Do you still hope to find her?
find who?
>>751887611
I do. I have feeling who she might be, I just gotta take the chance I didn't take back then. I've been meaning to move to that city anyway.
So romantic
>>751887611
She cute. More?
Hope is all that keeps me goin
>>751887611
Here's how it works. Women have three qualities men want.
Attractive
Sane
Single
But, she will only have two at a time.
i already found her, blew my chance, tried again years later, got rejected, talked to her after, she said i had no chance but that was a lie, also she's dating someone exactly like me now and got me depressed today when i looked him up
>>751887611
Yes but it'll never work on me. It suck, man.
There are two women who I'd be happy with.
My ex, who was perfect, but since has moved on (married, kid). And this girl who is my friend and has less conventional beauty, but is my type and is really quirky and weird in the ways I like. I asked her out and got turned down.
My only hope is to win the lottery.
No matter how hot she is or how much you think she's "the one", don't forget there's someone, somewhere who got tired of her shit and kicked her to the curb.
>>751887611
No, I'm trying to lose her now.
>>751887611
No, I have nothing to offer any female. I am a complete loser and deserve death. I have accepted this so asking this question is pointless.
maybe someday
>>751887611
kek; nope.
Never happen.
I've accepted my fate; you all should too.
You'll be better off mentally for it.
Someday I will <3
>>751887611
There's no hope. I've accepted it. Video games until I die nothing else.
no, most relationships are strategic moves and well love is a manipulation of ones own perception.
>>751889104
The sad thing is that I know complete losers unemployed drug addicts who still get that perfect girl.
I already did,just have to win her over now
>>751887611
I hope so... I just don't know how to look. I've been out of the dating game for so long I can't even process walking up to a woman and asking her out.
>>751887611
Na kissed her once, kinda blew my chance with her because I ended up fucking her sister, I'm not really too keen on her anymore anyway and i 'm not really attracted to anyone since
Found who you're looking for, OP.
Honestly? No, not really. I'm out of date and my morals don't match up with the modern dating scene. I've trying to resign myself to realizing that some people get to find actual love and I don't. It is what it is, but I've been working on improving myself for myself, so it's not like I don't have confidence.
>>751887611
not really i gave up hope after i had a girlfriend for a lil bit
>>751887611
After years of chronic depression I'm incapable of having fun, smile, laugh. No woman would ever like me. Only good thing is that I'm only child and I'll inherit a house and a good sum of money plus the money I save due to working but not spending anything. I lost my faith in women and people a long time ago.
>>751889237
I have work, but I am impossible to live with and have 0 personality. I'm a genuine pathetic 0 confidence being. They probably have something women are looking for. I on the other hand, do not.
Found her waiting for her to be 18 to get married
>>751889851
>waiting for her to be 18 to get married
from which SE asian country did you buy her?
was shipping included?
would you recommend to other anons?
>>751889851
Are you in the military?
>>751889603
Yep you'll inherit a big empty house from your parents who'll never get to see their defeatist cuck of a son get married or carry on the bloodline, and you'll inherit a good sum of money that you'll never spend on anyone but yourself, women and people aren't the problem you edgy faggot you are, I have chronic depression as well haven't felt a thing in years but I don't blame other people for it, I still get up hang out with friends go to bars and clubs with friends and other shit too to at least try to be happy, you need to get the fuck over yourself and at least try if not for anybody else do it for you
I have a home, I have a job, I have very little in cash regularly. Not college educated. Yet I am fine. I honestly see no reason to, especially given that to be honest, I'm a 3/10 on average. Furthermore, as pathetic as it is, more interested in someone to talk to than anything else. Though with people the way they are around me, doesn't seem likely.
Lost that hope years ago and accepted it. Doubt there's much I could do to change that.
>>751887611
Nope, just looking at this photo makes me uncomfortable.
>>751889346
"Bullshit!"
>>751890059
Yeah, she's in a bad situation at the moment and I love her so I'm getting her out of it. She loves me too. Knew her for years and years. Literally been waiting for each other. She's still a virgin. Also terminal. Can't help that I love her though.
>>751890015
Neither, just met when I was 16 and she was 13. Kept in contact the whole time. Nothing sexual or anything keeping it platonic.
>>751887611
Honestly, even if I did find her, I wouldn't be able to keep her, I really don't know how to talk to people, like I'll talk to them for a few minutes then I'll run completely dry on conversation it makes me anxious as fuck any advice /b?
>>751890122
There is no point in bringing kids to this messed world just because of "muh bloodline". You dont have chronic depression, you are just a douche like all those self diagnosed.
>>751887611
Sure. I’m a 8.5/10 guy who’s only 18. If I learn to get through my anxiety issues I should be fine.
>>751887611
yeah, its probably a dumb and pointless pursuit that i still cling to because i'm still naive but yeah i still hope to find her
>>751887741
moving away for a bitch?
>>751890763
The nice thing about chronic depression is you don't get extreme emotions one way or the other.
>>751890763
Alright, grow old, die alone in a big empty house having achieved nothing in life and have your decomposing remains found 12 months later because the neighbor reported a weird smell coming from your house and have nobody turn up to your funeral
>>751888447
this kinda happened to me, he was a total asshole and a cowardly little fuck, it made me feel awful about myself somehow, like it made me think thats the kinda person i would be if i had gotten my way in life
>>751887611
Hola Anon... Breaking News!!... she has lost all interest in men.. has started undergoing hormone replacement therapy... now is very hairy, including a very impressive whisker/beard area below the chin... thick hair now on upper thighs as well... however, she/he does still think about you, now and then. So you still have that going for you.
I found her but she's in an on and off relationship with our other mutual friend. And when it's 'off' my other friend is trying to swoon her. It's complicated and stressing and I'm so strung up on her, it's depressing. I am the nicest person out of all these guy friends and I'm like atleast a 8/10 and I try to be there whenever she needs me but it's futile.
>>751891211
>having achieved nothing in life
Entropy consumes all; nothing is actually an "accomplishment". Enjoy thinking anything actually matters, faggot.
>>751891577
>I am the nicest person out of all these guys
>I'm at least an 8/10
>I try to be there when she needs me but it's futile
I can promise you you aren't even a 5/10, you aren't genuinely nice, and you certainty aren't there for her benefit
>>751891625
I will mate, and I hope that thought brings you comfort when you're old and lonely
>>751891975
>I hope that thought brings you comfort
Oh, but it does. Knowing that no trace of humaity's existence will survive, no matter what we do, makes everything A-fucking-ok.
>>751891888
I am genuinely nice I believe there's no chance but I'm still there, fuck I'm even close friends with the guys. Nobody has anything bad to say about me.
Also pretty she I'm only there for her benefit. As for the 5/10. That's all opinions but I get to sleep in her bed (friendzoned af) with her and she doesn't even hang around people who are the least bit unattractive.
>>751891625
No one gives a fuck about your views. You have no place in this world as you obviously know so well. I’d be surprised if you don’t end your useless existence early.
>>751892275
>I get to sleep in her bed
Holy shit, bro, I've been here & all I can advise you to do is RUN, NIGGER.
You won't no matter what, but still.
>>751892314
>No one gives a fuck about your views
Holy shit, like I'm not well aware of this. Never stopped me from voicing it though.
>I’d be surprised if you don’t end your useless existence early
Prepare to not be surprised. Mine being "useless" doesn't make yours or anyone else's useFUL, however.
>>751892385
Yeah pretty sure she loves to string out my emotions. I'm cursed. I really do appreciate the friendship but sometimes I wonder how much smaller the picture is than the way I look at it.
>>751892275
M8 this level of cognitive dissonance is going to fucking destroy you, she ain't gonna fuck you, let it sink in and find someone else, there's literally pages upon pages of memes and cringepages mocking people like you
>>751887611
Yeah. No matter how long it takes or how old I'll be but we'll find each other one day. She's out there somewhere wondering if she'll ever find me. That thought keeps me going.
>>751891625
>tenuous grasp on the actual definition of entropy
>thinking existence can be distilled into a thermodynamics equation
Angsty teenage fuck
>>751892570
>I really do appreciate the friendship
She's not your friend, bro. A friend wouldn't string you along knowing full well how sprung & hurting for her you were.
RUN, NIGGER.
>>751891577
It's not her then.
>>751892571
Yup I get it, I 'm meme'in myself. But in relation to not having many friends as it is. She is my main friend group. Typical 'i-suck-at-makin-new-friends' kinda guy right here. I don't have many other options. She is my emotional vice. I'm a quarter of hers pretty much.
>>751892569
>Hurt durr nothing even matters
Yet you continue to argue, I'm gonna guess you're under 18 and assume you're just trying to be an edgy faggot
>>751890878
That was me ten years ago. Still haven't found her.
>>751887741
Moving away for a bitch is dumb as fuck.
They should go to you.
>>751892570
Mine told me, after finally breaking it off with her "real" boyfriend, that she couldn't "officially" be in a relationship with me because "she didn't know me well enough"... This is after living with, fucking her, and taking care of her daughter for 9 months.... She married some guy she's just met 2 weeks prior & STILL wanted me to be the beta cuck hoverer...
get out, bro....
>>751887611
No i'm pretty over other people now. I like being alone anyways makes me feel happier knowing I don't have to listen to another human about anything. Besides sex can't be good enough to put up with all the drama.
>>751887662
her
Started as friends a few years ago. Been dating 4years this past August. Might propose soon
>>751887611
She comes and goes, man. I never know what face she will be wearing next. Its a game we play.
I found her, and we got married. she died this year. living without her hardly feels like living, but what else can I do.
>>751887611
Thought I found her on here. Let her fuck me over too many times. I never will.
>>751887611
I've been waiting for a girl to look at me like that my whole life..
>>751892925
Anon, you're all of us.
>>751892973
Congrats man
>>751887611
I don't think she exists. I'm not super weird, but I'm just weird enough in varied enough ways that I don't think a suitable mate for me can exist.
>>751887611
Nope. I've given up entirely. I'm riding solo and hopefully she'll come in at some point, but I don't look for her or ever expect her to come or be found.
It's kinda nice when you think about it. Not too hard, though, because that's when it gets sad.
>>751889104
Ahh yes I am mortal as well we die a little everyday.But never give up.
>>751892840
>I'm a quarter of hers
You are a dick in a glass jar. "Break in case of emergency".
Having a vagina, though, there will never be such an emergency where she needs to break your dick out. She will ALWAYS be able to find someone that suits her desires better than you. You're simply there to remind her she's worth it to wait for the "right" guy, & to listen to all the inane bullshit the chads she fucks don't want to hear.
>>751887611
Yes.
>>751892569
Haha these are the shittiest arguments for nihilism ive seen. People like me, I like other people. We keep each other company and companionship, unlike you. Please just leave this world already and kill yourself. Shouldnt bother you since you’re worth nothing
>>751892924
Damn, that bitch sounds like a huge bitch. Sorry but that's cool you finally wised up. It just makes less sense to me cause all of our friends are mutual. It'd be weird if I just dipped. Side note. I've never came out to her, I just get friendly when I'm drunk and brush up against her, etc. She should have the message by now. Another thing it could be becuase I don't have much of my shit together and that's a turnoff for everyone.
>>751893046
I'm willing to bet you are right but I'm not willing to actually find out. I have a pretty fragile personality and if I consciously learned that I am super depressed and have repressed feelings I would more than likely kill myself.
>>751893157
Love Chris Rock
>>751888289
this
>>751892860
Well gl man. I wouldn’t be super surprised if I don’t find her by then. I’m confident I’ll find her eventually.
>>751893224
Same. Hearing that bit; & the term "captain save-a-ho" (and learning what that meant) are what finally broke me of my white knighting betaism.
>>751893100
Wouldn't it be funny if she's sitting somewhere now and thinking the exact same thing about herself?
>>751893183
Cuck Man, do you have more of this moving art or a source? It's pretty neat.
>>751893371
Sure.
>>751890373
I’m with this guy. I gave up a long time ago. Now I have money, objectives and hapiness. Life’s been much better since I stopped dating.
I'm here
>>751893297
You will man. Everyone's life is different. You might meet her tomorrow. Hope you do.
>>751893410
cheers to cuckman
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>>751892840
So stop meme'im yourself mate, there's too much free pussy out there today, I fucking wish pussy was as easy back when I was 18 as it should be for you now, I fell into the exact same trap you did sleeping in the same bed and all, granted mine had a bit of a twist lucky ending too it, but the majority if guys don't get that lucky
>>751889638
Just get yourself a cute tranny or gayboy. They are just as good as women, and they have higher sex drives.
I sure hope I can find someone I look at as a soulmate. I don't mind being by myself but I want someone to share my life with.
>>751893198
I feel you man. I still believe that if you meet her she'll make it all go away. But only if it's really her and not someone you think is her.
>>751893100
I know that feel friend
>>751893462
>>751892275
Once a woman has friendzoned you, then you're fucked. She lets you sleep in her bed because she thinks you're gay or your like a brother. She's not going to fuck you. Just move on.
>>751893010
Man that fucking sucks, but you'll eventually have to move on, she wouldn't want you living as a shadow of who she met
>>751893462
you know the drill
>>751889237
If that is who she's dating then is that what you really think of her? No girl is perfect, and no girl wants to be with a man who idealizes her and puts her on a pedestal. If you want a woman to share herself with you then you must understand her flaws and accept them.
>>751893492
Thanks bro. Hope you do to.
>>751893718
If I do genuinely appreciate her friendship and all the friends we have, can I stay. I'm honestly just wanting to lose the feels at this point. Taking note of every guy she fucks, flirts with; trying to give her a bad track record in my head so I can pull out of the attraction.
>>751893503
Thanks! Another lonely thanksgiving night made brighter.
>>751890122
holy fuck you're beyond stupid lmfao
My qualifications for her are pretty small, so I hope to eventually come across her.
These are all my qualifications
> Enjoys death/black/prog metal
> Is smart enough to have a legitimate discussion about opinions
> Like a 5/10 (pretty low considering my 10s are like 7-8 for some people)
> Actually gives a shit about me as a person
>>751893911
You will never be able to lose the feels while still hanging around her. It's only going to turn to bitterness & hate, & that will do nothing but poison you. Even the friends aren't worth all that.
>>751891211
will do thanks lmao you think it matters if some losers show up at your funeral you collosal faggot
?
>>751892314
no one gives a fuck about your views either cuck lmao
>>751894079
Better lower that to like a 2; competition for even 5s is ridiculous atm.
>>751894190
A 2? Really? 2s are like actual cripples with downs.
>>751893911
>trying to heal massive wound while constantly picking at it
enjoy that metaphorical flesh-eating infection
>>751890122
>bars
>clubs
>friends
implying any of this garbage is fun.
LMAO fuck off you pathetic cuck
>>751888289
My god... Fucking this
>>751887611
nope. western civilization stopped having kids when it figured out that love is a lie and men and women fundamentally hate each other.
>living with some irritating bitch for the rest of your life
>>751890684
Don't pick any topic of conversation based on what you think the other person wants to talk about, talk about whatever is on your mind, speak with honesty and sincerity, talk about what interests you even if the other person doesn't have that in common with you. At the same time you must cultivate a genuine interest and curiosity in people in general, ask lots of questions about them, it makes them more comfortable talking to you and gives you more to work with, when they answer questions use their response to ask more follow up questions.
Most importantly, practice. You must endure the pain of pushing yourself to start a conversation in spite of the overwhelming anxiety. Do this again and again and again, every day if possible, over time you will have become comfortable with yourself and you'll be a natural.
No matter what, you have to put the work in. There will never be a magic pill that's going to take away your pain and wake you up to the beauty of life, the beauty is even in the pain too, you have to work that muscle constantly to be able to see it, embrace that and just go for it.
Good luck, Anon.
>>751894265
Tinder & hook up shit; chads will pump & dump just about anything. A 5 will eschew an LTR with a lesser guy for a chance to be pumped & dumped by a couple chads.
So, yeah, 2s are realistic.
>>751894290
>>751894189
>>751894137
>>751892569
>samefagging this hard because you know you're a pathetic cuck
>>751887611
I found her already, and lost her after six years. Nothing good lasts forever.
>>751891577
If you don't understand why a girl won't go for you when 'you're the nice' you don't understand what genuine romantic feelings look like, and you're also full of shit and definitely not a nice guy.
>>751894511
>>751894462
Fuck dude. I know you're right is the bad thing.
Oh well. Good girl comes along or doesn't. Doesn't really matter, I guess.
>>751894589
Well now I have to respond separately, I guess
>>751890546
inb4 she hits her 20's and has a total shift in personality, dumps you, and fucks thirty different dudes on the path to discovering herself.
>>751893178
lol you're a pathetic weak cowardly cuck
>>751893178
Those losers don't even like you. You're just delusional lmao. You're a weak fool.
>>751894672
cuck
>>751894290
>spending 14 hours a day jerking off to traps
>spend 2 hours a day arguing with your mom because she wants you to move out
>spending 2 hours a day crying because you don't have any friends
Yep I'm the pathetic cuck m8
>>751894866
>projecting this hard
LMAO the only one crying is you cuz your disgusting fat whore wife cleaned you out in divorce court
>>751894866
Only fools and cowards need "friends"
>>751894137
Alright enjoy nobody caring that you died then I guess lol
>>751894866
this is only 18 hours tho
>>751895020
I'm not married retard never was, never claimed to be
>>751895066
Yea jokes on me m8
>>751895153
I assume you sleep at some point?
>>751895093
Why would i give a shit you cuck? Also you think anyone will give a fuck if you die? lmao those idiots will just take all the money you left behind and forget you ever existed in 2 days.
>>751895209
you're still a cuck
Already had her once, totally lost her.
Managed to snag a trove of her nudes though.
Anybody wanna see?
>>751887611
Yes. I'm sure I will.
>>751887611
Found her, fucked it up. Game over man.
>>751895336
>>751895517
My mistake, I meant 2 hours.
>>751887611
>tiny dick and ugly
nah I'm fucked
>>751887611
yep
>>751887611
With rape accusations being all the rage, I'm not going to approach women for the time being. I'm not looking for her, she has to be looking for me.
>>751895572
Cool
>>751887611
I'm in love with a girl that's only said a total of 10 words to me in my life. I haven't seen her since highschool. I know I'm fuck up psychologically at this point, I know I'm wasting my life thinking about her, but I can't stop. Some day now that I have a high paying job and am in decent shape, I hope to find her again... Last time I saw here was at a frat party in college, he had a boyfriend, but she actually walked up to me and hugged me, told me it was nice to see me, I drank a lot later that night...
>>751895632
As long as you can build a soundproof room & over power one; there's always hope.
>>751895797
>I'm in love with
You're butchering the language here.
This implies reciprocation; when that's not the case. You love her, you're not in love WITH her.
>>751895797
you just got some onitis. The doctor prescribes poontang of any variety and dosage. Stat.
I've lost all hope. I'm boring, I'm needy and clingy. I get attached to anyone who smiles at me, all this does is make them want to get away from me as fast as they can.
I'm unattractive, I have no education, and I work a $8/hr job.
I'm always lonely, and have no friends. I am unable to drink or socialize anywhere with other adults thanks to mistakes I've made legally.
I feel like I have nobody, nor will I find anyone who can put up with not only my unattractiveness, but my poor personality and depression. So no. I do not still have hope. I am trying to learn to be happy on my own, to love myself, because nobody else will.
>>751895908
I'm not sure if your implying I'm not a native English speaker but I am. That makes sense though. To be honest I'm butchering the term love in general, its unhealthy obsession at best...
>>751896049
>To be honest I'm butchering the term love in general, its unhealthy obsession at best...
I was leaving that be & focusing on the non-reciprocal part; but yeah. Mainly a crush that's gotten out of hand.
Sounds like the type of thing where the reality of being with her could never, ever live up to the fantasy your mind's constructed out of the very little it's been given to work with.
>>751887611
no. she shouldn't. i hope she doesn't find me.
we all hope, the question is if we deserve her. i know i dont.
>>751896207
Yep, but I'm so autistic I live 100% in my own head. I tell myself stories 24/7 in an inner monologue, and over the years she has come to dominate them... I can only hope some day a girl will actually go out with me, and I'll refocus. I still ask other women out, it's just they usually end up being 19 or having boyfriends or some shit.. Fuck me...
>>751894866
>crying over friends
Fuck off cuck. I ditched all my worthless pathetic friends. Now I have no friends and I've never been happier.
>>751896458
Good for you m8
>>751896017
>I am unable to drink or socialize anywhere with other adults thanks to mistakes I've made legally.
no, i just want alot of money.
>>751887611
Nope
>>751888289
>>751896663
Probation m8.
>>751896017
I can relate to the boring thing so much man, and the unattractive thing... I'm in good shape, but have leafy's chin and a fuck up face.
The boring thing really hits home though... It's so hard to believe anyone could possibly spend more than 24 hours with me. Let alone months or years. Fucking CS is 100% of my existence.
>>751896394
Meh at least you're trying to get out there, I do the Inner monologue stories as well except in mine I never get the girl lol
>>751887611
No I hope they don't find her. I'd do lifetime 3x over.
No... i thought i had her.. was with her 4 years, got engaged, then she cheated on me while i was away. Im in the Army.
Never going to commit to anyone again.. all woman do is cheat.
>>751896919
Really? I've never told myself a story where I've even remotely failed.
I've always wondered if people get the talking to themselves literally 24/7 thing, and if so what they actually say. Me it's just random shit, and stories where I'm the hero. A lot of times they involve her, but not too much...
>>751896898
When I say unattractive, I don't mean I'm ass ugly. I'd consider myself average, but I have no redeeming qualities, and I'm starting to thin out on the top of my head at my current early 20's.
And I'm 5'6". Not overweight, but just nothing... interesting. There's always another guy around the corner who is everything I am, but just much better in every department, so why choose me?
>>751887611
One day you're gonna find out that true love is an illusion. It simply doesn't exist. I've had my share, trust me. Women and lying are exclusive to one another. The only thing you'll find is pain.
Save yourself the trouble and pay for sex when you need it.
>>751896394
Same here. May honestly be time so swallow the waifu pill bro.
I realized I'll never find an "actual" girl who means as much to me as the one my mind continually tries to invent. All I need is a realistic enough doll & I'll have enough to work with to achieve contentment.
Autistic as fuck yes; but still not as bad as turning my dick outside in & thinking it's now a vagina.
No, and I don't want to.
>>751896919
>>751897048
Kek; I dream about girls all the time, but never actually "get" the girl in any of them.
>>751897165
> There's always another guy around the corner who is everything I am, but just much better in every department, so why choose me?
Yeah I get that. The few women I've been with I've just felt like I duped into settling. They would be better off with any of my attractive outgoing friends...
>>751887611
Nope, gave up awhile ago. If something happens by chance I'll roll with it but from the start I'll make sure to keep emotionally distant and prepare for the end so when it inevitably does happen I'll just be like eh fun while it lasted
>>751897228
> Same here. May honestly be time so swallow the waifu pill bro.
God dude, pleas no... I get it, but I know at this point my head won't be enough for me, and need fucking external stimulus that's more dynamic than a doll.
I wan't connection, I wan't to open myself to someone, but I have nothing to offer, and I'm autistic as fuck already...
>>751897385
I make sure with every new one to tell them every & anything about myself that might eventually turn them off right off the bat; so that if it's going to happen, it happens immediately.
>>751897048
Yea man the inner monologue thing is pretty normal, I even do ones where I make an awkward joke and nobody laughs just to remind myself not to say cringey shit, yep done the hero thing obsessively aswell It's always fun as fuck to escape into your own thoughts and make a story
Yeah, she blindsided me when I gave up looking for love and decided to spiral off into drug use.
Turned out to be perfect, even though she was a giant fucking bitch sometimes, like in ways you just can't build a tolerance to, because she just gets worse whenever you do.
Slutty, nerdy, druggie fuck.
Miss her more every day.
>>751897594
Yeah I do a lot of practice conversations and cringe checking now that I think about it...
In any given conversation with someone, I've probably had a vaguely similar conversation with myself hours earlier...
>>751897335
Kek I'm jusr too much of a realist to even think the 12/10 with the huge tits and ass and the crazy hot body I just saved would ever want to even brush off my dick under any circumstance
>>751897778
I've always found the whole "you'll find it when you aren't looking for it" thing to be paradoxical, at least in my case; if I'm not looking for it, I'm not going to be interested in it when it presents itself either...
>>751897594
> It's always fun as fuck to escape into your own thoughts and make a story
I honestly live for this... I love popping in some music and rocking out to a sick story in my head. For some reason being driven around while doing this makes it even more awesome. Maybe some sort of weird ASMR from the road noise and motion or something.
>>751897794
Same here, then I do the shower inner monologues as well where I pin point all of my friend's deepest insecurities just in case I ever get into a real fight with them lol
>>751897951
It is and is isn't, just like trying to force a joke I suppose. The whole point behind it is because you don't expect the punchline.
Mine just took me by complete surprise, like the odds of such a person intersecting my life at that particular time were so astronomical that I had to say something.
Turned out to be the best and worst decision I've made in my entire life.
Nope, I found her then lost her
That chapter is closed, I've accepted that
Now I get to live knowing that the only reason I'm with whoever I find myself with at the time is because she isn't in my life anymore
>>751898121
Haha, I think I'm to passive to care about fighting my friends. I've never done that part of it. But a lot of times I'll carry on arguments I've had in the past with my friends, re-clarify my position, and win them in my own head, then get pissed they were so dense and wrong :)
Not really. I've accepted that I'm incapable of being attractive to women and subsequently gave up trying years ago.
>>751898114
My fucking nigga, sometimes when I'm in the car with my best friend on a long journey I'll say I need a nap so I can lie back and pop the fuck into a story, as for the ASMR I'm not 100% sure what that is but I like to pop on headphones and play some relaxing ass white noise like this while i tell myself a story https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=jX6kn9_U8qk
>>751887611
nah, im just going to increase my chances of dying, eat bad food, smoke cigs, not caring about safety at work...ect