Hello Anon. How's things? Feeling down? Need a hug?
Let's talk.
free lolibump
>>745675632
Hello There!
Life is like a meme.
Dank, but pointless.
>>745675944
Ah, thank you. You got my email?
>>745675956
Hello. Thanks for coming again, Mantis.
>>745676011
So what?
>>745676052
yes i did! thank you. i hadn't replied yet. 2tired.
>>745675632
Is that the kid from Grandia?
>>745676290
Maybe.
Despite ordering brake rotors that say they specifically fit a 1990 Volvo 740 gl with Bendix brakes and 15 inch wheels and the fact that the car I'm working on is a 1990 Volvo 740 gl with 15 inch wheels, the rotors that summit racing sent me are too big.
I hate everything.
>>745676206
That's alright. We have all the time in the world. Get some rest.
>>745676290
No, it's Nausicaa from the anime Nausicaa of the Valley of the Wind, and the manga of the same name.
>>745676349
Do we have any nudity of him?
Who are you guys?
>>745676400
Did you order through a call center in India?
>>745676400
Well damn. Something's gone wrong. Call them up and tell them. Maybe it was a mistake and they sent you the wrong set.
>>745676430
There's some. Most of it is trash. Check Danbooru.
>>745676456
Faggots.
>>745676456
you can call me anon
or else everybody calls me faggot
>>745676400
At least you didn't total your car hooning the downhill on a slippery road that had rain just a few hours ago with there being no previous rain for months.
>>745676456
Call me Mantis.
>>745676528
Fenn
>>745676430
Dunno, google that shit my niggi.
>>745676456
Just a bunch of avafags that spend their free time offering advice or hindsight on anonymous problems.
>>745676636
Anon
>>745675632
So how was last night, baby? I'm not one to brag, but impressive, right?
>>745676528
>Faggots.
I lurk sometimes, but why don't you tell me a little about yourself?
>>745676583
Tis a pleasure.
>>745676628
Why Mantis?
>>745676674
>Just a bunch of avafags that spend their free time offering advice or hindsight on anonymous problems.
I know that part, I want to go deeper, now.
>>745676674
>offering advice
>Neptune
good joke
>>745676794
Ask questions then, I don't mind.
>>745676915
Good joke, just like your life.
>>745677091
Whoops.
>>745677091
I pity anyone who listens to advice from you, really.
Free blowjobs tonight? I heard there were free blowjobs tonight.
>>745676724
Well, they don't call you the 3-inch disappointment for nothing.
That's one sunny D you've got.
>>745676794
Not much to tell. My primary social outlet is basketball. My secondary social outlet is helping anonymous strangers on the internet. I post pictures of an obscure anime girl, did you expect me to be deep or interesting or something?
>>745677212
Tonight are the free blowjobs.
Ask >>745677109
$9.99
For a limited time only.
>>745677326
>free
>for $9.99
Get your shit together you dumb fuck.
Lmao.
>>745677212
No.
Get a fleshlight
>>745677492
Tonight, free blowjobs! Only $99.99!
I said what I meant.
>>745677091
>Ask questions then, I don't mind.
If I were to meet you in a quiet small-medium sized local café downtown in a smaller city next to the big city, and we're sitting in an area where there are no potential eaves droppers, and I asked you to tell me something about yourself, what would you tell me?
>>745677231
>Not much to tell. My primary social outlet is basketball. My secondary social outlet is helping anonymous strangers on the internet. I post pictures of an obscure anime girl, did you expect me to be deep or interesting or something?
I come with no expectations.
How do your interactions in basketball differ from your interactions in these threads?
Love these threads OP, keep up the good work.
A question though, why did you go with a Nausicaa theme?
Also, how are you doing?
>>745677173(You)
Here (You) go, fuckboi.
>>745677231
Tell us about yourself fenn
>>745677663
What if I said I killed a man?
>>745677722
Is favourite icecream flavour is choco chips & mint.
>>745677692
you're a miserable human who abuses alcohol and the trust of others to feel good about yourself, then you come to give advice so you can get asspats while ignoring advice from people who tried to invest in your wellbeing. get the fuck out until you take advice from people for once.
>tfw you've dreamt about browsing 4chan
Is this fine, right?
I just feel kinda socially awkward, havin a hard time grasping why my gf would breakup with me. Kinda feel lame cause she's lame and we were cool with each other and she's made a certain area of my life more awkward than it needs to be
tired of misfortune and disappointment following me everywhere.
>>745677853
>What if I said I killed a man?
I might say something along the lines of
>Care to elaborate?
>>745677888
It doesn't matter, because I Just checked your get, son!
>>745677898
It's time to spend 4 years studying psychology, spending 2 years exercising your knowledge on yourself and others, and then spend the 6 years being disgusted with humanity until you're emotionally dull and the disgust isn't as noticeable anymore.
>>745677898
She broke up with you?
Describe what happened pls.
>>745677888
Yeah. It's ok. Do you browse right before bed?
>>745677953
What happened to you?
I need some cool basketball shoes what brand do you recommend
>>745677953
Me, too; however, I accept that that's part of life.
>>745677663
Lot more grunting. And sketchier dudes.
I'm nowhere near this friendly in real life.
>>745677679
Thank you Anon. I chose Nausicaa because it's my favorite manga, and the overly idealistic/romantic character seems to fit the theme of giving advice on 4chan.
>>745677722
I make advice threads on 4chan every night. I draw robots when I don't want to do the things I'm supposed to be doing. I'm listening to Tool.
>>745677853
Is not. Salted caramel and dark chocolate is where it's at.
>>745677888
Yeah. Dreams don't mean much of anything when they're simple and inconsequential like that. Don't think too much about it.
You might wanna hold back from 4chan a little though, this is a terrible place.
>>745677898
It happens, Anon. Don't be blaming yourself too hard. You'll survive this, and move past the awkwardness. It'll just kind of suck for a while.
>>745677953
Can you sit down and rest for a while, take a break from it all?
It was better than most, but it just went to complete shit. I got to shoot guns today though, which is nice. I kinda wish I turned it on myself though, can I have a hug please?
>>745678207
What's wrong with the tradition of some phresh Js?
>>745678207
I've never been able to afford nice ones, Anon. I get cheap athletic shoes from wal-mart and wear them until they fall off. Sorry, I don't have any recommendations.
Costco has some hiking shoes that are okay, but they're a little low and flimsy.
>>745678290
*hugs you tightly*
What went wrong this time, Anon?
Guns make everything better. What kind of guns were you shooting today?
>>745678301
Oh, hello there.
>>745677231
>My primary social outlet is basketball.
Isn't that the gayest sport?
>>745677856
Mmh, so you are someone I've spoken to recently! Honestly, you just made my night.
It's ironic how someone as suposedly low as myself has never hidden under anonimacy, yet the self righteous ones always hide when confronting me.
Anyway, what do you want?
>>745677888
Dreams often don't mean much, anon, don't worry about it.
>>745677953
As in?
>>745677968
Not here.
>>745678290
What kind of guns, anon?
>>745678207
Chuck Taylors!
I like a girl who loved someone else. That someone else broke her heart and did so many shitty things to her and yet she still loves him. Why? Why can't she love me?
>>745678254
>Lot more grunting. And sketchier dudes.
Grunting and sketchy dudes actually sounds a bit like 4chan.
>>745678301
Abort abort thread ruined
>>745678503
which person do you think I am? you already pushed away Alice, Reisen, and jill.
>>745677231
I was going to talk about me grilling hotdogs but you don't have to be so rude.
>>745678478
Hi! Just blessing the thread, don't mind me.
>>745678254
>Is not. Salted caramel and dark chocolate is where it's at.
American Globs is where it's at.
>>745675632
OP, what's your gender, sex, age and country?
>>745675632
How do I make frens, OP? 1 month into my first year of university and the only person I talk to is my roommate. I've moved to a new state so all of my friends are gone. I've been single for almost a year and tinder isn't successful for me. I haven't had to make friends in years and I've now been reminded of my intense introverted personality.
Advice?
- Lonely Anon
>>745678664
Reimuuuuuu!
I'm so glad to see You!
How are you this lovely evening?
>>745678772
You don't need friends.
>>745678588
Hi!
Hi
Do you guys know what kind of questions i can ask to a Czech woman in her 40's? How's Czech going?
>>745678664
can I get a quick fortune, darling, or are you already heading out?
>>745678199
just years of failure and trying to chase happiness is starting to take its toll on me. The only breaks I got was either from stupid luck mixed with exploitation like knowing somebody. I even end up fucking up simple things sometimes.
nothing ads up. All I got to look forward to is my project but even then right now I am stuck in a ditch with it right now. It's the only thing I can shape and have any control over.
>>745678254
Hard for me to properly rest. When I do get sleep it's only for a few hours cause my throat closes up on me.
>>745678503
just a lot of bullshit adding up and a straw that broke it all.
>>745678849
I suppose you're right, who needs friends when you have 2hu avafags
>>745678524
Mantis, baaketball shoes, Converse has no impact absortion.
>>745678550
Why does it has to be THAT one person, anon? Why not someone else?
>>745678617
Does it matter?
>>745678772
Start by befriending your roomie, ask him out for some beers or buy a 6pack or two!
>>745678664
It's been a while, Reimu.
>>745678870
Maybe about her culture?
>>745678772
Start by saying hello to people.
Some of them will say hello back.
>>745678161
Uh, things were all good until she went on a hike around mid July in New Mexico and during this time her dads kidneys failed due ro him being an alcoholic and I basically knew she was gonna check my messages first so I told her how serious it was, a couple of days later he was fine and I text a joke "her dads kidneys KO'd themselves" and she was really angry about that. My friends have told me she was just looking for a reason to breakup but I don't know. She's best friends with my cousin so I can't avoid her cause I live near them, she hasn't talked to me since breaking up, I don't know what to think honestly
>>745678503
>Not here.
Is that your response?
In the bedroom, then?
Alright, that's enough of that.
>>745678783
I'm doing alright. A little worried about my bestie though. We were supposed to do some things together tomorrow and she's a little sick.
>>745678962
Such as...? I don't know nothing about that country. Besides, i want to know her overall.
>>745678550
>>745678962
Because she cares about me anon. And I care about her too. I genuinely don't believe in love but I think I would give it a shot with her. But she doesn't look at me the same way
>>745679058
>>745679058
Hello Reimu. Always nice to see you.
Sad for your friend though, is she allright?
>>745678924
Tell me about this project of yours.
>>745678900
Hello there!
>>745678478
I'm not sure, my father was in a pretty shitty mood and he does nothing but curse. He doesn't watch what he says so he pretty much berates me for half an hour. I went and shot my grandfather's .357 magnum today, it was fucking radical.
>>745678924
not just me either. Tired of idiots fucking up beloved franchises and destroying art to send a piss poor message or they are just incompetent trying to make a quick buck. Can't wait for this moral panic to be over
>>745679058
Hope she dies
>>745679058
Well, I hope she gets well soon. Could it be allergies? Mine have been beating me up all week.
>>745678900
I can stick around for that! You got dubs and everything! What do you prefer, Dragons or Fairies?
>>745678962
Not too long!
>>745679123
>I genuinely don't believe in love but I think I would give it a shot with her. But she doesn't look at me the same way
I mean, I wouldn't trust you with my heart either if you were coming at me with a shallow feeling like that.
You should find out whether or not love is for you before you try to get this girl to have her heart broken over you.
>>745678490
Nah. Soccer is way more gay.
>>745678550
You can't control her feelings, Anon. They will be unintelligible to you at times. If she won't love you, move on. Find another girl. Cut your losses.
>>745678553
True... the asphalt on 4chan is not nearly as smooth though.
>>745678588
Thread was ruined as soon as it began, Anon. Reimu isn't making anything worse.
>>745678636
Grill me some hot dogs. Rub my feet, too.
>>745678664
Thank you.
>>745678731
Never had that. Where can it be got from?
>>745678750
I'm male, American, under 25. Why do you ask?
>>745678772
You won't make friends unless you talk to people, Anon. Nobody is going to jump on you and ask to be your friend. Say hello to everyone within range, talk to as many people as is convenient.
Make small talk with everyone around you, until it becomes a habit. Everything will flow from there.
>>745678870
I'm drawing a blank, Anon. Just ask her what you would ask any other woman?
How's her day going, has work been good, how's her family?
>>745678924
That's terrible. Medication of some kind should be able to help it though; have you talked to a doctor? Don't let this go on any longer.
>>745679167
Everybody has bad days, Anon. Some of us take it out on the people around us. I'm sorry your day went so poorly.
But hey, shooting a magnum sounds pretty nice. Will you be able to do that again sometime soon?
New Compsci student, jus left my country, my best friends. Am now living a new life. Havent made any friends because of how "fake" they come out as. Feeling down fam. Havent talked to anyone in a few weeks
>>745679183
Hey, buddy, I hope you die.
>>745679333
Yeah I can do it whenever I wish, I purchased it because I immediately fell in love with it :D
>>745679333
>Nah. Soccer is way more gay.
Soccer is a homosexual mating ritual, not a sport. Basketball is the gayest sport.
>>745679257
It's not a shallow feeling anon. I just don't trust people. But the only person I would trust with my heart is her. I would let her in but she wants to be let in without the emotional baggage of love. She said she doesn't want a relationship with me. And if she could she would like to get back with the guy who broke her fucking heart. That shit hurt
>>745678986
If she broke up with you over a joke, and a mild one at that, then I think she was looking for an out.
I suggest you keep your eyes peeled for the next qt
>>745679148
evening.
>>745679250
dragons. fairies are scaries.
>>745679075
That's the point, to learn about her country, you dummy.
>>745679123
Mmh, this is a bit complicated, I've never been very good with love advice honestly but, why not accepting it? I have something similar and I don't really mind it other than enjoying the pleasant company.
>>745678924
Atleast you got to a breaking point, no?
>>745679026
-shrugs-
>>745679183
r00d.
>>745679250
Fair enough, I hope you two can get to have some bestie time soon.
>>745679498
Her feelings are her feelings, Anon. You have to respect them because she can't change them.
If you don't value her friendship then don't pretend that you do just so you can have a shot at her later down the line. That shit is so transparent and never works. Either accept her as your friend or move on.
>>745679333
>Never had that. Where can it be got from?
No Idea, it was pretty damn good, though.
>>745679143
Yeah, I think so. She's just having stomach problems. I always feel bad when she's not doing well though.
How are you doing tonight Anonymous?
>>745679183
I hope you grow up to be less edgy.
>>745679247
Stomach troubles, that's all. I appreciate your wishes though! I'm sure she will too.
>>745679353
Sounds pretty hard. But as you start to get closer to people, you'll be able to break through the fakeness. Everybody has at least a little bit of a fake front they put up. It's thicker for some than it is for others.
Talk to people. Find someone who seems solid, and start hanging out with them. You'll get past the fake front.
>>745679476
Oh, nice. That should keep your spirits up pretty regularly then, aye?
>>745679478
Football is gayer than basketball. All that humping.
>>745679678
I'll have to look for that. Thank you, Anon.
>>745675632
i need hug https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HFMHicYnxQE&t=4s
>>745679148
Making an alien planet with an entire history from the stone age all the way to first space travel. Going to take a long time to make and will have to do other small project in between to better my craft.
I am about a quarter way done the early civilization part.
>>745679333
I did but the doctors suck here. Just said it was normal or something like that. Of course though when I said I got some down days but over all I feel good they made me take a depression test, probably to get a few buckos out of medication. Yes I am a cynical person.
>>745679353
Meeting new people is hard. It takes a long time for me to know people myself and truly call them a friend.
>>745679562
I should be feeling better in a few days. Fucked up on something simple I really wanted to do thats eating away at me I probably wont be able to do again, at least for a long time.
>>745675632
im a sociopath and i dont know how to stop
Man I wish she loved me. I'm reduced to this thing that misses her. I want the ugly part of her. I want to deal with her anxiety attacks, her panic attacks and I want her to accept me for who I am.
But she can't do all that and it's the most terrible feeling in the world
>>745679803
>
>>745679846
Pffft...
One of my online accounts fucked up and now I have lost all my online friends. Granted, these weren't people I was ever going to meet, most of them I didn't even know the faces of, but they were still people who gave me their time to chat, and the fact that they will never know why I suddenly vanished hurts a little bit.
>>745679333
I really don't know why I ask you sex, age,..
But it's great see someone that wants to help people by giving them a hug.
>>745679521
>Ace of Wands
This is a good time to start a new cycle of life. Fresh ideas come to you from unexpected sources. An adventure is on the horizon.
>5 of Swords
Problems and trouble may arise from rash behavior. You face a period of malicious slander, arguments, and pettiness... so basically, Tuesday on /b/
>King of Pentacles
This card represents a masculine influence that can be domineering, yet wise and reliable. Beware of stubbornness that could alienate others.
>>745679701
I'm doing okay Reimu, thanks for asking. I've been off-work for 4 days now, and can't comprehend all this free time. Need to adjust.
And how about you, how is your night going?
>>745679651
>If you don't value her friendship
I do though. Except I will always want something more out of her. Something she can't give.
How can I just view her as a friend?
gf had a total breakdown and awful bout of depression all today so that's fun she also went into panic mode because she had ptsd flashbacks to an abusive relationship which ending with her getting raped then attempting suicide. Ended up going over to her place for a bit to help calm her down. I'm on skype with her now, she's sleeping but i can tell shes not sleeping well/having nightmares (she hasn't had a single dream that wasn't a nightmare since she got raped).
So yeah, fun times here.
Anyone need to talk? im here for whoever needs it.
>>745679961
is that... Jacques Villeneuve and Ellen Paige?
>>745675632
i dont really desire anything but i dont want to sit at my pc for the rest of my life
>>745679779
That sounds like an amazing thing! Got any pics of the Early Civilization? And what do you call it?
>>745679934
Which account? Any backup ?
>>745680032
funnily enough, I can actually pin down what's what here. nicely done, ma'am. thanks.
>>745680095
nah.
>>745679934
Trust me, Anon. They don't care that much.
>>745680064
You're a good boyfriend anon. I hope she recovers well
>>745679934
Don't you remember ther nicknames to add them again?
>>745679895
I'm sorry for the breakup, anon.
>>745680123
Get a job! Really helps distracting.
>>745680123
>i dont really desire anything but
know that feel
>i dont want to sit at my pc for the rest of my life
listen as long as i wouldn't be a basement dweller that'd be pretty sweet.
>>745679501
Yeah, she just seemed so bitchy about it like she was trying to 1-up me. I wanted revenge but I'm cool to let her rot, I'm about to have sex with one of her friends and possibly even date
>>745679934
meme friends aren't real friends, faggot
>>745679748
It should! Blowing off some steam at the range is pretty new and pretty awesome.
>>745680044
If I'm being honest, I've never solved that problem.
You're always going to want more than she can give and that's going to negatively impact your relationship until things come to a head and you have to go your separate ways. The only way around that that I've found is to end the relationship now, while you're still on friendly terms with each other.
One of my bee's stung my knee I was just winterizing the hive.
>>745675632
I think there's thiefs in my apartment block, I don't know what to do
>>745680219
Nobody should ever fall in love. It's a hopeless situation where your judgement gets impaired and you begin to value someone more than you value yourself. It's the most fucked up feeling in the world.
I wish I could stab away at the part of my heart that fell for her. But then I'd have to stab the whole thing
>>745680042
How many more days do you have off? If that was me, I'd plan some kind of big project or maybe three small ones, and then spend a whole bunch of time in bed watching Youtube instead.
That's what I did today! But at least I managed to clean my room.
>>745680212
Thanks man, I appreciate it. I really hope so too. I'm sure she will, she's a tough lil' bastard, I just wish i knew how long.
>>745679934
Did you lose your password? If you could at least remember the username you can look up your old friends list.
>>745679895
Make your own happiness, dont rely on others for it.
>>745680154
No name but I named the project folder "original thought". I will name the planet once I get around to languages. I got a map here of the world.
>>745680064
You're one wonderful bastard, anon. Kudos to you.
>>745680386
Ungrateful little shit...
Et il est un jour arrivé
Marteler le ciel
Et marteler la mer
Et la mer avait embrassé moi
Et la délivré moi de ma caille
À rien ne peut m'arrêter maintenant
>>745680376
And how do I end that friendship in the most amiable way
>>745680433
Thanks, It's really nice to hear that. i'm just glad i can make a difference.
>>745679779
>Making an alien planet with an entire history from the stone age all the way to first space travel. Going to take a long time to make and will have to do other small project in between to better my craft. I am about a quarter way done the early civilization part.
I like that sound of that.
Newfag here, are you still giving out hugs? I'm kinda depressed at the moment.
>>745680405
>Nobody should ever fall in love.
That's stupid. Stop being so emotional.
>>745679895
>>745680413
I wish it was that easy anon. My happiness is now irrevocably tied to her own happiness. I would put myself through shit just to see her happy.
>>745679846
What makes you think you are a sociopath, anon?
>>745679750
*hugs you tightly*
Do you want to talk about it?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1ea56_sHyj4
>>745679779
Man, that's awful. If I had time I'd do some research right now to look for something you could get over-the-counter to deal with it. Can you look for something? Not a decongestant, but a muscle relaxant maybe?
>>745679846
If you really are, you can't. If you aren't, force yourself to care about something. You do it for long enough, and it'll start meaning something on its own.
>>745679895
You'd give your all for her, but she wouldn't do the same. I'm sorry Anon, but it looks like it isn't going to work. Maybe it's time to move on.
>>745679934
Is there no way you can find some of them again? That's terrible, Anon. You'll find new online friends eventually, but you certainly have a reason to be upset right now.
>>745679961
Sometimes I try, Anon. I'm glad you like it.
>>745680064
You're dealing with a difficult situation, and you seem to be handling it pretty well. I'm impressed by how collected you are, Anon.
>>745680123
If you want to be something more, force yourself to get up and do stuff. Shower, shave, get out there and apply for some jobs.
Or just go for a walk in the park. Make a change, Anon. You want it. Make it happen.
>>745680346
You'll start getting used to it, but the electric feeling will always be there. Shooting is great.
>>745680386
Did you scrape the stinger out? They can't tell if you're trying to damage the hive or not, Anon. They're just bees. They have to assume the worst or die.
>>745680403
Lock the door, lower the blinds. If you're really afraid, put something heavy up against it. If you're certain there are thieves on the premises, call the cops. Describe the situation to them.
>>745680439
That sounds beautiful Anon, what is it?
>>745680593
*hugs you tightly*
Always, Anon. What's got you down? Anything specific?
>>745680606
I don't want people to go through the pain I am facing right now anon. It's a horrible sinking feeling and I would rather face death
>>745680482
Explain to her that you have no hard feelings and it breaks your heart to do it but you have to end the friendship because it'll never be enough for you and you don't want to end up resenting her for not giving something she can't give.
Make sure to communicate that you understand that the problem is on your end and that you wish her well in the future.
>>745675632
I remember being given a polite smile by a girl passing me by, I was so pumped that someone would look at me like that.
It's a strong memory that I clearly remember. It brought me out of a lot of bad thoughts about how terrible I felt about myself.
But because of that moment I really felt connected to another person, and if someone would spare that time to smile at someone like me just in a polite passer-by sense, maybe I'm not terrible and maybe there's hope.
I remember that smile less and less these days.
>>745680667
Lyrics to a Nine Inch Nails song.
Heres the english translation.
Remember when I said death by ocean was beautiful?
And when the day arrives
I'll become the sky
And I'll become the sea
And the sea will come to kiss me
For I am going
Home
Nothing can stop me now
>>745680408
I have 18 days off in front of me.
I... already have a couple of projects planned. And I already watch a lot of youtube/twitch like you suggest, instead of doing them. lol.
But seriously I have a lot to do on the house, and it's moving forward so at least that's that.
And a clean room for a clean mind. I should do that as well.
>>745680667
I went out and looked, but they're gone now, that's for sure. I went up to pee and turned on the lights, then I heard someone come in and give a very distinct whistle and two other guys running. Damn it was fucking scary
>>745680715
Will I find someone else who will care so much about me anon? This is the question that's keeping me from not leaving her
>>745680174
Glad to be of assistance!
>>745680413
Looks good! And you are always welcome to post your pics here! I would love to see this project of yours, while it develops!
>>745680823
I won't say that you will because I don't know the future.
I'll just say, it's highly likely that someone else could come to care for you if you don't give up on finding that.
>>745680405
Love is just a shout into the void, it is dumb, irational, insane, toxic.
Yet at the same time, it is a wonderful thing, it is something that can pull up a man straight from hell, anon.
Don't cut yourself short of that pleasure, keep loving, don't kill that part of you.
>>745680593
>
What's up buddy?
>>745680553
You're welcome my niggi.
>>745680667
I'm sad because of my girlfriend. She broke it off after two years and shit was just starting to look up. I guess that's what I'm sad about
>>745680667
>You're dealing with a difficult situation, and you seem to be handling it pretty well. I'm impressed by how collected you are, Anon.
tbh I am too, I just focus on helping her whenever i can, and hope I can figure out what I'm doing.
>>745680439
Ils tenteront bien sûr
Mais sans succès
Le marteau, je le tiens désormais
Je voguerai vers l'azur
Le tour du monde je ferai
À moi l'anonyme, la paix
Je pourrai quitter l'esprit libre.
Oh look it's this piece of shit again.
>>745680798
Oh wow! I'm glad things are moving forward for you! I'll be rooting for you to do your best!
And yeah, I think it's really easy to forget how much the appearance of our environment can affect our mood. I'm more likely to get up and do things if I don't have to wade through old soda cans and laundry to get there.
>>745680948
Buonanotte, signore!
>>745681046
>>745680870
Anon, do you have any hobbies?
>>745680732
You are worth love and kinship, anon. You simply must realize that and begin to love yourself. I'm sure there are people who already see you in a positive light; we just arent all great at showing it.
>>745680698
I know the feeling you're talking about all too well.
But don't forget that love isn't all pain and suffering, Anon. There's a lot you'll never get to have if you never loved.
>>745680732
Nobody smiles nearly as much as they should. We've all got too much on our minds.
Anon, you loved that smile. It made your day. Put that smile on your face next time you see someone on the street. If you're not sure about it, practice it in the mirror. Make it genuine, remember her smile every time. You'll become the person that she was to you that day, and you'll brighten everyone up.
It's a wonderful feeling.
Somebody will smile back.
>>745680775
Ooh. Haven't listened to NiN in a long time. That's cool.
>>745680822
Oh boy. I'm glad the danger's passed now, but yeah, that had to be terrifying. Give yourself a minute to calm down.
>>745680936
How long ago did you break up?
>>745680943
I want to be more like you. You're doing great. Remain strong, Anon. She needs you to.
>>745681003
Yup. Same as always.
>>745680667
'Evening, friendo. How's it going tonight? Well, I went against my better judgement and dedicated a good hour or so to skimming and cropping volume two last night. Unfortunately I wasn't able to get all of it, mostly because I thought rounding it out at fifty would be a good stopping point and that sleep was starting to scream at me. So I'll have to do a part two of the tail end of the second volume tonight at some point. Hope you enjoy them in the meantime. There were a lot of great pics in this one.
https://imgur.com/a/6GSGa
>>745680403
>dress up as Batman
>hold a baton with a spike hilt in your secondary hand
>hold a pistol in your primary hand
>Batman the fuck out of the place
>profit????
>>745681153
Love you, Fenn!
>>745680064
she just woke up and I'm pretty sure she had another nightmare. Her psychiatrist gave her some ptsd meds a half year ago to help stop nightmares and flashbacks, but she didn't want to take them because she felt like it meant she couldn't do it herself. I recommended she took them but I wasn't going to force her by any means. I just feel really bad for her.
>>745680667
I the anon who ask you for your age,sex,..
My question is, do you have someone that hug you?
>>745681321
>no
buahahahaha
>>745680667
>a muscle relaxant maybe
I did some research and thats exactly the problem. My tongue or throat, forget which one, relaxes so much when I sleep it sometimes blocks my airway. Best I can do is sleep on my side or stomach but I fall asleep the best on my back, the worst way for it to happen.
>>745680567
thanks. I got some basic things I want to do for sure like first contact aliens trying to be nice and sell the natives to the planet technology but said natives mishandle the technology and fuck things up for 1000 years. After that though their own technology sky rockets now that they know how to handle it well and reverse engineer.
>>745680846
I do if people ask about it if I bring it up. Difficult trying to make cultures that stand on its own without influence from our own. I got some ideas of what the intelligent aliens will look like and they won't look like grey little humanoids. They will look like they came from their own ecosystem.
>>745681153
>I want to be more like you. You're doing great. Remain strong, Anon. She needs you to.
Thanks, it's really nice to hear that. I'm gonna do whatever i have to if it means helping her even a little bit.
>>745675632
Who are you?
>>745681046
Thank god for people like you, Reimu.
>>745681153
Still a phony, robotic, autistic piece of shit with nothing of value to offer the world that should probably kill himself? Yup. Same as always.
>>745681461
a faggot on the internet.
>>745680667
>If you really are, you can't.
That's a hot topic of debate there.
>>745680913
I just want to kill that part of me because when love is denied after it has been accepted, I think I cannot live anymore without it
>>745681153
Yeah I think I'll just have another cigarette and try and go to bed again. But this shit sucks, it's been so calm here since I moved in, and I'd hate it to turn out like when I lived in the ghetto
Have you listened to anymore tool ? I didn't much like falconer
>>745681198
Haah, I wish I had a gun and a batman costume now althugh I'd be a very fat batman. That would probably have scared the vermin shitless
>>745681475
Fag
>>745681548
s-stop projecting, a-anon
>>745681442
>>745680667
Jesus now this faggot is giving medical advice? You might actually kill someone with your fucking faggotry. I really hope you die soon.
>>745681153
She sent me the breakup paragraph about 2 days ago. I've just been laying in bed all day. Not suicidal, just don't wanna do anything :/
>>745680262
I see you have moved on.
Best of luck anon!
And try to stay out of trouble!
>>745681750
I've been there. Try to move around and talk to friends, Anon.
>>745681499
Do you need someone to talk to, anon?
>>745681641
I mean it. I want to know what your life is like
>>745681641
>fenn tells someone to get over the counter cold medicine
OMG GUAIZ THEY ARE GONNA GET SOMEONE KILLED
>>745681182
Oh, Anon. You shouldn't have done that. But I'm very grateful. This batch looks even better than the last. I'll download them as soon as I can.
Are you enjoying this?
>>745681224
Okay.
>>745681321
No.
>>745681405
AHAHAHAHAHAHAhaaaaahaha
>>745681442
Oh, that's not what I expected. That's strange, I've never heard of that before. Could you get something that does the opposite, and helps tense your muscles?
>>745681452
That's good. You are the best sort of person.
>>745681461
Some fag on the internet. Same as >>745681513 said.
>>745681499
Yup. Same as always.
>>745681524
Probably. I don't know enough about it to discuss it intelligently.
>>745681538
I hope it turns out to just be an isolated incident.
Jerk-Off was good, The Grudge was good. Been listening to some Perfect Circle too.
>>745681641
Probably.
>>745681750
This is a phase of acceptance (or something like that; I know there's a name for it). It'll pass after a while. You may need to forcefully shrug it off. Don't completely cut yourself off from the world. Get up and do things, little things, even if you don't want to. Lethargy is a dangerous tendency and a hard one to escape.
>>745681475
Aww, that's really sweet of you. I'm just doing what I can.
>>745681958
I don't think you're a fag at all, I'm just curious why you do this.
>>745681958
>That's good. You are the best sort of person.
So are you.
>>745682029
Altruism.
>>745681998
>>745681958
Probably what? You're probably gonna die soon? Good, because you're a fucking cancer and a sociopath, faggot trash heap.
>>745681442
I totally love the sound of it.
And you can bring it up anytime. Hell, just post a picture, and describe your progress, we will know it's you!
>>745681799
Anything you wanna talk about dude, it's a relief to get it off my chest
>>745682113
I love you, anon. Please be kind to yourself.
>>745682113
But fenn is cool, rant at reimu :(
>>745681958
Yeah, but there's also trick thieves in the apartment block. I guess nowhere is gonna be safe for long.
Just keep digging with tool and a perfect circle, there are a lot of gems still to be found.
I'll head off to bed again since I've got music classes later. Talk to you another time. Goodnight
>>745681442
>thanks. I got some basic things I want to do for sure like first contact aliens trying to be nice and sell the natives to the planet technology but said natives mishandle the technology and fuck things up for 1000 years. After that though their own technology sky rockets now that they know how to handle it well and reverse engineer.
That sounds inspired.
>They will look like they came from their own ecosystem
Nothing like more realistic attention to detail.
>>745681958
Enjoying what, exactly? The manga itself or the cropping of the manga? Because if it's the former, I really couldn't tell you. It's just been "Is Nausicaa somewhere in the page? Does it look good? Yes? Crop. Next". I'll actually revisit them for enjoyment once I'm done with the cropping.
>>745682029
I don't know. I can't stop.
>>745682073
I only try to be some of the time.
>>745682074
Nothing so bad as all that.
>>745682113
Probably.
What made you so salty?
>>745682246
Alright, take care Anon. I hope things don't get too bad.
>>745675632
I cheated on my wife but when she found out my infidelity she drank rat poison. she survived but my unborn daughter died. now i want to die.
>>745681958
Well, it's that time of night again. Time to go to work. As always, I'll check in when I can. Thanks for hosting the thread, and have a good night!
Goodnight Anonymous! See you soon!
>>745682113
What exactly does Fenn do that you dislike? You are honestly the worst kind of orbiter.
Hey guys. How do I objectively look at someone I love? I can't find any of their faults at all. Why can't I?
>>745681958
I'm this guy >>745681321
I want to tell you I will hug you, I think your a great person :D be happy my friend
>>745682320
Rose colored spectacles, how long has the relationship being going?
>>745682304
Did you learn anything?
>>745682200
>>745682243
False sincerity is not tantamount to genuine compassion and decency. Stop falling for this faggot's sociopathic chess game and go out and get some real friends.
>>745682301
Idk man some times these threads seem to really weigh on you. I know it feels good to help people but i think it still fits the definition. Dont need to understand it to do it
>>745682314
He's like the biggest satelite my dude.
I'll try my best to get up and do something, I wanna see myself move past this and get better
>>745682447
This is genuine compassion and decency. They dont just tell people what they want to hear. They share their own life experiences and insight and ask questions about anons. What more could they be doing?
>>745682553
Im fucking proud of you, anon
>>745682314
Being a phony piece of shit wannabe 'advice guru' just like Alice and every other LARPing faggot that has no real personality so latches onto others' sorrows to sustain some kind of sick fascination with empathy because they're too much of a sociopathic fuck to have real feelings.
>>745682320
>I can't find any of their faults at all. Why can't I?
You don't love them or you're not honest. Remember that they're a person, the same as you. And that loving someone doesn't mean you ignore their faults. To truly love someone, you have to see them for who they are.
>>745682439
Not in a relationship with her yet. She doesn't know I love her either.
>>745682446
>>745682651
Does she know "of" you?
>>745682621
I understand that anon. But all her perceived faults like having a bend in the nose, they all make her seem more beautiful and real to me.
>>745682613
Ohhh so you're an Alice orbiter. Gotchya.
Pretty sure they dont claim to even be giving advice. This is basically a nightly chat thread with an OP and a few other anons that try to make sure anyone who wants to shout into the void is heard.
Id like to hear your story too, anon.
>>745681958
Even if there is I don't trust most medications. I can still get my sleep most nights, just it isn't what it should be.
>>745682123
I'm going to go and sleep now anyway. got to wake up early tomorrow for work. One historical plot point though is one civilization in the north scams a southern, desert dwelling race by selling them useless flowers. Due to the heat and dryness though the flowers were then made into spices. Now the civilization that got scammed is now one of the richest ones on the continent by starting the spice trade.
>>745682294
Thanks. Trying to get this to be as natural as possible. It's easy to see fantasy themes in sci-fi games and movies with how human aliens look and somehow a whole alien race has one culture, often directly inspired from a real human culture also often from the Greeks or Japanese..
>>745682651
It doesn't sound like you love her.
I'm curious, Anon. Have you ever been in love before? And I mean, like, a reciprocated love.
I just had a really shitty wrestling practice. I keep getting frustrated that I can't get out on bottom and I'm not being offensive enough while on my feet. I had a bad weekend of wrestling and went 1-2. Pretty sure a team mate I normally beat is about to get my starting spot.
It's not like my life is falling apart or anything, but fuck I eat healthy, stopped drinking alcohol for the season, and quite going to parties to focus on doing good. Yet the team mates who are doing all of that are doing better than me right now. I just don't fucking get it sometimes.
>>745682301
>I only try to be some of the time.
regardless, you're still a damn good person in my book. You made my night that much better and you're offering to be there for a bunch of people on here without the thought of personal gain. Sounds like a good person to me.
>>745682759
Yeah. We're close to each other. I'm scared to make the next step because I'd have to risk the friendship and in case that happens I just want to comfort myself saying "Look. She has all these faults. You missed a bullet there" But I can't find any faults at all
>>745682846
I have never anon. Can you explain to me in your terms what love is and what I'm missing?
>>745682763
>But all her perceived faults like having a bend in the nose
That's a physical imperfection and not at all what I was talking about.
>>745682446
yes. never cheat on your wife with her sister
>>745683008
She's insecure about that. Somehow I like her even more because she has insecurities about little things like that. What faults were you talking about anon?
>>745682295
I don't want you to tire yourself out because of a feeling of obligation to me, Anon.
I have more than enough for now. Leave 'em be for a while. After you've gotten some rest, go back and read volumes one and two for fun. Take your time with them.
I'll feel bad if you spend too much time and effort on this. I'm surrounded by people with too many obligations to others, and I can't stand to watch them destroy themselves. Don't be like that.
>>745682304
One mistake led to another, and they just got bigger and bigger, eh?
That's pretty bad. Don't do it again. If she's messed up, and you don't think you can handle it, start seeing a therapist. Whether you do it individually or together is up to you.
>>745682320
Wait until they do something you don't understand, or that hurts you. You'll understand it then.
>>745682340
Thank you Anon.
It means a lot to me.
>>745682447
lol are other posters defending me?
You're right, I'm just as much of a faggot as you say I am. But they're still here.
Maybe you're wrong about what they want, Anon.
>>745682456
Sometimes, they really do. Other times they make a shitty day okay.
I don't think I'm a better person for it. This is just what I do, I guess.
>>745682553
You're the only one who can change your situation, Anon. Nobody is going to fix it for you.
You got this. You have the motivation to make a change.
>>745682834
I feel the same way, honestly. I don't take anything unless I'm really sick. Hope you can bounce back from this soon...
>>745682859
Well, that's good Anon. I'm glad your night is going better now.
I go back and forth on just how good this is.
>>745683004
Everything you're describing sounds like someone who just had their first infatuation.
Love isn't that shallow. I think you should tell her about your feelings and bring everything out in the open.
>>745682913
Make the jump, if you feel that way and bottle it up it'll end up being bad for you. Don't leave that "what if" to eat you up if she does reciprocate your feelings
>>745683234
Are my feelings really shallow anon? Can you tell me why?
>>745683161
It cost you a lot to learn that lesson, so you'd better not forget it.
>>745683191
Well i should be going off to bed, thanks for the chat :)
g'night everyone, it's been nice meeting with you.
>>745683271
But losing that friendship will hurt even more than the rejection I think anon. I always want her to be there for me. It's selfish, I know but I need her in my life
>>745683318
Sleep well, Anon. It was good to see you.
>>745682854
Maybe its a state of mind you got to be in during the game. When life gives you lemons don't make lemonade, make life take the lemons back!
Either have a calm mind and be aware of every body twitch or try just going savage.
>>745683191
I dealt with this for a long time and it seems to run in the family. Difference is by dad snores and I don't.
Well see ya soon, going to bed
>>745683298
I'm not good at explaining it and I don't really think it'll sink in until you experience it for yourself.
It's one of those kinds of things. Don't be afraid to get your heart broken.
>>745683298
Not the same guy, but what is your feeling to this girl?
>>745682824
>so you're an Alice orbiter.
you realize they were insulting Alice there, too, right?
>Pretty sure they dont claim to even be giving advice.
see >>745676674 literally saying they're here to offer advice.
>>745683379
You're just going to grow to resent her for never returning the feelings that you never told her about.
And how can you claim to love someone if you won't even tell them that you love them?
>>745682824
>orbiter
I'm not the autistic faggot with no real friends defending the other autistic faggot pretending to be some sort of guru for sad fucks like you that have no social skills and sad lives that revolve around the internet.
>>745683461
Alright anon. But will my heart ever get back to whole after it's broken?
>>745683466
I just want to be with her all the time anon. I want her to love me. I will love her to whatever capacity I can
>>745683379
Is there a way you can hint your feelings towards here? Have y'all been physical at all?
>>745683425
I still have the best intentions for continuing the season, but I feel at this point I may just be complaining. I appreciate what you said though, thank you anon.
>>745675632
i'm drunk
>>745683191
No need to bring so much doom and gloom into it, friendo. You're acting like I'm shortening my lifespan with each picture I crop. I actually do the cropping exclusively at night when there's nothing else going on for me and only spend around an hour or so doing them. In which time I can listen to music, podcasts, or anything I wouldn't be able to get done if I didn't have something occupying my time. I like doing this for you, really. It isn't a hassle for me at all.
>>745683191
Thanks :) it means a lot to me. I have to go to sleep right now, thanks for talking with me. Goodnight
>>745683639
>I'm not the autistic faggot with no real friends
Don't drag me into this.
>>745683567
Because I don't want to lose that friendship anon. She genuinely cares for me and I don't want to lose the only person I know who genuinely cares for me.
>>745683688
Love is a subjective feeling, nobody can truly tell you how you feel is my perspective. My love is different than yours but if that's your perception than your feelings cant be shallow, hope that helps :)
>>745683639
You're the autistic faggot sharing every one of their company when you could be out living your own life.
>>745683316
I am fucking with my wife´s sister right now bro while she is in the hospital with her parents. am I a bad person anon? what's wrong with me ?
>>745683688
>But will my heart ever get back to whole after it's broken?
Every person who has ever been in love has had their heart broken. Try to keep that in mind when it happens to you too.
Also, try not to be afraid of change. It happens.
>>745683639
>"I'm not the autistic faggot with no real friends defending the other autistic faggot pretending to be some sort of guru for sad fucks like you that have no social skills and sad lives that revolve around the internet,"
said yet another obsessed weirdo who finds all these threads and spends time in them just to fight for some inane cause.
>>745683690
We've talked about it but it has always been met with a sub standard response. I think she was in an "unrequited love" thing before and she hated being in love but she loved him deeply. That's what she told me. And we're both 18.
>>745683425
That's not so good. I guess there isn't anything you can do then, is there?
I hope you sleep well this time. Take care.
>>745683718
Good. Remember to drink plenty of water, or you'll have a killer hangover in the morning.
>>745683719
I want to believe you when you say this, but I'm still not entirely sure. My statement still stands: do not make this a priority. If you want to, that's fine. I won't stop you. I love the pictures. But I have enough pictures to get by, and I want you to enjoy the manga so we can discuss it.
>>745683731
It was nice to talk to you too, Anon. Thank you. Sleep well!
>>745683756
That's fine, just be aware that keeping your feelings in the shadows is going to be a detriment to your friendship with her.
>>745683191
You are an effective person because you do this. Good or bad is hard to say objectively, but you act when others don't. That makes you a good person in my eyes paired with all my other experiences with you.
>>745683298
Dont feel the need to put it into words just yet. Theres nothing wrong with infatuation at the state you are in. I think you just need to take a step back, chill, maybe focus on another aspect of your life that fulfills you, then proceed with this friendship or relationship with a clearer head. Some times it just takes time and tact.
>>745683639
But you do go to every one of these threads to complain about something that doesn't effect you and arguably only tangentially effects others. You are sort of putting the bad rep of every other supposed "advice" giver on a dude that just wants to give people an ear. Anything wrong with that? You still cant even explain what is harmful. You are just assuming Fenn's intentions.
>>745683551
I use the term Alice orbiter to refer to the people that go to every one of her threads or similar threads, regardless of what kind of attention they give them. Also that wasnt fenn saying they give advice.
Neppu gives advice but its shit
I do dangerous things for fun and now I'm starting to think that I might accidentally kill myself one day.
>>745683930
To add upon that, I might just bee a "rebound" as well. She told me she wants to sort of "slow down" because she doesn't want me to be a rebound.
What is a rebound?
>>745683833
>am I a bad person anon?
Probably, but there are lots of those. It's not my place to judge you. Just don't lie to yourself about what you are.
>>745683191
I'm this guy >>745682340
You have won a new friend.
if there is something that we can help you?
>>745684002
I'm not interested in having an in-depth discussion with you or being a part of your weird autistic circlejerk you fucking avatar shitposting spastic. Go suck a tail pipe.
>>745682854
>>745683697
Are you getting enough sleep?
Also, you just have to make it a habit to get into a neutral mind state. When you notice that you're out of that mind state, fix it.
Practice makes perfect; wrestling isn't just a game of the body, but a game of the mind.
>Mids 20s
>Never had much more than a sip of some beer
>Want to try alcohol
What should I try? I know most people drink alcohol for the effect and not for the taste, but I'm not trying to get fucked up every night.
People say rum tastes good
>>745684250
>dumbass gets triggered by people avatarfagging
>wonders why people keep doing it
>>745684075
I've been there, Anon.
Just remember that everyone's luck runs out one day. It's up to you if you want to keep pushing it until the inevitable happens.
>>745683787
I have never been one to believe in feelings. My parents loved each other and they grew apart with time. I think that's why I don't believe in love especially. But I do want to love her in the fucked up way I love.
>>745683856
Thanks for your words anon. Did you ever recover fully from your heart break?
>>745683980
Alright. I might just confess someday anon. Thanks
>>745684250
Hey man im just here enjoying my free time and you're just here enjoying yours, right? Are you really getting self righteous with me on a taiwanese cartoon board?
>>745683958
Well I'm not exactly sure what I could say to convince you entirely, but just know I'm being completely straight with you. I enjoy helping you in the same way that you enjoy helping others here. But if you really want me to stop, I'll do it if that's what you want.
>>745676052
fenn i did go ahead and send you an email. actually i sent you two, and one of them is really long, but don't worry if it's a while before you sit down and read that.
i'm going to bed, and i wish that the cute girl you've always longed for graces you in your dreams tonight.
