Loli
How did I manage to go through 26 years of life and never have a single girlfriend? How did I go through all of high school without so much as a hug. How did I not have a single conversation with a girl in all of college.
>>748146868
because you were destined for greatness
>>748146868
There were lots of girls there. I’m not even that bad looking. I could have gotten a better haircut and dressed a lot nicer at the time but I wasn’t that bad was I? You’d think at least one girl would have thought I was okay. But I’m far too spineless to even make eye contact with one let alone talk to them.
any webms?
>>748146868
Cause you're a hairy (soon to be) wizard
>>748147061
still better than being only attracted to children, don't you think? you can at least do something about it, get a spine and start talking to women.
>>748146868
hmmm it might be because you post anime child porn on a gross image board
>>748147061
And now I’m 4 years out of college and I haven’t even made any progress. I don’t even see girls anymore. I just go from home to work and back and I never see anyone. Sometimes I’ll go out on the weekends (alone, of course, and just to malls to window shop) and there might be some pretty girls around there. But they’re always with other people. Everyone is. Does nobody do anything by themselves? Am I that much of a freak? I go to malls, eat, see movies, go for walks. But it’s always alone.
>>748147332
2D>3D
Because your mother is retarded
>>748147332
I don’t even have any friends anymore. I had a few of them in high school. I’d go over their houses or out to eat together. Then went to college and didn’t make any friends there. Any at all, the whole time. It was a small school, and a small major. So everyone at least knew my name by the end of it. Sometimes people would talk with me in a group while seated before class or at work or whatever. But eventually they would start making plans about what to do after class or that weekend. I was always left out of that. They never actually wanted to hang out with me, they just tolerated me while I was there then went and had fun with each other.
>>748146868
II had a a a lot of weird experience when I was a kid where naked little girls crawled all over me.
>>748147585
Forgot a loli
>>748147585
do you at least have online friends?
>>748147585
do you have hobbies you have to do outdoors or with other people around you?
>>748147585
>>748147607
So now the friends I did have in high school are all much better friends with the ones they made in college and with each other. And I didn’t make any, or apparently retain any. So now I have no friends, and never meet anyone new. I go everywhere alone and don’t talk to anyone. I never went to a party in high school and college and can’t even imagine what those are like. I just have no idea. So I don’t know anything about alcohol. It all tastes absolutely awful to me and I don’t like feeling drunk or hungover. Having to be social for work or family is miserable. I don’t know how to hold a conversation, I mumble and trip over word and speak quietly. I never have anything to say.
>>748146868
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>>748147034
probably because you're a pedophile
>>748147059
>>748147061
>>748146868
Because presumably you weren't actually interested in girls for upwards(or more than) half of that.
Then you decided to spend the rest of that time on yourself instead of someone else.
>What even is this picture
>>748148132
that pic is worth a fap
>>748146868
In the same way that you won't talk to women for whatever stupid reason you tell yourself at night, women won't talk to you. Whether its fear, uncertainty, doubt, or whatever, they just won't. Man the fuck up and ask one of them for a date. Take solace in knowing that if they say no, you'll never see them again.
maybe if you stopped being a creepy fuck and looking at lolis all day you'd actually have some friends
Any Hat Kid from A Hat in Time?
>>748147916
I very briefly had an online girlfriend type person. Of course she would never say I was ever her boyfriend now. I’m fairly sure she only liked me because i helped her masturbate and she liked being told what to do. But even when we weren’t being naughty she was so sweet and caring and loving and perfect. But she lived halfway around the world, and when she went to college she got so busy and we never talked anymore. She got a real boyfriend and a job and everything. She goes to parties and drinks and has friends. She’s still an absolute sweetheart when I message her on Facebook but I can tell she doesn’t care about me at all anymore. She hasn’t for years and years now. But I still love her so much and I imagine what it must be like to hug her and run my fingers through her long dark hair. I don’t know what that’s like at all though, with anyone.
>>748147685
No
>>748147834
No
>>748148428
What is it you do in your spare time?
>>748148428
oh boy
>>748148776
my thoughts precisely
>>748147916
>>748148428
congrats, you're an introvert. not a big deal, lots of people are.
also you think everyone you know is having loads of fun and loving life; they're not. most people are miserable in one way or another, and most people hide that fact. especially on damn facebook; facebook is never the sum total of people's lives, it's only what they want others to see.
>>748148428
Do prostitues let you just cuddle? Do they charge less for that? I just want to know what a girl feels like. The half second long hugs from fat family members is all I even know. I just want to hold someone and pet their hair and feel their body. But I’m so incredibly awkward and have absolutely no idea how to start or hold a conversation. I’ve worked to improve ,yself a lot over the last few years. I have a pretty good (if kind of generic) haircut, and get it cut regularly. I dress nicely, and have a decent range of styles both casual and mildly dressed-up. I Keep myself clean. I’m not fat at all and I’m 6’3. I don’t act like too much of an autistic faggot in public. But I’m still so worthless at dealing with people. I have no confidence and stumble over every word. Yesterday I lost my sunglasses in a store and was too scared to ask an employee for help. Could have asked to see their lost and found, or security camera footage to see where I put them down. But I got too nervous and couldn’t ask. Just 65 dollars down the drain because I’m a scared little bitch. I really liked those too.
>>748146868
because you make loli threads on /b/
>>748148994
man, you sound like you have issues that none of us can help you with, the money you could spent cuddling a hooker would more wisely be spent on therapy
Also: I need that dakimakura cover!
>>748148994
>>748148428
you and me sound pretty fucking alike anon, though you're off a little better than me
howd job hunting go for you, i just graduated and it's really tough for me to even get interviews for positions
>>748148428
Similar to you, met someone online on a funny image site, nothing sexual we just talked and had fun, turned out she was a catfish. I didn't even know it was a thing. Had a fight I felt like shit for quite some time.5 years later we burried the hatchet but don't talk to eachother Everyone I met until her I hated (but turns out she was an even bigger dick for telling me lies), everyone was a dick or tolerable. Had a few dates, none of them worked, one gave me a migrane and I told her on the spot as nicely as I could that things would not work. I say fck it, I'm going to live my life, if I find someone then ok
>>748148994
yeah, hookers will cuddle. It'll probably feel weird if you don't walk much though
if she has two different rates for full service and massage she'll almost definitely only charge the massage rate for cuddling.
also, after a few minutes of cuddling, you'll probably want to fuck her, despite what you think right now.
>>748149433
*don't Talk much tho
>>748149196
actually i think cuddling a hooker would be more efficient. one cuddle session with a hooker might lead to some steps forward; one therapy session with a counselor is just introductory, many more sessions will have to follow for progress to be made. yet they cost about the same.
i should go hunting for lolis again sometime. sooo much lovely artwork i've never seen before in the threads lately
>>748148994
And now I’m so far behind everyone that it’s impossible to catch up. I can’t act normal at social events at my current age because I have no idea to act. And I can’t learn how to act with other people who would also be learning because I’m a decade older than all of them. I don’t know what sort of plans people even make anymore. I’m not going to ask a high school friend if they want to come over to my moms house and play Overwatch together. But that’s all I have to offer. I don’t even know where any bars are here. And I don’t know how to order there, or what sort of drinks are normal to get. And I’d have nothing to talk about anyway. I’m too scared to even make a tinder profile because I have nothing to offer anyone. At least nothing that they can’t get a better version of from someone else. I don’t even have any stories to tell. Nothing has ever happened to me. No parties, vacations, experiences, anything. I just exist (barely).
>>748148691
Nothing. On weekdays I just work then jerk off and go to bed. Weekends I go to one of 3-4 malls around and just walking around looking at stuff, praying that the employees won’t notice that I do this same thing all the time.
>>748148990
yeah man, being an introvert sucks. We're a minority most don't realize exists. We're treated like we're retarded or something.
>>748149559
yeah, therapy would be fucking lame
you pay to tell some guy how big of a loser you are and the whole time he has up a pokerface and is just thinking "lol what a faget"
>>748149559
hooker is not gonna increase your confidence or give you the tools necessary to improve, but its your money and your life
Pedo faggots, you are the worst people on here, go kill yourselves.
>>748149731
hookers do both of those things
>>748149711
I recommend you find yourself a hobby, something that will increase your confidence and self efficacy over time, personally I found lifting weights to be awesome, but its your choice
>>748149848
hookers take dick and pretend they like it for money
>>748146868
You were probably overweight. Youre probably overweight now. You probably shop at hot topic and only wear graphic Ts with your favorite video games or band on it like a neckbeard faggot. You spend your nights posting about underage hentai instead of getting healthy sleep so you can wake up and increase your standard of living.
>>748149731
i'm not op
>>748149711
Come over to play Overwatch at your mom, IF you're under 17 is an alrightish imo, if you're older you could plan a trip somewhere, visit something, go for dinner out. I'm an introvert and I don't like bars also but bars aren't the only thing you can do, play tennis ping pong find something. Just believe in yourself, because eyou're different doesn't mean you can't have fun. And why you give a shit if employees notice you ? That's the main reason people would not be interested in talking to you, confidence.
This has actually gone from hey nude anime kids to really depressing i hope you get better
>>748149711
I have a week off from work starting the 23rd. I’ll probably spend it trying to find an apartment. It’s going to be so stressful. I’ll have to go out, talk to people, make important decisions, act normal, know things, and spend a ton of money. I am terrible at all of that. I’ll probably end up getting one that I don’t like and is too expensive for me because whoever I’m talking to about the property will maintain eye contact for more than half a second and I’ll get intimidated and do whatever they say. I’m so useless. But I think having my own place might help. God I hope so.
>>748149341
I’m a piece of shit and only got my current job because I had family who works there. I’m pretty sure everyone secretly hates me for it. I don’t blame them I hate me too.
>>748150192
i figure most of us in these threads are depressed in some way
>>748150167
Confidence is key, when you do or say something you do it like you mean it, don't stutter or back down, just don't go into the other extreme and become an asshole, you can be confident while making an apology also.
>>748150234
do most of your apartment shopping online. most apt complexes worth their salt should have plenty of online info, including floorplans and pictures of showrooms. and if they don't, you probably don't want to live there.
>>748150192
>nude kids
or
>depressed
we always got both topics covered in a loli thread
>>748147332
Do you have a stable job?
>>748150327
Dont be. Us emofags like to pretend that hurting ourselves/ doing drugs/ drinking/ listening to sad music/ etc. helps and makes os feel better. But it only makes you think about it more. Stop being down. Forget it. Find something to occupy your time. You may find yourself stopping once in a while and thinking "im just hiding my pain" but often thats literally all you can do. Pretend youre over it and hope youll get over it.
>>748150528
Touche
>>748150524
you still have to visit it IRL to check wether or not its as good as you thought it would be by checking the online info
Not to mention maybe seeing some of the neighbors
>>748150577
"Hey I'm depressed"
"Stop being depressed"
10/10 advice
>>748146868
i don't know man. had a class mate as a girlfriend for a year at age 8-9, we did some playful stuff. had another girlfriend from 13-15, we did many things inappropriate for our age.
then i had a 14yo loli gf when i was 17 and it almost made people aware i liked them young.
but she was very fine and horny and so damn tight.
>>748149196
i dont know about that. You pay similar but you get more from one hooker visit
>>748150609
of course. but the idea is that you do the bulk of the apt shopping online, and then once you find 3 or 4 you really like, then you check them out in person. saves time and energy.
>>748150234
I just want another chance. I want to go back and do middle school and high school all over again. I wasted it. I didn’t do anything the whole time. I hardly even have any memories of it. You only remember important things, but I didn’t do anything important. My stupid brain didn’t bother remembering the 2,000 days I just went to class then took the bus home and did my homework and jerked off. I remember going to a friend at the time’s house to watch the futurama premier when that came back one time. Sort of. I remember being there, anyway. I remember my history teacher asking how my dad died. I remember my math teacher being upset because I didn’t have my homework. I remember the girl sitting next to me in English getting in trouble because she cheated off my test and I felt really bad about it. I don’t remember anything else though. I don’t think any of that was even middle school. I want a chance to do it again as a different person. I want to know what parties are like and what it’s like to have a girlfriend at that age. I barely remember anything from college either. Even 80% of what I learned in class is gone.
>>748149974
If anything I’m underweight. I did dress like shit in high school and college. I did have shitty facial hair in college. I dress better now and am better groomed. But I’m still a piece of shit.
>>748150192
Thanks
>>748150234
you sound really depressed. you should really go to a therapist and get some help.
>>748150630
my thoughts exactly
>>748150871
>If anything I’m underweight. I did dress like shit in high school and college. I did have shitty facial hair in college. I dress better now and am better groomed. But I’m still a piece of shit.
Well, that and being "spineless" is why chicks weren't and aren't into you.
I got my first gf at 26
There is still hope
>>748150630
Thats the normal reaction from people who hasnt experienced real depression. and yes I know this isnt loli
femanon here,
ur a huge faget, pls kill urself
>>748150871
wow so much what you write struck a cord in me. We are similar in so many ways. Hate being overly social even though that is what people expect of other people.
>>748150637
You should greentext this.
>>748150871
i feel you.
but like you, i won't get another chance to go back and do it all over again. so i just have to find a way to move forward from where i am now.
i ain't got it figured out yet, but i do know that i'm an introvert and shit like parties and socializing irl & crap are draining to me. so i don't seek that out. instead i'm still just trying to figure out who i am and what i like to do, and building myself up from there.
>>748146868
Because you're a beta faggot, embrace it.
>>748151559
LETS!
>>748150630
Literaly said
>us emofags.
Ive been depressed. Depressed right now. What do you think antidepressants do? They inhibit your ability to be sad and force your brain to be happy. (to eli2)
The only way I get over wanting to killmyself is to exercise. get healthy sleep, do the things i enjoy, and not think about the things that make me want to off myself.
OP, i was the same before i realised women are in a similar boat, they're people. Just ask and you might be pleasantly surprised to their response.
>>748151707
>and force your brain to be happy
didn't work for me tho, so i stopped taking antidepressants
paradoxically, feels good man
>>748150871
I can tell my family notices all these things too. They stopped asking if I have a girlfriend when I see them. They stop asking what I did this weekend, or if I have any plans. They already know all the answers. Leaving college was the worst. I had randomly assigned roommates every year. I never made friends with any of them. I was in a 4 person dorm every year. They were all better friends with each other or other people by the end of it. I never even really left my bedroom. By the last year, none of my roommates were seniors like I was. They were all sophomore-junior. Which is fine, but it was a really small school and I could tell the housing staff didn’t have anywhere else’s to put me. All the seniors were either living off campus in apartments or with their friends/people they chose. But seniors had to stay for a few more days after everyone else left for home. So for about the last week of school I was completely alone. I’m sure there were parties everywhere or at least people hanging out together with their friends for the last few days that they could before they all left. Having little celebrations. I could hear some of them next door. I was there 4 years and didn’t have a single person who I could at least hang out with and celebrate with. So I went to graduation, got my stupid little paper, had some free snacks and got a t shirt then went to my empty dorm, finished packing, and left. No one to hug goodbye, no one to wave or honk at as I left, no exchanging information with anyone to keep in touch, nothing. I had about 12 different roommates in my 4 years there, and only ever even got 2 of their cell phone numbers, and even that was only for emergency contact /dorm related things. That and a couple numbers from people for group work is all I got my whole time there. And haven’t talked to anyo of them since. I see them meeting up on Facebook though. Just about every single person in my major we’re all friends with each other xcept me
>>748150990
Roastie detected
>>748151833
hey, we're responding to you, you know
pay attention
>>748151824
As i understand that stopping your prescription makes it difficult for your brain to create its own (fuck whats it called? Dopamine?) so it typically causes subjects to be more depressed. Did you find that it gets worse as the days go? Or does that initial "worse" feeling taper into an amount of depression your familiar with?
>>748151994
i don't know. all i knew is that i was angry and depressed all the time while taking antidepressants, and i was angry and depressed all the time when NOT taking antidepressants, so i thought, "fuck, what difference does it make?? gonna stop taking these goddamn chemicals"
and just getting that monkey off my back alone makes me feel better about myself
post todd pls
>>748152200
make your own thread
>>748152200
is it hard to type one-handed?
>>748152200
si senor
>>748152267
meanie
>>748147326
/thread
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>>748152347
make your own thread
>>748152389
kys, this is not a /safespace/ nor it has an age limit
>>748152376
/humanity
>>748151833
Dude, stop drowning your dick in tears like a crybaby. There are people in much worser situations than you. So man up!
HNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNGGGGGGGGGG
>>748152429
its not about safe spaces, but respect, which you lack completely
>>748152429
you like that word, huh?
loli != toddler
>>748151833
I don’t know what to do. Maybe when I have an apartment I’ll be able to make a tinder profile. I just really miss that girl I mentioned. I want to be able to stroke her beautiful hair. But I’m sure she’s not a sweet innocent virgin anymore. I never deserved her anyway.
>>748152487
t.triggered mature lolilover
>>748152499
>>748152487
kids these days
they just don't know that todd has always been mixed in with loli threads
>>748146935
But not in bed
>>748152544
why the hell would you want to make a tinder profile? that place is a cesspit
>>748152586
No it hasn't.
>Lose v card at 9 with a older girl
>Live a breddy gud life
>have people I hung out with all the time
>hit my mid 20s things started to slow down
>hit my late 20s things even get slower
>now i'm in my 30s and it seems everything just stopped
Sucks, now I just work come home post on /pol and come to /b 4 the loli breads
strange how things turn out.
>>748152586
they are so edgy they thing beating the monkey with 7yo is classier than posting 2yo toddlers
worse than spiderfags really
>>748152752
>>748152735
>>748152586
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>>748152684
believe what you want
>>748152544
There was a beautiful youngish girl in the store where I lost my sunglasses yesterday. I kept walking past her while looking for them. She smelled really nice. I really wonder what it’s like to hug her.
>>748152844
I stated a fact, not a belief.
>>748152684
yes it has.
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>>748150982
You must be so deep. Amaze
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>>748152940
except your "fact" isn't true
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>>748153012
you must be so shallow. not amaze.
>>748152544
You have a scarcity based mindset. The girl wasn't even that great. You just have nothing to compare it to. Kill your Oneitis before you even think about getting involved with a woman. Because when you lose her it will be entirely because of your neediness and you will just lose her again. Then you will feel even lower than you do now even though guess what it still isn't a big fucking deal.
Was kissless virgin up until 22. Then I discovered pick up started going out with friends doing approaches. That shit changed real fast. I got really good at six game. Fat bitches, ugly chicks basically whatever I could get. Now two years later I can sometimes leave the lights on.
There comes a point where you hit such a low point that you just have nothing to lose (I use the word low point loosely. If you have food water, internet and a job that provides you with money then you're doing a hell of a lot better than a lot of people.)
The difference is in the mindset. You think you're a failure because you're virgin. I thought it was hilarious I was a virgin. I didn't make a big fucking deal about it and then I took action because whining wasn't getting me anywhere.
Fuck Scarcity. Learn Abundance.
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>>748153208
damn, did you get that from a book or something?
>>748153208
you're too far ahead. can you tell us how you made yourself actually care about random idiots at bars?
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>>748153667
The goals of real females generally do not align with males who enjoy viewing Japanese pedophilic cartoons
>>748153709
>The goals of real females generally do not align with males
may as well have just stopped there
>>748153709
>generally
so there is a chance
>>748153714
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>>748153884
yes
just gotta find a female lolicon
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>>748153929
puny space marines you will all fall to chaos let the loli commence in the name of slaanesh
>>748153975
already got lucky
>>748152544
>>748153208
also don't use Tinder. A very small percentage of people use it to actually hook up. A lot of girl just get on and treat it like another social media site when they're bored just swiping and never really going on dates. 50% is just girls trying to get a free meal when they do go on dates.
You HAVE to go out. This was the only thing that worked for me. Not social circle game, not hitting on girls at work. Go OUT to a night club.
Introduce a little shock to your system get out of your little routine. You don't have to drink. It's actually a great opener to tell the girl you don't drink. Shows that you don't fall into social norms or care about others opinion. She may look at you weird. Don't give a fuck. Your inability to withstand social pressure is essentially why your life has gone the way it has. It's why you shut yourself down and stay quiet because you don't want to embarrass yourself because your brain has rationalized taht this is worse than death. Get GOOD at not giving a fuck, it's the key to attracting women. Learn some stupid canned opener off the internet, just approach every woman and use it. The goal isn't to get laid the first few weeks you go. You just want to acclimatize yourself to walking up to complete strangers and be fucking normal.
>>748153293
Nope pick up community
>>748153358
I didn't judge anyone because they went out. I didn't really care either. I wanted the warm wet hole. It was entirely for my own self-development. Now when I go out it's not an ordeal because I've handled this shit. It's actually very fun, I find that most introverts that have this superiority complex about people who go out are just in defense mode because they can't do that (aka convinced themselves they can't). Not every girl is a slut and not every guy there is a dude bro/Chad or w/e80% of them are normal human beings.
>>748154017
grats
>>748146868
I don't know. I'm a loli lover but I still get something once in a while got to third base a couple days ago
I win.
>>748154062
>pick up community
sounds like a collective of shallow people, way to go
>>748148990
>also you think everyone you know is having loads of fun and loving life; they're not.
Yes we are. My life is great and I have fun all the time .
>>748154000
>Image limit reached
Traitor, since you have already fallen, for this situation to give you a hard on, or make you think about smooching on her belly button, or lick all over her flat little chest, or make you say, "Lower your skirt some more," or Emperor forbid, make you wish to commit adultery with your corrupted form couldn't possibly be the case, right? Did you know that person is called a HERETIC?!
>>748154121
Wanting to get laid makes you shallow? Guess those scary pick up people have a lot in common with the people in this thread lol. Most pickup artists were scared nerds that googled "how to get the pussy" in Google one day and discovered a whole new world. AKA maybe OP if he does something about instead of wallowing in self pity.
I'd rather be labelled as shallow than apathetic. So meh.
>>748153363
>fidget spinner
>>748154411
better a hertic then to follow some old dying looser hooked up to life support
>>748147685
Can't even tell if that's a loli. I mean, didn't small women like that either become concubines, or hermits in the hills who make medicine?
>>748147332
bro go on omegle. get some snapchats go to parties go to clubs or move. just pack up and leave
>>748154432
hey, if you want to be shallow that's cool, you do you.
>>748154600
So when you want to meet women how do you do it. I'm actually genuinely curious and want to learn from you. Social circle? Online? Lemme know.
>>748146868
Look at the picture you posted, and you might get your answer
>>748154751
>I'm actually genuinely curious and want to learn from you
totally not sarcasm
>>748154541
>Implying the Emperor won't resurect
>Implying the ruinous powers are strong enough to eat The Emperor's ghost
You won't find peace in death filth. And Neither will I considering >>748153363 tagged me. Wanna do some MushSDcain while on a barbed wire jet propelled merry go round while listening to 10 hours of perfect A flat? You should really see the slaves try to hold on.
>>748154820
Hey cmon stop being so defensive I'm serious. I had the same mindset as you not so long ago. I just want to understand where you are coming from and not be dismissive of your viewpoint. So tell me please.
>>748154953
nah he will fall and when when he does you will whine like a bitch and none of the cool chaos gods will like you maybe you can get with nurgle though i hear he isnt picky
Go to a church some Sunday, OP. You could use a little churchin up.
>>748155130
wait i thought you wanted him to not want to fuck children
>>748153884
Yeah I mean there's a chance an extraterrestrial planet can support life. Doesn't mean it's likely.
>>748146868
it's not too late for you OP, no matter what you think. I know it's hard, I know it sucks, but you can't rewind time as far as we are aware.
First of all, virginity is overrated. Just kinda realize that and forget about that whole deal. Your dick doesn't change after it goes into a vagina, and vaginas honestly don't change after any amount of fucking, unless you're inserting like arms in there. Don't worry about that.
You should probably start working out. There are those fucking social whajamacallits. https://www.meetup.com/ Go to this place and sign up. Join a running or hiking group. Go often. I recommend running cuz that's where all the hot chicks are. Be yourself. You'll probably find someone who's more into you than you think. Don't just stare at people. Talk. Have at least 10 things you can readily talk about. Be aware to let them talk. Do not be afraid to move on if they aren't interested. Don't waste your time on a chick with a bod that isn't interested in you. Work out. get fit. Get hot.
The women will come. Work on yourself.
Also get a nice paying stable job.
You got this. Get laid.
>>748155416
This. OP is going to be so disappointed when he finally gets laid and discovers that sex once divorced from all of the emotions is just a really intense jerking off session where you have to do most of the work and he's overhyped it. It won't make him happy but he should do it anyways so he can think clearly and find out what actually will make him happy and then work towards that.
>>748146868
My guess is you never took any chances trying to get to know any girl during any of that time.
>>748146868
You aren't missing that much. I was, and still am, like you. There was a time when I had a girlfriend and a somekind of sexfriend later on. In order to get that girlfriend, I had to fake my own personality appearing to be a social butterfly and speaking shit I didn't care about.
But eventually I got tired of it. There was a sweet period of time between stop faking my personality and my girlfriend stop having a crush for me. During that week, or two weeks, it was like a perfect love story. But after that she was more interested in other guys (I broke with her soon, so I guess she didn't have enough time to cheat on me)
Moral of the story. Focus your effort into improving yourself, but only because you want to be a better self, not because you want to impress anyone. And if you love loli, be careful if you live in a country where they can't tell apart (or don't care) fiction vs reality.
And enjoy playing videogames. They are like reading books but more interactive.
op it sounds like you have a problem with socialising which is why you struggle to meet people, that combined with shit self esteem equals you missing opportunities because of social fear, the hardest thing about dating is finding people in the first place if you're crap with socialising, go to meetups, events, things that interest you and you'll end up meeting people naturally with a topic to talk about.
I'm in pretty much the same situation OP.
I live with my mom, am 26. No friends, no social life. Work is the only time I go out at all.
I can't really imagine anyone wanting to even be with me considering no one likes anime or video games like I do. What interests would I share in common? I'm not charming or rich so shit out of luck. I just keep on letting life take its course. Its all I can do. And I try to learn and be productive. Things generally get better.
Fucking pedofuck MODS
Wait, pedophiles that still live at home, don't have a social life, and have no one that likes them? Wow imagine that
>>748157225
we are figuring out how to change that
>>748156720
This is what I live. I also read books and do at.
I had a friend with benefits and I really didnt care about much else other than at the end of the day i was sleeping next to someone. When it was over I wanted her to stay, but once it was really over I just went back to enjoying myself. I dont think there is anyone in the world that would let me enjoy just myself.
If i ever get interested in a new relationship it always makes me want to change, which could be good and worth it, but until then I am keeping myself content.
>>748150192
We are all dead inside, except im not a virgin and im only here because f.b.i is monitoring 4chan.
