Lonely drinkers: Friday edition.
What are you drinking and how are you guys doing?
>>>/ck/
Sage.
water
>>745954917
just killed a 26 of Kraken about to start into my case of Busch. I feel drunk and depressed, maybe a little anxious as well, I'm out of smokes. So no different from any other Friday night really
Glen Moray and Carlsberg.
Doing not too bad actually. Kinda tired of my job, but i'll hang in there a little longer. 2:30am here, only reason im up is the off chance that a girl im fuckin' is dropping by. I'll probably go to bed soon.
>>745955700
>out of smokes
That sucks. Specially when you're drinking alone, the closest store is 7 miles away and it's 2:00 am so it's probably closed
>>745954917
Michelob Ultra because I'm on lowcarb to not be a fat ass anymore and I couldn't get to the liquor store to get vodka. I skipped dinner so I can get fucked up faster and might smoke a bowl once I get buzzed to go to bed. I hope 8 of em does the trick.
>>745956135
I live in the middle of butt fuck Ontario, the nearest store would require me to drive like, a half hour away. Which I would do but it's already closed FML
>>745956135
I live in a mountain alone and that's why i buy 5 bottles of whisky and 10 packs of cigs every time i go to town
>>745954917
Im good OP, playing games with the gf, and doing shots of tennesse fire, must suck being a lonley loser faggot though
>>745956361
Damn. I have to drike for like 20 minutes but fuck it.
Also, how much you guys drink per night? I chug by myself 1 liter whisky every night
>>745956537
Tbf, as i said i live in a mountain and its raining. Im not going downtown where my friends are. I know every alcoholic says this but is nice to drink alone with music every now and then. Speacially when is raining hard
I keep forgetting to get Tullamore dew on the way home from work so I'm stuck with Evan Williams with Yuengling as a chaser.
>>745956731
>i have to drike
Is that like drink and drive? I do that every night. Call me Dr. Drive Safely
I'm drinking wine and cola as of this moment.
I feel fine, just waiting for someone
drinking bourbon. doing whatever.
Drinking Miller high life. Son just told me he's gay.
Alone in this moment but i'm leaving in 1 hour. I'm gonna get shitfaced drunk tonight. Its been almost 3 months since my last serious party with friends. I feel excited like when i was 18
>>745957481
a celebration!
Steel Reserve
>>745957481
Lmao. Give that girl a smirnoff ice to celebrate
>>745956731
>>745954917
Good ol milwaukee... about 6-9 every night. And maybe twice that on the weekend... I really need to stop
Drinking cocktail The last word
Equal part: gin, maraschino, green chartreuse, lime juice
Guys get me to stop smoking.
I can't even sleep anymore
I just started. Drinking Flor de Caña 5 year rum. It's far from the best, but not bad for it's price.
What are you guys up to this evening? I'm trying to work on my writing, but I'll probably end up playing video games.
>>745954917
Drinkin good ol old style pilsner. Doin alright, not great not terrible
>>745958598
Oh cool. I've always wanted to try one. I think I'd like it, but I've never had all the ingredients around at the same time.
>>745958679
I have a 5 years bottle of Flor too. Nica? Decent rum.
Brava 5.5
>>745957481
wincest
>>745954917
Apparently I'm weird because I vastly prefer to drink alone and crank up some good music instead of going out and talking bullshit with strangers for a night
>>745954917
Peroni
Feeling shit about myself, wishing I could go back 1 year...I'd still have my ex then and I wouldn't end things
Shit hurts when I see her on SC
It's mad...only like 1 or 2 of my very few friends actually know what I'm going through and the others, I'm guessing, haven't seen it.
Kinda hoping time will work some magic, I just can't forgive myself for letting her go....
Sorry for rambling, no one cares
>Budweiser
>marine corps
>with the boys
Pussy boi
Tequila fizzy water lime ice. Hangin with my pooch lovin the cooch bein out of town.
Absolute vodka And Rickards red.
Every night... Hoping I don't wake up the next morning.
Downed a litre of southern comfort, out of smokes, its 03:23 in Sweden and I feel alone, every friday night has been like this for six something months.... Found some broken cigarettes im trying to fix into one smokable.
Drinking some year old mead I made, and I'm alright, could be better.
>>745954917
Water. I'm doing fine, I just had a fulfilling night out with my fiance and good friends. We went to a seafood restaurant and then played mini-golf. After saying goodbye to our friends we got home to my luxury apartment and my fiance and I had loving, passionate sex. Just kidding, I'm drinking Jack and masturbating to anime girls in my basement.
Finishing a 12 pack and waiting for my oxycotin dealer
>>745959160
almost had me going there xD
mfw last part
>>745955715
Woher kommst du, /b/ruder?
>>745954917
fireball whiskey, i had to leave my gf about a week ago cuz i figured out she was trying to use me as a plan b for her cheating ex
Having some Budweiser and keeping it cheap.
Might go to the bar in a few hours since they having a deal with $10 buckets so really can't beat that.
>>745958937
Same. Anyway, i drink 2 nights per week. Usualy alone on Fridays and with friends on Saturday till Sunday's morning or vice versa.
>>745955463
>water
Same here.
Apparently, alcohol is bad for you. My liver is fucked. Wished I learned about how bad alcohol was in school, but was taught about the dangers of HIV & smoking.
>>745954917
Yerba Maté
Shit has a pretty decent buzz
>>745959779
I drink 5 nights per week. Usually on work nights so I can forget how shitty my job is.
Me and my best friends fucked a week ago (she have a bf). I'm depressed here and drinking alone because deeply inside i love her. Its the first time she cheats on a bf in her whole life. I know because we are bestfriends since we were 10yo and i kbow every guy she fucked before. It sucks, man. And i cant do shit about it
>>745959864
>>745959965
I used to too. I stopped drinking 5 nights per ween on last January. New year, new life? At least i feel nice on work days now. I swear God i would only drink beer on 2018. Whiskey and Vodka are my problem
>>745954917
>>745954917
Smoke Weed
>>745954917
why drink when you can smoke weed
alcohol is for old farts
>>745960331
I am an alcoholic, not super bad, but bad enough that I drink everyday. At least 3 drinks to a max of like 20+ I dont really measure. But fact is its daily and I am not giving myself a break.
I only looked for a thread like this to talk about cause american red cross has called me for at least a decaed since highschool when I donated blood. I finally answered last week and apparently I have O- blood. Meaning I am a universal donor, but good luck finding anyone to donate organs to me.
>>745954917
still sober day 18.. pounding lacroix coconut
>>745960527
>>745954917
Russian Standard and doing fine for almost two weeks past Hurricane Irma
I stopped drinking hard drinks (whiskey, vodka, etc) a couple of years now. Only beer for me and thankfully i did get a gf after 5 years of fucking junkie sluts. I think i stopped doing drugs and alcohol after half of my friends were spending 12 hours of their days on drug houses. I managed to end my uni career. Life is definitely better now. I know you guys dont care but i finally buyed a brand new car.
>>745960231
I stick to cheap beer cause I can't afford better, which is probably a good thing actually...
>>745960723
I actually get drunker sometimes off beer since its tasty to me and easier to gulp down and once I open a bottle I will want to finish it. I also get IPAs with 4-10% alcohol. I think I will need to quit completely to stop.
And I do care. I like hearing modest success stories. Overachievers think nothing of the biggest improvements in others lives how ever small they may seem.
>>745960442
Are you fucking 12? Why not smoke and drink? you fucking dumbass.
Any alcoholics here who can tell me about their first day sober?
I havnt been sober for a day for 4 years. AT least off alcohol. In the past years I havnt been off drugs for more than like 1 month.
>>745960527
me too. can't remember the last night i didn't drink. it worries me, but not enough to try sleeping sober
WP 10 and kinda shitty. Wondering if doing the same unrewarding same day to day bullshit grind over and over is worth it.
>>745954917
VODKA
I want to die.
>>745961119
I am getting worried. I wanted to stop for a while. I havnt been to a doctor since I started drinking heavily.
No one really cares about my drinking except me. I would quit, but am afraid what happens and if itll fuck with my work.
>>745961013
First of all, how are you even still alive? You must be really young but regardless you literally can't continue drinking every day or you WILL die very soon.
After being sober for about 4 months I would say the first month or two is incredibly hard and then you just get over it kind of like how you never really craved alcohol or drugs when you were 10 years old and just lived life without being fucked up it's the same thing. You start to notice that you will get a lot more accomplished and end up being a lot more productive whether you want to or not because you will need to fill the time with other things. Your mind starts to function a little more clearly and you can do math and stuff faster but your social skills may decline a little drink here or there can enhance your social skills if necessary but it's a fine line. Any more than 2-3 drinks and your just making a fool of yourself.
>>745957481
should have not been on /b during the first 10 years of your boys ... i mean girls life
>>745961293
I just need to make it through enough time sober to know that I am not having serious repercussions like DTs or seizures.
I dont care what else comes. As soon as I prove to myself I can survive being sober I will stay so.
I do not envy you guys right now. Have been an alcoholic for 5+ years, recently quit drinking and started using the shit out of kratom instead. Life changes so much for the better even the first week you're truly free from alcohol's grip
10/10 would recommend
>>745961396
why cant you just go sober?
Drugs fuck you up so much. They dont motivate you, they keep you content.
>>745961388
Life isn't black and white that thought process leads to hard times. I was able to quit smoking by never really telling myself I'm going to "quit smoking forever" It's a mental thing. I could have a cig right now if I really wanted to why not? and maybe I will have one or two every so often but that's all I really need. I don't have to do something all day everyday or never at all, that's like autisim.
>>745961292
well, i'll tell you what i tell myself every morning and ignore every evening:
why not just try drinking less? skip a day like you used to?
>>745960893
Yeah. Is the the little thing that matter
And same, after 6-8 beers i get bored and go to bed. But if i open a bottle of jack i NEED to drink it all and usually end up drinking vodka, tequila, etc.
>>745961589
There was never a time I skipped a day. Once I started I didnt stop. I picked it up after heroin for 2 years. I liked how drunk I could get and it seemed similar in that feeling of ignorance. It removes shame and guilt.
>>745960400
>>745960471
>>745960507
>>745960550
>>745960684
GTFO fucking stoner kid
>>745961476
I agree, but I've been trying for the better part of a year to stop drinking and every single time I wind up a basket case and then go and get a bottle. And I mean really trying, like pouring out all my alcohol, telling friends that I'm stopping so that they can keep me accountable, going to AA almost every day (not that I am saying AA is good or bad, just trying everything there is), telling my doctor, etc. This way at least I can get out from under alcohol's strangle hold even for a few weeks, and that feels good.
>>745961539
There isnt a reason for me to drink though. I would get the same enjoyment if I were sober. Nothing changes.
>>745960972
>old farts
Oh shut up, you fucking treehugger. Im 22, im young and nothing better than a good whiskey or cheap beer... whatever, and a bowl
Not as good as it was in the 70s but still awesome.
>>745961789
how much per night? can you taper that off but still go daily?
my usual is three drinks, but they're stiff. basically i split up a can of coke over three glasses and fill the rest with whiskey. but lately i've been opening a second can
>>745959113
I have an emergency pack of papers for such occasions.
>>745961119
After 5 years of drinking everyday, weed was my salvation. After those 5 years i was stoner and i started drinkibg alcohol in a hardcore way. My first week sober it was a living hell. But weed did to keep me calm. After you pass the first weekend everything is easier. I still drink, maybe 2 days per month. But i can control it now
>>745960442
There is nothing like good weed and ice cold Miller in a bottle. Source: done tons of both.
>be me
>eastern europe's poorest area is my home
>no jobs
>slugging through university with mild success
>semester starts in 2 weeks
>bored AF
>friends already left for the capital, gonna see em when the semester starts
>complicated parents relationship
>had a gf once, things were going fine
>she left to study abroad
>fml
>returns to alcoholism because rakija is plenty here
>>745954917
I'm not drinking and I'm trying not to. But I keep feeling this urge to go to the liquor store before it closes in two hours.
>>745954917
Vodka Collins.
Found a chick that graduated with basically the same degree (Geology with G.I.S Certificate) as me working at a Greek restaurant right by where I live. Hoping I don't end up the same way.
I just need to take one day at a time.
>>745954917
Old Crow with some Fat Tires. Drinking a lot more now that I had to quit weed.
>>745962320
weed is sooo much worse than booze for me. my stoner friend tried to get me into it several times over several years, each time i got nervous and anxious as fuck, and usually threw up
>>745962215
I dont do much during the week, but feel its necessary to drink.
On the weekend I drink insane amounts and it doesnt do much to me considering the intake.
What can I do on the weekend is the question I ask myself.
I'm 23. I stopped drinking two years ago bc i spend 3 days in hospital because my instentines were about to explode. Worst pain i ever felt in my life. After that, i managed to end high school (at 20) and thankfully im doing pretty well in college now. Fags, seriously. If you are under 20, drop that shit. Drugs and alcohol are bad, mmkay? Btw, i started drinking everyday at 15-16
>>745962447
Fuckinggggg same. My neareast store closes in 48 minutes. Im about to do it
>>745962860
21 year old fag here, what I do is drink and get high once every month so I don't build a tolerance.
Unless that's too little of time for a gap.
>>745954917
Evan Williams, smoothest cheap Kentucky bourbon I've ever found.
can i join if im stoned?
not bad i'm drinking angry orchard and watching jojo part 4, asked a girl out to have some coffee sometime next week and she said yes so i'm feeling okay
>>745954917
It's Saturday here. Just got off work, slapped a slow roast in the oven and I'm about to get started on a carton of generic for-export-only German lager called Uberbrau. Good price, decent taste and strength for what it is. Might wander up to the bottle shop later for some vodka. Planning to get half cut and go a few rounds of boxing on the Vive, and maybe shoot some zombies. Drunk VR is best VR
>>745962728
And you get the 'pale'. Thats normal. Just remember the first time i drinked. The next time just smoke 1 or 2 hits. I felt that too the first time i smoked after 5 years. You cant just go there and smoke a whole joint after all that time
>>745962999
You're okay. Just keep going like that.
poor mans gimlet; oured out some gin and literally just squeezed a lime with my bare hands. Comfy night, enjoy your drinks fellas
>>745954917
I managed to quit this week for the first time in 10 years. Using pot edibles to keep myself suitably sedated while I wait for the physical addiction to subside. today will be the fifth day.
>>745963085
Why not? Just dont spread your treehugger shit
>>745963550
I remember my fifth day ( 7 months ago) and it was fucking friday, the most difficult day. Just keep doing what you're doing
Some Glenlivet 18.
Eh doing fine, could be better.
>>745963692
thanks man, you glad you quit?
>>745956872
how do you have viable internet if you live on a mountain
Im drinkng fireball in pumpkin beer
>>745958649
get yourself to stop. that's how I did it.
I almost got back on the wagon recently but after 6 years tobacco-free shit just gets me so light headed and nauseous I could fall over and vomit into a nice mini coma so I gave it up again.
mix of fireball and peppermint schnapps
>sounds like shit but it isn't
>call it fire and ice
>>745963748
Not gonna lie, i still drink beer maybe one or two nights per month, with my gf, friends and in a nice place. You can call it "social drinking". Having a girl helps with the alcoholism or otherwise depending on the girl. But i havent drinked vodka (my doom) for 7 months already.
>>745964039
Hello, visitor from 1995. Welcome to the current year
New York Bourbon
Wife's asleep
Browsing /b
Playing Township
Fake Absinth and some coke. Not mixed
>>745958679
I'm going to bed soon after a bit more vodka as I am on a 2am - 9-10am work schedule during the weekdays.
>>745964331
nice, yeah, finding a girl has been helping me as well. I want to stay a social drinker, just waste a lot of nights getting drunk on my own and having nothing to show for it except a shittier and shittier body.
>>745964039
Internet is pretty okay here. Not any problem at all. Its cool to live in a country with a poblation under the 10 millones
Jack and fucking coke. Just watched he'd the Matrix with the wife. Doing ok. Big argument coming about parents.
>>745958937
meeee too buddy
>>745964302
That sounds amazing. Will have to try
>>745958947
we don't, because it's stupid and you'll get over it anon.
Ive been to detox before (not going to drink myself legless again) and rebab with josh gordon. Sobriety isnt for some people tho. Seems like an AA thread noe
>>745959113
man just let go of the shmokes so you can get a pizza.
>>745959160
i poop
>>745963746
Good choice my dude
>>745964039
The future is now, old man.
Just drank 2 familiars
>fuck buddy ditched me to go hand out with her mom
>probably going to play video games
>>745959935
you're fucking gay dude.
cwe, rum and cokes, beer
>>745964434
>shittier body
Yeah, when i quit i realized how shitty my body looked. Cant blame you
My liver is shit now, look every day for yellow eyes. Drinking isnt shit, if you can stop do. If youvr never smoket a citgarette dont.
Just drinking beer
>>745958947
block her
>>745960088
>>745960254
>>745960304
>>745960331
who's mom got on 4chan
>>745963085
ya buddy. i been lurkin
I'm not alone because y'all fags are my friends, right? ....Right?
If you want to journey, take mushrooms. If you have anxiety, stop drinking forever and see a doctor. Drinking your life away is the worst solution
>>745965109
I do smoke cigs. But thankfully my eyes/teeth aren yellow yet
I'm piss poor but I made a wicked eBay sale so I treated myself.
>>745964336
I said "viable" as in more than 6 gigs a month, jackass.
>>745964744
Eat my assHole.
>>745965642
Present it.
>>745965403
>Drinking your life away is the worst solution
Dude im back in my hometown with my friends. Thanks gld i did choose to get educate. Even thoughtuts fun to see my mates, they arent doing shit for life. Thankfully ill be back to college in 2 weeks.
>>745965709
With utmost pleasure.
> Want a beautiful gf
>get drunk every day because you dont have one
>>745965593
You specified nothing, cocksneeze
>>745965783
Pics then. Or we're done.
>>745965792
that seems counter productive af
>>745965864
it was implied, himble snatch meister
>>745965864
Cocksnot is a far superior insult. The sneeze is the good part. The aftermath is snot.
>>745954917
100% single grain rye
>>745965879
***Stalls for no reason***
>>745954917
Keystone light, poor af
Pretty fed up with shit honestly but I always keep on
>>745965792
>>745965900
Same here. Thats the life of an alcoholic
>i drink because i dont have a gf
>i dont have a gf because i drink
>>745965864
hahahahahahaha that's like when my penis cries.
>>745966086
I think you drink because you have a habit of drinking, and you project that onto your insecurities about not having a lady friend...
Hofbrau Munchen Original and watching some detective themed film noir. also on here talking to you faggots.
>>745965467
That's a 1.75L
>>745965467
Titos is cheap as fuck though
Well, the worst possibly scenario is meeting someone you love, possibly grow old together, and they die
>>745955366
>160 replys
/ck/ only works for me when i need ideas for breakfast
>>745956731
Sober now but 6 months ago I was up to 1.75 liters a day...around the clock pretty much.
>>745954917
beer.
got frinds, got a loving family and a cute girl but im lonely. i dont care man, i will be a good drummer.
keep it up, /b/ros. i belive in you.
>>745966381
And hoe is your liver now
>>745954917
Genesee beer. Not so great. Probably going to have to go into a community residence for people with mental health issues (I suffer from major depression/social anxiety) when I really just want to be on my own. But I'm on probation so it's not up to me. Feels fucking bad man.
>>745966230
Not who you're quoting but you're technically not wrong, from my stance at least.
I pull a lot of girls from bars/tinder but its never anything more than a one night stand. Any woman who's actually worth a shit likely won't put up with my alcoholism, and honestly what I'm really missing right now is a long term girlfriend.
Don't get me wrong, I'm no faggot and random hookups are great, but at this point in life I really feel like I should be settled down with a good woman by now.
I like drinking and smoking too much to quit though
Anthony bourdain is the worst ex-addict. He was a crack and heroin addict and now goes drinking for a living. I dunno how he does it. I am currently trying to drink socially but also drink a liter on my own most nights
Not lonely, but with my dad listen her fav old songs. Nice night in home. It cant be better because its raining. Thanks Caribbean Huracans
>>745954917
Fireball straight. I'm alright Prly gna sleep soon. Hbu?
>>745966699
Ha! I fucking love Parts Unknown.
>>745966841
>green bastard, parts unknown
shitty... drinking a lefe
>>745966628
Im that guy. Yeah, thanks for replying that guy. After fucking random junkies there's a moment in your life when you want a real relationship. And really, as pussy as this can sounds, a vagina can change your life. If you really appreciate her.
>>745966914
What?
>>745961789
Yeah I started drinking after years of heroin abuse too. I actually felt like it exacerbated shame and guilt. It after years of being numb I just enjoyed feeling SOMETHING
>>745967157
Lol it's from trailer park boys
>>745954917
halfway through an 18 of Rainier.
Feeling pretty okay-ish.
>>745967278
You fuckin' want one!?
Wine, Martini, more wine.
Drinking because the boyfriend left me after 5 years
Listening to gay-ass music having a cry
>>745967278
I will never understand why people think that show is funny.
>>745967037
I had one girl who really did change my life for better, but I was younger and fucked that up. One of my female friends got bad into coke and got me to do some with her, my girl at the time walked in on her suckin my floppy. Still miss that girl too, won't even contact her though cause she's with someone now and seems happy.
Guess I'll just bang random fluezys forever, or wait til im 35 and marry some trainwreck 43 year old single mother of four
>>745967596
Is that even a show? I heard about that but i thought it was a movie
Help me
>>745967596
If you don't like TPB you obviously just haven't watched it.
A few minutes of a few episodes doesnt count as watching it, either
>>745967774
It's on Netflix, but it's garbage. I don't get it.
>>745967817
I watched the first season. Just awful.
>>745967698
Yeah. Thankfully i did right. But thats sad my man. Keep going
I cannot move
>>745954917
Handles of rum. I am drinking until I die from it. I have been fucked up every night for the last 5 months. I am waiting for someone to say something.
>>745968015
Nobody ever says anything.
Nobody ever asks.
You are alone
>>745957481
Kill yourself. Die knowing how you got the last word and a little taste of how you feel right now.
>>745968009
Not k, mmkay?
Got a 1/4 of a fifth of vodka and 3 lines of coke. Not sure if I should start the night
>>745954917
Sobriety, anon. It's the best!
>>745968306
When was the last time you had sex for free? For me it was November 2015.
>>745961396
Too good? Found the lord or some shit? Whats your secret? Found a reason to live?
>>745968364
FUCK OFF
>>745966437
Enzymes were elevated to around 300 (they said normal was 30-75) but no long term damage and that my liver would naturally repair itself over time.
>>745954917
Not much of a drinker. I'm a recovering super stoner. I've been sober for 3 weeks and I kinda wanna get some booz to celebrate. I mean, I know I ask alcoholics at my own peril, but what should I go get?
>Local Colorado spirits appreciated
>>745968107
Its pathetic and empowering. I know its too early, I want to see how far I can go.
>>745954917
Mcgillicuddy peach schnapps. Chilling at my moms place cuz my dad wont admit his girlfriend is being an almighty cunt to me and my fiancee. According to my grandma he is being a crybaby lil bitch about it but he still wont stop sticking up for the bitch
>>745964377
What makes it "fake"?
>>745968804
The fact that it is probably green and anus flavored but not real wormwood. Probably from a country where the real stuff is banned.
>>745954917
I'm poor as shit so malt liquor and ice house beer
>>745968727
I tried the same things.
My friends don't dare to come here any more now.
They just talk and talk in quiet voices.
Meanwhile I'm in here and there's no escaping, I'm breaking up
>>745968417
>>745968372
October 2016. I've gone 4 plus years with now sex before
>>745968787
Pussy makes the world go round.
>>745956963
Tullamore and a nice mild cigar is a fuckin lit combo
>>745968979
Where you from? Why don't you just see prostitutes?
>>745968203
I'm numb. I'm frozen. Trembling in a terror ever growing. I hear them moving. Voices coming trough the door.
>>745968944
They are not real friends anyway. If they were real friends they would want to talk about it. Its just easier to let someone die alone and act surprised. They are too busy to have someone elses problems on their hands.
>>745969181
You sound like a fucking pussy. You want to try to kill yourself just so people notice you. What a fucking useless piece of meat. Just end it or stop being such a bitch.
>>745968693
What are you recovering from?
>>745968306
NO FRACTIONS
>>745956135
Almost outta beer and just buzzed, but not gonna chance driving to the party store since my license is suspended. Last thing I need is a DUI and a driving while license is suspended. How did my license get suspended, you ask? Not from DUI, just from having a fast car and a heavy foot, I guess. Annd fucking cops .
>>745967792
are you ok>>745967774
>>745969131
Cali, ive just returned last year from living in Laos , pros are ok in my book and I've done questionable things (no pizza) with them, but emotion etc etc. what are you drinking tonight m8?
>>745969181
So you see, my point stands, we are all alone standing lonely at the crossroads, no desire to run
>>745969514
Anyone else in here actually tried to kill themselves? Not just for attention, but like... botched shit. I took 30 ambien and 30 clonidine with alcohol and I'm still breathing.
>>745969725
>no pizza
What's the mean?
>what are you drinking tonight m8?
See >>745966624
>>745969763
You took 30 tonight?
>>745954917
todays hopefully going to be my last day, will not be doing AA because its got a 5% success rate and a cancer community
going to rely on sheer willpower to make it at work for the next year and hopefully after that i will have enough money to move to a weed legal state
fuckin hell boys
>>745969689
I... dont think so. All is said and done.
>>745969857
you need to lurk extremely longer
>>745969763
Took a shitton of sleepin pills. Woke up 2 days leter very dissapointed
>>745969857
Pedo.
Sipping the vodka know, probably time for a line soon.
Drinking homemade mead. And I am drinking because I am an Army with multiple deployments and multiple kills.
>>745969903
No. Last October.
>>745969962
And that means what?
>>745970052
>>745969725
>>745970012
I went to Thailand (part of the reason I'm on probation) but I didn't find anything interesting. BJ bars were fun... but not.... interesting.
>>745970082
Oh so you just woke up?
>>745969587
Being stupid, really. Spent 4 years basically high out of my mind with weed before I had to step back and say "dude, you're fucking this up. Just stop smoking"
drinking red wine, vodka + cokes, and weed
>>745970066
>multiple kills
With a gun? What's it like? I really want to choke someone to death and/or stab.
>>745970217
You went to Thailand because you are on phrobation, or you are on phrobation because you went to Thailand?