Hey /b/ . Does anyone else find a sad or depressed mood kind of pleasurable
I think I am addicted to feeling low.
>feels good to feel bad
what
yeah, i've been there
>>714298202
I know, probably seems strange, but I don't want to be happy
>>714298429
Alright then, whatever floats your boat, my negroid
>>714298150
Yeah, I know what you mean... it's like satisfying in some odd way.
>>714298150
Ugh. I had a friend like you
Total and insufferable cunt. You're not cool, original, dark or unique and interesting. You are a low grade faggot not worth the carbon it takes to keep you existing.
Fuck off and kill yourself. Do one thing worth a shit.
>>714298150
Is it like listening to a sad song. That song makes you feel sad, but you like it still, and you want to keep listening...?
>>714298674
I don't behave insufferable around people. So I am probably nothing like your friend. I usually keep to myself.
I am sorry that you were hurt enough to feel the need to say hurtful things like that.
>>714298687
Yes, sort of like this, but usually not brought on by a song. Music can maintain the feeling for a while though
Knew you looked Familiar
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zi8ShAosqzI
>>714299610
Give me compliments
>>714298150
Self pity is often comforting, I often find myself in threads talking about things that'll just make me feel more depressed, or talking about depression in general, engaging in it feels good, even though its literally just dwelling on your issues instead of doing something about it.
Self pity is comforting, but it also fuels itself so you shouldn't do it.
>>714300723
Okay thanks.
I don't know exactly what I am dwelling on... I think it's just loneliness.
Probably why I felt compelled to make a thread such as this, to find some relatability.
>>714298150
Its actually a bizarre experience. You know that being sad sucks and that being happy is good, and yet you feel greater comfort or 'authenticity' when depressed.
>>714298150
I'm addicted to it too but it isn't pleasurable at all. I think about killing myself every day and I have guns but I haven't been able to pull the trigger yet.
>>714301918
That doesn't sound good. I am not wanting to kill myself and I don't really want it to get that bad.
>>714301918
I hope you don't kill yourself.
Self pity is narcissism for cowards
>>714303109
Lol
how so?
I am pretty self aware