Schizo here. Anybody else who has schizophrenia want to share their story or what happens on a daily with you?
Me it's mostly physical sensations . Drive me to suicide and back again.
One guy the other day said he was followed by a yellow circle.
Ever heard of tulpamancy or so called tulpas?
>>767556898
Fuck off back to /x/
I personalize everything I experience. Everything I percieve, especially colors, send me spiraling out of it. I also think every post on 4chan is a psyop to destroy my psyche, as it once has....
>>767557466
Im not schizo, but I know for a fact 4chan is to propogate imbecility. This site is hell for everyone, not anyone specifically.
Idk what I have but I have this weird belief is that if I spin 360 degrees clockwise I will transport to another reality so every time something bad is about to happen I spin, and while I'm spinning if I feel safe I stop and the bad thing doesn't occur.
>>767557806
you know it doesn’t, though?
>>767556842
I think in sounds if that makes sense. Everything sounds warped and distorted I dont really have physical sensations like you though. Do you feel certain people if they touch you
i swear schizos are the dumbest mutherfuckers on the planet
>>767558041
who said that
>>767557923
No it works ive never broken a bone and even though my 8 other siblings have been in life or death situations before they all come out fine. You would understand if you had this ability
>>767558132
You did
>>767556842
Only thing that annoys me is i'll happen to glance at the clock and notice it's 11:11
I was diagnosed with schizoaffective recently
For whatever reason I started having a bunch of religious epiphanies and thought I was Jesus and thought god was communicating with me via technology and the spoken words of other people. I had a really bad night where when I would ask God a question I would hear a beep as a reply and whenever I had a thought that reminded me of an old roommate of mine I would hear whistling. I ended up spending two weeks in the hospital and now I live in a group home for people with psychological illnesses. I guess what I perceive as depression is my main issue, I sleep close to 12 hours a night and I never feel hunger, but I'm on a new med that's started to help me with appetite.
>>767558483
Same here but I hate the time 6:66 (am or pm)
my dad is a schizo and he saw black people. like literally pitch black people when there werent any such people in reality.
>>767559097
Niggas be fukin with ur dad man
>>767559241
dude schizophrenia is scary as fuck. If i had it i would have just kms.
>>767559343
But i do sometimes have conspiracy theories that my friends are trying to avoid me or making fun of me or something
>>767557953
Yeah, I can tell the difference between people based on the (for a lack of a better term) magnetic energy difference of everyone. I know where people are within a 20 foot radius without ever needing to see them, since I get this slight magnetic sensation when people get near me. Its called being a fucking human being, you closet case.
Hi OP. Can you tell us a bit about the earliest signs of your schizophrenia? What do you think triggered it? Genetics or something in your environment
>>767559375
Thats literally every person who thinks that. You are the product of a self-absorbed civilization. You are completely normal if you think friends are avoiding you.
>>767559429
no I meant was he able to differentiate between the hallucinations. When I hear shit its in different tones for different hallucinations. Im wondering if he gets different phsyical hallucinations for different types of hallucinations
>>767559511
Acid/LSD or crack cocaine
>>767559622
How can crack cocaine trigger schizophrenia??
>>767559622
what did you start to notice after use of these drugs?
>>767559658
induces psychosis state
>>767559616
Damn, I hope you guys find peace sometime. I dont envy schizophrenia one bit, but the world isnt much better without it.
>>767559674
Hmmm...what about marijuana and alcohol?
>>767559094
Lol wattt
>>767559375
When I was in the hospital I legitimately thought that one of the other patients was sent to assassinate me. I was very scared of him and wrote a bunch of bible verses to get him to fuck off. The hospital ended up making us roommates. I think I stayed up all night the first night because I just couldn't shake my feeling that he was an assassin and the hospital set me up in a room with him so he could kill me. Eventually I calmed down but I think I avoided all contact with him for at least 3 or 4 days, I wouldn't even look at him.
>>767559736
I smoke and drink everyday, and I dont have imaginary sex with my Tulpa. So, no.
>>767559736
yeah studies saying weed can slowly unravel metal illnesses but idk about alcohol
>>767559837
every intoxicant that is a Dopamine D2 agonist can cause a psychotic state. Yes including alcohol
>>767559837
Yeah, but they have to be dormant and pre-existant. You dont generate new mental illnesses from smoking pot besides procrastination and anxiety.
shits hard i think im a bear
>>767559913
yeah should have said pre disposed menatal illnesses but I was saying unravel to imply that it was already there
>>767559972
Actually my bad, I skimmed your message and didnt see "unravel". You were right.
>>767559912
Good to know what causes it. And they said I cant learn from the internet... fucking public schools...
i can see the path of schizo in my life. sometimes i get closer sometimes further but i have no control. it will either take me down that path when it wants or maybe it wont but its definitely there.
every one answer i recieve i get 50 more questions
i put partial bame on psychedelics, but they have helped me so much on the flip side
>>767559913
Smoking pot helped me function without meds for at least a few weeks or maybe even months before I was diagnosed, it was when I stopped that I started having auditory hallucinations and delusions.
>>767558630
Samezies trying to decide if I'm a prophet or just retarded
read with your brains homie
>>767560450
and belief its a fight everyday for everyone, but soon we will rise up
>>767556842
I heard nicotine can help curb the symptoms. Any truth to that?