i've been thinking about this lately.
why dont you kill yourself? what makes you live? family? girlfriend? friends? dog?
i can't find my reason to live. i've loving dad, i've loving girlfriend (even tho we live kinda far away we're together for about 5 years). but thats all. i have video games, i have music but... it's not enough. i've been looking for help many times, but it's not enough for me to keep living. i'm on wheelchair, living on 3rd floor, i have part time job, where everyone is kind to me but... im pretty sure its all because i'm paraplegic and on wheelchair. it's just not enough. rollercoaster of neverending problems with health or wealth. what's your reason to live? why you even try?
>>767564088
Dog. That's about it.
Nice dubs op
>>767564088
show proof w/ timestamp
>>767564745
Forced memes inside forced memes .. n1
>>767564088
>i've been thinking about this lately.
>why dont you kill yourself? what makes you live? family? girlfriend? friends? dog?
>i can't find my reason to live. i've loving dad, i've loving girlfriend (even tho we live kinda far away we're together for about 5 years). but thats all. i have video games, i have music but... it's not enough. i've been looking for help many times, but it's not enough for me to keep living. i'm on wheelchair, living on 3rd floor, i have part time job, where everyone is kind to me but... im pretty sure its all because i'm paraplegic and on wheelchair. it's just not enough. rollercoaster of neverending problems with health or wealth. what's your reason to live? why you even try?
I just like food my dude
>>767564453
What proof you want? Pen and a message it's true or what? Whats the reason anyway?
>>767564088
I feel the same, its just my dad keeping me here
Because we'll all be dead really really really fucking soon. 32 now, i was 17 what seemed like yesterday. I'll have cancer by 41, why would i want to hurry it up. It's coming soon enough.
>>767565061
For a long time i though the same but now...he just keep annoying me. I mean hes good and all but all the kidness he put into me... it makes me more depressed i can't even react properly.
>>767564088
>wheelchair
Reason to live is simple - fuck more and more pussies, get high, eat, sleep, fuck pussies, get high eat, repeat
>>767565203
whats your point?
>>767564808
you know it's a fucking bot right?
>>767565239
life would be greater if i could even masturbate. i'm paraplegic i dont even feel my fuckin dick
I have struggled with depression and ptsd for a while. have 1 leg and one metal leg.
I'm living for 3 reasons alone really.
1.My dad is a softie and it would destroy him if I became an hero.
2. My dog needs me.
and
3. I'm building a Bronco project truck and its gunna be cool as fuck. I've got all the parts... it'd be kind of stupid to end it without seeing that through.
other than that, no particular reason.
My friends would get over it after a year or two, besides maybe 2 of them.
Lifes a joke man, learn to laugh at it. You realise that once you've been through some shit.
Just find something you want to see through to the end and are passionate about.
and when thats lost its newness, find another.
>>767565313
Do you have hope that medical advancments will restore function to you?
>>767565313
That's sad story bro but you always have drugs, alkohol, netflix video games gore shit food etc
Wife left. Health is failing. Stage 3 heart failure and valve disease.
Already been through 2 open heart surgeries and an ablation, plus a shitload of other procedures.
I won’t do it anymore. I’ll die before my next birthday one way or another... I refuse to have surgery and wake up to nobody caring if I even survived.
How far is your girlfriend's 2nd floor? Kek
>>767565395
one more thing, Find somebody to get magic mushrooms from.
If you're going to end it anyways might as well.
Great experience, and has strong antidepressant properties that'll last 2-3days.
Take 1/8th at a time, maybe a bit more.
It'll help you through particularly rough patches.
Saved my life a few times.
>>767565395
Believe me - i totally would if i had a chance. I'm living on third floor, it's hard for me to get to my job even tho i have a car. It just takes too much effort and time for me to go outside. Besides working days i'm not leaving my house just because of that. If i've been living somewhere lower it maybe would be easier. But no. I'm just sick of this shit. I can't find thing i'm passionate about because it all requires me leaving home often. I totally would, but wont happen. Not soon at least. Friends? yeah i've got bunch of friends before accident that put me in wheelchair. Now i have 2-3 friends in world of warcraft im constantly playing. Including my gf. Thats all, I don't care about the rest.
Smoke some DMT and start to fear the unknown it's what works for me.
>>767565448
There is some kind of medical surgery that would most likely bring me back on my legs but it's simply too expensive.
>>767565458
It worked for me for 4-5 years. Not working as it intended anymore.
>>767565621
What happens after i take them? I dont wanna be drugged 24/7 just to carry on.
>>767564088
>I've been thinking about this lately.
Don't sit around harboring negative energy like it's your part time job. Enjoy how beautiful life is, because we are all in this together. You have the ability to keep yourself alive through anything through hard work, and can benefit from opportunities that come along the way. Setting goals and working to accomplish them will give you confidence and a better understanding of what you are made of. You can pull through what ever is bothering you man.
>>767565828
Can't you lobby for help or move to canada or somewhere better in order to restore your legs, seems like that would be a huge help for all your depression too.
>>767565944
It totally would, but it's not easy as you think.
>>767565828
after 30 minutes or so youll get a nice body high and have some mild visual hallucinations.
you won't see giant spiders or anything retarded, everything you see will be really there, just different.
Colors will be more vibrant, swimmy type patterns form on patternless objects.
Besides eye dialation most of the time poeple won't even know you're on them.
After 4 hours or so, the body high and visual hallucinations go away and you just feel nice mentally for the rest of that day and the next day.
>>767565676
well what do you like dude. you like cars? you like music? you like figuring shit out? building shit?
You could build a drone, learn to play the guitar (a lot of people I know with anxiety and ptsd say this helps a lot), start an auto project, make your own computer game, read good books, think about life and yourself, whatever. You don't have to leave your house to do stuff.
I've got one leg and the other has issues, so for every day I go out and do light shit, i'm out for the count for at least 3.
seriously, you need some shrooms my dude
>>767566508
Also, sue the shit out've anyone and everyone you can. Use the money to fund projects and get your sea legs back 2LT Dan.
I had a gf that looked like these girls But she couldn't have kids because endometriosis.
>>767567495
I've literally posted this on completely the wrong thread.
