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That feels thread
MN reporting. Guys alright?
Or as good as its gonna be
>>767424551
Look Anons
A hunger games thread >>767423127
>>767424366
well just fuck my shit up
>>767423534
Mother's Day is coming up. Already have a card and a couple of gifts bought for mine...
>though I've been a cunt and haven't actually spoken to her in weeks, and reject any and every invitation to do anything with her
It's not that I hate her, I just...don't want to be around or see her anymore.
>>767425683
Why? Just too much nowadays?
>>767425972
I don't know. I kind of left the house (moved out) rather abruptly, with her and my step-father making it quite apparent that I no longer had a home there. I don't necessarily hate them for it, but for a long time, I've just wanted to get away from them, and *stay* away from them. In fact, I've dedicated the last 6 years of my life to leaving the country for good, as I intend only to return for their funeral(s).
But now, she's appearing in my dreams and thoughts more. I don't want that, and I don't want to keep seeing/hearing her. I know she has breast cancer, but still....
>>767426296
Your parents will always love you no matter what, she misses you. You only get one set of parents man i miss mine. I can't tell you what to do, but at least let her know your thinking about her. Are you happy/content where your at?
Sorry to hear about her illness.
>>767426797
I strongly doubt they'd miss me. In fact, I'm fairly certain they're glad I'm gone and truly do hope I don't come back (both for their and my own sake).
As for me, I hate everything right now: I hate where I live, I hate my job, I hate where I am in life...I hate my life *in general.* But, in this hate, I find little 'pockets' of less-hate in things like vidya, reading about astrophysics, keeping up with politics, etc. Outside of work, I generally don't associate with anyone, not even my neighbors (which is a good idea, considering certain reasons). Everyday is spent in relative silence, while I only talk if/when I absolutely have to. I still dream of leaving for good, but for now, it seems less and less likely by the day.
Also, she's already lost her dad and her sister to cancer. She has two brothers, one of whom has pancreatic cancer and another who *might* have cancer. I kept warning her to take better care of her health so she could avoid meeting the same fate as grandpa and that aunt, but she didn't listen. Now, I don't even care anymore.
>>767427287
HAD to save that one.
>>767427137
I'm sure you've both Todd each other some of the most cold heartless shit you could think of at the time, but still I'm sure she thinks about you bro.
You live in the US? You going to school for whatever your is? Where or what you want to do?
That's a good start, try to find a place between the negative and positive, keep your mind off shit keep going man, once you stop your going to end up like me, i watched my world fall apart in less thana month and i can't get back
>>767425602
See you space cowboy
;-; I still miss him
>>767428094
>>767427769
It wasn't really so much of an instant, rather, they were just rushing me to leave with little prep-time to ensure everything would be in order (first month's rent, renter's insurance, etc) and the fact that my step-dad in particular made a point to prod me every chance he got about every 'mistake' I made in this process. Apparently, he thought renting a new apartment today is exactly the same as it was during the 1970s, when HE started. I prove him wrong every time I pay rent.
I live in the U.$., yes...and I absolutely hate it. I did go to university, but, let's just say that I was misguided (really, not guided at all) and majored incorrectly. Not so much underwater basket-weaving, but not what it should have been either (that is, not Comp Sci or IT, but this wasn't entirely up to me). I messed up, trusted the wrong people, and now my life's a mess because of it. I want to die every single day, but a small part of me wants to see things through, hoping to leave and go overseas again. Whether it's back to Korea, or somewhere new like China, Thailand, Vietnam, Russia. I'll even take living on a banana plantation in Cambodia eating silk worms the rest of my life over this.
If nothing else, I just want to die.
This too shall pass
>>767428393
Sucks man,i apologize. Other then them pushing you and giving you a grip of shit is that the hardest part of staying?
>>767428851
I can't really explain it. I just really don't want to be around them...like, ever. I've had to go back to their house to pick up mail like twice, but I make sure not to talk to much, show NO emotion, and make my visit as quick as possible (less than 7 minutes). I end it by saying,
>if there is nothing further, I'll take my leave.
And then, I just go without saying anything else. No calls, no texts, nothing follows. The rest of the so-called 'family' doesn't even contact me.
>>767429136
That must be akward as fuck sorry man. I'm the same, haven't been close with my family since my parents both passed. Just try to work on the shit you want to do man and take care if yourself and those goals, with or without their help, you got it.
I don't have much for friends anymore, just do shit like this shitpost in dead threads. I have a daughter i haven't seen since September. I miss her horribly.
>>767429617
I pretty much do the same: just work, browse /b/, play vidya, and engage in other hobbies. No friends anymore, and family's...gone, too. But, I'm at least trying to learn Python, so maybe I could get a more reputable job, so I at least won't have to struggle every month.
Shame about not being able to see your daughter though.
