me again from last thread
yea it definitely is. like a whole new world, as cliche as it sounds :p
yea ofc, its SJ#3373
one thing i dont like about these boards is how easy it is to lose track of people, are you both the same anon? likely a dumb question but i just wanna be sure
a bit of an old teaser though, but its from when i first started testing the waters on here
oh so you are two different ones?
i just had it cut a little, i also just got a new hair oil, and its soooo good omg
well i posted my discord, so why not? though dont expect much of nudes :p
ah, no worries, it just happens from time to time that people double reply, you know?
but i can keep track of it :p
i like it, it looks cute and the ones i have are still comfy
yeah, one of the quirks of any site like this, you posted your discord? wouldn't mind taking a look at that myself if you don't mind. And yeah, they are pretty cute, I'm a sucker for boyshorts and things like that haha
I don't understand you people.
They all look ugly. Why would you want to fuck something ugly?
Here's my story
>be 10 years old
>wait for mom to leave for work
>fully dressed in her clothes
>lie in her bed watching cartoons feeling fulfilled
Done this a couple of times, i remember i started doing it after i dreamt i was an adult woman dressed in red lingerie, never saw it as weird
>get a girlfriend
>very dominant towards me (she's 18)
>probably just toying with me
>first time having sex
>i must be too small for her
>stops and blows me until i cum
>comes in for a kiss with a mouthful of cum
>being the beta that i am i allow her to feed me my own cum
>after it's over i can't say a word
>"At least you're good for something anon"
She leaves me shortly after for some asshole jock, but constantly teases me about "cum eating" until we lose contact with one another
Never been with a girl after her.
>have dream about a boy who bullied me kissing me
>i am a girl in the dream
>feels gay as fuck but so hot
>jerk of to the thought
>feel disgusted at myself that i enjoy it
>keep jerking of to this thought anyways
This is where i started going down the rabbit-hole
>curious about my sexuality
>look at gay porn
>go back to normal porn
>start imagining myself as the girl
>after a while can't look at porn without me being the girl
>even in my fantasies i have to be the girl
>can't imagine myself as a guy anymore
>discover BBC, Sissy, CD/Trap
>Still just a fetish though
>discover sissyfication, feminization and a lot of other types of subversive hypnosis
>fantasies start becoming desires
>i start craving what they tell me to crave
>no longer interested in women
Now it's where i crossed the line
>exploring psychedelics and smoking a lot of weed
>one horny night decide to watch some sissy stuff
>remember how weed enhances everything
>smoke a joint while watching it
>fall into complete trance
>end up watching 5 hours of subversive material while high on weed
>completely vulnerable mind
>cum like 5 times
>uttering the words on the screen loudly
>this gets burned into my mind
>can't stop thinking about it
>decide to never do it again and let it go
>next time smoking weed
>do it again
Anyone have advice on how to come out to my gf as a sissy? I got her to agree to pegging, but telling her i want her to feminize me and then force me to take a bunch of cock is another thing entirely.
She's bi and into Drag Race, so I think i can get this to work if i plan it right.
Nice titties, bro.
Speakin of which, how can I grow a pair on myself? I've been chugging soymilk for nearly a year now and unless I'm getting subtly fatter, I've noticed no difference. I can't really start HRT either, seeing as how my super conservative Christian parents are my only source of shelter for now.
Is it okay that I'm posting your clips? Or you don't want?
I am now stoned everytime i am watching or listening to this stuff... or maybe i am watching this stuff everytime i'm stoned, either way
>doing this every weekend
>ideas becoming imprinted in my head
>start wishing to make it permanent
>decide to listen to the most effective audio i got with the most stimulating images i have while on 10 tabs of LSD
>brain tries to resist
>audio telling me i'm a sissy slut
>videos of traps, sissies and trans being fucked and eating cum
>start hallucinating on this
>end up doing this for 12 hours
>mind completely broken
>random images of cocks popping in head
>keep confusing my real name with made up female name
>suggestions imprinted in brain
>>be 10 years old
>>wait for mom to leave for work
>>fully dressed in her clothes
>>lie in her bed watching cartoons feeling fulfilled
You realize you've been a repressed trans girl your whole life, right? That's telltale as fuck. The hypnos aren't making you that way, you're seeking them out as a way for your subconscious to convince you that it's okay
>never truly recover from this
>try to resist
>keep coming back to it, start browsing for HRT, underwear and toys
>create female persona both online and on fantasies
>during my break from work, i spend the whole 30 days in a dark hole mindfucking myself
>remove all bodyhair, let hair grow
>start wearing mom's underwear again
>notice i'm starting to act girly
>one fateful evening a week ago
>completely lost in lust
>go on omegle
>dress in bra and panties
>take pictures and send to him
>forget to remove exif file
>he now knows where i live
>says he's gonna expose me if i don't do what he says
>sends me an e-mail with my name, address, facebook profiles of a couple of friends and proof that i sent the photos
>attaches list of demands
>says he won't expose me if i let him feminize me
>scared as hell but also horny
>tells me to write "sissy slut" and all kinds of dirty things on my body
>tells me to edge for him and take a picture showing my clit dripping pre-cum and all the writing
>says i'm his slut now
Fast forward to yesteday
>says it's time to begin my transformation
>tells me i should buy my own underwear and to remove any hair i have below the head
>i'm not so horny now so i start getting scared
>this is actually happening
>today at work
>cant stop thinking about it
>don't know what to do
>decide to give in
>go to sex shop for the first time in my life
>browsing for panties
>end up buying my first pink pair
>fast forward to now
>telling my story on /b/ while wearing pink lacey panties
I feel like it's just the beginning
That's because it is, only now you get the full picture, without lies said to save face, i'm fucked anyways.
Turns out dude DID find out a lot about me with just that geo-tagging.
You mean like the police?
Joking of course. I must say I have a weak spot for you. I wouldn't refuse to share an apartment with you.
This is probably the last clip I'm doing now though because it's very late.
You offer good advice but i doubt it would work, i'd probably just kill myself if i were exposed
Anon might be onto something too, i have been thinking about this for a long time, and i never ever had the courage to go trough with any of it, but all it took was someone coercing me and i already started taking pictures and walked into a shop to buy panties... only reason i didn't buy more stuff was lack of money.
Police couldn't help me anyway, and i doubt a lawyer could save my reputation
I guess i'll keep shaving myself with a razor as of yet, it sucks but it works.
I can afford a lawyer for you; unfortunately I require repayment in the form of complete submission from a hairless, completely submissive trap in a cage. It's a dilemma, I know.
I dont want to sound like an ass, but I noticed a bit of stretch marks, were you fat once? Because you look pretty fucking great and id love to hear something about you
Never really been no, well most I ever weight myself before transition was around 75-80kg maybe, now after I'm around 60-65, had my tiger stripes long before my transition though but may have increased with it^^
Going to the gym/working out will help keeping your skin nice and fit too, stripes can't be done anything with afaik, but then again I don't mind my stripes, I find then rather cute I guess
we had a friends with benifits thing for 2 weeks, great sex but never wanted anything serious as she works as a hooker in thailand 6 months of the year and i couldnt deal with that, she fell in love with me and when i broke it off she lost her shit at me screaming, next time we met i went over to talk to my friend who was sat near her, she threw a beer in my face and then a few glasses of coke and as i was walking away i got hit hard in the head by a bar stool and next thing i knew i woke up in Phnomn Pehn hospital
Sure, you don't have to. But one of the most telling signs of dysphoria is a strong feeling of fulfillment when crossdressing not tied to sexual arousal. Especially when you're drawn to it as a young age. It's something different from a crossdressing fetish
Anyway you wanted to hear something about me; guess I consider myself a pretty weird/crazy ish tranny, I walk around in public naked and on occasion wear this with matching ears and stuff when out and about, I love being not normal and attention x)
Now I should get to bed, it's like 8 in the morning, nighty night^^
Enjoy my pics~
stop acting like this and talking like this, it makes the rest of us look really bad. i know it probably doesn't matter to you, but jesus christ dude, you're the type of people that make others hate trans ppl.