Damn guys, two days until I no longer exist.
12 gauge with 1oz slug. AMA
>>767855252
Will you stream it?
>>767855252
>two days
Why put off until tomorrow what could be done today? If you weren't such a procrastinator maybe you wouldn't be resorting to suicide.
>>767855290
No, fuck you guys.
>>767855353
Because I don't want to do it today you fuck. Believe it or not preference is exactly that, PREFERENCE.
>>767855252
Suicide is what God doesn't forgive Bro
>>767855438
Then it didn't happen.
>>767855252
Are you gonna film it?
>>767855496
He created me knowing my destiny, not forgiving me wouldn't even be possible. I am forgiven in advanced and will be given another life.
>>767855632
Nah
>>767855662
the definition of homo
Any plans before you become an hero?
you'll still exist. You'll never not exist.
why
>>767855812
Literally just had a month of wasting all my money on escorts, junk food, just bullshit. It was a great month--lonely, but great.
>>767855252
suicide has no schedule
>>767855814
Okay, that's true. Talking about energy right?
>>767855252
Jesus christ faggot. Thanks for wasting my goddamn time.
bring some people with you.
>>767855818
Lots of reasons however they can and most likely will be argued and then it'll just turn into a bullshit conversation that I don't want to entertain.
>>767855662
Yes but u have free will. That's the difference. He hates suicide, check in the Bible.
>>767855898
Yes, it does? People decide when they want to go all of the fucking time. Even "now" is a schedule.
>>767855893
>Not trying to shank a pair of cops to go to Valhalla
>>767855988
Yeah, yeah. I have free will--but by that same token it was his plan all along. You're telling me my, a human's will, has say in how his, the creator, will works?
>>767855662
God doesn’t give you destiny, he gives you and all humans free will and choice so we are not prisoners to his ways
Eve was given free will to bite the apple in a test of obedience, and she failed, which is the reason for suffering (being let out of the Garden of Eden)
If you didn’t drop out before the age of 10 you’d know all of that
>>767855959
Not interested.
>>767856204
Well, anyway what's the worst that's going to happen? Sent to hell and then what? Burned alive for all of eternity? Okay, well, I'm pretty sure after days or weeks of constantly getting burned I'm going to lose my shit and just go crazy--which means the initial me that was sent down to hell as a punishment will not even be the same me.
>>767856171
yes faggot, you’re his creation, not his prisoner
>>767856348
Yet he determines my outcome? Yeah, not a prisoner--thanks.
You should go fuck a bunch of hookers and not pay, that’ll be one way to go.
>>767855662
Yeah a lesser life. kek go ahead knob brain.
>>767856406
I did that actually. Stupid whore did NOT give good service. Saw where she hid the money and once done asked if she could give me a glass of water. Quickly snatched the money when she left the room and actually caught up with her in the kitchen asking, "how do I get out of here again?" and shooting the shit then as soon as I said my goodbye I darted towards my car.
She later called me phone and said her pimp was coming for me--hahah yeah right.
>>767855988
He hates fags too so op is pretty much fucked regardless I say go for it
>>767856465
Whatever.
>>767856171
>>767856171
He said it all. Don't believe you were created by nothing. Life is a chance from the creator. He said it all. Don't waste it Bro. Who knows what dimension will it move you in. Maybe that bad one?
What is your favorite color?
>>767856586
Whatever. Who cares? The only people who are literally going to care if that happens is me and God. So be it.
>>767856586
Potentially even the reptilian dimension and let me tell you nobody wants that.
>>767856316
our mortal understanding of pain is different to the afterlife
our bodies have threash holds and limits, our souls are pure and do not
your eternal suffering will be the same pain throughout; you won’t go insane without a physical mind to alter
>>767856656
Black is my favorite color. Literally matches with anything (talking about attire)
>>767855252
Buckshot will be more reliable. Slug can punch out a hole but not transfer adequate kinetic energy.
>>767856712
Then at that point it's not me.
>>767856677
So if you’re not streaming it, why are you posting here and telling us? Just curious what the play is here because frankly I feel ripped off.
>>767856736
Come on. Shotgun to the roof of the mouth 1oz slug hollow point? Yeah, I'm finished x10
>>767856403
since when did he determine your outcome
>>767855252
Can I ask that you not get /b/ shut down like the last guy? Wait, never mind. Stream that shit. This place is full of cancer and needs to die anyway. I'd tell you not to do it, but I'm sure the influence of faceless anonymous people isn't worth much.
>>767855252
Don't use a slug. Use buckshot. You want the maximum volume of hydrostatic pressure, not the largest hole - if you're a bit off with a slug, you'll survive. If you're a bit off with buckshot, you won't.
Just use 00 buck to be safe.
>>767856804
Second what's your motive faggot op?
>>767856804
People express themselves plain and simple whether it be through clothing, music, whatever--that is what we do.
>>767856677
You can loose your chance for eternal life and just 'stay dead' by doing it.
>>767856836
I'm saying sending me to Hell you asshole.
>>767856931
Have you ever wanted to fly a plane or go in a hot air balloon at 450kts?
>>767856829
Heard about the old 19th case where a railroad worker took a tamping spike through the brain? Lived a few decades more. Or have you gotten too poor for a few rounds of 00?
You really want to respawn as a shitskin or a gulag chink ? Or even worse a pajeet
>>767856793
It is more you than anything. You will still suffer and your soul will experience it.
And you are your soul.
>>767856893
alright bought the slugs mate and I'm out of cash, sorry. If not the roof of my mouth then you gotta more efficient place to aim?
>>767855252
KSG-chan is still alive?
>>767856991
Maybe in the next life.
>>767856940
Okay. Oops?
If you had a chance to suck any pokemon's dick, which one would you suck?
>>767857010
Okay... even if I miss or whatever I'll still bleed out. Painful as fuck? Yeah but whatever and I'm out of cash dude.
>>767855662
their isn't another life, and believe it or not, your suffering is more sentience than most of what everything else in the universe gets to experience. suck it up faggot.
>>767857023
I'm half white and half black aka black.
Banking on becoming a white man next life.
>>767856957
Because he created you, and you’re throwing it in his face. Your pet has free will around the house, but if he attacks you, he is punished. Same premise with god
>>767857034
okay. Then hopefully I have a change of heart while burning and ask for forgiveness--either that or bargain with the devil.
>>767857201
Go back to store and exchange the ammo.
>>767856829
Agreed
Just make sure you don't just rip your face off and have to give it... another shot
>>767857113
Try doing something you always wanted in your life instead. Just go for it and leave all behind
>>767857131
Charmander.. kinda looks like little shota.
>>767857113
I'm assuming you want to kill yourself bc nobody likes you. Just so you know nobody likes you because you come off as a massive cunt with an attitude. Just do it now faggot
>>767857223
Well, then whatever dude fuck sake.
>>767857238
Okay, well whatever just punish me then. The fuck does he want? For me to just live my life? Fuck off.
>>767857287
God don’t work like that, it’s like a child destroying their parents’ room to spite them. Kid will get punished, and that punishment can’t be avoided, regardless.
>>767857297
I'm loading the entire thing bro. Still deciding whether I should do under the chin(no flinching of course) or roof of mouth.
>>767857023
I am glad there are anons here who get how this works in reality.
>>767857089
It doesn’t work like that, but I am happy to hear you would aspire to it.
Do you know what and where potential is? It’s part of metaphysics and it can be understood and used to do the things you believed (not knew) were possible. So, would you chance a look into potential or is it too far gone? You wouldn’t be loathed for not an hero’ing by us but your potential self will be seething.
>>767857339
I'll do it proper in the next life.
>>767857437
Wow, someone wants you to be grateful for a gift?
Shocker
>>767857383
Thank you for that unsolicited counsel.
>>767857496
No, it's not. He created me and expects me to act how he wants? What sense does that make?
Same thing with parents all around. You two fuck and decide to have a kid and then get pissed once they don't follow what you've set out for them? How pretentious is that? lol
Is there anything you're going to miss? Don't bullshit me with the cringy answer "No, it's all shit" we both know that shit ain't true
>>767857569
As our Creator said, next life won't be given if you end this one yourself.
Fuck do your parents think of you? Are they dead? Do you speak? Do they know this shit?
>>767857588
My two parents FUCKED, that's all they did, and they want me to be what they want? No thanks. Nice shit logic there--"I gave you life! Be grateful REEE!" The fuck? All you did was spread your god damn legs. Jesus.
>>767857507
Aim for brainstem
en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Brainstem
>>767857602
See there ya go. Keep practicing gratuity and maybe you won't be such a sad excuse of a man before you take the easy way out
>>767856348
>>767856570
>>767856586
not OP but what you're arguing is retarded.
Its a paradox. Even if you are right and god gives us free will, he still created OP in such a way that he doesn't understand that concept, and therefore still decides to commit suicide. This can be argued for all attributes leading up to the suicide also, such as not educating himself etc.
>>767856171
We are nothing more than dust at the surface of a small orbiting rock. There is no point of living if you don't feel it.
>>767857713
I'm going to miss my friends--gonna be weird knowing I'm going to miss out on them growing older and shit like that. Fucking weird feeling.
>>767857720
Well, then okay. Thanks Creator for giving me the option.
>>767856677
You don't want to displease Allah, trust me. He'll send a Djinn to beat your ass.
>>767857822
thanks brother
secondary question, what's the last song you want to hear, if any?
>>767857867
Okay, thanks.
>>767857237
you won't become anything. Your brain will be destroyed along with your consciousness, so have fun with that.
>>767855252
Suicidal people dont post shit two days in advances ur a pussy
>>767858009
BANG on the drum all day
>>767857889
OP here-thanks. Fuck sake it's so obvious but these drones don't understand.
>>767857894
This is probably the best post here, brother. Thanks for being so simple with it.
>>767857691
You’re making a mountain out of a molehill
You think he’s telling you what to do down to your every move
He actually just doesn’t want his gift thrown in his face
Does that make sense? You want to throw your creator’s gift to you in his face?
Were you hoping one of us would try to talk you out of it? If so then wrong board
This is the best resolution we can currently get of the monitors, aka the sentinels from the Dog Star. If you encounter one, tell it to open the gate.
>>767858009
Probably going to be Crazy Sunshine by The Pillow. Kickass song and I know just when to pull the trigger too. I'll be listening to a bunch though before doing so.
Definitely some Tool, Puscifer and A Perfect Cricle.
You said u have friends so why not to talk with them to support you? That's the worst choice ever bro
>>767858094
Have you posted threads before anon?
>>767858033
Well, okay then. Whatever you want.
>>767858083
Uhh, okay thanks. Guess you forgot where you're at.
>>767857904
So you have friends; talk to them, you have them for a reason. They must like you somewhat, and all humans have a sense of species preservation.
Get help man, even if professionals scare you. Just talk to your friends about how you feel and they’ll help you through this
I believe in you, anon
>>767857237
What makes you think there will be another life ?
>>767855252
why 2 days?
>>767858168
Here's the thing brother--it's not about what I want or what he wants because if that's the case then I'd have anything I wanted. You don't GET what you want in this life--you only receive what happens and deal with that shit.
>>767857894
Stones and trees are also pieces of dust but they don't have conciusness? U see the difference?
>>767858459
>contact a sage
>learn how to influence potential
>>767857339
And what if there is nothing I want to do in this life ?
>>767858268
Because this is MY choice. I wouldn't want my friends to shoot themselves because of what they give me--happiness, joy, laughter, all that but it doesn't matter what I WANT--what matters is what happens in this life and how you go about dealing with it.
Choosing to tell my friends will only resort in them trying to decide what's best for me which is more than likely some looney bin and what's the purpose of that?
>>767858348
The irony
>>767858293
Yeah
>>767858009
>>767858490
Not at all. And btw, they do suffer as we do.
>>767858666
Fck off satan
This thread is being monitored
are you going to use your death to further a cause you believe in? for example if you hate cops are you gonna take some out with you? or maybe writing a suicide manifesto?
>>767858767
>>767857889
Bruh
God creates you spirit, YOU
Your parents create your GENES and PHYSICAL MANIFESTATION
Mental health is GENES
LUCK OF THE DRAW
THATS WHY MENTAL HEALTH IS RISING; YOUR SPIRIT ISNT DAMAGED, YOUR MIND IS, YOUR PHYSICAL MANIFESTATION
THIS IS THE PRICE OF EVE BEING AN IDIOT
>>767858563
It will come to you itself. You will meet someone probably and it will change it all
>>767858411
Under a magnifying glass we're all just energy--condensed energy. Energy cannot be created nor destroyed so--in that yeah, I'll die however I'll also be born once more or whatever. maybe I'll be a support beam, a fucking leaf, another human, and animal--whatever. My energy will fuse with another and then blah blah blah yeah I'm here again except new and innocent to life.
>>767855252
Just don't be a selfish faggot and do it somewhere remote, and call the cops and tell them where you are. Don't ruin someones day making them clean up after you.
>>767858431
Spending the last few days playing my favorite games, sleeping, eating junk food.
>>767858518
No thanks.
>>767858094
Nothing wrong with suicide some people arent built for the fucked up society that is human existence. How do you plan on going?
>>767858814
>not related
>>767858941
Go to hell =)
>>767858808
No. absolutely no interest in harming another.
>>767858168
If I give you a gift, say, HIV. How would you feel ?
>>767855968
I know it probably isn't worth much but I care. I do, really, everyone is worth something. Whether you pass into the next world or stay in this one, I wish you peace. I'm sorry life hasn't worked out how it could've, Anon... take care on your journey.
>>767859022
Kek
>no harm
>implying mental trauma isnt harm
Someone is going to have to deal with you.
>>767858379
Yeah, don't kys. Please.
>>767858083
Happens all the time, sometimes they are gentlemen and share their moment with us
>>767858563
Then find shit
I’ve been on the edge of the chair mate, then I went for a walk and did shit
Get up off the floor instead of complaining about the dirt
>>767858819
Honestly, my mother has been bed ridden since my birth and has a TON of mental illnesses. Fuck knows exactly what I have and I'll even admit, some of those illnesses may be inhabiting my body right now and causing me to think this way or whatever but in any case I'm getting away from all of that shit.
>>767855513
/Thread
>>767859080
Okay, you got me there. I have no interest in taking anyone else out.
>>767855252
>"I'm not going to film it"
>>767859022
Good on you. We need more people like that, people that opt out without taking others that arent ready to go
>>767858870
Have you ever heard of anti-particles ? Energy is actually created and destroyed all the time. I'm sorry.
>>767858379
Uhm.. no?
I don't WANT to.
>>767859022
that was just an example, you could do plenty without harming anyone
>>767859076
Thank you brother. I hope you as well as everyone else enjoys life to the fullest--if not the fullest then a hell of a lot.
Hey OP
Watch these before you go
https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PL83DE505F4E503C21
Was only broadcast once in 1985 and then lock in litigation for 25 years. From New Zealand. Why? Its compelling what they did to a 7 year old child 25 years ago with subliminal education which lead to /b/ getting swished on >>767777777
Do the second columbine
>>767858691
Threads about your height perhaps?
>>767855252
Well done my nigga. Now that you got the thought in your head nothing's gonna take it out anymore so don't worry you won't die of old age.
>>767859466
No. However funny enough I WAS in that thread. Someone posted an article about some Australian dude offing himself because of his height. Also height surgery a topic in that thread--IF that's the one we're talking about.
What a stupid toddler, junk food and prostitutes HAHAHA
You fail hard
You're gonna get a clear picture of how your behavior COMPLETELY SUCKED
FULL LIGHT ON HOW RETARDED YOU ARE
I’d like you, OP, to take a moment to swish with me.
>>767859351
We love you and the tribe will miss you
>>767859276
Okay, whatever dude. Anything you want.
Decision still stands.
Is there anything that could change your mind?
>>767859580
Okay, thanks.
>>767859570
yeah that's the one. Guy had two threads going at once - one about high school and one about height
>>767859636
lol thanks brother
>>767858459
Then make the most of that shit you privileged fuck. You can get hookers and drugs to make you happy, or you can eat healthy and live a clean life, or you can do fuckin anything that doesn’t involve a shotgun to the jaw. You’re in America by the sounds of it.
Get up, get counselling, go to the doctors’, and eat protein rich food. Gives you tryptophan which makes serotonin. Educate yourself if you’re poor without education. Get a job. Make money. Travel. See culture. Get into gaming. Find a fandom to endulge in. Make friends with new-found hobbies.
Rehabilitation is literally around the corner my friend.
>>767859617
Hey its the guy who waisted double digits
>>767859648
I honestly thought about, "What if I won the lottery?" and even in this month where I had like 4-5k to spend I found it still sucked to be here. Fucking sucked so besides money, I don't think so.
Life is just boring.
>>767859749
Get a ham radio license so we can be buddies in the apocalypse
Why aren't there ever enough cats in the world?
>>767859814
calm down
>>767859814
Since you have fuck all else to do, please indulge me https://vimeo.com/268224687/6ba912c6d7
Put your fucking sound on.
>>767859972
Grow more
>>767859159
Not only will your bed ridden mother be disappointed with your lack of effort, but she will feel as through she has failed as a parent and likely not have the ability to recover from that, as opposed to you.
Do you really want to do that to the person who raised you to be the individual you are?
>>767859834
Leave your country or try doing something that makes you feel needed. For example helping poor, deadly I'll people or helping animals. It worked for me Bro. I Wish you all the best.
>>767859998
Make me fgt
In the immortal words of Bo Burnham, "get it through your head, it being a bullet"
>>767860050
*pweeese*?
>>767855252
Dont do it... with a gun
Your the reason people want to ban them. Hang yourself or blow yourself up for all i care.
>>767859131
I've already done several shits in my life. From the most 'interesting' to the most meaningless. I've traveled through the world and met many kind of people. I even found a new physical concept that could lead humankind to interstellar travels.
I went on all kind of places, tried many jobs and hobbies.
But at the end I just see that life is just meaningless and do not worth the efforts to go through it. I don't actually need a great effort to have all I need. But there is just no point of interest to get it. It's like I already won a game. What's the point of staying on the board ?
>>767859749
Listen to me you fuck--this is how I see it, right? Well, besides a myriad of OTHER things in my life--this is just one example:
Age 0-12 you literally learn how to crawl, talk, walk, communicate use the bathroom, etc...
Age 13-21 puberty, prom, puppy love, sex, job,taxes, etc..
Age 21-30 you work work work, spend your time wisely, work work work.
Currently 27 now and it's just FUCKING BORING.
It MAY have to do with depression as well, but the things I normally used to do like lift or whatever, I didn't even THINK about, I just did it--now it's like, "Eh, what's the point." This feeling has been walking in and out of my life SO many times, more than I can count--and I'm DONE with it. Reminder that this is just one of the things.
>>767860126
They don't care about suicides, only about mass shootings.
>>767855496
Good isn't real, faggot.
>>767859296
You’ll regret, anon. I promise.
In an alternate reality you’ll rid yourself of the shotgun, and your future self will be forever grateful for your past actions.
Make that the case here; I promise you’ll never regret it
>>767860147
>a new physical concept that could lead humankind to interstellar travels
Extreme doubt. In other words, humbug and bullshit.
>>767859699
Be innocent again? By committing the worst?
Talk about wishful thinking
There is no easy way out, you are lazy and deserve all your misery
>>767860028
She DID fail. As a parent, she DID fail--now, not through any fault of her own but that's just it. Shit happens--happened to her, happened to me--whether or not she's pleased or disappointed cannot be a determining factor in my life since the reason she gave birth to me was for me to do as I please.
>>767860126
Aloha snackbar in the middle of nowhere, leave a clever note, and enjoy your afterlife
OP cant even make fertilizer explode
>>767860263
So you are then
>>767860216
Truth. Mental health < flashy news stories
Why don’t you become IT anon?
Has OP got kik or an email hes willing to share?
>>767860269
You promise. Anon767860269 promises MY happiness. Sorry to be an asshole but grow up.
>>767860305
I don't know dude. Just whatever.
There are no rules to this thing, man.
>>767860446
No.
>>767860164
Sir, you are bored, depressed, and refusing to help yourself/get medication.
You are crying without getting a tissue, and crying more bc your face is wet.
>>767860298
I am a PhD actually. But I'm not OP and discussing this is not the point of what I said.
>>767860446
This. Dont go out alone dont have to talk you out of it but am willing to talk if it helps or even just to open up to someone before you go
I hope you understand who this is now.
>>767860811
DrTchops?
>>767855252
>>767860468
If you try, yes. Expecting happiness to come will give no happiness. Aspiring and working for it will. Just give it a go, and as you try, you’ll feel a lot better. Take it from someone who struggled, is still struggling, and will continue regardless.
>>767860708
>PhD
Plenty of PhD's are full of shit. Especially in hypothetical physics.
>>767861003
I've had my happiness. I am satisfied and no longer want anymore.
>>767861021
Yep, you're right. That's why mine wasn't hypothetical.
>>767855252
Where should we watch the news for this story?
>>767861127
You do. You know you do but you just don’t want to have to put in the effort to fix yourself.
>>767861233
I'll do it in the next life.
>>767861127
Then why wait 2 days why u type damn 2 more days like its bothering u
>>767855252
do you think pineapple is an acceptable pizza topping?
>>767861233
Give the guy a break he obviously doesnt wanna hear your self help shot and has clearly made up his mind
>>767861266
There won’t be one. This is your shot. Might as well try for more happiness now man
>>767861266
Asif
>>767860520
Of course there are rules you just don't know them. Junk food is what make you sick for example. I mean sick and blind and unsatisfied. The more you fuck whores and eat shit the more you are unsatisfied and you create your own Hell.
Look, just my recent experience, I'm doing some periods of fasting. I just eat nothing for 8 days, and felt the best in my life since childhood. Made me relaxed, calm, enjoying quiet, simple things.
I of course experienced the hell of stuffing myself with the nastiest food and alcohol to the point I just throwed up one morning and decided to stop eating for some time.
I just feel godamn ashamed to even think about suicide, I know these feelings are all my fault if I have them.
Too bad some people go this low
>>767861273
Because it's still something I'm looking forward to having to do. It's definitely on my mind
>>767855252
Why two days? (I haven't read the thread yet if this has been answered) I don't usually encourage others to An Hero.. But I am curious why you are waiting?
>>767861295
Yeah, it is. Some people want to meme argue but it is a topping whether people like it or not.
>>767861185
>wasn't hypothetical
arXiv link to experiment or it didn't happen
>>767861273
Miracles can happen but they take time to propagate from the epicentre.
¯\_(ツ)_/¯
Raise glass to OP.
Hope you get one anon.
>>767861391
Look here asshole. This month ALONE I've been doing this shit. Prior to this I had a job, I lifted, ate healthy, had fun with friends and all that. Fuck sake.
>>767861459
Because I'm still getting whatever I can out of life. I'm using up all of my money for junk food (momentary satisfaction) or hookers (momentary satisfaction) or whatever else. Don't worry, bought the shotgun and slugs before I did all this.
>>767861549
Can't cause it's classified until 2020. Playing with plasma is somewhat fun, but it costs money...
Anyway. Let's get back to the subject, shall we ?
>>767861303
Man, I’d rather attempt to help than ignore. This is something I thought about not too long ago. If I can change in a matter of months, he might be able too. I just wanna try and help people, and y’all being pro-suicide to a suicidal person isn’t healthy and isn’t right. For either party.
>>767861303
Thank you man.
>>767861391
Anyone who has NEVER contemplated suicide is a narcissist or atleast has narcissistic tendencies. We all think about it, some reconsider some an hero. Either way suicide it is our right as humans to opt out and I dont think it should be looked at as some cowardly act
>>767855252
go fuck yourself, no one's gonna miss you.
>>767861812
Come on man did you really just say "isn't right"
If you've NEVER heard of right and wrong--just NEVER had any source or concept on them do you really, earnestly believe you'd be saying shit like this? STOP with the right and wrong shit.
>>767861624
Then get medication and therapy and you might enjoy it again?
>>767861924
They WILL miss me but only for a while, as things tend to last.
Live stream that shit. otherwise fuck off.
>>767861776
What kind of confinement is being studied for fusion here? Any clues? Not op, interested because.
>>767861959
I don't have any interest in going through this. Plain and simple.
>>767861776
>classified until 2020
Uh-huh. Fake. Time to move along.
Dont do it OP. What do you need man? Money? A friend? A hug?
>>767861812
I'm not gonna pretend to know the guys life and make promises about getting better but he clearly has gone through the part of struggling on whether or not he wants to and has his mind made up. I would rather send this /b/rother out with some love then pretend I know what's best for him in some condescending way
>>767855959
this, atleast die and be able to help cleanse the earth some
>>767862273
Need a Thorazine drip so I'm not fully aware when I pull the trigger.
Pro tip to anyone: do not seek solace with other suicidal anons as they are also busy dealing with the great potential (think if it like a waveform, in a way) and you interfering is exactly that- interference. Stop intefereing with suicidal girls OP. Choose healthier ones, find a mate and settle.
>>767862346
OP has already shown he is a good and decent being who made the decision for himself but refuses to make it for others. Edge yourself off elsewhere
Quantum physics has proven that there is an awareness that makes things pop from superposition into a regular particle. Awareness. Observation. Yeah. Its kinda big news.
>>767862326
Honestly, I really appreciate this man. It's one thing to hope my actual friends would think this way and give me a proper send off by drinking with me and giving me a few more laughs before the event but that's just wishful thinking--nice to have at least an anon that's real about it and doesn't get all caught up.
>>767861624
There is your problem, sack of shit. Thinking having a job, friends, "lifting" (top kek) all-in-all being a godamn retarded normie is what is life.
You should reconsider all this, and, stop eating for month ALONE
But you are just a lazy crybaby toddler aren't you?
>>767861940
Fine, you’re mentally unfit and you’re a fucking blind retard with the attitude that “the only way of feeling okay is feeling nothing”
Hopefully you’ll think of how disappointed your parents will be about their healthy son throwing his life away to a treatable illness bc he’s a lazy fuck with a victim complex
Get help or do it; if you’re really unhappy then 2 days won’t matter to you, and you’ll have done it already rather than “damn guys” like you’re fucking flaunting your mental health as an attention seeking thread and wasting the time of people with genuine concern.
Pull it, pussy.
>>767862699
Wew. Not op but I felt that one coming.
>>767862792
It is not time wasted, your comment is paradoxical.
Stop eating, stop sleeping, stop leaking seamen, as if you were dead, but do it alive! Fucking normie
>>767862699
This is really good bait and I'm both triggered and engaged.
What the fuck are you talking about dude?
>living a normie life = lol you're doing it wrong
>living any other way = xDDDD dumbass
>living anon 767862699's way by doing some shit fast = expanding intellect meme
You got it bro.
>>767857010
Phineas Gage.
If you're dead in two days ask some hot girls for sex, rape a grannie, kick a kid, punch a faggot, go out with a fucking bang and make history
>>767862891
This isn’t plebbit, fagoff with your faggoty labels. You’re a fag, he’s a fag, all fags.
>>767862142
You don't have to believe me. It's not the point, as I said before. What I wanted to illustrate with my case is that the argument of standing up and doing shits in life may be invalide. As so far, I just find that there still is no point of living except from species point of view.
>>767862910
That's the guy.
>>767862792
What are you talking about..?
People have a PREFERENCE. What's with this concept that "x amout of days won't matter if this was serious" shit? What IS that?
the "damn guys" was only ever meant to be an expression that this is something I am going to have to do. The fuck you conceptualizing it any other way?
Oh, I see--the ego is what's doing it.
>>767862050
There is more to deal with cold plasma and compressing matter, actually.
But as I said, I'm not allowed to expose details.
>>767855252
Please don't anon, what can I do to help?
>>767862935
Make history..? What, so an article can get posted here about how a nig did all this FURTHER making a name for us? Don't think so. Not interested in any of that garbage.
>>767862882
>goal to preserve human life
>told you will an hero regardless
Waste of time to me, either post for a cry of help or don’t post at all, bc now you’ll burden all of the anons both in the thread and irl bc you’re seeking attention.
>>767863114
There is more to deal with as in...
>cryo
>confinement
>plenty of wew lads
>>767863131
No.
I hate to break it to you, anon, but this is it. You want to end your life, but if you do there is no chance of being delivered to a better life. And there is no chance of your life getting better.
>>767863236
What are you seeking, asshole? Exactly. Get fucked you dumb fuck.
>>767863291
That is actually correct.
I must admit i am going to talk to my therapist about this encounter, its troubling and thats ok because that is normal. I have someone unbiased and impartial to talk to and i am grateful for that. I am not single.
>>767862907
I just point to this idea: you lived one month of debauchery, try one week of abstinence. That's all.
>>767863086
If death is your goal, time doesn’t matter. What is so hard to comprehend? Why is your preference in place? What reason is there to live 2 more days? Why post about 2 more days rather than either doing it in 2 days or posting it before doing it?
>>767863086
And who says it’s something you have to do?
Again, get fucking help
>>767863507
Hmmm, good point but I'm not interested.
>>767863570
It's something I currently WANT to do. There, does that work better for you?
>>767863321
A chance to help someone who is suffering. It’s selflessness; I’m seeking nothing more than helping someone. If you don’t want it, don’t post about it and “get fucked”
>>767855252
How old are you
>>767863511
The big blowout will increase serotonin levels to a point were OPs brain will engage in self preservation and not go through with terrible deed. As such, this is par the course for someone who is teetering on the edge of oblivion. I’d encourage anyanon who is in this predicament to go through with the debauchery and treats so long as serotonin uptake (overly aggressive reabsorbtion of the compound in the brain) is fixed so that normal programming may resume. Hopefully. Hey OP. Did you like the >>767777777 swish? =) peace bro
>>767863660
Yeah, currently
Get help and you’ll enjoy life, and won’t do it in the future
It’s called help bc people that go through it are helped and are thankful for it. Otherwise being given help would be euthanasia
>>767863511
Death is my END goal, not my current goal. Right now I'm doing what literally every other human on this planet lives for--FEELING GOOD. The hookers, the fast food/junk food, the amount of sleeping in, listening to my favorite songs/watching my favorite movies--etc.
When all of this runs out, money is what I'm talking about, then I'm going to do it. I have the shotgun and slugs bought already.
Suicidal doesn't automatically mean just a sad sack of shit wanting death immediately--those are for people who are weak minded who HAVEN'T gone through the therapy, the meds, everything else.
I've gone through all that a dime a dozen and in deciding to end my life I decided that I wanted to go out MY way---PREFERENCE.
>>767863797
What the fuck are you on?
>>767862686
Np man contemplate to the very end I'm not gonna pretend I know your situation but their is nothing wrong with showing some fucking love and respect to someone who has made up their mind
>>767863896
Well ok then >_>
Jeez.
>>767863926
An education.
>>767855496
I know a few other things God doesn't forgive, homosexual.
>>767863588
Alright kill yourself then
>>767863700
Selflessness? I didn't ASK for help. I said AMA but didn't ask for help.
You call it selflessness yet it's still a selfish act--it's something YOU WANT, regardless of how I feel and even though it involves another--it's still SELFISH.
