Feels thread? I just miss her. What's her name Anon?
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Feels thread?
I just miss her.
What's her name Anon?
Tea. I just can't move on.
Butt town 69
>>714783462
>I just miss her.
I've never been close enough to anyone to have a chance to miss them
>>714783462
Well if you're missing her, how would I know who it is?
But on a serious note, sorry about hearing that man
>>714783540
Dora
Last thing she told me was to "grow up". I still play video games and shitpost on a chiniise imagebord.
>>714783914
![10138276[1].png](https://i.imgur.com/bXl4mRu.png "10138276[1].png")
>Lee
>met at 18
>together four years
>living together two years
>I need time to think we should take a break
>fucks all friends
>friends stop talking to me
>dui
>no money
>shrink bill sent to collections
>inches from an hero
>still love her
Lilly.
Said she loved me but lied to me and everyone else about the situation
Micah.
Arlinda. She fucked my best friend. It's been a year and it still makes me cry every night. I'm 24
Irene, she left me for a 33 year old when we were in fucking high school.
Hannah.
I stopped talking to her because I wanted to stop thinking about her all day but two weeks after she sends me pic related.
>Captcha: route sayonara
Olivia
Danny
Died in a car crash last year, still see her in my dreams, it fucking hurts
>>714785348
pathetic
>>714783462
I live alone and my dog just died. I didn't realize how bad it would feel but god damn. Learn to appreciate the things you have in your life anons because they really can be gone in an instant.
I'm all alone now.
>>714783462
Helena.
Help me.
I'm losing faith once again.
MeCole King
Her name was Lupe. She was my best friend and the only girl I ever loved but I had to cut her out of my life because of how toxic she was to me. We were so close that even strangers in my neighborhood thought we were a couple. I've met other people, went on dates, even had a gf after I stopped talking to her but nothing could replace her. I still see her every now and then on tinder or hear about her from a few people who know her and it gives me a little comfort knowing she's doing just fine but god damn /b/ I miss her so much. I just want my best friend back.
>tfw while typing this out, Promise from the Silent Hill 2 ost plays while on shuffle
ITT: Prisoners of their own insecurity.
https://discord.gg/jhFmw
Join our discord
When you enter ask for that faggot Mark.
Her name is mark.
>>714786136
I feel.
On a practical note: Get a new dog
Alcohol, forced "recovering addict"
Life's bland without her.
Pamela
kinda miss her because she had great tits and an awesome body but she was a lying piece of shit and left me for some unemployed drughead loser.
>>714786623
Longer you stay sober the better it gets.
Ex-junkie here.
anyone here who could help me? im in a relationship that just keeps fucking my head more and more but she loves me. how can i break up without hurting her too much? what can i say?
>>714786623
Going on 1 year sober. >>714786787 is not lying.
Her name was Betty she liked same stupid memes like me, browsed 4chan, the 3 months we spent together was the happies period in my life in a long time. Now i still get to see her at work every fucking day.
>>714786787
>better it gets
the better what gets? how low do you need to sink to reach that perspective? i hope to never reach that depth. i refuse to.
ITT: People whine about problems and feel sorry for themselves instead of getting over it or changing something or doing literally anything constructive.
Original post says "Feels thread".
but I just see bunch of kids pretending to know pain.
>>714787149
>legitimately illiterate
He was saying life is better with sobriety. Ya goddamn tard.
>>714787339
>>714787339
Truth.
>pretending
They just have no frame of reference.
>>714787344
how the fuck did you not grasp my sarcasm?
>>714787574
>>714787344
>going through life sober is better.
>better
better than? better than? what kind of life is that?!
>>714787629
shut up nigger.
>>714787704
Or what? You'll buzzword me to death ya little wannabe racist. ;)
>>714787542
Probably just the worst thing that happened to them. Until now.
Finished all of my courses, and officially 'graduating' college/uni next Wednesday. It feels kind of surreal, because this is the first time in years I
>don't have any pending assignments
>don't have any papers that need to be written
>don't have to study for any more tests
>not expecting textbooks for next semester
>don't have any new classes to look forward to
I just feel...'empty.' It's like, I did all the courses and such, now what? Yeah, find a job (trying to work overseas), but for right now I'm just...idle.
>>714787827
nigger nigger nigger nigger
>>714787853
You've accomplished more than most in your age group honestly. Given you fit somewhere between 18-25
>>714787907
You sure showed him.
>>714787827
>>714787629
5 stars.
but quit wasting your time with a troll/actual retard
Jesus, this year I met an awesome girl, she's fucking incredible and she likes me, but sometimes I feel I'm boring or something and I seriously hate and fear that she just forget me.
I know am stupid.
>>714787957
I'm 27. For a number of reasons (like failing hilariously early in adult-life right out of high school) I couldn't actually enroll until I was 21, at which time, I was in a foreign country.
>>714788082
But it's funny to laugh at the disabled.
>>714787853
I'm a first year uni, I've always been scared of this. Go to college get a degree, get a job, then what? does the story end? Just get a job and survive? I plan on commissioning into the military now, I'll see if I can do something useful with my life.
>>714788082
>troll/actual retard
hahahhha you don't know my real identity.
>>714788140
I had trouble with the whole school thing in general. Not so much from a knowledge standpoint but from the repetition. The point I said fuck it was around 10th grade when they started reteaching adjectives and shit and some of my peers were actually having trouble. Regret it a little. If I woulda just balled up and did it I would have a high school diploma but meh. I was a "anti establishment" teen kek
>>714787339
All life is relative.
>>714788280
If you do, be sure to work with your mind and not your back. Pick an MOS/Rate that can be transferred into a civilian job, like network security or something. I washed out of the military twice early in life, so I can't do any of it.
>>714788441
I kind of was too. I still kind of am, but for other reasons. I always loved school, even in middle school times, but not for the sake of education or academia: I loved it, because the alternative meant staying at home with my step-father and doing nothing but yard work and/or fixing broken lawn mowers all day. At the very least, I'm glad I don't have to deal with things like FAFSA or essays about things I don't care about (do I really need to write a 5 page essay about Film Noir and "Maltese Falcon?"), but I still want to keep going.
i asked my bf if he truly sees me as a woman, i told him to be honest
he said no, not his fault tho since no one else does either
i was the one that was stupid enought to think id be able to pull off being a girl
im gonna stop taking my hrt, im gonna cut my hair and im gonna try to forget all about wanting to be a woman
as long as i have him i think i will be ok
>16
>Fell in love with a classmate
>I have no oportunity
>Years later in college
>Saw her holding hands with my best friend
>"So good for you too"
>Cries all night
>>714783462
>be
>met the girl of my dreams
>best 5 years of my fucking life
>broke up
>try to be with other ppl
>1 year after i'm still depressed ,while she moved on (at least one of us -been ok)
will pain go away some day, /b/ ? why such a feels exist ,it's fucking inhumane....
>>714783462
ah, my recent friendo, her name hardly matters if I have nothing left to say to her
>>714787205
THIS
don't waste your best years crying after some fucking cunt. moving on can be tough sometimes but you just have to accept the fact that you just can't have every fucking thing you want in life. the bitter truth is that in most cases the person you're whining after just doesn't care. you can either feel sorry for yourself and regret your actions 24/7 like a pathetic bitch or just move on, meet new people and find someone else. forget your regrets, keep your eyes open and don't miss any opportunities life throws you day by day because of your distorted view on life.
>>714789075
>will pain go away some day, /b/
Not really, not with a 5 years relationship, it won't be a scar. Another girl will probably open that wound once again. And you'll be miss her both.
Print and tick.
>she left me
>much cry, very pain
>9,746 million people on earth
>noone on this planet knows how I feel
>my life sucks, I want to die
>you don't know anything about this
>this was special
>she was special
>you don't understand
>nobody ever felt this much pain
Kyla. She hasn't talked to me in days. I think I fucked up finally, /b/. I think she's gone.
>>714783462
she was raped.
how do I get past the pain?
>>714789607
no one in feels threads ever actually said that
>>714789071
where's that pic from?
the SFX looks like something out of jojo so it might be a reference to jojo
about your story, all i can say is been there done that, cried too, still crying, cant do anything about life it just sucks man
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7m1cEs0StFI
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G12NdD8xmbI
>>714789816
How does she get past the pain?
Selfish thoughts.
>>714789816
just be there for her, support her and love her
avoid sex till she feels ready for it
>>714789713
Why ,anon ?
>>714789816
You know the answer , it's always the same.
>>714789594
Fuck!
>>714783462
Sure you miss her, you can't even remember her name!
>>714790121
I'm giving her justice a court would never give.
I'm just heartbroken that someone abused her. it really breaks my heart.
>>714783462
>found this browsing through Wikileaks
>text pager communications intercepted covertly on 9/11
http://mirror.wikileaks.info/wiki/911/
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pTA0DSfrGZ
>>714790328
rapists are worse than animals
>>714789991
I found it in /a/, I tried searching but led me here
>>714790131
>Kyla post
I haven't been able to see her in months, then I slowly, but surely pushed her away. Not intentionally, but I do it, nonetheless. There's a bigger story, but you get it.
>>714783462
>found this browsing through Wikileaks
>text pager communications intercepted covertly on 9/11
http://mirror.wikileaks.info/wiki/911/
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pTA0DSfrGZ0
>Things are going shitty with girlfriend
>Live at home with parents, no job
>Feel like utter shit
>Last chance at college
>Fucking it up because I feel like shit and have no motivation
>Started using drugs, got caught, fined for 500 euros
>parents think I'm a degenerate
>feel like even more shit
>Everything in my life is falling apart, lost my friends, losing my girlfriend, losing everything
I have no motivation to do anything anymore. I need to occupy myself 24/7 because I feel like utter shit if I'm alone with my thoughts.
I'm 20 btw.
wut do
Sarah
>>714789607
it's quite the opposite, a lot of the time other anon's relate to each other.
that's the whole point, you spas'.
>>714791137
Sarah is a WHORE.
>>714790803
You still have a Chance. Do something with your life and make your parents Proud.
>>714791137
>>714791241
SHE'S FUCKING BLACK CHAD RIGHT NOW!
S L U T
Eva
>>714791609
Eva is a WHORE.
>>714790803
>alone
b-b-but anon we are your friends..
Also try to get in college,again.
Back in a days i tried some drugs.
I lost her too
I lost those "friends" too
I failed too (first time)
>To rise , you have to lost everything.
now i'm 26y ,2nd year of ENT ,fit ,no drugs , no degeneracy, good friends ,still no gf - but fuck it.
Don't give up,anon.
>>714790803
Minus the drugs, this is the story of my life.
Sometimes I try to just smile, I mean, I know your sad but that's when you go home and cry it all out. Then when you're outside just smile and occupy yourself with anything. Music helps, books, audiobooks, vidya. Just anything to do.
The last one is kinda hypocritical as I've found myself being bored with all the vidya's I play, but I don't know, just my two cents.
melissa i found her hot three years ago. i was going to make a move on her but i got cockblocked. the bitch knew about him doing something on me.
>>714791609
EVA LOVES BIG BLACK COCK
>>714783462
Whitney.
She's my everything, well was I guess. I met her over five years ago. Dated for nearly four. She said we were meant to be together. I don't believe in fate or destiny. >"I love you, anon, and I always will.. but I'm just not in love with you."
>"who knows? Maybe I'll wake up tomorrow crying my eyes out because I just made the biggest mistake of my life and want you back, want us back. Or maybe the next day, or the next, or the next month or maybe even ten years from now."
It's been 109 days now and she hasn't even spoken to me, in the five years we've known each other she couldn't go more than five days without talking to me. It hasn't been easy. I miss my best friend. I wish she told me she hated me, that she never wanted to see me again because now I find myself waiting for something that's probably not going to happen.
>>714791977
Whitney is a WHORE.
>>714791681
>>714791824
>>714792022
>preying on the weak
You're a NIGGER.
>>714790441
amen to that
>>714790652
that last one lol, "we are bominb afganistan"
>>714792777
sick trips
Brandy.
Still fucking hate her so much, the lying cunt. Not a day goes by where I'm not pissed at her; even when I'm with ano there broad.
I'm starting to wonder if my anger is just misplaced feels.
Fuck it.
>>714783462
Robyn. Fuck life. Oh well. Least i get to live the single life!(depression. Lonliness. Alcoholism.) It really aint that bad tho
>>714789607
>9,746 million people on earth
???
>>714793776
9,743 now
>>714793776
its bait faggot
>>714793347
>that robot
Hillary.
>>714789075
Are you me?
And as far as i know (about 2 years now? Or who am i kinding 1 year and 9 months) it won't, especially if you are pretty asocial and browse /b/ all the time.
>>714784111
god dammit this is a feels thread
also checked
>>714783462
Samantha. Best operating system I ever had.
>>714794361
I browse /pol/ so it's the same. I tried to make some new friends , i even got few chicks (but feel'd nothing ...inb4 homo - no i'm not).
Why everyone is the same , like they are all some sort of reali-life-copypastas. What is wrong with me ?
pic related , i know is cliché but it's literally me right now
>>714795456
SAMANTHA IS A WHORE
Operating system?
OPERATING BLACK DICKS
>>714783462
Opie
> Opie Momson
Sophie
Pic related
>>714793602
Robyn is a WHORE.
>>714792777
>>714795555
At least DEUS KEK loves me ...
>>714783914
Dora is a WHORE. They call her Dora the Explorer, because she explores BIG BLACK COCKS.
>>714783462
Madeline. I fucked up badly
i keep thinking about her, even though its been years. I haven't dated another girl since
>>714783462
Pretty sure I just left a 404ed thread where OP was uploading pics of two little girls he just murdered
> So yeah
> My feels are feeling right now
Margaret.
Coming up on 10 years now.
>>714795822
Madeline is a WHORE.
>i keep thinking about her
Yeah? Well, she can't stop thinking about BIG BLACK COCKS.
U MADeline?
>>714795658
>past couple months
noob
>>714795841
Margaret is a WHORE.
>Coming up on 10 years now.
Yeah? Well, a 10 inch BIG BLACK COCK is cumming up her gaping cunt right now.
>>714795836
Get the fuck out of here, I reported that thread. Why do you think they were dead/op did it?
>>714785348
haha germans
>>714795672
lol
>>714793776
its a weird way of saying 9.7 billion
>>714788981
why do you need to be seen as a woman though
can't you just be a feminine man who shaves and wears make up and stuff
>>714783462
>everytime I open instagram I see she posts something gushing over her "friend"
>talks to me much less even though she said my confession to her wouldn't hurt our friendship
>birthday is coming up, family has no plans for Christmas or my birthday due to complications, I will be home alone for both
>she caught wind of this
>she told me she will come over and watch a movie with me since she feels bad I will be alone, told me she won't have a present though which is fine
>still love her so fucking much
>not sure if her coming over will make me feel better or even more shitty
>>714795555
Well how could you get over a feeling you didn't even knew existed?
And then you find another thing that only exists in our wildest dreams: a cute little nymphette who just craves you and gives you the wildest hottest "fuck me" eyes ever, ON FUCKING /b/. Then never hear from her either
Woohoo
Evangeline.
>meet her in high school
>always thought she was breathtaking but never made a move
>shes a beautiful blonde with blue eyes to die for
>see her out in the city one night
>say fuck it and approach her
>we start talking and just click straight away
>same type of humour
>similiar interest
>even in the dorky part of both our personalities
>keep chatting for a while over text/snapchat
>i moved to the city to study after high school whilst she was still back in our hometown
>we discover we both love the LOTR trilogy
>first date together is marathoning the extended edition
>in and out of cuddling, talking, fuck during those 12 hours
>keep seeing each other after that
>finally ask her out
>total bliss
>forgot about study or work or football
>she was my main priority
>would do a 3 hour round trip almost every second night just to see her
>she would sneak out and we'd hang out all night till the morning
>she'd go to school exhausted and id barely ever make it into uni
>end up failing first year but couldnt give a fuck
>just so happy to be with someone as special as her
>one day i fuck up big
>out with my footy teammates celebrating a win
>drink too much (not an excuse its just what happened)
>kiss some random slut for no conceivable reason
>feel horrendous and tell her the next time i see her
>never seen so many tears
>she finds it in her to forgive me
>we work our way back and end up being even closer and better than before
>summer break for both of is coming up
>cant wait for all the times ahead
Cont.
>>714789991
it looks like it might be honey and clover? I'm probably wrong
>>714796099
>>714795971
>>714795792
>>714795701
>>714795568
does posting this make your balls feel big, our are you just a cruel person?
>>714796135
> They were blueish in the face and they seemed positioned very stiff and unnatural
> Never seen those pics before in a rekt thread
> Just had that "She fought so damn hard" feeling to it
>>714796387
>she starts getting clingy/jealous/weird about me and other girls
>dont care because im just happy we are together
>one day we are just chilling together
>a mate of mine comes over randomly
>sits me down after my gf leaves and explains that she tried to cheat on me with one of my other friends when she was out
>so many people who were my friends knew and said nothing
>confront her about it
>she denies, then lies, then tries to play it down
>cant find it in me to forgive her
>we break up
>never felt so shit
>go off the rails partying to fill the hole
>decide to stop being a sad cunt and to put my money to good use
>i work all summer saving my money up
>go travelling around europe for a year with a few mates putting her out of my mind
>went months without thinking about her too much
>never really could completely forget her
>about a month before i come back she starts try to talk to me again
>she finally apologises and takes responsibility
>shes doing well at university and has a job modelling too
>start thinking about her again and about us
>start thinking we could work
>organise to meet straight after i get back
>the day comes and i open up my door
>somehow id forgotten just how beautiful she was
>that smile that wipes away all other concerns but how i can make her smile again
>go to her new place in the city
>spend the whole night talking and catching up
>its going so well
>want nothing more than to go back to having that connection we had that day watching LOTR or
>i go to hold her hand and she pulls away
>she starts moving away
>a whole minute passes without us saying a word
>finally she breaks the silence
>im seeing someone anon
Cont.
mukunda
>>714783462
Jordan. And she lives on the other side of the world.
>>714796416
Your mom makes my balls feel smaller, after she empties them out in her gaping cunt. Hi son, it's me. You were right, 4chan is fun.
>>714796487
>well fuck
>never knew a heart could physically hurt like this from emotional bullshit
>play it off like i dont care and that i knew we were done ect.
>keep hanging out that night
>drive home like nothings wrong
>go into my room
>collapse on my bed and stare at the roof for what seems like an eternity
I must have passed out at some point, just woke up then and have come on here to distract myself until i catch up with some old friends
dont know what else to say
>>714796546
Holy shit he has also probably felt heart break but is choosing to deal with it differently you know you don't gotta be this way
>>714792777
>>714795555
>>714795733
/k/ reporting in , sweet digits.
Can barely go outside without my skin crawling. Can't even think straight. My mind's just an agonizing blur punctuated by fleeting moments of taunting serenity. Thoughts are fucked. Actions are fucked. Words are fucked. The slightest characteristics are under microscopes at every angle and even the thought of suicide brings up a hideous glance of red and yellow tendrils writhing through my body and mind. I hate the world man. I really do.
I feel really sleepy. I'm too tired to even brush my teeth. Goodnight.
>>714789210
Read this and get out
>>714796870
Night man
This thread to me is part of the strongest proof that polygamy is not natural or the right way to go.
It is so hard to let go of that person, it shouldn't be this difficult if we were meant to hop and move on. And cheating wouldn't be so devastating.
>>714796227
Even better bait
>>714793112
Holy kek
>>714796367
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gfonp4WvZrg
I've only ever genuinely cared for one girl. I knew her over the Internet 2 years ago. I'm just scared I'll never have that again. I don't want to force it. Sometimes, it just would've been better never meeting her.
>>714796724
No. No, I just fuck his mom often. He's my son.
>>714796674
How are you, anon?
>>714796321
Last second, tell her you've made other plans. God teachin u kids is a lost cause
>>714797269
A few years older though
>>714797389
I'll be honest with you, you probably won't. However after so many years, all you care about is finding love again. And don't even care about romanticing it or for the overwhelming spark to be back. You just want somebody.
Meghan. Only girl who's ever given me any attention and even then, she lives over 1,000 miles away. Suddenly lost all contact with her a couple months ago. None of my messages go through..
I'm considering messaging her brother just to make sure she's okay.
Pic related.
>>714797931
She probably realized how unhealthy your relationship was
Allie
>>714783462
mariana
>>714796433
Yeah... right.
>>714784124
That's actually really funny, keep your head up.
>>714797931
Post more pics anon.
>>714797812
Just a bantz though
I've been in 4 relationships within last month to today. Each one I've ended up leaving 1 or 2 weeks in.
>>714797601
pretty shit to be honest but i think ill be alright.
id already come to terms with being without her before and i know i can do it again its just getting my hopes up to have them destroyed so fast fucking hurt.
typing it out was surprisingly therapeutic
how are you, mate?
>>714797931
>her
>be me
>get invited to college party by 7/10
>decide to go
>get there, start drinking
>start talking to some girl from hs, never really talked before
>talk for like an hour
>go outside, start making out
>apparently it was her first time making out
>she's obv super self conscious
>decide to stop so she doesnt feel uncomfortable
>go back inside start talking to other people
>see 7/10 who invited me, stupid drunk
>starts telling me that she's feeling me
>tell her maybe later
>end up going back to her place later that night
>her and chad go into the bathroom together
>find blanket/pillow and go pass out knowing i'll never be chad
Kinda sick of being alive atm
>>714798446
>can't deal with myself
really makes you think
Her name.. is Alexis..
>>714798446
i can only guess the girls your dating are too young. (i went out waith a 19y.o (i'm 24) she drove me nuts just, to young insacure etc.
>>714797601
You'll do good, anon. I believe in you.
Also, I've been better. At least someone cared to ask. Thanks.
Maya. We were together for 2 years, I can't explain how much I loved her.
>tfw still remember when I texted her the first time
>she told me that she was so glad that I texted her
>I thought I was glad too
It's my biggest regret, I don't think the feeling will cease either.
I
feel
...
fine.
>>714798725
It's not the girls they're all fine. I'm 23 dating the past 4 I've dated were 19,20,22, and 24. I get into them and everyone one brings me down worse than before.
>>714798623
Expand.
>>714798775
>>714786867
A bit of the same situation with me. She's moving abroad soon and says we should break up cuz it couldn't work out so I guess I got a bit lucky. If you find her a man it could work.
7 months later, she would never say anything like this to me anymore. All because I fell for her.
Is finding out a guy likes you really that horrible? I'm sorry you didn't feel the same way but was it really that devastating?
I'm on the verge of tears just reading our old texts.
>>714799266
You sound unhappy with yourself. If that's the case then it will never work with someone else
>>714785348
I call this bullshit?
>>714785348
Some german bitch broke your heart? Fucking pussy
>>714789594
not even sure if i'll even see those 90. prolly gonna die before reaching 30.
>>714799741
m2 pls insult me.
>>714799501
Yea I already know.
>>714788096
Duuude same
christy.
>>714799793
She told me this
Anons, honest question here. Do you sometimes kiss yourself ? Like on the arms ? Because I do.
do you have the "My brother's dead I'll fuck my roomate gf" pics pls?
>>714800014
so the depressed guy is your exit strategy?
Santa
Had a mad crush on her for 2 years and not too long ago I got lucky enough to play around with her in bed.
That night I told her how I felt and the next day I got rejected.
I guess she saw some red flags in me or I wasn't attractive enough or she saw me as a one time thing or well I... guess I never figured out the real reason.
She also flew far away recently so in a way she spared me the trouble of a LDR.
I'm fucking obsessed with her tbh. Try to occupy my brain with my studies but ughhh
It feels like I lost the chance to get together with someone who I could really love.
>>714799746
Same. I bombed hard after high school, and it's not until now in my late-20s does it seem like I have any semblance of getting my shit together. So, I can forget about retirement like everyone else, because I've got about 10 years to make up for. I plan to off myself in my 50s or 60s.
I can forget about having a wife and kids, too; most of the people I went to hs with already have families.
Dunno
>>714783462
Emily. Love of my life. Relationship from when I was 18 - 21. We split up because she was off to uni and we both knew that meant lots of partying and discovering herself so we parted ways. She stopped her degree after 1 year, dated another guy for a year then went to australia travelling. Shes had to come back recently as her work visa has expired so I caught up with her over a coffee. She plans to go back as a student and complete a qualification that will let her apply for residency there. Meanwhile in my life I had also dated others and changed jobs but nothing ever came as close to the happiness of being with her. Many said I was far too young to know what love is...so why am I now 26 and still in love with this woman? This woman that is now so distanced from me and yet in my eyes seems to light up any room she walks in. The woman who brings me both pain and happiness to know shes found her heart and home in a different country.
Feels bad
>>714800051
I sometimes cuddle my pillow at night. I wake up at random times throughout the night and it's the only thing that calms me down
>>714800125
It's not an exit strategy she knows I'm like this and has commented on it before.
>>714783462
It just ended because of cultural differences. Her parents would never accept me and would disown her if they knew about us. So she's just gone. I don't know how to move on from this. There was absolutely nothing wrong with the relationship. Everything I worked for over the past two years was dedicated to making this work and I really don't know where to go from here
A friend told me to have some comfort in the fact that it isn't personal and I did everything right, it was out of my control. That's the opposite of comforting for me though, I did everything right and I still lost her
Emalion.. Went to rehab 2 years back and she was still using, we kept in touch but didnt hear anything for a while, then she told me she'd been remanded for the last month & she loved me and was being sentenced next week. Last thing she ever said to me, she killed herself a few weeks later in jail :(
And another one my 'soulmate' (ha) but i'm on to her now the lying sket, wasted a year of my life with her, one of the reasons i relapsed which im just pulling myself out of now. Ah fuck you all
>>714800425
Is she still with the other guy?
>>714783462
> Wave of reactionaries everywhere
> Just looking for the good old revo days
>tfw couldn't resist texting her because this thread and now I feel like complete shit
>>714800745
iktf
also no commie gf
>>714800233
im in my early 20s. but doc says if i keep up eating unhealthy, not doing sports and smoke like a fucking madman (weighing 150kilos at least, smoking 40-50 cigs a day) i'll die before i reach 30. failing high school. even if i miraculously dont fail highschool, i dont know what i could study. because nothing seems to appeal to me. not even life.
she is caring, absolutely loveable , intelligent, shares my beliefs and interests...
but one of my friends met her before i did...
>>714800476
Show me more
pls?
>>714801173
>she is caring, absolutely loveable , intelligent, shares my beliefs and interests...
She is a WHORE. And you forgot to mention she also loves BIG BLACK COCK.
>>714801324
who doesnt love sex and bbc? i dont see anything wrong.
>>714800760
awww shit mate.... dont do that to yourself!
>>714801319
>>714800681
Nah. Probably not going to be starting anything with anyone as shes planning on going back.
We catch up now and then but it never feels right to try and flirt with her. Like maturing on the sidelines while she lives her life has made me want to see her happy doing what she loves, and I know that means not being with me...which sucks. Thats life I guess
>>714801547
Fuck me in the eyehole what she's saying is like what i want somebody to say to me just so i can respond with exactly what you said.
>>714784124
similar man, luckily we didn't go as far as to move in but i got the same treatment, "i just need time and space, im just confused and overwhelmed right now" lol fuck that
>>714801699
youre a faggot
>>714801629
How come you don't see yourself as a nice addition to her life? You were before
>>714801792
Indeed.
>>714783462
did you lose your hand or something anon?
How does it feel like to be loved?
>>714784124
>Lee
Lee is my name, a dudes name, youre a faggit.
Or Lee is a girls name and im a faggit.
>>714801699
Believe me you don't wanna go through this. I've done this to many times and have to explain to so many people.
>>714802146
school?
>sick fuck
>>714786623
Smoke weed instead, healthier and it will help you kick your addiction by yourself. If not smoke and drink, just smoke BEFORE you drink, don't want a sick Anon on our hands
>I'm so dark
>i'm 16 I will save you!
>no please (but suck my dick)
stop posting your screenshots
>>714802336
+1
I've been strong
I've been as strong as anyone
My mom and dad were killed by a drunk driver last year, and my brother is in New York, far away, he's the only one left. He's trying to ignore it all, drinking it away, he won't even talk to me. He won't let me talk at all.
I turned 24 on Thursday, and I'm finally almost done with college. I went back to mom and dads house today. I was with my cat, Star, she's the only one left who is family. Who loves me. She is my best friend, I grew up with her. She's dead /b/. She died this morning on my bed at home so empty because mom and dad aren't there. On the same fucjing bed I first brought her to all these years ago.
Fucking fuck why did she have to go /b/ I'm so alone it hurts so much. I'm all alone and I can't do anything to stop it my best friend is gone and my family is gone fucking god I can't stop crying someone please help me
>>714783462
>I just miss her.
>What's her name Anon?
i don't fucking know, wtf are you asking me? i don't even know you or your dumb cunt bitch.
>>714802580
>I didn't come here for feels like this.
Damn anon I'm so sorry
>highschool time
>be intelligent, everything is super easy for me
>even though i am ugly and fat, some really nice girls like me
>i am a mean person and tell them to fuck off
>smoke weed and drink until my brain stops functioning instead of studying
>5 years later
>i am craving to be loved
>i am craving to be able to concentrate again
>but no one will
>and i am unable to focus on anything
just fk me seriously. i had multiple opportunities to make my life go the right way and missed every single one of them. i turn 22 next month and i am done with life already.
>>714800476
Sometimes I dream about her and wake up cuddling my covers or something thinking its her like it used too be then I realize I'm alone and I have to wake up to another lonely day. It really fucking sucks.
Zara
>>714802259
She's 19 she was held back a year because she had failed.
>>714791520
There is no such thing as a black cunt named Chad lmao
>>714802580
wanna talk? we can chat or something if you want. ill be a friend for you.
>>714802814
so shes retarded, lucky pick
I get names fucked up in my head a lot and end up screwing everything over for myself, or probably everybody.
I'm sure a lot of people miss me, but likely not. There just clawing at my chest and balls and it's kinda depressing that everyone just wants power over me when I never cared to have it.
>>714802580
Breathe anon. There has to be someone. Even if you've not talked to them in years go to them. Please.
>>714803009
this, what do you do mate?
Ed Harris
She left me one year ago. I still miss her every single day.
She has another bf.
I'm 37 so that's not a college crush. She was my last chance.
>>714802580
I don't know what to say man. Just keep going, you will accept it eventually.
>>714803156
awww fuck
>welcome to mgtow
>>714802808
I do that too. Even though I could have almost any girl. I choose to be alone I like it better this way. I wake up to a nice ass dream of a girl jumping into my arms and kissing me and I'll wake up and go to turn over to see her and it's just an empty space in my bed.
>>714802580
Feels /b/ro
>>714802073
>studying people on 4chan
>people actually trying for something or having a clue about something on 4chan
>>714803069
Incessantly bitch about everything.
Camilla.
>>714803240
may i ask how old are you?
I can't stop crying.
Why do I deserve this.
I just want the pain to stop. just for a day. Please.
>>714803318
18
>pic related
That's me.
>>714803225
You're just repeating yourself at this point.
We get it NoctiSasuke! Let her have a normal life and go kys
For fucks sake, why can i not once fall in love with a decent human being. No, it always has to be some psychos because i somehow feel obliged to fix all their shit for them. Then i get hurt. Fuck me.
>>714783611
this
>>714803424
lmao, you look like a 34 yo old person. im 24 and i look younger, where the fuck did you go wrong mate
>>714803424
you look like 40, im sorry.
where are you from? id say slowaky
>>714803318
Dunno man. Part of me is extremely infantile and another part of me is decrepit as fuck due to a time bomb so I don't see the point in answering that.
>>714803301
Does she happen to be Brazilian
>>714783462
hatsune miku
>>714803545
so lets talk about the next 10 years? what you wanna do?
>>714803595
Norwegian.
>>714803530
Well ,that was deep.
>>714803225
I'm only alone because there's only 1 girl I want and I just want it to be how it used too be. She's beyond fucked in the head and in terms of her health but there's no one else I could ever want. Heck even if it does go back to how it used too there's no guarantee she will stay out of hospital.
Save this photo and use the email when you need to vent or need advice. You can share it with anyone you want. It's an open invitation for anybody who needs it.
>>714802125
Also curious as to what it feels like
>>714803669
If what I've been shown is accurate then my life cycle ends in 4 so idk,
>>714803885
mhh sounds lame, do something fun
>>714803823
There's nothing better when it's happening but you'll only realize that once its over and there wont be a feeling worse.
>Andrea
>18
>She 20
>Had a thing for a long time
>One day says we should take break
>fml.jpg
>Shittalks me with her friend
>Basically a dickhead
>Says she's so sorry
>Cant say no
>We get back
>She awkward and don't want to talk
>She says we need to breakup
>killme.gif
Even though she was a fucking dickhead,i still miss her,and only blame myself for being a fucking creep
>>714803424
I want to suck your dick
>>714783462
Emma. We've gotten closer but she just got suspended for 10 days for the usual shit. Told her to keep her ass clean.
>>714804063
STANDING
>>714803994
Can't man. Hazardous.
>>714804212
even better.
shouldnt you think more clear with death in th eye?
>>714802125
It must be better than this
>>714804304
Idk. Death isn't as scary as half the shit I've seen.
Does anyone know some gritty realistic heartbreak movies that will help deal with the healing.
Seeing other people go through what I am helps me
>>714783462
you always will now and then man, I had a 6 year relationship with a great girl, and we were planning to get married. She was knockout too, and she was cute, funny, smart. Didnt work out for reasons.
This was a few years ago. I dont get sad about it anymore. But I get a pang of nostalgia when I see something I know she'd like, or go back to a place we used to go, etc. Its life man, you're gonna miss a lot of people, meet new people, lose them, etc till you die. Its how it is my friend. Life is not static.
>>714783462
Kasia
I wish i could forget about her
>>714803783
I was in the same situation a while back with another girlfriend. She had bipolar disorder, depression, really fucking bad anxiety to the point she could hang out in any sort of group even if they were friends. She tried to O.D one night and she broke up with me the same night. My best friend started dating her while she was in the hospital. She got out and dated him for two weeks. She got back with me. She got into heavy pill use. She went touring with her brother and his friends and came back drunk and told me she fucked some guy. I never said a word back and blocked her. We fought often and we're usually broken up for the night and she'd come back to me in the morning. She threatened to move out of the apartment so often. Yet she's the only girl I didn't feel like leaving. She stabbed me twice that night. One in the heart and once in the back. She's the reason I got into heavy drug usage.
Clare, I regret only one thing in my entire life. Letting her get away. I would die, for just another single minute with her.
Her name's Monica. I miss her smile and freckles. No one knows. Not even her :(
>>714787379
Thanks
>>714783611
This so fucking much
Gracie
>tfw we're together nearly a year then she said yesterday "you're not bad or bad looking, you're just not my type. Don't take it the wrong way"
y man just y
>>714787339
What they describe is sadness. This is pain.
>>714805008
>>714783611
>>714803519
consider yourselves the luckiest bois on the face of the earth.
>>714805141
Amen to that.
A partner is a drug. Love is an addiction. Breaking addictions is the hardest thing to do.
Hell, this girl I am talking with now, we haven't even hung out besides a few minutes here and there. But gods I want to just lay down and hold her. I am quite literally painfully missing her. And that is fucking crazy.
It is literally like an addict waiting for his next high. And willing to do anything to get it.
>>714804587
It's the worst fucking feeling. I'm thinking drugs are the only solution too it too. I can't go a day without crying for the days we used too have. I'd be walking down the street and it just reminds me of how we always walked down there at the start, before everything got fucked up. I cry remembering how happy and oblivious I was. I look too my side imagining her to be there. I imagine that day on our first date. Then reality hits me. Im alone.
Rebecca. Had a "sercret" relationship with her for about a year (My guess is that she was ashamed of me and didn't want anyone to know) After about a year she just became distant and rarely talked and it just felt like she didn't care about me, asked her what was wrong and then she said we should just part ways. 2-3 weeks later she's now dating a friend of mine, every time I go out with my friends I'm forced to look at them, happy, together, and no one even knows anything, so they talk to me about them just normally like "aren't they cute together?" "They look so happy" And I know, I'm just being a jealous idiot, but it's just slowly killing me.
>>714797468
All of this edge
>>714805139
This marine was a hero but why didn't he pop smoke? He was brave but not smart
>>714783540
try coffee
>>714805884
>>714805765
We'll never know, perhaps he had to use his smoke beforehand and didn't think he'd need it for the near future :/
>>714794175
lul
>>714805608
I had something similar. But mine was worse.
Virginia.
She was married. We met online, and she started talking relationship with me. We talked all the time. I sang her to sleep, we video chatted for hours every day. She lived in a different country, but that didn't stop us. Things got sexual, as things do. And eventually He found out. So we stopped. Then she messaged me and we started again. And He found out again.
And we stopped again. And we started again. They broke up. I eventually flew up and fucked her for a week. For me it wasn't about the sex. It was a very nice week. I still love her for that week.
A few months later, she started dated some guy. She got a divorce from her ex. And we stopped talking.
I was used as a way for her to break up with her husband. Then tossed aside. Oh well.
>>714802580
Fuck...
Abigail but i called her Abby
>>714802144
Same anon, guess we're fags
