Feels thread
Name drink of choice and whats got you down anon.
>>745784695
Bourbon 2 ice cubes...
>i walk a lonely road
Whie russian
speed comedown
Glen Morangie, neat
>she just wants to be friends
>>745784695
Coffee with Kahlua back. In a Parisian cafe on a rainy March day.
>>745785166
>>745785288
Looks like a get thread bois
>>745784695
Blanton's, neat.
>hate my job and feel stagnant, health is suffering for it too
>>745784695
bear
>lonely and social anxiety
Vodka, nothin fancy Wojak ol buddy. I'm a failed salesman on top of endless other failure.
Beer. Even though I have to quit because of liver problems. Sitting around wondering if I caught the clap or something worse of some old slut I fucked from the bar last week. Recently my ex popped into my head again after a year since she fucked off. I wish she'd fuck off out of my head now.
Whisky
My friend and I wanted to play video games online but our other friend (whom we usually play with) doesn't feel like it so now I don't know what to do tonight. It's also my ex-gf's birthday and I hate the thought of her being happy while I'm here feeling miserable.
everclear and dew, just a sadboye
>>745784695
Catoctin creek rye. just got it in the mail as a random whiskey. not really a fan of rye
my gf has been a real cunt lately and i am getting really jaded with life at a very young age
>>745786366
Fuck. Ever and dew lol
>>745784695
One whole marijuana
I will never have QT3.14 GF
>a bottle of Remy
>still can't get a decent job
>>745786683
not a strong mixture, with ever it's less alcohol tasting
Shiner bock
Dabbed out right now trying to find something to watch
A coke from a can on the rocks with a twist, thank you.
*Fips Tedora*
>>745784695
usually drink fireball and diet cola.
also drink baileys and coffee.
i get trashed on vodka, orange juice, and ginger ale on new years.
christmas is regular whiskey and sugar cola
there is this microbrewery near me that makes a fucking baller beer. it's called Duchess. i think it is a wheat ale.
i am 23 and have pretty much no friends, except for my old friends from high school whom i might contact 3 times a year. i dont have a gf and have never even kissed a girl, except my mom when i was like 4. im sliping in school because i took on too much of a course load. it would be easy if i didnt spend ALL of my free time on my computer either playing video games or /b/rowsing. im fat and im starting to get fewer good boners. i was balding, but it seems to have stopped for now. i also have no job. i have like $140 left and then i dont know what. i live with my parents. i smoke cigarettes AND use snus, which is an oral tobacco. im pretty sure i am getting heart disease. my diet sucks. i think my toilet is leaking and ruining the sub floor, but im too lazy to buy a new wax ring to be sure. where i am sittin gright now i am getting a whiff of something bad, but i dont know what it is. i have a boil, i think in remission, right on my temple right now. i dont currently even have a girl that i always think about. the closest one i only really like as a novelty and i think i wouldnt even like her as a person.
probably more.
>>745784695
my drink of choice is grapefruit juice (1 year sober)
what's getting me down is that I'm 1 year sober and still everything.
not really worth it any more
>>745787425
i should mention that i used to smoke weed to help deal with the loneliness, and had to stop because i am trying to start a career and might need to be drug tested any given month.
it feels like i abandoned my only friend. i remember how much fun we had. how it would make even sunny days seem manageable. how i would feel the wind on my skin and want to cry because the world was beautiful.
now it is just gone.
>>745785166
I'll have what he's having. Drink's on me. Just fell for a girl yesterday, saw her snap, and saw she was a thot. Thought I actually had a chance lol. Fuck me for thinking that, I'll always be a lonely bum.
Crown and coke
loneliness
>>745788505
Oh, we're all lonely, guy.
Hell, I don't even get to unwind with a drink/drugs.
>>745785137
I'll have what he's having,
just fapped to r/random because my Christian Nigerian gf said she felt far from god when i mastubated to her
>>745784695
Some jmo with a little bit of xan in there
Just feelin empty man
I dont even want to watch straight porn anymore it just reminds me how lonely i am.
Anyone in the same situation ?
>>745784695
straight Russian Standard from the bottle
>nothing life is actually going great for me right now
A year and a half ago I nearly failed high-school due to overwhelming depression and wanting to kill myself, now i'm going to school for what I love, have a job, a GF, and my depression is under control
If you feel like its all over for you and theres no way out, that's bullshit, face your problems
talking helps get a therapist or even just a friend
meds can help but its different for everyone
the one thing that is gauranteed not to make you feel better is ending it
thats my two cents for tonight good luck
Op Here im a big faggot nigger
>>745784695
Caipirinha.
>im unemployed, recently injured both my knees, i dont love my gf and i dont have the courage to leave her
>>745790088
Double dubs confirms
>>745784695
jack daniels honey whiskey
>same ol shit
A coca cola
Mi gf still thinks i dont love her, and im crazy about her, shit. I love her so much
>>745789898
I only fap to rape/blackmail/humiliation porn. Straight porn doesn't do it for me anymore. I think my brain knows I'd never get a hottie to sleep with me willingly, so I simply can't work up the fantasy anymore with the vanilla stuff.
Like, the fucked up stuff feels more natural than the straight shit, ya know?
gin and pellegrino, dont forget the lime
> still miss my ex, we dated for 3 years
> broke up with me in May
> since then I went on a 2 month trip to Europe and banged 5 chicks
> doubled my number of sexual partners since my ex
> have a long distance relationship with an amazing girl that I will be visiting in Australia
> still.fucking.miss.my.ex
kill me /b/
Caol Ila 12
Bored
>>745790981
Andrew?
Gentleman's Jack neat. Had a ton of friends in the military, got out and the only friends I had on the outside fucked me for a shit ton of money. Now I have no friends easily accessible, and my life is at a fucking standstill and i realize life will always be about the same, soooo fuck it.
The hardest you got
>Cucked an mma fighter
>Got chlamydia
>Might lose my job
>Apartment was wrecked
>Am sterile
>Still in commiefornia
fireball
>like this one chick and things seem to be going well but i have no idea if she actually has any feelings towards me back
>also my parents both won't stop smoking no matter how many times they say they'll stop and i don't want to lose them
Just finished off my last rum and coke. Fuck man, life is awful most of the time. Glad I have an ex that I am still friends with to talk to
Rum, plain.
I feel like my whole life is slipping out of my control and there's nobody that can help because it's all so gradual. I'm afraid of graduating uni.
I was in the same boat when I got out, tried super hard for 2 years to get into contracting. Finally landed an overseas security job, pays extremely well, all good dudes a lot of sf in this field of work. check it out.
Sipping on some Walker Double Gold neat.
>>745791828
contracting is the answer
>>745792677
how do I into contracting?
Pale ale and a shot of woodford.
I hate my $80k job and my chosen profession. Both my parents have terminal illnesses and wont be long for this world. My wife has become a fat lazy cunt. I have night terrors and guilt from witnessing my oldest and dearest friend get murdered about 10 years ago. Ive gained 70 lbs. Not suicidal yet because my dog needs me as much as I need him. He is my lifeline.
Black Tea and sugar
Most of the time I'm thinking of my gf, the only person I love. She's got a couple of mental illnesses that she takes a bunch of meds for. She can't sleep without her meds and well it's rough to love someone who you want to change so badly. The only thing I can do is be there. Also I work for a 7.35 an hour part time job living with parents, and generally sad
Vodka water because the burn is distasteful when taken straight.
I'm worried about my health, but I don't have the insurance to fix the problems I may already have. Instead, I'd rather get wasted on my days off and hope that I'll still have both time and money to fix the problems when I get a better job.
whatever is cheapest
b/c i am a degenerate
Neat vodka
Broke up with gf of 8 years after slowly growing apart from one another
>>745785977
>bear
Then mine is rabbit, love em
>>745790402
Sounds like she might be being a bit of a cunt. But they do that.
>>745784695
Talisker
Rick and Morty + existing existential dread + stress
Can anyone solve this for me?
We all die anyway but if you were somehow imortal nothing would really matter anyway?!
Fuuuuuuccccckkkkkk
>>745784695
Vokda on the rocks
>My inability to sleep at night, despite having nothing in my life to stress me out.
>>745792787
If your wife is shit ditch her
Ditch everything for a while 80k is lots of money
Save up for a couple months. Then leave everything for a while where ever your staying your computer everything but you your dog and your parents and all the friends you know won't drag you back down
Take a couple months for yourself and see how you feel
Be careful. Make sure you can get a job at the end and don't become a hobo because that sucks don't be a hobo don't be a neck beard be yourself
-Anon
Vodka
it seems like the only way to be happy in this world of selfish idiots is to also be a selfish idiot
Im also lonely af but we all are so shit gets old hearing it.
Gin and Tonic. My qt Korean girlfriend dumped me a couple of weeks ago. On a pretty bad bender atm.
Bump
Light beer.
mom just died. dad dying but he's so annoying which makes me sad and angry at the same time.
beer
I'm 22, but I already hate my life. I'm suicidal, 2 weeks ago the police stopped me from taking my life.
I dropped out of uni. I work in a factory and I hate every minute of it. My qt gf started acting like a cunt and I realized I don't want to be with her anymore. We have very different personalities. Also I can't do anything with her, because she has a lot of permanent diseases. I don't want to be stuck with her anymore.
But I don't know what else I could do. I just can't find pleasure in anything. Sometimes I feel motivated to do something, but the feeling vanishes really quickly.
I just don't see why I should carry on. Life is constant suffering for me. I just want to stop the pain.
Throw me a bourbon neat.
Lost a long term relationship a year ago and have fucked a few girls for a couple of weeks at a time but have had nothing real. Feels like I've thrown the best chance I had at real love away.
>>745797851
at least do heroin before you decide to impulsively end your life. i promise you you will want to live.
and then youll eventually wanna kill yourself but if you are really really considering it one night, just get high
I'll take a water please.
Told her how I felt. The way she handled it afterwards showed she was a manipulative liar... but she's hot as fuck so idk anymore.
>>745784695
heaviest you've got
>I can't take it anymore
Johnny Walker Black label with 2 ice cubes.
>the ACA has put my job in the fucking toilet
I work in healthcare as a technician
>My degree is worthless because of these stupid liberal faggots.
>just bought a house.
>might have to go back to working shit jobs again.
>thanks obama
>>745787025
This is the wackest shit I have seen in a month.
Gin and Tonic, please
>I cant do the only thing im good at
>>745784695
I'll do a jack and coke, double.
> started new job a few months ago where only a few people even knew my name
> was actually getting off to a good start to becoming a normie
> almost banged a waitress even
> somehow I've slid down to people thinking I'm a sperg again
> have huge crush on one of the waitresses but my confidence has whithered and I think she's like 30 anyway but that wouldn't stop me
>>745784695
Whiskey ginger
>Life is good, new gf, studies are going well
>The thought of other anons in low places makes me feel guilty
Call me a faggot but you guys deserve the best
>>745784695
Your strongest scotch, neat
being a crybaby over a repationship that ended almost two years ago
I'd like a Gin and Tonic.
>Met an awesome, cute girl
>Perfect for me
>Actually really likes me as well
>She's only here for a few months
>Don't want to fall in love too deep
>Don't know what to do
>>745800950
try your luck... maybe it will work out
Bourbon would be nice.
"In this terrifying world, all we have are the connections we make." I realized that I have a fear of making connections, meaningful connections because I'm too scared they'll add meaning to my life and then disappear. And then I'll have to struggle to find meaning again
>>745801830
Losing the connection doesn't mean you lose meaning, don't be afraid to out yourself out there Anon
>>745800720
Don't feel guilty anon. Everyone needs to go through this to attain salvation
Beer
>just broke up
>long story
>fuck it more women
>moveon.exe
>>745801899
What good is the meaning without the connection anon?
I'll be reduced to a thing that wants them. Not others, but them. But they're something I cannot get.
>>745784695
White Russian, im a live at home neet and my mother is using Heroine
Long Island, heavy with the ice
Lost 20 pounds in 2 months, still not satisfied with my weight. I'm not fat, but I'd like to be around 170.
>Currently 200
Give me the best you got
Mom died of a rare cancer (I really don't know wtf kind of cancer it was)and my exgf just told me out of no where that she still loves me, I had a mentalbreakdown when she left but managed to stay strong and even went to the gym ... Now I don't know what to do..
Lagavulin 16, neat thanks.
Girlfriend of four years and I broke up three month ago. I'm fine with that, all things considered, but it let me be by myself for awhile, and allowed me to realize I'm not okay by myself. Depression, apathy, suicidal thoughts, the regular.
But then an ex girlfriend of mine came to town. We dated back in high school, ten years ago. We met up, and slept together a few times, both of us just wanting a casual fling while she was in town. But, of course, that's not how things worked out, and we both fell madly in love with each other after just a few days. It's been over a month now. She's gone back home since, but we talk every day, and I've been out to visit her for a few days already, and now I've come to a decision; I've quit my job, (which was gonna happen anyway due to my depression) gotten on EI, and in a month I'm going to leave the town of grown up in and never left in 24 years, along with my friends, family, and everything familiar to me, to go and be with a girl I fell in love with ten years ago, and who managed to find her way back to me.
And I am incredibly excited, but also terrified. She's dealing with her own issues similar to but worse than mine, as well as trying to kick a drug dependency for me.
This is something that could go incredibly wrong and be incredibly dangerous for both of us. But, she is making me feel happy again, which is something I'm only just realizing I haven't actually felt in a long time.
And what I am most scared of is just making it through this next month without being with her in person. I think this is going to be one of the hardest things I've ever done.
Thanks for listening anon.
Fireball and a eightball of blow
She didnt even tell my why she left /b/ros
Glenlivet 12, neat
Modelo to quench the thirst
My life is going perfectly well. Girlfriend, own place, both of us have salary jobs we love. But I feel a void and I don't know what's missing. I live an exciting life of motorcycles, good friends, outdoorsy shit, but nothing fills me.
>>745786461
>jaded with life at a very young age
You're not alone anon. That seems to be becoming the status quo.
>>745802725
Doc Holliday: A man like Ringo has got a great big hole, right in the middle of him. He can never kill enough, or steal enough, or inflict enough pain to ever fill it.
Wyatt Earp: What does he need?
Doc Holliday: Revenge.
Wyatt Earp: For what?
Doc Holliday: Bein' born.
>some of us never find the happiness we deserve, our birth is the curse
>>745784695
Just a shot of Jager or Bacardi Superior. Surprise me!
Not much has gotten me down these days, just the occasional friend group drama, but I found out something kinda shitty.
Over a year ago, my ex of nearly 2 years broke up with me like 11 days after she left for college. Saw she was with another dude like two months after, and I was like in shambles over her.
Fast forward to last week. Browsing twitter late at night after writing a journal entry. Saw her pop up in my recommended and decided to look through her profile to see how she's doing - Long story short, I found out she started dating her current boyfriend the same day she broke up with me.
I don't really give a shit because, again, it was over a year ago, but its still a shitty thing to think about. I went through a bad depression, to the point where I started pulling hair out, and she just left for another guy like it was nothing.
Advice for the rest of you guys: Don't let anything eat you alive the way my situation did, and don't ever trust anyone 100 percent.
That shit changed me, maybe not in a good way, but I'm glad it happened. Been single ever since and I intend on keeping it that way haha
>>745802594
The hope for a better tomorrow can let you outlast the tortures of today
>>745784695
I'll have a Wild Turkey and lime Jarritos. Work sucks but it ain't giving me the sadbrains, it just sucks all ordinary-like.
>>745784695
straight shots of everclear;
i've genuinely just screwed up my life since the day i was born, i got accepted into gifted program in 3rd grade, wasted my education, dropped out of high school. Got accepted into private art school, decided not to go. Had no friends by my senior year and now I can't motivate myself to go to college classes that I already paid for, and my work life is going no where. I cant motivate myself to continue with art even though i know that its what i want to do and all i do is drink, work, skip class, and play vidja. I daydream about getting in a freak accident so i dont have to kill myself or getting in an accident that will permanently paralyze me so i dont have to deal with life. All my "friends" are people i know over the internet except for one who lives 3 hours away and i barely talk to because i'm always afraid she hates me and everyone else i'm too poor to visit. Just end me /b/ros
>>745802725
>>745802725
Sometimes the hardest part of being happy is just being.
I'm kind of in a similar boat. Though I certainly don't live the life you do, I am not unfortunate by any means.
But on my average day I can't get out of bed easily, because I can't find a reason to, and on bad days, when I do get up, I contemplate killing myself because that seems to be the easiest solution to my apathy, unfocused anger, and general unhappiness.
I always push through, for now, but it's not easy.
Happiness is fleeting and fickle.
It comes to those who don't know they have it, and those who want it will have a hard time finding it.
It's brutally typical, but therapy is helping me, mostly.
I hope you find something to help you find happiness.
>>745803140
Press on.
'The night's darkest before the dawn.'
It sounds gay, but it's true.
I know that's easier said than done, but you're able to acknowledge what's not going right, the next step is taking that head on to change it.
See a shrink maybe, talking to someone can help a ton. Or be proactive about making small changes on your own.
No matter what anon, remember you're not alone. There's nearly seven and a half billion other people out there. They may all look like assholes, but most of them are genuinely beautiful people. Reach out, you never know who'll reach back.
Green tea shots are the best at bars, whisky and coke when with friends. Nothing beats an ice cold corona with lime when relaxing.
I really thought I had a thing going with this girl. Months of hanging out and flirting. I asked her to be my girlfriend and got shut down. "Anon, I like you as a friend". I thought I had this. I'm now 0-5 on asking girls to be my girlfriend. What the fuck is wrong with me? I can't figure it out. 22 years old btw
>>745803764
Women are the strangest fucking things, take my post for example
>>745802928
Just don't let her get to you too bad, yo. Don't stop talking to girls, you'll score pussy or a relationship (Depending on what you're wanting) sooner than you might think!
>>745803916
Thanks anon I appreciate it. I can usually get pussy from tinder, but it's really a relationship I crave. I just want to mean something to someone for once. But yeah your post is crazy, women are crazy.
>>745804263
Trust me, dude, if you put yourself out there, you'll win something.
I should probably get back into the dating game too. It's been a while since I've been in something serious haha
>typed long reply
>im such a fucking failure that it didnt even post
>fuck it
>>745804407
TYPE IT AGAIN AND POST IT YO
We're all human. Humans fuck up - just gotta push through your mistakes!
crown royal rocks
>fucking worthless
>>745784695
1 part Everclear, 1 part Grey Goose
I want to tell her how I feel but I'm held back by my fear of ruining what we have
>>745804704
Don't tell her how you feel. Find a new woman. If you tell her it will 100% ruin what you have guaranteed.
Drinking some beer and some shitty screwdrivers. Life aight guys, quit my job about two months and blew through all my savings being a dumbass. Start a new job in about 5 days at a tech support call center. Trying to be optimistic but I just feel so discouraged, it’s like starting anew again. I was doing so well through the summer but I just had a terrible episode that just made me throw it all away I fucking hate it. Hope the best for the all the bros on this thread
>>745804704
I say go for it. If she's not interested, then oh well, her loss.
>>745805056
Starting anew means that there's a potentially better outcome than what you had before, man. Just gotta keep your head up!
Zaranoff Vodka & juice. and "Uglens" beer (danish).
What got me down is that im being brainhacked with microwave weapons by the govt. as a guinea pig. Everything else is fine got a gf and so on
>>745784695
Jersey Turnpike
Also put "Saturday Night" by The Misfits on the jukebox, watch my seat OP I gotta take a leak...
Im self surrendering in less than 6 hours
>>745784695
Bourbon with Sugar and Bitters, Stirred and Direct
>lonely without her in my life anymore, drama at work and drama at home, only peace I'm getting right now is sleep and maybe a movie here and there
>>745784695
Water. Yeah, I know. But, I would rather be in control of my actions while depressed.
As for what's got me down? "Her". We've been friends for a long time. I've wanted to date her before. She knows this. She never returns my feelings. She strings me along, then ignores me for months once she has a new boyfriend. Things go south between them, and I stupidly give her a shoulder to cry on. I fall for her every time like a fucking idiot. I'll never have her. I hate how she manipulates me. But, god help me if I confront her about what she does. If I do, I get made to look like a bully like in every other instance where I stand up for what I believe in.
>>745784695
Get me a cup of root beer
My favorite pair of jeans got a hole in the chub rub area
>>745805362
Easy dude. Just be a dick to her. Promise it will work. Make her feel less important and she'll want you more. People want what they can't have. Tell her you can't hang because you're with your friends or even better another girl. Talk to her less. It's painful but it works.
>>745784695
Vodka straight from the bottle.
>Contemplating my complete bankruptcy.
ITT: Estrogenic sissy beta faggots
>>745805119
I’m hoping so man and thankyou for the response!! Hopefully I can get back in my groove once I start working again. I don’t know about y’all but for me working is a very good thing. Keeps me disciplined and focused
>>745805658
We might be betafags, but at least we're not alone in this shit
>>745805563
I hope this does work. Might give her the mental kick in the ass she needs.
>>745805703
Couldn't understand you over the sound of my testosterone filled veins rushing through my body, bitch!
Sazerac
I'm 28 and I have shingles. It hurts and I can't work. Hoping for a quick recovery so I can get back to work.
I'll take a vodka and pineapple juice
>I'm finding opportunity in tragedy.
>>745805837
>muh health problems
>cant work
Steven hawkings made it work, what the fuck is your excuse? faggot.
>>745805814
Deep-seated denial much?
>>745805900
Checked.
>>745805900
Unlike hawkinings I don't look retarded but I am.
>>745799027
I build interfaces for hospitals. The ACA has made me rich.
>>745805900
that guy has way too much time on his hands
he's thinking about aliens and black holes all day
>>745806031
kek
Cheapest Piss tastin'est beer you got
>spend most of the day drunk
>Can't job
>can't gf
> brother that takes care of me doesn't even give me shit anymore
> just looks at me disappointed
> mfw I have no face
Pick yourself up by your bootstraps or stop complaining you bunch of absolute eternal faggots.
just water thanks
i'm a college student
my life's pretty good
despite everything i just can't be happy
it's not for lack of company
i don't have a gf
i don't want one, i'm gay
but i also don't want a bf because men are selfish jerks
i should know
i just really hate myself and wish i were dead for no good reason
i don't choose to feel this way
if there's some magical way to choose not to then please tell me all about it because i'm so sick of this
i just want to stop feeling hideous and fundamentally unworthy of everything for two minutes
beer.
people are evil. some people hurt a friend of mine, and I didn't do any thing. gonna deal with both of em tommarow . don't care about much any more, but I'm fuckin done with these people.
Lol you guys are pathetic.
>>745806412
I'll tell you what your problem is.
You got some meningitis going on there, that's what.
Just mild. Not severe enough to cause serious health problems beyond just psychological and possibly metabolic.
When meningitis is mild like that, and presumably not caused by infection, people call it "depression"
>>745806807
>>745784695
I'll take a whiskey straight.
I can't seem to quit drinking. I've stopped for a couple months every once in a while but always fall back to getting drunk every night.
Never had to go to AA. I drink on the job but keep it hidden. I have nothing really going for me and don't feel a need to get my life on track. Pay my bills etc..
Feel I need to change but don't have any real drive to change myself
>>745806412
kill urself wangsty faggot
I don't even drink cocktails that often because I don't get to visit nice places where they serve cocktails as much as I'd like to. The only thing I ever order is an Old Fashioned just because of Mad Men.
Anyways, I'm getting fucked over with school work right now and am probably going to fail at least one of my courses for this semester and have to repeat them next semester. Fuck my life.
Moscow Mule please.
Had a friend I fell in love with while she was in a relationship. She said she apparently felt something too and slowly we started flirting/messing around with each other until it turned to straight up cheating. After a few months her boyfriend asks if there's anything going on between us. Maybe the guilt started getting to me but I fessed up. She then immediately told everybody I raped her when we were hanging out one night. She's been out of my life for a year now and I'm trying to get my shit together. Just got a promotion at work but I always live in fear the rape accusations will come back.
>>745790017
Thanks bro.
>>745807918
tbh false rape accusations are more damaging than rape
>>745808115
I just wanna move on from my life and learn from my mistake. When she accused me, all our mutual friends started making posts in all my social media claiming I forced myself on her and tagged me in them. Obviously I removed the tags to me and reported them for harassment but it's always gonna be there.
Vodka Blush, barkeep.
I despise my parents and want them to die so that I can get my inheritance, which would set me up for life. I want to kill them. I feel quite guilty about this.
>>745808115
Even true rape accusations are worse than rape.
Women shouldn't be allowed to accuse their rapists, what they'll put them through by doing so is disproportionate retribution.
>>745808347
As far as I know the subject died down among them. I haven't heard and seen anything brought up. Am I being paranoid that it could resurface?
>>745808347
dude ok no i have been raped and fuck you
my sympathies to the guy who was falsely accused but it's not comparable
being accused of rape only ruins your life
being actually raped ruins your fucking soul
>>745808721
does people disagreeing with me count as intellectual rape?
Gin tonic
My ex and i are still in love and i don't know what to do
>>745808925
She's an ex for a reason. Don't push a relationship that's failed. Spent years trying to repair the same thing. If it's hard to keep now,, think years down the road
Keep the shots of vodka coming. And some tonic water w/ice to sip on.
What can I say, fuck it
Whisky
I'm in love with a woman who does not have time for social relationships. I'm also starting to feel something for a friend with whom I had something and now has a boyfriend.
>>745808873
gee i dunno
how many years did you lose to it
how many years of hating yourself and acting like a slut because he made you think it was your fault
how many years of therapy to pull yourself out of that weird oversexed fugue state
what about after you were out: how many years of nightmares and crippling phobias of common household objects
>>745784695
Water
just got diagnosed diabetes type 2
fuck
>>745808925
Think about why she's your ex in the first place.
I love my ex, and she loves me greatly. We're just not right for each other any more, sadly.
>>745809253
wat
>crippling phobias of common household objects
"oh no help it is a lamp"
>>745809110
We broke 4 years ago because we were too young to understand what a relationship means, we were not mature enough
2 shots then some pineapple juice, please. My girlfriend of three years has never been affectionate.
>>745809291
on the bright side, maybe you'll feel more motivated to stop eating now that the alternative is certain death due to excessive blood sugar
fatass
>>745809407
Laugh it up, pal. Phobias are inherently absurd, they're called irrational fears for a reason. It doesn't make them any less serious.
Rum and ginger ale, better make it a double.
>I have no IRL friends
>I want to break up with my husband.
I still love him but its not the same. I tried to break up with him last month and he begged for another chance, I should have said no. It's not like hes a bad person, but I can't give him what he wants and honestly it makes me feel like a monster. The whole thing has made me vow to never get married again. I'm 23. I don't think I ruined my life, but.. I don't think this is the kind of thing 23 year olds should be going through.
>>745809253
Maybe you should quit acting like the world owes you something.
Jeez, women are all the same.
>>745809382
I thought the same, we are not made for eachother, but after 4 years we are still caring for the other and sometimes we "date"
Scotch
>TFW like girl, not sure if she likes back and don't wanna fuck it up bc friends
It hurts so much, and everyday it gets worse
>>745784695
Cuba Libre
Lost my job and currently no success with women
>>745809926
>get raped
>suffer for a long time
>"lol ur suffering wasn't real"
>selflessly attempt to correct this obvious misconception
>"lol stop acting like the world owes you something"
>mfw
>>745810237
Shut up and get to work on one of the few things women are good for such as blowing me
>>745810417
gee willickers that sure was a sentence
>>745810417
Im sick of women acting like rape is a big deal, vaginas are designed to accomodate penises. Male rape is throe only real rape
>>745810515
it's not about the function of the junk, but the strainage on the brain
see: >>745809253
>>745810590
Get out of here, this is a feels thread. There are people with real problems to talk about.
>>745810590
>it's not about the function of the junk, but the strainage on the brain
Then why would it be a big deal for a gender that doesn't have one.
>>745784695
long isle tea or whatever gay shit
>have annoying friend
>tell them to fuck off(albiet in lighter terms)
>they dont and continue to message me and tag me
>tell them to fuck off(albiet in lighter terms) AGAIN
>tell them i find our personalities completely incompatible and that they are fucking annoying
>continue messaging me
>straight up tell them to fuck off
>still dont
>hellishscreeching.webm
>>745810158
Does your waifu know?
>>745810905
Nah idk if she's into me or not and I don't wanna fuck myself over
>>745786769
don't give up anon. YOU CAN DO IT. LOVE YOURSELF fAGGOT. GIVE YOURSELF A LOVING PUSH. GO OUT AND TALK TO A GIRL FOR ONCE. I BELIEVE IN YOU!
>>745810659
>>745810734
>>745810884
fuck all of you
i want to say i hope one day you're raped by a desperate gay guy with a huge cock so you can understand what it is to live like this
but the truth is i don't really hope that
as poetic and satisfying as it would be, really no one deserves this
>>745789898
>>745790928
Used to be somewhat similar for me. Then I just lowered my standards a little bit, found out that sex with a chubby still feels nice, grew my self-confidence and now I fuck nice normal girls regularly, am in my third relationship and life is ok sex-wise.
Ricard it is for me
>>745785166
At least she told you. I met up with a girl multiple times for almost a month, then out of no where with no communication, "I have a boyfriend now."
Pic related, i think
3 pitchers of Sam Adams, please
>Be me 7 months after my relationship of 13 years ends
>Meet a ginger chick (my favorite) who is older than me at 39yrs old
>We date and constantly have sex for a couple of months
>She is from Ireland, and has to go back for her friend's wedding soon
>I'm over at her place one night
>She gives me her iPad to use while she sleeps
>I end up snooping through her Facebook Messenger
>Basically, she doesn't feel we're right for each other, we're total opposites
>Fine_i_get_it.exe
>Don't say anything
>She leaves for Ireland
>While away, she realizes she's pregnant (about 7 weeks so far)
>She basically ends our relationship there
>Initially we agreed to terminate, but then decided on keeping it
>She still doesn't want me
>I've been wanting a baby since forever since I'm strongly paternal
>She returns from Ireland
>She is here on Work Visa, which is currently being renewed
>Now at 12-weeks
>Visa could be approved or denied
>I might not get to see my first born be born because she might have to go back
>I'm too broke to follow :(
>I offer marriage, but she still doesn't want me
>Double heart-break
>>745784695
I just got a bj from my girlfriend a few minutes ago. Feeling pretty good right now.
Gin for me.
Just broke up with my girlfriend whom I was with for 2 years. Never felt that empty, she was my treasure.
Banana smoothie with salty tears.
I've had enough with banana cancer fags killing off my laugh you lose threads. Now its time for them to taste my sweet justice. Just like the first time you experience real sashimi this will be a subtle taste experience that will explode on your mouth when you realise that unlike your cheap super market shit senpai has used the real wasabi. You bananafags will roll on the floor screeching reeeeee as you deficate yourself from my spicy spicy justice and we will all watch and not laugh because your the cancer that has ruined out thread time and time again. So its straight to page ten for this faggots, and time for me to make like a real banana and split.
Mike drop. We done.
>>745811261
>At least she told you. I met up with a girl multiple times for almost a month, then out of no where with no communication, "I have a boyfriend now."
>At ***** she **** ***. * met ** **** * **** multiple ***** for ****** * *****, **** out ** ** ***** **** ** communication,
>*t ***** *he **** ***. * me* ** **** * **** m******e ***** f** ****** * *****, **** *u* ** ** ***** **** ** c******c*****,
>the meme fucc
>>745811616
>>745811616
>At least she told you. I met up with a girl multiple times for almost a month, then out of no where with no communication, "I have a boyfriend now."
>least
>for
>out
>no
>no
>boyfriend
>"le funny"
Just a water, my body is already struggling to exist.
I have what a lot of guys dream of, a good paying job, a wife and child who loves me, enough money to live comfortably, yet I am completely miserable. I thought this is what I wanted when I was starting out but I'd rather just sit at home all day playing vidya and smoking pot.
>>745812349
What's missing?
A glass of whiskey with ice
>She doesn't notice me
Black tooth grin. Give zero fucks about anything atm
>>745784695
Cointreau muddled with mint, soda water and ice cubes.
Spending 12 million to upgrade IT security and infrastructure in a children's hospital, I work with fucking morons.
>>745812581
Do something worth noticing.
>>745812848
Do it for the kids, man. (See pic)
>>745784695
A Bourbon in the Rocks for me and another one in me for the guy above.
Dunno just got the blues
TFW lurk alone is lyf
>>745812490
My freedom. I thought getting married was what I wanted but then I realised I wasn't going to have the time for myself like I use to. My wife is a bit of a spoiled brat who is use to getting a lot of attention and it wears me out, I'm a solitary person so having someone to pay attention to all the time is draining. Then she cuckes me with a child, don't get me wrong I love my child more than anything but I never wanted kids. Maybe I'm just blowing it out of proportion but I know what happiness is and right now I'm not feeling it.
>>745813292
Kicke her fat asse anone
>>745813292
Man, it sounds like you need a tag partner (like in wrestling). My situation is almost the opposite of yours. The chick I got pregnant doesn't want me, but I've always wanted to be a father. I can't express to her the true me because she sees me as weird (thanks a lot, 4chin).
I'm alone on my days off, although I don't want to be. You wouldn't happen to live in New Zealand, would you? I totally get wanting time to yourself, but too much of that isn't very healthy either.
Water, because I'm neurotic enough as it is.
Being tricked by a fellow with a "good reputation" only to be let down but how much of a gigantic prick he really is. I wish I wasn't so fucking friendly all the time, because then folks won't get the impression that they can walk all over me.
>>745784695
yellow wine with some comté and walnuts , alone .
it's cliché but i love it
>>745813145
I'll try. I haven't shot myself in the foot yet, but i haven't done anything noticable either. Fuck, my game is bad
>>745813523
Unfortunately no, but my brother and his gf are headed there on vacation in a few weeks, I'll catch a ride down and you can catch a ride back.
Double whisky
started my own shop last and i'm not getting any customers
Captain Morgan: Tattoo, no ice.
I'm in debt and I want it to just GO AWAY. $50,000 consolidation loan would be the answer. My credit is so bad I can't get approved.
absinthe
i've been alone for 20 years
>>745809712
im not even fat.
>>745813688
Dude, totally come down here. I'll show you around. I'm assuming you're American.
I'm American, too. I moved from California to NZ about 5 years ago.
I live in Wellington (capital city). You're totally welcome to crash at my place. I've got a small-ass apartment and a dinky little car, but it's enough for me.
To be honest, it sounds like that's what you need, just to get away for a little bit. You can't give your kids what you don't have; you've got to recharge your batteries every once in a while. Don't know if you will/want to, but if you're coming over, shoot me an e-mail at BirdGoBoom at gmail.
Blacktooth grin everyday
>>745814333
>i've been alone for 20 years
From birth or since your last relationship?
Got Absinthe? Mix it with the cheapest vodka you got
>my life is a senseless mess
>>745784695
Pint of Morreti
I'm a fat fuck and put on all the weight I lost over the last week by indulging in a single frozen mars bar.
Rum
I don't know what to feel anymore.
>Grill x who I like keeps giving me mixed signals.
>I admitted to grill y i went out with grill x
> mentlegan.jpg
> I'm dead to grill y now
> Grill x ignores me now
>Kinda regret picking grill x over grill y.
> Fuckmyshitup.exe
Then there's another grill who keeps giving me problems
> grill z who keeps roasting me
> Thehelliswrongwithher.jpg
> I roast her back
> Act like I punched her grandmother, sooks, then ignores me for some time
>I forget names sometimes
> Grill x and I pass by each other in a stair case
>"hi, anon"
> loading.jpg
> By the time I remembered her name she was gone
> Ohwell.exe
> Grill z now ignores me completely for a week and kicks me out in group chats with her in it
> Mutual friends act like I'm a murderer
> tfw it doesn't help that I'm paranoid and anxious in public
If she was so sensitive why would she initiate in the first place. FuckthisI'mout
I go to school online, and do my schoolwork at a local community college library. Every day I find myself being disturbed by people talking. I just realized they are all Indian people. Does that mean I am now a racist who hates Indians?
>>745814782
I meant to say grill z and I passed each other in the stair case
>>745814490
Appreciate the offer, when I get to my breaking point I'll hit you up.
St Nicholas Abbey 18 year rum, neat
I feel dead inside. So I drink to try and help, I'm not pissed daily. But I wish I could, if I had no responsibilities I'd be constantly chasing that buzz.
An open bar and anything else you've got.
>everything is fucked, I don't know how many more "just get through today"s I have left in me.
truly the best of wishes to all you out there.
>>745815088
You're welcome, man.
Here's me, if you've got any suggestions:
>>745811313
>>745784695
whiskey.. with icecubes.
Found out the girl i liked got a BF., even tho i talked to her. Really threw me back into a depressed status
Give me the nastiest fucking rum you have.
>try to take a shit
>can't shit
>constipated as shit
>stomach hurts, it's a big shit
>try another take on the shit
>still no shit
>stand in squat position to shit
>my ass finally releases the shit
>miss the bowl, seat got shitted
>someone is gonna clean that shit
>not me though, fuck that shit
>I'm staying at my cousins fk shit
>>745802466
leave her
>>745815601
...you're a guy.. and you take ice with your whisky. You should be depressed just to be you. You should probably kill yourself.
>>745811313
Would she be willing to stay permanently?
Does she want to be apart of the child's life?
>>745815812
Fucking ice nazi's I hate you
>>745784695
i'd like a glass of your best pisscunt on the rocks
I've got friends, but a lot of them are simply intellectually dishonest.
Being polite, being greatful, but some of them...just fuck'em.
>>745815812
kill yourself faggot
>>745815813
>Would she be willing to stay permanently?
Na, I asked how long she would stay if she could. She said no longer than 1 year because she's over it.
>Does she want to be apart of the child's life?
She wants to be, but I don't think she wants me to be. It hurts, man. I'd gladly take the child on myself if she wanted to abandon us.
>>745815601
There is no rush, if you insist that you failed, you will feel like shit.
Take it easy, don't panic, and just go and see some porn.
>>745784695
>cuba libre, no ice
Not sure I even enjoy my "interests" anymore.
>>745816335
Well hopefully the work visa gets approved and you can witness the birth of your child. It's a great feeling trust me. Then maybe you all can alternate having the child, she can have it for a few months and then can have it for a few. Every situation I can think of is gonna be difficult but when you have a child you do what you can with what you have. Just show your child you love them no matter how tough things get between you and the mother or whatever life throws at you.
21, in University
Studying Graphic Design
Yeah yeah, I know, gay shit
>Everyone saying that I'm one of the gud'ones
>I do not share their opinion
>Graffic design, gotta be gut at something
>Not confident at my craft: Drawing, lettering, calligraphy
>Yeah, I'm being a whiny bitch, but hey, Alcohol shuts me up
>Is this a crisis?
>The cheapest vodka on the bar
It's 11am in here, I've just woke up and the first thing I do is play videogames. I don't even enjoy it anymore, but it really helps me to avoid my "sad thoughts". I don't have any real friends, just a couple of douchebags who occasionally make me laugh. I don't go out, i don't feel attractive anymore, I haven't touched a woman in like 5 months, the last girl who I make out with (and eventually fell in love) doesn't even remember my name. While everyone else is at the top of their life's, going to parties, having sex and adventures I'm sitting in my room suffering. I'm not the suicidal type but I'm starting to thinking about giving a try, I just don't have to much of hope that my life will get better. Love y'all anons, you're my best and loyal friend.
(Sorry if I misspelled something, english isn't my mother language)
>>745816923
Have you tried to invite anyone to a bar? Not a date, just call a someone who you want to be friends with and invite them to a bar, you might be surprised how many people are actually willing if you simply ask.
>>745816820
Pro tip, unnigger yourself from graphic design by learning basic HTML, CSS, and js (typescript, angular, node and whatever else tickles your fancy).
Become front-end dev
????
Profit
If you're any good at design, everyone is hiring for front-end dev work. And it's not even hard to learn enough to get hired.
IPA. My relationship is failing, and its really sad because this woman brought me out of my depression. But now we both realize its failing and im getting scared im going to fall back into it. I really hope that doesnt completely happen.
>>745817106
At first I was too proud to ask people out, but now I'm realizing that I don't have other way. Thanks Anon, a few words of yours made me take a step ahead. It means a lot.
Double jd and coke.
>falling for a girl who's only in the country for another 5 months.
Sucks.
bump
Coors Light, pls.
Wish I had more money.
>a protein shake with cinnamon
my only problem is that i dont have much money, but my uni goes well and my gains are quite good too
Water
>peoole call me pussy
