So are Bawww threads a thing anymore? Haven't been on in years and want to feel sorry for myself like old times. Call me a fag or something
Do you have a reason to feel sorry?
Mainly self disappointment in all my set goals. But looking at it as a whole, no. I think that's what gets me the most. I have no debilitating diseases or deformities. I'm not rich but not poor. I have food and don't go hungry. Stagnation just kills my soul and I feel like if I had an actual disorder other than diagnosed anxiety and depression I'd have a real reason to be sad. Which would help
Self bump
Where's all the edgy fags from 2009 to tell me to kill myself?
I tried /b/ it felt good to be back for a moment. 404 incoming
>>752570350
We grew up, became stagnated and depressed too. Im from 2011 though so i think im considered a newfag.
>>752570566
no we can still save this
>>752570603
Dude I'd rather go back like 4 years and hate myself enough to look at Bawww threads than feel an empty hole in my personality. Don't listen to the medication pushers. It honestly turned me into a horrible person who doesn't give two shits.
>>752570636
I dint have any of my old pics. It kinda helped with my depression
>>752570809
I dont believe in medicine to correct "mental illness"
>>752570636
Thank you bud. Shit maybe I just want a way to give back. Like I'm good now, but at a cost of half my fucking personality. Like, it's good for ya to feel sad even though I was at a destructive rate and convinced to hop on pills. Now I feel like a fucking normal shitty human
>>752570904
Good don't. All it does is distract from my real issues.
Post some nice chill/feels music bros? https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-gkibxWr0DY
>>752570844
In a weird way it does. I deleted my collection in hopes itd help me progress.
>>752571018
Anything by hotel books is kinda cool in a slam poetry Type way. It's kinda Christian based but you don't notice.
I guess I can dump some of my small collection, but I can't guarantee they are all good.
>>752571032
Yeah, now I dont seek these threads out anymore. Outnof sight out of mind i guess. I found this one and joined because i got the clap from a bitch, got rejected on asking a chick i genuinely like intellectually (for once) etc etc. Been feels bad for a few months. Whay about you two?
>>752571189
Anything helps bud. We all appreciate your contribution.
>>752571270
I've been feels bad for nearly 3 years straight now lol. I bury it everyday with pills alcohol drugs and the gym. I know crazy combination but every second of the day I'm looking for an out.
>>752571270
Feels bad when you actually connect with someone yet they don't. I've only had it once and feels like it won't happen again. Plenty of new ones. Just not the same.
I’ve got some feels. My girlfriend was abused by her biological father, and when I met her, she was pretty fucked up. She had flashbacks of the abuse. I did everything I could to help her. Things got bad. Real bad. She started talking to me while having flashbacks, thinking I was the person that was in the memory. Then she thought I was her dad. She asked me why I did those things, why I was such a shitty person. I kept talking to her, but when she came back, I didn’t tell her what happened. I just told her it was a random memory. It’s been a few months, and things are fantastic. She feels better than ever, she smiles more, she’s just more radiant. But I still remember hat conversation. It still hurts.
a fair remedy to your ailments is to embrace the prospect of traveling. nothing filled my soul with more joy than meeting new people and doing new things. i barely had any money but once i got out there people seemingly came out of no where to help me, before then i was helping out of my own kindness without regard to any award. i still have bad days. and there are times where i feel like melting puddle of broken dreams. yet i keep going on. step outside once in a while, talk to a few people, they dont bite.
>>752571556
Fuck man. I´m glad things are better now, and i wish you the best of luck with your gf
>>752571556
Just be glad you can be the one to help her through that bud.
>>752571857
Thanks man. It feels good to vent on here sometimes. I just can’t tell her about what happens when she’s like that because things can still be shaky even today. For the most part, she’s a lot better than she used to be.
was told to come over here. 1/3
>>752572285
2/3
>>752572322
3/3
>>752571258
People don't actually believe that do they? Teddy bears are there for children because they are weak and the world scares them; people discard their teddy bears because they become stronger and able to cope with the world. Or you are an autistic weakling.
Have an arrangement with a qt at the gym in a few hours
>>752572589
Do it for me anon
>>752572589
Don´t fuck it up anon. Have fun.
>>752572567
No idea, i'm just posting images that i've saved.
>>752572233
This pic makes me so sad, it reminds me of a trip I took long time ago to Brazil where this cute girl seated behind me, and at some point my brother tells me
>Anon, that girl is looking at you
And of course I was like, yeah sure thing buddy bit it was true after all, imagine me thinking for all 7 days that the trip last if I should talk to her or not.
In the end I didn't get the balls to talk to her , just spent all the way back looking at the long roads just like the pic.
>>752572671
>>752572709
I won't don't worry, I'm overenthousiastic for nothing
>>752572589
Do it for all of us, we are rooting for you bro
>>752572878
You shouldn't be, I coud use advice
>>752572952
OK, what's your sorrows my man.
I have a lot of experience in fuckin it up, like a LOT
>>752572952
What exactly do you want advice on. Easy advice would be yourself in the long run. But if you're trying to make it a sexual couple time thing it's a whole different game.
The other day i met this chick. My Friend later told me that she liked me and asked for my facebook. First day talking but i know what´s going to happen. Any tips on how to hold on to this chance? Don´t want to bore her, but i´m just a weird loner.
>>752571556
Cont.
On a more personal note, she’s the first person I’ve ever given every piece of myself to. I’ve told her every secret, every regret, every wrong thing I’ve done. All the way through high school, until I met her, I never confessed any love to anyone, because I knew that it was temporary. I grew up in a military family, moving every 2-4 years. I never had a best friend until she came around. I’ve always been alone until she came around. The problem is that I’m still alone, even when she’s here. Not all the time. Just times like now, when I can’t sleep. It’s almost midnight for me. I haven’t slept in days. I keep thinking of all the things I want to say to her, but I’m to afraid to hurt her or scare her away. Loving her broke me out of one cage and put me in another.
>>752573010
>>752573121
I came across her 2 days ago in the gym, after years of almost silence. We used to be quite close years ago but then went our own ways in uni. Latest contact was on and off talking on fb and via text until wednesday she saw me at the gym and she texted me saying 'behind you' I was flabbergasted at first and we went on talking for the rest of our workout. Then she said we should go together Friday.
>>752571217
That c about sums out up for me
i only had one really close person in my life and they just stopped talking to me without any real explanation.
they were distant for a while, i mentioned it and they said sorry they won't do that anymore, then it continued, then i mentioned it again and gone
no im completely alone and unfortunately currently living somewhere with no distractions. i mean literally the middle of nowhere.
ill just keep drinking till i can afford to leave i guess
i just hate the emptiness
Fuck most of this is melodramatic bullshit.
>>752568736
I have to break up with my gf of two years. Right before finals too. I'm gonna kill myself.
>>752573475
That's easy my man, just work out with her and make sure you don't pay much attention to her not more than needed.
Girls love when guys are independent, then you can casually ask her if she want a drink or something, make it seem it's nothing and you just asking bc you got nothing better to do, always work.
Good luck my man and godspeed
>>752568736
Even oldfags grow up but oldfag/newfag it no longer matters, the stain that is what /b/ has become will never wash off. Welcome back to the club go fap to a trap or loli thread and enjoy your misery...
This is how pathetic I am. Met this player playing ff14. She's real nice and cool as fuck. I never really felt anything for this person i was never going to meet irl other then its nice to play w/ her. We would chat on discord and just chill. I move to a different server and we don't play together as much. I still never felt anything for her. Weeks ago she tells me she met some guy while playing and she likes him and that hes going to see her irl. They met and hit it off. Now I'm jealous and sad because he has her time, im jealous and sad because he can hold her. I just want my friend back
>>752574292
Damn. That's sad
>>752574292
this makes me so sad
>>752573770
>whyindividualismdestroysaculture.jpg
>115 replies
>15 posters
That is the most depressing thing about this entire thread.
>>752574564
My grandpa fought in the Korean War and I always wondered why him and even others weren't famous for what they did. He said that it's good if no one knows you so it's less pain when you're gone. I love him /b/ and I can feel his time is near. He was the only one that picked me up from school for 6 years straight. Help me /b/ I can't handle this
>>752574405
I clearly know that she only ever saw me as a friend now. Even after everything we talked about. Im sit and wonder what i could have done differentially, in wonder why she chose him. I didnt feel this way until i lost her but i wasnt even looking to feel this way when we met and talked. What the fuck is wrong with me? I miss her, the girl i was never going to meet, the girl that always made me laugh, the girl that i wish i never met
>>752573527
This. I'm 38 years old. I'm by no means old. But I haven't cried in 22 years. I get a little misty eyed sometimes but for whatever reason I won't let myself cry. Sometimes I feel like I've forgotten how.
>>752574631
>>752574383
Constant cleaning of the board. It may seem impossible, but its the last thing we can do.
>>752573527
That's doublespeak for I'm a massive attention seeking faggot.
Its funny. Of all the threads that come and go feels will always be here for me. We sit in our lives thinking we're alone and we always end up here. Thanks for being there for me
>>752571400
:'(
>>752573691
this picture really hits close to home
>>752573691
Gods i hate that movie
>>752573198
I don't want to be on this world anymore. Gf left me to fuck a friend, Gf's bestie will "ruin my life" if i try anything, broke my leg and will no longer walk, I can't do anything with out help anymore... All I can think about is wanting to down a bottle of rye and pain meds and slipping off into the abyss leaving a little note saying nothing more than "sorry, she made me do it". I just want to die...
Last image.
>>752571400
Wow.
>>752571442
this is a good one if anyones paying attention well worth the read, old but good
My gf of 1.5yesrs left me two days ago and I want to die
I am still completely infatuated with the girl I talked to 8 years ago when I was a teenager. I don't know if I've ever been in love /b/ but this was the most sincere feeling I've ever had for a girl. Will green text if anyone wants to hear it. Kind of a sad story and I'm sure it's relatable in a lot of ways. I still think about her all of the time. This girl was different. I've been with a bunch of girls since her but I can honestly say she was not like the rest. I'd kill to be able to travel back time to do it over and make it work.
>>752574737
I think the best way to handle this, is to just move on. Stop thinking about her, and just imagine she doesn't exist, at least until things get better for you.
>>752573905
Robert?
I have been clean and sober from heroin for thirty days the last time I used my son Tristan's mother Alicia and I overdosed we both died but I got to come back, she had huntingtons disease and was slowly slipping away she called and said "anon I can get this really premo stuff from my brother" so I came over went and got us some drinks come back into the room and shits all prepped and ready to go, how was I supposed to know she dosed us with carfentanil? I look back and now see that she didn't want to go without me and I gladly would have gone but Tristan needs me. But it's so hard without her. I hear her in his laugh, see her in his smile and he even has her eyes. I can see her and feel her jugding me I can't take this I'm on the edge barely hanging on and each day a finger slips, I'm almost out of fingers...help!
I cant complain.
Ive had ot pretty nice. Ive got a solid group of friends I wouldnt trade for anything. We have been the ends of the earth, and seen things that mortals shouldnt see or comprehend. Good ol boys.
But time goes on, people get distant, and they live their lives. Its been months since Ive seen anyone, and its nothing but work lately. I turn 22 early next year, and im still a virgin. The only thing I want is a girlfriend, or company I can relate to. Im in school again, and its nothing but misery as im surrounded by a bunch of fucking retards for hours on end that I cant relate on anything with. Any time I try and be social, people give me weird looks, or dont talk to me unless I start the conversations. So I stay quiet and keep to myself.
My parents are getting fed up with my shit, and I can see it in their eyes that I look like some autistic dud while all my friends outshine me in life.
Last summer, I fucked up a nerve or a muscle, deep in my left ear. Because of this, my quality of life has completely changed. Its like living, then suddenly losing your sense of touch. Everything is off, and nothing is ever normal again. Like walking into a room, and all the pictures are crooked, or somehow the entire room is tilted a couple degrees off.
Every night I dream of friends and adventures we used to have. all people I havent seen in years. To top it off, I know that im completely alone and will soon be forced to get a job that I fucking hate, and will be forced to spend 50+ hours a week at, just to hopefully scrape by and buy a shitty apartment on the niggery/hobo filled side of town, just so i can get out and give my parents peace.
I hate my life and every night think of how it would be better of I just walked off and killed myself in a field or forest. Maybe tell nobody and just be another story of the guy who went missing. I dont want to make my parents more sad by just giving up and letting them find the mess.
>>752572567
Eat a dick, you piece of shit
>>752571625
Fuck you, bitch
