Why the fuck do I like cuckolding? I really wish I didn't, in fact i can feel myself die a little inside every time I jack off to this shit. Especially the black guy white girl shit. I'd be lying if I said it didn't spike my dopamine, but I hate myself for it. At least some part of me knows this isn't good for me and isn't "really me". I can't continue like this. I view the world in such a weird fucking light. I don't want to be this way. In the past when I first got into porn I didn't care about color of the dick. Then somewhere along the line I got into sissy porn. Now interracial cckolding that has seeped over into effecting my real life. I'm "triggered" by everything now. it's hard to exist like this. I would like a way out, but I'm in so deep psychologically I don't think I'll ever be normal. Is there a way out (besides suicide). Suicide is my last resort, but I'm not counting it out completely.
Bump. Please help me someone.
>>767760679
Just accept it. You'll feel better.
fapless 10 days will do the trick bro. it will clear your mind. You need to stop fap and start excercise. I know it's a stupid advice, but it works.
Suicide might be your thing.
>>767761102
I've done 2 weeks, didn't work
>>767761029
I've tried. I can't. Some part of me knows this isn't me. It's not society or social expectations. Some part of me deep within myself is saying you're not supposed to be this way.
>>767760679
Stop watching porn. It conditions you to be aroused by seeing other dudes' dicks. Just look at pics of hot women if you need to jack off
>>767761139
I'm considering it. Very viable.
Stop watching porn. You're most likely just addicted to porn and escalating how taboo it is is how you get off. I never got into cucking but I was into sissy shit a few months back but 3-4 months of no porn "reset" my tastes.
I still love fucking my ass though...
OP here. One of my biggest questions is why interracial. That's maybe the most shameful part for me, considering my own race not as much of a sexual turn on. Fuck I hate myself.
>>767760679
LMFAO NIGGA THE BBC IS TAKING OVER YOUR SOUL, NIGGA. THEY TOOK YO BITCH AND NO THEY BACK FOR YO SOUL NIGGA.
>>767761794
Hehe XD
>>767761444
Because you're not into it for the guy, you're into the shame/humiliation aspect, probably from watching too much porn. Cut the porn, just look at softcore
You're brainwashed to feel good to cum to that shit, here's a way to break it that I did.
Watch the video, edge, lose the will to cum
Watch the same shit but when you're about to cum have another normal video open, switch to that and think about dominating the bitch and cumming up her hole.
I fixed myself by force cumming to scenes and over time I lost the urge to fap to cuckshit.
>>767760679
i think you have a "corraption" fetish. It is work for Peach/Bowser, Zelda/Ganon, Elfs/Orks.
you got self esteem issues. just like every other cuckfag. you have no value in yourself, therefore you lose respect for anyone that would value you, and want to see them degraded to your level to feel more human yourself.
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>>767760679
Bro I am in the same boat... I only let it out at certain times. And Kik darren 0447 if you want to cuck me
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>>767762543
Maybe part of it, but it doesn't quite explain everything.
>>767763257
Nah fuck off I reject this "kink" but it's more like I reject this "psychological coping mechanism". In other words this thread is not a cuck thread, it's a thread where I'm asking for help on how to overcome something that I believe is not innate in me.
>>767760679
Uoure in the clear until your wife is getting fucked by a bigger and you're just watching
>>767760679
>I'd be lying if I said it didn't spike my dopamine,
The sexual arousment, and even more, the orgasm itself, lowers your dopamine a lot, what increases is your serotonine, which is a dopamine inhibitor
Stop watching porn completely. All porn is cuck and conditions you. Do no fap for three weeks. Start having real relationships.
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Great, so what's your next move? Have you deleted any shit you've got saved?
>>767764369
Also just being alone jerking off looking at your dick has an affect
>>767764449
Yeah, my computer broke too so it's just my phone for now. I've tried for so long to kick this habit, but I always fall back in saying to myself "you've tried before and it's never worked, maybe it's just part of you". At this point, I don't even know.
>>767764220
This is a shill thread. The catalog has zero cuck threads, then suddenly has over five. Subversion works in different tiers >u mad whit boi? is Tier 1, while this thread is for people are already on the route of becoming a tranny/"sissy."
>>767764774
Dude I swear this isn't a shill thread. I'm seeking help for something that is making me consider killing myself. I'm Condemning it. I want out. If this was a shill thread I'd post shill shit. And while we are on the topic, yes I think shill threads worked on me to some extent. I was always a highly sensitive person and somewhat insecure skinny white male, I'm sure I was their target for propaganda. At this point I just want out.
>>767760679
I'd believe you if it weren't for this shit being spammed on here all the time. Instead it is easy to see you are a troll.
>>767764995
Fap and ejaculate to non-cuck stuff. If you can't get off to something non-cuck, don't fap until you can. If you break and look at or think of some cuck stuff in the midst of watching non-cuck stuff, stop masturbating immediately, and try again later. Also, refer to this image >>767764369 because you're pretty much doing this in the reverse.
>>767765894
Let me get this straight, You're saying in order to cure myself, I would need to do the reverse of that image? Essentially only jack off sparingly and to soft core stuff? I was thinking I just need to refrain from sexual stuff completely for like a year. Would that work?
>>767760679
same happened to me. I used to fap to gay porn, and slowly stopped liking it, and one day i didn't even got a boner. I felt like that wasn't the real me
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>>767766063
Work on yourself. Work out. Track calories to ensure you eat more than your maintenance amount to gain weight. Once you start getting in shape and building some confidence, you'll realize how silly the cuck propaganda is because you'll start getting attention from real women in the real world. And I would avoid complete nofap, the buildup of sexual tension may drive you to more perverted shit. Just cut back and use soft core stuff
>>767766287
Well it's been like a year now, I don't think I'm going to slowly stop liking interracial cuckold shit. Wow that's sad that I even like it. Fuck man, it really is psychologically hurtful to be turned on by this. I'm a loser.
you're me op, but at the same time i like to dominate
>>767766063
It doesn't need to be sparingly and it doesn't need to be soft-core. However you should understand that if you watch porn too often, you'll become desensitized and end up wanting increasingly exciting porn, which in your case is cuckold stuff.
Forget the image. The instructions are still: Fap and ejaculate to non-cuck stuff. If you can't get off to something non-cuck, don't fap until you can. If you break and look at or think of some cuck stuff in the midst of watching non-cuck stuff, stop masturbating immediately, and try again later.
The end goal is to masturbate to still images of women or with your imagination. Even porn that isn't literally cuckold porn is still pretty cucked. I don't think people are properly acknowledging the fact they're masturbating to a guy fucking a woman they find attractive. Sexual arousal practically shuts the logical part of our brains off temporarily, so it's not surprising people don't think about porn critically.
>>767766741
My shill meter is tinging.
I never understood cuck porn. It's just weird for me, and it doesn't do it. I'm not one to judge though. Lately I've been looking at incest porn. Mom/son. Father/ daughter. Brother/sister. Sometimes i feel like i should stop looking at it, but then i think it's okay because I'm not attracted to anyone related to me.
I don't think I'm the only one either. Incest porn seems to be becoming more popular at least in pornhub.
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>>767760679
I would say that almost same way but with white on black raceplay
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