How do kids get drugs these days? I just want a little Molly to help cope with my PTSD and I’m having a tough time finding her.
Thanks for the useful tip man, but I’ve had bad trips on mushrooms and don’t want to risk going into a full fledge flashback. I’m glad you found something that works for you and thanks again for your support.
It's an inward journey. You got fight your inner demons man. You may call it a bad trip but I call them challenging trips. They'll help you grow. Do some research and try it again. It's lead me down a path of shamanism. I help a lot of people in my community now. It's never easy getting through these things but you'll come out the other side a changed man.
It's all about your mindset going in and your setting. Do it with a good friend that's sober or your significant other. Look into Carl jungs philosophy as well. They correlate quite a bit.
You know your shit dude; I know all about Carl Jung and I admire his philosophical approach and ideas. I’m glad you’re in this community of healing. Right now, my world has been rocked again and Molly is the one thing that makes me feel like there’s good out there and within. The hundreds of pills the VA pushes do nothing but numb me and I need to feel that positive energy. Keep doing what you are; you’re a good fucking dude.
I've done molly twice and both times I had flashbacks and general bad vibes. The shit could have been dirty I guess, I haven't heard of anyone else having those problems.
Cocaine is what I use. What branch were you?
Trust me when I say you want to stay away from Molly and light psychedelics. Stick to base tryptamines. Psilocin and dmt mainly. You have to have your Shadow, man. It's easier with the mushroom. There's no dependency or addiction. I grow and give them away and guide others through the journey. If you've ever asked the sky for a sign, this is it.
Tryptamines are psychoactive. They make you think. They force you to process. Look into Johns Hopkins University and their results on the psilocybin studies. 30 years mental health therapy in a single high dose. No need for a second one if you do enough.
I was a Marine and it fucked up my head and marriage. The mushroom made me face my shadow, led me to my anima and reached true self. I expanded my consciousness to an infinite level. Omniscience, omnipresence and timelessness. To see all outside of time and love all things. Learned to love myself and my own Divinity as I created the whole universe. You have power inside you as we all do. I know you can do it.
So I’ve used mushrooms in the past, and had a great experience and a really terrible experience. Presently, my mindset is not in a place that would allow me to have a good trip. Your subconscious affects your trip more than the psychoactive element itself. The best way I can explain it is this: when I’m having a nightmare that’s so intense my spouse cannot wake me from or comfort me in any way, I am not facing my shadow, but being held hostage by it. I’m not at a place in my journey to face my shadow and attain a higher and more complete understanding of myself. I am in a place where I need to feel like the world isn’t a shit storm that is swallowing me whole. I do not have an addictive tendency, and want nothing more to feel like I did before this shadow made itself known. I want to feel joy, peace and love again so that I can be reassured it does truly exist.
You aren't fighting your Shadow, you must learn to incorporate your Shadow. Learn to love all your faults and unconsciousness. Nightmares are scary but they are the way we work through our unconscious mind. The only mindset I need going into the trip is confidence I'll come back better for having gone on the trip. Let the mushroom heal you as it has done for cultures for thousands of years. These things do truly exist but you have to stop fighting the fragments of yourself and pull them all together to make yourself whole again.
I'm not Christian but seek God inside you instead of a separate concept. Though you walk through the valley of the shadow of death, fear no evil, because he is your rod and your staff. Seek the light in your darkest hours. God will make the tallest mountains seem like pebbles under your feet as long as you walk with him.
Everyone is their own god. The mind is itself a world of it's own. Where the creator is the caster of his own light, he will see only what is wished to be seen. Not what plagues his life.
I didn't wish to see the things I did. I went into it blind with courage. I knew what it could do and that's it. My experience was very much real to me. I didn't think I'd become everything, I just did. I was shown what I needed to see, not what I wanted to.
5 dried on an empty stomach in silent darkness. The McKenna method. Works every time. It's not that it gets bad it's just wasted mushrooms. If you're efficient with it you don't need more.
To know the devil is to know God as well. You cannot have one without the other as they are one in the same. I feel I was sent back to do God's works of good. Do not lose sight of it. See you on the other side my friend.