Schizo here. Anybody else who has schizophrenia want to share their story or what happens on a daily with you?
Me it's mostly physical sensations . Drive me to suicide and back again.
One guy the other day said he was followed by a yellow circle.
I personalize everything I experience. Everything I percieve, especially colors, send me spiraling out of it. I also think every post on 4chan is a psyop to destroy my psyche, as it once has....
Idk what I have but I have this weird belief is that if I spin 360 degrees clockwise I will transport to another reality so every time something bad is about to happen I spin, and while I'm spinning if I feel safe I stop and the bad thing doesn't occur.
I think in sounds if that makes sense. Everything sounds warped and distorted I dont really have physical sensations like you though. Do you feel certain people if they touch you
No it works ive never broken a bone and even though my 8 other siblings have been in life or death situations before they all come out fine. You would understand if you had this ability
I was diagnosed with schizoaffective recently
For whatever reason I started having a bunch of religious epiphanies and thought I was Jesus and thought god was communicating with me via technology and the spoken words of other people. I had a really bad night where when I would ask God a question I would hear a beep as a reply and whenever I had a thought that reminded me of an old roommate of mine I would hear whistling. I ended up spending two weeks in the hospital and now I live in a group home for people with psychological illnesses. I guess what I perceive as depression is my main issue, I sleep close to 12 hours a night and I never feel hunger, but I'm on a new med that's started to help me with appetite.
Yeah, I can tell the difference between people based on the (for a lack of a better term) magnetic energy difference of everyone. I know where people are within a 20 foot radius without ever needing to see them, since I get this slight magnetic sensation when people get near me. Its called being a fucking human being, you closet case.
no I meant was he able to differentiate between the hallucinations. When I hear shit its in different tones for different hallucinations. Im wondering if he gets different phsyical hallucinations for different types of hallucinations
When I was in the hospital I legitimately thought that one of the other patients was sent to assassinate me. I was very scared of him and wrote a bunch of bible verses to get him to fuck off. The hospital ended up making us roommates. I think I stayed up all night the first night because I just couldn't shake my feeling that he was an assassin and the hospital set me up in a room with him so he could kill me. Eventually I calmed down but I think I avoided all contact with him for at least 3 or 4 days, I wouldn't even look at him.
i can see the path of schizo in my life. sometimes i get closer sometimes further but i have no control. it will either take me down that path when it wants or maybe it wont but its definitely there.
every one answer i recieve i get 50 more questions
i put partial bame on psychedelics, but they have helped me so much on the flip side
Smoking pot helped me function without meds for at least a few weeks or maybe even months before I was diagnosed, it was when I stopped that I started having auditory hallucinations and delusions.