Hi germs, older visitor from back in the day, thought I’d just get some wisdom from a place with little to no idea what that word means, I’ve reach this point in my life where I feel just done, I was a social outcast for the entirety of my life because I have this extreme shyness and because I prioritized art over the norms of other people, I let my self turn into a happiness deprived loser who was craving it from the wrong person who I managed to fall head over heels for, and ended up getting hurt. I wasted the chance to make friends by devoting a lot of time online playing shit tier mmo’s. The list goes on, but I’m considering ending my life now, I just have this beta fear of forever, when you really study the world though, you know it’s not worth living. So should I do it? And what’s the best and quickest way to die.
Nah, don't. We're reaching a point where artists are what we need, and we're gonna need all hands on deck.
Use whatever you have, make money with it, improve. Join an art guild if necessary. Scrape yourself up the ladder and make yourself something, it's not like you have anything better to do if the only other option you're considering is suicide. Only place to go from the bottom is up and all that shit.
Art forums here say my shit lacks any taste
>>767872254
Art is subjective. I fucking detest modern art, but it IS still art, and that's good. And if that's actually yours, and that's how you feel, I don't see a problem with it.
Do more of it. Get better at it. Succeed. Only person stopping you is you.
>>767871475
I think you should not kill yourself, if you are thinking of suicide then call the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline, Call 18002738255
Don't become an hero
Just think of all the stuff you might miss if you end it now. Buncha super cool shit comin' up everywhere. You may even get to see world war 3, anon. Just think about it.
>>767871475
How old are you?
>>767871475
Your such a selfish little bitch
>>767873385
he is probably 10
>>767873434
Wow Nice Stuff! Lots of Nice Stuff! Not my kinda Stuff! But still some really nice Stuff!
>>767873385
I’ll be twenty in two weeks.
>>767873645
Your 19 then.
It Just Might Be A One Shot Deal
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-rZiu9QPhAQ
>>767873969
Right but I’d just say 20 since it’s soon, same deal.
>>767871475
Watch this video and choose your path: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jNP4_z_nWY0
Listen, we live in a fucked world... not to try and shift blame off of you, but that is the truth. There are more people like you and I every day not being able to cope. Find a purpose that suits you
its a blessing and a curse, to see everything for what it is... you have the most potential out of the herd to do something great, but the truth of life can easily beat you down
>>767875303
I’m not gonna rush anything tonight, but I do appreciate everything you all have said, I’d like to think that maybe I could survive off my art.
Do something crazy with your suicide at least you make the news
Let's see your art OP
>>767873023
God I hope this is b8, get the fuck out moralfag
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2
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3
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9
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>>767878396
I have to say, being a fan of horror, I really love your art. It gives me an interesting surreal vibe to it. Keep up the good work!
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>>767878396
Whatever moron said this stuff is tasteless is a cunt. That's pretty good stuff
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>>767879479
Thanks guys, it’s a rough road,
>>767873645
Dude you're too early /b/ro it definitely gets better
is b really just porn and self pity threads now?
>>767878331
I like your work
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>>767879956
I don’t think I was pitying myself, I was just looking for help to find a quick death. Looks like the whole point flew straight over your head.
>>767871475
enjoyed your art OP, i'm sure you can find a tribe of weirdos who also appreciate your work. I met an art group in my city that changed my life and gave me more social ties that take suicide out of the question. good luck m8
>>767879941
Sure but the beginning years matter a lot to secure that future.
>>767880260
True but at 19 there is plenty of time to improve things you sound like most 19 year olds but you have artistic ability
RIP
>>767881802
Still alive
>>767882016
NOPE
>>767882215
Yes
>>767882264
Mmm yes
>>767882314
Mmm no
>>767882639
Socks
>>767883137
Shoes