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Secrets / Vent / Advice thread
I am actually kinda happy, for once
So, basically The girl asked me to take her shooting.
Basically some guy came into work asking for dehumidifiers or something for his safe. I commented to her that my father has two use two methods with his gunsafe. She then asked if I own any and said that I should take her to a gun store some time. That was quickly refined to a range, as well, you can't shoot in the stores (which she was looking for)
Also, FWIW, she never mentioned any sorta things like meeting up to the other guys at work. Even though she talks to them a lot.
And also, she also said that we gotta meet up when she's done with the book I lent her to pick my brain. (The books only 250 pages, probably gonna be done by next week)
And another thing, she asked me last night what I was doing after work, and mentioned she was also free... Soooo Yea...
I am just so nervous about this, and what not. Also, I am not sure of the context of this? Is it a "date", a friendly hangout? or something in between?
Fuck so many questions now.
This is Anzu
i just switched jobs even though i liked my old one. have been in this new office for under a month and i dont like it. changed because of money. dont even know. everyone expects me to love this place but its boring as fuck and the people eat at their desk. like what the fuck how fucking depressing of an environment is that
my cars van tried to mother my friend in the back mom
bump
I finally had sex after three years of blowjobs!!!
We never told anyone, all of our friends just assumed we were having normal sex, so there were a lot of times i had to just nod my head and smile when i was talking with the boiz. God it's great, now we can do actual sex positions
i fucked my cousin when i was 13
>>751690441
why didnt you before
I abuse my younger sister, and im gonna fuck her eventually.
I dont have a birth certificate, SSN, or any documentation of any kind. I also have a 4th grade education.
>>751689253
I was sexually abused for years and nobody knows except me and my abuser.
>>751690793
Why not?
i took pictures from my sisters laptop and i fap to them regularly. no, i will not share. I am just confessing that i have them
>>751689253
My mom jerked and sucked me off from the age of ~12-15. I moved out at 16, and didn't have any close contact to her for around 4-5 years. We started talking again when I was in my early twenties, just ignoring it, like it never happened, And still do to this day, late 20's now. I love my mother, but I'm... confused? as to why today. At the time I was confused as well, but cared little, as to what felt "good" at the time.
>>751691096
Quit larping
>>751691368
I get that it's some "dream scenario" for some (You). Not all it's cracked up to.
>>751689435
Most people have lives outside of work and don't rely in their jobs forcing people to be their friends for social contact.
Your workplace sounds ideal and full of well adjusted human beings.
>>751691496
OK go on ahead and tell us how this all started m8
Be 9year old fag
Baby sat by another fag, tall red head
Tells me he wants to show me something
Takes me out back my house kiss me, tell me he wants to show me what sex is
Take me inside to fuck me
9y/old ass too tight
Makes me suck his dick
Enjoy it claiming myself as gay
>>One year later
Continue sucking his dick whenever he's baby sitting me
He starts to try to fuck me, one day I let him
He slides his 9in ginger cock in my ass
Hard as diamonds and reviece my first pre-pubescebt orgasm
Fucks me Everytime he's over all over the house and I'd get jealous when he watches porn and I tell him to use me
Tells me he's not attracted to me , but just uses me as a cum dump
Feelings hurt, but I still want the dick
Continues being his sex toy for about 6 years until he moves away, me literally crying because I had my first pedo-shota break up.
Pretty sure my parents knew about it because they'd call him out on it but kept going on but did nothing about it
Still dream about sucking his dick and him fucking me, best dick to this day (probably because I was so tight)
Shit fucked me up mentally because I like girls before this all happened, had a little girlfriend and remember humping pictures of Brittany Spears. Now I'm struggling to identify as gay or bi, still never had sex with a woman and tell myself I might be straight and get disgusting and ashamed with myself after I cum to gay porn yet I can't get hard to the sight of a vagina alone. Still love women's beauty but too fucked up to get sexually attracted to women
10 years later my best friend of 7 years wants me to have sex with her because she's horny and wants me to explore my sexual identity. I want to try it with a girl but I'm too much of a pussy to fuck my best friend and people already think were dating.
What should I do /b send some advice
>>751690960
Who abused you, and what did they do
>>751691927
Does she know about this stuff? If so, do it; she'll most likely understand if something goes wrong.
>>751691496
Whats so wrong about it. She can wipe your ass when you were little but suck you peepee and its horrible? It felt good, you love her, i dont see the issue. I had female cousin and sister have sex with me as a kid. Never spoke about it after it stopped but to me those were fond memories of sharing love. plus it felt incredible. Dont think ive ever had sex feel as good as with my sister
>>751691873
I'm good. Just wanted to vent.
>>751692082
My father. Started having sex with me when I was 11.
>>751692095
She knows i had a trouble past, I don't remember if I told her I was molested but I never told anyone about it in person but she'd understand and relate bc she that type of person
>>751689253
Everyones got secrets but sometimes you get caught
so if it's just between us my silence can be bought
>>751691927
it might help if yo just realize sex is and attraction can change. In roman times it was fine to fuck a gay. It was only gay if you were the one being fucked as it was a submission/dominance thing. in ancient greece it was standard for older men to have boy lovers. Just do what feels good and avoid labels. If you want pussy one day and cock the next who gives a shit. all sex and attraction are subjective and based on experiences weve had. Why do you think there are so many fetishes?
>>751692147
A pure sign of larping
>>751692126
I'm not saying it was horrible. At that age I certainly had a mind of my own. A clear defintion of what is wrong, and what is right. I actively sought out sexual favors from her, once it began. i'm confused as to why, yeah why?! to begin with. Not brought it up with my siblings, but I do wonder if they've experienced the same. The reasoning in her head, as well as in mind, is just something that's fucking me over. I just wanna understand, on some level. Sure, ask her, flat out. Don't have the balls to be honest. It would feel so messed up after all these years pretending like nothing.
when Inwas in the Navy me and my buddies would go to Thailand and get a prostitute and take turns fucking them. once we could not find a nice lady so we found this retarded boy and brought him back to the room. about 5 minutes into it he started getting angry and yelling at us and making all sorts of weird noises. i think to act tough and get us to stop. this just egged us on that much more and we just spent the night railing this retarded angry thai boy
How do you in a non r9k manner respond to a chick who takes a rather long time responding to your messages in a conversation
>inb4 drop her
I know I should, just giving benefit of the doubt
>>751692606
True, it's just hard for me to get hard around a girl and I've only had sex with guys and I'm 19 now an I wanna get pussy before I regret it
Every often I feel like I want to scream loudly for no reason
I feel something deep inside my chest that wants to go out and I start talking with myself when no one's around
When I'm home alone I start hitting the walls and laughing like an idiot
I don't really know what the fuck is wrong with me but I don't want to tell my family
i want to break up with my gf but i dont know how. i'm not physically attracted to her, she's amazing as a person but i can't get over the physical part.
i'm scared if i break up with her she will go off the deep end, she is already slightly unstable/depressed.
wat do
>>751692847
get a girl thats wiling to help and be patient or if safe fine a prostitute that seems more on the nurturing side. This is rarer but there so women who perform as sex therapist that will take the time and ease you into
>>751693151
oh hey its me
>>751692878
I literally do the same thing no lie, I always y'all to myself in work around people and I just tell them, but no one has really seen me do the shit you do! When I'm in my car I constantly soak in a language I made up (mixture of Russian and Japanese to try and explain it lol) and always laugh like characters from videos games, Katarina and junkrat being my favorite to recreate. Honestly all I gotta say to you is allot of people do it but don't admit it and it might be slightly autism because sometimes I think I'm slightly autistic because I do these noises, laughs and conversations with myself. I always find myself having two different voices or people when I talk to myself in my head like I'll say
> "Anon you really need to start caring about your friends and be more social" -a
>"But they should care more about me, they never message me and only call me when they need something, fuck them" -b
>"True but we should just act happy and be fake for friendship" -a
I literally call myself "we" at times. I may be crazier than you so don't worry anon
We have been in a 8+month long relationship. Currently living a mid-distance apart.
The girl has progressively spoke less and less to me over the past month.
Nothing she's actually said has indicated any change, just the frequency she's been talking, currently will not reply or take calls.
Mistakes I know I have made/am making: Went into this knowing she has bpd and a whole host of other issues, so "Sticking my dick in crazy" Check, "Falling deeply in love with crazy" Check.
Basically, what do I fucking do. I can't move on without closure. I can't get closure or resume the relationship if she won't talk. I'm a fucking wreck at the moment.
How do you deal with onitis?
I'm not gay and I don't like trannies but I love lurking in trap threads. I just like to cringe at the comments where they treat a tranny like a real girl.
>>751689253
I used to run an egalitarian blog on tumblr, then a radfem/femsup told me to delete it.
So I did, and I told her that she was why. It made her very happy.
>>751693257
Yea I've thought about getting a hooker because I don't have to be worried about pleasing her or get disgusted and push her away without hurting my friends feelings. I probably would got a hooker by now but I can't find any where I live, and I'd want one around my age 18-25 but thanks for the words of support
I have to study at the university
I have to study a fucking career that I don't like because what I like "doesn't make enough money"
I'm always stressed because my father is always like "You're the first in the family to go to an university", "I'm expecting great things from you"
for some fucking reason I can't get to study, even tho I know I have to
I feel that I'm not learning shit but somehow manage to pass the tests
Every fucking day my parents remind me that I'm the oldest son and I have to be an example for my brothers
I just don't know how to get over this, and I've been thinking on just killing myself to end this bullshit
>>751689253
I've tried to kill myself twice. The way things are going a third try might be coming up.
>>751693151
>>751693297
Oh hey it's me
>>751693307
dude. no fucking way
That's basically me. What the fuck
>>751689462
Damn you okay?
>>751693297
kek
>>751693529
Your literally 70% of all college student including myself my parents guilt tripped me into college and making me pay outta pocket for it, thankful they let me stay for free at their home but I hate school, I'm only going and getting my general studies to shut them up, I have no plans on going back and don't have any plans for the future, I'm glad they pushed me and I know it will pay off in the long road, but for you Anon I'd say struggle through it, and when you're done you'll look bad and realize it was cake work, now you'll be stacking money and you can cut your family off and live how you want to because you're a success college graduate
>>751689318
she wants to fuck you, maybe not immediately but she wants it. don't be nervous just be yourself, wait for the most romantic moment while your with her and just kiss her. see what she wants to do, and don't worry about labels like "date", that shit doesn't matter.
I can cart silent all the time. I open the hole slightly and tense it, letting the air flow out in a quiet stream. People often ask who farted. I just sit there silent looking around
>>751693730
I'm actually really.glad I found your post because just knowing there is one more person who does the same as me let's me believe I'm not crazy and makes me happy because I'm not alone haha
>>751692248
are you a guy or girl?
>>751694115
Nope, not even gonna answer, not derailing the thread again
>>751693529
very unique
I think I'm falling into depression again and feeling suicidal. It's been almost 4 years since I've been this way.
I own a large number of guns and am not sure if I should sell them or not.
I see guns as a tool. At this point, I don't think I would kill myself with them, but they no longer bring me joy.
Idk what to do you guys.
>>751690441
dude what the fuck. put it in her ass dry, 3 years of blowjobs is retarded
>>751690793
are you me?
>>751694190
>again
ah so you are the same one as before
how are you doing anon?
I'm into findom, but I'm a weirdo even among findom fetishists, since I just enjoy sending women money; I don't like the extortion or bdsm elements. I just wanna #givemymoneytowomen
>>751694239
I feel you Anon, I'd say look deep down into your soul and find something that bring you joy and do it
>>751693529
I'm sorry you can't run a professional anime blog, anon
>>751694111
dude I was scared for a moment but finally, someone who knows what I feel
>>751694534
anime blog? egh fuck no, I hate anything related to anime and weebs
>>751694411
Eh. About the same. Not great.
I posted that awhile ago though, you sure I'm the one you're thinking of?
I'm a 41 year old virgin. Well, that's not really a secret. If you met me it would be painfully obvious.
>>751694629
I lurk these threads a lot, pretty sure I remember you.
>>751694558
Magic of 4chan haha, if you don't mind what state you live in?
>>751694769
I see. Well, yeah, as I said, doing okay I guess.
>>751694616
Only a week would
>>751694616
>>>751694534
>anime blog? egh fuck no, I hate anything related to anime and weebs
Only a anime weeb would say they hate anime
>>751694743
Post a picture
>>751693635
you... probably shouldn't? i dunno, never tried but i think about it a lot myself. it sucks dude
>live with gf
>not attracted to her anymore
>have fairly serious health issues that affect daily life, make it hard to go out and be normal
>she puts up with me
I just dont know what to do. I'm afraid no one else will ever put up with me and I'll be alone forever
>>751694783
pretty nice but, I'm not from united states mate, sorry
>>751689253
Don't have to advise, just talking out loud.
nearly 2y gf cheated, we broke up. I kept her shit and will throw it out soon.
Fucked an old old friend from like 2011-12 and we got on really well generally back then - she's perfect like generally, if a bit young and naive.
I've never lived with a girl, and the ex and I were looking into doing that before all the shit.
Her mum is fine with it really, and she really wants to come so bad, because where she is, is in the middle of nowhere and shit for work.
I wanna let her move in and grow as a person, and us together - but at the same time, if it goes wrong then I'll just be pushing her back onto her mum, which is shit, but sometimes things don't work.
She fucks like nothing I've ever seen before. Even back then when we were young it was fucking wild.
>>751694874
Just tell her your thankful to her and ask her if their is anything you can do to repay her for her loyalty and generosity, just don't forget she's not doing it because she has to, she's doing it because she wants to just keep loving her and showing her respect and you should be fine anon
>>751694845
oh fuck off you weebshit, take your pink haired bitch and go back to your basement
>>751694083
I guess, shes probably kinda interested in me as something more. I guess ill just roll with it
>>751694872
Well, surviving twice sucked. Now I'm under constant surveillance. Try #3 is gonna be hard.
>>751694928
We'd be good friends lol come to America we got guns and racism
Me and my (overweight) girlfriends favorite sexual activity is her sitting on my face.
I'm trying to steadily make her into the idea of doing it until I pass out.
>>751694871
Fuck. No. I like my anonymity very much. I'm a dude, so no tits.
>>751694831
okay is a start but not great. shit not the best right now?
>>751691927
I think its a bad idea to fuck your friend like that - they really wanna help you out, but it'll make things awkward down the line.
If you want to pursue women then go and try and date lots of different people.
Meeting peoples hard, so you just gotta cast a wide net and speak to everyone. It's good to hear about peoples experience's to your problems - very therapeutic to tell a stranger.
>>751695019
Sadly I'm not a weeb, but according to your post at least I got a girlfriend faggot.
>>751695127
No...having flashbacks and stuff. Again. Sucks. Can't really see anybody about it.
>>751695121
I wanna see how ugly you are
God, I miss her.
>>751695221
honestly, I'd rather die alone, the country I live in is a complete mess and briging more children to it would be a mistake, but have fun with your girl then
>>751695213
Right and that's what I feel, but she said she let me explore her pussy with finger and mouth but told her I can't fuck her bc I don't it would be healthy for our frisndship
ride my face
>bought an old pc from a super qt friend a month ago
>said i wanted it for htpc, really to hunt for some nudes
>found them but cant recover
>cant stop scheming on how to get them from her new pc
feels creepy man, i want to see her take some dick but i dont know if going to this level of creep in the process is worth it
>>751695084
Heh, I would if I could, anyway have a good night man, it's almost 11 pm here
>>751693635
smoke a joint, tell a friend, play guitar , go for a walk.
Do something. Anything.
>>751689253
My wife did a few nude photoshoots recently. Not sure how I feel about it.
>>751695496
Someone already knows and it's hard enough. And yeah, I do try and distract myself from shit.
>>751695049
all the more reason not to try i think. sell everything you own and fly somewhere nice to hang out for a few days. if you still want to do it then at least you can do it in a nice place
>>751695501
post links
>>751695501
Story? Is she a model or what?
Male here, started getting random lust for cock. Frequently crossdress lingerie under my clothes, own dildos, etc. Not attracted to males, just the cock itself. I have a gf, she doesn't know. But I still like women. Rip me
>>751695333
While your trips are very impressive, I must refuse. One, I don't keep a picture of myself on my rig. And B, this is how article on ED start.
>>751695437
Unless she wants to date you?
Personally, to keep things simple you either would, or wouldn't.
But eat da pussy man, its great.
>>751695598
Nah she won't let me leave, she knows the score. She'd follow or just go straight to police or something.
calling it quits. bye b/ros
>>751693311
Anyone?
>>751695557
Only person that matters is you.
Stay strong my g.
>>751689253
>be in high school
>hate it, people treat me like shit
>can't wait to graduate and go to college
>fanatize about how great college will be and how many friends I'll make
>start college
>fanatize about killing myself and those two good moments I had in high school
It never gets better. You may think eating lunch in the bathrooms or having no friends is bad now, but trust me, it gets so much worse. I hope you underage posters take this to heart. It never gets better so enjoy it while you still can.
>>751690664
More?
>>751695752
Thanks bro. I'm trying.
This site fucked me up I was naive coming here aand it poisoned me and made me emotionally and socially retarded I'm also very very insecure about my penis size and how it looks I've only ever let one girl see it and I was drunk and she was fat , I conversate with women when I'm drunk or on MDMA but when it comes to action time my anxiety nopes me the fuck out
Just to rub salt in the wound I'm currently in love with a girl I'm almost 100% sure doesnt like me
>>751695501
Pics?
>>751695675
well, damn. im kind of sorry to hear that but kind of not sorry at the same time tbh. i guess im with >>751695496, try to find something that makes living suck less and fucking run with it
>>751693311
I feel bad for you. You're stuck, man.
>>751689253
I'm done with my job, always alone, completely broke, and it sucks
>>751689318
Cool time at range and a nice meal with a chance for alcohol, see what happens, and have a couple drinks, too damn nervous
>>751691927
Hey man that's deep, I'm sorry you were so abused like that. You should safely experiment with your friend not because free pussy but because you were robbed of making a sexual preferential choice yourself.
You can't always help what turns you on or gets you off pleasure is hard wired into the brain you do what your body knows gets you the feeling you want.
Just give it a chance and see for yourself it's better to have tried and hated it than have never tried at all plus take it from me pussy is great!
>>751695837
Yeah, that's what I'm trying to do. Well, that and finding a way to get it done with she won't find out about. But even then, I don't want her feeling guilty. I dunno. It's fucked.
>>751689462
Me too, but my fingers were uncled
I'm an empty shell; a vacant vessel of my former self. Almost fully reliant on alcohol and cocaine so I can feel like somebody again. If it will be the end of me, so be it. The funny part is I try to push myself to the limit, almost as if I'm subconsciously trying to kill myself. Whatever happens happens. Saying my death as a result of my devilish lifestyle would be the highlight of my adult life would be an understatement.
I spent all afternoon staring into the beautiful eyes of a pretty girl. We mostly talked and I loved every moment of it. Now I am at home, with my wife, and I can't stop thinking about the pretty girl from earlier.
>>751696133
>she
family or relationship? if its the former then i feel you, if its the latter then she can get gone if she isnt helping you
>>751691801
Still though, work place friends aren't abnormal
>>751696383
The former. She's my sister. She found me after the second attempt, now lives with me and has made it her life mission or something to help me. I'm a piece of shit, I don't deserve her.
>>751695838
Seems that way. Worst part is it could literally be any reason. She could be cheating, right the way up to thinking she's doing me a favor by cutting contact. She'd actually done wonders for me, bringing me out my shell and such, and maybe that would have stuck if it were a clean break (if she even wants a break) but this limbo is just fucking torture.
>>751695995
Yea, but ehh, I don't think I would drink really, as were basically gonna have to drive quite far to do this. Also, I would need to find a vegan place for her...
>>751694874
Set the bar too high and you'll be alone for the rest of your life, stay with her.
>>751695611
Don't have any links to share.
>>751695618
She's a art graduate and recently she's been doing some modeling. A few months ago one of her friends was able to hook her up with some one who needed a model for some sort of art photography project. Recently he started asking her if she would be interested in doing a few nude photography for his latest project. She told me about it and despite not really wanting her to do it, I ended up letting her try because the pay was better and she really wanted the job as a way to cement her modelling career.
>>751695832
>>751693635
only thing that works: don't be alone.
>>751696133
If you was south UK, I'd let you smoke a joint over a whisky.
When I get really stuck in situations, I write it down. Usually I write 4 or 5 pages if I'm really pissed. Then digest the words over a couple days and bin it.
>>751695817
Pt 2 some backstory I was raped by my own cousin for 2 years fucked my life up clinically ddepressed severe GAD but they won't medicate me because I was addicted to benzos before and prescribing me would be "neglecting a duty of care" or some bs,
>>751691001
details on sister?
>>751692693
Damn, dude that's some fucked up, but funny shit. Let's be real about it, he got what he deserved.
>>751696615
You know those models end up fucking the photographers to get ahead right? Like, guarenteed result. Beace yourself.
>>751696690
Thanks man. I'll try the writing thing, can't hurt. Cheers.
>>751693151
I married that, thankfully she crazied somewhere else after a while, it was a bad decision, well really, lack of a good one
>>751689253
If your struggling with life and really need help getting you life to makes sense again, you should really give a call to your local representative about keeping Net Neutrality alive.
If you don't the big ISP companies will take away your secret threads and you will be doomed to suffer a forever secret that will rot you from the inside out.
My ex wife won custody of my son. She's pinned our family against me and spewed lies so she could have him. I don't see myself ever knowing him in the future due to her mission to soil my name and take away everything I've ever loved. I've got my 45 sitting on the end of my bed with a single bullet in the chamber.
>>751690664
Don't, you'll get caught eventually and thrown in jail
>>751690664
reported. enjoy getting v&
>>751696615
i thought you said she did nude photography too?
>>751690664
It'll all catch up to you one day. In the worst way you can imagine.
I'm half Chinese and I work in a computer store run by Chinese pure bloods.
I've seen all the shady shit they pull on the locals to leech more money from them.
> Watch Chinese manager quote a GPU at $120.00 to customer.
> They walk back to counter and she scans it in at $150.00.
> She tells customer that they misheard the original quoted price.
> Sells and sends $400.00 iPhone memory bank to customer.
> $400.00 iPhone memory bank turns out to be incompatible and it's the fault of the listed specifications on the store website.
> Chinese manager refuses to accept responsibility and passes customer on to me to use my "english" to make customer go away.
> Customer takes manager to Department of Fair Trading.
> Manager claims langauge barrier resulted in "misunderstanding".
> I help elderly woman with laptop issue.
> Turns out she accidentally locked the track pad and pressed F11 in her internet browser.
> Fix takes 5 minutes to figure out.
> Chinese manager charges her $20.00.
> Build computer for customer.
> Put extra parts (e.g. HDD trays & PSU cables) in motherboard box for customer to take home with new computer.
> Find out later that manager took extra parts and stored them in back room.
> Customer returns to get missing parts.
> I hand over missing HDD trays to customer.
> Manager tells him it'll be $10.00 per tray.
>>751693730
Soon you'll have long threads of discussion you find insanely interesting and at the bottom it will day 1 poster....... que music
I feel like I'm too clingy sometimes and get attached to relationships. It sucks because I shoot myself in the foot so often and it's driving me insane. How the fuck do I calm down
>>751697289
Fucking chinks. At the end of the day you're basically just yellow jews.
>>751696528
you aren't a piece of shit, you're just broken like the rest of us are dude. no shame in that, this world does its best to break people every second of every minute of every day.
i wish i knew what to say to you to help, or to make it easier, because i need someone to say it to me too.
>>751697466
The greed stack is
Indians > chinese > jews
>>751697573
anon have a great day tomorrow. mines going to suck anyway so I don't need it
>>751696788
I would be lying if I said this didn't cross my mind. I trust her but at the same time I'm worried. Maybe I'm just insecure, who knows.
>>751697173
There is but I don't think I should share those.
>>751697573
Thanks. I appreciate the thought. Maybe she'll get through to me over time. Who knows, right?
>>751697925
I'm just saying...if half the things I've heard about the modelling industry are true, she'll at least be propositioned. Look at Terry Richardson. Those guys get away with murder.
>>751697031
Use it on her
So i was dating this girl when i went home to california (milfag), we were hanging out mostly during those three weeks.
She didn't fucking put out, i confronted her wtf did she want from me and why are we even doing this.
she didn't know because she wasn't sure if i was gonna come back home for good.
i was getting pretty frustrated with the time i wasted but, i kept going and hung out with her thinking maybe this would be it. because i was getting those signals and shit so i went with it. I was liking it but i wanted some pussy lets be fucking honest.
Honestly i kind of got a rush from the chase, i'm having to work for it so it was cool. but i had to get over that delusion.
on my last day with her we made out and shit and we agreed to make this work the next time i see her so we can actually have a relationship without the distance.
She got really sentimental that last night, she was telling me all of these things how comfortable and secure she felt being around me. she went on more how im so different from most of her peers and other losers that shes surrounded with.
I was just being laid back and relaxed, my usual self. it was pretty cool I actually enjoyed it im still talking to her and its to the point like, whoah shes really really really
into me.
I never had a serous relationship, im 24 now, but im not stupid with this shit so im aware how these things can come and go like it was nothing.
but i cant get too invested, girls are fickle and im prepared to lose since they can move on to other losers like nothing. Ive been around the world and met tons of other women its a huge world so that put me into check.
If everything goes the way we both hope for then theres a good chance we can have something together. But i have to come to grips that anything can happen between the time i get back home
>>751692878
I quite often make sounds to myself. Like a "hm" kind of noise. It randomly comes to me but I feel like I HAVE to do it.
It's not tourettes but I think it works in the same way that I have a "tick"
In short, you're not alone
>>751694929
Chances are the new girl won't get her shit together if you give her a free ride man. Just split up with my girl that I raised out of highschool, young, beautiful and she was full of life. Almost six years later and the naive never went away.. Booty is still out of this world but it just isn't enough anymore. Trust me when I tell you to run the first time the writing is on the wall..
>>751697925
dude come on and post the nudes. its not like other guys haven't seen her naked already
>>751697925
what does she do in the nude poses? how visible is her pussy?
>>751696615
I'm sure the photographer is jerking off to them now...
>>751697289
Any more stories of them?
>>751696337
/b/ro, are we the same person? That was me my sophomore year of highschool.
>>751697925
From my limited experience of having a photographer father who's done nude shoots. "Nude" can really vary. All the one's hes done have been very tasteful/artistic, and it's always been the model leading the shoot if that makes sense. Though there was no money involved, just for promotion/practice, so this could be different. My main concern in your shoes would be exactly how explicit and what tone the photos would be. And if she's chosen to do it, as opposed to being coerced, not much can be done really on your end, just keep an eye out.
The only thing I enjoy doing anymore is singing but I'm absolutely terrible at it. I want to make a career out of music but my depression stops me from releasing anything. Also I'm just so afraid of being told I'm terrible. Probs just going to off myself
i love stuffing things inside my dick. i also love the burning sensation of filling my urethra with rubbing alcohol or liquid oragel
>>751697741
lol, thanks
>>751698062
i hope so, for both of you. keep trying dude, im going to do the same
>>751699076
Have you tried using tiger balm as lube to jerk off with? I like that. It's a good pain.
>>751699011
soundcloud. post some shit and if you suck then a bunch of strangers on the internet will let you know. even if you do, if you enjoy singing then fuck everyone else and keep doing it anyway. this world is a fucking vampire, dont let it eat away your soul
>>751697031
Mom did the same shit to my dad dude. Her mom (my grandma) had her hooked on drugs and my mom was gonna marry my dad to get him to buy a house so she could divorce him, and take his house. I only found out about it because my dad died a few years back and I found the cassette tapes with his things of the phone calls he'd record. The talked about this shit on the phone because my mom was out of state for school and met my dad there. Power through dude. It's so fucking hard to trust my mother and my grandmother right now. It's like everything I knew was fucking shattered.
I don't seed my torrents
Posted pictures of a bunch of female friends on a porn forum for people to Photoshop into fake porn. Also have gay fantasy of being gangbanged and posted pictures in a WWYD thread where I wrote things about rape above their pictures in response to the posts above mine. They found out somehow and accused me of threatening to rape them and I got charged with a bunch of stuff. I didn't threaten anyone. What I wrote about rape wasn't even directed at the people whose pictures I posted and I think they knew that which is why so many of them lied to the police. One of them claimed that I wrote her a letter when she was living in England but she didn't respond because we were never friends. She responded and I kept the letter and gave it to my lawyer who laughed. I have another letter from her too that she wrote for me when I was hospital in 2013. Caught so many of them in lies but it's not going to trial because I am in mental health court. All charges get dropped in June assuming I follow court orders. Today is the 1 year anniversary of them finding out and I'm still really sad about ruining my friendship with one of them. Literally all the disgusting things I wrote were directed towards myself as a reflection of my own gay fantasy. I miss Ashley so much.
>>751695765
get over yourself, put yourself out there. you probably had like 3 or 4 bad instances and you just gave up on making friends. go join some clubs and talk to people in classes. i'm sick of this "i'm so depressed and there is nothing i can do." try and help yourself man, fuck.
>>751689253
I shit in my back yard once
>>751698137
I agree with you but if our relationship means anything to her then I'll know she'll refuse the proposition. If she doesn't, well I guess I made a mistake in marrying her in the first place.
>>751698474
I'll share one and that's it.
>>751698503
She just poses in different positions and different settings. Depending on what he's trying to capture it could be very revealing or not at all.
>>751698570
As much as I don't want him too, you're probably right.
>>751699005
Thanks for the advice. I feel like most of the photos he takes are artistic but they're still very explicit at the same time. I just don't want to impose on her decision since I know she really wanted to do this and that she's been hard to achieve her goal. Still, I can't help but feel a bit concerned.
I'm currently stalking a girl who broke up with me very recently I found out where her new fuck toy lives and I'm debating a break and entry to either break his legs or beat him half to death
>>751699519
well fuuuuuuuuck you
i molested a bunch of my cousins when i was younger
>>751699728
More, you beautiful bastard. We'll ease you into the idea of men looking at her naked body.
>>751689253
Today I fucked my girl twice, cuddled, went out for a drink with her and had a great time, probably best day of the year apart from our anniversary. I just wanted to share that with you, I feel happy
>>751699916
Reading this upsets me, but all the best man, glad you made it.
>>751699916
I think I might be a bitter cunt cause this kinda annoyed me
>>751697440
would you call yourself dom or sub? if sub, there are options open
>>751699587
I'm not talking about being a friendless loser. I'm talking about being stuck at an institution I hate for the next 3 1/2 years on top of not being able to afford to eat most nights.
God, I wish my biggest problem was having no fucking friends.
>>751699872
Yeah... Not going to happen.
>>751700860
Okay, a few non nude ones then? She's really good looking.
I am going to murder my grandfather's Akita when he dies because it is annoying to maintain.
>>751701075
Jesus man, just leave it at a shelter...
>>751691801
>spend majority of your life at work
>hurr work isnt like your life or anything
>>751699728
Damn she has a nice bush
>>751701075
Kill yourself instead. Harming another being makes you garbage and you really should just take your own life.
>>751701353
I plan to do that as well eventually, don't worry, anon.
I want my gf fucked by some big cock hung guys while I watch
>>751701054
Maybe but I'll have to find them.
>>751690441
madlad
>>751701759
We'd appreciate it anon. All jokes aside, that's a good looking wife you've got there. I can see why she'd want to model.
>>751697069
Pussy
>>751697289
>>751698691
[Continued]
Chinese manager has backwards logic when it comes to taking responsibility for mistakes:
> According to her she's not at fault if she gives and incorrect order to an employee.
> Whoever carried out her instructed directions is the one at fault because in the end they were the ones who did it.
> She gives a bunch of activation keys to an different half-caste employee to email to a customer.
> Turns out the keys she gave to hime had already been sold last year.
> Lectures him about "sleeping in the head" and tasks him with apologising and rectifying the mistake.
> Has me as the only staff member on duty during the busy season.
> She goes to Chinese restuarants with her parents and uncle during work hours.
> Returns at the end of the day to chastise me for not dispatching all the goods and replying to all the emails.
> Next day I come in and dsconnect all the telephones.
> Manage to send out 80+ packages, reply to all emails and serve walk-in customers.
> Reconnect telephones at end of the day.
> Come in next day and see manager having mental breakdown from all the angry calls coming in.
She decides to hire some more employees to work with me:
> Hires one Indian and one Chinese.
> I realize pretty quick they got hired based on low wage instead of skill.
> Indian worker tasked with straightening pin in intel LGA socket.
> Proceeds to pull every single pin straight so it looks like a minature golden wheat field.
> Chinese worker repeatedly uses wrong screws and standoffs for motherboard installation.
> Motherboard stuck permanently inside the chassis.
> CPU cooler installed incorrectly causing broken cooler install pins.
> Find out CPU wasn't even installed.
> Chinese worker get fired.
> Indian worker misses a week without notice and then comes in asking when his paycheck's coming.
>>751701423
So just do it and leave the animal alone you miserable edgy sadsack cunt
>>751691096
sounds great
a few weeks ago I posted about meeting someone online but being too freaked out to meet up in person
we met up Friday night at a love hotel and it was fantastic
>>751699916
that's awesome!
>>751702214
The animal deserves to be put down anyway, it killed my neighbours dog who was the only friend to an innocent old man.
>>751702750
Japan? Where else has love hotels?
I forced my my dog to eat my cum.
>>751702037
What a shitshow lol
>>751703159
I'm in the US, and the place wasn't called a love hotel explicitly but that's what it was
>>751701257
>>751701891
It's your lucky day because I can't seem to find any of her other non-nudes photos right now so here's one last nude.
>>751702037
mor?
>>751703551
Thanks anon. You're good people. Anything else you're willing to share would be great.
Have you talked about maybe being there with her fo nude shoots? Tell her you just find it hot, tell her the truth that you're uncomfortable, whatever you wants. But being part of it could ease your worries.
>>751699728
Photographer here. If that is your wife, consider yourself lucky. Beautiful woman, beautiful photo. Well done. Just appreciate it. The majority of serious photographers just want to get the image, not the model. And not the reputation of being a creep.
That said, considering the thread topic, I confess that I'm in lust with a young model friend of mine. She is undoubtedly the hottest female in the history of human existence. Just signed by a New York based international fashion model management agency that I introduced her to. And she is 15.
>>751703965
Ok you have to show us pics now, don't tease us like that.
>>751703965
thats a bold claim, best to post some pics for evidence ;)
>>751697173
"cement her modeling career"
kek
>>751702750
I remember that one anon, glad it worked out for you.
this love hotel shit reminds me of my weebtard ex
>>751695319
yeah that's not fun. no chance of actually talking to a therapist?
>>751702037
>>751703568
[Continued]
> Indian worker gets fired.
> Manager has her Chinese husband come in to fix the chaos and damages caused by Tweedledum and Tweedledee.
> Manager's husband turns out to be the business owner.
> Store owner takes over part of the customer order sipatch process for me.
> Customer orders HDMI to DVI cable.
> Store manager gets HDMI cable and puts a DVI adapter on the end.
> Tells me it's fine. "You not have to tell customer", "is same thing that they order".
> Customer gets cable.
> nothappyjan.wav
> Have made a habit of opening products that aren't sealed to make sure they are complete before sending to customer.
> Store manager sees this and says I am wasting time.
> Says if it's wrong or incomplete then ask the customer to return it.
> Store policy requires customers pay for return shipping.
> Find lost cat hiding in staff room.
> Tell store owner to keep door closed while I call owners.
> Owners arrive but cat is missing.
> Store manager opened door to let in fresh air.
> Store manager decides to perform roof repaires instead of getting contracter.
> Next week it rains for 7 days straight in our area
> Ceiling collapses and waterfall gets 3x laptops in for repair.
> Manager and store owner leave laptops in rice for 3 days.
> Gives laptops back to customers and say couldn't fix them, but as a plus there is no service charge.
>>751705262
thanks!
I got married this summer in another country. Happy as fuck. Haven't told my exes so I can still get money from them when I need it. One dude sent me a 10k check lmao
Love my husband. But I can't stop manipulating people and lying. Too much fun.
bump
>>751706022
this your new b8posting dude? haven't seen it before
Recently started cutting but I can’t decide if it’s for attention or not, which makes me feel worse. This then leads to more cutting, and the cycle continues
I found out one of the girls I live with at uni had a crush on me, so I started flirting with her quite a bit and this escalated in to me kissing her at another housemates birthday drinks. Things seemed to be going well and I've gotten emotional attached to her, when I moved things on to have sex she told me she had just gotten out of a relationship and only wanted a casual relationship, at this point I fucked up and told her I wanted a relationship and left.
We then didn't see each other for a while, due to uni workload etc, and her parents came to stay. After she went out for a meal with them she messaged me saying how her parents told her she keeps talking about me a lot. I took this a sign that things were still on and started flirting with her again and got back into a position to have sex with her. At this point she rejected me again on the grounds that 'she would hurt me,' this has become a theme, and she rejected me a further time all be it while still giving me encouraging signs, such as deleting tinder and being much more touchy feely.
Then one day I came home and she was asking me how my day was, and I told her about one of my friends DJing at a techno event, she doesn't like techno but she decided to invite herself along. When we went home she followed me into my room and started making out. Then she told me she felt uncomfortable as she would end up hurting me and left. By this point I am extremely sexualy frustrated.
About 3 and half hours ago she came home from a night out with the girls, she didn't seem drunk but probably was, and invited me into her room. We started making out but it nautrally descended into the typical 'im uncomfortable situation'.
I kinda realise it never gonna happen but I'm pissed of that due to something I said earlier. Can this be saved or should I cold shoulder her and concentrate on my studies?
>>751705784
[Continued]
> Manager hires another Indian and Chinese worker.
> Turns out to be another case of no skill for less money.
> Chinese worker already gets money from mother back in China
> Says he needs job to pay for special grass imported in from Sweden for his rabbit hutch.
> Walks around the store like he's trying to moonwalk forwards
> Chinese gets put on telephone duty
> Walks so slowly that by the time he gives you the phone the customer has already hung up.
> Indian gets put on order dispatch.
> Show him the process.
> He says he understands and then leaves for the day.
> Next week I come in and it's chaos again.
> Turns out he just randomly selected customer orders and then randomly selected and item to send.
> Every order he processed has my name signed on the bottom.
> Ask him when he comes in why he sent the wrong items
> Says he can't remember what he sent.
> Why he signed my name on each order as the dispatch handler.
> "Because that's what you did when you showed me".
> Indian gets fired next week because he replied to every customer email with the managers personel mobile number.
> Chinese worker leaves because "there's too much work and not enough downtime".
> Strong wind blows roof turbine vent from roof and onto road below.
> Turns out store managers shitty roof repaires were responsible.
Pretty much all the bullshit I can think of at this point.
Besides that time the store owner used customer computers as bitcoin miners whilst they were in for repair.
checked
>>751706489
>can’t decide if it’s for attention or not
do you secretly hope somebody will find out? do you get careless about whether its seen or use obvious ways to hide it? if you knew there was no chance somebody ever found out, would you get the same relief from doing it?
>>751706489
>I cut myself
I don't mean to be rude (I know, on fucking 4chan), but I just can't wrap my head around cutting. I can understand drinking, smoking, drugs, and other self destructive actions as a coping mechanism. Fuck I even tried it once when I was miserable and doing drugs and shit in high school and It made me feel no different. What urges you to do it?
>>751689253
i wish i could control things telepathically with my mind and i try so hard but i just fucking cant
>>751689253
I often fuck with the gf of my friend. Tits related
>>751706311
Wish I was trolling. I'm a flamboyant piece of shit. Best part is, my husband would probably forgive me if he found out.
>>751689336
fuck
>>751706944
I do it on my upper thigh like near my junk, I did it on my arm a few times but freaked the fuck out when someone noticed a few days after
>>751706975
I don’t even know why I do it, I only ever do it when I want to feel pain (idk why I get this need) i usually get the urge after this girl I’m talking to starts talking to me about wanting to screw a whole heap of guys that I’m sorta friends with
>>751693151
Wow. In done ...... ..... Ik it
>>751707352
yeah thats fine. I'd be ok with it if my wife was manipulating guys for cash on the side. sleeping with them would be a fucking big issue but just manipulating isn't a problem.
I had a side business doxing and blackmailing for a few years though so I may not represent the norm
>>751707584
I feel you dude. I've been essentially cucked by females I care about. People I don't have a chance in hell with or a chick I fuck around with and get attached to. Find yourself a bitch that cares about you that isn't a whore. You let that shit boil inside of you, and it'll manifest itself into some weird possessive shit. It'll hurt a lot at first but trust me, you'll pull through in the end.
>>751694874
being alone actually a good thing. you can focus on you and become independent. relationship for convenience are toxic. man up, fix your cons, invest in things that make you happy/money.
>>751696394
They should be a bonus, not a requirement for you to stay. A job should provide one of two things (And if you're very lucky it will provide both).
1) Satisfaction: the work you do should be stimulating enough that you are being rewarded in more ways than just a wage
2) Lifestyle: it should provide you with the income and time off for you to make the most out of life away from the job
If you hate your job because you don't have friends there you need a new career.
>secret
>planning on killing myself in a few weeks
>don't want my wife to know
My family legit cut me off after I told them I proposed to my girlfriend of 8 years just because she was Asian. Somali culture is fucking retarded
Been wanting to ask this qt cashier out. Have weird mental state where either I say fuckit and want to ask her when she isn't working, or I don't really know how to explain it but not/afraid too? (also do it with other shit but prefer not to get into that). Wut do?
>>751708579
Well I didn't correct what I was meaning to and got side tracked from choosing a picture like a fucking mongoloid. Not really sure how to explain the second part. Like I want to ask her but have weird mind set where there's a million reasons in my head why I shouldn't, if that makes sense.
>>751708579
If you don't work with her or aren't friendly/chatty I wouldn't, it would just make it awkward. She's probably just trying to be nice and get through the day
>>751690441
wtf what are you, 12?
started letting dad's dog fuck me when i was like 13, until he got hit by a car about a month ago. Sucked some old guy's dick off craigslist, and touched my cousin in his sleep since we were 14 but stopped.
>>751708573
did you propose to her just because she is asian, or are they mad that you proposed to her and she is asian?
>>751701075
Give that shit to me
>>751709051
They cut me off because she was Asian. They want nothing to do with me or our 4 year old. Pretty fucked situation
i consistently think about becoming a criminal or killing myself. pretty much daily. im 24, life is monotonous and i feel like it could be much more, maybe if i rob drug dealers or do some vigilante justice i'd feel better, but if i die in the process that would be okay too.
>be me, just turned 19
>got into a relationship at 17, just coming off drugs after a few years
>fuck some girl, childhood friend is jelly, she fucks me and we date
>ff to today, I'm unhappy and feel trapped. Secretly using again when I can. I get other girls Snapchats all the time
> I made a second Snapchat but I only find time to check it late at night or early morning
>I want to cheat on her or leave her or get strung out and run away but she's emotionally and financially dependent on me so I don t do it at all
>morality of the situation continues to weigh on me. Can't save money with her, can't have friends cause she has so much shit to do and I always have to come.
>I have no life
Wat do?
>>751709416
are her parents mad that she didnt marry a doctor (or are you a doctor?)? usually the asian parents have the ridiculous standards
>>751708802
Thanks mane.
Another question while I'm at it. Wut's a good way of meeting new people? Moved to current town few years ago and hardly ever visit old friends. I wouldn't say I'm a shut in or socially awkward or anything, just not many people in the area seem I don't know what fuck you would call but friendly/people I would like to be around?
>>751695817
blaming your issues on anything but yourself might make you feel better in the moment but you'll be setting yourself up for disaster. in the long run.
>>751709661
That shit is all about hobbies, I've scuba diver for 5 years now and when I moved to new city I used the scuba club as a way of meeting people. Also I've recently started jiu jitsu, and I've met people through that. Those are just some examples, bit find a hobby and hang out with people you like for there. Also try to be proactive, find things to do in the city and invite people you've met to them, people much prefer others who are fun and interesting
>>751709661
Also mean the last part on a day to day basis.
>>751709587
Try to set some goals together to try to improve each others lives/your own life. If shit doesn't go anywhere tell her you need to move on with your own.
I'm also terrible with advice so...
>>751709587
I'd tell you how but my advice would be horrible. Leave her and get a life. Within two weeks you will be less butthurt, do drugs when you want (but try not to) do whatever you want but get used to being alone. Get a dog, way better than a gf
>>751709654
Her parents were completely supportive of us. They were a second family to me
I owe people lots of money but instead of doing the right thing and trying to pay them back I just buy myself more stuff I don't really need. I hate myself for being such a selfish piece of shit, and on the other hand i'm not selfish enough to say fuck it all and an hero either.
>>751691096
green text that shit bro
>>751710048
Okay, thanks man. I'll try to broaden my horizons some.
>>751710376
that's good. do they live nearby, how often do get together?
>>751691927
fuck that pussy bro
I met a girl who is literally everything I'm looking for in a significant other. Has a degree in a relevant industry, amazing tits and face, super nerdy with the same damn hobbies and interests as me, and to top it all off she loves to put herself out there and party/drink just as much as I do. Thing is she's 21 (same age as me) and has had two accidental pregnancies, both times she gave up the kids to live in foster families. I'm not sure if this is supposed to bother me or not; does it really matter that she's made a few mistakes in her past as long as she's moved past them?
>>751710526
Me and my girlfriend have an apartment about 20 minutes away and I’m at their house more than my own. There mom is a really good listener and I cried for the first time in years the last time we talked which was three days ago. I’ve never met more wholesome people in my entire fucking life.>>751710476
>>751693311
>>751696566
I hate to say it, but she's probably cheating bro.
I dated a chick who was bipolar and also had ADHD.
Shit was amazing for months, even planned marriage.
Eventually it became hard to see each other because we lived about 40 miles apart.
Within 2 weeks she starts becoming distance, saying shit like we should take a break, she isn't ready for a relationship, etc.
Find out she's cheating on me, started 1 FUCKING WEEK after it became hard to see one another.
She told me she was trying to push me away it make it easier.
I'm not saying that's 100% whats going on in your case, but. The situation sounds all too familiar to me.
>>751689336
Actually, this is Anzu.
>>751703551
Shes gonna leave you for the 3rd nude photographer she starts fucking when she gets some coke and molly and money to blow.
>>751689336
>>751710758
Forgot pic.
>>751695817
>I conversate
You neglected to add to your list of ailments that you are a complete fucking moron.
I really wish I had a boyfriend who is into hot glue and degenerate shit like loli. I love watching guys jack off to degenerate shit and I hate that I lost my ex who was into that.
>>751690793
Where in Mexico were you born
>>751711055
pls be real
Being a pedophile is making me miserable, i cant feel loved by my familly at all, i can only thought they just love me because they dont know how i truly am
That was fine, some time ago but when depression striked (job related issues) turned my own existence upside down
I'm trying to live my life as correctly as i can but i live in constant paranoia that any time everyone will find out and i will be throw to jail
I'm feeling that I've reached the end of my rope. The final hump. I've let go of the knot. I'm tired. I don't even care what the ulterior purpose of this thread is. I can sit here and cycle through all of the cognizance, and that's just it. That's just all it is. I want to do it now, I want to stop. I have that power, I can drive the will to power my own lights out. Fuck me, I want off this ride. I want to lie down ever still. I want to rest. I've had enough. Greater men have come before me and done the same, and greater men will come after me and do the same. I don't care about that. I, I, this man. I want to stop. I don't want this. I never wanted any of this.
But like a dumb animal, I wait, and later still I forget. And I bumble and operate as if nothing happened. It's all a sick joke. I'm alone, no matter what I do. I'm sick of the joke. Every day I get closer to the care to simply not. Every day, I stray further from the imagined light. I dare. I test fate. I tempt it. I jam my hand in its jaws. Nothing. The natural consequence of my being couldn't swallow me fast enough. And I will never be free of this existential anguish so long as I am so put together, and for some inconsolable reason, I never find it to be that I fall apart. I will never be able to know that state of being, I cannot relish that moment. Damn every last bit of it. I don't care what I can do, because it means nothing if the next man can't. I don't care what I can think, if it means I'm put up to be the only one who can think it. I want nothing to do with this place, and these games, and these things.
Nothing.
>>751697289
>> I help elderly woman with laptop issue.
>> Turns out she accidentally locked the track pad and pressed F11 in her internet browser.
>> Fix takes 5 minutes to figure out.
>> Chinese manager charges her $20.00.
That one isn't so bad. Gotta charge something.
I'm secretly talking to my wives cousins who are in high school, I know one is in desperate need of money so I'm gonna try and be a sugar daddy for her secretly, she doesn't even know it's me she's talking to.
>>751711114
real but i’m guessing you’re probably far away from california like it always is.
>>751710737
nice. that's good for your kid too. I never really knew my grandparents. my nieces and nephews are always at my parent's place, kinda sad when i think about how I never had that kind of family relationship. take all the good things you have and be glad
>>751711337
yep, not nearby. can always do it on skype but it's not really the same.
>>751706666
You're a retard. Fuck her. Insecurity and neediness turns women off. Fuck her and don't talk to her after until she talks to you. Repeat until she's attached from the sex and it becomes a regular thing.
>>751711281
when i was growing up every weekend my mom would say she was at the end of her rope
poor mom
I desperately want my girlfriend to be a little whore but loyal to me at the same time. We have been to a swingers club together and seeing her naturally just horny looking at other cocks turns me on so much. I end up fucking her like never before. Not sure why life is so confusing
>>751710702
You should be happy, dip your nuts in her and know you won't be baby trapped.
I dont have a secret, I just think we might as well hit the bump limit now
>>751694239
>751694239
Dude just keep plugging at it I'm in the same boat as you
>>751690960
And your a guy? Abuser guy 2?
>>751711055
just ask in a loli thread? guaranteed one of those fuckers is in cali
>>751714443
kind of self-conscious about coming off as an attention whore and possibly derailing an entire thread. i’m also just really shy in genera. it was sheer dumb luck that my ex was into that stuff.
>>751711248
just stop being a pedo, or distract yourself with other things rather than sex.
>>751714747
they have about 50 threads a day. just jump into one half way along, post tits+timestamp and ask the question. If you fuck it up, there'll be another one along in 10 minutes.
Otherwise I dunno where you might find guys specifically into that. I know where to find girls into most of my kinks but loli is a tricky one, people keep that shit quiet.
>>751715062
I’ll consider it. I’m also pretty hesitant about the idea of possibly meeting someone purely over a degenerate fetish when my offline life and interests are as far away from weeaboo/4chan stuff as it can get. Sigh.
just failed my permit test for the 2nd fucking time. I was on a roll and was answering every fucking question correct. I know this because if you answer wrong it will tell you if you got it wrong. I know i was 1 question off and its so fucking annoying.
>>751715536
I get it. I'm a normie fuck 95% of the time. Nobody in my life knows I use this site because it's completely different.
I figured out I'm not happy in a relationship without some depravity/kink, though. So given that's a bit of a dealbreaker, now I hunt for girls into what I'm into and then see if they're completely fucked up or otherwise fine.
I'd say it's about a 25% success rate? much higher than I'd get dating normal girls and then figuring out if they're kinky.
I have the next few days off my retail job, and then I go back on Black Friday. I really want to tell rude customers to fuck off, but I need a subtle way to do so, while being nice to them. No good ideas on how to do so. Thoughts?
>>751715977
I can really relate. I tried talking to some dudes off normal dating sites in the past but couldn’t help but get the feeling that my sexuality was likely to be way too deviant for them. I met my ex on 4chan so we clicked immediately in that realm. I guess it’s something that I might need to consider and can’t really dismiss.
>>751716506
yeah, 4chan is a surprisingly good place to find matching people - just not nearby ones.
If you need that degeneracy in your life, its going to take a long time to find it with traditional dating. you just have to figure out if its something you need.
I regret joining the marine corps.
>hurry up and wait
>one person fucks up, everyone gets screwed because of it
>constantly getting treated like dirt
>3/4 of the people i've met are dumb as shit, probably more used to writing their name in crayon instead of pen
>some of the dumbest fucking "training" i've seen
>many times we don't have blanks, so we shout bang bang! Like kids playing soldiers
>usmc so piss broke they couldnt afford to get me a usmc main pack (the hiking backpack) so they had to give me an army hand me down
>everyone is depressed and regrets joining infantry
>constantly, and i mean constantly, getting treated like a child. It's like a shitty drama tv show, every day something goes wrong and it fucks everyone over.
I'm sick of the military and want out, but we're deploying to okinawa soon, where apparently they just secured everyone to the base+no alcohol since someone drove drunk and killed a guy. That means no exploring the island on the weekends, just sitting on the base.
>>751716752
Semper Fi /b/ro
>>751689253
I posted a few days ago in a similar thread about how I was secretly attracted to my older sister.
I just wanted to say thanks to the Anons who gave me advice and help me build up the courage to tell her.
It didn't go as expected but it was far from being a complete disaster. Thank you kind Anons!
>>751717671
Oooh shit I remember you.
What happened dude?
>>751717671
dont leave us hanging anon, how did it go?
>>751695720
try and get some perspective, obvs her dropping off is a sign she's lost/losing interest. you can and most def should move on, in reality 'closure' isnt something you need, just an excuse to prolong your own suffering. you deserve to be happy.
>>751695084
so you guys have basically the same symptoms as me
i am fucked up too, any one of you by any chance have ptsd or have been through something really fucked up during childhood?
>>751717780
>>751717788
We talked and I told her everything about how I felt towards her. She was surprisingly understanding and did get mad. But she wasn't happy either. We talked for a good 2 hours on everything from how my feelings for her were okay to even how hypothetically an incestuous relationship would work. In the end though, she told me she just didn't feel the same way. I was devastated but just super happy I got it off my chest.
I thought that was it but she ended up surprising me that night. She came into my room and we talked some more. After a while she asked me if I was feeling sexually frustrated because of her. I told her I was and she agreed that she would help me out with that. We didn't have sex though but she showed me her breasts and I nearly lost my mind. She let me jerk off to her breasts and that was about it. Still feeling super good about myself after that night.
>>751693730
schizophrenia, my mate. try to become friends with the other one!
Got fired for "sexual harassment." However, it was not sexual harassment. This landwhale was speaking as if men have sexually assaulted/harassed her as of recently. I told her that even a man with such an intent has a standard for appearance before committing such an act, and I doubted her claims. She cried as if she was a brat and filed a complaint on me; fired two days later. Fuck it though, probably for the best fellows.
>>751718354
Didn't get mad*
>>751718360
that is not schizophrenia, we are doing it out loud or in our head and understand that its not real and don't have the other symptoms, its not unwanted thoughts, its self help talk and taking out your anger on things, you wouldn't understand
>>751718354
>>751718381
Damn nigga.
Well good for you.
I could be wrong, so take this with a grain of salt, and even if I'm right there 0 gurantee's for anything more.
But I suspect if she was willing to show you her tits AND let you jerk off in front of her, she might have a very tiny interest in more.
My bet, is she is mostly confused about it, and doesn't want to say anything/promise anything and get your hopes up.
So, there's a small chance that more could potentially happen.
That being said, I wouldn't push it.
If she does change her mind, she'll do it naturally and come to you.
And if not, well at least you got to jerk it to your sisters tits.
Used my lil niece several times.and got away with it
>>751718556
I'm hoping that more can potentially happen too but right now I haven't said anything or brought up anything about that night to her. I just don't want to push her into doing anything else that she doesn't want too and make her think I'm just using her.
Right now I'm just going to give her time and hopefully like you said, she'll do it naturally and come to me.