Alcholism thread 3.0. You still drinking, /b/? Hangover?
Alcoholic bump.
>>750780016
Plastered on Weds. Guinness. A lot of pints.
One lone Guinness on Thrs. night.
Zero Fri, Zero Sat.
Feel great. Invincible. Clarity is insane.
10AM Sunday right now.
Gonna head to the Tavern in about 40 minutes.
>not sure how many I'll have.
>>750780160
>beer
I just drink straight vodka. I need like 30 beers to get drunk and thats a lot of time.
>>750780281
Just drink a good beer and it would be easier, not murican piss beer
Drank three times this week, thought it was only going to be once. All my friends see me as the guy who will always join for a beer when requested, and I got a lot of different friend groups. Want to give up the 'habit', but it's the only way people socialize in my country. Thinking about quitting in a month, maybe a girlfriend can help get over this bs.
>>750780563
Are you me? The only way i can interact with my friends is drinking. Im also thinking about trying to get a girl. We started like that 10 years ago. "Lets go for a few beers" and now we are all alcoholics. Not beer anymore, just whisky or vodka.
recently, I've cut down immensely.
went from 2-3 24-pack per week down to between 4-6 beers in the last 2 weeks and I don't feel like I "need" alcohol anymore.
My trick is that I gave myself a "trigger". in my case it was : only drink if someone specifically proposes alcohol to you. the first four days were the hardest but after that the craving leave you relatively quickly.
>>750781043
I used to drink 5-6 days per week. Thankfully i only drink on weekends now because i get a job. I did some pretty stupid shit while drunk and it affects my life to this very day. On weekends i drink alone.
>>750781280
if you still want to reduce on the weekends, I suggest following the trigger trick. makes you feel so much better just because even if you drink the same amount in a particular week you never do it alone since you wait for someone to tell you to do it. much more social. a whole lot less like OP's pic.
>>750781419
Thats the problem, man. I cant stop. Once im drinking i dont carr about anything and i keep drinking. Last sunday my mother had to hide my vodka bottle so i would go to work next monday
>>750780281
mate you sure you was not drinking monkey piss?
>>750781280
>I did some pretty stupid shit while drunk and it affects my life to this very day.
Story time.
>>750780016
Not yet.. drank screwdrivers last night so waiting till like five then more screwdrivers
>>750783267
>so waiting till like five
>like
Hell, you might as well just start now. I mean, close enough right?
>>750783267
Same guy forgot to add I drink every day since 16 but I toned down alot used to drink till I passed out now I have 2 4 packs of 16 oz cans since no 6ers here or 3 to 4 screwdrivers a night meh
>>750782645
I feel ya, my man. stopping is a bitch when you're afflicted with the cravings. that's why you you can't let it start. you gotta stop it before it starts.
this next reference is probably gonna fly over way too many people's heads but whatever.
In the game Age of Empire II, a real Time Strategy game, there are a lot of different civilizations. one of them is the Goths.
The Goths are basically Zergs with kevlar. when they get end-game, they get a 35% discount on their next-to invincible infantry and they can shit them out like nobody's business. basically, let them get to that point and you're behond fucked.
when you're at that point it's not time to ask yourself how to deal with the situation before it turns bad. it's turned bad.
you gotta stop the urge from fucking you over before it's irresistible. you can do it. you just need to do it.
>>750783267
We call them desartonilladores here, is the same word but in spanish.
>>750783579
>desartonilladores
I like this
>>750780016
i dont get hangovers im a profesional. drinking titos
>>750780016
Still hungover, i should calm down with the booze..
Went home at 6:30am, woke up at 2pm
still hungover af i feel like shit
>>750783373
Little hango wango when I got up at 8 am so I like to wait till it goes away I feel fine now but it helps me sleep so waiting since I work nights I have work tomorrow so works for me to start late
Besides my family i only care about obe person in this world and its my bestfriend (a girl) we had a relationship back in our teenage meme years. I told her some pretty nasty stupid shit last week while drunk and i fucking regret it. We gonna meet tomorrow to talk but im fucking scared because its totally my fault. As gay as this sounds i have a special bone with her (we lost our virginity together) i havent seen her in 15 days. We used to see each other luterally every day.
>>750783692
Yeah, i guess you dont drink 1 liter and a half of vodka every night.
>>750783678
Everything sounds cooler in a foreign lenguage.
>>750784248
i drink a handle every day brotha. have to buy my titos by the case, multiple cases
I literally pay an uber driver to bring me alcohol on weekends. I stopped driving while drunk since the last time i almost went to jail. Thankfully, the judge was a good person.
Depression and alcohol... it fucking sucks. Im too drunk to english but i was diagnosed (< idont know if i wrote that right) bipolar the last year. My mother suffer the same. She tried to kill herself twice.
>>750784924
Are you me? But my mom the madman actually did it. My father died 2 years ago. Im 22 and i have no parents. Thankfully i have my 2 bros and my 2 sisters.
during the winter I was drinking a solid 6Liters a night on weekends of this extravalue brand 7% beer,
that costed some 750 yen for a 6pack of 500ml.
really disgusted I let myself slip like that.
Realizing that alcoholism isn't so much an impeding crave when sober,
but rather the lack of ability to call it quits after starting.
One shot turns into half a bottle so easily.
Family got me drinking at an early age, but always reminded me to drink for the taste, not to get drunk.
I feel like I completely let them down every time I tank up on bottom shelf whiskey and cheap beers.
Going cold turkey is not an option for me anymore. Japan's drinking culture runs so much of life.
If anyone here wants to quit drinking, try kratom. Not even memeing. I was a severe alcohol for fifteen years and I haven't had a drink in over a year thanks to this plant.
My alcoholism ruined all my friendships so I switched to weed
>>750785966
Tell some stories
I always see threads like this and i wonder if you fags even know what alcoholism even is. I drink every day starting from when i wake up. I worked 3rd shift for 2 years let me tell you what i do. I got to work at 10 pm with a pint in my car for breaks so i dont feel lile shit and can drink on breaks. I go home at 7 am and imeaditly start drinking while watching netflix or some shit and pass out at about 1. Today is my night off so i wake up early just to drink then ill fall.asleep about 4. Ill wake up at about 3 am and continue to drink then wake up early the next morning start drinking pass out then go to work at 10pm. The life of an actual alcoholic
>>750780281
My Friend
>>750785851
Does it feel similar to opiates?
I've been having strong cravings for opiates recently after two years clean, and I'd like to try and avoid a relapse.
>>750785851
Worst tasting shit you can eat
>>750785777
checked
>>750785966
Same. I didnt quit alcohol but i drink alone now. On work days i smoke weed.
I usually start drinking at 8:00 pm and go to bed black out drunk at 12:00 am. In that 4 hours i usually drink 3 375ml vodka bottles.
If you wanna fix your alcoholism, buy good whisky so you feel like a cunt when you have too much.
>>750786121
ever been to rehab? Or perhaps you don't want to quit
>>750786121
it's not a competition. Get the help you need anon
>>750786168
Kind of but it's used to quit those too.
>>750786173
I didn't say it was tasty and delicious, my nig, just that it might help your alcoholism.
>>750787191
>>750787211
Im only 25 and no never been to.rehab and.i really dont want to quit. I know its not a competition, i just see people post about drinking 3 times a week and im lile, cmon your fine
>>750786121
>>750787211
This. Pathetic.
>>750780016
Yep, still drinking. 18:48 at night on a Sunday.
But I'm a poor NEET so I'm out of vodka, whisky or rum and stuck with cheap red wine. Have a case (10 boxes - 1 liter each) so at least not completely dry.
Is it weird that I quite enjoy this 5 dollar box of wine?
>>750780016
Only weak faggots are alcoholics.
>>750787494
No heavy drinking is for Chads. A beta virgin like you wouldn't get it.
Started drinking every week when i was 35. Never drank much alcohol before that. Now, 4 years later, i drink about 1.5 liters of whiskey/rum + a few beers every week(over 2-3 day period). My favourite thing in the world is having drinks, put on music and disappear into some computer game. I might be a semi-alcohol, but meh, doesnt matter to me.
>>750787899
This used to be my favorite thing in the world too, but it gets a lot worse. Not preaching, just giving my perspective. I'm 37 now and quit (I'm the fag who posted the kratom). How old are you now, out of curiosity?
I work for the gov and its sunday 12:00 pm and im drunk as hell. Thankfully my boss is also an alcoholic aswell
>>750787899
>>750788236
Never mind, you put the math there already lol 39. Missed that part.
>>750788236
35+4=?
Are you dumb?
Question to alcoholics: How did you become an Alcoholic?
Is it possible to become an alcoholic from getting drunk 1-4 times a month?
>>750788666
Also, check 'em
>>750788666
I thought you were already a master alcoholic, Satan. You're probably safe for now but obviously it always starts somewhere so me mindful of increases in your consumption
>>750788666
>How did you become an Alcoholic?
>become NEET after my 19th birthday
>live secluded in the woods several hours from any real city
>no friends irl
>start drinking just to feel happy
>drink more
>then some more
>eventually drinking daily
>try to stop at one point, get the shakes and feel horrible
>continue drinking
>>750780016
Go ahead, bring the hate - I'll just go on loving life.
>>750788666
I started drinking at 14 as a 'fun times' with friends. We used to actually drink in highschool. My alcholism started when i was 17.. i started drinking everyday. Im actually an alcogolic now. I can stay sober for 2 weeks thanks to weed but when i taste a beet i get drunk for a whole week doing coke and shit.
>>750789008
I dont get it. Whats that?
>>750789318
>I dont get it. Whats that?
It's an Alcoholics Anonymous coin denoting 31 years of sobriety.
It was all fun and games until I got scoliosis
>>750789453
cirrhosis maybe?
>>750780972
Jesus I left my job because we all drink and gamble. I was making a good amount of money but I'd booze and lose it all.
NIGGER ARE YOU FUCKING JOKING ME?????
HANGOVER?????????????\
I FUCKING DRINK 24/7 AND HAVE A HIGH FUNCTIONING LIVER IM GOING TO DIE FROM FUCKING CIRRHOSIS OF THE LIVER.
JESUS FUCK I HATE ALCOHOL AND EVERYTHING ELSE ON THIS PLANET, I AM NOT A VILELENT DRUNK I DRINK ALONE BECAUSE I KNOW OTHAT I WILL RUIN ANY RELATIONSHIP I EVER HAV E DUE TO DRUG AND ACOHOL ADDICTION. I AM AND ADDICT AND ALWAYS WILL BE, WHAT IS THE POINT OF LIFE? THERE IS NONE AND I DRINK AND DO HEROIN AND METH AND POT BECUAE I AM A WEAK FUCKING PUSSY AND NEED TO DIE, SOONER RATHER THAN LATER, SO THAT IS WHY I CONTINUE WITH MY ADDICTIONS. MY PARENTS ARE SENDING ME TO INPATIENT REHAB AND I DO NOT WANT TO BE CLEAN I WANT TO USE UNTILL I DIE ANSAND THAT IS THE FACT. PEOPLE ALWAYS GET SAD AROUHND ME BECAUSE I HATE THIS EXISTENCE AND THAT IS WHY I HAVE RENDERED MYSELFF NULL AND TAKEN TO SITTING IN MY ROOM FOR HOURS UNTIL I HAVE TO GO TO WOIRK AND THEN I DO THE SAME THING ALL OVER AGAIN. FUCK EVERYTHING. I WILL BE A HERMIT UNTIL I DIE AND NO ONE WILL KNOW OR CARE BECAUS EI AM A WATSTE OF LIFE, MY EXISTENCE HAD HAD EFFECTS POON OTHER IN POSETIVE AYS BUT THAT IS ALL GONE AN I AM DOOMED TO DIE ALONE AND WITH MY FAMILY HATING ME BECAUSE OF MY ACTIONS, WHICH I HAD A CHOICE TO CHOOSE FROM BTUT I CHOSE THE WRONG APTH TO TAKE AND I AM [AYING THE PRICE EVERY GODDAMN DAY. I HATE MYSELF, I HOP ETHE WORKLD CONTINUES ON VWERY WELL FOR EVERYONE THAT LIVES PAST ME. FUCK ME, I WISH SOMEONE WOULD CAPTURE ME AND TORTURE ME FOR DECADES UNTIL I AM DEAD, AND I HOOPE TO GOT THE HELL WHERE I WILL SUFFER FOR ETERNITY WITH NO OTHER POPTIONS OPTIONS. KILL ME SLOWLY, SAY YOU HATE ME, I DESERVE IT. I AM A AN ALCOHOLAND DRUG ADDICT AND I AM THE WASTE OF ALL WASTES.....
damn....i need help
>250 word essay due tomorrow morning
>haven't started
>already drinking
why do I do this to myself
>>750780016
Im hella hungover on the train to work.
I usually dont, but hit like a 48 hr binge.
>>750789712
You're fucked m8.
>>750783692
>Titos
My nigga.
>>750789419
Oh! Great for you, man. I wish i could do that.
>>750780016
It's only 10:30 where I am, so a bit early for me. But had lots of whiskey last night, and feeling a bit foggy this morning.
>>750789917
What the hell is a titos?
>>750790076
>10:30
Where the fuck are you? Hawaii?
hangovers are not what they used to be... they put me down for the whole next day now.
>>750780016
Glad I am not the only one.
>>750789008
>31 yrs
How old are you anon?
Any of the heavy drinkers here have a feeling in their upper right abdomen? Not pain, not even pressure, just feel something in there. Liver has no feeling but if its swollen I could be feeling it through the other organs its not pressing up against. Going to doc on Tuesday but it's been keeping me up at night. 12 years of a 5th of whiskey a day. Everyday.
>>750789008
Looking back at it. Do you recommend it? Or would you find a different system
>>750790120
>>750790369
i do, iahve a high functionning liver. its a weird feeling, i always find myself bending/stretching to the left with my abdomen to make my ribs pop on the right side, and my ribs stick out further on the right then they do on the left, i itch all over the place somtimes as well. fuck this shit, ill keep drinking to die. but man.....i am ashamed of myself and thise fucking retarded existence.
had 3 non-consecutive years sober, punctuated by giant relapses that usually left me in the ER
broke my recent 13 month streak after a girl i was crazy for rejected me, it was just a couple nights of a bottle of wine and i think im done now
but fuck man
>>750789712
Start right now, bro. It's 250 words, you've likely read over a thousand already if you've been browsing for more than five minutes. Just write it shittily and quickly, doesn't matter how bad. Maybe you'll come back to it in a few hours drunk off your ass and make a few improvements. Then you wake up in the morning, make a few final touches, and bam. Effortless. You got this anon
>>750790705
High functioning liver, is this the term for what I'm feeling? I don't itch but I get little white heads all over my body, related?
>>750790197
It's 12:30 where I am. 10:30 isn't all that crazy
Also, drank sailor last night. Having myself a small coffee mug of it this morning (about 2.5 shots). Love my morning liquor cup
>>750789712
man 250 words is like a quarter of a master's fuckin introduction, not even part of the body or conclusion
get the fuck in there you pussy
>>750790861
not sure, i have no wahte head on my body
but yeah, before i had no liver problems i felt nothing in the upper right, but once it started progressing, i started feeling like there was something in the right side of my abdomen.
id rreccomend a bloodtest. taht s how i found out,
godspeed man, love ya...
>>750787058
That's like 6727 calories, man. Jesus
>>750780016
>>750791049
In the past my liver counts have been high. I'd not drink for a week, retest, and be fine but I never had the physical symptoms. Did you ever get an ultrasound? If its swollen and I go sober will it shrink I wonder, they say the liver is highly resilient. How old are you BTW?
>>750791183
When I drink I gain a ton of weight. If I was one of these alcoholics that still maintained, God knows how, a physically attractive body I would have no interest in quitting.
Drank a bottle whiskey yesterday. Havent started drinking today.
>>750780016
drinking a $6 jagermeister knockoff after a workday and I've got work tomorrow as well
so what are you fuckers up to?
Just made a run to the LCBO (Canadian Liquor store) for this shit. wish me and my lads luck /b/
>>750781043
>only drink if someone specifically proposes alcohol to you.
I tried to do this but drinking alone at home after a days hard work is truly the best.
>>750791651
Play me a song.
>>750791300
im 22
honestly i havent been to the doc in a year and change....probs not a good thing but...ye know. I'm sure my count is much higher now, been thinkin of getting US, and blood test soon. but man i'm scared
The liver really is resilient, that is true. just not when drinking continuously.
from what ive herd from peeps with bad liver damage, the only way to not progreess it is to stop drinking/drugging
and really try and take care of your body.
wish i had the will to do it, maybe someday.
>>750791651
Looks just like my night with my guys last night down here in the states. Godspeed anon, Cheers.
>>750791609
been drinkin outta a handle of jose quervo especial for the past 2-3 adays. been goin to work drunk asfuck, bbut noone notices.., and im a good worker...so. lmaso
>>750790197
West coast of the US.
>>750791006
typed 20 page paper for master's course whilst hammered. got a 94.
quite being a pussy, scro.
>>750791945
I couldn't possibly see myself going to to work drunk, as much as it pains me to say it I'm struggling to keep pace as it is. though come to think of it, going slightly drunk would probably be much better than going heavily hungover. but I don't want to go down that path.
>>750791854
Wow, 22, that's young. When did you start drinking? I was holding out hope it wasn't my liver because I've talked to a lot of heavy drinkers who said it took decades of abuse for the lived to swell like that
>>750790340
>How old are you anon?
55
>>750790619
It worked well for me - that's the only recommendation I can give. I also attended counseling. Got involved in meditation. In General went on with my life. Over the past 15-20 years I might go to a few meetings a year. Sometimes more- sometimes less. I do what works for me.
>>750793377
but they are christian organisation right?
>>750792258
i wouldn't reccommend it dude
if i go to work sober, it's feels like i am in hell. so many people, so much anxiety and physical discomfort, it is not something you want to experience. althought if i am drunk a bit, it is a wonderful time, i am very nice with the customers and always get a coverstion going at the register, i do my best to make every person that comes thru my regesiter happy in some way. it's all i have left: putting people in a good mood.
>>750792265
i started drinking when i was 11-12...my dad, wheever i got sick would give me jackd aniels, honey, lemon juce and tea (together). to make me sleep and "get better"....but it just ended up makinf=g me addicted to alcohol..i dont hate him for it or anything, but i do get really depressed thinking of it.
if it make you feel anybetter, i have been abusing opiates and dextropmethorphan since i was 15, so that would have contributed to my shit liver as well.
Thae only thing i can reccommmend is inpatient rehab/ or outpatient ( depending on you self will/determination) im going into inpatient in a few months(hopes i dont die b4 then lmao......)
and going to NA/AA meetings, i guarantee you they work, as long as you are open minded and realize that the 'higher power' or 'god' they speak of it entirely up to you to define.....
and REALLY try to develope relationships (not sexual reallly, but just, you know....relationships) with peiple.
one of my main troubles is that i seclude myself and do not interact with other humans at all...
conditioning by my life w/ parents until a couple years ago, because while living with them they would not let my go and hang out with friend from school or anything because they though i was going to OD in an alley or something.
it;s not worthit man, unless you are wanting to die.
all i can do now is helo people not do the things ive done to ruin my body and mind. make me a worthless sack of life, ya know?
it is true that some people last longer on the alcohol
'
>>750793529
they claim they aren't. But then they end all their meetings with a religious prayer. AA is just a bunch of fags who sit in a circle and cry.
>>750793529
I'm an atheist. Yes, there are certain trappings of religiosity but the Steps and Traditions were explicitly meant to be non-denominational and open to atheists and agnostics. It differs from group to group and there are those who push religion - but I have no problem pushing back.
>>750793746
>AA is just a bunch of fags who sit in a circle and cry.
This anon doesn't know what the fuck he's talking about.
>>750793895
Neither do you faggot.
>>750793895
Agreed
>>750793919
Kill yourself
>>750790120
its some great vodka
>>750794019
how original
>>750794107
If it ain't broke, don't fix it, bitch.
>>750794313
fag
>>750794313
>>750794376
You looking for some D?
I was a heavy drinker for about 2 years (fifth of vodka a day minumum), drank to not be hungover in the morning and throughout the day. Got a dui one night for a blown brake light and haven't drank since then. Alcohol is pretty fucked, it's easy to forget who you are and you don't even realize it, at least that's how it was for me. Stay safe dudes.
>>750794501
fag
I'm all out but I really want to drink again right now.
>>750794549
Sit on it, dingleberry.
>>750793895
Different anon here. I had to sit through some of their shit when I got a DUI many years ago. I tried to be fair by reminding myself that I wasn't actually there to quit and that, if I were, I might view it all differently. But seriously though, they really do just sit in a circle crying and telling depressing stories and talking about god. With all that said, if it helps you then more power to you, but my punt was that that doesn't make the fag you replied to wrong.
>>750794633
fag
>>750794666
Satanic trips checked
>>750794666
Damn that's the second time Satan has blessed this thread.
You all need baclofen. It might have saved my life. It really eases the hangovers, and I've been able to stick to a "no drinks until after 8:00" rule. Baclofen tickles the GABA receptors in the brain and eases the withdrawal symptoms. I'm slowly tapering down my dose. I would sometimes need two at a time, up to six per day, but now I'm down to two or three a day. I'll start alternative one day one and one day off until I don't need it anymore.
Your brain chemistry will adjust over time, just like from recovering from any addiction. I was day-drinking, losing my mind, an absolute mess. Baclofen was a miracle.
>>750794638
So, you went to what 8 or 10 court mandated meetings? Probably went to the same meeting every time based purely on convenience but you think you know the whole experience?
Narrow anon. Narrow.
>>750780016
Will be in a few hours. I've been doing pint of whisky every night at 11pm for weeks.
>>750794638
Do you know how many AA meetings there are, nation wide, every day? Do you know that there are different meeting types which follow different structures so you can purposely avoid open sharing of "sad stories." Many people don't even bother getting in to their drunk logs because sharing those stories rarely serve a purpose. You can speak to your experience sure, but it would be the rare drunk who had been to such a large sample of AA meetings that he could make a blanket statement like the faggot did.
>>750794922
It was more like 24 I think but by the end I was forging the signatures. And it was the same TWO meetings, the one by my home and the one by my work. Depending on where I was coming from.
>>750794666
You win
>>750789008
good on you
>>750795030
I find that the best meetings don't list in the the local When & Where guides so that they don't have to deal with the sad sacks that come begging for signatures.
>>750795111
Moar trips Jesus Christ.
>>750795006
>Like the faggot did
Butthurt nigger detected
>>750794049
>>>750790120
Yeah I love that shit.
>>750795160
At least in Mass, if you're an officially recognized AA group and want financial assistance, you get listed in the meeting book
>>750795160
That's probably not a bad idea tbh. I remember thinking how resentful the real members must have been that people like me were there. How do people find out about those, then? Just word of mouth?
>>750795212
In his response he mentioned the faggot, I was simply sticking with the same naming convention
>>750795337
As someone who has signed those forms I can tell you no one in my group cared. So long as you don't disrupt the meeting I don't care if you're court ordered or not. We don't even care if you show up drunk.
>>750795337
>That's probably not a bad idea tbh. I remember thinking how resentful the real members must have been that people like me were there. How do people find out about those, then? Just word of mouth?
A lot of members want to be there to help new comers. Some people come for the signature and stay for the message. In areas where the courts make heavy use of 12 step meetings as a free service, where AA doesn'r really have a say in it, there are older more established meetings that have de-listed. Word of mouth.
>>750795532
Oh okay. Fair enough I guess. My thought was that I'd feel uncomfortable sharing in front of people who were probably sitting their rolling their eyes but I guess alcoholics to tend toward thick skin.
>>750780016
Sup OP
I very rarely post on here anymore. Wouldn't call myself an alcoholic but moreso a substance abuser in general. Alcohol, weed, molly, and other drugs in the past that I've since managed to avoid
Woke up at 12 this morning, had a drink immediatly, and then a few others. Alcohol is just so easy to indulge in, much like weed. At some times I was getting drunk 4 days out of the week or even the full 5 days, which is bad considering I pretty much always drink on the weekend.
But now I'm feeling the feels because I'm drunk, yet almost feels like I'm not drunk enough. And it's a sunday, gotta go to work tomorrow, and really don't want to.
>tfw it's gonna be 4 years that ex and I broke up yet the pain is still too intense
>>750795643
There, not their. I know the difference, it was just my phone.
>>750795643
We also tend to be very selfish so don't get in the way of my recovery and you're A OK haha.
>>750790272
Fucking same, man. My old hangovers were a joke. Now when i have hangover i just cant be. I cant rat, walk, talk, anything
>>750795987
Getting old is a drag
>>750795987
>>750796379
This is what made me finally call it quits. How old are you two?
>>750795842
Nah I was always very quiet at those things and when I did exchange a few words with someone, I was respectful. I generally just avoided attention though. Just wanted my sig at the end.
>>750796578
Yeah I figured. 37 here.
Alcool is no good
>>750780016
I am drinking just a beer, but when I finish it, maybe aI drink another one, or wine, or even whisky, we will see
>>750796704
/thread
>>750780016
my kind of thread
>last week ipa and jameson
> black out show my friends my gfs tits
> cops show up from noise
>look in my car
> weed pipe
>probable cause.jpeg
> gun and coke in car
> 3 felonies and now im goin down the road for a while
> shoud have stopped when i had the chance
>>750780016
1 week ago i started having spleen pain/discomfort i think, i dont know if its alcohol related but i think i will lay down the boose for a couple week.
>>750780016
I drink because of my scoliosis
>>750796957
How the fuck do you know it's your spleen?
>>750796957
How do you know its spleen? Please go on...
>>750796841
What state are you in anon?
Drug charges mixed with a gun charge means they will look to fuck you hard. Get a good lawyer and quit drinking. Amazing how many times people get busted, react with a binge, and fuck up even harder.
>>750797017
>>750797032
Slight upper left discomfort right in the spleen region, but im also fighting a nasty cold so it could be that also.
I'm not looking for doctor advised but i guess you guys would know if something similar happened.
>>750796841
So...can we see your gf's tits? I'll take care of her when you're in the clink.
>>750797212
How old are you? How long you been drinking?
>>750784248
I drink half of that every night. No hangovers here either.
>>750797119
Georgia smfh
yeah im about to spend a few years unless i can get in a 2 year rehab out of state. even then its uncertain. still doing coke and drinking henny atm
where is my white privilege
>>750797032
if dubs i will drink tonight
>>750797425
Age?
>>750797212
Nigga you don't know where the fucking spleen region is. If you went into a doctor's office with that shit you'd be walking out with a script for autism meds.
>>750797492
reroll
>>750797271
nope she is a b/tard and will find them ass is incoming tho bro
>>750797442
>where is my white privilege
You'll do less time and the boots will treat you better unless you are a complete dick.
>>750797569
reroll
>>750797212
since this summer almost everyday.
>>750788666
I had a shitty childhood with an alcoholic father and he killed himself a couple years ago.
I got really depressed and I also have borderline personality disorder, so I drink everyday just to numb myself cause its too much for me to handle. And you are an alcoholic when your life starts revolving around alcohol. When you plan your life around getting drunk and when you can<t stop, even if you want to.
>>750797654
reroll
>>750797687
Do you think you'll follow in your father's footsteps?
>>750797605
So she doesn't know her ass from her tits you could say...
>>750797754
reroll
>>750797645
> says the cuck that hasn't left his mothers basement
been to jail plenty no one is treated better or worse
nigger dont have money so they do time instead of paying simple
>>750780016
I am from a small town that produces wine. Today there was a collective event where you could go drinking wine in several wineries. I spent my afternoon there with friends, drinking good wine and being boozed up. Now I am at home drinking a beer. I surely I am an alcoholi (I drink alcohol basically every single day) but at least I don't drink at work and I very very rarely get in hangover (after having drank out with friends).
I don't feel like an alcoholic. Yet I am.
>>750797842
tat under tits nothing on the bum
>>750797979
That's a really satisfying post number anon. A judge will probably be cooler about parole, at least.
>>750798038
Oh there will be something on her bum alright. You think she'll wait for you to get out?
>>750798036
You seem like too much of a pussy to be alcoholic. Relax.
>>750798174
Give it time, the hangovers will come. Good luck tho
>>750797936
reroll
>>750798062
indeed faggot indeed
> yeah not violent and only ever get sent to jail for drunk in public, tresspassing from being drunk and lost, drug poss and pissing in public alcohol related. i need to tighten up or die
>>750798206
> No lmfao but if she does ill marry that girl 9/10
>>750797979
I did 10 years in Texas, Eastham Unit. Being white definitely had advantages. Part of that was not acting like a nigger though so I'm not sure where that leaves you.
>>750798346
Put her to work on your legal defense warchest. Tits out for freedom
>>750794546
What came from the dui?
Dmv suspend your license?
How was court?
>>750798412
dr.evil.jpeg
>riiiiiiiiiight
I get drunk and really self destructive. Like I fuck whores bare back and let dudes bare back me. I share needles with bums. Drive around drunk blasting music.
>>750780281
Nigga you gonna die drinking that shit.
>>750798580
>>750798596
RIP, Anon.
>>750798836
rip thread
until next time
Still drinking and work in 3 1/2 hours.... cant sleep for shit... 12hr shift ahead of me... vodka is good to me some days... today, not so much.
>>750798596
Holy fuck. I really hope this is a shitpost.
I was getting drunk everyday and being depressed mess of a man for about two and a half years. Now It's 2-3 nights in a week if even and I never go really hard. The cravings are the worst but it gets better. Haven't sought out a therapy of any kind but I'm thinking to try and see if it can help. Get better,live better /b/rothers
Sssssoooo I'm scared I might be on the path to being an alcoholic. I turn 22 on Friday. I don't drink in large volumes but I'm 5'2' (160cm) and like 108lbs (48kg) so it's not like I need to. I drink about 4 times a week, and when I do it's 75% to an entire a bottle of wine.
Might not sound like much, but I find myself wanting to drink on days when I tell myself I'm not gonna. And I'm living with parents again after having graduated (fml) so I sneak alcohol often.
So how about it anon? Am I in danger?
>>750798986
Gotta keister that shit
>>750799024
Sadly no
>>750780281
I'm at this point as well... whats the shittiest vodka that you can drink without a bad hangover? It's Svedka for me... used to be 3 olives but now that shit kills my head.... i need to get as drunk as I do (2 handles a week) but avoid the hangover as much as I can
>>750799142
Its not so much about quantity since as you point out it doesn't take your small girly body much booze to get drunk. Are you getting drunk every time you drink? Are you drinking more than you intended on each time? Is your drinking getting in the way of other interests or responsibilities?
>>750799142
Yes be careful my dude but if you do become an alcohol you can always just sell that tight twink bod for some shots
yep. about 300 ml in at 130 pm,
>>750798261
Thank you. <3
>>750799142
Are you in constant fear of being beaten up or raped when you go out at night? 5'2" and 108....you'd be torn apart.
>>750786121
A real hardcore alcoholic wouldn’t have a computer or a phone to get on 4chan. He’d be homeless drinking in an alley covered in filth begging for change you fucking poser.
>>750797794
I hope not... I try really hard to get better... I take medication, see a shrink, go to meetings... It takes a lot of time and effort but I guess it will all be worth it one day...
>>750799911
The day they hand out medals for living to a certain age? Just enjoy life now man, no one makes it out alive
>>750799142
You may be headed down that path but you arent there yet. I'm a 30yr old alcoholic. I eat around 600 cals in food a day but drink over 2000 in vodka, so I'm about 210lbs. Any moment i'm not working, sleeping, or having to drive, i'm sipping on vodka. I have done this the past 5 years, but have been drinking the past 9. I'm exhausted, I'm always sick, i have no motivation to do anything. I have a 21 yr old gf that wants to marry me and have kids, but I will easily die before any hit their 18th birthday. I work with suicidal children every day and have seen the worst of humanity, so nothing will pull me off the bottle. If it's free time, I drink. Don't become me.
>>750799445
>Are you getting drunk every time you drink?
No, but most of the time.
>Are you drinking more than you intended each time?
No actually.
>Is it getting in the way of interests/responsibilities?
Not at the moment, but I'm also in that weird, post-grad NEET stage where I'm looking for a job and not doing much else, so. That could easily change I'm afraid.
>>750799474
You'd be surprised how often I've thought to myself "yeah I should get a sugar mama, couldn't possibly be so bad right? Cause I'm that desperate right?"
>>750799738
I'm not as tiny as those numbers make me sound but uh, no, not really. I know how to be smart if I'm going out, especially if there's alcohol involved.
>>750796469
Im 28. Im not old but it used to be different when i was 20
>>750800095
Damn. See this is what I'm afraid of. Cause I'm thinking, if I'm 22 and I'm already walking in this direction, it could get so much worse.
I try to tell myself it'll change once I get a job/start grad school but honestly, I don't know. I also wonder how much more I'd drink if I didn't have to worry about my parents seeing it.
>>750800027
I<m not enjoying it cause I drink way too much, I will lose my job, my gf and friends if I don<t do something about it... I<m exhausted and I don<t enjoy drinking anymore. I do it because I can<t stop, I can<t help myself...
>>750799789
You must be retarded or just fucking ignorant. Funtioning alcoholics can do just about every task legally drunk without anyone the wiser. Hell I could drive at 0.20% and not miss a beat. I've got a computer, phone, job, car... and I yet i drink every moment i'm not forced to do something that requires sobriety
>>750798596
Maybe you have mental health problems too... You should see a doctor... You might have a borderline personality disorder...
>>750800389
Living on your own, you can buy what you want, when you want. You can drink when you want. Others may judge you, but you'll like how you feel and not care. I got started just drinking and playing WoW... said it made gaming better... now i drink and find shit to do because i want to do shit while i drink.
eh its worked for me, nice life, nice job, nice gf
>>750780281
I'm on the vodka as well. Seems to be the quickest fix.
>>750780016
i havent had a hangover in months. but i havent been sober in months either so hey
>>750800572
Psychologist here with a specialization in BPD. Shut the fuck up you retarded cunt. You have no idea what BPD is. No fucking idea. Self destructive is not BPD. My ex wife beat the shit out of me, yet was so clingy that if I left the house for work she threatened to harm herself. You need to fuck off with you pos psych 101 understandings of shit.
How much alcohol a week is too much for a regular 21 yo dude to stop cold turkey ? I've not been doing anything important lately and when I go out I always drink and I start to drink more and more when I'm alone and bored since I've stopped smoking weed
>>750801084
Exactly. Vodka is the easier way to ruin my life
seriously thought should i just move to Alaska a get some land? not sure how I would get food though to keep being alck
>>750797425
No hangovers because you're still drunk the next morning, then by the time it's out of your system you're drinking more.
I always thought I was just a little dizzy in the morning from dehydration, then I got a handheld breathalyzer and I was blowing 0.14 at 8am and had been driving to work like that for years.
>>750801510
>stopped smoking weed, started drinking
Literally why? Weed isn't bad for you, alcohol is.
>>750783543
Dude get help
>>750801165
I have bpd so i<m pretty sure I know what it is... You go back to your books
>>750798307
reroll
Beer is just a tease. It take at least half a liter of anything 80 proof or better just to make me feel normal.
>>750801866
Nice.
>>750801773
Another pothead dumbass.
Do I have to cite all seventy studies showing how it causes permanent brain damage when used regularly in adolescence?
>>750801510
If you drink over 7oz of liquor or 5 beers a night, you are at risk for withdrawal. If less you can quit cold turkey with willpower. If more, try the cold turkey, but if your health declines rapidly, hit the ER and ask for help and recommendations
>>750801981
Just increases the chance for ahlzimers... but of course theres no filter with weed so you have a huge lung cancer risk that is higher than with cigs
I've been drinking over half a liter of 80 proof vodka every night for the last 3 years. I don't know any other way to exist anymore. I used to have chronic insomnia so I started drinking as a way to help me sleep. Now it has become part of my daily routine. I think my health is beginning to decline though, and I would like to quit. Is there any way to do this safely?
>>750800389
You should quit drinking for like a month. It's weird how different you'll feel. I'm thirty and was a raging alcoholic for about five years. Four five days a week I would probably blow a 12-16 if I had an analyzer. Then there was another three or four years where I would just drink on weekends from like 7pm until I ran out of booze.
People say thing like it makes them feel better or socialize more but, they're just as capable as socializing with out booze. I mean when the fuck has any sober person ever enjoyed a conversation with someone that's inebriated.
>>750801832
What are your symptoms? And who diagnosed you? I doubt any of the 87 certified BPD specialists in the USA slapped you with that.
>>750801165
Your opinion is invalid because although you're a psychologist you seem to not be able to express ideas with words. No I am not the person you were responding too. I just felt it was irresponsible to not let you know how retarded you are.
>>750801510
It happened over time with me. It was like I would pretty much try to quit every day and eventually I would go a few days/weeks here and there sober until eventually I just didn't drink.
>>750802249
I dunno man I quit drinking a year or so ago and the worst part for me is how boring I feel. I used to enjoy people and I don't anymore. I hear what you're saying but it's different for some of us.
>>750801773
Lol, weed isn't bad for you.
>>750802491
Calling out a liar and a fraud for being shit on an informal, non-peer-reviewed forum where the standard is flaming and trolling makes my statesments invalid?
>>750802321
I had 9 of the 10 symptoms on bpd. I have been diagnosted at a psychiatric hospital, by 3 different specialists. I go to a bpd group every week and see a psychiatrist for my medication every month. I take 300mg wellbutrin and 300mg of quetiapine every day. And I don<t live in the usa. And I only said that because there are people in my group who have the same auto destructice behavior. I did not give him a diagnostic, I said go see a doctor, it might be more than just the alcohol. You sound very salty, I bet you are a horrible psychologist
>>750801165
>psychologist
>couldn't detect girlfriend was crazy
>marries her
