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Feels thread
What's going on with you guys?
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>>767552182
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IX4X2I4HQ7s
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>>767552182
OP it helps to have a couple of pics already to oost the thread some. what are you, some kind of fuck?
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>>767552916
hey buddy i'm drunk for like the third time in my life, cut me some slack
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>>767552862
This is always a good one.
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I was acting crazy and the girl I love said I need to leave her alone for a while. Now she's on a vacation in Florida, maybe with some guy, and I'm laying here with a broken wrist and elbow. My back also started hurting like crazy last night, maybe the worst pain I've experienced.
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>>767552182
needed one of this, friend, give me a moment and I'll write
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>>767552182
Smoking pot & walking all day
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>>767553944
Alright, I find myself heartbroken, yearning because of past mistakes, doing an AMA i guess. Will be lurking the thread in case anyone wants to share his/her story as well
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>>767554359
I feel that feel my lad, although there was some good advice in /aceg/, it was to accept the past is in the past but to learn from it
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>>767555387
thanks, it's solid advice
wanna share anything of your own? I'll listen
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>>767555520
I just got drunk tonight. My friends came over, but I was watching whisper of the heart. They were out on the balcony and I was inside listening to different songs and watching different shows because that's what I wanted to do, and I feel like they have a negative view of me because of that
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>>767555652
well I'm drunken too, only way to let past, forgotten feelings come through, I don't know why I'm hurting myself like that, maybe it's the way I have to be at peace with myself
Is there any reason why you want to be alone?
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>>767555885
Dunno, it's just how I've been. I don't want to be alone as such, I want my friends to understand why I enjoy anime. My country is retarded though so it's a losing battle
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I feel like /b/ is nothing but a generic amateur porn meets TMZ image search site now. Really bums me out
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>>767556027
where do you live? Maybe you can show them, it's a matter of honest trying and carefully choosing the right anime, my current gf doesn't ike anime, but loved the garden of words and death note
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>>767556129
what is your story, friend?
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I've been in love with the same girl for 3 years but I've been dating different girls to cover it up, to save our friend group, to save our friendship and boyfriend is also my best friend. I've been feeling like I'm in a box for 2 years.

I love my current girlfriend but Damn, she's just not that other girl
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>>767556162
>Watch Your Name
>Get insulted, constant cinemasins tier bullshit
>Today I watch Whisper of the Heart
>The same bullhshit
>When they tell me about something they like I show respect
It really comes down to a lack of respect
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Today i searched up an asmr vid where you hear a girl sleeping next to you, just breathing and a bit of movement in the sheets.
Never slept that good before but after waking up i realised how lonely i am.
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>>767556261
that's exactly my case friend, but in my case, it's been only 1 girl for like... 5 years, and we're about to marry... and I don't love her as much, the one who I genuinely love, and have loved for 8 years, forgot about me years ago, and we know nothing of each other, I feel prisoner of fate
I love my current gf, but she isn't that other girl, not at all
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>>767556333
hurts that much eh, I can totally relate
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>>767556277
I don't know, I feel like respect has to be mutual, they're kind of manipulating you, aren't they
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>>767552182
How life is so slow, but at the same time moving fast. I'm stuck working these shits dead end ass jobs, waiting to finally get into my career job. I took a trade and waiting for someone too take me. That's why time feels like it's going slow. But all of my friends have joined the military, moved away, or too fucking "busy" with their life but only hang out with specific people. When it just felt like yesterday we were all in high school chillen. I wanna make new friends, but at the same time I don't give shut enough because most are just shady boring faggots. Most women I date are either boring as fuck, or cruel as fuck. Last few girls I dated wernt the best. The girl I dated the longest and thought she was the one. She ended up being a useless pot head and a whore. She won't stop bothering the shit out of me. At least it isn't as consistant as it used to be. It feels like as each day goes by. I feel out of touch with modern society. I can't tell if it's because I think most people my age are annoying as fuck. Or I'm just impatient with immature people/annoying people. I feel really mixed emotions about all of this. But yet I still get out of bed in the morning and go on with my day.
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>>767556658
it's like being a robot, isn't it
fortunately I got a good job as an engineer thanks to my studies, but damn, it does still feel hollow. I feel like people in general don't want social relations anymore, girls are selfish and needy, men ignore everything and pretend to be lone wolves, we're so disconnected that we don't know how to speak with each other genuinely, so we don't, we text void words that satisfy no one, so we end up not even trying, we become predictable and boring
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>>767557012
>so we end up not even trying, we become predictable and boring
That his home pretty close. What's sad is it looks like people are having the time of their life. I'm not worried about having fun because when I wanna have fun. It's shit no one likes, or vice versa. A lot of women are selfish or picky as shit. I'm only 22, but damn people around my age freak me out, make laugh cause of their stupidity, or make me mad because of their shitty moral compass. I don't wanna be a lone wolf because I'm not a hardcore try hard. Yes I wanna do my own thing, but I hope to have made some positive progress with some stuff. I'm talking too a chick right now. She explained to me her past, and its pretty fucked up. She has all these "walls up". She was cute for the first five seconds it feels like. She hardly says anything cute towards me. When im always flirting shit. She says "aw thank" or if I get irritated "sorry u have walls up". Jesus fucking christ, I got walls too but its something you just got know a certain height to bring them down too. You don't too fully bring them down until the time is right. I'm already in the attitude I'm not worried about dating. I'm pretty short tempered about shit like this, and when I find a chick that's not a easy, used up fuck bag. They do this "wall" shit. She is cool to talk too , and we have the same common interest. Sometimes it seems like she is trying to be cute, but my god it's annoying. I really don't know what I'm even getting pissed at, because it all feels like an endless loop.
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I feel every one of my friends is moving forward, doing stuff, meeting new people, finding girls but I seem to be stuck and shut in. I've dated before but none really felt special and its always rare to find someone who actually likes me, I feel like I never really will find anyone worthwhile.
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>>767557714
sorry friend, I'm not english, so could you explain to me some expressions?
what is to "hit home pretty close" or "having walls up"?
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Thinking of Decker. Always.
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>>767558574
When something hits pretty close. It basically means you can relate very well and agree on the topic. Mostly to do with feelings, or feeling the same about something.

Having walls up is still confusing me with its vague definition these days. What it's REALLY supposed to define is you have been hurt so much. You just don't get too involved with someone emotionally. Yoy still try and be friendly. It's usually used in terms for being romantic with someone. You find it hard being romantic, and if you had a hard past with it. You feel uncomfortable, or hard to be romantic with someone. Mostly for the fact you can't trust anyone, and think people do the same shitty things to you. Hope that all made sense. Sometimes I suck at explaining stuff.
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>>767558989
thanks for the explanation, I understand now.
In the end, I feel a mixture of rage, sadness, void, optimism, dissapointment, numbness and distrust, and with that kind of mixture I try to rebuild myself every day, trying to find sparks of goodness that I do find from time to time, but there's no solace in the horizont, at least I feel so (and it's been like that for a decade)
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I'm in love with a girl. We've had sex and at points it feels like we're in a relationship but she doesn't quite feel the same way. She tells me that she wishes she did and could give me more. I actually started smoking weed regularly last year because of this. We're very close still and I try to separate my feelings for her from our friendship. It's hard. She's dating someone right now too which kills me. I know I should move on but I can't. I love her so much. I don't know if it's a delusion but I feel it's just not the right time for her and we'd be together later. I wish I could move on but I can't.
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>>767559654
well, at least you've han her for a time, you know what she's like... most of us aren't that lucky
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>>767552182
at a young age i came to the realization that no matter what you do you will eventually be forgotten. humanity thinks of its self as the center of the universe but thats hardly true. i have no desire to have kids, to save or change the world, to explore. i do have people i care for and the only thing that keeps me from killing myself is that the idea that they would suffer just because im bored and kinda just wanna walk out. im not depressed or in any pain, i just dont honestly give a fuck so imma just wait out life.
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>>767560165
videogames are great for that
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>>767552182
>Feels thread
Fuck off with this Juvenal bullshit. You're 18? Really?
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>>767559316
I've been kinda feeling the same since I was 15. I thought it was just puberty messing with me, and being a phase. Along with the shit people I used to hang with. I cut a lot of them out of my life when I graduated. But I couldn't shake the feeling, and 7 years later it's returning. I'm currently trying to find that spark also. I love my video games, guitar, and being a handy man. I guess it's a matter of time seeing how I will feel in the next few years. Best of luck to you anon, and I hop you find happiness sooner or later.
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>>767561018
you are kind of part of the problem, you know
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>>767561132
well, it certainly isn't depression since I fought it some years ago and overcame it (with considerable help tho), it's just life as it is, I just accept it and move on, jaded and selfish of course
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>>767562077
I really don't know what my problem is. I thought it was depression also but it feels a lot deeper then that. I have the proper support and whatever friends I have left are very understanding and helpful. I'm not really selfish. I'm always a very giving person unless someone gives me a reason not to come off as friendly. Lately I've been jaded more than ever. I used too smoke a lot of pot and drink back in the day it died down with me getting my shit together. Now that I'm old enough to buy alcohol legally. I've been drinking a decent amount now. Either just to sleep, feel better about something, or had a stressful day. I do my best to not let it get in the way of my daily life. Mostly jut drink on my days off or if I have a late shift the next day.
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>>767559971
I don't feel lucky lol. I want to be with her.
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>>767562403
I don't know man, I really don't know
you shouldn't drink alone tho, 1st way to get a serious problem
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>>767562681
I had friends to drink with, but like I stayed earlier. They all moved away, in the military, or just too busy. I'll drink with family members and what not. I know if it was turning into a problem. Certain family members would get involved and stop it. I do my best to maintain it.
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>>767563603
I really wish you have a nice time, friend, the future seems dire, not much hope in it anyway, but I do believe things could get different, better. I still don't know what the hell is wrong
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>>767552182
Living with a partner that dislikes me and wants to end relationship. I've sorta built my life around them because I have some serious family issues and nowhere else to turn to. They were honestly my last bit of hope and support. Thinking about suicide, as I have for the past half a year
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>Be me
>Grow up a Jehovah Witness
>Get kicked out when 18
>Parents try to not talk to me
>Still do, and hope they always will
>Last week mom calls me to ask if I know I'm loved even though they won't talk to me
>Just went out for my lunch break
>At subway chilling
>See mom pull up
>She walks in, sees me
>Immediately turns around and leaves
Fuck guys this hurts.
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>>767563962
why did they kick you?
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I'm going home tonight, be back on Sat and I'm homeless after i get off the greyhound. Trying to sell anything i have worth a shit and trying to find work. Monday i have an interview with child support and i can't paythem anything. Going to see if i can get any work or if anybody will hire me with active warrants and if i can't I'm going to turn myself in. Not going to lie, im kind of scared
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>>767552182
>worrying about my mental health.
>caught feelings for a girl that i have no chance with.
>also grappling with years of self loathing.

Things have been pretty down for the past few weeks,but im sure theyll change for the better. How about yourself anon?
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>>767552182
I'm tired of everything.
I try and try.but shit just gets worse
I have a wife and child and lately I've just been thinking about suicide alot.failed as a parent failed as a husband and failed as a son
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>>767564673
Just do your best for your kid man, don't an hero
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>>767564521
Be careful anon. I have some mental health problems and my ex said it was okay, but a year in ridicules me about them. Made me really afraid to open up completely to people. Not worth the pain
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>>767564836
It's probably what's holding me up now?
But I keep thinking about what kind of Life I can give him.
What the fuck kind of role model I am
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>>767564874
Im always careful about that stuff. Im usually good at hiding my feelings,and im rarely vocal about what bothers me.
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People are bad.nobody changes
Everyone just looks out for themselves
Nobody cares for anyone anymore
Anyone that tells you different is lying
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>>767564962
I know how you feel, i haven't seen my daughter since September and my son was born in January. He doesn't even know my voice. You can give him a proper life dude show him how to do shit right. Don't make the same mistakes. Shit can change. I know it's the worst feeling in the world and it hurts but you got to
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>>767564962
A strong one. You're putting someone else before yourself and your desires
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>>767565183
how did you lose contact?
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>>767565284
Exes cut off contact after i lost my job and couldn't get my shit together in time to save any of my shit lost everything. Too depressed to do anything in time Went home for a little while and I'm going back tonight to nothing
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>>767565183
>>767565185
I don't want to fuck up his life,his upbringing,
I don't want him to end up like me.
It's sad because I've always imagined that if I ever had s soon I would want him to grow up with me as his hero,a successful role model.
Anyway... sorry to burden you with my crap...
I will keep trying
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>>767564426
I've been homeless in the past.
For two years
It takes a lot of strength and persistence to get up again good luck man
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>>767561018
>I'm not 18.
>I am a whole 19 and a half.
>Me so adult
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>>767565480
Being in that baby's life is more important, they will always love you no matter what bro, you can do it. Don't lose everything like i did,it's almost impossible to get shit back. Nobody will help you
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>>767565622
Thank you, I'm gonna try
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>>767558833
so sad rip decker
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>>767565627
But I've lost almost everything anon.
I'm deep in debt
Lost my business and my wife's probably not going to be around for long
I'm 45 ,it's hard to start ove
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>>767565808
Look out,,!! Snipe
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>>767565808
You don't want to be homeless either bro,that age or mine. Hold on to what you still have, even if it doesn't work with wifey. I don't know i don't have all the answers, but if i knew what o do now,then maybe things would be different. I don't see anything getting ' easier' but after a while the pain dulls enough to move forward a little. You can do it old man
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>>767565899
Not this stupid shi-
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>>767565808
I'd do anything to meet my son for the first time and hear my daughter say daddy again
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>>767566113
It just feels like i wasted so many years.so much work and nothing to show for it..but hey.. I guess I just have to keep trudging along mile after mile..fuck.. I'll be 50 in less than 5 years..a half century old....fml
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>>767565457
heard that too many times, seems like women use children as a weapon
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>>767566205
Oh good man...the first time I saw and held my son at the hospital..it was perfection..I will never feel that way again..I wish you all the best man..
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>>767565622
how did you manage to leave that situation?
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>>767566136
Shut the fu
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>>767566328
>>767566430
Nice places to hang one's self
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>>767552182
hi there
i just wanna say that i've recently realized how cool is to have lots of money and how lucky i am for having such wealthy parents
now i like to spend all they long smoking pot,fapping to ecchi and eating at nice and fancy restaurants
i have a lot of money and don't need to worry too much about anything
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>>767566527
I know. Me too, about to be 30 and i don't even have a friend's couch to surf. It feels hopeless and it feels like I'm drowning but just don't fuckin die. Just make sure you take care of your baby man. I wish nothing but the best for you anon
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>>767566625
Looked for any jobs available.saved as much as I could avoided the temptation of drugs.i saved enough to rent a room.biy clothes find a steady job,I feel like I was lucky though.
Many people don't make it out
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>>767552182
I'm about to nap because I'm tired but I'm stressed because I have a lot of work to do
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>>767566680
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>>767566691
Good for you anon.youre indeed lucky.
Enjoy it as much as you can.because you don't take anything with you when you die
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>>767566921
Deer??
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>>767566895
Being homeless your always around drugs. Most of them aren't crazy just lost, lost everything and don't know what to do. The hardest part is finding a place to sleep that's safe, i get delirious after 2-3days of power naps. Fucking sucks scary
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>>767566921
Good call. I don't know what got it though
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>>767567010
>you don't take anything with you when you die
i don't think i will need any of this at the other side
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>>767567098
I made sure I slept in places where no one saw me go to.usually in a wooded area in bushes.made sure to get up early never too long in one place..it's a shit situation
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>>767567314
Exactly... you don't know what you re gonna need if anything.sonenjoy it here ,in case the other side sucks ass
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>>767567246
Coyote
Bear
Wolverines
Where is this?
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>>767567382
You in the US? I'm going to be in Vegas, cops don't really fuck with you unless your where your not supposed to be, but the crack heads kind of find you fast. Out peoplethat see you smoke.
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>>767567540
I'm in Hartford Connecticut at the moment.
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>>767567439
(Deep long sigh)
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>>767567519
MN. Have all of those though
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>>767567439
Rather have a fat slut that can cook and do dishes
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>>767567711
Mntn lion?
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>>767567888
I think that was a bear but i know there's those big fuckin kitties around here
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>>767568047
I love these bastards roasted with a Honey mustard glaze
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Bald eagle
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>>767568260
I wanted to shoot one but never had the chance
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Ever since my dad died I've found it impossible to connect with people, entered a prestigious college to please my mother, both my brothers and I rarely talk and when we do, it's awkward as shit.

Once hosted my birthday and only 2 persons showed up, got a girlfriend whom I love, but she feels as if I won't open up with her even though I try my hardest to, she told me we needed to talk and is probably going to dump me. I hate being angsty and know I could have it way worse, but life still feels as empty as it fucking always has been
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>>767566895
damn, you're now my personal hero anon, I'm no where near your situation, I have no excuse to work towards doing good around me and keep fighting against this sadness that consumes me
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>>767561018
I'm 26. Sometimes it's nice to feel. The desire to feel sad for me is like the desire you have to feel your boyfriends dick in your mouth/ass.

How's that for juvenile you faggot
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>>767568664
People are here if you ever want to talk. Much easier to open to strangers
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>>767568664
Low-key bro having friends is a meme.
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>>767561018
>>767568891
ON SUICIDE WATCH!!!!!
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Who was behind of it??
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https://youtu.be/AhBuAxprWDI
The fuck you faggots listening to
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I am in love with my girlfriends sister. It honestly just seems unavoidable. Like I love my girlfriend but for some reason as soon as I’m near her sister I also love her. I can’t help it. It makes me feel like my love to my girlfriend is nothing but some biological responses from my body or something idk
All of it makes me want to just break up with her and not commit to anyone for a long time and just have a bunch of friends again
Love is literally probably the greatest but also the worst thing I’ve ever experienced. I would kill another man if he threatened my relationship but for some reason I also love so many other women it is so conflicting, especially when I remember that it’s not only my own life I’m affecting here, but my girlfriends to. She could marry me etc but it could all be a waste if I don’t make up my mind and man up
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>>767567632
Bridgeportfag here. Hope your luck turns around anon
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>>767569536
You gonna tell them? Sounds like a really bad decision
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>>767569536
Your mistaking love with other emotions.
>I love so many other women
Dead giveaway. Get out while you can.
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>>767569694
Lol yep
She’s about to suck the life out of my dick though, it is so hard to go
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>>767552182

I'm not in love with my gf anymore. I don't mind staying with her, but she's pushing marriage hard. I really don't want to, but I feel loyal to her since shes been good to me and I took her virginity. I know she doesn't want anyone else, and I really don't want to hurt her.

But I feel I end up in a marriage that I don't want to be in. The whole thing is depressing, because not matter what someone gets hurt bad.
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>>767569786
no pic to share? how dare you
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>>767569837
I'm in the same situation friend, I really don't know what to do either
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>>767569576
Hey anon.i used to work around the area where the carousel museum and the zoo
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>>767569867
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>>767570129
wow, 4chan delivering?
guess you are a man of honor, here, have some of mine too, she's my gf's best friend, usually sends me this kind of pics because she enjoys playful trickery with me while I'm with my super loyal gf
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>>767569919
Nice. Ya I'm right over near Beardsley park. I go to Hartford a few times a year. Most recently for the retro world expo retro video game convention.
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>>767570416
It helps that she likes the attention to the photos lol
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>>767570566
nah, she likes when I cheat my gf with her, and goes a long way for that, she's a little nasty cunt, manipulative and such. My gf on the other side is very caring, very loyal and very innocent, that only makes it even more delightful for that little psychopath, I truly don't understand women
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>>767569910

It's really stressful. I honestly wish she would break up with me, but she's still really in love with me. How long have you two been together?
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5 years, give or take a few months
deeply in love with other woman, no contact for years
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>>767570845
read >>767571057
also about to marry in 2 months
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>>767570434
I still have my Atari 2600
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>>767568401
>I wanted to shoot one
Why because they wronged you in life?
I can understand being a hunter.
But you are a cunter you cunt.
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>>767571463
They taste good you moron.its not like he was just going to shoot it for fun
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>>767571463
It's a turkey faggot, who gives a fuck. Why would you even reply to that stupid fucker
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>>767571463
Get the fuck off my board you faggot.
Go save the whales or some shit
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>>767571659
My point you moron is his statement was about shooting it for fun.
Not food.
>>767571746
>who gives a fuck
People who hate abusive faggots like you who deserve to get ass raped with a red hot fire poker.
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come on, this is a feels thread, don't derail it please
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>>767571884
AHAHAHA you faggot I hunt deer but I do not do it for fun.
Fuck off you faggot I bet I can out shoot you any day.
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>>767572067
But I "feel" like derailing it
Don't oppress me
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>>767572034
Want that webm of the dog getting cooked by gooks? Also Fuck you
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>>767572327
You want to say you are on the level of soulless gooks?
Good for you man.
I respect all living things even I take some of their lives I do not do it inhumanely nor for fun.
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>>767572503
Weak bait faggot
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You know. I always kept coming to these threads because they were comforting. They really did help me talking with Anons and it was nice with the moments I spent with you all
I’m finally doing better. I’m getting back into my crafts and I’m finally not hung up on a girl anymore, the sun is shining and the breeze is coming through my window. I’m finally keeping plants alive and I have an EP releasing by the summer.
I’m in a better place now, thanks for the good times Anons
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>>767572689
What kind of music
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>>767572549
Yeah nice response when you do not have one.
"hurrr durr bait"

So what do you think ass hat?
It is ok to kill things for fun instead of function.
If so you and your whole shit tier family should die in a fire.
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>>767572800
Sounds like a lo-fi project honestly. The three songs I have produced sound like it
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>>767552862

Fuck, dude. I know this feel all too well. I used to have pet deer mice. (inb4 hantavirus)

Seven years ago, I caught two and figured they were just too old to breed. Had them for a year. A month before my wedding, SUDDENLY, BABY MICE!
Two litters across two generations... Whoops! Finally got sorted between boys and girls.

Eight mice at the height of the population. Two separate cages. They were fun, awesome little souls.

The youngest one who lived the longest was Ann. She lived like maybe five and a half years. Bought domestic fancy mice to keep her company. Last of them finally died last year.

Marriage ended in February. It needed to. I'm just thankful mouse care wasn't a concern during the worst of the turmoil.

They loved their sunflower seeds. Fun little critters. Miss 'em...
;_;
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>>767573339
Got jewtube/soundcloud?
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I was working a shitty job and always felt if I sort a good job out id be happy, well i recently got one, but since starting ive felt more depressed and lonely than ever, i cant make sense of it really.. I never had a gf but all of a sudden since starting im crippled by the melancholy of not having one.
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>>767573551
User 128722855

Gonna upload the instrumental there
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>>767573434
wish there's a special place among the stars for them, anon
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Hanging in there for the job I loved, but I haven't been happy in years. I slowly descended into depression and changing country a couple of times made it worse.
I don't feel at home anywhere.
One day or I will be happy that I rexisted or I will realize I wasted my life and I will end it.
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Spent the whole weekend studying for a russian presentation, got up in front of my lecture hall to give it, and I literally fucking choked during the whole fucking thing. Fuck my brain, fuck my personality, fuck university.
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>>767573339

I had a band for like three years. Just played a bunch of shows in the area. Kind of our own sound, hard rock, metal, punk with a goth aesthetic. Didn't take ourselves too seriously. Played with a bunch of great local and out-of-town bands.

Last December, had to end it. After a particularly shitty show , told my bassist, "I can't do this anymore."

She told me not to base such a heavy decision on one show. Told her it's something I've been thinking of for awhile.

Oh yeah, bassist was my wife.

I knew I was going to divorce her.

I almost stayed married to someone I wasn't in love with, partly because I actually loved playing in our band.

I'm happier now. (Funny thing: my gf and I both left our wives.) And I'm going to get back into music eventually. If my ex-wife ever gets to where she can stand being around me again, maybe we'll get the band back together.

Word of advice to any aspiring musicians who might end up playing in the goth/metal/industrial/wtfever genres:
Davey Suicide and his band seem like great guys, but they are prima donna ASSHATS! Do yourself a favor and stay away.

On the other hand, Justin Symbol's stage person's makes him come off as an arrogant prick, but he is one of the most genuine people you will ever meet. If you get the chance to see him or share a stage with him, fucking DO IT!
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I’m sad. My boyfriend was sexting another girl that kind of looks like me. I confronted him. He said he stops but who knows. Just trying to move on, I guess.
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>>767574510

*stage persona
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>>767574609

Leave him. Don't look back.
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>>767574639
I have several years invested. We have been together 8 years. That’s a lot of history to just throw away.
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>>767573086
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>>767574741
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I keep falling and "dating" girls that have no interest in me apart from being friends. It always starts off right, we hit it off real well but there is no sexual attraction or I'm just there at the wrong time. I just had to let another one go before she friendzoned me, at least I can take a hint now but fuck man...I'll be alone forever
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>>767575044
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>>767552182
>>767552182
I'm feeling that I need to take more control of my life. It's been so long that I just let the days go by filled with empty. I'm also starting to get worried about my relation with girls, which simply don't exist at all. I feel that I should stop waiting/expecting love or whatever to come towards me and not going after what/who I want, but, when the subject is girls, I know nothing. I have no experience in this(never had sex, never kissed a girl, no female friends and never had a relationship with a woman). I am also struggling with a disease (we still don't know what it is, but since last year I have pain all over my body. Anyway, although I had given up sometimes, I am more hopeful now, because I had some improvement recently).
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>>767553180
What an childish idiot.
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>>767574712

I sincerely mean this in the most kind and gentle way possible. Seriously, I am trying to help.

Bullshit.

I almost stayed with my wife because of that kind of rationale. It's called the "sunk cost fallacy". The number of years you put into a relationship is irrelevant.

As a long-standing newfag (here since 2007) I'm suspending "tits or GTFO" for this thread, since you seem genuine and you need to hear this.

I posted earlier about leaving my wife. Band and mice posts.

Nineteen years, little lady. Nineteen years. Don't think that shit was easy. I married her, all the while knowing I was not in love with her, but unable to admit it to myself.

I'm thankful I left her in February, and not ten years from now when I'd be 51 instead of 41.

I don't know how old you are, but I'm betting mid 20s. Eight years seems like a long ass time. I get it!

But it's no reason to hang on to something that isn't working. And I know being alone is terrifying. I sometimes wonder if that's another thing that kept my ex-wife and I together.

But people change. We grow. We become new people. That's not a bad thing.

Sometimes, we grow in a different direction from our partners.

I implore you to consider what I've said. You're worth more than those eight years. If those years are so important to you, why aren't they as important to him?

You deserve better. Did I already say that? Too bad. I don't know a goddamned thing about you, yet you I can confidently say you deserve better. Because you're a human fucking being.

I look back on the 19 years my ex-wife and I had, not with contempt or regret, but with fondness. Yes, I left. Yes maybe I "should have left" earlier. But I choose to take the good parts of our relationship and celebrate them, remember them, and learn from them.

Ultimately, you must respect yourself, no matter what the neckbeards or assholes will say.

It's time to move on. I fear he already has.
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>>767575360
how old are you? I'm 23 now, last year I really decided to get my shit together, maybe I can help
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>>767575887
I'm still young, I'm 19. I would appreciate any advice.
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>>767575360
Don't focus on girls dude,that shit will come. If you gave a career or job focus on that and you
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>>767576539

41yofag here...

Y E P ! !
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I'm weird. Unpleasently weird. People generally don't like me and i don't fit in anywhere. I try. It's like i lost essential part of being human somewhere. It sounds retarded, and overused, but it's true
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>>767576903
Who gives a fuck. Do something for yourself bro. I'm really unlikable can you tell?
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>>767577020
I'm not unlikable in that way. I'm that weird silent guy that everyone thinks he will start mass shooting. Even when i try to talk i still come up like that. I have job. I have college degree. Best in my shitty country. I cleaned my room. Yet there is something missing in communication with people
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>>767577427
You want people's approval?you want a girlfriend? What are you looking for dude, what do you want? Your boss isn't going to fire you because your a social autist. I know shit sucks by yourself, but maybe focusing on things you know you need to change. Nobody is going to helpyou man. Does that make sense? What are your goals?
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>>767577427
Try to look happy, wish a good morning and these kind of normie shit. That's all I can think of with what you said.
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>>767576903
I don't like you already.
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>>767576373
I used to hate myself and my life forever man, then at 21 I decided that since I'm stuck here because too pussy to an hero, I better make my life good because I'll be here for awhile.

I started off with dating, that put things into perspective, shamelessly tried tinder and meet up with a girl and obviously fucked it up, that was the worst time of my life but I learned a TON, then to get over that depression I started exercising and realized its not a meme and lifting does make you feel better. Since then I probably asked out about 3-4 girls in a span of 6-7 months, which is still much better than I did before which was 0. Got rejected once, happened, learned from that, friendzoned and all that shit but it thought you what not to do.
I realized that girls cannot be forced on you, you have to attract them by being a good person, the best you can be. Find something to act as a distraction but something you can capitalize on, like playing an instrument or some other hobby thats worth pursuing. Better yourself at everything, identify and change the things you hate about you, fix everything and be at peace with everyone.

As for the illness, I don't know, could be some autoimmune disease, not sure how accurate I am. Try a carbohydrate free diet, lots of greens and meat. I'm trying it out now in efforts to better myself because I feel unhealthy and its a diet I can afford now, but its meant to be helpful with some diseases, maybe can help you too. Give it a month and see if theres any difference.
Life is a learning experience, but once you align yourself with everything around you and follow what feels good, you'll end up at the right place, at the right time and even the right girl might be there too.
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>>767577427
Fuck what people think of you, you got a degree kill it at your job dude your certified for something be the best quiet asshole you can possibly be
>>767577706
Don'tpretend BE happy fucking do it only you can do it. Literallynobody will help you or give you anything they don't want
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>>767576903
>>767577706
See? Fuck this guy
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>>767576903
I'm aware of how weird I am myself but I can't help it, I can't pretend to be something I'm not and I take pride in the odd ways that I am, you should too.

People may be afraid of you because you're weird and different, people fear what they don't understand or don't have anything to compare it to, doesn't mean they're right, they're just living in a safety bubble where everything and everyone is the same. Regular people don't make the world better, the weird and unusual do, because they see the world in a different light
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>>767577644
Overheard at work:
"Who is that"
"Oh, that's Anon. Just leave him work"
That got me thinking. Also nice dubs
>>767577760
Dont worry about it, you are not the only one
>>767577706
I will consider trying that, thanks
>>767577861
It's not that i care what people think. I am afraid of dying alone and unhappy. And weirdness is not helping my case
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>>767578204
I used to think like that before. But i am becoming tired
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>>767578376
because you seek approval, why would you want that? what do these people mean to you?
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>>767578221
I understand I've had the same shit happen. I used to work in a big warehouse ran one if the department's i was a just like you kept to myself but i yelled and swore a lot my job pissed me off to no end. People are always going to talk, you can't do anything about that, and at the end if the day,they're not living with you or have any say at what you do with your life. Take everything a day at a time, take things as they come, focus on something you think you can do better at and keep going. You can do it
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>>767578221
Join a WOW clan or go to the bar, join a dating site, go see a movie, buy some weights, fuckin color i dunno bro do SOMETHING that makes you happy
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I have no idea of what I am doing in my life want to quit my job and stop working in IT but it's the only thing I seems able to do. I have a crush on a co-worker but have no idea how to talk to her outside of work related issue and there is no apparent reason for me to go talk to her. Still no idea how I managed to have a girlfriend in the past. Think I will end up alone
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>>767578836

I had no reason to talk to my female coworker until I realized she was the one with the personalized license plate with a Joss Whedon reference on it.

Two and half years later, we left our wives for each other. Miracles do happen, anon!
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>>767578836
Don't date where you work, and that girl will never be the ONLY one for you. What would you do other than that type of work?
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>>767577796
I will try everything you said. I think the toughest part will be asking a girl out, but tinder must make this part easier, so I will also try it. About asking a girl out: I should always kind of know the girl, right? For example, before thinking about asking her out, I should already have talked to her sometimes and things like that? And how much I should wait (I believe that waiting to long must make you be friendzoned)? If I want to get a girl and I have to know her, should I start just being friendly/nice as any other dude?

Well, all that I said are just thoughts/questions, I am not sure about anything.
Thanks for the advice.
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>>767578564
When i was little i wanted to make people happy. I still kind of do. It kind of become a burden when you cant make anyone genuenly smile
>>767578795
That's my idea, sort of. The search continues. I do brazilian jiu jisu for now.
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>>767556333
The fact that I'm searching for this now makes me realize how sad my life is
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>>767552182
Currently taking a dump. Man it feels so good to unload 5 days worth of fast food.
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>>767579110
That's good man, always keep busy and keep your mind off itself. Think about it, why would you worry about your coworkers taking shit when you could provably gwt them in the figure four leg lock to death. Stop overthinking like YOUR the problem with everything
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>>767579249
Pics or it didn't happen
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Feelin pretty good, Op. Wish I could dial in my cycling fitment better. Wish I had more beer in the fridge. Girlfriend should be home, she'll probably make me dinner if I ask. She owns the house, we've been together for four years, and have sexed Sunday, Monday, and last night. Life's alright at the moment. Sure, work's work but it's work, so fuck it, it only lasts 8 or 10 hours.
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>>767579421

Go bug Andy Sixx.
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>>767579076
Depends what kind of a person you are. Sometimes you know just by looking at her that she's into you, like her eyes catch yours and you make a move before you even know her.

For the most part its better to casually get to know the girl first, like in class and whatever. Then when you see theres some kind of connection, you flirt with her casually and see how she reacts, make some physical contact too to see how she feels about you breaking those boundaries. Ask her out if you feel she may like you. Then if it feels right, make a move, put your arm around her or lean in for a kiss, but only if you know she'll be cool with that. Don't be too friendly initially or don't hang out with her as a friend or join her friend group. That works only some of the time, for instance, if the girl is really shy then a straight up approach would be too much.

Its mostly learned in practice tho, even if I give you a proper 101 you'll fuck up at some stage, but its cool ,thats how you learn
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>>767579718
ON SUICIDE WATCH!!!!!
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>>767563962
Did you do something to them?
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I feel like I have enough intelligence to be weird but not enough to be a genius. I can't seem to attract anyone, ever. I'm a disappointment to the very few people that loves me (including myself). I feel like I'm a passenger of my life and not the driver. I suck at everything and lack skills and motivation yet I like many things and can't seem to focus on one.
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>>767579110
Not everyone in this world will like you, you can't keep everyone happy, focus on the ones you do, the rest is of no concern to you
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>>767552182
Its my birthday and Im starting my 4 day Derby weekend with a bottle of Blantons .
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>>767580666
Happy birthday Satan
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I have a pretty good life. Good friends, decent family, good wealth.

But my exes broke me. I want someone on my side. But they just leave me either way. Last gf didn't even have a good reason to break up. (2yr relationship). Now I see her flirting with guys that I know on facebook.

I hate my life. I want my ex back. I need someone I can love. I take antidepressants, go to psychologist, doesn't help. Almost attempted suicide yesterday on highway.
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>Fine.
I'm actually scared of getting a new person to come a live in our house. I know it is not happening just yet. But basically last year we had a chronic alcoholic literally shitting on our bathroom floor and pissing on the carpet. It was that bad. And we had to suffer with him for 8 months before any action was taken. So god knows whose next and what they will be like. I just can't escape the hesitancy of when that day will come.
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>>767580747
thank you my child
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>>767580666
Satan is a Taurus nice to know.
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I've been banging a fat chick for a week now. I've only had sex with hookers before and gotten to first base with a few chicks and kissing the girl you're fucking is nice. I don't think I will develop feelings for her, however she seems to be developing some for me and I'm wondering how to handle that.
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>>767580848
You need to cut all contact with them even if it means losing common friends and remove everything that reminds you of her.
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>>767582303
Walk away now. Grab a harpoon just in case. If she is developing feelings. I won't just be fucking it will become something much more harder to get out of later.
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Loneliness. I just want to get laid and/or get a gf. I manage to get girls numbers from tinder but they always end up ghosting me or flaking on plans. I keep trying but never succeed.
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>>767582387

I did cut all contact except for facebook... I'm hesitating about deleting her on facebook. And I don't know if that's the only thing making me unhappy.

It's like I can't love anymore, where after other relationships ended, I could just date with other girls without a problem.
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I'm leaving from here and im going back West when i get off the greyhound I'm homeless. Wish me luck bros. Thank you guys
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I'm in a physically abusive relationship where my bf basically has me hostage. He put my head through the call and covered my mouth so hard to muffle my screams for help so hard leaving abrasions. He cut his arm to tell the police that I "attacted" him with a knife if I call the cops. I have a history or mental illness and don't want our daughter taken away or for me to be put in the looney bin. I feel hopeless and worthless. I never imagined my life to be like this.
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>>767582724
Don't try so harder.
>>767582736
>except for facebook
>hesitating about deleting her on facebook.
Get rid of her and facebook all together.
>>767583029
Jesus call the police and explain everything. Or you and your daughter will be dead. bottomline.
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>>767582490
You think? I have no experience with relationships. Isn't it common for new couples to spend a few weeks fucking before falling in love? At least for the man? I don't know what to think, I'm afraid my judgement is clouded by the sex. I don't want to hurt her too much.
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>>767582736
Do it right now

>>767582810
Best of luck bro

>>767583029
Call the cops and relevant services
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Are you or her a nigger? If so, it doesn't matter.
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>>767580004
Don't be a passenger. Being one is comfortable, but it will not lead you to where you want/should go. Make choices and learn with your mistakes.

Anyway, try not to take things too seriously. Just do what makes you feel good in a longterm way (not just instantaneous pleasure)
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>>767583519
Also, about your inteligence, use it for your benefit, study and use your view to have better control of things.
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>>767583029
Try to setup a spy camera so you have everuthing on tape get a lawyer and send this man in prison. Take care of your daughter and make sure she nevers get near him.
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>>767583646
Thanks anon didn't think anyone will respond to this. I'd like to study but the problem is i'm too lazy and don't know how to resolve it it's like I can't help it.
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>>767552182
I literally just found out I have paranoia. Not even joking here. I can't even tell my fucking brother because I can't trust anybody, so I came here looking somewhere to shitpost.

>pic related
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>>767583267
>>767583422
Why would they believe me? He says he will never hurt me again but this is the 3rd time in 2 months and it keeps getting worse. Plus I know I'll be alone forever. 3 babies with 3 different dad's. I'm a waste of life at this point anyway.
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>>767583267
>>767583422
It's soooo fucking hard to delete her god fucking damnit I'm confirmed a fgt. I know.
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How do i get Friends guys? I dont really have any passion and i live in a small town. I dont have a driving license
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Good here. Got my first bj and went down on someone. Life is turnin around
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>>767583972
Don't be so negative about yourself or it will reflect on your children I'm sure you don't want them to suffer as much as you do. You won't be forever alone if you have them. HE WILL NEVER CHANGE trust me and don't let him consummate you again be a strong woman be a strong mother and get rid of him by any means.
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>>767584357
Nobody believes you
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>>767552182
Op I just want to meet a beautiful redhead with blue eyes, I want to tell her I love her every day, I want to have 2 kids, but as it seems my hopes slowly goes away everyday.
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>>767584598
Okay sorry then
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>>767584192
Do you go to school?
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Touching bottom right now but somehow browsing /b/ makes me forguet so we not so bad
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