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>19
>I'm ugly (pic related)
>I'm a beaner
>I've spent all my life playing LoL
>I'm a kissless virgin
Honestly guys should I end it. I Always thougt I would someday find love and be happy. But I am too autistic. I tried talking to a cute girl I liked for a long and I went up to her and I was about to say something but I froze, started stuttering, and just left. She probably thought I was a retard. I honestly don't know what to do. I see all these happy couples while I sit alone at a restaurant wondering whats the point of life. I've been alone all my life. Even in school I didn't have any freinds and I didn't want anyone to see how lonely I was so I would hide in the bathroom until lunch was over. I hate the way I am and hopefully get reincarnated into something better.
you look fine dumbass quit playing lol do a minimum of exercise and pick up the guitar or some shit.
I guarantee you're just lazy. do something like anything with your life besides LoL, which incidentally will make you want to kill yourself, isolate you, and make you lazy.
you aren't autistic. but if your life consists of playing LoL you aren't going to learn how to talk to anyone let alone girls.
>>767438175
>spent my life
>19 years old
Wat
>>767438473
>>767438378
I'm not that lazy. I run at the park every morning because it clears my head and gets rid of my anxiety. Every day I feel like things are going to be different, that things will get better. But once the afternoon comes and I realized my life is still shit I just get depressed. Play LoL till I get to tired, fall asleep, and the cycle repeats itself.
atleast you're not alan
ANTI ALAN GANG
>>767439190
alan is actually fucking retard, gay cuck
>>767438378
But yeah I like the guitar idea. Thanks.
Take it to facebook
>>767439190
>>767439208
Who dat
>>767438175
You probably have aspergers or a mild form of autism. It's best to accept that now and move forward with coping strategies than to ignore it. You've got atleast 3 signs of the retard already. Posting your problems to /b/ is one of them.
>>767439090
everyone who's a kissless virgin seems to mull over the fact they haven't had sex or had a kiss and that's the umbra they live in. friends & relationships are overrated. don't let it become the catalyst for something worse.
I've had sex & whatnot but I'm also in a similar rut you explained; some realization that leads to depression that then only leads to (in my life) getting high and playing games until the next day.
focus on getting your shit together, continue your education, get a dead-end job to pay your rent, food, clothes. trust me, nothing is more humiliating or ego-destroying leaning on others. I'm 22, wasted 4 years doing nothing, i'm technically continuing from grade 11 to enter university.
anyway, don't look for a relationship if you don't have your shit together. also rather than hiding in the bathroom, do something with your time, cram your head in your work in a library. don't feel sorry for yourself looking for others to feel sorry for you.
knowing /b/ my advice will go ignored. /thread
>mfw i don't have a face
>>767438175
I would gladly be your friend, im lonely to mate, the thing is that i have everything i need except a dedicated gf, so how can we keep talking ?
Stop being a fag. Picture your ideal best friend and become that person. Worked for me when i was in a similar runt.
>>767440843
I'm good at school. That's the only thing I'm good at. I spent my times in the bathroom studying because they used to nkt let anyone in the building and the bathroom was guaranteed to be empty all of lunch. I'm really good at memorizing things. I could look at a picure and recall every detail in said picture. I just wish I could talk to people irl.
>>767440471
Yeah a lot of people have said I am autistic when they think I can't hear them. And I mean I've been pretty fucked up in the head with anxiety and depression. It's mostly cuz some old faggot did some shit to me when I was 5
>still playing LoL after Season 4
You don't even need to kill yourself, just wait for the cancer to hit stage 4.
>>767443222
Yeah I know it's been pretty shit. Its just habit. I'm thinking of just focusing on rainbow siege.
>>767439090
Ay man you sound like me in hs
I genuinely thought i had autism, gamed till i was tired
Didnt hide in bathrooms, i just didnt go to school and went to the library a block away instead
And i thought i was ugly too
Tbh i still kinda felt the ugly part till just now, cuz in ur post u feel ugly even tho ur pretty good looking, which it just clicked for me that i think im the same way too
I even did the daily running to clear my mind, had depression obvi, and occasionally thought of that suicide/reincarnation shit too. Just out of hope for a better life, or the lack of a shitty one at least
I dont really know what to say in terms of advice tho
The whole thing ur describing was a temporary phase for me, but i use the word temporary loosely, like a couple of years at least, and even tho i no longer feel those things im still trying to deal with the aftermath
Namely because i spent years 17 - 21 not doing shit with my life (no school no job), which made me feel alienated from my few remaining friends because they were doing shit with their life, and now im just trying to figure out what to do with mine because after a long journey, ive finally found the motivation to live life, to go out there and find out if im ugly, try getting girls. Find out how autistic am i, try making friends. Find out how worthless, or incompetent am i, try jobs/education.
But it took me years to get here, and even still it doesnt sound like much.
And thats where i dont know how to advise you, because stopping being depressed, and getting out of that mindset was kind of a random process. Im not entirely sure if its the kind of thing you can be talked, or reasoned out of, or if it just takes time
>>767442151
I guess I get where you're coming from. I forget just because I got to experience something others haven't doesn't mean it's not longed for.
you seem like a good guy, good looks whatever. someday you'll develop those social skills from work or school. The older you get, the more you're surround with supportive people.
I found out the people around me in school aren't as critical as people in middle/highschool because they're people with families to support or a goal. like I said, I'm 22 in school, I don't get to see ya average knucklehead goofing off.
that said they're more supportive, from my experience you'll have a chance to open up more
i wanted to explain how critical people can be and how it affects us into doing nothing but t's approaching 3am and I have school in the morning goodnight & gl
like >>767443836 somewhere along the line I found my motivation. we're all similar huh
>>767438175
>19
you're a teenager you autistic fuck. there's decades to go before you realize you've wasted your life like me
>>767438175
Ur face remembers me of one particular awesome supreme gentleman. You might want to follow in his footsteps..
>>767444334
then kys this isn't the saddest race
>>767438175
get a haircut. your hair is fucking dumb and will look much better in a shorter style. you'll be fine kid
>>767438175
>that's actually you
>ugly
Damn, I wish I could be ugly! Faggot, you are one fancy haircut away from looking like a model.
By that I mean this: >>767444506
Your hair looks like you're trying to be an anime character; if you got a short haircut, you would look great.
>>767440843
>>767444158
Both of these anons give good advice which you should take, OP.
Even though >>767440843 is a faggot
>/threads own post
>mfw
>>767443836
Yeah I hope I'm glad it got better for you. Honestly HS was hell and I kind of wish I was normal. Because I saw everyone do all these fun things during high school and I was just in the background. I wish it were easy for me to talk to people. But its extremely hard for me. I wish I was one of those people sho like being anti social and hostile but I genuinly want to do all the fun social shit that normalfags do.
>>767444640
I was the autistic one all along
>>767444640
Yeah I used to live in a Japanese neighborhood and I copied their hair styles and it kinda stuck. I honestly just want to know how to talk to a girl. I've seen HIMYM and a bunch of other movjes where the guy happiness by finding a girl. The only girl that ever seemed interested in me was this cute girl who would always take the same bus as me and always glance over at me whem she thought I wasn't looking. After 1 year of this I finally made a move. I acted autistic and froze and I was so embaressed that I took the long bus route home so I wouldn't run into her again. And then 3 weeks ago I saw with some dude and it really deppressed me.
>>767444158
Yeah i read your post and thought we were similar as shit
Gn bro
>>767444753
Ok one thing i should mention is while i dont think i was ever genuinely autistic, i was pretty close to it, and a lot of ppl probably thought i was
But the weird thing is i got a lot better socially over time, despite having very little interaction with people.
I dont know if youre autistic or not, you might be, all i know is its possible for it to seem like you are, when really you just have to let ur brain mature and stop being autistic
I mean u seem totally normal here which is a good sign, cuz i was that same way
Normal dude online, autist irl
But anyway it is late here as well, so if you wanna talk more or wanna keep in touch post a discord or email if u want and we could link up later
>>767445628
Yeah man thanks. It's at least comforting to know that I'm not the only one who is autistic (maybe). Irl it just felt that everyone js normal and I'm the only weird fag. But at least most of you guys seem to have made it ok.
>>767438378
I picked up guitar for the sole purpose of getting a girlfriend. After joining my first band it took exactly two gigs for mission accomplished.