ITT: Things you regret
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ITT: Things you regret
being a lazy shit who barely got through university because of that "that'll do" attitude not going for true greatness.
not taking girlmones when i was 12
Spending 100$ in a ugly ass hooker that I didn’t have pleasure at all while fucking her, she smelled like shit, she was fat, and her pussy was as dry as a rock
>>767356759
Seducing my father
>>767356914
Explain>>767356894
The bait was so strong it make me want to do it
>>767356894
doesn't everyone have this regret
>>767356759
About every decision I´ve made these last 10 years
Not being more alpha
>>767357073
Same plus breaking up with that Redpilljohn to get married to this fucking trap... i hate my life
Not learning to play a musical instrument when I was a kid with too much free time
>>767357206
true
>>767356830
I'm struggling with that too
>>767356970
>>767356914
Not much to tell. This was back when I was 14. My parents had divorced a few months back and I was over at my dads for the weekend.
He had been drinking through the divorce, was piss drunk that night. I thought it was what I wanted but everything just escalated after that. He ended up commuting suicide a few years later / a few years ago.
Slipping my ex a roofie and then cumming inside her. Still terrified the kid will look like me and she comes asking questions
>>767356914
Not seducing anons father
>>767356759
Not fucking that 13 year old girl who had crush on me when I was 16
>>767356759
>ITT: Things you regret
- Stop working out because I got tired of it in my early 20s.
- Not being brave enough to leave my then-gf for her when the love of my life told me she loved me.
Sharing my gf on b
>>767357591
Masturbaiting to anon's gf on /b/.
>>767357591
Share her again
>>767356914
getting seduced by my son
>>767357576
I never read about this in chepters of alphanes
>>767357710
>>767356914
Incest is natural because it keeps the gene pool pure.
>>767357841
>keeps the gene pool pure
you mean retarded
>>767356914
Seduce his neighbors
>>767357406
Did you get pregnant or did daddy only get in the backdoor?
>>767357841
>son
>father
>gene pool
>>767357406
Commuting tho
>>767357406
Post a body pic, want to see if daddy did the right thing banging you
>>767358029
She must be a whale. He killed himself.
>>767357691
Already have
>>767356759
Mfw corndude is in better shape and getting more pussy than me.
>>767357406
hey anon
do you think your dad's dick in your anus is the reason he killed himself? i do
>>767358095
She's a prostitute.
>>767356759
was a lazy fgt in highschool and had multiple girls flirt with me but I was too much a beta to talk to them.
>>767358091
But, now pls
>>767358347
Doing it in another thread
>>767357971
kek
>>767357929
Both although that wasn’t until much later. Miscarried but that was probably a good thing.
>>767358116
The drinking got much worse after. I really do think it led to him killing himself although it probably wasn’t the only reason.
>>767356759
I'd gib her some of my corn chowder ifyouknowwhatimean
make my sons wife suck me off while he was at work and then i fucked her from behind wearing a rubber but right before i came i tore it off then came deep inside of her.
to this day im pretty sure my grandson is mine!
she blackmails me knowing if my marine son ever finds out he would kill me so i pay her $10,000 every few months.
i should have just jacked off that day
HAving a MMF threesome with my long term girlfriend.
>>767356759
w-where does s-she keep the can opener?
>>767357129
Divorce that tranny
>>767358436
and she still thinks about HIS cock and you know it
>>767356830
This was me.
>Also posting my gf on here
>>767356759
believing that I would have a happy life.
not killing myself sooner
>>767358481
She does, as it was the biggest she had ever taken.
>>767358434
Most expensive sex trade on human history
Blowing my load inside a dirty weeb who is 5/10 on her best days who I assume did not shower the week prior and during the whole convention. Pussy smelled like a fish market, found out later that shit was not normal. She kept trying to contact me all year long. Convention rolls around and meet up girl cuz dick takes over. She has a 2/10 looking friend who tries to do that annoying cutesy anime voice and clings to us all day. Somehow Ditch 5/10. End up blowing my load into 2/10 girl, dicks has been extra itchy ever since.
>>767358434
10k every few months is a lot for “pretty sure”
>>767358434
you could off her yourself
>>767358610
when did you kill yourself?
>>767358709
>>767358434
this
i mean, you could dna test the kid and if he is not yours, she can go on and tell
it's all about poker faces dude
>>767358687
yikes anon
thats sounds rough
>>767357406
That's pretty rough, how do you feel about it all now
>>767358775
I read that with thug voice, are you a niggro anon?
>>767358841
Wow, that's pretty rough
>>767358687
i hate that anime voice and everybody else seems to be immune to hearing it, like dunkey's girlfriend
>>767357129
And you deserve to hate your life for the rest of your life for for doing that, you stupid whore.
Now, leave the mentally ill tranny, go back to red pill John, and tell him you’re an evil whore and beg his forgiveness Georgia. Then do every fucking thing he says.
Or suffer in your self-made hell, you ignorant slut.
>Be me
>17
>Just got a car
>After school I come home and go up to my room to look at porn like always
>Dad comes home and asks me to go get milk while he starts dinner
>I’m mad because blue balls
>Scream at him
>Tell him I don’t love him
>He just looks at me with hurt and pity in his eyes
>Tells me to think about what I said and decide if I really meant it before he gets back
>He leaves to go get the milk
>Never comes back
>Died in an accident after stopping at Braums
>My last words to him were that I don’t love him
>Of course I loved him
The things I would do to go back to that day... I’d jump into a thousand nightmares to take back a single second of it.
Just lost $500 online gambling. I was up $1000 after my initial deposit of $100. I was stupid, and should've cashed out. Then kept depositing more, until I hit my weekly limit of deposit of $500
>>767357129
Ur srsly stoopid
>>767359215
Damn
loosing my virginity :(
wish i could go back
>>767359215
You screamed at your father and said that bs only because you couldn't fap at that exact moment?
>>767359215
how often do you masturbate now?
>>767358775
Yeah well whenever I got those stupid conventions something primal inside of me wants to fuck the worst. I got invited to join one of the orgies. It was rough, every guy who showed up was a fat lardass or a slanky pimple covered guy.
Picture this 5 guys 2 girls, one girl is is atleast 350lb. the other chick could have passed for a guy wearing a cheap wig in ponytails with more muscles than any guy in the room back and chest covered in cyst acne. The two other fat guys wore T-shirt’s the whole time. One of the skinny guys wore his socks and sandals during the whole thing. Made it hard to stay hard watching one of the fat guys trying to kiss the butch in a romantic way. have note that she was stroking me the whole time this happened.
Not going to college and doing heroin instead...
>>767358434
Fake and gay
>>767359215
Damn maybe your dad should learn how to drive
Cunt
>>767359345
And I really didn’t want to drive down the street to get milk
>>767359348
Not a lot. Pretty much only when my wife is on her period and won’t fuck me.
>>767356759
>hooking up with my sister a few times and fingering her until she came.
>sorta mildly attempting to fuck my mam.
>fucking my dads ex
>breaking up with my ex
>setting a homeless mans tent on fire.
I was having dinner at a nice restaurant called Bridges with my partner and her three kids for her birthday, along with their elderly lady nanny.
I decided to order the jambalaya but I asked the waiter to make mine not spicy (because I'm allergic to pepper). The food arrived quickly and it looked terrific but as soon as I took the first bite I started to cough, then began to choke. To my horror I realized that the jambalaya had pepper in it - a LOT of pepper. The choking got worse and I couldn't breathe but then the nanny came running over yelling
"HELP IS ON THE WAY DEAR!"
She got into position behind me and started to firmly give me the heimlich maneuver. After what felt like forever a piece of shrimp flew out of my throat and suddenly I could breathe again. I turn to thank her for saving my life but I froze when I saw that her "face" was a prosthetic and had peeled off. My date's nanny was a man!
I regret ever meeting my disloyal whore of an ex gf, I regret every breath I ever spoke to her, I regret showing that sexual predator daddyfucker my dick, I regret talking to her cunt mother, I regret buying her artistic brother a birthday present for her when she was too poor too, I regret buying her a house, and I relish in the regular pussy I slay in that house every weekend because that evil, disloyal whore faked a suicide to have an excuse to leave me and “find herself”, only to find her world is shit without me.
>>767356759
I regret that I started a relationship with my ex gf
She is a bitch who has broken my heart
>>767359802
I fucking hate the pain she inflicted on me, I didn’t deserve that.
Being young a curious and meeting up with a guy to fuck him. Then later meeting up with a guy with an 8in cock and letting him fuck my ass before deciding it wasn’t for me and leaving
>>767358397
I really want to know how you got him to fuck you. Give the details please. Was the sex good? How was life afterwards. Or was it sex from then on?
>>767359348
Hahaha
>>767356759
Nothing, stop being such whiny bitches.
>>767359519
That was awesome. Thank you!
>>767359914
samefag
>>767359519
was it a drive by fruiting?
I regret fingering my sisters friend while I thought she was asleep when I was 11 or 12. She was awake and never stoped me. I am pretty sure I fucked her up. I think about what a scum bag little me was. Just wanted some pussy.
Being a 30 year old virgin living with my mother. Studied but got depressed and did not finish and did not get a job for years and finally got a shitty one.
>>767357971
assuming zer genders...
>>767356759
Getting what you want a don't give a fuck about it crondude shows the way
Banging my first girl was a shit experience. She was fat and didn't move or make any noise. She was worried her room mate would hear. Later on I find out she had fucked a friend of mine the night before so she just didnt want to be a slut. But she was. Also she went to the rest room right before. I thought she was freshing up but she was takeing a long dump. So when she toom off her pants she smelled like shit.
>>767360266
you still have a life ahead of you, just take your life so far as a really shitty learning experience
>>767359519
Doubt
>>767356759
simple procrastination and staying up too much doing nothing.
Believing traps aren’t gay. Got shit on my dick from fucking one, realized how gay it was when I had someone else’s dick in my hand it also burned to pee for months.
Fucking my cousin
>>767356759
>be Joey
>run a "food review channel" on YT
> make a mistake of fucking a hooker while guzzling down a can of corn
>my main muchacho comes in the room and snaps a quick pic
>he uploads it to some /b site
>wtf.doc
>visit said site
>find a bread with said picture
>mfw OP is my main muchacho
>mfw when some random faggot is probably masturbating to my picture of me fucking a random hooker while snacking of some bueno canned corn
>mfw when
Not doing coke sooner
>>767359519
I miss that man. His shit was gold.
>>767359858
The sex was really good. I feel guilty that sometimes I still get off thinking about it.
I don’t know if I have time to type out the story
>>767361265
>>mfw when
Fucking newfags, it's 'my mfw face when'.
I'd like to see more of it
Not letting go of my current gf when i was clearly in love with someone else and I knew for a fact that neither of which relationships would work out.
>>767358464
>>767359197
~you!
>>767359228
Ikr and it’s too late now that’s why I regret. A Chinese whore already took my place and I’m stuck with this trap for life
i regret posting my gf on b, that said i love when her pics come up
>>767356759
Google 4chan in 2006 because I was curious after Randy Yee told me about it. My life dramatically took a turn for the worst since then.
>>767364665
why are you stuck with them? can't you just divorce?
>>767356759
is that a can of corn he has?
Being molested by my older cousin when I was seven.
not standing up to my bully when I was younger rather than ignoring them.
Having a passion in art (sometimes).
Being in a constant state of self-doubt trying to care for others and myself, only to be taken advantage of, can't tell if I take advantage of people legitimately anymore because of the warped view I have.
I don't even know if that's entirely true.
This is the fifth thread where I try to post things like this and it refuses to let me, hopefully it gets through now or I'll never attempt to post in these types of things again.
>>767356759
Yesterday I ordered a pizza and I made a mistake. Instead of pepperoni I accidentally chose pineapple from the list. It was simple miss click but results were horrible.
Not fucking dudes sooner
Being bisexual is great
>>767365375
it got through, little dude
good luck with life, bro
>>767365466
Same to you, wanderer
>>767356830
sounds like you think you can do more then you can, but you are doing exactly what you were meant to
>>767365389
i want to believe this is true but i'm scared i'll do it and feel dirty/like a failure
>>767365016
Almost the same, and I did more too
kinda regret posting paintings on the head of my dick online but it's also a fun part of my life now
>>767365563
If you're not into it you'll know immediately, don't force yourself to do anything after that. It helps to be a little liquored up too, makes you horny and relaxes you a bit
>>767356759
Being born.
>>767365669
thank you, that's good advice
>>767365776
Go forth and get dicked
Grindr is like sex on tap but I think a bar is a better place to meet someone for your first time
>>767364470
Corndude still not given a fuck for pic #2
>>767366046
not him, it was elon
>>767359508
>a grown man who cant drive down to the local shop to buy milk for his father
where did it go wrong
>>767364665
>~you!
No, I'm not the ex you betrayed, but I know him, and I know you, and I know where you hang out. And you need someone to tell you about yourself, you selfish little cunt, because what you did was pure evil in the eyes of anything good. He loves you, although for the life of me I can't see why. And the only reason you're not rotting in prison for fraud right now is because HE decided to spare you. Let that sink in you selfish, cold-hearted, lying bitch.
You betrayed everything that's meant to be true love and then you wonder why your life is shit and you're unhappy? You willfully inflict pain on the only person who ever truly loved you for who you really are, knowing you're nothing special in ANYONE's eyes but his, and wonder why you hurt? You lie about seriously injuring yourself just as an excuse to justify opening your greasy, fish-smelling cunt for some mentally ill Phillipino tranny's cock? You literally killed your baby daughter you could have had with him, the daughter you always wanted, that would have made his motehr and your mother happy, to jerk off on camera to live images of its "feminine penis", as if that even exists. HA! What the fuck is wrong with you?
Your level of self-awareness: less than microscopic.
And it only gets worse and worse from here, unless you go back to him, atone for what you did, and make it right. His blood cries out to God for Justice, and Justice will be done.
We will be watching.
>>767364665
>A Chinese whore already took my place and I’m stuck with this trap for life
she's not a whore, she's beautiful and sweet and kind. and he forgave her sexual indiscretions of the past because she fucking worships the ground he walks on and she treats him like he deserved to be treated by you. but they aren't married yet, so if you ever want a chance at redemption, you better make a move immediately, and pray to God almighty that deep down in his heart, he still loves you more than he loves her.
that's your only way out of lifelong regret.
>>767366323
lol you seem pretty sure that they're the person you think they are from such a vague description
>>767357032
Nope
>>767357073
make that 15 years.
>>767364287
>The sex was really good. I feel guilty that sometimes I still get off thinking about it.
>I don’t know if I have time to type out the story
absolutely degenerate.
i'll pray for you, because you have serious issues.
>>767366965
>lol you seem pretty sure that they're the person you think they are from such a vague description
we have our ways.
>>767357032
no because women are inferior
Ever clicking this link.
>boards4chanorg/b/
Not leaving my wife for my girlfriend
Fucked several producers and agents at Hollywood to get roles. At the end, I got nothing but nightmares as adult.
>>767356759
Exposing a girl I know here, now I have justice issues
>>767356759
Not buying Bitcoin in 2013
>>767357206
true
>>767368230
Fag
>>767368211
Icarly? At least you are set for life.
I guess I regret not powering through my PhD and getting that first book out before I got sucked into a career of academic publishing.
>>767359458
Kek
My new tattoo. Idk what the artist was fucking thinking. It’s the first of two sessions and I have to go 15-20 like hthis until I go back to finish it. Seeing it how it is diselusioned me so fucking much.
>>767359517
Wow youre a dick
>>767368590
15-20 days*
>>767360266
find a hobby that is practiced in public to meet people bro
>>76735675
Coming back to here after leaving when m00t went to Jewgle
>>767356759
Falling in love with my best friends girlfriend and finding out that he emotionally abuses her. She must think it's normal to have people with no history of depression or suicidal ideation to threaten suicide when they think you might leave them.
>>767364287
What is wrong with you? You should be ashamed of yourself.
How old were you? How long did it last? How awkward was the next morning?
>>767356759
Being a 18 yo virgin who has never tried to get a girl and I feel like I won't ever change :/
Clicking on hentia hero's. .. . .... . .. . .. . ...
>>767365375
It got through bro.
I feel you.
I've got the same thing. Literally every person I try to be nice to to be friends with ends up using me and then talking shit about me behind my back or stop hanging out with me for like the last decade, more like all my life.
I don't know why it happens. Whether it's because I'm ugly, weak, or a loser.
My therapist said it's because they're intimidated by me but that makes no sense and I don't believe that stupid shit.
If someone was intimidated by me they would be intimidated to use me....the fuck, right?
>>767356759
I regret not fucking more hotties while I had the chance in high school and college... now I'm 43 and married with kids. Sex with my wife is great when it happens, but it doesn't happen nearly often enough.
>>767368925
What's stopping you from doing push ups every day and bettering yourself at any kind of pace, even slow?
You're only 18, that's like baby young. What are you, retarded?
>>767356913
Why did you pick up a fat whore?
Opening this thread
>>767359416
Its ok broski
Still on subs because life is better with some opi in your system.
Going back this fall, have a career grade job in IT but want more. You can do it too.
>>767364287
i was believing your story until this statement. i call bs
>>767369194
on suboxone too...did h for 3 years...never shot, just smoke...
you?
not having kids, a family.
>>767364470
¿Hay mas?
>>767366965
this is just, one anon talking to himself
>>767356759
Having sex with my grandmother's dog when I was 13.
I got caught by my uncle, he and my father beat my ass raw.
Aunt called the police and I spent some time in juvenile detention.
My grandmother never spoke to me again.
The dog was injured, his colon got torn and he was put down.
Had to live in a group home until I was 18.
I work for the county I live in, cousin told one of my co-workers and now everyone calls me dog-fucker.
I had been sober for 6 years until last Wednesday when everyone found out.
Biggest regret is instead of fucking the dog I should have fucked my cousin, but he was pretty fat and I'm not a fag.
Posting nudes of my wife with face and wedding photos and other identifying features
>>767369451
WEW
E
W
>>767369451
>not a fag
>fucked a male dog
ok
>>767358610
>a ghost posting on the internet
spooky as fuck
-Fucked multiple chinky girls at an AMP, amazed I haven't gotten an STD
-Didn't go to college and get with them college bishes
-Didn't start smoking weed until I was 20, should have started a lot sooner
-Not dating when I was younger
-Not making an effort to lose some weight/work out
- And most recently: Drunk texted a girl I work with and have been close friends with since I started the job about them feels I have for her, it's been days with no response and I wont be on the same shift with her for weeks to try to talk to her. Feels bad mang.
>>767369313
Did street H for about a year, subs for 3 and randomly decided to try U47700 about 4 years ago right when it came out. Went hard on that, couldn't get back to subs. Did methadone for about 6 months, got a free trip to Greece and they wouldn't give me a take home set large enough to go. Ordered 4FiBF (fentalog) and smuggled it overseas for a month trip to Greece and Canada, before it was technically illegal anywhere. Got back, was on Acryl Fent IV for awhile, that ran out from my goto vendor. Did IV 4FiBF for 2 years (18 months back now). That vendor shut down about 9 months ago, and fucked me. My last 20g order got nailed in customs, so couldn't get it internationally.
Tried to do domestic sources, so many problems. Finally got a good carfent domestic vendor, too expensive to maintain, and went back to subs about 6 months ago.
I was doing about 10-15g of 4FiBF per 3 months, and about 100mg carfent per 2 weeks.
Muh tolerance. I just get subs off the street now, they're 11 dollars a strip, 4mg per day. It works ok. Cheaper would be better.
>>767369707
that's good, give it time to blow over, come back and pretend like nothing happened.
>>767359215
Stale pasta is stale
>>767356759
Not getting a "daddy" when I was young and skinny to turn me into his daughter then fuck my throat and ass on a daily basis
>>767359225
Ayyyyy /b/ro!
Welcome to my world!
>>767369908
maybe it's not too late?
>>767356759
fapping to a guy cumming on the face of a 9 year old while she cries and vomits.
Going through my teenage years 100% sure I would be dead or in jail by the time I was 30, so never bothering to try in life, now I am fucked up and work shitty jobs to barely get by.
I should kill myself but I don't have the balls.
>>767369880
I wish I could think like that but I'd rather have closure one way or another.
>>767365375
Is your name Adolf?
>>767369088
That should help, but I think the real problem with me is that I don't try/know how to talk to girls or something... I don't know how to get a girl and I don't have friends that can help me (I have some friends, but they are all like me. They have no experience with girls)
>>767369828
I want to be clear that since I got on subs the first time, I've been gainfully employed and advancing a real career in IT for the last 3.5-4 years. Employed consistently for about 7 years since stopping the H.
My life was most fulfilling with two things, my dog, and having a steady supply of my drugs. I can and have demonstrated that with a steady supply of clean drugs, that I paid for, that my "problems" became fully arrested, and my use neither increased nor really decreased. I think in part, or maybe mostly, due to 4FiBF being a a super long acting and satisfying fentalog with no real side effects like acryl fent. It lasts 24-36hrs on a single dose, has NO side effects like methadone, and it hits every opi button without being super sedating. Its just perfect, and dirt cheap. 10-15g costed about $350 shipped to the US. It cost about $3 for a monster huge habit. Its a fucking shame we have subs and methadone, and not 4FiBF.
>>767370091
Nope
>>767369828
I smoked a few times recently and it's just not the same anymore. Most street H is cut with fentanyl now and the high feels more like an anaesthetic than heroin, ya know?
Like it's a different feeling. Pure heroin just feels more bubbly and a lightweight easy going high, and the cheap fentanyl shit they cut with for profit just makes you lethargic and heavy and sleepy, it's pathetic. A heroin nod is joyful and happy, and fentanyl nods are literal knock outs, like anaesthetic.
Maybe one day I can get my hands on pure morphine or good h one day, but some time a long time from now. Otherwise I won't buy shit from the street cuz unless you have a special connection you'll get ripped off one of 2 ways, either badly cut or you'll get shorted, always...or they'll sell to you for more than what they sell to their good friends. And i don't allow myself to get rripped off anymore.
but i'm 7 months clean not counting those few times i smoked a little, it was just a few days and didn't do shit to me, just went back to subs right after.
>>767370153
When I say monster huge, I mean like 60-80mg per day, with a potency about 1/4 of fent in the patches, fent HCl. And I mean milligram, not microgram like the patches. A top tier patch is 100mcg per hour, 2.4mg per day. My habit was about 8-10x bigger.
>>767357990
Kek
>>767370074
Dude no response is 100% closure. You slow? Don't embarrass yourself further. DOn't say anything else to her and don't make it uncomfortable. Don't talk to her unless she talks first or she might take it to HR...don't be stupid.
Letting Sara go.
We weren't the best for each other, but I loved her like no other, and still love her 20 years later.
But I was chickenshit and went with another girl who is now my wife
Don't get me wrong, I love my wife and we are awesome together, I have a great life, 2 motorcycles, wife makes a lot of money, I do ok money wise. We go on trips, we see bands all the time.
But I ache for Sara, every day.
>>767370177
>>767370258
nnice dubss
The subs probably muted your high, they do that. You have to wait 7-10 days for the muting effects to end, or use a large enough quantity to break through, and it still will be muted somewhat.
All the good fentalogs are banned and produced poorly with solvents left over. PAF is supposed to be the new good one. MAF superseded the first round fentalogs and was really good, but got banned as well. Afaik no good fentalogs are out right now. Its a bad time to be a fent user.
Have to roll with the markets. The BTC price drop coincided with fentalogs being banned and off market.
Try dream if you really want good stuff and be careful.
There's no such place as Mouseville. It's just a fairytale these guys told you to keep you quiet.
Just thought you should know, faggots
I regret not dating when I was 16, when I was stupid and things had no consequences. Dating in my early 20's is filled with overanalysis and anxiety and every step is too much and it gets in the way of everyday survival where no time off can be taken
Not dropping out. I co-own a small business now. I'd have been able to work on it (it was a building flip) more had I not been in school
transitionning to a being a girl.
now i feel too much pressure and i'd never dare go back.
>>767369828
when it got busted you lost your money?
vendor meaning online darkweb? I never bought it on darkweb but i hate street dealers, they're such lowlife vermin, fucking slithering scum, they'll lie to you, cheat you, and try to hustle you any way they can even for 5 or 10 bucks profit. Fucking scum.
Then i had this dealer who was really good and she had really good shit because her boyfriend had good connections and she said she enjoyed making people wait for an hour or 2 just to watch them sick and how desperate they get...like they'd come in to buy and she'd pretend to be busy with something else or be on her phone.
I'm surprised nobody ratted her out after what kind of humongous cunt she was to so many people for years and i didn't have it in me to rat her out.
Reality can persuade law thought law setting ...... but another aspect of the game ...
Since the beginning of our time, "to lure real art" is on the ground, so that "history", as you know, to be followed by "a specific set of samples"
And in doing so, "Some things are always in the truth given timeline happen"
If you know what that is "real art Persuasion" motivation, focus, details, etc, etc complexity, you can follow the flow of the same, in this reality, "the existence of a certain reality", and the time and space ...
Where are you going to look for these "real convince Tian" message?
Words and events in ancient texts ...... gives what is "real art Shu" is a good history ...
If you go, "With the Flow" can be arranged in "psychological push for certain events happen" ...
For example ... a ancient writing dialogue "three days of darkness, where the sky is simply filled with fire storm" ......
Now, space and time "to improve the reality persuade field" is inserted in this case ...
And if "some people in the community" or "only a few hundred thousand or even a few hundred people some" clear intention to focus this "improved real persuade domain" related to her in a kind of manifest you ...... the Troff body surf for their efforts trying to declare ...
Fire in the sky, it will come ......
Works such as "trigger mechanism" uniqueness
So, if you have some free time today ...
We still think about storms in the sky ... it's in its action ...... Troff surfing, then slide alternately space ...... let it happen ......
If enough people start to create a psychological purpose ... canoe hit the rock ...... ...... it always destined to play anyway, sooner or later ...
Just a matter of time ...... No one can avoid big stone ...... good
>>767368334
Fag? I didn't know it will have consequences
>>767369828
Why wouldn't you go to treatment and get strips free? I get 16 strips for 2 weeks for free through insurance.
I'm trying to get off of it too and some days I go 2 or 3 days without suboxone, but sometimes I just get so depressed and I can't sleep as well without them and I don't have energy or motivation to do shit or to work, but on suboxone i'll get up and actualy make breakfast and work all day productively, but otherwise sometimes I'd just lay in bed all day doing nothing but just laying there hating myself and everything I fucked up.
>>767370505
i wonder how many trans regret it and can't go back because they've already put their foot down
>>767368988
Checked and nah m8
I dealt with the same shit until my fiancee and a bunch of mushrooms brought it all to light for me. For one, apparently I've got pretty bad body dysmorphia, I thought I was always too thin but turns out I'm pretty jacked from trying to escape my perceived-permanent lank status. Then my girl brought up how she doesn't understand why I keep letting people get away with doing me garbage, and when asked why, she explained that I have a huge presence and professionalism about myself. I didn't see these things at first, because I was so caught up in how much of a loser I was, but after paying more attention to how people acted when first making acquaintances it become obvious she was right. The people who take advantage of you see your potential, and they are afraid of that so they hold you back. They don't want you to leave them in the dust, and you're too nice to do that to them, which makes it easier for them to try and stay on top and in control of the situation. Reflect on yourself, find your strength, and beat the ones who you don't shake off on your way up.
>>767356830
pretty much this
>>767370635
a surprinsingly high number of them.
you can find the stats online, can't remember exactly.
it's also pretty taboo to talk about regretting your transition.
>>767370521
Fuck off reddit faggot.
>>767357206
I always tell people to learn guitar.
>yeah, totally. Pick it up. Its fun
>you'll require 9 hrs practice, daily
>oh, were adults now with no time to burn
>thank you for considering the guitar
>>767357434
lol I'd start running or start prepping your butt hole for daquan in prison
>>767356830
>got through university
Normies out
>>767370153
isn't it super easy to OD on that shit though?
>>767370756
>9hrs a day
You're daft, shit. An hour a day if you're not an absolute retard is fine.
>>767370717
this is the problem with the super accepting society of today. "feel lost and confused? maybe you're trans!" people push transgender now like they pushed ritalin in the 90s.
>>767370451
nah i think i'm done for good man. Like I have one person that knows like 10 different dealers, but only a few of them still have something that's like clean heroin, and still only like 50% good....everyone else has fent mixed crap, cheap carfentanil from mexico.
So unless I meet someone i can trust and in person and has good clean h or actual liquid morphine then i'll get some, otherwise i won't even waste my time anymore.
>>767370153
>>767369828
You retards ever realize you could just cut back on your use of her on and quit cold without switching over to sbox or morphine? I spent 3 years fried and watched my buddy die on the shit. The withdrawals from sbox are 4 times worse and morphine is a cunt to get clean. Ween off the H, right now you're just making excuses.
>>767370508
Yeah darknet.
The vendor I really liked didn't get busted. They saw the winds shifting and got out of the game for awhile. Probably to move, get a new lab setup, and re-establish under a new name. They had done that in the past. They were a China based vendor. Fantastic. Good enough that I would pay up front, up to a thousand bucks, and just wait. They would do escrow, a neutral 3rd party handles the money, and holds it until both parties agree obligations have been met and funds get released.
I lost my money on the one order that got held in customs, but they did re-ship, got busted too, so I just dropped it and cooled off for awhile with China orders. They weren't around when I was ready to order again.
I cashed out BTC when I saw the markets getting fucked up due to china's bans on fent coming.
Darkweb is great if you can learn how to navigate it properly. Its like amazon, and the USPS is your dealer/runner. Every vendor has reviews, there are ways to get refunds for bunk goods or failure to ship in a timely manner. Good vendors deliver over night. Prices are so much cheaper. Not sure how you get your H in your area, bags or stamps or whatever. But with a domestic source, I could order by noon on like a Monday. Get a $500 H equivalent for $100, and have it delivered by 1030AM the next day. 22 hours click to door. Even if you were dope sick on Monday, you could have your dope on Tuesday morning. Seems like a long wait, but the quality was always higher and prices cheaper.
>>767369433
ke? pasa¿
>>767370664
I think my face looks weird and my hair started receding when i was 18 and I still have most of it but I've got that dreaded M hairline and it's been bothering the fuck out of me because with hair I looked very good, but with hairloss I look fucking wierd man. It bothers me.
I KILLED PAARTHURNAX
>>767370756
I play guitar and 1 hour daily is already enough. Anyone who plays 9 hours daily must be aiming to become a musician...
>>767370664
See that makes sense. That's something like my therapist was saying. That these people feel like "you're competition and you're better than them" and they're so shallow and pathetic that they think if they do those litlte things to "keep you down" or to try to get you down that it will hold you back and you won't be better than themselves...lol...I mean that makes sense, but that's a very desperate and pathetic and mean thing to do by those people, and how do they expect anyone to like them if they do that shit?
>>767369313
>”you?”
Stopped reading right there
>>767371110
Bruh I have an uneven widows peak and hair past my shoulders, I don't shave worth shit and look like a Spanish magician. I've got a hot fiancee and a 6 figure job. You're the only one who's as bothered by your hairline as you. Some women find it attractive, and it is a sign that you have higher testosterone levels. Everyone's face looks weird, just gotta rock with it.
>>767370620
Not free for me. Insurance in the US with deductible is 2500 out of pocket. I won't spend that much in a year at $4 per day. >>767370854
Not really, not if you know how to use a 1mg increment scale, and volumetric dosing. Meaning I could measure about 50mg fairly accurately, make a big bottle, and then dose from that. A syringe has 1/100th of a mL markings. 50mg in 5mL is 10mg per mL. So 10mg in a 100 IU (1/100th mL) means measuring 100 microgram increments. My dosing was 10-20mg per shot, but being able to measure in 1/0th of a mg increments.
>>767371003
If your hang up is finding good dope, go on darknet. Its better to you know, not do drugs though. Lol
>>767371275
well that was the end of the post ...so.
>>767369451
Why thou you dogfucker
this entire thread
>>767370717
yeah, and the suicide rate for trans after surgery is 20 times higher than an average person. It's not a good look man.
>>767358494
What happen when you post gf on here?
>>767370682
i also fucked my sister and my half sister
untill they turned and said i fucking raped them
if i ever found out i got cancer those 2 will die first
>>767358687
Hahahahaha what a fucking dumbass
>>767371069
Unless there was some physiological reason why I really need opioids in my system, like endogenous opioid syndrome. Which of course is starting to be recognized in Europe and will never be recognized in the US due to muh moral reasons.
Some people need serotonin, they have medications, some people need dopamine (parkinsons), there is a medication. Some people need canniboids, and that's finally becoming legal to get meds for.
Perhaps its possible that another one of the neurochemical pathways can also be broken, and maybe needs meds?
>>767356759
I exposed my ex then the police called me and now I regret it
>>767369707
dude just start working out. get fit and your life will improve dramatically
>>767371104
Nada gue
>>767371084
yeah that's a smart system, to have a reputable middleman handle your money like that. Smart.
>>767371140
played guitar for hours everyday in my lonely teen age room, dream of being Rock star.
Oldfag now, never became rockstar, but becoming a good guitar player is the only thing I don't regret in my life.
>>767371084
No I would never buy it in bags or stamps...I would just buy from a dealer that sells to smaller street level dealers...so I would most of the time pick up 200 to 400, but sometimes I'd get 100 or 150 and they'd still see me because i had a good professional reputation about me and never owed anyone money and never fronted...so they wouldn't mind.
Plus that way I'd make sure I'd get a better deal and have less cut than dealing with low level street dealers. It's all about relationships at the end.
>>767371290
yeah, but i play poker at this one place and i always wear a hat but when I take it off I see dumb middled aged women looking at my hair and giggling and it makes me want to stomp their fucking faces in. Stupid bitches. It's never the men that talk shit, always the women.
>>767371439
>some people need cannibinoids
Your entire argument became bullshit with that misconception. There is no medical backing to that, and makes your "well maybe this..." argument very clearly a dragon-chasing fuckup. You want to get high, bud, that's all there is to it.
>>767369707
Dude I get chink chicks to get me off at this AMP like a mile from my house on a weekly basis.
I make good money, and get paid in cash, so my wife has no idea how much money I have or don't have when I get paid, She has a volunteer thing she runs one night a week (revolving night, its this writers place) so I head over
$60 for 60 minutes
$40 tip for a nice oiled up hand job
I usually get a table shower to start with.
Occasionally I will get more, and pay more. One of them is real maternal like, and has big tits, I pay her $80 to jerk me off slowly while cradling my head so I can suck on her tits, she calls me a good boy and talks about "getting it all out" as I cum. Its a weird fetish that I never knew I had lol.
There is one "sassi" that is like 5'4", 100lbs, I give her $80 to sit her shaved pussy on my face while she jerks me off. Not every time though, and she is rarely there.
Then I go to my gym to shower after, so my wife doesn't smell the oil on me. Even their "unscented" oil is easily detected by anyone with a nose.
>>767371305
Well I've noticed that for 2 to 3 weeks after doing heroin, even with suboxone, it like demoralizes you. You just feel weak and mentally down on yourself and just down about everything....but now I just take suboxone and I'm starting to feel generally better with more time and feel capable of doing life again....
So i'm thinking about just doing suboxone for another year or 2 and not going back to drugs so yeah .
>>767371575
thats how literally every darknet site works, and how the exit scams happened. The middle man, the escrow, was rigged, and the sites got big, got a lot in escrow, and then bailed. Took the entire escrow + fees made thus far, and ran.
>>767371694
Same on darknet. Get the hookup from consistent and professional transactions. A big problem is/was not releasing from escrow quickly. And due to fluctuations in the market price for BTC, the vendor loses money. Say like I buy $100 in dope, it takes 48 hours to clear and arrive, and then 48 more hours to release. The BTC could be worth $75 by that time, or worth $150. Just depends. So same thing, working fast, releasing, leaving a good review...
Sometimes I'd get double or triple product on a $700 order for the business I'd direct to that vendor or review, or releasing when the BTC cost was highest ($100->$150 scenario)
>>767371847
Wearing hats causes you to go bald faster, man. Gotta let it be. Eat more almonds, cashews, fruit and broccoli, drink a gallon of water a day, stop drinking soda, and get atleast 6 hours of sleep a night. All things that will make your hairline healthier. Fuck stupid casino sluts dude, everything will be good.
>>767364470
>>767356759
Moar, sauce, plz
>>767371930
Well I've been to them before, I was more lamenting that I've resorted to that when I'm single.
>>767371856
Just one problem, I haven't been high in years, close to a decade except for the fuck up with U47. I have been using the exact same dose for 7+ years. I also don't have any desire to be nodding out or not giving a fuck. I have another person and puppy I provide for that I want to be available for.
>>767371973
That's the way to do it if you can find life fulfilling. For me it was the puppy. That really sealed the deal to be aware and available mentally.
I regret really being far even as decided to use even go want to do look more like.
>>767371930
dude letting a hooker sit on your face? wtf were you thinking?
Do you want to walk around with an alien growth on your face for the rest of your life?
>>767359458
Oh wait he cant!
>>767370091
KEK
>>767371984
thanks bro....i was doing rogaine and it works reallly well, takes 3 weeks to work though, but then u gotta do it twice a day for the rest of your life every morning and evening...plus it's chemicals so idk, better not to. Unless you really want to, but idk.
I don't have any friends either way so not like it matter.s
my one regret in life.
>playing 20/40 NLTH at the bellagio. I have 40K in front of me.
>im big blind.
>get dealt J9 off suit
>everyone limps for $40. I limp too. 9 players.
>flop comes down JJ9 with two hearts. Yatzee. I check.
>Check. Check. Check. $200. Call. Raise to $1K. Comes around to me. Smooth call. Call call.
>5 players. around $6k in the pot. I have the straight nuts. feeling like a fucking champion. Wondering what im going to do with my free $60,000
> 6 of hearts
>guy throws out a 2K bet. call. Next guy raises all in. I figure he made his flush. (big deal i have FH nuts) I raise all in, figuring id isolate. 3 calls.
> what the fuck?
>board is now JJ96 with 3 hearts.
>k of hearts comes out.
>im already all in. I can only sit back and watch the train wreck that is about to happen.
>Bet. Rasie. Call. All in. All in. There is literally 100K in the fucking pot.
>DUDE TURNS OVER FUCKING POCKET KINGS.
>THIS FUCKING GUY LIMPED WITH POCKET KINGS
>LIMPED A FAMILY POT
>CRUSHED MY NUT FLUSH THAT I FUCKING FLOPPED.
and that was the day i missed out on getting a free house and instead lost 30K.
>>767372155
yeah living life emotionally unavailable is definitely wrong.
For me it was when you're high, you're like stone to emotions, and then when in withdrawal it all hits you.
For me it was looking into my mom's and dad's faces and seeing them being really "tense" and stressed and I could just tell it was from them seeing me throw away my life.
So i got my shit together in a few months back to somewhat normal and I just started seeing them more relaxed and less tense and it made me feel better as well, so I'm sticking to it.
>>767372475
crushed my nut Full house, I mean. ugh. I still get mad thinking about it.
>>767372155
>person and puppy I want to provide for
>my shit is mostly together but I'm still dependent on her on
You're preaching to the fuckin choir man. It's bullshit. Get your shit together or get out.
>>767372475
crushed your nut flush? You mean he crushed your full house? wtf
>>767356759
Gonna be 26 in a couple of weeks. Only had one "real" gf. Not kissless thank God but my dick hasn't been in a pussy.
>>767372414
Yo rogaine and other chemicals like that actually work by dropping your testosterone availability and increase the hormones needed for top growth. There's no long term study on it yet but dude that shit sounds a lot like giving you hormone imbalances later in life and testicular/prostate cancer. Eat a healthy diet, sleep and exercise my man, the rest will fall into place around that. You've got friends man, even if you don't know it yet.
>>767369707
>I started doing the math from my AMP mongering days.
>somewhere around 10K over 4 years.
>was balls deep in many chinks
>had a gfe with a hot chink for a long time. she would give me a lips to belly blowjob during the table shower and then id fuck her at the end of the massage.
>would have me stay an extra half hour to cuddle.
>sometimes i still wonder if it was worth all that money. truth be told it probably was.
>>767361265
>be me
>live in Cali
>stop off at wendys to grab quick lunch after shift
>see large man setting camera up inside his truck
>curiosity gets the best of me and I get out of my car to ask what he's doing
>get to his truck and the sight is appalling
>half eaten food wrappers litter the floor of his blue Chevy
>tells me to back off "muchacho" and he's recording a professional review
>ask him what television station or platform he's on
>this large man kicks open his door, his massive cock flailing out between his thighs
>last thing I hear is WOO WOO WOO WOOOO
>wake up on the beach
>no clothes
>no wallet
>covered head to toe in muchacho sauce
>>767372475
i don't get it? i thought full house beat 2 pair?
>>767359841
your ex gf pretended to kill herself to get away from you?
that is cold anon
>>767372699
Where you at homeboy, I'll get you laid.
>>767372141
Honestly man, I am happily married, my wife is awesome, we have sex like once a week (everyone reading that and laughing, I have been married 12 years, you won't have more sex than that when you have been married that long either lol)
But I need the variety
Also, on you doing it when you are single
Man, I look around at my married friends, and my single friends, here is what I have learned from observation.
1. Dating in the singles pool sucks. Most chicks will cheat on you. If you are a chick, most guys will cheat on you. Women are a bit more likely to cheat because its easier for them.
2. Dating is SUPER expensive.
3. Most married people are unhappy. Because their partner (usually their wife) places arbitrary and unnecessary limitations on what they can do, what they can buy, and where they can go and with who. I understand a wife being pissed if they can barely pay their bills and the guy buys a boat, but if you have plenty of money, and you buy something like a PS4 (yes adults use them lol) or a new fishing rod, or fucking whatever, then she shouldn't bitch just because it isn't something she is interested in.
4. Dating a chick isn't a sure thing to getting sexual relief. And since obviously we aren't expecting every woman we date to end up the love of our lives, many dates are a means to an end of having sex.
SO
1. Hookers are a sure thing. You KNOW you are going to get off at the actions of a woman
2. You can hand pick what type of woman you fuck with a hooker
3. HOOKERS ARE CHEAPER. Dating, figure 50 to $100, and you probably aren't having sex till the third date, meaning you are MINIMUM $150 deep for a fuck. You can get an escort to blow you for under $100, look for a "GFE" (girlfriend experience) and she will blow you without a condom. You can fuck a hot hooker for $200ish. Last one I saw was a 110lb spinner who answered the door in sluttly lingerie and open mouth kissed me immediately.
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>>767372596
I had something similar...playing 3 - 5 no limit, only no limit game at the casino....500 dollar buy in max, but you can rebuy unlimited, a few guys with 3 or 4 grand in front of them...
I sat down with 500 and got up to like 1200 bucks. Got AA, gotta raise hard preflop to not have any dumbasses limp in.
Raise, 2 callers. Flop comes somehing like 9 7 10...I'm safe, but make a strong enough bet just in case some filler comes up for a str8...K on turn, guy seems comfortable...im like fuck, this guy might have a straight coming, i'm just gonna push all in...rest of my money, $700 all in...HE CALLS ME with A QUEEN 8, OPEN ENDED for 700 dollars...called 200 and 300 before that...WWTF!???
My aces please hold on.
>NOP, faggot hits Jack and wins my 1200 bucks....
Luckily 20 minutes later I crushed him for 600 with JJ hit a set on the flop when he was chasing again so i got my money back at least. Then i got up and left.
>>767372657
yes nut full house. sorry i got mad just thinking about it lol. still to this day.
although the funny thing is, i have nothing to be mad about. Lets say i made a big raise at the flop instead of a smooth call. I don't think there is a single number i could have raised to to scare off the KK limper. i mean.. jj9 - maybe if i had raised to 10K he might have assumed i had trips and dropped. but i still think he calls or even goes over the top.
>paid $500 to eat some pussy
>Now she doesn't even talk to me anymore
>>767361090
moar
>>767372763
he had pocket kings. board was jj96k. he had a bigger full house kings full of jacks.
>>767372747
Yeah that's what worries me. Propecia is already known and proven to give prostate cancer. Crazy.
>>767372752
wtf is AMP?
>>767372978
oh, i misread, didn't see that last king, my bad
>>767373000
waste of trip zeros on a faggot that doesn't know what an asian massage parlor is
>>767373000
Asian Micro Penis
>>767372754
kek 5/7 for effort
>>767372891
4. Women are fucking drama. Well, most are. Hookers, no drama.
5. AMPs are cheap and the chink chicks treat you like a king. For $100 I can walk in, get naked and a hot chinese chick washes my body down with warm water and soap, including my ass crack and my cock/balls, then dries me off, then takes me back to the room for a great massage and a oily handjob, including wiping my cock off with a warm wet towel after, for $100 out of pocket.
6. You have no one to answer to financially. Want a new motorcycle and can afford it? GO BUY IT. Enjoy life without having to listen to someone bitch about it.
I am happily married, but even my wife can be a pain in the ass sometimes. She is cool enough to WAY outweigh the small annoyances, but from looking at other married couples, I realize that I struck gold with her and chances of ever finding another like her are slim to none. SO I wouldn't even try. I would fuck hookers and love life.
In the meanwhile, my wife lets me have 2 motorcycles, doesn't complain too much when I buy another guy, and we just got Combichrist tickets.
But I would never marry again.
>>767372604
You read that wrong, I don't want to provide for them, I DO provide for them.
I'm not dependent on heroin. I did go completely off of all drugs for about 6 weeks, didn't like it, got on subs. Bitch and moan about how it wasn't long enough, don't care. Life wasn't exactly stable prior to starting opis. Constant depression, mindlessly fucking girls left and right for the few sweets seconds of bliss busting into them.
I know its really hard for you to understand, but I'm more emotionally stable with what I'm doing. I think there are alot more people like me out there, but they've been goaded into believing they're bad people by the US addiction industry and 12 steppers. They're all told they're immoral people and that's why they use drugs. They need to accept god into their lives and become spiritually fit (wtf is that even?) and so on and so forth. These "recovery" programs took people with an actual physical brain chemical deficiency and turned them into junkies, the same way prison hardens criminals.
Nobody would be saying this to people on statin drugs for blood pressure. Medicine is still in the infancy of tracking brain chemicals in-situ, and studies are showing that there are physiological problems that cause people to normalize while using opi's.
Going to work immediately after highschool. Worked my life away for literally no reason while my friends were enjoying the last of their youth. I fell for the work hard meme. For you fucks about to graduate I highly recommend a gap year. Enjoy shit go on adventures. Because it is truly the last horah. I missed so much.
My last relationship.
The sex was meh, too.
>>767359519
This post is on fire but I have my doubts.
>>767373206
So basically, get one last year of suckling off mommys tit?
Not all of us had that luxury. Nor would I want to give up what I earned in that year+ of work.
>>767359519
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nf0oXY4nDxE
>>767373148
You ever think all of those problems stem from something other than your fantastically convenient, extremely rare chemical disorder? You probably ate like shit, slept like shit, and lived like shit. It's not hard to understand, I was there at one point, but the one thing I can't stand are people who didn't figure it out after hitting their lowest point. Excuses, every single time. My best friend made excuses up until the minute he died.
>>767372896
I've had same thing happen. We're at 11 players about to go to final table of large tournament. First place is like 4000 dollars, I'm chip leader, guy in 2nd behind me in chips like 5000 less chips, we're in hundreds of thousand chips, like 200,000....I have KK, he had AK...he raises preflop, I reraise, he raises all in.
I have no option, had to call him, He catches ace on river, i go from being first to last with like 8000 chips. Still got lucky and cashed out 6th with like 750 bucks....but literally last hand before final table, before we were moving cuz shortstack was out either way, he had left...and we went to final with 10 players, all in the money...
You can't fold Kings, and a donkey like that who kept calling wouldn't have folded for sure.
>>767372896
>What is check raising to protect your hand
you fucked up anon, learn to poker
>>767372981
Yeah au naturale has never killed anyone man, I've already got ball cancer so you've atleast got me beat there.
>>767373071
hahahaha i'm not gay enough to get handjobs from sea creature sounding manly looking asian middle aged "women" for hundreds of dollars lmao
>>767357454
this (I was 15)
and
not fucking that 14 year old with big tits who wanted to fuck me when I was 18
>>767373125
buy another guy? Wtf your wife is OK with you fucking faggots?
>>767373206
how do you go on adventures with no money exactly, huh?
>>767356759
Not having more of this
>>767373459
ball cancer? you think from using rogaine? or other reasons?
that sucks bro, I hope you're gonna be OK :|
no regrets fellas, perfect life here
>>767373443
you don't check raise on a nut hand dumbass
>>767360379
>>>
Fucking llolololol
>>767356759
Dumping $1200 into GoPro stock when they had their IPO
Its worth like $400 now. We were all SURE it was going to be a goldmine but they tanked it with the shitty Hero5 being a step down from a Hero4 Black, and with other manufacturers stepping up with other cameras that were finally actual competitive with the performance of the GoPro.
