I'm going to suicide in 30 min and I want share with all you. depression won this war, I can't more. I need sleep 4ever. Sorry mum, I love you dad, I love you sister.
>>715031243
post pics after you die
So... What makes not being here so much greater than being here?
>>715031243
Don't do it... I promise you from one fucked up person to another, it will change and it will get better!
No shit...
>>715031243
>mum
Not amerifat so don't kill yourself
Tl;dr op is a fag but shouldn't kill themself
What kicked it? Why you wanna do it? And why now?
Why not? I can't more guys. Depression can with me. I'm exhausted. Anxiety is horrible. My life is horrible. I can't stop crying. Nobody can't help me. I'm very exhausted.
Just go on antidepressants like i have. If you have strong anxiety as well they usually prescribe citalopram.
>>715031943
Can you explain more, what made you make this huge decision?
>>715032187
I did it, but it's useless for me I don't know why, depression arrived to me 4 years ago, and I can't more. I CANT MORE
>>715032224
Because I'm exhausted for living. depression won this war. My life has not mean for me
>>715032317
Tell them its not working then, they'll either prescribe a higher dose or give you something stronger.
Was it the side effects?
>>715031243
Is that the metro of Madrid?
>>715032701
yes
Fucking dumb cunt
If your life is useless then go gather all your stuff sell what you can and travel the fucking world
Or do a lot of cool drugs like psychedelics
Remember you can do whatever the fuck you want cuz there is zero risk because you already want to kill yourself
You don't know me but I can relate to how you feel
Do only reason I tried to change is because of what I wrote
That will give you a base to work on and with
I'm still workin boys
I just want to stop repairing boys
If you go on with your plan
I will see you on the other side Anon
>>715031243
>Be me 2 years ago
>life sucks
>about to kill myself because with nihilism noting really mathers at the end
>think about how dead is part of life so dead isn't any better than living at the end and that it doesn't matter
>made promises to myself to try out life till 25 and live it at its fullest
>set up goals
>go to college
>get bracers for ugly teeth
>planning on traveling to Africa
>meet cool ppl
>do crazy shit I normally wouldn't do
>At the end I still think about killing myself every day
>but promised myself to wait it out
Thank God nihilism
>>715032552
Side effect I think are anxiety, nervous, a lot of nervous, and sad. I want die my friend, I pass all day crying and sad
>>715032317
Stay with us, faggot.
Don't be one of those number who ends in christmas holidays. It's too conventional. You're not a normie, are you ?
Whatever depression you have, it has an origin. Therefore it is comprehensible. And by that, it can be fight.
This place already lack of good people, don't leave us now.
>>715032488
Trust me on one thing, it will get much better. But if you hero out, then DON'T do it with cyanide.
Livestream it, if you're actually enough of a pussy to kill yourself and this isn't just for attention
>>715032823
What is the most crazy shit you did, anon ?
>>715032780
You don't understand how depression works do you? Being somewher elese doesn't change anything. I've been thinking a lot of the same as of late. Life isn't pleasant to me.
>>715032488
Well, it's your life, do whatever the fuck you want with it...
And that's why I suggest not committing suicide, atleast not yet...
Do something you've always wanted to do, make major changes in your life...heck go to another country, if all fails and nothing works, consider suicide
Don't give up too early
>>715032962
Why not?
>>715031243
Smoke a joint and chill nigga
Just have a wank m8
>>715032780
Ty for ur message, but I think I'm going to do my plan, today is my worst day and I think it's better if I die.
At least make a video of yourself ending it, if you jump off a bridge do a cool flip on the way down. Go out in style.
>>715031943
If you an hero, you'll just be passing on your anguish to your family, you selfish prick.
>>715033127
At least kill some people that you don't like first.
(thats what i would do)
>>715032823
I think people hate me bro, I have no friends, and I don't know how to do friends, it's very very difficult to me. I'm alone, I'm crying all days alone in my room. Nobody loves me.. it's sad but it's my real life
>>715033099
Just don't do it. You won't believe it, but just don't do it.
>>715033127
Then get it over with and quit posting for attention on 4chan. Really, nobody gives a fuck.
11 Minutes, OP.
Good luck on your journey, i'm sorry no one could persuade you to take a step back.
Nah it's not good to kill yourself.
https://youtu.be/HKI_oYMUNK4
>>715033232
you are awesome you awesome person you
>>715033005
Mostly conventional cliff diving stuff
Jumped off a plane this year
Went to explore the Dutch sex industry (been driving escorts) kinde hop from interests
I would like to tell you that life is worth living and you can always give it another shot but at this point I am not even sure myself.Do what you want OP,I am supportive whatever your desicion is
>>715033079
I was considering suicide a lot of days, it's a difficult decision, but I don't know how to be happy.
>>715033232
This
>>715033127
I knew it, you're considering suicide cuz of a bad day, that's why most people kill themselves too, it's a split second decision, if you just refuse this idea today there's a very high chance you'll not do it
So just push yourself one more time and don't do it today
>>715033127
If your body and you are useless explore drugs or world
Do coke, doesn't matter that you od
Do a fuck lot of mdma, doesnt matter if you od
Eat 20 grams of mushrooms, doesn't matter that you go mentally insane
YOU CAN DO WHATEVER THE FUCK YOU WANT RIGHT NOW
And hey, if it doesn't workout the way you like you're back to the same point
>>715033480
It's the truth. My cousin killed himself this summer, and it's the ultimate selfish act. Now my whole family is depressed as fuck because of him. I miss him, but I'm kind of pissed at him at the same time.
I think i speak for all of us /b/ when i say you should kill yourself, and do it it on webcam
Do it faggot.
>>715033486
Sounds nice enough. You're doing it all alone or you join any group that you met ?
Also, what do you plan for next year ?
OP, before you go, remember this:
> tfw no girlfriend
>>715033404
No, but... What's so bad about cyanide for suicide? Is it more painful?
>>715031243
Don't do it m8.
Life can be shit.
Go to your doctor and get some sertralline or something, it made a big change in me.
I've told myself if I ever get that low again instead of suicide, I'll just devote my life to making someone else's life great.
>>715033668
It is selfish, but you know what else is selfish? Saying i'm not comfortable with dealing with it so I want you to not kill yourself and live a life of misery because it'll make me feel better.
5 min for my suicide. I can't stop crying
>>715033851
Do it faggot
>>715033770
it dissolves your body from the inside out, so yeah, painful.
im not saying you should OP, but if you do, a bullet to the temple (1 in in front of the ear) is the fastest way.
Godspeed OP, and good luck, which ever you choose
>>715033821
I used sertralinne for 2 years ago. I think is useless
>>715033851
DON'T DO IT OP
>>715033833
dubs speak the truth
have you tried joining a gym? To get out of the house and exercise? I am a sales person and am alone 99% of the day. Get use to being okay with just yourself.
>>715031243
Don't do it, you'll regret dying :'(
>>715033066
>Changing the area you live, work or are does not cure depression
>Doing 5 grams of shroom will not cure your depression
>Doing mdma each month will not cure your depression
The only thing that helps with depression is a lot of discipined work (what is very hard and rare in those times)
Nothing in this world will cure you but you
Not family, friends, your gf
The only thing you may pray is that the right tools are available for you at the right time.
Secondly you have to believe that you can survive
>>715033970
Why... I'm alone in this life.
>>715031243
time flies when you are a faggot
“I didn't want to wake up. I was having a much better time asleep. And that's really sad. It was almost like a reverse nightmare, like when you wake up from a nightmare you're so relieved. I woke up into a nightmare.”
https://youtu.be/Rlw7qPxaLw8
>>715034093
Thats why you should kill yourself
these cucks wont miss you, no one will
What's your way of suicide op?
>>715033851
Call a suicide hotline NOW. I don't know you but I feel for you and your family.
Please don't OP
Get off the drugs.... I quit the pills and weed months ago and can actually think clear and eat healthy. Don't let a pill or drugs control your life. -anxiety is a bitch but exercise works wonders
>>715033569
Well there must be something you want! You will be happier with more money, or a close friend, or a partner.
Whatever you want, if you're so couraged to take your own life you're probably capable too to get what you want!
It's all mind games, you tell yourself you're gonna kill yourself your brain will obey, try it.
Your brain will resist happieness as much as it resisted suicide, but it will submit at one point or another
Have you considered doing massive amount of drugs and hookers until you run out of cash?
You should at least have some fun in your life before you die.
Dont do it fam
>>715034206
Jump 5 floors
>>715033833
Yeah, except it's not just me dealing with it. His mom, his dad, his brother, me, my sister, my father, my mother, our grandmother, and our two great aunts. If all of us are selfish, then so be it. Try to deal with the problem before you hit the easy button. Suicide literally and figuratively leaves an absolute mess behind for your family to deal with.
Its time OP
Op I'm not going to try to stop you, just know we care. Trips live stream
>>715034218
I can't stop crying, I have a lot of nervous at this moment.
Talk to us man. We're listening to everything you have to say. Just don't say goodbye.
GOOD BYE FAGGOT! SEE YOU IN THE AFTERLIFE!
>>715034360
Dont do it.
>>715033916
What dosage? Well there will be something that works.
I used to spend days on end staring at my ceiling, the same room every day.
Like I was in a waiting room before I die.
Fucked up a job, education and a relationship.
Since 6 months of sertralline I wake up and sit in the garden, go for a walk, and take pleasure in things u thought I would never again... like the fresh air of the seaside, the sun warming your back.
Sounds emo as fuck but it's the truth.
>>715034360
hit me up
[email protected]
>>715034360
You should livestream it op, otherwise you die in vain
>>715034247
My mind want to do one thing, my head says me other
>>715034093
You keep complaining and whining. Still, no ones hears your story so far.
So care to take 5 to tell us why your life is more pathetic than the rest of us ?
Good luck, we're on 4chan, chances are we are most pathetic and still get up in the morning.
>>715033892
watch james bond skyfall, that shit with the evil guys half rotten face was astonishingly accurate
If you do it, do it like Budd Dwyer!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eVm88MX2Gw4&bpctr=1481585630
>>715034383
I'm crying all time. I want do it. I need it. But I have too nervous now.
Your life is more than thinking about suiicide. Change your life NOW, do whatever makes you happy. And most importantly get out of your house bubble and get outside and smell the beautiful air and enjoy the light that this earth gives us. December is a tough month to get through remember summer is right around the corner.
>>715033745
By myself, got into the sex gig because I order a escort myself.
Next year I'm off to South Africa.
All my ex's wanted to go there for some reason so it seemed nice to post some FB pics of the 'improved' me and figure out what the hype was about.
>>715033851
Call a hotline, just do it
It's just a phone call, do this for all of us in the board, youll make us feel better, even if you went, just call the hotline please
>>715034477
they are the same thing you stupid fuck
maybe you should kill yourself you fucking degenerate
>>715034416
I'm think about it. I'm very very nervous
>>715031243
fresh air, exercise, social interaction, decent diet, regular sleeping hour (as in during the night), getting up showered, shaved, dressed like a generic human. try this for a month and see if it helps. take vitamins: especialy the B vitamins. Don't drink/take drugs. look up mindfullness and call the doctor or a helpline. I f you're still alive now you can kill yourselg anytime: why not try just for a little time? you realsie suicides happen in clusters? Who will your suicde push over the edge? I f you're sorry for your actions to come then don't fucing do it. Phone your mum, tell her you love her and don't leave her wondering fro the rest of her life 'what else could i have done?'. Would you really torture your own mother with that guilt?
>>715034631
If there's anyone in this thread that should kill themselves it's you.
>>715034572
Come on dude. Change your life now, u fucker
>>715034634
I bet you dont even know how you plan on killing yourself you cuck
get organised, get the livestream going, get your shit together, and an hero
>>715031243
I felt the same way 2 - 3 years ago.
Started smoking cannabis oil a year ago and now I'm moving to Jamaica in a month and my life couldn't be any better. Just spend a month in the bush alone, it'll fuck with your head, and if you survive you'll be a completely new man. Trust me, it'll work, and if you can't survive the forest, you'll have your faggy suicide wish faggot.
>>715034572
Sleep on it OP, then tomorrow call your doctor.
I know only too well how exhausting despression can be.
>>715034580
Bro it's very difficult. I try to change my life all days. But I can't. Depression can with me. I don't know what can I do
>>715034634
Just fucking get it over with. I promise you will not be nervous when it's done....or you can be depressed and nervous the rest of your life
>>715034729
if dubs ill kill myself too
>>715034595
Cautious with that, some threads tend to tell you should avoid a lot of areas in there.
But yeah, bragging on facebook I can understand.
>>715034677
seem looks easy but it's very difficult
>>715034760
kek
>>715034631
Maybe you should kys fucking faggot, why people like you never consider suicide...
Smh
>>715033833
Shut the fuck up
Number one you need to get off all of the drugs to get your mind clear and for you to have full control of your body and mind.... do that first. Don't take the easy way out and enjoy the finer things in life.....
>>715034806
Reroll
>>715034924
roll for you bro
>>715034877
if quads ill an hero right here right now faggot
>>715034477
Yeah well pick a side, the lively one
Guys please talk with me and stop insult to me. I'm very nervous, I can't stop crying and my head says a thing and my mind says other. Please stop insult me. I need persons who compression
OP, stick it out. There might be another Fappening someday, and you'll want to be here with us.
Post your phone number at least since it won't matter in the future. We can get you help don't make a mistake.
>>715034744
how did you leave your life behind you and go live in a forest?
>>715035014
Tits or gtfo
>>715033460
Yeah. He "helped her" because she said to herself, and laughed, "At least I'm not that sad, fat beta fuck." "I feel better now."
>>715035014
This is why you need to get the fuck off this message board and call a hotline right away.
>>715031243
Suicidal person here as well OP. I'm currently waiting for that one thing to happen to turn a horrible but manageable existence into something I can't do any longer.
I hate this "lol ur a pussy who won't do it" and "no op don't do it" comment system. Edgy preteens vs people who don't understand the definition of "help" or "care" or how it differs depending on the person.
I support your decision to commit suicide is what i'm saying. Life is a tilted game we never asked to play and people wanna give us shit for not playing this rigged game any longer. It's nonsense. I see the hand I've been dealt, as I'm sure you have. We see it's not getting better than this. We're done playing. And there is nothing wrong with that.
But you know something? Whenever I'm about to check out early, if you will, I think about stupid things... things I know can't be true. I think "I'll miss never being able to hear my favorite song again". Or "I'll miss driving down the highway at 3am with the window open and exploring a dark neon lit city." I think about the things I can't do again if I die. I don't believe in an afterlife (and if I did I'm sure I could listen to music or whatever) I think it'd be like sleeping without dreaming. You're just gone and that's it.
In a year, people won't think about you much. In five years they won't remember you existed unless you're specifically brought up. In 20 years they'll only think about one or two times you spent with them. In one hundred years Everyone who knew you will be dead. You'll be a name on a gravestone in a graveyard in the bad part of town in the middle of a city nobodys heard of in some chunk of land on a planet smaller than a speck of dust when compared to the universe
You're completely unimportant. The world will not change in your absence. The world will not change in your presence. Life only means what you want it to mean
What the world means to me? Trying to find the next song I'll never get to hear again if I die
Give us your phone number we can get you help
>>715035022
This.
Also, think of your family.
Call a hotline or see a doctor or go to your local hospital - the hospital can help you.
>>715035014
how do you plan on killing yourself?
>>715035031
I don't wanna say my number here... would be good for me but I don't want do that
>>715035014
Stop reading the insult. Actually you may want to take some minutes away from the screen. Do a thread later if this one goes.
if dubs op should kill himself on livestream
Op 2 years ago I lost my dad to cancer, it was a slow process and was painful. At the time I had no one to talk to about it, my family sucks to be put simply. I only loved my dad, started smoking weed met a girl I have a house, I know now why people want to live longer cause life can be good. Get motivated do something with your life create, fuck sluts it'll get better op sucide is not the answer. And if you are a troll fuck you.
>>715035218
re roll
>>715035170
jump 5
>>715035134
u are tripping balls dude shut the fuck up
You need to ignore all the negative people in your life including the kids on here messing around not understanding the real impact of their decisions. Give us your number and ignore all the people that want to hurt you.
>>715035277
dubs of truth
do it
OP I want you to think on this:
How would you feel if your sister, father or mother killed themselves?
I know emotinal blackmail is not the thing to do in this situation. Just think about it.
>>715035305
i think you would be a great candidate for an hero'ing too
>>715035194
Omg bro, I have a lot of anxiety. I need talk with someone that's the reason I'm here. I'm scare for my mind
>>715035218
livestreaming is pretty easy, just get that periscope app on your cell phone running,....
anyway, just wanted to say what a shame it is that half of this 'community' (including me) is suicidal, and theres no day going by without one of these threads, what the hell went wrong with society and the human race that we no longer feel able to carry the burdens laid upon us?
>>715035477
Talk to Jesus
Yo OP respond to me on Gmail, instructions from there
>>715034384
Fuckng do it
>>715035372
You have reason bro but...aggg I feel exhausted
>>715035301
but what he said made total sense, it's the truth.
>>715035500
Checked
>>715035134
That's where you're wrong. I still remember that in a few year.
I don't know for a 100 years but... why do you want to be so important ? Who told you that what's life is all about ?
Why do you seek meanings if you can't even start enjoying stuff.
I'll be curious to know what you're currently doing in your life.
>>715035574
op should stop being a faggot and kill himself already
>>715035579
Stop making fucking excuses and call a god damn helpline!! Do it right fucking NOW
>>715035698
STOP say me that things. STUPID.
>>715035648
That's a unique way to write "tl;dr"
>>715035068
Save up maybe 500$, I had like 470 maybe. I had a kayak, so that's not really fair, but I bought some basic supplies and I planned a 1 month trip. Basically just isolating myself and building something to live off of. Do it in the summer, lol, you'll have to wait out the weather. Or you could just walk into the unknown with a backpack with basic survival gear (hardware store shit) and maybe rice and cooking stuff. If you really sit there and plan it, you can get this organized in a day. I've fallen in love with the forest. I live a month and a half of kayaking north of Ottawa and next summer I'm going to test myself for long distance. Nature is fucking addicting man.
>>715031243
Do your parents browse /b/?
>>715034816
That's quite the fun thing about being suicidal
dead doesn't scare you... That much
What's the worst thing that can happen? I die? Don't you see the humor in that.
+ I'll die doing something adventures instead of killing myself in my room
Not realy a FB guy or a show off but I'd like to make them jelly + revenge for fucking with me
>>715035477
I know what's anxiety it's. You're doing a panic attack. Sadly you can't hear my voice and I can barely send you music since I don't even know what you're listening at.
So I'll say that. Go away for 10 minutes. Breathe, drink something. Don't try to overthink anythink. Just take a break.
Do another thread in 10 if necessary, I'll be there.
>>715035579
>>715035756
Or Stop making excuses and fucking kill yourself already op, this thread is getting stale.
Clearly you dont want to do it otherwise you wouldnt be having these doubts, stop being such a woman and get on with your life like the rest of us.
>>715035756
you should stop telling him what to do, most likely he just got to that point from too many people telling him what to do instead of listening to him
>>715035579
Get off 4chan. Go to bed and try to sleep. Then tomorrow go see your doctor.
Tomorrow can be the start of a life you never dreamed of.
>"guise I'm kill self"
>still hasn't done it
>complains when he could be loading the gun
My watch tells me OP is a dead man by now, may he rest in peace.
I feel ya anon. God bless you in your attempt and your coming to terms, and I'll see you on the other side as well. I know it's been much longer than 30 mins, but if you're still around you want to chat?
OP, at least give us your IP address we can get you help trust me on this.
>>715031243
>Sorry mum, I love you dad, I love you sister
don´t worry buddy, im pretty sure you´re family will get this message.
GUYS I'M OP a lot of people are insulting to me. I created a telegram if you want help me and talk with me. I need it
>>715035997
Give us your credit card details too...
It helps, trust me
>>715035997
my telegram is @ineedhelpchan
>>715035914
That's why he should call a hotline, fuckwad. For someone to listen to him.
>>715035550
Jesus: "Yeah, well I would normally love you as is my way, and to be strong, and have faith, but in your case, eh..."
weak fucking loser. you are such a weak minded faggot that you would let something like depression beat you. maybe you should eat a bullet
>>715036054
this nigga
>>715035840
Yeah but there's a difference between suicide and dying from assault by enraged niggers.
I mean, if you see think like that, why don't you train yourself to go fight some skinhead extremist ?
Op is kill
REPOST: Get off 4chan. Go to bed and try to sleep. Then tomorrow go see your doctor.
Tomorrow can be the start of a life you never dreamed of.
I don't know if OP is around anymore, but i just want to say that it's not worth it. Sure, life may be rough for a few weeks, months, or even years, but better to suffer for a while and have a long healthy life ahead of you than to just call it quits.
OP...
/b/ is not the same. These are not /b/ro's. These are teenage minecraft playing social losers who are trying to imitate what they think 4chan once was.
Don't take anything here seriously. Do what you want, whatever that may be, but do not let the people on 4chan influence you. These are not our old friends.
Stop insult me I only need talk with someone. I'm crying again. Stop please stop. my telegram is @ineedhelpchan
>>715035134
>What the world means to me? Trying to find the next song I'll never get to hear again if I die
We live in an amazing time. Youtube can keep you company, and edify you endlessly. And that's just one small part of the Internet.
I play chess on the Internet and my phone, make new friends all over the world that way, and find a few new great songs every year to listen to when I'm lonely. That keeps me going.
Now imagine being suicidal 100 years ago or any time before then. Holy shit at the crushing loneliness.
>>715036054
Dont thing anyone wants to talk to what is clearly a dirty sand nigger.
Trust me, if you killed yourself you would be doing us all a favour
>>715036225
>>715036225
Get off 4chan. Go to bed and try to sleep. Then tomorrow go see your doctor.
Tomorrow can be the start of a life you never dreamed of.
Well good luck with your life. I wish you the best. Remember get off all the drugs and exercise and get out of your house. That will fix your problem. Start with a god damn gym membership get up now and go. Get off of the fucking computer
>>715031243
I feel the same way OP. Specially since I had just put my life back together. Was making big gains in powerlifting, got back in uni, working part time, started a new sport(rock climbing) and I was feeling invincible . And then 2 or 3 months later. I started feeling down again. I started sleeping irregularly. Suicidal thoughts started coming again and well... the worse part is that my parents don't want me to take meds but I've tried so hard fighting it on my own one too many times and I don't know what to do anymore but to end it all. Been trying to fight this off for 5 years and everyone wants me to keep trying without meds but I'm spent man.
>>715036139
Not really the athletic type but that sounds quite cool tbh, It's just that thinking this way helps a lot with facing fears.
It's kind of fucked up but seems to work for me
>>715036405
take the meds, idiot
>>715031548
>>715032962
>>715035274
It doesn't get better, you get stronger. Shit doesn't happen to you and then one day a switch is flipped and nothing ever shitty happens again, thats illogical. What transpires is you get used to stupid shit, then normal shit doesn't phase you anymore.
>it gets better
Most cringy illogical antidepressant phrase ever used.
Give us your background how old are you make female?
You ever try going to an adult bookstore? Bust out a couple loads that is always fun and you get out of the house. Go watch porn in a theater
>>715034522
Cyanide dissolves everything in your body it touches. It gets pretty much instantly in your blood and fucks you up inside out. I'm not much of a spiritual guy but I met some sort of Spiritual Master (are they called Gurus?) and he said Cyanide even dissolves your soul. Even if this is not true and you don't believe in this, it will still be one of the more painful deaths.
>>715036554
Can't afford them on my own because I only work part time and my parents think I'm gonna become retarded from taking them so they won't help me either.
>>715036544
Nah I got that. I've been there, but I'm still self-conscious enough to avoid unecessary pain.
Right now I'm still too unsensitive to really care about fear, love, or shit like that so I don't have your type of issue anymore.
South Africa never really interested me, I think it's just for the sake of hype.
>>715036405
>my parents don't want me to take the meds
What are you 14?
>>715036602
How's high-school treating you?
>>715036953
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0uRTeM9U-IM
Man slipped cyanide into his mouth after losing court case.
Doesnt look painless.
>>715036602
Well, but it does get better.
At this point OP is probably at the worst part of his life, and if it can't get worse, it will get better.
Furthermore there are still better things to do with your life even when you wanna die.
>>715036602
Puberty sucks huh
Go jerk off at a porn theater you will feel a lot better after
>>715037020
Nope, I just don't make enough money to call the shots and I probably wouldn't be able to afford meds on my own and my family is extemly controlling and i know that it's my life but they still have a big say in my life.
op simply dont do it, go to sleep, you will not want to do it tomorrow l, its just the breaking point now
Get through it this time and you can start fresh tomorrow
Tell us your background, how old are you, family, friends etc.
tomorrow go out for a jog clear your head
>>715036819
kek....Porn in a theater? What is this the 70's?
>>715035071
this
>>715036602
You don't get stronger this isn't dbz kid, you change your outook on life. You appreciate your job even if it's shitty, talk to that girl you want to fuck and make it happen. Pills are a joke only medicate with weed, block out the negativity, and recieve the positive energy around you.
>>715037482
Ok. Well go to a city/county funded mental health clinic and tell them everything. Fucking "family". Do what YOU have to do.
OP is a giant faggot who should kill himself. He said in 30 minutes and its been like 50 now. Fucking cuck do it you little no good sissy
If trips I kms
>>715037931
reroll
If this post ends in 6 ill neck myself
>>715038036
oh fuckidy duck .....
i was there last friday man. go get high and go outside for a little
>>715038036
To neck, where I'm from, means to kiss or to drink something quickly.
Which one you doing?
theres a lot more out there than the fuck shit
>>715031243
Don't waste your time or time will, waste, you...
if OP isn't dead yet, stream that shit don't be a pussy at this too
>>715038156
neck yourself means kys lol
Felt kinda sad so I went on /b/, this is the first thing I see ._.
Is OP still alive? >>715031243
It gets better.. I have just finished my first year of uni at the age of 25. I won't be able to get anywhere in life until i'm 30.. I have wasted away my youth. But we all fight on to get somewhere and find some meaning in life. It's about becoming the best version of yourself, and I hope you all make this your goal. become the best version of you. We'll get there one day, I promise
>>715038036
rip
Dont kill yourself, think in your future, the life have beautiful moments
>>715037843
Thank you for this. I know that I probably could have thought of this on my own but everything has been so cloudy in my mind lately that I didn't think of it. If meds really do help me cope, cuz I know they won't fix everything, I'll always owe you one sir.
>>715031243
Yawn.
>>715033667
This. Also, rob a bank, get into the drug business, or become a vigilante crime fighter. You have literally nothing to lose, but the oportunity to become epic
either this was an epic trole bait or op is dead, whichever was kinda amusing for a bit
>>715039543
shoot up a school eh?
OP should do it
no mass shootings in a long while
>>715031243
How about do something productive like robbing some bank and giving the money to the sick and homeless.
>>715040064
Neither OP nor anyone profits from that. If going out in style, try blowing up Parlament or at least a synagogue
>have reason
OP hablas español?
>>715033378
You're absolutely right. Study Gita and smoke weed.
>>715031243
We all know you are a pussy OP, you don't have the guts, you won't go through with it, you won't have the courage to try and live your life.
Don't give up, there are lots of good reasons to stay alive pic related, hang in there bud, we're all in it together.
>>715036602
It got better for me.
I finished high school.
Edgy faggot.
Live stream it. Live stream it.
>live stream it
>>715034744
I live here, it's only good if you've banked enough to live your entire life stress free... which is about 500,000 usd out here. A small back of weed is only 100JMD or 1USD if you're local. Finding a real friend instead of people wanting a cut of your cash and leaching off you will be a bitch...
Or you could go home, fap, get some anti depressants and live a good life instead.
>>715037482
>Learn to speak french and join the foreign legion.
>>715031243
Do it, bet you won't
OPs fucking dead
>>715031243
Don't. If you do love your family, don't put them through that. It might seem like you can't endure what you're going through - but that's a product of what's happening to you, not the reason for it. Things are NOT as bad as they seem to be right now, and they WILL get better.
There are drugs out there that can help. There are people out there who will help you. There are even strangers out there who care about you.
Call a hotline. Make an appointment with a psychiatrist.
Is op dead?
