The one moment you made the wrong decision that changed your life, that if you could go back and fix, you would.
dropping out of college after freshman year for no apparent reason, leaving my friends, school, and academia behind for a sub par lonely life style back at home. Currently on year 3 of being back. 21 years old and stuck. Never thought i'd be here.
>>767601526
I got called for the Suffolk county police & fdny during the same summer 18 years ago. I could be 2 years from retirement, but I’m probably 30 years away for not taking either job.
>>767601526
Attempted suicide at 16.
Nobody looked at me the same, got bullied more, parents divorded (I know that was the reason), brain damage, counseling, medications. Fucked my life up for good.
>>767601526
Got circumcised on my 18th birthday. Stupid stupid stupid.
>>767601526
Eat shellfish. Allergic. Suffocate. Become retarded
not getting that drug dealer's number
>>767601526
>got the job of a lifetime.
>executive director of a medium sized foundation
>amazing job for a 30 year old
>great pay, great retirement, great perks, great travel.
>literally the job of a lifetime
>small staff did most of my work for me
>got a little bored one day
>stumbled upon stickam
>started watching cams
>catfished a bunch of girls. made a fake profile and everything
>basically got to a point where i worked maybe 10/15 hours a week and the rest my staff did for me
>slipped and missed a couple deadlines
>somebody started getting suspicious
>came into work one day
>entire board of directors called me in
>confronted me about watching porn at work
>was lucky they thought it was just porn and not actually cat fishing girls of questionable age into fucking their hairbrushes
>got fired
>ruined my work ethic
>struggled to keep a job ever since
>unhealthy addiction to ephebophilia
>>767601526
Not going to college when I was 18. I was stupid, still am stupid, and thought I wasn't smart enough for college. I'm still not, but I haven't done anything since, and that was nearly 10 years ago. Now I'm 28 with no job and no schooling and no money. I'd rather be in debt and maybe still going to school than this.
I'd also rather have not been born.
>>767601890
yeah but you could have died on 9/11
>>767601526
Waking up
>>767602008
And You didn't try to do it right afterwards? Let me get this straight: life got worse, but you since then it satisfies you more? Doesn't make sense
>>767601526
I have made so god damn many
I spent a year pining over a girl that didn't want want me and wasn't worth it all I did was inflate her ego and destroy mine
In so doing I alienated all my schoolmates and became a social outcast because she was the sister of a friend so I devoted all my social energy towards that relationship to the exclusion of everyone else
When it finally dawned on me that her and me was NEVER going to happen I became so spiteful and depressed I dropped out of Highschool and moved to the US as an illegal immigrant
Got my GED in the US (piss easily btw, I didn't even study, it's little wonder it is held in such low esteem) and everything went shittastically for me because I'm naturally very lazy and bad at manual labor
Since everything was going so craptastically I decided to go back to my home country and enter a university (which are free there) but wouldn't you know it, I chose a major in a STEM field even though I was fucking horrible at math (although now I'm actually pretty good compared to the average person, guess failing at literal rocket science still means you're smarter than most)
And wouldn't you know it I make the move back a full two years before DACA gets enacted because I'm just so god damn great at reading the political waters
Also if you didn't guess it I flunked out of uni.
Starting at around 18 years of age my whole life has been a series of bad decisions stemming from the fact that I was flagrantly unfit to live on my own when my mother pushed me out of the house.
I wouldn't ask out that Stacey who told everyone and shattered my confidence to the point where 10 years later I'm still afraid to talk to girls
>>767602030
>jewed
>>767602784
Seriously kys
>>767601733
It only gets worse. Change shit while you still can. It doesn't get any easier the longer you wait.
>>767602784
You should try talking to her again. Maybe find her on facebook.
I found my bitch stacey ten years later and she does not look good, I look much better. Pic related it's her.
Should have killed myself at 19. 25 now, waiting to see what happens next has not been worth it.
>>767603145
You always can.
It just gets harder/means less
Took my first drink
>>767601526
Dated an addict in recovery who was a bank teller at the time, thinking she had her shit together; 4 years into the relationship she relapsed into dope - quit her job, cheated on me, then stole my identity opening up 4 credit cards and clearing my bank account. the only redeeming thing in the long shitty situation was that she was so strung out on dope/ an absolute dumb cunt she opened up a p.o. box in her name, and used the fraudulent creditcards to send merch to that p.o. box. a long ass process to get the cops/ credit card fraud invesigators to clear my name, but she was caught because of her own stupidity and paper trail
Shoulda asked her out. She said she would have said yes.
Marriage.
Nope just pass
>>767603391
Fake and gay
>>767601526
Breaking up with my first girlfriend. I was young and stupid and didn't really give a fuck about relationships at all, so I just blew her off to fuck off with my friends. She was smart and driven and grew was and is smoking fucking hot and successful, and I know had I been smart enough to stay with her and not just fuck around like a retard, I wouldn't be the miserable fuck-up I am today.
>>767603271
It's still possible, yes, but it gets much harder the more you seclude yourself. After 25, you begin to get set in your ways (your values, your behaviors, your tendencies, your whole pathology, etc). So take it from someone well past that point to just get out and find new hobbies and new people to rebuild a life. Just don't choose a shitty crowd, but to start, almost anything is better then living as a shut-in for the next ten to twenty years. The best time to enjoy your life is you twenties.
>>767603434
Same thing happened to me. This skinny girl that dressed really trashy but had a body halfway decent enough to warrant the skimpy outfits.
Had a crush on her when I was in highschool but really it was the fact that I was horny all the time and she showed so much skin, I was going to ask her out but I chickened out and never did. A few years later after I had already gotten over her and was looking at a different girls she told me that she was just waiting for me to ask and would have said yes.
Looking back at it I was probably above her league from her perspective as she was pretty poor and I was an upper middle class tall skinny guy. But back then I didn't think of things like that.
>>767603679
Agreed, just saying you can always fix yourself.
>me, 12
>got accepted to fancy private school
>rich parents
>rich freinds
>acted like a total arrogant cock at school
>got sideways with the headmaster
>school life was miserable because i was such a little rich arrogant jerk
>none of my teachers really liked me except for one
>had kind of an intense relationship with the one
>im pretty sure he was a fag cuz he tried really hard to make me feel special
>that one teacher wanted the headmaster out so he could get the job
>he used me to help him achieve my goals
>basically set me up to get the headmaster fired
>big moment comes for me to do the headmaster in
>i pussy out
>snape tells me how disappointed he is in me and he kills dumbledore instead
>>767601526
I wouldn't change anything. Yeah i went through 7 years of depression because i kissed her, but if i hadnt done that, i wouldnt have met my wife.
>>767602610
>but you since then it satisfies you more?
What?
Once was enough. I took up other destructive habits and coping mechanisms. I really don't want to try again because of how much pain I was in before I got to the hospital, and I'm not about to blow my head off or flip off a building because I don't want to leave a mess.
>>767602629
And to top it all off. I hang out with all of you faggots.
>>767604078
and the reddit spacing, nigger, i'm not gonna read that.
>>767601526
When I didn't throw that ball over that mountain... Yeah....
>>767604184
I learned to write that way from you jackasses.
commenting on this thread
not telling my best friend through college I loved her, even after a ride up to the blue ridge parkway and a kiss in the moonlight
>>767604215
Like seriously. You pieces of shit taught me most of what I know about society and how to do it and you monkey fucking shitholes walk up to my dog darned root toot tooting posts and call them reddit.
Negroes I have never even posted on reddit.
Not to say I haven't tried, but you need an account and to sign up and shit, don't nobody have time for that.
I would have tried harder in high school. At everything. I learned a lot of things the hard way later.
>>767602211
this lol