feels thread. why are you here on a saturday night?
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feels thread. why are you here on a saturday night?
oh shit it's saturday...
Hmmm
cuz im a lonely fuck :(
>>767792230
Cause yesterday was Friday and tomorrow is Sunday, thus the only logical conclusion is that I'm here on Saturday because that's what this day is.
>>767792550
I know this is supposed to be sad, but it just makes me angry that he can't get over his dead son and he's basically an insane person at this point. He doesn't have to do that every day, and if he did something that crazy, he wouldn't stress about why he does it in the first place. I hate him.
>>767792828
well it is sad to me :/
Why are u nigga
>>767792980
Why would you be sad for somebody who's creating their own problems?
>>767793204
its a sad situation
Tonight was my prom. I'm not unpopular by any means, but I'm in kind of a weird place. I hang with the chads at school and we occasionally hang and smoke outside of school, go to pizza hut with one chad friend every now and then after school cus we get off at lunchtime.
But I'm not close enough to any of them that they invite me to parties and shit.
Prom is winding down, lot of people left for afterparties. The one dude I thought I might hang with and smoke ends up going home with a girl.
I end up sitting in the car with my GF drinking cokes and watching YouTube videos until midnight, then I come home and do this.
I don't really want to be a popular type, even though I know I could be. I'm 6 foot 6 and decently attractive. I don't think it's worth it to spend all my time obsessing over high school social life and social media and fitting in and shit like that, I do my own thing and I'm friends with people who like me for me.
But sometimes I just wish I got invited to those parties.
I wish one of the dudes I hang with at school would come up on the way out the door and say
"Hey anon, a bunch of us are chilling at Daryn's after, wanna come?"
Idk, it's just making me sad because my weird social standing is really exemplified on prom
>>767792230
Cause I chose a love interest over friends and lost the gamble. She went back to her ex. I also learned I didn't even have friends to begin with. Long story short, I jumped at the opportunity to move far away from here in hopes of starting fresh in a new place, needed money though so I picked up as many jobs as I could handle and I just got off a double shifter. Came to /b/ to beat my meat before sleep but saw this and felt like contributing.
>>767793608
It's best not to get emotionally invested in people destroying themselves.
>>767793626
are u like a basketball jock? I can kinda relate to you because im good looking but anti social
>>767792230
Because my Power has been out for 34 hours and my city is too retarded to fix it, so I have nothing better to do. They said it’d be on by 5:37 this afternoon, it’s currently 1am and it’s now down for the night.
>>767793707
yh i know what u mean but it is only a feels thread in the end, and the situation might not even be real so dont trip
I wish I had a time machine
>>767793768
Nah I didn't play sports through HS
I loved music, so I did marching band all 4 years of highschool.
I know that altered my social place, but it's something I loved and I don't regret it, I just regret some of the people it put me around.
>>767792230
Because I have a lot of homework due on Tuesday and I get easily distracted.
>>767794016
tfw no girls ever said that to u
>>767792230
>alone on a saturday night
>topkek, what a loser
Saturday is just another day when you're not in school anymore. Reported for underage on 4chin.
I'm alone every night
>>767792230
It's sunday Morning, Going to BBQ in 5 hours and pissed up.
>>767793933
Same, I want to live again the best moments to my life up until a month before she left me
>>767794192
>i'm socially awkward and don't put in the effort
>why can't lyfe by like my favorite anime, everyone just recognizes I'm special and unique
>it's easier to think about being cool and sociable than to actually do it
>nothing is working out for me and I've done literally nothing to change this, oh woe is me
>>767794253
I just want to undo my most terrible mistake that ruined my life forever
>>767794305
>meet girl online
>she lthinks i'm cute
>after some more talking, think she's into me.
>she disappears for the rest of the day
>only sends one message today
>offline all the time in-between
She was actually happy about my presence. Why. Hopefully she'll talk to me again but I'm still a bit sad. Plus it doesn't feel great to realize that people like me a lot more when they don't talk to me IRL.
>>767794338
This isn't Facebook anon, if you're gonna tell a story tell it
>>767792230
I'm waiting for Destiny 2 to download
>>767792230
It's Sunday afternoon, and I'm watching football and drinking beer.
on Saturday night I went to the opera.
>>767794338
Oh lawd, oh WOE is me!
I'm still alive and capable of doing things, going places, changing things.... HAD IT NOT BEEN FOR THAT ONE NIGHT! OH poor me, if only things were not ruined forever! ....i farted infront of my qt e-gf.... and now consequences will never be the same!
>>767792230
Cuz I'm depressed and going somewhere tomorrow. Too lazy to sleep.
>>767794400
Oh Anon, please, tell us your tale! Tell it so that I may skim it, then say "that sucks bro, here's my long drawn out story! please, read it in it's entirety!"
please god someone pay attention to me, for i am a human parasite!
damn this turned into a douche thread
>>767794651
>>767794305
>be me
>be 14
>be 290 lbs
>go on /b/ for good ole loli and g/fur
>maybe an epic gore thread
>see "feels" thread
>ha, don't these fags know feelings are gay?
>post le epic mocking
>missioncomplete.jpg
>go back to jacking off to drawings of 9 year olds
Life must be good
>>767792230
Because jerking it is way cheaper than knocking up some idiot broad.
>>767794884
Someone turn off the projector
>>767792230
I couldn't get it up again so the women went home.
Usually they keep playing together when I'm drained but not tonight..
I blame you!!!!
>>767792230
I just finished pouring alcohol on my neighbour's cut up hand and stitching it back together because his family won't let him back in his house so he smashed a window trying to get in
He hit me in the face when I poured the alcohol on the cut. He was piss drunk, so I guess actually feeling pain drew out an instinctual reaction.
I gave him a sweater cause he has nowhere to stay and it's almost freezing out, and I saw him get arrested in it half an hour later, so I'm probably never getting that sweater back. It was my late dad's.
I don't even know the guy, I get new neighbours monthly, since it's low income housing. Knowing people is overrated.
Stay lonely.
Bumping to save the thread. Currently sad because I want to cuddle something. Send help.
Didn't go to prom
Regretting it
Trying to drown my sorrows with other peoples miseries
>>767795051
I think you're lying anon. Everyone knows most men who go on 4chan can't even get one woman to screw them.
>>767795797
What state/Zip code are you?
My prom was tonight
>>767795971
A lot of proms are tonight.
>>767792230
I can't focus or motivate myself enough to do my work and my roommate is a douchebag so I'm just walking around shitposting.
>tfw 30 years old
>>767796057
Try putting on some music. Arctic Monkeys are both chill and uplifting.
>>767796023
Or be a faggot
can someone post sad images please
Just one of those days, you know?
>>767795971
I live in Indiana, anon.
I have no feels other than sleepy
I'm here because I'm always here
>>767796289
Damn, PA
>>767796356
i cried thank you so much anon
>>767792230
OP do you truly want to talk? We can all use a friend right now
I am at home, I have planned the greatest way to start this Monday coming soon.
>going to visit qt tomorrow
>been hitting it off well and we're definitely into eachother
>plan to get lunch and then hang out at home for the day
i'm just a dumbass and haven't gone to bed yet.
>>767796465
what r u doin on monday?
Heartache. Then found out my love interest also browses 4chan, namely /adv/. That was depressing. It was more depressing watching them argue with strangers half their age about how adultery is fine and they're proud of doing it. I feel like an idiot there.
>>767796480
good luck, get some sleep so you'll be in your right mind.
>>767793626
anon i was once in your place where i wanted to get to these parties and shit and once i got in i regretted it the normies aint fun and most of them are fake as fuck hypocrite you aint missing on much keep a few friends close and if you wanna party make your own party and invite people you like but dont go out of your way to be "cool"
Sad and lonely. Bf has been gone for a few days. Confused about life and everything
>>767794373
every wimmins that talks to you isnt into you
>>767796716
He still loves you, don't worry.
I could go out, but I don't feel like it. I have two finals next week, and need to as close to 100% as possible to study for both of them. I graduate next Sat., hoping to get into some shit then.
i know you guys probably aren't going to take this seriously. but there's been something on my mind for the past two weeks and it's kinda making me bummed. i think i might be getting mixed signals from this chick that sits next to me in one of my classes.
it started when we were having this conversation and she started asking me what i see in someone. then she asked if she could write something in the notes app on my phone. it said "Dear amazing person that i know, you are seriously cool and any girl that wouldn't come onto you is insane. Give yourself more credit. You are actually pretty cute and sweet [insert random emojis here] ok i know it's random but i needed to say it".
then, a couple days after that. she wrote a note for me. i'm not going to post the entire thing, just a short excerpt from it. "I don't want to come on strong and just say that 'I like you'. But, I admire you as a human being a lot more than most. You're funny and you can be yourself without caring what people think. Again, you should give yourself more credit".
for the past couple days, things have been a lot more casual between us. we mostly just have small talk and that's about it. i really don't want to rush into anything because i'm not entirely sure if she's into me or not. it's been bumming me out and i'm not quite sure where to go from here.
>>767796980
post pic of the girl and ill tell you if you have your chances or not
>>767796830
She's sent emoticons with heart eyes, her friend has called us love birds, and then her friend told me "so, i heard you and [girl] are a thing now"
>>767797075
it's fucked up that i laughed at this, but thank you anon. the feels are strong and you made me laugh.
>>767797075
1: i don't have any pictures of her at the moment. 2: even if i did i wouldn't post them to 4chan like some asshole.
>>767796374
Terrifying
Because none of my few friends live in this city and I don't feel like going out alone.
>>767794477
double dubs of feels
>>767797228
i hate going out alone. Can anyone give me advice to make it better if i go out alone? I have to go out alone a lot because my ((friends)) arent loyal
>>767792230
I don't have any friends and have problems trusting anyone. Plus I'm not too good at talking, or understanding what people are saying the first time they say anything. It gets frustrating for them.
Also I'm tired but I don't want to go to bed.
>>767797152
spoken like a true virgin
I'm cuddling a blanket because nothing else will do it. Even my fucking dog is afraid of me, and I'm always nice to her. I'm completely broken socially. I tried to talk to someone who wanted to talk to me and now they want fucking nothing to do with me. I just want a hug. I want to be told everything's going to be okay. I don't know if everything's going to be okay. I just feel alone even with multiple online friends. I want to cry. The only motivation I have is to type this message. The second I hit post I'm gonna lose all of whatever energy I had before.
>>767794477
wow :(
>>767797430
wow thanks
>>767793626
No one has a normal social standing. The best you can do is look for the positives. I'm sure there are many that would love to be where you are right now. And you have to remember, in the grand scheme of things, a high school party doesn't matter.
>>767794477
Attention whoring faggot.
Hope you feel better everyone
>>767797460
i feel u anon
becaus ei cant find the gun to end my insufferable life
>>767796980
Just keep talking to her, find a reason to start texting her or even just messaging her on IG or something.
Don't go straight into thinking about a relationship, right now she just seems like a good friend.
The thing robots struggle with is the gender isolation, where we think any extended contact with a female = interest.
It can definitely go there, but you can't make it. Just be content to be her friend for now and see what happens. The best relationships will happen naturally.
The most important thing is to NOT let your internet Asperger's kick in. Don't overthink it and stop talking to her as much because you don't want to look "desperate" or something.
Again, just let the friendship progress naturally, you'll know when the moment is right.
I texted my current GF of 3 years for like 2 months before I even told her I was into her
I'll also tell you the sad extreme. She might think you're suicidal or something and be trying to help, depending on how anti-social or sad-looking you are on the reg
>>767793961
If you overthink your social standing, it won't improve. Once you stop caring, you'll have a lot more fun.
>>767797460
Why is your dog afraid?
>>767796980
>>767797075
>>767797430
Don't listen to these guys anon, they just love the sense of power they get from edgily demanding these things online.
You're doing great man, whether you get the girl or not
i am a total fuck up that cant even talk to a girl who would be the world for me
>>767796980
do you need a 3rd written invitation? because two clearly weren't enough
>>767794305
Sometimes it's a legitimate disorder that prevents them from being social
>>767792230
It's already Sunday morning in my country! :3 I am here cause I'm bored af and 4chan is the only "social network" I use and want to use. I sometimes find good artworks I like to look at. :3 have a fun Saturday night on /b/ my friends >w<
>>767797740
Literally no clue. She only comes to me when nobody else wants to pet her, and even then she just wants me to scratch her ass. Even that's rare, though. The thing is, I love dogs. I'm good to them. It's not like I yell at her. When she does something bad, the worst I do is give her the silent treatment and glare at her.
>>767797636
huh. those are actually some really nice tips. thanks for your help, Anon.
>>767797751
>>whether you get the girl or not
gg
I've given up on class and broken my 3 year sobriety smoking weed and I love it I've been diagnosed with manic depressive disorder and have been depressed for 4 years on Zoloft rn but does jackshit
I wish for death
>>>767796980
hes dude she is into you jut go for it
>>767796525
I have a girlfriend and a secondary girl, but because in highschool I never had one... and was kind of a big nerd, emo, not enoguh friends, etc. Nowadays I am unfaithful as fuck (I got a haircut, dress good, and bettered myself superficially though), so I am preparing something for another girl I am flirting with, that would sum 3, the most I had at any given time was 5, but it is hard to keep up with all of them if you don't really care for them but one.
No I don't think of women as toys, I just like knowing I have it in me to make many babes fall in love, and it has worked. I could get into detail if you want, even give you honest advice, but if you are feeling down. I hope your week starts great too. Remember, just be youtself, BUT change who you are on the outside if it doesn't make you feel good.
Too much about me, tell me about you, what inspired you to make the thread? How is your life going?
>>767797817
i'm trying hard not to read too much into the situation. that's why i'm so hesitant to make any moves.
>>767797751
thanks man :)
>>767797860
Maybe she's just tired now.
>>767792230
It's hot outside, the nigger's are running rampant. Better to stay indoors.
>>767792230
rejection everyday, I'm numb to it now.
>>767797900
Does your University have therapists or counselors? Most do.
>>767797988
no drive no girl
Well I’ve been stuck in the fucking hospital for the past 5 days
I should get going, /b/. Goodnight. Thanks for listening to my problems, and thanks to the anon who sent me the anonymous paragraph image. Hope you all feel better, good luck with your females, Pepe Hoodie Anon.
>>767798177
checked and tell me more
>>767798071
Jesus I'm not smart enough to be in University I have a psychiatrist at my hospital nothing has really helped they raised my meds from 25 to 100mg but Idk never helped
>>767797879
Here to help. Godspeed anon!
>>767798332
If a medication isn't working they should know ASAP. They can change the dosage or the type of medication.
>>767796716
If you are a girl and he has shown to be a keeper, be faithful, trust me, nowadays those guys are more scared to lose their girl than losing their own life. He is probably having some personal problems, he either works it out himself, or you could tell him to at least pay you attention, use this phrase I always use, though kind of a brainwashing one 'You don't want to lose everything you have built with such care, do you?' He will come back to you instantly. It has worked on my exes very well, but they are all women, I just think it might work for you
If you are a dude, I realize it is hard to find someone to care for you, one of my closest friends is gay too. I love him the way he is, and support him in every way, maybe go out with a friend a bit, I invite him whenever I have the chance because he is literally the coolest guy I know, he is just insecure because of his sexuality. Have fun, and if your bf is having a hard time, share your happiness with him. That should do it.
>>767797976
my life is ruined because of something that happened 2 weeks ago. Id rather not get into it but its not about a girl or anything like that. I made the thread because i dont have any other way to interact with anyone else atm. I am good looking and all but im an anti social person now. I used to be more social but everything good stopped. Whats ur trick in pulling these girls?
>>767792230
i just played an amazing session of D&D with my mates. After weeks of no gaming night.
No night with my gf gave me this much fun for that long.
>>767798438
they do know that's why they raised it like I said kek
I came to a realization today that I don't miss being a child. I miss the innocence and imagination that comes with being a child that I once had. I have all my old toys from when I was younger in boxes not because they hold that much of a sentimental value to me anymore, but because I wish they still did have that cherished value that I once had for them. Maybe I'm hoping that one day I just wake up with the the urge to open that box and play with them again, and my child like imagination will overflow with things to do. Until then I guess I'll just keep living day to day waiting for when that moment comes, and I truly wake up for the first time in a long time.
Just depressed. Can't sleep. Anyone else?
>>767798180
that was me ur welcome
>>767792230
Trying to find somebody to send cocks to my friend
>>767798543
Do they know that you are still depressed at this dosage? How long has the dose been at this level?
>>767798564
yes elementary school days were the best of my life!
>>767798653
they know I told them I've been at my lowest in 4 years to nothing really they just raised me it's been about a week on the high dose but I really don't care anymore I'd rather just escape completely
>>767792230
Because I want to feel superior to conservatives or libertarians.
>>767798584
I know it's pointless because this is anonymous but that was me faggot
>>767798914
Is there anything going on that might be contributing to this feeling?
>>767799107
lol ok sure
>>767798470
I watched lots of videos, and know that I finally get it on, most of them are bullshit except the confidence aspect. DON'T try to be funny, cool, bad boy, nice boy, whatever. Your personality is beautiful.
However, the thing I found the most effective, relationship wise and personal wise is GAIN OR DROP HOBBIES. Playing videogames in the end is a waste, not because of the girls that don't like it, but because of the time that you lose. Go to the gym if you want to be healthy, I went to the gym because my nipples were too big, it worked wonders. Learn to play a musical instrument, I play the guitar, it is true that everyone is just attracted to you naturally after that
When talking to a girl (or even other men), be genuine in your feelings, if you definitely like her NEVER go for the funny guy route, fun wears off, try to be/act sexy, but don't talk her down, just make sure he knows how much you are worth, and tell her directly that you like her, sexyness doesn't come off unless you really are not her type. I don't know how old are you, so I will say it in general: be forward about it, confident about it, and sexy about it.
But most importantly, don't really think about it, the best things happen by chance
Didn't mean to go into detail, but it is kind of an achievement of mine because I was so bad at women.
Also about you... what about family? With the passing of years despite of how cheesy it sounds, I think mom is the biggest friend I have ever had. My father passed away, he was even better at making me feel happy after feeling so fucking down.
Can your parents help you? Or your grandma or grandpa? They are literally hearts of gold most of the time
>>767798567
Same bro, I don't know how I can cope with some days being so great and other being so fucking shit
Because I worked all day, went to the gym and lifted weights for 2 hours, then came home and ate a steak and downed a couple beers with my roommates. Now I'm honestly fucking tired and while I could try and go out somewhere, it sounds like more of a chore than having fun.
I'm also not 20 years old anymore and have things like goals and dreams.
Fuck off with your 'I feel so sorry for myself' bullshit. Feel sad, then get the fuck over it and go improve yourself. Go clean your room, do some push ups, read a book.
Going out can be fun, when I'm well rested, and want to do it. But forcing myself to party and socialize just burns me out on interacting with people, and I'd rather have a few quiet nights in than go out every fucking night with people I don't know.
tl;dr I'm too tired because of work/gym.
>>767799168
I don't know
>>767799450
Leave the gym, you don't need it if it adds to your stress. You don't need it to look good AND you don't need it to be healthy, just eat healthy and exercise at home
Also, even if you are not 20 anymore, remember you once were, remember how down you felt, good and bad days come and go. I agree with what you speak, straight to the point
>>767799390
i dont talk to my family. i dont go to the gym but i workout at home a lot and i am muscular. So should i just act serious with women?
>>767799430
The thing is, my days are just fine. But I'm always just living in a grey world. It keeps going away and coming back. I'm sick of making people hurt for me, you know?
(Pic is wallpaper I made out of previous image. I dunno. Seems cool.)
>>767799656
Which time zone are you in? If you're in the US, you should at least try to get some sleep.
>>767792230
im sitting next to my wife and baby, they'er sleeping and im board mang
I catfished someone, actually start to love them, tell them I'm actually a guy. Get ghosted.
Can't get mad at him because I'm the shitter in the situation.
I miss him
To avoid think about how much I miss my ex
>>767792230
I have $7. lol
>>767799876
I'm in Canada and I wish I could I barely slept past 4 or 5 days
>>767792230
I’m a little out of it mentally and have started taking medicines to regulate it. It ends up giving me incredible depression to have enough of a mind to realize how you’ll never truly belong. Especially alone.
>>767793626
Ive been in this situation my whole life, im 21 now and always make friends with the chads or cool kids but never am tight enough with them to be invited to the parties
I feel like venting to people about depression just spreads the negativity.
I should just stop. I'm a godamn walking tumor.
>>767800380
Hell, I'm doing it now. Fuck.
Because that gaping hole where my desires should be is hurting even more now than usual. Today was fairly fulfilling. I taught my brother how to drive and spent 8 hours on fallout 4, but still my soul feels dead. I dont know what to do. I'm not angry or sad enough to commit suicide, but neither am I motivated to do anything besides killing my thoughts one at a time until there is just me and the silence.
>>767799797
Yes, be serious, and smile little. A girl I met literally loved when I smiled because i almost never did it in front of her and she made it her focus to make me smile on some of our dates. I know, sounds kinda stupid, but romance can start in stupid ways anon.
I guess you are good to go, I am about to fall asleep btw
Whatever you do, don't talk to bots on the internet, that could be too desperate, and they are too negative, literally can make you view the world in the way it isn't. I hope whatever happened to you has a fix, and if not, at least an escape (Not suicide just in case that thing is extremely serious). It is easier to start again than fixing things, and it is easier to fix things than ending them all.
Bye anon, I hope you sleep tightly
>>767798077
>>767800380
Its a good way to push people away, make sure if you talk to someone about your depression they are people that actually care about you
Its easier to share the burden then to carry it yourself, and have someone who knows how you really feel
>>767792230
Because I literally have no emtional or even fucking social connection to another living person.
I'm lonely and depressed as fuck.
>>767800621
Don't spend 8 hours a day playing vidya anon, it's awful for your mental health
>>767800800
Isnt that why we are all here
>>767793626
Dude you have a gf, fuck their parties, you have a best friend to confide in and share moments with right there. Appreciate cute teenage girls while you can bro.
>>767800806
tru anon shouldn't be playing that long. Let alone 8 hours on that game
mental illness has taken my life and I have no way out
>inb4 doit anhero pussy u wont
you're right lol
is going to neetbux worth it
or should I go hobo and see what happens in 5 years
I just got back from a wonderful night bowling with friends, met some awesome people too. Just chilling a bit before bed.
>>767800241
Try making a cup of herbal tea like chamomile and counting backwards from 100 while lying down.
>>767800312
Everyone belongs in some way.
>>767792695
im sorry for your autism anon
Because i cant sleep. So i thought i would sift through /b to see if there's anything good here.
>>767793626
afterparties are for people who wanna fuck their prom date
>>767801405
did you find anything interesting anon?
>>767801099
Stage a total breakdown. Just say every twisted thing on your mind to anybody near you as of they need to hear it. Push people, shout in their faces, eventually you'll get arrested and put in a state hospital. Keep it up and they'll give you the good drugs and put it on the taxpayer bill. I've met a couple alpha crazies man and they have it figured out. Just hardcore manipulate the doctors into giving you good drugs.
>>767792230
Why I'm here every day. I miss her. Time doesn't heal shit. It gets worse every day
>>767792230
I just got home after being in a hospital/different rehab hospital after being in a motorcycle accident and breaking 17 bones. A fucking car hit me. I wasn't even doing anything wrong, yet I must pay the price. 17 broken bones including both femurs, left tibia and fibia, 7 broken bones in left foot, broken sternum, neck, collar bone, and more. Im fucked up. I have to use a walker/wheelchair to go anywhere. I can't bend my knees past like 90 degrees......all because some fuck head didn't yield to me at an intersection.... I didn't even fucking do anything wrong :(
>>767801870
>stage
no need already had several in my time
local officers know my face and are nice to me
thankfully when I was delusional I wasn't dumb enough to try and do something stupid
so I got stuck with an ambulance bill or two and sometimes a hospital bill if I didn't snap out of it
I have a diagnosis and years of attempted medication that made it worse
Thankfully I have been off em for a while they dont seem to help
>>767794099
No it's not you dumb nigger. It's still the main night adults go out. Grow up bitch
>>767793626
UNDERAGE
MOOOOOODSSSS
>>767796675
He's missing on young tight pussy
>>767794305
>>767802908
I'm a senior you actual retard
>>767796356
>This is no longer flavortown...
https://youtu.be/gyaG4oUYtaA
>>767796716
>hey gaiuse femanon here
>>767803035
it was a shitty shitpost you faggot
anyways hope things go good for you with the lady anon
>>767803098
Is this from that girl who encouraged her bf to commit suicide and he actually did? I need context
F
>>767803384
Lurk moar, that image is older than this site
Single and happy. Had a stroke a month ago but finally started being able to eat again. Was going to go an hero last week but didn’t have the balls to do it. A bit drunk right now but want to wish a bit of positivity to anyone who needs it. Hang in there you glorious moterfucker.
>>767794305
The projecting, holy shit
>>767798567
>Can't sleep. Anyone else?
Well it's morning for me already, also don't be sad, for every problem there is a solution.
>>767804556
No there's not
>>767792230
Because I can't socialize and have no respect for used women.
>>767793626
> "gets off" with his chad friend at lunch time
>>767792230
Coz im depressed that the girl im into doesn't feel the same. At least I wouldnt know because she will never engage in that conversation.
>>767796716
>BF gone for a few days already thinking about cheating. Disgusting whore. I would love to kill women like you.
actually it's sunday morning and i'm feeling perfectly fine
>>767804718
>Implying.
>>767793626
My life has been what many would dream to have. A herd of friends from all over, sex, partying. But I would have never gotten these things had I not played the part. Usually I feel like an impostor. Everyday it becomes harder to act like I'm a normal human being, it's exhausting to the point I'm drawn out of society at times. One of these days I'll be able to be free. I guess you could say this is what hell feels like, free but at the same time you are not.
>>767792230
I'm working night shifts and I have to stay awake all night to maintain my sleep patterns. I'm bored and this seems like a solution.
>tfw no shy chubby round assed gf
![legendary-dark-souls-pepe-31054622[1].png](https://i.imgur.com/m86WsFc.png "legendary-dark-souls-pepe-31054622[1].png")
2 different girls want to fuck me and I still can't get over my lost love and its been like 5 years, sucks. Plus regular people are too fake nowadays to even bother to make plans for a bar or get together.
This picture is usually me somewhere by myself making a tiny fire and just drinking and listening to shit sad music. I just come on /b/ and no other boards because I am getting boring and have no real interests or specific hobbies, so lurking other boards is a waste of time unless porn.
>tfw no nitrous oxide and heady don't open til 9 am
>>767805449
>nitrous oxide
How does the high feel like? I usually just drink and smoke weed afterwards.
I'm so bored of life. Once my parents die if I have nothing to live for then I'm just going to kill myself. I want a relationship but they all last less than a month so what's the point in trying anymore. I'm doomed.
>>767792230
>Hmm, I found who was behind of it...
>>767799450
For real bud, the gym is for faggots. Be a fucking alpha for once in you life and have superior muscles no matter what you do in life.
>>767794373
Same situation fuxking sucks
>>767803162
Gay men have boyfriends
>>767805753
Sharp, brief dissociation
It feels like all your nerves fade into a tingly, pleasant wah-wah-wah flangey sensation, if you do enough it feels like your being is reduced to a single point and you suddenly comprehend some great, big cosmic joke, like you suddenly "get" all of reality, and it's the most hilarious thing, but you can only comprehend it on nitrous.
>>767794477
Goddamnit what is it that makes me feel so bad about old people. These fuckers put up with so much more then millenials ever have, just by virtue of us being able to even talk about it in this thread they obviously succeeded, they carried on the next generation, died en masse without a second thought in WW2 all so we could have a free, independent world. Yes one with flaws they couldn't prevent, but a much greater world then there'dve been without them. And to see them bound, stuck to a fate like this. It's like that copypasta about Duke the dog who died saving his best friend but without the meme ending, they suffer through so much death and pain and they become so innocent, so vulnerable. It just kills me seeing things like this, old people deserve better man.
>>767805407
same.
>>767792230
Because I can't sleep without masturbating first
I came to get the heptasepta >>767777777 and got it.
>>767806218
Still, the older generations are responsible for bringing about the intoxicants of luxury that made boomers to millennials and gen z so weak and dissociated from reality.
That's just the way she goes.
>>767806279
nice
>>767806093
Well that explains the brain damage.
feels train
>>767806615
Honestly, when it comes to brain damage, you're much worse off with alcohol or stimulants than nitrous oxide.
>>767803098
moar pistola gram gram
>>767806691
>>767798061
Better to be feeling numb than resentful.
>>767792230
Fuck you I can browse whatever fucking day of the week I want. I have a story though:
>be me
>be 17 beta male
>high school is awful
>no woman will date me, at least not the ones I'd be afraid to stick my penis inside
>eventually get girlfriend
>7/10 has nice ass and tits but face needs work for sure
>date for most of highschool
>we do everything together, vidya, movies, you name it
>skip class and begin missing work just to spend time with her
>buy her 50 inch hd tv and blu ray player to watch movies since she didn't have a TV
>madly in love
>about 2 years pass
>totally failing school due to missed classes
>almost lost job several times
>relationship begins falling apart
>turns out she wasn't actually into vidya and such as much as I was
>was only doing it to spend time with me, didn't actually find it interesting
>she starts faking orgasms during sex
>this is going to end badly
>suddenly remember her talking about threesomes
>best friend, who I've loved like a brother for 4+ years is coming down to visit
>he's a virgin
idea.jpg
>genuinely believe that a three way will save our relationship and make me and my bro closer
>he shows up and we do it
>seeing another penis makes me flaccid like a wet noodle
>have to focus really hard on gf to not go limp
>she loved it
>week passes, bro leaves
>login to laptop that I let my bro use
>see he's still logged in to skype
>see that they've been messaging and plan to meet up and fuck
>in fit of rage call gf and tell her I saw it and I'm coming to get any shit I left at her house
>block all communication with bro
>mfw I lost the only two important people in my lives in one fell swoop
>mfw it was all my idea to have them fuck
>mfw I thought it would save my relationship with the woman I love
Didn't eat for two days, called out of work and got fired, and locked myself in my room for a good part of a month. Mom thought I was gonna fucking end it.
>>767797460
You're gonna be okay buddy, i dont know if loneliness ever goes away but what i do know is that it lifts every now and then. As for your dog, sometimes animals pick up on negitive emotion/energy and it scares them just give your dog a little distance and she will likely go back to normal.
>>767807245
Damn, that's terrible.
Were you suicidal at that point?
If so, how did you stop yourself from ending it?
Did you get your life back on track afterwards?
I haven't posted in a feels thread in years, and haven't looked at one in months. But you should all be ashamed of how absolute trash these have become. Time to liven the party with some good ol reposts
And what's with the BS new time limits on images?
>>767807733
posted that less than a minute before I tried haha
Favourite.
Anyone in the thread?
>>767794373
>meet girl online
>she thinks i'm cute
>after some more talking, think she's into me.
>determine that she definitely does.
>she's a fucking cow.
>don't give her any special treatment and she gets pissed
>freaks the fuck out when i tell her i'm not interested
>tells all my friends that i'm a sociopath
>they respond with "yeah, we know.."
>she was underage too
>shrug
>>767807520
Don't know how I didn't, glad I didn't though, she was for sure not worth all that trouble. Though shit is way better now. Guess I'll get up to date:
>ff a year or so
>begin getting horny again
>friends I didn't know I had reached out to me after breakup
>one of them was a popular girl
>hot, but really fucking annoying
>asked if she knew anyone who was into me
>eventually found girl who was okay looking
>6/10 probably 8/10 if she dropped some pounds
>she really fucking loves me, like a lot
>likes vidya, but mostly watches movies and knits
>we get along splendidly
>fall in love
>get great job, pays basically more than double of old job, with benefits
>get house
>get car
>get a bunch of really nice shit
>life is fucking awesome
>one day message from old bro
FuckTheseFeels.rar
>says he still wants to be friends
>decline because he's dating ex
>eventually he dumps ex
>don't want to be his friend but decide it won't hurt if I play vidya with him every now and then
>learn through conversation that ex works at gas station, dates a crack addict, and has to care for her family (dad, 2 sisters, and little brother)
>learn her life is living hell
>ex bro says he got better head from a dude in a mall than she ever gave
>turns out she did the same shit to him
>he totally breaks down and admits how fucking stupid he was
>still not close but I do keep in touch with him
>rescue kitten off the street
>its fucking adorable so I go to shelter and rescue another
>gf names one and I get to name the other after a vidya character
Simply put, life did a complete fucking 180 since that happened. Though while I was depressed, I told all my friends and family what happened, including that I had a threesome with another man. To this day they all suspect me of being a fucking bisexual faggot.
>>767792230
join are dikord and we can talk about are feels - FydRXQ
>>767792230
Depressed, sociallt awkward, fat what else do you need
>>767796980
Please don't be a shy beta. You know she likes you, just kiss her. She'll love it more than you will.
>>767792230
I am actually quite happy, I am just scrolling through /b/ on my monthly visit; to keep in touch of what I used be while snark-idly listening to the piano compositions of the Katawa Shoujo soundtrack. It is pretty good, and I don't even like classical music that much. Sebastien Skaf is a good composer.
>>767808396
But don't push her for that kiss. You'll see the signs, you'll just overthink about whether or not they are signs. If you noticed them, they are.
>>767796980
mate, have some confidence and approach her
trust me, I've been there
good luck anon
>>767792230
I will challenge my drunk father
He is taller than me, he is stronger than me, because my mother was really small
He made things up with my brother (who he never sees) he is drinking in my grandparents house, where i live. He called me a fag and walked around the house half naked, i am pissed off, and i will call him out on those things, im recently 18, and i dont want to deal with this sort of shit, even less i want my brother to believe this loser is a good father for what he said to him earlier.
Can’t sleep at the moment on account of an ongoing multi-day panic event. About to fap to relax and leave for some charity run.
It just made me complete 6 captcha's before it let me post. Jesus fuck
>met a cute girl at a volunteering gig
>we talked a bit over there
>got kinda close
>yesterday it ended
>didn't ask her for her number because I'm 2 years older than her
It's been the first day of the next 15 years of regret.
>>767806545
fuck good job
>>767808530
See this posted all the time around here and it's just as hard to read the first as the last time, even if it's fake.
>>767799390
"don't go for the funny guy route"
literally all i do is make shitty puns, regardless of who i'm talking to. you saying i dont have a chance with women?
>>767807245
Speechless...
Anyone have the video of the dude crying over someone's like mini memorial in the snow? Talking about the dudes kids and shit
>>767808565
If someone violates the Non Aggression Principle then the only payment is death.
>me 19(2014) start dating an ex from freshman year in highschool.
Fast forward 2 years
>bunch of fucked up shit, she cheated a bunch
>She was running after a big fight, I chased and tried to stop her an broke my knee. (Lesson learned: don't be crazy, and never stop someone that's leaving, they're not worth it)
We split up over that one for awhile.
>a year goes by, we ended up getting back together
>3mo later, still a toxic relationship. her 21st birthday; threw a small party, dude friend of her I didn't like attended
>I had work the next morning, left her place around 3am
>her and I hadn't had sex in a month or so, she tried to have a quickie before I left
>i don't like fucking her when she's drunk, it's not pleasurable.
>friends confirmed she fucked him after I left
>confront her and she lies out of it, and I didn't want to believe it.
>dude dies in a car accident a week or later
>month or so later, still no sex,
>get a call at work
>she tells me that she's pregnant, and going to Planned parent good to make sure.
>confirmed, estimated 5wks along
>havnt had sex in 2 months
>didn't question it..
>she wants an abortion; has no insurance. I knew it wasn't mine, so was down to pay for it as we were doing good at that point.
>fast forward a few weeks, her and my best friends girlfriend get into a physical altercation.
>best friends girlfriend yells about my ex fucking dude and getting pregnant.
Lights up now. Duh, I'm fucking dumb
>she admits it
......
That's the back story to the next installation of my shit love life lol.
Will cont..
>>767800792
i used to have someone who shared depression with me but she got hospitalized after a suicide attempt and we haven't spoken in the last 2 years
>>767807245
Sorry anon. I totally get the agoraphobic not eating thing.
>>767808399
Women are soulless. Also checked.
I don't even know, anon. I Just totally broke. Now I'm in the ditch where i Felt...and I'm losing what rest for not finding me worthy to have the few things that I have...like a mom and dad who loves me...and I'm missing out on the rest.
I live in a shitty country and my only destiny is to be a failure, im a Coward, i never saved anyone even trying, but not giving all of me to save them, i surrender to luxury, and for this reason I will never feel worthy of having my own family in future, although Im a virgin i can never be a wife. the person who loves me is an emotional dependent...and no one lucid would stay by my side. I have childish and Demanding ideas of friendship and love, because of this I have aversion to people and women, my only friends were pixels and cartoons, I'm a shit as a person.
And I know that I'm going to die without having done something without being succumbed to fate,I would like to have a conversation with Van Gogh, Or even God...and understand the reason for all this. I don't think I'll bear it till the end. And i wish God, and my kid version could forgive me.
I have a sick mind now, and i can't find the light..
>>767808587
After wading through the petty jargon of /b/, I found this. Thank you mate, cheers, it was a very good read along with my angry classical music.
>>767793933
i was thinking this at 3 am yesterday and now again tonight. i keep reliving something that happened ~2 months ago and all the different ways i could’ve reacted to it in order to not fuck things up to the way they are now. i wish second chances existed
Have work tomorrow in the morning but I'm waiting for my drunk gf to text me back. She's not texting back is she
>>767809588
She is fucking some Black cock anon, don't worry.
>>767809646
Yeah it's 4chan and shit feelings are gay but fuck you
>>767809709
I'm Sorry, really.
Don't feel this way, also to you feel better im >>767809408
>>767808890
Cont..
>fell into a deep depression about the 7yrs in total I waste with this whore who had constantly cheated
>develop a Cocaine addiction
>very quickly gets deep, gram or two a day habit
($200+ a day up my nose for those that don't know prices)
>think about it, dude had no brother or sister.
>his parents are too old to have kids again
>I just ended a bloodline of the guy who fucked my then girlfriend.
>feelsgoodman.jpg
Few month later
>an amazing woman just walks into my life, become like best friends.
>she gets off work at 11pm, comes over we smoke weed chill have a good time
>I work at 8am, this became a daily thing, and we started staying up later an later.
>one night, we have a bonfire she gets drunk and asks to stay, we have sex and the next day decided to be together.
>amazing woman, super good looking, trusting, adorable laugh, cuddles and shit, get laid more then ever now
>deep into drug addiction still
>tell her about it hoping she would help inspire me to stop
>she had a bad past with her mother and drugs
>she doesn't want me to change for her, so doesn't motivate me to stop.
>keep doing coke
6mo later
>feel she's the love of my life, felt things were going super well
>we become distant, I'm doing even more coke
>she doesn't like it but doesn't tell me to stop
Trying to decide whether I go back with my ex(I broke up with her a couple days ago) or not. We live 4 hours apart and while I'm at home I feel distant and unhappy with the relationship, but when I'm with her I feel like I really love her
>>767809777
Trips nigga. Get back with her
>>767809588
Honestly man. Drop her, she will drag you down and leave you are the bottom with some disease.
>>767809868
I don't want to yet i should. I'm still waiting. I'm cucking myself
>>767792230
Just put my son to bed.Wife was at a wedding and when she came home she sucked my cock.
>>767809773
Drugs fucked my life up pretty bad anon. Soon it'll be the only thing you wanna do, that girl seems cool as fuck. If she's worth it to you, drop the coke
She texted back what do i do anons
>>767809951
Sadly yes.
>>767810127
First ask what she did Behind your back.
>>767792230
>Be close to girl I'm into since 2 years ago
>We've always been friends since we're 'bandmates' but things were complicated
>never knew if she was into me or was just being nice
>Try to just be nice, and if something happens, take the chance
>But this time it was different
>she is approaching me more than usual
>even ignores her (female) friend to be with me
>excitement_because_it_must_mean_something.mp4
>I try to take the alpha lead
>take her to my room in a friendly way
>she has no 'friendly' intentions
>we lay on my bed casually while tv is on
>I start talking about whatever the fuck get us talking
>she has no intention of talking
>her hand is in my thigh
>but is getting closer to my crotch
>this is so sudden
>but so wished for
>starts touching my yeah-yeah
>I try to act naturally
>naturally horny
>look her in the eyes
>naughty eyes
>wake up
that's why I'm here right now. Can't believe I had that dream and that I'll never be with her. Good times right now
>>767809836
Trips of luck indeed.
I want to go back, but I know that I won't be happy with that decision once I leave and go back home, it's happened before too many times, but most of those she was the one breaking up and then asking to come back. I don't know how to be happy anymore
Funny. Most of these problems are caused by women mine included
>>767810334
Been there, you are only happy when you're with her but once real contact is lost, everything seems less good.
We ended up in some kind of a toxic relationship. My only advice is do what makes you happy in the instant. Don't think future. Live now
>>767809773
>she bottled up everything and one days tells me she wants to go back to being friends again.
>convince her to work on it, she's reluctant but agrees.
Week later
>she brings it up again, things aren't working. She was already gone awhile ago.
>I don't fight it as she gave me a week to try an fix it.
>don't talk for a day or so, then she started coming over again like when we were friends and hanging out.
>have sex twice that week, spent 4 nights together
>Friday things going good still I thought, she lies to me saying she's gonna goto the store but goes to talk with an ex
>catch her down the road talking to him
>her ex is a smart guy an in a commited relationship he wouldn't hurt.
>confront her later that night, shit gets weird
>she leaves
>confused as fuck, hurt, emotional
>get ignored for 2 weeks, constant excuses to why we can't talk
>somehow a woman friend of mine she bonded with got her to come over to hang out as friends.
>doesn't text me back, just shows up.
>try to ask to talk as she was trying to leave, bunch of excuses.. ect
>abandonment issues full blast, suicidal thoughts becoming more frequent.
>more drugs
>decide I've got too many suicide thoughts, too much access to drugs and alcohol.
>don't trust myself with these emotions plus the others.
>give all guns to best friend for my own safety
been goin to a therapist for the last 2 years for overdosing and being depressed and shit. met a girl during the time who helped me get clean, she dumped me and dont want contact with me at all a few days ago she wrote and asked if i came in her last time we had sex, she refuses to tell me why she asked even tho i know she got a new guy. work sucks my boss is making me insane always working extra and overtime cuz im afraid to get fired otherwise, my mom is ill af with constant trips to the hospital, and oh ye i work at the hospital so does my ex so everything is just a big fkn mess for the moment
>>767809408
Im wondering, If some degenerated anon from here were in a position which seems to be in advantageous with someone who madly "loves" you(even If you love this person back) you know How trash you are...Would you allow yourself to be by her/his side?... Would you tell every shit you did in your to this person? As a form of redemption. I know i sound autistic...but i... don't know If i should just die alone...or be with someone that doesn't deserve a shit like me.
>>767792230
> Because I've been waiting my whole life for it to ends.
>>767810698
In your past and now*
Sorry for this, I have not slept yet a few days ago
>>767810764
Fuck It...
Because I'm an old fag and spent most of the night studying for professional certificates
>>767810467
That's almost exactly what's been happening, before the problems started with her, now they're on me.
Right now I'd choose to be with her, but tomorrow after I leave and get home it'll be a month of feeling dull, regretful, unhappy in general. I can only see her once a month so I'm like that most of the time, that's why this time I decided to end it, but I wanted to go see her to talk and do this thing properly, but by coming and being with her I doubt my desicions again
>>767792230
>>767792230
>So.O He is behind??
>>767810429
It is. Are we too easily broken?
So I've been contemplating this... i need a CREW--A POSSE, BROTHERS FAM, etc. How do I assemble this group of bros to tackle any social situation and get into hijinx? Advice, /b/?
I just wanna be a normal, gramming 20- something with a thousand likes
>>767811019
No, women are trash and a problem Just relate to 2d girls from now on.
>>767810698
There's no place you can fit in, Just forget It and live your lonley life.
>>767810538
Next day
>she starts talking, and then goes super defensive and starts asking who I've slept with
>no one. I love this woman so much.
>accuses me of sleeping with my woman friend(let's call her Jane for simplicity) that she has bonded with(They were like best friends at this point)
>Jane that got her to come over the day before; after she was ignoring me for 2 weeks.
>think back to last relationship when I got cheated on
Story here >>767808890
>NEVER have had sex or anything with Jane.
>couple day after i got cheated on back then, i lie to 1 person and told them I did have sex with Jane that same night I got cheated on as it easily could have
>lied to make myself feel better and not seem like such a fool, and I liked the though of revenge.
Fuck.
>love of my life caught wind of this, and was already calling me a liar.
>now I gotta convice her of the truth that I had lied to the 1 person I had told that too.
>odds stacking against me, she doesn't believe me
>she believes the other person that I had lied too, that "told her the truth"
>what other person though was the "truth" when I lied to them about it.
>>767810069
I did as soon as we had went separate ways, but was little to late.
I got into an addiction to cope with a previous bad relationship, and did it all the way through a relationship that means the world to me.
Losing her was enough to gain control again. But the damage has been done already.
Playing division 1 football, but then had a career ending injury. A kid who never did drugs before all of the sudden started doing them. Xanx, pot, alcohol, and pain killers after getting my prescription following surgery. Everything went downhill from then. Recked my car, lost my girlfriend, and now here i am moved back into my parents house after getting off my bouncer shift at a 3am bar
>>767808105
I'm not the anon who originally asked, but thanks for the follow-up.
Feels threads are best when there's some hope mixed in to the despair.
>>767792230
I've been completely isolated and lonely for 2 years now.
It started in highshool, I had a small group of friends and we were like the 'bad boys' in school. We were known for fighting, doing drugs, robbing people, etc., and all the boys in our year were scared of us. Well, one time we were drunk and hanging out at the park and an altercation between me and one of the main guys started. It was just harmless banter at first; you know, talking shit about each other's mum's and whatnot, but then it escalated and we ended up fighting. Long story short, all my supposed 'friends' joined in and kicked the shit out of me. They all kicked me, punched me, spat on me, and one of them even stabbed me in the leg (luckily the wound wasn't deep so I didn't have to go to the hospital). I limped away feeling so scared and betrayed that these people who I'd known from when I was 11-12 years old would do this to me. Suddenly my dad's words came to me: 'your friends aren't real friends; they're just "mates". Real friends are rare and hard to come by, so stick with your family, not your mates.'
It didn't end there though. After that I started getting picked on at school. A fight would happen nearly every day. People's respect for me started dropping and guys who wouldn't even dare look at me the wrong way a couple days back now started to join in on the bullying. I had a moment of -- almost biblical -- realisation: all those people that I had bullied, and beat up, and called names must have felt like this. Well, unfortunately I wasn't as brave as them because after one day -- when this girl started slapping me up and I wasn't able to retaliate because I knew her boyfriend would probably stab me up -- I quit going to school.
Will be continued:
>>767812365
Cont.
Skip two years later I'm now 18 years old in college still doing my GCSEs. I'm getting Bs and C's which is good considering I missed two years off school, and I'm even starting to make new friends. I still have thoughts about the bullying, they sometimes just randomly appear and I have to punch a table or scream 'STOP' in order for them to go away. And I sometimes have thoughts of retaliating by stabbing them all or hanging myself at the place they hang out at. Still, I'm going to therapy about it and hopefully I can heal.
