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I love you, please come back
I wanted to talk to you, i always do. But in my fucked up head i think that if you wanted to speak to me you would. You said that it wasnt me that it was you. But what was it about me that made you feel that way? I still want to talk to you.
If you don't change your attitude, I really don't know how I'll beat around the bush that you've always been an asshole when I deliver your eulogy in 20 years
i miss you Nathan.......youre the most wonderful 14-yr-old i've ever known........
>>714826765
I would divorce to get back with you. Every night I drunkenly fight the urge to call you. I miss you literally every single day
you forgot to give me ranch
Your hair smells really really good. What did you do to it?
>>714828031
Without mentioning names you faggot.
The things you've said and done, and yet I still can't get you out of my head. I hate you, and I love you.
It started out so great... Everything was so simple, the way our eyes met, our hands interwined. We loved eachother even before knowing so. Then we kissed. For once in my life everything was going my way... but I went ahead and ruined it, I threw away the one thing that was always by my side... And I did it so innocently... well... not innocently... just not consciously. If only I had one more chance. Bye forever, I will never forget you.
I want a hug
I can´t stop thinking about you!! I just wish we could get to know eatch other a litle better :(
>>714826765
If you are going to the shop can you grav me some milk. There's money on the table.
Why?
i know you have some feelings for me, but i'm too week and stupid to maintain a serious relationship.
>>714828213
shit forgot about that.
and i'm not gay.......he's just such a sweet boy, and i miss him so much...........
The first time I saw you, you were different from everyone else. You are unique. I wish we could get to know each other more. I'm sorry for not speaking to you or interacting with you when we're together. I'm just too shy to speak with you. I'm afraid that you won't like me.
I cannot stop thinking about you. You keep me under your spell. I need you. Hopefully we can be together in the future
>>714826765
1. Do you want to fuck me or not? I am getting really tired of this hot/cold BS
2. You should respect your marriage more. So I'm going to fuck you for a month or two then out you to your husband and kids.
im sorry are relationship fucked up, i just really dont know how to communicate, i need to figure myslef out some more
Sometimes, I wish we never met. Yet sometimes, it's the thing I'm the most grateful for in the world. These two sensations come and go at completely random intervals, and you've done nothing wrong yourself. You're an amazing guy, an amazing friend and I don't think I'll ever meet someone like you again.
I love you more than anything, but good God, I fucking hate being with you. I love the way you look at the world, and I love the way you think and feel. I love the way you talk to me and the way you treat me, and I love the way you pull through everything with a smile and a laugh. I love you. I hate you.
Why?
Because you are every single thing that I am not. You bring out all of the worst parts in me. I hate the way you can smile when I can not. I hate the way you can love when I'm unable. I hate the way you can laugh, when the only thing I can do is cry. And so I hide from you, all of the bad parts.
Because I hate you. And I love you to much.
I'm begging you. Please leave. I know I never can.
Man... we kinda fucked up each others lives, and yet I still miss having you around.
If you ever left and tried to take my kid I'd have you killed. This isn't a joke.
I know that you're not single, but i would do whatever it takes in order to have a chance with you. I may not be perfect, but you're the only reason why i keep on dealing with the shit in my daily life.
I'm gonna slash and gash
Na, na, na, na
Cut another hole in your ass
Spill blood on the walls and play tennis with your balls
If the phone rings
Don't answer the call
I'm gonna slit your throat, fuck you like a goat
Peel your foreskin off and make a Winter coat
You've been gone for almost six years. I have to leave the state on the anniversary in order to survive it. I fell asleep crying, kind of drunk, trying so hard not to remember.
I'll do it again this year. I meet other women, but I can't think past them being either friends, or women I just want to bury myself in until I'm through with them. The thought of the latter leaves me accepting that I can't love again. To feel something more than carnal detachment. I am alone in this world, missing you.
I still love you. I will always love you.
>>714826765
there are a lot more sad, heartbroken fuckers on this site than i would've thought
You're a punk bitch, you always were and always will be.
I'm sorry about breaking our promise and cheated on you, but you found someone better and i'm glad...I love you
>>714831016
We come to distract ourselves from sadness.
I lay awake most nights unable to quell the fear that you may die. You are my soul reason for living and I couldn't live without you my daughter. This love is amazing but the fear of losing it is torture.
God isn't fucking real and there is nothing you can say to change my opinion. I know how much you think religon "saved" you but it's such fucking bullshit. You once told me that being u religious or converting others away from religon would be the worst possible thing I could do to you and I've been living a lie ever since to make sure I wouldn't cause you pain. Well now I realize how shitty of a position you put me in and I'm fucking over it. Judge me for who I am, not for how much I believe in something with zero backing proof.
>>714826765
If someone paid me enough, if I had enough information, and I knew I was going to get paid in real money, I probably would.
I don't know what ito is about you. I can't keep myself from stealing glances at you. I'm so dedicated to my job that I never seem to have the time to talk to you and I hate it so much
Stop making moves on me. I don't like you or find you at all attractive and most of the shit you do makes me cringe. Please stop.
Those were the best 12 hours I've ever spent with someone. You're the person I want to run away from life with. I know that we don't know each other, but what we felt is worth taking a chance for. I write this as I'm waiting for my girlfriend, but what I'm really waiting for, on the inside, is to run into you again. I wish I could just talk with you until the sun comes back up.
wen u gonn lemme suck your dickk
[younger sisters name]. i want you to know that i set up two cameras every now and then to see you naked when getting in and out of the shower.
i cum in your shampoo and body wash when i masturbate in the shower. i sit on the floor and watch my old psp loaded with videos and screen grabs of your heavy tits, your shapely legs, your one friends naked body, and our sisters beautiful, but smaller, breasts.
i used to feel bad right after cumming. i wouldn't be able to look at your image as and after i came. now i pause the video on your face and tits in the same frame.
i cum staring right into your pretty face. i am cum watching you dry down from a shower where you covered your body in bottles of 'your special' shampoo and shower gel. i have been cumming in them at least twice a week for months and months.
you bathe in my cum every day.
every inch of your body.
Maybe one day it'll all work out
you were my first girlfriend and i wish i met you when i was older so i could treat you better. me being a closeted lesbian for years ruined our relationship.
Just want to let you know I care, regardless if I'm the one for you or not.
Thanks OP for making this, kinda helps even for such a small thing,
Idk who the fuck you are, what you want with me or whatever, but let's settle things face to face like men. Come at me b/ro
I absolutely have fallen for you more than I ever have for anyone before. I don't know how else to say it but you are everything I've ever needed in my life.
Get out of that goddamn shit hole of a town. That lost, miserable dying little fucked up town. You still have a chance. Anywhere at least a thousand miles away is better. Just drop it all and go. You've always wanted to. Shit, you used to talk about it all the time. Forget about all the bullshit drama and that shit that didn't work out. Open up google maps, find anyplace else that looks halfway interesting and get the fuck out of Dodge. And all those people who will talk shit about you when you are gone?
Fuck'em.
Your life is worth saving but you're the one whose got to save it. Jesus, Prince Charming, unicorns and magical fairy princesses are all booked up for this holiday season and the rest of your life, so it's all on you.
You stay much longer and you'll end up like a fly trapped in amber. Or in your case, you'll be a fly trapped in shit surrounded by shit eating cockroaches.
For God's sake, Go. You are worth saving.
We both know what we have already is ideal. We don't want to ruin that. I know, we said to stop talking like that. But I miss it already. The feeling I hold for you, I don't know how long they will remain, but I can tell you they won't fade quickly. I miss our talks about the freakiest shit. I knew whatever it was, you wouldn't judge me. Our fantasy was a nice escape. It looks like, we must come back to reality. To preserve what we hold dear, what we have been holding on to before we met.
I'm sorry
I should have been there.
I gave you two options...you chose wrong.
I'm going to kill you and I think deep down you know that...but think I won't because _____?? Yeah, well, too late, no backsies.
I'm sorry, I now know what it feels like. What I did to you it happened to me too and I deserved every second of it. All the happiness just set me up for that much more despair. I fucked up and I deserve this. I'll never stop loving you, I hope you're happy where ever you are.
I love you. I always have. Ever since the day I met you freshman year. Every night we lived together I wanted to cuddle up next to you and kiss you. It hurt every time you rejected me, but I can't blame you. You're straight. I know you'll never return these feelings, but I couldn't supress this any longer. I love you.
8 years. 8 fucking years. There have been a couple of other people, random crush that let me forget you, but in the end, I still love you
Maybe, someday, we will be finally together.
Fuck you, Alex.
I really want you back but don't deserve you , an I still have your red pen.
>>714826765
I will always wonder what fucking you in the ass would have felt like
>>714834047
Hah, are you Anastasia? Because if you are, fuck you, I'm never taking you back
I'd been alone for nearly two years before we started talking, and you knew that. I told you I would be slow to open up to you, and that I had a lot of walls. I didn't much believe in romance or relationships anymore, and neither did you. We talked for months as friends before YOU started pushing for something more.
I remember YOU were the one who told me to ask you for your phone number.
I remember YOU were the one who told me to ask you out, make it official.
You came to me, for all of this. So when my life started falling apart and I got in that fight with my roommates, I thought you'd be understanding. I was stressed and strained and needed relief and comfort, not your constant whining for more attention and more time.
We are barely old enough to buy alcohol so I know we are still young and dumb, but fuck man. I had to take care of the termination fee on our lease, paying next months rent with my mates, finding a new place and money for the deposit and first months rent, ect.
I was working a lot. I was cracking under the pressure. I needed you to be my rock, if only for that short time. But it was always about you and your needs.
You broke up with me through a text right after I got off work. I hadn't let anyone past my walls in years, and you were the first. I had made a mistake letting you in, hadn't I? I pleaded with you to allow me to come see you, but you declined. Your mind was made up, yet you wouldn't face me. Wouldn't look me in the eye.
Then you ask to still remain friends. Well, friends was all I originally wanted out of you. You pushed for more, and you hurt me.
You are dead to me.
pls send nudes
I really like you but you won't even talk to me, it's like you hate me. That boyfriend of yours is nice, and I like to see you happy, but I think we both would be happier if you were with me.
Of course I recorded everything that came out of your mouth!
You were the one in my recording studio after all
Dickhead
>>714826765
Check em'
Yeah well i guess you have a good eye. I remember when u me and [name1] hung out at the [place], i remember feeling a similar feeling to how i felt last night. Not because of you, more because of [name1]. I hope you can understand where im coming from when i say please dont tell anyone what im about to tell you. Im in love with [name1]. Ironic, i know, that you feel the same way about another guy also named [name2]. Ive felt this way for two years about him but never told him. I got close a couple of times but i couldnt go through with it. When im in front of others i try to act colder and more deadface as to not give off a "gay" vibe. Im not against gays dont worry, but i hate the idea of it applying to me. That alone has been tough to live with. Then when [name1] and i started hanging out with you, we found out about ur crush on [name2] and i laughed inside at the irony. Then [name1] said, "man it must be rough for [name3]. Being in love with someone you cant be with." And with that he stared into my eyes. I felt like i was going to cry. At that point i snapped. I couldnt deal with going to sleep 5 ft away from the one i wanted to be with anymore. Everything about it just hurt too much. I started giving [name1] the cold sholder and not talking to him. I started hanging out with [name4] and going to the gym and i felt great. But still, every night. Every fucking night. I had to sleep in the same room as him and the pain never went away.
>>714834755
SHIIIEEEETT
>>714834755
Heheheheheh, takes skill doodz
Bro, we've been friends since high school but I'm finding myself liking you less and less. Your thought processes are shot to shit because of the amount of weed you smoke. You think your epilepsy has nothing to do with your drug use. You're lazy, leeching scum who claims disability from the government and works cash jobs on the side.
I fucking hate you. But I know leaving you without any real friends would kill you, and I wouldn't do that to your family who you disrespect so fucking much.
Pull yourself together you piece of shit.
You mean so much to me. The times were we were together mean the world to me and I'd give anything to live those days again. Now you're locked up in some mental hospital. Left at the hands of people who don't care about you half as much as I do. I wish you'd see that I want my life with you and that I'd always protect you. I miss you to the point in which life isn't the same. It pains me to know that you're going to fufull your promises to me with another man someday. I can only hope you'd come back. Because you're my happiness and the light in my life. You mean the world to me and always will, until death. You were my other half. I'd take a bullet for you only to spend my final moments staring into your eyes telling you it was all worth it. If by any chance you come by this message just know, theres a hole just as big as you are in my heart. You can fill it if you'd like. Probably not now as you told me you don't have time for me anymore but just know I wouldn't do anything to hurt you.
To my wife of two years, I wish I could be open with you about my past. All of my random sexual encounters. All of the group sex, kinks, and disks I've sucked. How badly I want to share you and lick another man's cum out of your pussy. How badly I want to suck on another cock and how I crave a cock in my ass. I wish I could share my cravings with you, but sometimes I just feel trapped. So here I am on b fapping away and wishing I could share everything I did when I was single with you.
For the love of God
HELP
>>714835024
If you are actually his friend tell him this, ignoring the problem isn't good.
I wish you would take responsibility and get your wife the help she needs with her alcoholism/pill addiction/mental health problems. Working out of state and leaving the issues with your children is an extremely childish thing to do and you're burning bridges with your children just like you did with your siblings and parents. You;re becoming your father, only visiting on holidays and acting like everything is peachy when your wife is a husk of a human. When she doesn't wake up from another weekday drinking on her medication you will be alone just like the life you forced upon your wife while you are halfway across the country working and going out with your friends to restaurants and bars. You will find out that what you have done to your children has made them despise you and you won't have anyone to take care of you just like your father.
I wish we talked the way we used to. It's okay that we don't fuck any more, but when we run into each other, we have so little to say...
>>714826765
It's been so long that we'd have to basically meet each other over again, but I don't care. I know it's dumb and that it will never happen, but I just want to see you again. It's really hard to not call or text you, but I do it because I know that's what's best for you. I think about you calling me and it starting us talking again all time time. I just miss you so much. It's been long enough that we're older and smarter and maybe it could actually work. I know this is dumb.
I fell in love with you, but you didnt wait for me.. Maybe you never felt the same, but now I wont ever know. You are amazing, the best thing that happen to me. But you wont ever know that
Fuck you, you stupid cunt.
See you on Friday.
>>714831753
This is so true.We all try to push it to the back and act like we're ok because it's just too hard to face shit some times.
While my friends talked you are ugly or annoying, I thought different. I thought you was a unique girl, beautiful, smart, funny and special to me.
I love you, you never know, but the time passed out, I know I'm a loser and never did nothing about us. I don't know if you hate me or love me, but one thing is true, it's too late and there's nothing I can do.
If I could get another chance with you, I would jump at it.. I know our relationship was rough but our love was genuine... I know I know... you're happier without me and I understand, I do. But I just want you to know. I miss you and I love you with all my heart. I'll always hold onto you until I die. That was our vow remember.. 6.14.14
I dated your brother and you're sister but i really love you.
>>714835154
I'm curious about your relationship to whoever you're talking to
I know you think I'm a loser now but just know that I think you're the most beautiful and charming girl out there. Sorry for being a bother
I've given up so much for the two of you and I'm almost at a breaking point. My life is on hold so you guys can prosper and yet i can feel it all coming undone at the seams. Just talk to me please. Say something, anything i just want you to talk to me. I can'y go it alone for much longer.
For now I will quietly take all the shit you are giving me, but I will remember it. When my time comes, i will shove all the shit you gave me right back at you and stuff it down your fucking throat.
I'm fucking posting on a stupid message board but know that I'm sorry for everything. I dont know why I hurt you. I stopped drinking after you moved away but you never came back and you never will. I dont even want you to get in a relationship with me again because you deserve someone better. All I want to do is say sorry to your face like a man. I dont care if I get embarrassed or feel so much shame that ill feel like ill suffocate, ill do it. Hell, I would do it by screaming it on top of a mountain. Obviously you'll never see this but I love you and I screwed up. I'm sorry and I hope youre actually loving your life now.
>>714835095
You've gotta stop sucking disks, man. It's not healthy, long term.
>>714835569
Spoiler alert it's my pops :o)
Those two years we roomed together were the best of my life. I found myself falling in love with you. I miss the nights where we cuddled and joked that it wasn't gay. I miss waking up in your arms and looking deep into your eyes. I miss the feeling of your body on mine and the smell of your skin. Even when we weren't together you were all I thought about. I used to go to the bathroom to jack off, turned on by the fact that you were right on the other side of the wall. It's been ripping me apart inside and I can't take it any more. I love you. I want to be with you. Please, hold me again.
Hey man first off you got to stop thinking about her. I know that you two still love each other but you're not with her anymore and there's no changing that. It's sucks I get it but live with being lonely in a bit and things will work out.
But that's not why I wanted to talk to you. You've always been closed off and private and I get it. Fuck people who need them right? But still it's hard to see what you're doing. You say you have a plan and u can tell you're doing things and making big changes in your life. I don't hold that against you but do you think you're headed in the wrong direction maybe? I can't help but feel like your pride and privacy have backed you into a corner that you can't get out of. Shit what do I know though. I can't see your future and half the day I don't even know what you're thinking.
I know you're young still be you feel like you can do whatever. You're right and honestly I respect you for being able to do a job that most people couldn't and not complain about it. But it would kill me to see you get to the point where you're stuck and can't find that joy your clearly chasing after.
I don't know man I just needed to get this off my chest I guess. Don't worry I'll always have your back if you need me. I don't mean to critique you cause you have matured over the past few years and have built a good relationship with your parents and siblings. Have a good one I'll talk to you again soon
Just in case I don't end up seeing you again, I love you.
I dont actually mind us not talking anymore since I suggested it but you are a bitch for refusing that when I first said it and then purposefully ignoring me.
>>714836061
Cool that sheds some light on things how old are you and him respectively if you don't mind me asking
god, anyone, please. please give me the strength i need to push on. i've been wasting my life away for the better part of the last ten years, as i grow older i realise that more and more.
yet, i cant seem to move. i have no motivation, i have next to no desire to get a job and resume a normal life. i'm wasting away, i've been wasting away, i wasted away the little potential i had and i sit here not knowing what to do.
do they sell motivation in pills? i'd buy it by the truckload and just shove it down my own throat, just so i could actually FEEL something.
Dear Anon,
Regardless of whether or not we were meant to be, I still want you. I really hope you'll come back. What we had was real, I know you felt it as well. Every minute without you is killing me so please come back. You're the only person I want, you're the only person I need in my life. I'm slowly losing myself. I started smoking again, going through a pouch every 3 days. Without you I have nothing to console me, I need you. You were the only one there for me throughout everything I couldn't handle, you're the reason I woke up happy in the morning, especially when you were in my arms. I miss you so fucking much. I feel like I'm getting more suicidal by the day and it's just going to get worse, if that day comes I just want you to know I love you, I hope that wherever you are; you're happy. I love you so much, Anon.
>>714826765
Come unto me. Bear witness to the ritual.
Dear you,
Thanks. You're cool.
-Yours.
im so sorry for everything that ive done you take over my mind and i love you i really do i just want you to understand that i never want to hurt you and i want you to be mine and i dont want to be friends anymore i know your bi and youd take the risk with me we would be perfect for eachother two days ago you showed me that you cared for me and thats all i could really get from you... but thats okay i just want you safe
All these dudes writing to there exs and shit. I know that feel. I think I like the ones where I can't tell what they're writing too and about what tho
I miss you so god damn much, baby.
>>714836414
fucking hell Paul. How's Carlisle?
You saved me once, I need you to save me again..
>>714836486
Bout to cry,
Thought these words were coming from the guy ive been crushing on
After all this time with you, I don't want to feel anything anymore.
Dear you.
I hope you are happy, I'm sorry you will have to grow up without me. I have tried to get in touch but your mother has me locked out. I'll never forget the little time we shared, one of the few things I wanted was to be there for you. When you are old enough to understand I hope you try and find me. It won't be hard.
Kick new daddy in the scrote for me!
Have a good 'un wee man.
>>714836639
twas towards my crush... we are both females
I've never felt the way you guys ITT feel about anybody. I couldn't care less about my old relationships, I don't miss anybody. Even my friends whove died over the last 3 years, I've got nothing to say to em. I don't know if I'm better off than you guys or worse for it. I'm not being edgy I just really don't care much about anyone nor do I pity myself. Is this the good life? hmm..
>>714836853
it's neither good nor bad, if it's how you cope and live then so be it.
We are all different.
>>714836791
Damn, i know the feeling. Im a guy whose been crushing on his best friend (also a guy) for 3 years now
I'm sorry that I wasn't enough for you. I hope that he makes you as happy as you made me.
>>714836952
ive known this chick since 6th grade and we have fought but have made up honestly id take a bullet any day for her its just so hard
I hope you get on with your life regretting every single second what you did and how you acted. you tried to ruin my career, but now I landed the job of my dreams, while you have to live the rest of your short life in a wheelchair.
Fuck you
I loved you
You seem different. Maybe this is me over thinking but just two days ago when I last saw you everything was great and we had a good heart to heart. Now over text and on the phone you act distant, you aren't asking to hangout, you haven't called me babe or handsome once since that night.
What changed?
Why do I feel like shit.
I hate that you do this to me. I hate how you have this control.
>>714829318
>too week
>week
"weak"
I hope life gets better
>>714828542
Right in the feelios
i really want to fuck you in the ass right now.
>>714837011
Ive gotten so close to telling him how i feel so many times now. But despite all the cuddling we used to do, i know hes straight
>>714836284
I'm 23, he's late 50's. It's a shitty situation but I'm sure people have it worse. I feel the worst for my mom and older brother who got sucked into his drug habits and became an addict himself. He's turned out great now but I didn't find out exactly how much of a shitbag he was until my brother and I got close this year.
A lap dance is always better when the stripper is crying.
>>714826765
You're just crush, I'll get over this
>>714837066
cool, sounds like karma? let it out brah, tell us more
AYY YO NIGGAS SUM YOO BEIN GUD
BETTA NOT GO TA DA HOOD TOMMOWAH
BITCHES GUN GET LIT MOOTHAFUKKA
Why didnt you listen to the doctors? you would be fucking alive.
It gets lonely here without you
>>714826765
Hi, how are you?
(To my crush)
>>714826765
Hey, I know you've been through a lot over the past year, with your messy breakup, and the current bullshit games going on at work are making everything super awkward, but I just want you to know I care about you. You make the world brighter every time you walk into the room. Every laugh and text we share makes my day. When we are together, I feel like I want to make myself a better person. I've felt this way since we first met, 2 years ago. I could never tell you this all in person because I couldn't stand to make things more unpleasant for you, on the off chance you didn't feel the same.
Please let someone in. You're only hurting yourself. I don't care if its not me.
Check 'em
>>714826765
Heart hurts, feel empty inside when I see you with someone else knowing ill never have the courage to go up and speak to you, getting all flustered, nervous, and awkward around you because looking into your eyes fills me up with so much happiness yet interfering with my inability to speak even though I have so much to say to you.
Cehx em
>>714837161
we are decently good friend but ive asked to hang out and stuff like that but shes way to busy and i just want to punch whoever shes talking to because im jealous
>>714826765
Ok, there's literally no way normal arrows can penetrate a cr 23 entity that has existed since THE BEGINNING OF THE WORLD. EVERYONE ELSE AGREES WITH ME. YOU'RE NOT EVEN THE DM.
I got help with my crazy, and I miss you everyday. I regret everything that happened between us and I wish you were in my life, if I could just hear your voice once more, or see your amazing smile, I could live my life happy. What's the point of fixing my crazy when all I ever do is think about you and what could have been? You're still my favorite person, and I'll always hold you in my heart, you'll always be my princess honeyBee.
>>714826765
Maybe we are moving too fast, but, it's not like we're new to each other. We've known each other for so long. It kills me inside when you tell me about the things that have happened to you over the last decade. A person as beautiful on the inside and outside as you are didn't deserve that. And I can only feel responsible because I wasn't ever able to make it work between us back then. But here we are now. I love you. You told me you loved me and I think you mean it. It isn't too fast. It's making up for lost time.
I have never been loved like that before. Nothing hurts more than your absence. The worst part is how much I deserve it.
please rehome your dog or spend more time with him or something, he barks all day and sounds really unhappy
Hey I know I barely talked to you all semester. But you are seriously hella cute and what are your plans after school is out?
>>714826765
Cringiest thread ever
>>714837076
He got stupid right though.
You know what? I think we'd work well together. Give me a reason why we wouldn't, and I'll give an excuse you're making not to let it happen. We've been bouncing ideas off each other long enough to realize we're compatible, at this point we're basically just playing emotional chicken
did you want something? cuz if you're trying to acquire love all you have to do is say something to my face.
I miss how it used to be. Back when you used to actually talk. Now all you do is talk about lizards and keep things hidden. You never were too open, but you at least talked. It only makes it harder that back then I didn't love you. Now that I do, and you're not the same anymore, I don't know what to do.
>>714837205
A girl I gave everything for, my family, country, job etc. but we werent good economically. so i had to leave her for a year to get a good job. and while i lived on the other side of the planet. She would call me daily and talk for hours etc. Until i started trainning for the new job i couldnt talk to her. and by the time i started my job i tried to talk to her, but she blocked me everywhere. So i went to london spending all my savings just to see her and she didnt even open the door for me... so i was devastated and a month later she called my job telling them i was going to kill everyone cause I was depressed. and sent me a letter im going to ruin your life.
i got fired... but now i got a job in American Airlines so it all went better for me i guess... I still dont know what happened.
shes got ALS
Anyone
help me my head is a writhing mass of contradictions human interaction confuses me on a fundamental level I think shitposting in proximity to someone makes us friends I lost track of which parts of my personality were made up to impress people years ago I don't know what a healthy relationship between real people looks like fiction is the only thing that gives me the illusion of happiness I have lost the will to live and I can't tell this to anyone.
sincerely some cringy attention seeking faggot
Youre fat and ugly, Sarah. You should seriously look yourself in the mirror before you call my girlfriend ugly you fat fucking cow
Seriously, drink bleach and get fucked.
And plug your pussy up before you make a fucking facebook status you retarded twat
>>714826765
My criminal mind is all I've ever had. Ask one who's known me if I'm really so bad.
I am.
>>714827753
Tell him now, save yourself the trouble and him the embarassment. Saves you both the fucking time too.
My senior year was hell because of you, but you were the first girl who ever gave any real attention to me. I still don't know if you were just playing with my heart, or if you had real feelings for me, but I'll never know now. you're with a guy and have a child now, you probably don't think of me anymore but I can't get you out of my head. I haven't been able to stop thinking about you for 4 years. I wonder why you did this to me, I wonder how cringy I looked to everyone else for trying to get with my best friends ex girlfriend, but I'll never forget how you made me feel.
>>714828031
Moooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooood....s.....
Mwahahaha you're fucked now pedo
>>714837978
Indeed
I've been in love with you for 3 years but never have the courage to say anything, and every time I think things are going my way, they end up sour again. I wish I could put my love into words but I'm too fucking stupid.
>>714826765
I don't know what my life would've been if I'd given it a chance, but I wish I'd been brave enough to find out.
>>714838208
God damn.
Dear Andy Sixx,
The days feel like decades without your warm, sweet, steamy log of shit slidding down my throat. I cant stand another day waiting for your asshole to present itself to me and invite me to suck a warm creamy log roll out of it...
One day...
Some day...
Very truly yours,
Todd.
>>714826860
I miss you. Please come home. I love you.
>>714838305
maybe that's his kid and he's divorced or something
>>714837978
Gross domestic product.
>>714838205
It's okay to get help man, pills work. It doesn't sedate you it just lets you see life from different perspectives. it makes everything less forced and awful. don't rush into it tho talk to a few professionals and don't trust your family doctor to do a good job, get a trained mental health professional. Good luck and things do get better but you have to try.
I hate the person I've become. All I had to do was get help. Now, I'm just more broken. Maybe with enough time my mind will stop wandering back to this, always reaching back to grab for someone that is gone. Its like you died, and some special part of me you invested in died with you. I hope you're happy. You deserve it. I just wish you'd talk to me.
>>714838208
>getting upset about what others think about him
>getting upset about what others think about others
We're going to be together again one day.
I see the green light at the end of the bay.
That green light tells me you're there, and I can tell you're still alive. You used to scare me so much, I thought you'd actually kill yourself. I hope what I did out of fear didn't scare you, or your family away from me, but know I acted out of love. Nothing mattered to me more than your safety, and well-being. I can't wait until I can be there for you again. We can go to all those places like you wanted. We'll be together forever. It hurt so much at first, but I'm moving past the pain and pushing onward toward our future together. To be there for you, unlike everyone else who you told me left you. I'll make all those people that hurt you suffer for what they did to you. I still watch you, even if from a distance. I wonder what you do sometimes, if we're looking at the same moon at the same time. I wonder if you miss me as much as I miss you. I'll come soon sweetheart, I don't want you to wait long. I love you, you know I meant forever. I told you I'd be like that dog, forever waiting at the train station, that I'd never leave you. I just hope you haven't cheated on me in the meantime because if you have I'll have to take care of those people and that's going to be more work for me, but you're worth every second of it. It's not your fault, they just tried to take advantage of you. Just to be with you for a minute after how long I've gone without you would be enough for me to die happy. To be fair, when you said "a long time," you didn't say it was over. I love you pookie, and nothing will ever separate us again afterwards. I hope you've thought about what we'll name our kids, I was thinking of naming our daughter after you if our first is a girl. A bit cliche I know, but you are my everything, so it's only fitting. Goodnight pookie, just know I'm watching and thinking of you always. I love you just like I did then, and I won't be longer than a couple years tops.
Everyday I check the obituary section and sob in tears to find that you arent listed.
Your mother didnt hate you as much as she should have.
Fuck you
but words are just names for things
I'm really sorry that I can't be the person you want me to be.
Just know that you weren't the only that was disappointed.
it's been close to 20 years and I still think about how good your bread rolls were. have tried to duplicate them and come close, but they never quite measure up.
Dear Freddy Kruger,
I dont want to play the penis game with you in my sleep. Seriously, just stop.
- Daniel
but words are names for things
You're the nigger. Not me, you.
Your child's a nigger. You fuck niggers. You listen to nigger music. You're basically just a fucking nigger. 9/11 was too good for you.
STUPID WOMAN TRIES TO FIGHT A MENTALLY DISABLED MAN
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MNVXT9bkw4A
You don't know a thing about this life.
>>714838639
just don't use nouns
Dear Mr. Sawyer, You don't know who I am but I know who you are and I know what you done. You had sex with my mother and then you stole my dad's money all away. So he got angry and he killed my mother and then he killed himself, too. All I know is your name. But one of these days I'm going to find you and I'm going to give you this letter so you'll remember what you done to me. You killed my parents, Mr. Sawyer.
>>714826765
You are the first and only girl I have ever really loved and I will always love you
i miss you. i miss being next to you in bed holding you and feeling every bit of your smooth skin. i miss being in a rush to leave before your parents got home. i miss putting my arm around you and holding your hand. you're with someone and so am i, but god damn i miss you.
Blame me all you want, but notice that that's 2 sons you don't talk to now. You may be successful, you may be hardworking, but boy oh boy are you an asshole.
Hitler didnt hate your kind hard enough or else he would make sure to exterminate your faggot gypsy ancestors.
I know we don't talk anymore and you've probably forgotten about me, I just wanted you to know that if I messaged you every time I thought about you, we would be talking everyday. I don't understand why I cant get over you. You left me in the dirt, in a way worse condition I was in when you picked me up. There shouldn't be any reason I think about you so much. But I still do. It hurts to know that you'll never find out how much damage you did to me because of how much of a pussy I am
You're the only thing keeping me alive, if it wasn't for the possibility I could see you again I most likely would have ended my life. Please don't leave my life again.
>>714838637
Fucking kek
you are the chicken of my butt
I will love you forever
You left the cheese out and I believe it's now spoiled. Thanks for changing the cat box and vacuuming.
I don't know what I want out of this life.
I just keep living cause my instincts demand that I do.
>>714838364
This is 4chan.....we are on average more deeply disturbed than that of a rough divorce......i say its a priest missing an altar boy......more likely
I'm sorry I fucked everything up. We got back together after almost a decade and I couldn't put the bottle down. I'm going to straighten out and get the light back in my eyes so I can light up yours like I did in high school. We're eachothers first love, and I'll do anything to be your last too. Even if I have to wait another decade.
Steven Universe is a good show. You breaking up with me because I watch it religiously and talk about gems and the homeworld too much is just messed up. I also had a major issue with you not wanting to watch me fuck my fleshlight fitted fluttershy sexdoll in front of you in the bedroom before we would fool around, then throwing it in the trash afterwards.
I'm an adult, I've always been an adult, me wanting to fuck horse and be a Sapphire has nothing to do with our relationship or my maturity.
>>714839273
>>714839417
CYYheeesssssssss
>>714839342
This must be bait.
You'll have stripped me of my last shred of faith in humanity if this isn't.
>>714839342
anon...
>>714839342
>>714839342
kek
>>714826765
I love you pls no bully
I wish you'd believe me when I say you're the most attractive person I know, and I'm ridiculously happy to be yours. thanks for dealing with me all this time.
>>714827479
Creepy
I want you to catch me fapping,
>>714837222
Checked
>>714826765
You owe me 20dollars and a video of you hanging your ass out a car window down the free way. Pay up you bastard.
>>714838753
>
Damn dude. I hope you find him. How old were you?
>>714839487
Kek, watch any comments section of anything on Facebook for more than 5 minutes and. .......there is no faith in humanity to be had
>>714839812
haha fuck I loved lost this shit hits home. Best show ever man +1 for even mentioning it as a reference in this thread,
>>714838847
Fuck off Gord.
I know I'll never be able to hate you: but I also know we will never be one again. Take care
>>714837978
sauce?
If I try to dress like you I just feel like a faggot. But on you it looks good.
I wish you called back, i wish i could have helped you. You didn't have to commit suicide, you were my best friend, my only friend... But i guess similar people go down the same road, and i hope to meet you at the end.
i wanted to tell you again that moving to another city is not the answer, you don't know if things are going to get better or if they are goingto get worse and you willend up in a city where you don¡t know anybody . Also that you don't consider how are we going to hang out or just go to a date or wathever. I don't want to see you going away again
I hope you're happy with him. I know you don't think about me anymore since I told you we couldn't be friends, but I had to do it. I didn't want you involved in my fucked up life, so I told you to go. I do miss talking you even tho I'm still with her. That's why I had to let you go. She has her claws in me and will never let me go until I die, and that's fine. I don't care. I don't care about much anymore. But I'll be god damned if I brought you down with me. I'm happy I got you over your worse times and I'm happy you found someone. I hope all the happiness I have lost over the years finds its way to you. I really mean. I still love you. Always.
I don't plan on going back anytime soon
>>714840183
dammit I didn't mean to reply to that, sorry
You messaged me saying you're sad and crying and going through a crisis.
Im not sure if you were trying to use me again for emotional support, but you're my ex, remember that, and remember that you're the one that left me.
You even sent pictures of yourself crying and said it was because you know i liked that kind of stuff. Well no, i didn't like it in this situation because i don't even know you anymore. I only like it when I'm actually with a girl and they're open enough to let me see that kind of thing.
I know how bad you can get when you're like that, so i helped you. I didn't want you to cut or burn yourself again or attempt suicide or anything else bad.
You told me that you did some really stupid stuff, but you didn't tell me what when i asked. But the first thing that came to mind was you went and fucked some guy or did something like that.
The day after, you were flirting hardcore with me. But then i thought, "she probably does this to all the guys now" and it turned me off. You were acting so desperate needy and jealous. How could you be so jealous of my own family? You say all this stuff like how you want me too hold you and want my arms all over you, but then it seems to be just all talk.
That's how it's always been with you, you're all talk and no action. Your words don't match your actions.
But even so i still had a great time talking to you. You were very cute and funny. I can't believe you sent me random pictures of your feet. You never even did that when we were together..when i loved your feet.
And now seeing them....well you did a bad job with the pictures. But i didn't like them. They didn't turn me on like they used to. And seeing your new hair. .no i don't like it. You should know that. And no i didn't even find you physically attractive at all now. You've lost soo much weight. I hope you realize you have a disorder. You used to be thicc...you ain't that anymore but you say you're the same and can't tell....
We share a single heart. We're distant now, in miles, affection, and goals - but our foundations, our roots, are carved from the same rocky, abrasive earth. I was unstable when we met, and I saw in you the many parts of me I was desperate to bury - adorning your character as if they were hard-earned trophies.
And they were. You've earned them. I only hope to be like you someday. I understand now that you are not your accomplishments, and having you won't bring about that same satisfaction you've worked so hard for.
Thank you for the direction.
When you tell me you love me it fills me with an unexplainable divine joy that I can never get enough of. All I think about is you and I want to please you in ways that make your heart sound like a double kick. I hate myself for taking your love for granted and the mistakes I've made. The longer I spend without you the more suicidal I become and it's already too much to bear. I want to heal you and spend long passionate nights entangled in the blankets with you. When I think of all the chances I never took and the times I should have kissed you or gone in for more I want to die. Also because I know I hurt you. I feel that I don't deserve you because of how I hurt you but if you really do still love and forgive me you have no idea how much that makes my world worth it. I hope we can reconnect soon and spend some time together, all I need is one night with you and I could make it all better
>>714840058
Hey, it's that guy from Community. The Black Rider.
>>714826765
Why did you do it? Why did you do that stupid thing? Why did you do that to us? Why did you have to leave without even a note, without a goodbye, why? I loved you, I still do, I always will. You're gone, and you're never coming back, and I miss you.
>>714840227
Emily, you are not my lover. You are my idol.
I really love you, and I know you love me back, but I cheated on you. I'm so sorry.
I've decided that I was probably just desperate for something I've never had, I'm fine with the way I am with the way we are now. Thanks for ignoring me in the best way.
Stop fucking eating my cereal.
>>714828032
that's sad bro
>>714840434
sorry I can't help it, corn pops are the best
I still want revenge.
I know that I was the bad guy in our relationship, but I don't care. You hurt me.
And you're going to pay for it.
When I hit you back... It's going to be hard, and it's going to happen when you least expect it. Bitch.
I don't love you because I'm shallow and you're ugly right now. Also, you're young and over emotional. I hate myself for being shallow but I can't exactly lie. I'm just not crazy about you like I have been other girls. I'm sorry you fell so hard in love. I didn't want you to stay with him while he beat you and fucked with your head
>>714840481
>I was the bad guy
>you're going to pay for it
haha you're gonna shoot yourself in the foot so hard bro
Dear Old Friend,
I miss you. I know we parted on bad terms, and that we both called each other many bad things. I know you probably hate me. But I just want you to know that, should you need me, I'm no longer here. I'd not still do all I could for you. I do, however, still miss you. I wish things could have been different, but I'm moving on.
I'm sorry.
I'm sure you don't have the same feelings towards me. but I love you. I care about you. I just want to know if you do too
>>714838507
what songs and people have you been listening to, human?
>>714840481
Man you gotta let go of that hate before it consumes you. That's no way to live life, let go and forget. You'll be happier than ever when you do that. Just know that life gets better whatever is thrown at you and when you linger on the bad the bad becomes you.
>>714832827
Jesus you're disgusting.
>>714840547
Maybe, but she's going down with me.
>>714826765
I really like you and I feel as though you also feel the same way and it kills me that we can't be together.
>>714840723
she'll see it coming a mile away and you know it
>>714826765
I don't love you and I don't know if I ever have. The only reason I'm with you is because I'm in too deep and my family thinks you're the only thing good about me. All my friends hate you though because you're a massive holier-than-thou can't who feels entitled to talk to people in ways you would never tolerate being directed at you. I literally have to hold back from punching you in the mouth. In summation, Die away from me
Damn, why did you have to be a lesbian...
hey take me to the store so i can get me a pepsi
I miss you.
>>714840897
ok get in
Hey guys, op here just letting you know I've read all of your post, and I'm just wondering, do any of you ever feel like you're in a glass box screaming for help but nobody can hear you?
>>714841053
yeah it's called working in quality assurance
>>714838520
I loved reading that, anon
I'm coming for you.
I'll show up in the parking lot.
I'll smile, cause I'm happy to see you.
You'll smile back.
Then you'll see the gun.
That's when I'll shoot.
You won't die immediately.
I'll be aiming for the gut.
You'll feel the pain I felt all those years ago.
I will drag your writhing body to the curb.
I will put your face in front of the concrete.
Maybe you'll have enough presence of mind left to know what's coming next.
Maybe you'll lash out at me.
If you do, I will shoot you in both elbows and both knees.
Then, I will position your teeth over the concrete.
Your head will split under my boot.
The police might get me, they might not.
It doesn't matter.
Either way, I got what I wanted.
>>714841053
Everyday
>>714841053
all the damn time
>>714840779
You don't know anything about the situation, and I highly doubt that if I actually followed through she'd see it coming.
>>714840657
I'm trying. Venting on an anonymous Bangladeshi ping pong board helps. I'm more sad than angry, honestly.
>>714841031
ok thanks
>>714840960
:^(
>>714841053
Only when I think of him....
So all the time.
>>714841203
>if I actually followed through
ahahaa, you're not actually gonna do it are you?
>>714841144
is this you?
>>714826765
Fuck you, you can't tell me what to do.
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>>714826765
I fucking love you so much to the point where I crave to have sex with you. I know you follow standard *religious* rules but sometimes when were on the edge of a bed together stripping ourselves naked only to fucking do nothing; it fucking sucks.
It's been a year since the last time i saw you, and you still come to my thoughts. I wish i could tell you how guilty i feel when i thing about everything that happened. Im sorry for breaking those promises i made and sorry if made you cry, that was never my intention. Probably you alredy have forgotten about me, i was just another man on your life but to me you'll always have a special place in me as that beatiful lady that changed my life, i hope i did the same in a positive way for you. Wherever you are I hope you still have that sweet personality, that smile of hapiness and those pretty eyes that made me fall in love with you. I know you'll never read this but i wish you could. I hope that you have a wonderful life and find the true happiness and dreams that you were looking for.
>>714826765
It should of been me in patrol that night. I miss you man. I visit you every night i can.
I don't want to go to prom with you because i know my friends will make fun of me. Also because it wi maybe be the last night we are togheter and we can't spend it properly
I've never loved a girl more than I loved you.
I've never hurt more over a person than I've hurt over you.
I've never let someone in like I let you in.
Now I can't let anyone in. I hate you for how you are. I'm broken and it fuckin' sucks. I think of you constantly. I think of how you just left.
I think of how you blamed me for everything.
I think of your pride. You are perfect in my eyes. You've absolutely destroyed me and I love you so much still for all the wrong reasons.
>>714840216
Anyways. You asked me if i was fully moved on. I didn't answer of course.
I don't know why you ask all these things. Maybe you want me, maybe you just want to see if you still have a hold on me.
I'm not sure what moved on even means but im out having fun with many girls. Nothing serious. But i had one girl who really made me open my eyes because we got along great. So good that everything just fell into place. No drama, no problems, no arguments, no jealousy. Just fun good times. I spent several nights just talking to her all night. That's one thing I've always wanted from a girl. The long deep conversations that can just last forever.
My answer to you is no I'm not moved on. I love you still. Of course. And if i think about you and us, i could burst into tears so easily, but i don't do that. I try to just focus on the now. And of course as i wrote the last few lines i teared up and cried.
But I'm happy still. I wish you could be happy too. I hope you get help. And of course i still wish you were mine and all that. Even if my feelings have faded a lot, they're still stronger than most.
And I'm not sure if you check our tumblr, but i told you a long time ago that it would get bigger and I'd update it. Well i did but i kept the posts hidden so you didn't see it.
Also i was shocked when you still remembered our old email address. You never used it, so it was a huge surprise to see you even still knew it.
And if you're reading this and actually want me back. I'm not sure if i want you back or trust you, but all you need to do is try...i wish you tried.
>>714841293
No, that's not me. I was going to spread nudes and discredit her, not kill her. lol
>>714841053
sometimes
>>714841426
ok it's good to hear that you're not going to kill anybody
Probably drunk now but even though you're not into me I did enjoy the moments we had before the constant lies to cut you off. Thought you were into me since we hung out a lot by ourselves in the spring. Then got rejected when I made a move. But god dam the fuck you think Imma think you contact me when I stop talkin to you for months. After a year of spending time with you now I just think you're an attention seeking whore. Thanks for being another girl to jades my perpective on women in terms of a romantic relationship.
>>714826765
I wish you would talk to me not only because I love you but because even if you dont care about me at all i would like to be around you
>>714841311
keep going, I want to see the rest of the names
>>714841317
Plot twist, she's fucking your best friend
>>714839342
Op is a faggot
.....shit I didn't do it right
>>714841311
>>714841615
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gabe gabriel gage gailius gaius galen galileo gallium galvin garcia gareth garibaldi garrick garrit garrod garry gary gaspar gaspare gaston gavin gayden gaylord gennaro geoffrey george gerald gerard gerbert gesualdo gian gideon gilbert gilberto gilderoy giles gimli giordano giorgio giorgos
>>714841554
I'm not going to spread her nudes, either. I've been on the fence about just deleting them, along with all her dox. Honestly, I've only kept that stuff as collateral in case she comes back to try and fuck my world up. We've both hurt each other enough, but sometimes it feels good to talk a little shit anonymously.
fuck.
I messed it up, big time. I fucking cucked myself. I had the fucking chance and I just blew it. Christ I wish I never did that. God fucking damn it.
i know its been two years almost three since we last spoke and I know it seems like i abandoned not only you but everyone. I'm just in this awful rut and only now have i been digging myself out of the metaphorical grave that i dug for myself. I miss seeing everyone that truly cared for me but i was too young and stupid to really see the bigger picture. i dont know how i'll return to you all but it really breaks my mind trying to think of how to assimilate back to hanging out all day and socializing with you without acting like nothing ever happened, and that's what really is holding me back right now. I needed to open my mind and gather myself after his death. I dont know how a pet's death could really throw me off the face of the planet but it did, and it did a damn good job doing it too. I'll be back soon.
>>714841819
keep it coming bro
>>714841819
I need moar
I hope you realize what the fuck you've done to me you piece of shit. I'm not even using that insult humorously. You are the equivalence to a literal piece of shit. Ever wonder why we don't talk anymore? It's because you wasted 4 years of my life under your own selfish justification. I say no, but I lie every time you ask me if I hate you. I do hate you. I always will. You deserved every negative event that happened to you. Fuck off.
i don't know if you actually had an accident, and most probably died, but i wanted to let you know that i did love you and cared about you, i'm a bad person and you know it because of the things i said and did, but you were allways someone i could trust and i still miss the happy moments we had togheter
>>714841819
giovanni giuseppe glen glenn godfrey godfred godrick gohan goku gon gordie gordon goro gottfried graham gray greg gregory grey greyson groucho guillaume gunther gurdenson gustav gustave gustavo guyovich
hack hacken hakim hal hamad hamed hamid hammurabi hamza han hanamichi hank hans hansel hansen harald harlan harold harrison harry haruki hasan hasdrubal haskell hassan hastur harun harvey hayden hector herb herbert herman hermann herold heron heinrich helium helmut hendrick henk henley henrik henry hesham hester hideyuki hikaru hiroshi holden homer honinbo horace horatio horatius hotaro howard hubert hugh humphrey humphred hunter hussam hussein hyeronymus hyeronymous hyman
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ladislav ladislau laertes lafayette lain laine lamberto lamec
the slippery thoughts that seem hard to replace
Flies on my wall that I can't make fly away
bug stingers, leaving pieces, of everything ive made
green glitter, seeps in the shitter, out through my teeth
trickles around, through my mind, into my seeds
Walk in the day, cutting the tape that holds down my leaves
live in the night hoping I might, find someone who'll play
sleep in the streets, no news feed, ok with me
Kill a disease, freeing my trees from all their fear
watching the bees in the breeze till they come back to me
open a door, finding a chore is no longer there
snakes in the grass, killed em at last people stare
owing my eyes, only my mind, no more tears,
watching the glass, full at last, feeling like the deer
wolves of the night barter and fight, im still here.
>>714829996
YOU. Are a totally useless bitch. Go die in a fire. Hurry!
>>714842017
what negative things happened to them
>>714842119
I'm sorry it's been a couple years.
I couldn't get over my own vanity, but I took so long to realise what we had together was better than I'm ever going to find, that it's too late now.
I miss your eyes, that pale blue almost grey, and with such a clarity I couldn't believe.
And your oh so sweet voice that still runs through my head today.
You understood me, you indulged me. My quirks that most people would find annoying, you always giggled at in a loving way.
You never tried to stop me when I rambled on about some random information that happened to pop into my head.
If I spazzed out over something I was into, you went along with it, even supporting me, whether you liked it or not.
There will always be something different about what we had, something I don't know if I'll ever find again.
Why. Why did I let her go. Why couldn't I get over some of her looks, knowing how she treated me as the only person in the world for her.
>>714842119
lance landon langley lao larry lars latrell laurence lawrence layden layne lazaro lazarus lazlo lebron lee leeroy leander legolas leland lemar lemaricus lemuel len lennon lenny leo leofric leon leonard leonel leonid leonidas leopold leroy lesley leslie lesly lester letalvis levi levin levon lew lewellyn lewis lex lexus lezo li liam lincoln lindsey linus lion lionel lister liyiyi liam llewellyn lloyd lo logan loki lol lolo lopez lorenzo lou loui louis lowe lu luc lucas lucca lucien lucius ludo ludovico ludvig ludwig lui luigi luis lukas luke lyle lysander
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nabucodonosor naboth nadav nader nash nate nathan nathaniel nayden neal nebuchadnezzar ned nefren neil nelson neo neon nepomuceno nero nestor neville newton nicholas nick nicodemus nicola nicolai nicolas nicolaus nicolay nidal nidimmud nigel nikita niklas niklaus nikola nikolai nikolas nilanjan niles nils nixon noah noel norbert norbit norian norman norrin nort
obie octavian octavius odysseus oh oieden olikoye oliver ollie omar omari oregon orestes orion orson osama oscar oskar oswald otis otto otul owen
pablo paolo parker pat patrick paul paulos pavel payden peleth peleus pelle
I can't believe you threw everything we had away just to because I was leaving. I would've been back, I would've visited anyway. You know I wouldn't cheat on you. You really fucked this situation and now I'm not even sure you want to fix this. You're so despicable.
>>714842220
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qingu quaden quander quasimodo quaz queen quentin quimby quincey quincy quinn quinten quintin quinton quirinus
rabastan rabindranath radium radon radoslav radovan rafael raiden raj raja rajeev rajesh rajiv rakim ralph randall randolph randy rama ramon ramzi raoul raphael rashad rashid rasputin rastus raul ray rayden raymond raynold reynold redmond redon rees reese reginald remulus remus rex reza rhodium richard rick rickard ricki ricky ringo rino rob robbie robert robin rocco roche rod rodion rodolphus roger roland rolf roman romeo romulus ron ronald ronaldo ronna ross rostislav roy royce rubeus rudolph rufat rufus rune rupert ryan ryder ryo ryotaro ryu
sacha saeed sagwagdirun saiden sajid salman salvador salvatore sam samson samuel samwell sanjay saruman sasuke satoshi saul sauron saxtus sayden scott seamus sean sebastian segev seijiro seldom serge sergei sergey sergio seth sett severus seymour sham shamed shane shannon shaq shaquille shaun shawn sheikh sheldon sherman shigeo shinichiro shintaro shunsuke shyam sid siddarth siddartha sigmund silas silvanus simon singh sirius slavoj sly solomon solon soren smith sonny spasoje spence spencer stan stanislav stanislaw stanley stanton stefan steffan stelio stepan stephan stephen sterling steve steven stewart stirling stu stuart sturgis sunir superman suq surinder susumu sven syd sydney sylvester
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>>714826765
i'm loving this thread op, thank you
>>714842333
travolta trent trenton trevor tristan troy tuck tucker tulius tulon tupac turibius tyler tyrese tyrone
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wade waeden waldo walker wallace wally walt walter walther warren wenceslao wenceslaus wenceslaw wendall wes wesley weston wilber wilbert wilbur wilhelm will willard william willy wilson winston wolf wolfgang woochang woody worth wright wyatt
xavier xayden xenon xenu xerox xerxes
yahara yamada yancy yann yasser yassin yasushi yasutaka yayden yhwh yogender yogendra yon yorick yoshio yoshito yoshizumi yuri yussef yusuke
zach zachariah zacharias zachary zack zaiden zak zalgo zane zayne zdeno zebulon zed zeke zepave zeus zezima ziad zinedine zishe zod
That's all, folks.
>>714836129
Sorry bro. You'll find someone else.
>>714842119
>kal-el
>>714842409
thank you anon
>>714842130
I'm still here, I'm still here.
>>714842220
checkem
>>714842333
check those too
>>714826765
Why didn't you listen.
>>714842153
they got fucking fat , their childhood friend died, and one of their best friends left them
>>714826765
We matched on so many things and so many levels , it just wasn't right for you . You felt differently than I did , and at the end of the day could I blame you for not falling for someone like me?
>>714836412
You should buy a piano.
Go buy a piano and a beginner's guide and play every day for at least 15 minutes.
After about a year you'll notice not only how much better you've gotten at it, but how much more likely you are to actually learn new things, take new risks, be a new person.
Find something new and pursue the ever loving shit out of it, and you'll change the way you look at yourself.
>>714836526
They saved you so that you could learn to save yourself. Don't squander that opportunity.
>>714832827
IF this is real- and that's a BIG 'if' because this IS /b/ after all- then you should kill yourself IMMEDIATELY.
>>714836741
Maybe it's time to leave, focus on yourself for a while. Hit the gym, eat healthy, floss, you do you until you feel something again.
I gave up, that's the reason because I don't talk to you anymore. They are right, you don't need anything I can offer you besides I want to be alone for a few months.
I really apreciate everything you did for me and all those times we spent together.
We are not meant to be together, sorry.
>>714842693
>>714842820
those are some good advises, thank you
>>714836853
Everybody's different, man. No harm in how you feel.
>>714836977
Fuck that noise. You weren't right for each other, that's mutual. Doesn't mean it all falls on your shoulders. Someday you'll find someone that will feel just as strongly about you as you did about this person.
>>714826765
Hey, you. Been thinking about you recently. I'm back in town, visiting the folks and all that. Already met up with the old gang. We got some food and then sat around being nerds, playing games and watching stupid crap on youtube. That guy was loud, as usual, but it was still pretty fun.
Hope you're meeting new people. I know you've got your cats and Mr. Military, but it's a small town and easy to go crazy if you don't have some friends to drink with. I know, I know. Preachy, but I do worry about you.
Keep safe, and happy holidays.
>>714837070
Time to move on? Maybe the only thing that's changed is you, and your brain is telling you this isn't working. Nothing wrong with moving on if it's time.
I'm sorry I have no marketable skills, I'm sorry I'm not everything you hoped I'd be when we were young. I'm sorry you had to watch me fail again and again and give up as often as I did. I never really had any fight in me. I still don't, truthfully. The only reason i've waited this long is because I'm afraid. I think I secretly want to hurt those around me to see if they care. Why should they if i don't. I know what I have to do to get out of this place, I know the right path. Without exception i know. But I'll never take it because it's too hard. This is all i know, all i have known. I learned today that my grandfather never said his life was difficult, never complained that he lost his arm, never stopped tending to his house when he fell and was restrained to a wheelchair. Three days before he died he went home from the hospital, weak and fragile, and went for a drive with his wife because he loved to drive. He told her soon he would pass, and he'd wait for her, it's okay for her to take her time in joining him, he'd have all of time.
I will never have that strength because i do not want to work. My bones grow fragile as I lay here and do the same bullshit day in day out.
I had a beautiful girlfriend once who I never loved. Now she's halfway around the world. I hope she's doing well.
I think it's time I go, and stop wasting the earths resources. Heavens' kinda cool, I'll see you tomorrow night.
>>714837201
Fuck yeah.
>>714837231
Damn, that sounds rough. What happened?
I still don't know what the fuck happened between us, when we were kids we were allways togheter, allways laughing and playing. But when we got in highschool we started to be more distant to eachother, I feeel that you left me alone and I was lost for years until i manned up and started getting my shit togheter. You never called again, never talked to me in years and I don't fucking know if I wil even look at you in christmas
I strongly dislike you, I don't know why I ever loved you. But that's not true, I know exactly why I did. You made me feel so happy and that my problems didn't matter when we were with each other. You fucked it all up though, every chance I gave you was ruined. Empty promises of change never happening, actions speak louder than words and you barely talked. All those things people told me about you are true, I see that now. You're a stupid fucking slut except I don't want to think of you like that. I think about us talking once more but I'm sure I'd just say hurtful and mean things because I'm an asshole. Instead of helping you again, I'd Ieave you in the dark this time so you could suffer. You can't handle things like me and that's why I don't want you talking to me ever again. Even in the end, I still try to care enough not to hurt you.
>>714837397
Fuck that noise. What if this person feels the same way? How much better could things be?
>>714841053
Half that and half I've been put there so they don't have to hear
I wil say it quick, I didn't know what i was doing when i was seven and we started doing all that shit, I'm not going to mention it because you know what it is
I still feel very awkward about it
