying for everything and I don't own shit
In the last 6 months I have been with this girl, I love her more than anything else in my life. But her family are very controlling and sometimes prohibit her from us going out to dinner and even take her phone off her sometimes, when we don't talk for 1 - 2 days I constantly feel empty and feel I should just kill myself at the thought of her not being in my life. I love being with her but when I'm not I feel empty and it's horrible
>>767921817
I don't blame you. I've offered my burner to a few others and if you want to talk, feel free. I won't judge, I won't tell you you're evil, etc. I've been there.
ineverwantedthis @ protonmail dot com
Don't feel obligated, but it might help.
>>767902296
I once busted a nut to the idea of making a trap cum to hands-free prostate stimulation.
>>767921967
The same thing everyone else gains, temporary attention.
I cheated on my sons mom and was never caught. I found out she had been talking to someone else maybe, 2 years later and I kicked her out and have shamed her for it ever since. Now, we r co-parenting healthier but, I still throw in the occasional low blow about how she cheated and she still doesn’t know I fucked her friend.
>>767922454
P.s. it makes me feel like a piece of shit
>>767922194
I've screencapped this. I may never reach out but someday I might. I appreciate it.
>>767922454
Billy?
>>767922256
imagine being so desperate, that you make up stories in thread like this. that is really really sad.
I always treat this kinda threads like a place to just bust your problem, get some pat on the back and get on with it.
>>767922610
Miranda?!
>>767922633
Dude, /b/ is sick and people lie for false pity all the time, same with incest threads and fapping to responses regardless of being related to a person in the pic or not, and posting some one else's dick in a dick rate thread to gain the inevitable attention from cock hungry fags telling you what they'd do to "your" monster cock.
I lift and run almost every day, eat healthy, study hard, have great job prospects for the future, walk right up to girls I see that I like and introduce myself, get tons of excellent sleep, pay attention to my dress/hair
Life’s good got nothing to complain about
>>767922739
congratulations whats the name of this character you've created
>>767922674
Fuuuuuuuuuuuu
>>767922724
well nowadays I sent most of 4chan time on /pol/ and /tg/. /b/ is for feet and ylyl. i don't read much here so... Good to know this thread is a waste of time. ;)
>>767922607
Don't hesitate. I have issues too. I don't think therapy would be a good thing for me. I don't need to be judged by someone looking at me as I discuss what was done to me, or what I've done. Ugh.
>>767922724
Anything I have ever said here was true. You don't have to believe it, but it is what it is.
>>767902296
This is a good ass thread
>>767922791
Me IRL
Lots of these anons may have serious problems but those who are still young can absolutely do a 180° turn and change their lives overnight
I did it, and I’m really glad I did. It takes work but you only get 1 life, so to spend it wallowing in sadness is useless.
Personally, everything stemmed from lifting and dressing like a man. Doors open for you, you get into conversations with people you normally never would have talked to because you’re a million times more confident in yourself, and you leave behind all the shitty people from your former life
>>767902296
This fucking site Sucks!
>>767908438
Thing like this bother me. DESPITE her doing and sacrificing all that for you, and DESPITE how much u claim u love her, if she's not reciprocating the love or helping you with YOUR needs then she's not interested. A relationship goes BOTH ways. No matter how much you each 'claim' to love each other, if its not there, its not there. And if she's not ok with you doing stuff with other ppl then she HAS THE POWER to change it but just refuses to do it. But if its not there hen u know its not and you deserve better then someone that halfasses the relationship.
You'll know if they arnt interested in YOU as a person.
I agree with the other anon. Get out now while its still early. Cuz the longer u stay in that the more twisted and resentment will build up and get. It'll be easier now to dissapoint than 3 yrs down the line.
Only YOU know what YOU need to make u happy. And if your having to question the situation, maybe you need to reanalyze ur relationship and think about what will make you happy in the long run. Not just her.
Sad to say. But its the truth. Don't guilt trip urself in staying with someone that ur needs arnt being fulfilled with....
>>767923018
I just look for fap material, occasionally float to /soc/ and get kik contacts to sext with but in general, no one will actually believe you, just momentary suspension of disbelief so they can jerk off.
>>767923119
no one actually believes you.
I'm so lonely. Since my divorce I've spent pretty much every day thinking about killing myself. All I want is to share a life with someone but I can't even have that.
30 and married my high school sweetheart. Still love her but all I want is to fuck other women. I flirt with other women constantly and have a few I could cheat with but there's no good chance to do so, plus I've turned into a pussy.
>>767902296
i heart loona so muchie much
>>767923519
You missed out on college bro
You’re gunna keep feeling that until you find out if other women are worth it or not. If you cheat and it feels like shit, you’ll never do it again. If it feels too good for words, you shouldn’t be depressed about it but embrace it
>>767908993
Agreed with the second part. Ur partners happiness should be a major factor in things like this.
No one takes me seriously.
I am 5'1 small, look apparently 10 times younger than i really am, always smiling, sociable, helpful, charming. non-threatening.
I am psychopathic inside and have often manipulated people to get what i want. Not actively hurting them, unless they piss me off. Order and Efficiency are very important to me. I despise incompetence and lazyness.
>Be me
>19 yo asshole
>playing gun game on cod ghosts
>lose the match bc of bullshit
>stomp on my dogs chest
>wimper.jpg
>play another match
>lose again
>stomp again
>dead silence
>ohshit.png
>mfw when i killed my dog over cod
Not proud of this one
>>767923924
that is horrible =/
I loved the same girl for almost 6 years now. She has rejected me twice, the last one was 2 years ago, and i still love her, what is worst i miss her. I know i'm being a faggot, but i just love her too much.
>>767909874
Well if her freaking out, or u being scared of her doing something hurtful or unstable to herself or you is a factor in this as well , that's just another excuse u give to urself as to why to stay in a situation that's obviously NOT healthy.
Maybe forewarn her ur about to talk serious to her and that u NEED her to listen. I know for myself when I feel like I'm being verbally attacked,I get super defensive and don't listen with an open perspective. I need forewarning and maybe she does too?
But even then, if she's not willing to talk about stuff that involves BOTH of y'all in the relationship then maybe its time to move on? Or just deal with what you've been dealing with the way you've been dealing with it...
>>767923924
Fucking autist
>>767923924
Not even trying to be edgy here, I sincerely think you should off yourself.
>>767923924
hope you develop cancer and die before you reproduce
>>767923924
Oh god. I would kill myself before I hurt an animal.
That being said, I've had horrible dreams of losing an animal. In one, someone put one my animals in the microwave (idk why) and I thought I turned it off in time, but instead of saving them, they melted in my hand. It was awful.
>>767902296
dammit chris you are bleeding your parents dry
all this BS with cars and phones and rent and never having money and everything else
you drug addicted worthless piece of scum, i hope you end up in jail where you belong
love and kisses,
your brother tommy
>>767902296
I want to finish school but stuff always happens. I feel abandoned by people I thought friends because they only talk to me when they want something. I'm struggling financially and on top of that my diabetes has finally sunk in and I'm feeling like life keeps going down. I'm at the point where I just want to end it on my terms rather than get sick and pass from that.
>>767923924
100% manchild
>>767923924
This was 3 years ago
I have felt terrible about it ever since. Will never have a dog again
>>767924221
why did you kill me?
tearfully,
your dog
>>767924311
Because i am a worthless piece of shit, who should have killed himself instead of you.
>>767924425
you could have just pet me, you know
sadly,
your dog
Give me a honest answer here guys, my mother found a pigeon with a broken infected wing, and my kids pet rat had a giant tumor on its chest, obviously took it to vets and vet said best idea is to put it down, so I killed them both, game keeping experience so it was fast and painless, does this make me a bad person
>>767923924
I love to be petted
but not this strong
you are hurting me
your dog
>>767924489
I have no excuse for my actions. Rest in peace young prince. Hope we never see each other again, for i will be in hell, and you are in a better place.
>>767924567
yes
we need the phone number for your elementary school so that we can put "bad person" on your permanent record
>>767924567
No thats OK but if u kill.a dog cuz u lose vidya u deserve to fucking burn
>>767924629
you don't have to spend eternity in hell, you know
God provided a way for you to be in Heaven, where I am
take a chance and learn about Jesus, and someday we can be reunited
fondly,
your dog
Lol at the users LARPing as this guys dead dog
>>767924567
Fuck that man that's nothing to do with me, way I see it is ending suffering, literally this pigeons wing was fucking rotting bones sticking out the lot, and my kids pet rat was a little harder man, but it couldn't walk anymore, the vet said it was in pain
>>767924706
No amount of forgiveness from any being could grant me the ability to forgive myself. Since that day i have tried to be a better person. But it is not enough to forgive myself
>>767924645
Meant to reply to you
>>767924828
but it's not your own forgiveness that is required, it is only God's forgiveness, which is available to you
Study about Jesus, and we can be forever friends again
forever,
your dog
>>767924567
if it was an instantaneous death you gave them because you truly felt you could help them no further, then no, it doesn't make you a bad person
>>767924828
never forgive yourself you fucking autistic dog killer
I just got into a car accident saying that I had faulty breaks, and I didn't, I was just not paying attention, I almost broke someone's arm because of that...
>>767924828
Nah i think u can be saved bro. Just never do that shit again. Ever. Ever
>>767902296
> am mid-thirties, married, no kids, decent job
> love my wife, she's an awesome person, good in bed, etc
> still jack it to porn, mostly just love watching chicks blow cocks
> pretty sure am an alcoholic
> just want to be alone, play games, drink and watch porn
> the fuck is wrong with me
>>767924949
Cheers bro, I feel bad man because I've had to do it a few times because no one else will
>>767924916
This niggas dog probably hates him from beyond the grave for being a temperamental retard
i love someone and want to be with them, but i also dont
we talk a lot
she's cute
>>767925112
we all lie, dw
I'm in love with my dad & love sniff his dirty underwear & I often fantasize about us doing really nasty things with each other, Shitting on each other & eating our shit & fucking eachother till we cum inside our hairy assholes..
There this one time when my dad took a shit in the toilet & forgot to flush so I took a noodle pack & made dinner,
My old mans shit taste fucking amazing.. Fapped away & came all over in the toilet.. Woof
>pic related
>>767925445
thats crazy gross bro
>>767922819
lel, wish shit like this was real
>>767925554
Marcus?
>>767925598
Joshua?!?
>>767925614
Squirtle!
>>767925155
even my local veterinarian has mentioned that she experiences some guilt after euthanizing a family pet, and i'm sure a majority are terminally ill or elderly. there are fates worse than death and most people would agree that it is more kind to spare them constant pain
>>767907428 i know this feeling too well
>>767925147
You probably need more me time, also maybe you're into things that your wife isn't open to or aware of when it comes to porn/sexual desires
>same boat but with kid
>not enough time for sex nowadays
>not an alcoholic
>fantasizing about people accidentally seeing wife naked/exposed
>>767923924
Fuck you. How could you do that?! I hope this isn’t true.
>>767925772
I had thought the porn had something to do with being unsatisfied, but I don't have any fetishes really that I'm aware of. Maybe I'm repressed. Who the fuck knows.
Going somewhere by myself for a week to just fuck off and relax would be nice. Wife would probably take it personally though. FML
>fantasizing about people accidentally seeing wife naked/exposed
Post pics? That'd probably satisfy you.
>>767926132
Sounds like you probably spend a lot of time with your wife.
And she may, probably start with a weekend thing first.
>Post pics?
Done it before, didn't really get any responses so it fizzled
