Hi /b/
I'm pretty depressed and I figured here is as good of place as any to get advice. My life objectively is pretty good, but I really just want to kill myself tbh
>am 23
>live in a great city people would love to live in
>have 100k in the bank
>more from a trust fund to keep me stable
>am a decent looking skinny girl
what do to make my life worth living. All suggestions welcome
pic related obligatory boobs
>>752775912
literally,
>stop being a whore
>find a nice christian man
>marry him and have babies
>raise/care for a wonderful family and contribute to your community in spare time
That's basically it. Your role in life as a woman is easy - look decent, act decent, and open your legs (at the appropriate time and based on your picture you likely have been doing it wrong).
>>752776155
don't believe in god but thanks
This must be real because nobody would just post a random pair of tits.
>>752776318
it's real I know they're average but rules are rules
>>752776355
rules say to add a timestamp.
If you want some random guy from Australia to talk to I'd be happy to talk. Just let me know your kik/skype or whatever.
>>752776355
You're missing the timestamp
>>752776195
Then fix that
>>752776195
>I don't believe in god
I don't either you fool, but you'll realize that the strong foundings of religion are genuinely what hold society together and religion is a useful tool to create a society worth living in.
Look at the resurgence of anti-theism and the hellhole that's created.
Help people, like me. Give me monies because I'm 35k in debt to school and just got fired and idk how I'ma pay next months rent while finish this semester. Eating 1 pack of ramen a day. Your life is amazing I want to kill myself every day because this world is pathetic. There's this worldly presence of dread like we're going no where and it should just end.
>>752775912
Are you feeling nihilistic? I would say that a way to find more meaning in life is to take other problems ahead of your own. Also to take on more responsibility in getting your act together.
>>752776195
Then just kill yourself to spare the pain of another 70 years of nihilistic grief. In about 10 years when your looks begin to fade and your body is screaming for thinking it is barren, you will start to become increasingly bitter. You will lash out at friends and lose touch with family. You will fuck an endless train of ever younger dicks, spending your own money to take them on dates.
Ten years after that, in your 40's, you will realize that you have lived your whole life wrong up until this point. You will likely have more than one cat or dog, and you will dress them up and take pictures with them as if they were your own human child. You will be deep in the throes of False Pregnancy Syndrome (affects most mammals including humans, but not well studied in humans... yet). This may begin in your 30's actually. You will have very few friends remaining, and they will be a handful of bitter older women just like yourself. Late 30's, early 40's, faded looks propped up with makeup and perhaps plastic surgery... going out and drinking and partying like you are 23 again, and competing for who can suck/fuck the most random dick, then go home empty and soulless to drink more wine alone. You might just spend all your time posting nude pictures on a shithole like reddit, where the endless attention of beta males keeps you going - because as a woman, that is what you live on, attention - not food water and air, but attention. A family that constantly needs and appreciates you gives a lifetime of attention, but you will have none - your dogs and cats don't need you, they just eat the food you provide and tolerate the doting you dole out on them.
Eventually your relatives will put you in a home and never visit you, and early onset dementia (due to your abuse of your body young, and complete lack of social interaction as an elder) will deteriorate your mind. Life will be hell for the next few remaining years until you inevitably die, alone, without meaning.
>>752775912
spread ur ass
>>752776551
not now, we have access to literally everything information wise. religion isn't needed. but this isn't a theological debate so
Just aimlessly drift through life doing whatever you can to have a good time. You'll die eventually anyway.
Meet new people that are not toxic. Being on 4chan prob doesn't help
>>752776453
What a fucking beta cuck
>>752776862
>>752776385
>>752775912
You are asking people that have a different perception of life.
Find whatever you think is worth living for. It starts by being curious.
>>752776742
lmao who hurt you
>>752775912
Go see a psychologist
Put pride into your work.
Put effort into healthy relationships.
Give but also take when you deserve.
Find a healthy habit and meet people that enjoy similar things.
Ever try hallucinogens?
>>752777385
i've done shrooms once, I have some on hand rn actually
>>752775912
Come visit me in NZ.
>>752777090
Thank you for following the rules. They exist for good reason.
Create something worthwhile. Whether thats art, products, or children. Find something that you can devote your life to: without a specific goal humans cannot function efficiently.
>>752777436
Try taking a moderate dose and try meditation. It helped me come to terms with my inner demons and find a purpose of living.
>>752777320
Nobody, I'm a happily married man. I'm just relating some hard facts of life to OP.
I'm 37 right now and I can tell you for a fact that the trend is on a sharp uptick of this happening to women, mostly because they have abandoned decent values and the pursuit of family in favor of hedonism - drinking, dick, and dollars.
I honestly feel bad for women, I really do. They get a raw deal, they drew the short straw in life. Lower IQ's, less able bodies, hormones that drive them crazy, and short expiration dates on their most important biological functions. The only upside is that while the hand dealt to them is crap, it's extremely easy to play properly. But increasingly they don't.
Studies show the best way to be happy is to help other people.
So give lonely guys handjobs or something.
There's not much you can do
you will be empty until you dig deeper into the things that make you smile
it seems we all get sick
we all die
it's a no name hospital
with the same colored walls
but that's just fine
so you wanna swallow, or stomach the idea of being fine
but you won't be
but you do what is expected
because that's life.
you have money, go do shit you only day dream of doing. fuck whatever is keeping you busy
you have money
so do it.
you can always get more money
always.
and if I didn't help, you can send me money via paypal or some shit to make some poor faggot smile for a day or two.
>paypal.me/EthanPotrykus
>>752777584
duly noted, thank you. how much would be a moderate dose?
If you cant enjoy life as a gril then youre fucked. Girls have it easy right now, theres a reason the male suicide rate is 3-4 times higher. Just go out spend your cash, get shitfaced, fuck guys, have fun
>>752777584
ethan agrees
mushrooms, or LSD kind of help you laugh. makes you get interested in things. just don't do it too much or it gets boring
>>752777767
ethan 77
>>752777792
darn.
Your beauitful ! Honestly you probably need to find out what’s making you unhappy ! Do you wanna talk about it ? Or text/kik ? It helps to talk. Don’t ever think Suicide as a option. I’m going thru kinda depression myself if you wanna talk just let me know. I’m not much food with advice but I can try my best. Don’t give up !
People like to try and find a meaning in life. Like its some big secret that exist, but it really doesn't. We're just animals drifting though space on this planet. We have no reason. We dont really matter.
There is a reason to exist though. My personal reason is to enjoy life because theres nothing better to do. Life is just going to end so why not have fun while you're here. Connect with people, go do things that excite you, complete meaningful goals, or do whatever you want. This is your life and it will end with the same feeling as it did before you were born. Feeling loke nothing.
have fun.
Vagina pic requested
You are too weak to find meaning or happiness if you post your tits on /b/
Hi, you have depression. If you'd like to *not* be depressed, please read the following, and follow the instructions.
http://slatestarcodex.com/2014/06/16/things-that-sometimes-help-if-youre-depressed/
>>752777929
probably true
Are you into metal? Pierced nips makes me think so. That's pretty hot. Who's ya fave band
>>752777952
hope that smile was from you OP
but if it's another anon, it makes me just as happy to see it
I smiled and I am grateful
man
i'm making lasagna
and I need another beer
thanks anon or OP
>>752778038
not into metal, just a reformed scene kid I guess
>>752777689
Depends on what youre used to and what quality shrooms you had.
Take enough for a hard trip but not so much that you don't understand any part of reality.
Relax and actively be curious while on shrooms. Move to different rooms and the place you feel safest and most at peace is where you should meditate. If possible, be sure the room is filled with natural light. Focus on yourself and what makes YOU happy. No one else. For once in your life be selfish and think about yourself for a few hours, and attempt to come to terms with any issues, letting them vanish away so that you can truly be yourself.
Find your light and focus on it.
>>752778081
OP here, it was from me, enjoy
>>752778113
might try this tomorrow, thanks anon
>>752778090
Fair enough.
Show us your vagina.
Please?
>>752775912
I femanon, i helped other anon like you , by teaching Vipassna meditation.
Now he is free from all suffering of life.
I taught him meditation that give him enlightenment. If you are ready , please let me know.
>>752778132
I am dumbfounded. Was not expecting, friend.
You'll stick around for awhile
I hope you find happiness
although it is an eye roll
softly and softly youll hear an echo
fading out so far away
but idk
maybe you'll chase it
i'm forever thankful for your presence
and all that faggot shit
but I am happy someone made me smile today for more than one reason
enjoy a shitty picture of my face while guys think i'm a girl on omegle
also
>rate the hippy you anon faggots
>>752778321
>>752775912
* Hi Femanon.
>>752778342
Not op.
Chin up cunt, you look like you'd be a rad dude to hang out with, no homo
>>752778238
not gonna go that far but here's a butt pic just to keep the thread going
I wish I had 100k in the bank
What wonderful city is so depressing?
>>752778396
Fuck, nice.
Keep em coming
You can paypal me kthx
>>752778504
me 2
>>752777090
What exactly is the issue? Are you just depressed or are there contributing factors? Also, nice tits.
>>752777584
Meditation made me more depressed, really crashed that one time there. But WHM helps, also zero fucks given when out in the cold.
>>752778396
>>752775912
>>752778321
If you want enlightement , reply with a contact info , gtalk / kik whatever that works.
>>752778396
are u asian?
>>752775912
>im depressed and i think /b is a good place to get advice
Maybe if the advice you are looking for is “kill your self”, go pay for a professional , you require some kind of behavioral modification to decrease the amount of time you spend ruminating and shake you from bad havits. Youll learn how to examine your emotions more objectively and if nothing works you can always take an SSRI.
Pity is not a cure. “Venting” does not help. And sympathy is as helpful as prayer. Its worth the money just be open minded and not so defensive
>>752778342
OP here, thanks, you genuinely made me feel a little better
also
humboldt hippie/10
>>752778569
There is one form of meditation that deals with this.
It give you the point till you realize (see) Nivara , i had success with teaching that to a spanish anon on this board. so I can try on you too.
I am enlightened 4 months ago.
>>752778568
idk my dad died earlier this year, broke up with my dead beat bf, just been having a lot of problems I guess
>>752778395
hey anon
I try
but uk,
wearing a mask only has so many blessings
you get to make others happy
but at the end of the day you sit back and relapse that the sun never shined your way
and all that other poetic shit
cause why thrive when you don't have to care
there's beauty in depression
and there's beauty in no care
but i'm just here until the others move on
or something like that
but I enjoy smiling
it makes me feel like there's something left
something to hold on to
i'll never commit, but it's nice getting reminded why I don't want to
sometimes
but nice to meet you
enjoy another faggot face
>>752778600
There are actually some insightful people here that are somewhat willing to help each other. Also she stuck to the rules.
>>752778581
nope just white
>>752778396
Tbh, i never understood how you can be depressed as a girl..; especially if you got load of money. You must have a repulsive personality or something for people not to stick around. Anyways...
The best way to figure out what woul dmake you happyt is just imagine if you had 3 wishes in life. What would those wishes be? then go from there.
>>752778665
>>752778699
It is called Vipassana and i can teach.
If you think Dr.Strange is Cool , you will experience a lot cooler stuff. with it.
>>752778396
>shows butt to keep thread going
>won't go that far as to show pussy
At this point the thread is already over.
>>752778600
I mean everyone so far has been nice but thanks for the advice
>>752778699
The loss of a parent is hard. I'm sorry to hear that. Honestly it's my greatest fear. Leaving your dead beat boyfriend should be a plus. Life isn't meant to be easy, if it was then it would be boring and worthless, our struggles allow us to see what truly is good in life. Are you seeking professional help? Any medication or therapy?
>>752778701
sorry forgot pic
>>752778627
>humboldt
wait a minute
>>752778699
stress sucks
cannot relate
the dealing of emotions towards many problems at once
is that over bearing? does it sink a lot deeper when stress is involved?
i'd like to imagine so
but i wouldn't know
you don't have to answer that
i'm just freely typing
>>752778790
Has anyone really been far as decided to use even go want to do look more like?
>>752778396
If u are in my city, i'd be down to chill. U are hot as fuck. Assuming u are 18+. Otherwise, never mind.
>>752778742
your look cute from the pics you posted
>>752778749
fair enough. Just a lot of social anxiety too but that's a good thing to examine
>>752778888
checked.
>>752778665
Do you have a pointer where I could read up on that?
>>752778396
That is a sweet bedframe.
>>752778838
I just started therapy, no medications yet but I'm not opposed to the idea
>>752775912
There are 3 things you can do
1: Be happy despite the fact that nothing matters
2: Pretend you never realized nothing matter
3: Kill yourself.
I suggest 1. I have been dealing with tons of depression lately much the same situation as you
25
Booming city that is the largest growing in my country
money in bank
I started taking SSRIs and they are amazing personally if you cannot get any other relief talk to your doctor and try them
>>752778665
It need a master , and guide you through each stage of meditation , every session need a report and according to the report , i will give you instruction on what to do next session.
Do not need any drugs .
>>752778851
Are you on drugs mate? Or reciting lyrics or something?
Your writing seems poetic.
Keep on keeping on amigo. Peace out from Australia.
someone teach me meditation stuff hmu if u got discord we can chat
The codex link is good if you want to try to get a handle on it.
If you do decide to go through with it, try your very best to ensure success. A failed suicide will leave you in a much worse position, potentially suffering for the rest of your existence.
>>752778984
ethan argues that medications are in the beholder, however I don't necessarily believe in the idea of a substance masking the issues you face
you have a personality
there shouldn't be a label to decide whether or not your personality and feelings are wrong
i personally think that it should be coped with, rather than masked
but thats an opinion and junk
If you're going to consider killing yourself it'd be nice if you posted your pussy here first. What do you have to lose right ?
>>752779014
>>752778927
Are you OP?
I can open up a discord to teach.
My Master allowed me to teach and i already had success .
why would such a beautiful girl want to kill herself?
>>752778396
MOAR youre so hot
>>752778851
just seemed like you were a humboldt kid lol
>>752779004
But also second this, you sound very poetic
Fr paypal me
>>752779115
nope, just some anon that wants to get enlightened with the world around him
>>752778984
Therapy is a good start. Just talking it out will unload a lot of your stress. Be open with them, they are there to help. You seem financially stable which is good, but if you are unemployed maybe get a job. It's hard to go through life with no meaning. You may not need the money but the social environment would do you wonders. Having a consistent schedule also helps.
>>752779115
those aren't OP, you sound a little too into the meditation thing but i do appreciate the help
>>752779238
nah i stated that I'm not op. would like to learn tho
>>752779004
No, but I have been a vocalist in melodic hardcore/emo bands before
so maybe i'm just freeballing some usual things
but thank you for noticing
i usually kek when I nonchalantly rhyme
but it's easy to rhyme when you speak of sadness from the heart
it became a custom
improv is a beautiful thing
>>752779115
>>752779002
you are a faggot
stop trying to be a master of meditation
you cannot guide someone elses mediation
it is in the beholder
let it be
>>752775912
>>752778984
>>752778927
discord ZefxuzA
i can help another anon enlightened, it is better than all kind of drugs and therapy.
>>752779285
I had helped an anon already.
>>752778600
psychs are the biggest frauds in the medical industry. dont waste your money on them. ssri's will fuck your brain up in the long term too
>>752779179
I live by a street called humboldt, I got freaked for a second
also thank you
but now that I have been discovered I will regress from the poetic stuff
and lay silent and unnoticed
where it is meant
nobody wants a spotlight
not on this website
>>752779340
Said the medical professional who lurks /b/
>>752775912
you happen to live in socal? if so how old are you?
I think op abandoned this thread lmao
Hey depressed-chan.
Despite having a pretty secure life that some might envy doesnt nessisarly equal happiness. You need to do a lot of soul searching and find out what the root of everything may be. Heres a quick run down why you might think your life sucks
>> identity crisis
>> lack of a spouse
>> mental illness
>> the weather ( a lot of ppl get the blues during the winter
>> your social life, if they are a positive influence
>> lack of fulfillment
>>752779458
I hope not. She is an attractive young female who is just a bit lost and could really use some help. :(
>>752779410
probably some nutbag scientologist who's been sporting a rage boner against anon since 2008. scientologists fucking hate psychiatry
>>752775912
I have over 100k 23 yrs old and have nearly bought everything i want, and sometimes get depressed and feel lonely a lot just goes to show ppl that money doesnt buy happiness. I would say just take it day by day.
>>752778851
bro you look just like Jay from the Kevin Smith movies
>>752779458
>>752779512
Nope still here just lurking in the thread
>>752779512
>young
>attractive
>female
>white
>money in the bank
The bitch doesn't need any fucking help! She's already got more going for her than most people.
>>752779584
are you in the discord now?
>>752779479
OP here, I feel like I'm dealing with literally all of those issues
>>752779584
Listen I really want to talk this out with you...I think you have a lot to live for and ate just brought down by a shitty few years in life. My early twenties we're shit. My late aren't that much better but honestly it just takes time to truly find your purpose. Most people don't figure out what they live for till their 30s now. That's just how life is. I'm going to make a new email and post it here. I know that's absurd, but I think you could use the help...if only to vent.
true happiness is fueled by willful ignorance and illusions. if you spend your entire life thinking about how bad it is or what's wrong, you'll never be happy.
1) get into a healthy/good relationship
2) find a good hobby/downtime activity to do
3) focus less on your problems and failures and more on your success
4) find peace within
>>752775912
>>752777090
>>752778396
>>752779584
I'd cuddle you
>>752779479
I hate to say you seem oblivious but it's obvious you 2017
there doesn't need to be a reason
sometimes the hardest part is trying to remember why you feel a certain way
others will talk of ignorance but let it fade away
it is always bliss
as they say
and junk
sometimes people don't want a reason why, you know
they just want to smoke a cigarette in silence with someone who connects not with memories, or even friendship, but a warm presence that shares the same empty breath you exhale
because that's comfort
there's comfort in silence
and knowing there is something to fall back on
even if that something isn't worth a dime in another atmosphere
but in yours
it is the only thing keeping you from leaning back
and shit
>>752779584
Fapfapfapfap
>>752775912
hey thank for the pic had a nice morning wank. does that help your mood any. you've had a use today.
>>752779584
I don't wanna get all philosophical in here, but..
Don't try to find happiness in others as people have said, find happiness in yourself. I'm sure there are things about yourself you have yet to discover that you would really enjoy. Try taking up some hobbies, you never know what you'll like until you try it. Get out more if you can, a home can be a perfect incubation chamber for depression. I'm not saying you have to go clubbing or anything, hell, don't even worry about dudes if you don't want to. Whenever you find that hobby you like, find a place filled with other people that have the same interests, that's how you make lasting friends. Say, if you find out you like pottery, find a pottery club or some shit (or class) and enjoy it with other people. If you see another person that you think you may get along with, just fucking talk to them. Once you break out of your shell, it's easy to keep talking to people and build bonds. That's all from me.
>>752779565
I get that literally all the time
>>752779584
you're literally my ideal dream gf
ITT: reverse psychology cause now im the depressed one
>>752779795
I've found my true purpose, getting anons off on /b/
>>752778396
shit never saw that one
>>752779818
What the hell was the motivation for this pic xD
>>752779840
keep going then
>>752779584
Thru vipassna meditation , you will understand everything just arise and pass.
At each stage you advance , to next level , you will start to understand your mind in each and every stage.
Until , Stage 12 , where you realize existence of nirvana .
A stage of profound bliss and peace.
An anon i taught reached it within 7 days>>752778569
>>752775912
I lost my father aswell, it has an impact, however we need to give meaning in our everyday lives, for example, share our time and resources with others, it gives us time to get out of our head, also stop destructive behavior, drugs or alcohol abuse, its easier to have healthy thoughts when our brain is not being subjected to the chemical rollercoaster of substance abuse.
>>752779886
I wear leggings with shorts over them because I'm a faggot and I enjoy how I look in them
and it was getting cold out a couple months ago (midwest)
so I was feelin the leggings
and my motivation?
>it's leggings season bitch.exe
Hey OP, got a question for you. Have you ever tried touching a 9 volt battery to your nipple piercing to see if you get a buzz feeling in your nipple like you would if you touched it to your tongue?
Anon, email me. [email protected] please send a new pic with fresh timestamp because I'm sure a few people in here will email me to fuck with me.
>>752779967
I have not but I think I could live with not ever doing that
>>752780092
Op. Nudes not necessary for time stamp.
>>752779656
She needs emotional support duh. Can you even female?
>>752779584
If you're in the bay area and wanna hang out drop your kik maybe?
>>752780129
Come on OP, you would be contributing your findings to the field of sexual science! What more noble cause is there than furthering the sciences?
thread seems to be dying
well OP,
although it is not likely I hope you feel less withered
you brought some smiles tonight and I'll be first to admit it
ethan thanks you
and also you have a nice butt
I hope you laugh a couple times
and help the weak
they may be annoying
but they are less conditioned
so be the advanced human
maybe it'll make you smile when you try to sleep at night
or something
>>752775912
Fulfil your purpose in life and raise a minimum of two children.
Stop being a degenerate
>>752780181
Sorry not in the bay
OP,
you said you live near humboldt st?
if you're near tattered cover by city park
hmu up cause from what it sounds like, i think you just need some emotional support from real people.
kik pist01n0w
I am empty inside
>>752780225
Raise two kids and have them become degenerates.
Great logic. We are already over populated with shit heads, can we not have anymore JUST for a little while?
>>752780264
can you tell me what kind of meditation (how) you did?
>>752780190
OP hurr, you're on some next level shit anon, i hope you have a nice life
>>752779553
have fun taking your ssri's faggot. get back to me when you cant get a boner coz of ssri kek
OP come to australia and take my virginity please
>>752780310
wrong person
>>752780304
It's called being a mother.
It's your responsibility to look after them and raise them well.
We're over populated with niggers and muslims who will out-breed us if we keep lowering our own birth rates.
>>752780264
very disappointing
>>752776834
it's not about knowledge, it's about behavior and how people in society interact with each other that holds everything together.
>>752775912
OP
you are in your comfort zone and thus bored. Reboot your life. Move away from your big city. Travel a lot. talk with more and diverse people. Find something challenging/interesting to do. Since you have enough money to live in safety, you have to accept some risk.
>>752779657
there's a discord? wow 4chan has changed while i was away
>>752780475
also pics of your mouth open please i'd like to see your lips and imagine you swallowing a good load of cum
>>752775912
>Anonymous 12/03/17(Sun)01:42:56 No.752775912
Seatown?
>>752780476
Are you OP?
discord for meditation , if you wanna try this Vipassna technique :
discord gxuAJQ
>>752780410
Sadly nowadays becoming a mother or having a stable family is some how fucking tough.
Oh wait, heres a solution, don't encourage having a family in your 20s. People aren't gonna be as ready as they are in their 30s.
>>752780341
I'll linger
I hope you do what you want
and take time to breathe
I hope one day you see me at a gas station and notice me
so i can be like
"no fuckin way dude"
and then ask,
"did you win?"
OP can you post pic with mouth opened like begging for cum?
I fucking hate people like you. Boo fucking hoo my life is fucking perfect in every aspect so I need to be sad and depressed because of no reason? Fuck off. I'd go stab a fucking baby right now to be in your position. Parents dead, no family and on my own. You should fucking end yourself since you can't thrive in the perfect conditions of this garbage world stop looking for validation from strangers you could get top professional help but you come here. Go donate your money and swallow a bottle of pills
>>752780597
Also telling OP to have kids in her current state lulz.
>>752780656
faggot detected
>>752780597
i'm not sure how people like you and the other anon think
is everything like a well taped, closed box?
>>752780161
Emotional support for what?
Because she's poor? Nope.
Because she's fat? Nope.
Because she's ugly? Nope.
Because she's a minority? Nope.
Because she showed her tits on /b/ and you're a kissless virgin who thinks she'll stroke your cock if you stroke her ego? BINGO!
>>752780527
Best I can do, enjoy
>>752780718
Wow. I forget to mention sarcasm. At least I unintentionally baited you.
>>752780545
Seattle?
>>752780656
>IveAlwaysBeenScumButIdRatherBlameSocietyForMyMeanParentsButReallyImJustAShittyChild.pdf
>>752780595
no, i'm not op. just some anon that was active from c. 2005-2008 and quit coming here after anonymous got "popular" and suddenly the place was filled with tourists
Just be like me, life in America was shit. Moved to Tokyo started doing college out here. Go to the club and do shitty party drugs every weekend. Life is good
>>752779340
This is true. They're only there for the paycheck and the ego boost they get from their patients putting them on a pedestal.
>>752775912
The key to happiness is literally all about your chemical balance. Two things that are heavily underrated for lifting people out of depression are:
Exercise - Yeh, most people hate it.
Balance between work and play.
Work on those two and you get slowly start to feel happy and contempt again.
>>752780597
Yeah op here and agreed a child at 23 would make my life a thousand times worse what am I a fuckin mormon
>>752780703
Alright you white knight kissless virgin.
>>752776551
Kill yourself immediately.
>>752780751
Let me help you OP with this Lips you are too beautiful to die.
OP doesn't really need to be ulgy or poor to be sad... That's a pretty big misconception...Is always nice to have someone to talk to,if you want we can chat a bit
>>752776155
>>752776551
>>752780465
These.... this guy fucks
>>752780714
Closed box? I have countless of friends that had kids in their 20s without even developing a solid career. Are they living life to their expectations of course not. Are they happy, sure? But why the hell are they complaining of financially and such?
Cause they weren't ready. I'm all for having a family but don't bring a kid in when your life is shitty. I feel bad for the kid more than the parents.
Don't get em started on the young retarded married couples that don't understand how to treat each other like adults then not knowing how its gonna mentally affect their kids in the future.
So tell me, how close minded are you?
>>752780954
[email protected] If you feeling like doing it
>>752775912
As one who's been dead inside for years, just find something you like to do. Get lost in that, but don't disappear from your friends or family.
Hobbies are great for using your time and giving yourself something to feel good about on completion.
As for your love life, find a guy that can like you as a person and not just what you look like. I'm a romantic myself, but my hateful personality and average looks don't attract much.
Pull through, and it'll be okay. At least you have money and are young.
>>752780597
Having a kid later than 29 is a big, big mistake.
it's all about finding someone to share everything with. Happiness, sadness, body, warmth, food, time. You will argue, you will fight, but your life will have a meaning and it'll turn the depression into something else. Maybe anger, but mostly joy. I'm not a bad looking guy. Some say actually the opposite. I'm not poor. I'm healthy. But I've lost any sense of purpose and am quite depressive. I've got no one to talk to. I mean, I know many poeple, have a few friends, but I don't want to bother them. My last two girlfriends cheated on me .. with the same guy .. in a forreign country where I worked a shitty job because of one and when it happened, some time later I found the other one, so I came back because of her and it happened again ... but I know that the key is just finding someone to share your life with. That's why I'm holding on...
>>752780853
chemical balance is true
those methods may work for you
but all methods are in the beholder
whether it's a run or a cut or a drug
there's a balance between doing what is required and dealing with what is reality
and it's okay
we all deal with things our own way
as long as the beam doesn't hit the floor, you know?
or else mom would be upset
no mom?
substitute mom
no substitute?
bullshit, anon, not with that soul
not with that soul
>>752780751
i promise i won't creep or anything , i am not going to ask your nudes , or trying to approach you.
Here is the starter for vipassana
http://www.vipassanadhura.com/howto.htm
it is difficult with reading and practicing from there but with a teacher you can progress quickly.
I can teach you , waiting on Discord.
>>752780751
more op
>>752781067
Oh you must believe everything on TV and retarded Facebook 10 things you should believe because I can't research shit for myself.
>>752780656
look at this bitter clown. sux to be u m8
Hi OP, take a look at this, it's pretty self-explanatory.
Cheers.
Read books. The classics. Steinbeck, Hemingway, stuff like that. Some people don't read, and I don't understand why. Its helped me out of a lot of shitty times. You start looking forward to it. Libraries are free, and a good place to meet non-shitty people.
>>752781118
if you think you wanna give a try later reach me at [email protected]
i can really help you.
>>752780978
it seems your vision of a perfect life is one with a beautiful wife and two children
and it seems all life besides the one you envision is wrong
I apologize for your outlook
it seems very neat
but some don't strive for what you hope to see
some find happiness in different means
whether it be a child or scraps of meat in the dumpster behind quick fast food eats
there is never any quality to what you assume
you have your goals
just like every other anon
bud
>>752780898
some things never change, haha.
people have been calling bullshit on "i've been here since" since i've been here, and i've been here since 2005
nipple piercings suck
>>752780823
are you jakenbake?
>>752780751
thanks OP
will you accept my suggestion? Think about your life, you are young and you have endless possibilities, you can go out and mess up your life in any kind of way you want.
>>752781291
hell no, I aint gay
>>752781221
You are mistaking me for the other guy.
>>752781148
From experience actually. If you want to have kids after 30, you have about 10 years before you risk them having birth defects, then only a few more before you cant have them at all as a woman.
Also, you don't wanna be in you mid-40's with a bunch of 15 year olds around.
It's best to start around 23-27.
>>752781118
>>752781191
wow he has been here awhile and will not give up
I respect that in some sort of form, I think
ethan salutes you, desperate man
>>752781142
>>752781421
everything is a blur, friend. I apologize
I think a lot of people fell in love with OP tonight
>>752780751
Girlie, spread yr legs esgle and post your kitty, pls
>>752781542
What kind of music do you like? Asking for a friend.
>>752781422
Lol again. This doesn't apply to everyone. I really don't want to explain this since I'm on mobile. But sure you win the argument. So OP it's best to have kids. Even if you haven't figured out yourself.
>>752781391
yeh cant believe he turned down miyuki
>>752781645
Little bit of everything, classic rock, alt rock, indie shit, classic country, hip hop, oldies, 90s etc
>>752781612
ethan is just here for the hangs
but i'd probably smoke a cigarette with OP
unless OP didn't smoke cigs
then I'd eat some ham with OP or something
kinda wish this thread was more in depth
but I guess horny ideals of /b/ overcome most conversations that refer to deep sadness or depressing ideals that, for some reason, make you smile.
but I tried
we try sometimes
life is funny sometimes
nobody cares about you kill yourself no balls you wont do it pussy
>>752781542
Dont have fucking kids, if you are deppresed a kid isnt the right answer, even tho a lot of ppl think it might give them a sense of purpuse/fullfilment. Id say get away from it all, you are rich. Go travel, do things off your bucket list
>>752781746
Never had a cigarette and I don't eat pork but I'd smoke a bowl with ya
lmao... OP has resorted to getting the attention she craves from you fat virgin neckbeared fucks... Her life is seriously at an all time low.
>>752781811
Definitely won't be having kids anytime soon, think I might take your advice and get away for a month or two
>>752781821
I would enjoy that C
do you like whiskey, by chance? good whiskey?
>>752781542
Hi Katie H.
>>752781894
No, more of a gin person
How about advice from Charlotte's Web
“You have been my friend. That in itself is a tremendous thing. I wove my webs for you because I liked you. After all, what's a life, anyway? We're born, we live a little while, we die. A spider's life can't help being something of a mess, with all this trapping and eating flies (penises for you). By helping you, perhaps I was trying to lift up my life a trifle. Heaven knows anyone's life can stand a little of that.”
>>752781866
would you like to talk friend
there must be a reason you entered the thread
what do you need to get off your chest
you know that although we may judge, we will never see your true set of colors
we will never know
type it out anon
or forever leave in subtlety
>>752781923
Yep ya got me
>>752779273
>learn
>>752779238
I am on discord , can teach you , either OP or not.
>>752775912
Check your thyroid youre welcome
>>752781942
dang I was about to get wild about the razzle dazzle of liquor talk
i used to smoke a lot
but then I traded one bad habit for a worse one
fucking craft beer, I tell you
and expensive whiskey
not only do I numb the existence, I enjoy doing it in luxury
while i shouldnt be cause uk I should be saving money and stuff
but oh well
whatever holds temporary taste
gin is okay
i guess
Did op already try travelling to other country ? Disappear for a month or two where no one know him i think every has the right to be depressed ones in a while but resorting to that you are missing out a lot of chances for a 23 years old
>>752775912
Have some damn self-respect. You have more resources available to you than the average American, and you aren't hideous. So fucking do what ever it is you enjoy doing and turn that into work. Not that hard when you're a white woman with 100k.
>>752781542
beautiful
>>752781960
I lashed out.
>>752781743
Interesting. Do you have any hobbies? Are you in college? Are you employed?
>>752775912
Paypal me $5. Trying to get my mother a gift for Christmas.
[email protected]
>>752781542
Dunno if this is Op or not but here goes nothing. I don't know you and there's about a 99.999999% chance I never will so I can't give real advice specific to your situation. The best I can do is tell you to go out in the world and use any talent or skill you have to make it a slightly better place, and I don't mean sjw ranting, rallies, or pride parades. I mean find real work and then work hard at that work worth doing. If you find you have nothing worth living for you can always fight to make the world more liveable for others. When you pour your love into the world you may find it grows instead of dwindles, and /b/ might be a terrible place for advice but just venting these feelings somewhere can help. You have resources and if you have even a little understanding you can do a lot of good, and for the record I don't care what your tits or ass look like. Anyone who bases their opinion of you on those factors will likely never really bring you fulfillment anyway, you'd do good to remember that.
>>752782151
Ethan loves you
in some way
you can reject it
but I'll still smile if you decide to take it back
we got nothing to lose, my guy
Most people misinterpret 20-25 person as adult but in reality there are just confuse as hell like any teen who just graduated
>>752777436
get into lucid dreaming, if you can't do the WILD method sleep deprivation and trying to "wake" during your dreams is a much easier method. Don't know what to throw you otherwise, you gotta surf the waves of meeting new people to find how much value you can get out of the time you're spending on this pebble.
Op if you come to Cali I can get you into Disneyland....then again...you can afford it.
>>752782207
this is an okay post
i see where ur comin from
but idk
i see underneath the keyboard
>>752782266
Ethan enjoys this post
I would prefer Lucid Dreaming though
It is more of an eye opener
>or, just dab DMT and get the same(better) experience
regardless, manually projecting is hard but with enough focus it is possible
watching yourself sleep is a hell of a feeling
a feeling DMT cannot fill (at least in my case(s))
it can alter some former thoughts on the idea of life
it depends on the human
worth a shot if youre into spirituality
but it is a challenge to over come the paralysis when you translate your thoughts into "white noise"
blahblahblah
if youre interested look it up and all that c
>>752782479
hahahahaha I have been drinking I meant to say astral projecting
>>752782085
i havent done that yet, kind of afraid to travel alone
>>752781885
Even longer if need be. Travel, meeting new people and seeing new places can be a great cure for depression, the feelings of being stuck, that your life isnt going anywhere and things like that. Might not be good for the emotional support part of the problem, but you never know. You might meet someone or experience some spiritual shit which might put you at ease (meditation or shamanistic rituals), cause you will realise that your problems arent that great, that you make them worse by dwelling on them, maybe even over-analysing, which is never a good thing
>>752782515
Is there no one you could go with? No one you trust?
>>752782166
i read a lot but no im not employed or in school
>>752782266
also if you want the real worth of that cash learn at what rate to spend it on others. I fucking hated working my jobs until I figured out what I could get out of my artist friends.
>>752776834
Then why do atheists int he UK radicalize to islam?
Whether you like it or not, there's a god-shaped hole in the middle of our meat-sacks and not everyone is smart enough to literally transcend their PSYCHOLOGICAL NEEDS
>>752782641
can i ask how you have so much money
>>752782332
One day someone or some thing will see through you, hell it could even be your reflection. On that day you will realize how fragile and vulnerable we all really are, and I hope for you, as I do for all or us, that it's a gentle and forgiving moment. Whether it be you or someone else I hope those eyes belong to a person with a kind heart and strong hands, because in that moment of transparency you will need someone to raise you up. To show you good not for what you want to be or who you could be but for who you are so that you might move forward happily. You can go anywhere but its what you do that will make all the difference.
>>752782641
get some productive hobbies
>>752782315
im in socal
>>752782236
>>752775912
Get implants. Your tits are pathetic.
>>752775912
Did op try travelling? you got a lot of money than normal person so i suggest you travel rather than killing yourself you are young to fully understand life talk to someone anyone that you can trust i mean its ok to cry sometimes when you troubles but to think that you are gonna kill yourself its truly saddening hope you recover from depression seriously in my personal experience when you are depressed try something that's beyond your normal routine that will keep you busy i like to have a chat with you but since its 4chan its kinda unlikely to happen anyway cheers to better tomorrow
>>752782585
maybe one person yeah
>>752775912
I heard having children is a protective factor for suicide, so maybe if you become a mother youll stop being suicidal
But first why you want to kill yourself
>>752782641
What are your favorite books? What do you do with your non-reading time?
>>752782845
Read the fucking thread before you ask a question that's been asked a dozen times.
>>752782736
I will sadly never feel transparency
well
my emotions are forever transparent
they are on a plane where I am not
it's a blessing and a curse
but I will always need the subtle positiveness humans have to offer.
that is what holds me up
and i am happy for that
happy for what I feel
at least
>>752782832
I say take the opportunity then. Travel with them start off small. It's the one thing I would love to do but my anxiety doesn't let me (anonsanon). Sometimes seeing the world and how different it is can be enough to change our own outlook.
>>752782800
If you have that kind of cash, get the fuck out of Dodge and start to travel. Drop the social media, get a legal alias, new IDs and passport under the new name (any good attorney can do this for less than a grand) and get itchy feet. Work odd jobs that you don't have to live off from. Date different guys, find what you like and don't talk to anyone you know for at least a year. Then who you really are will come out. Did that myself years ago and it made a world of difference. Also, did not give a flying fuck what anyone I knew from my past said. Most of all, don't show up around the same fucked up family for the holidays. That changes so many things for the better.
>>752782730
My dad died earlier this year so it was an inheritance
>>752782811
thinkin about it
>>752782845
just had a really bad year and kind of don't see the point in living
>>752782855
anything steinbeck, kafka, orwell, hg wells, etc
in my non reading time i just go out and drink, sometimes with friends and sometimes just by myslef
>>752783040
Don't get implants....
>>752783040
the hard truth of life is that everyone leaves and everything dies
there is no perspective to the passage of life
>>752783040
You don't need implements you just need some workout , push ups.
>>752782515
Find someone a travel buddy or try watching traveling vids on yt back packers or something i promise you will a lot. And breathtaking views around the world rather than stuck in 1 place...
>>752782907
Then find work that fits or people who appreciate that. You can will find someone or something that changes all that. We are ephemeral fixtures in this place fleeting is the nature of our feelings and understanding. This not only can but will change and only through concious actions working toward the good will it happen positively for you. Again, we will never meet as most people of the world never do, but that doesn't mean that out states of mind and being don't effect and affect one another. If you need what others have to offer then offer more of that to them.
>>752783040
>>752783105
Agreed, here. They're nice.
>>752783040
Interesting. You live like I would like to after college. Since you enjoy reading, and of some great authors, have you considered taking a couple classes in literature and becoming an author? They have impacts in the world and you might enjoy it, so it might give you some purpose with your time.
>>752775912
Nice tits, depression sucks. If you're already a deviant don't get meds. Don't end it, at the very least your body will make someone happy and could help you claw your way out of this.
Your tits got my dick hard, fancy posting your pooper so I can jerk my dick?
i'll dearly miss all of you
you all have ethans paypal link if you would like to email for conversations late at night.
or maybe you don't
idk
but still
i'm happy i smiled tonight
and this was a good thread within the lines.
stay golden OP
do a somersault
Thread is dying so yeah , you know where to get me if you need meditation help.>>752783040
>>752783269
I do not need guidance
I would just like comfort in your presence
i am hugging you, faggot
>>752783040
Thread will die soon. If you want to continue a conversation with me, my Kik is Deimious. I won't ask for nudes or try to dox you or anything, but if you'd like to talk I'm bored and like to listen to people.
>>752783411
We all need guidance and we all need hugs. The only people who even attempt to convince themselves otherwise need it more than the rest. Comfort in my presence is like trying to enjoy the breeze in a desert.
>>752783040
Are you sad or depressed?
New studies show depression is related to functionality of your gut.
Because thats where your body produces seratonin.
Try doing some workouts, eat healthier, and you'll see difference on your mental health in to time.
Also, i cant believe there was no asshole pic.
Discord is the The Sorting Hat#6525
Talk to me if you're feeling lonely and i'll sort you into your house.
You got my email, hit me up if you want....just tell me. Are you feeling less suicidal?
>>752783543
>>752783634
>>752783869
please learn how to socialize, u creeps
>>752783040
>>752783543
Well, hope the thread helped. If not, then I wish you good luck with your ventures. Spend time with friends while mourning, try to find a productive use of your time that you enjoy after.
>>752781542
Alright fuck it my 2 cents. Have you traveled ? like really traveled? Before when I was living in l.a. dealing I was depressed as well, well at least to some extent and whites made it worse.
Anyways experiencing the world is great especially with or friend or when you meet one. I travel a lot for business all over Europe etc. and a lot of the time I go alone and just meet people, experience life and different cultures. Maybe it'll change your perspective or maybe you'll meet some cool people. but until you get out of your own head I suggest getting out.
bring a friend, or find one, then find yourself. -strange anon
>>752784111
whores* I have a racist autocorrect lmao
>>752784008
I don't like talking to people in real life. Just gave her the option to talk after thread 404s. I know she won't, but I like to leave the conversation open. Seems reasonable enough to me in a depression thread.
>>752784111
Whites reeeeee
I know this is 4chan and I'm supposed to be a dick and everything, but if you need someone to talk to, kik me (realraec) or email me (smitecomptenoob at gmail dot com)
You're a gorgeous woman and you've got a brain that seems to be working alright: you'll do just fine in life if you give it a chance. Find what makes you happy and stick to it, girl.
