Let's get a secrets/confessions thread going anons.
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Only a fool would take anything posted here as fact.
Let's get a secrets/confessions thread going anons.
I was molested every night for 2 years when I was 8.
I still wake up screaming from nightmares.
>>714004461
Do you ever wank about it
>>714004556
I do not have a dick.
Trying to kind plan something with this girl for winter break.
She said this about us meeting up.
>"We can always give it a shot!"
I asked if she has any idea of when she's free.
Reply was
>Honestly? No clue. Depending on days people need coverage or call I go to, its hard to tell. But I'll let you know
So, yea.
I did offer up the 22nd if she want to try and keep it free though. No reply on that yet.
>>714004780
Keep your head up..
I wanna fuck a trap. Especially like pic related
>>714005151
So far does it look like its leaning one way or another?
>>714004679
do u shlick then?
>>714003457
I'm str8 and my first sexual experience was being forced to blow a dude. Now I can't get intimate with any grils without remembering that and feeling sick.
>>714003457
I hate seeing this thread every 5 seconds. That's my secret.
>>714005485
nah the reason you feel sick with girls is because you're a fag and crave the cock
>>714003457
it's not something i actually hide but just don't talk about. lately i'e been having more and more problems with sleep paralysis, i've had them before, nut sometimes i don't have them for months at a time, now i get the 3-4 times a night, i didn't get too scared anymore since i understood what was happeneing, but latelly they've gotten alot worse seeing things, hearing strange sounds, screaming etc, it's come to the point that i've become scared of trying to go to sleep..
>>714003457
scat fetish. swallowed a small amount once. had a ton in my mouth before.
>>714003457
Ive been seeing my gf's younger sister for the last 3 months and she doesnt know
>>714005261
I think you shouldn't give up hope, be confident
>>714003457
was stupid and sent nudes to someone anywhere. they were a pedo and I have no way of finding them to report them, nor do I want to file anything because I don't want to be directly involved. Only thing I have is a link to one of their accounts I came across.
>>714006043
I'm not giving up. Just kinda anxious.
She tends to be sporadic with her replies. We spoke for ~9ish hrs today, on and off obviously, but still.
Molested my autistic cousin once.
Got molested by my cousin.
>>714006187
I hope all goes well Anon..
I was interested in women until I learned that bitches (dogs) have a high sex drive and learn to love cock after 18 months if you train them right.
>>714006417
Hopefully. I think it will, but who knows.
Any ideas from her two replies there?
I'm a drug addict
I own a bunch of little girl panties I bought from rummage sales and amazon
I sometimes wear and wet adult diapers
>>714005934
how old are you and her?
>>714006417
Not really the best person to ask.. Just downed two glasses of wine with my trusty muscle relaxers
>>714006813
>>714006657
Woops.. Replied to myself..
>>714005966
Would you greentext the story in detail so that others can? Lets make your tragedy something beautiful.
>>714006736
gf and i are in highschool, her sister is not
>>714004461
That's fucked up, anon. I hope you know it wasn't your fault, and that there is NOTHING wrong with you. If you need therapy, seek it.
And maybe tell them who it was so that fucker can be brought to justice.
>>714005934
>Ive been seeing my gf's younger sister
>she doesnt know
Is she blind? In a coma? Dead?
first bf had a really tiny dick that never got hard. blew him and couldnt even tell when he came. spit pubes out. also tried 69ing but he nearly choked on my dick so it was all just dissapointing
>>714007353
gf is in the marching band and plays soccer. shes at school most of the time and doesnt know what we get up to
>>714006735
What dips?
Rearz or bust.
>>714004461
>>714007372
I don't know what got me worse, the homosexuality or the plot twist
>>714006914
Well. Thanks anyway. I think that it will work out, but who knows really
>>714003457
When I was thirteen, I was bad enough that my parents made me have a babysitter when they wanted to go out
The babysitter was 18 and a solid 7.5/10 with an odd, but passable for normal personality
I'm in my room and walk on to the landing, I hear faint moans from an obvious porn scene and it sounded like the TV
We didn't have porn as standard it was something you had to access and then it was added onto the bill later
I walk in not giving a fuck because I'm 13 and hate the world right now
She freaks out and turns it off and I tell her she's going to be in trouble it will show on the bill
I grab the remote and put it back on and she says if I tell my parents I did it she'd give me a blowjob like what they were doing on the TV
No brainer. Made her blow me there and then but she was really into it and I came in her mouth and she spat it out in the kitchen sink
Cont.?
A few secrets of mine.
1. I had my first orgasm getting sucked off by my childhood friend when we were 11.
2. We were sexually active with each other for years, even licked and tried to have sex with his 10 year old sister when I was 13.
3. I'm now married and my wife fucks me with a big strap-on almost every night but I still dream of that young hairless boy cock. And his sister.
4. I'm always drunk at work before noon.
5. I have a savings account my wife don't know about, enough to leave and start over.
That's pretty much all.
>>714007629
Dips?
>>714008415
Yes please
>>714008415
Yes
I share my girlfriend with some of my friends and random strangers.
>>714004679
you don't need a dick to wank, but thanks for letting us know we need to harass you for tits
>>714008857
Diapers, dum dum.
>>714008550
You are a loathsome creature.
I wish you had been in The Pulse.
>>714003457
Niece died days ago. Family never told me; told my daughter an hour ago. I am disowned for not backing Hillary and abortion; not wanted at the funeral service. Will send a drone; take photos and play a lovely message.
>>714009062
Dry 24/7s
>>714003457
I constantly feel like shit, althought my friends say I am an nice and kinda good looking guy. I can't get throught the fact that my family is absolutely shit, my father is schizophrenic and my mother never loved me...
>>714008415
So she blows me, I cum in her mouth and she spits it out
Then we hear a creak from the hall
FUCK
Suddenly my parents open the door, get in the floor, everybody walk the dinosaur
That was the end of it
>>714009040
Nudes or GTFO. Don't tease us with BS pics
>>714007488
>marching band
did she ever put a flute in her pussy at band camp one year?
>>714009344
god damn it anon I nearly broke into a smile
>>714009432
Add me to Skype for the real rest of the story. To be worthy of adding me you need to leave a message for me to read that will make me smile and then I may approve your request.
My Skype: jphillips911
(It's a disposable account before anybody gets any ideas)
>>714009423
no she plays the trombone, might be a bit harder for her to fit that
>>714009344
Fuck you
>>714008415
>When I was thirteen, I was bad enough that my parents made me have a babysitter when they wanted to go out
aren't people like..legally obligated to not leave a 13 year old home without an supervision at all ? atleast here it is, that doesn't make you bad, it makes you a kid
I took my guns to the fight against Mongo.
>>714009569
im super autistic and can barely interact with people on the internet so im not gonna message you sorry
>>714009572
rusty?
>>714009714
not that ive seen
>>714009040
you did the right thing. especially if you let me fuck her mouth hard and deep until I come straight down her throat
>got the yellow fever bad
>ESPECIALLY for yellow deepthroating swallowers
>>714009040
How many cocks have she sucked?
>>714004679
Was it molested off?
>>714003457
I touch my niece from time to time when she comes over, and when I don't do it she says she wants me to tickle her between her legs.
I'm going to stop now cause I might get in trouble.
>>714009040
how do you find these strangers?
>>714010011
kek
>>714009391
No
>>714009901
Where do you live?
>>714009974
Don't know exact number but around 15-20 guys
>>714010284
Through friends or at parties
I met a couple from an adult dating site...fucked the guys albino wife in hotel room while he watched. Her pussy and asshole was very pink
>>714003457
First Secret: My first sexual contact was with my sister, I was 8 and se was to. Played, licked sucked each other for almost a year. I was too young to cum and didn't even know that was the thing, same with her.
Second: First orgasm with another was camping out at about 12 with school friend, looking at playboy and both got horny and agreed to suck each other's cock. He went first and I unloaded a ton in his mouth. Then my turn and I told him I "owed him one." and didn't do it. Never did and never had a cock in my mouth even now 40 years later.
>>714011041
Shit, I was 8 she was 10
I have fucked 3 married women that I met on dating sites.
>>714003457
I'm a sexual sadist, an exclusive necrophile, and I've acted on my fantasies dozens of times.
>>714009649
No,no you'll only make him mad.
>>714004780
Just got out of a situation like that, not even kiding anon.
fucked it up with putting pressure on meeting her and bitching about it. accept not seeing her that often or stop it asap, i'll suck some nasty shit out of you
>>714010697
>>714011359
All I did was offer a date that would easily work for me and left it at that.
>>714005860
Anything you're not doing right that might be causing it? It could just be anxiety.
>>714011713
She'll give you the run around for the next several weeks. You deserve better.
>>714011263
Exclusive Necrophile? Details on how that works out?
>>714012119
Eh, I'll call it quits if that happens. But, I do know that she is legit stupidly busy for someone like 20. So, I'll give her the benefit of the doubt for now.
>>714011542
So do you guys have like open relationship?? More pz
i want to have sex with mari.
>>714005860
Go to sleep, Brandon
>>714012069
i haven't changed much about my life the only things is that i stopped smoking weed a few months ago. i don't know if it's related at all it's just the only thing that comes to mind. it's kind of stupid. i know ways of getting out of it, it's not been a problem past the first 5 times, once i could identify it it got less scary but now what i hear and see scares me so much i freak out before i can really understand what's happening; i panic and i can't think straight enough to get me out
>>714003457
I strangled someone accidentally while having sex with them.
>>714006735
What is that contraption with the cardboard? Is it a pizza maker?
>>714005199
That's actually a shemale
>>714012218
To put it bluntly, I can't orgasm unless I'm looking at, touching or am in close proximity to the dead. I can be aroused by hurting other people or seeing other people in pain, (the sexual sadism,) but to reach completion there HAS to be a decomposing corpse involved.
I can't even describe how much of a nightmare it is.
>>714006735
>I'm a PC
>And I'm a Mac, I'm a drug addict, I own a bunch of little girl panties I bought from rummage, sales and amazon, I sometimes wear and wet adult diapers
>>714007372
M. Night Shamalananed me
>>714012798
I had fantasies many years ago about some of my high school classmates. Imagined them cold and dead and me opening their pussies and fucking them full. Several years of that fantasy, but never any closer. There is a guy that poses chicks like corpses/crime scenes here. Makes me hard and reminds me of those old fantasies. 4chan is sick
>>714008071
You're exactly me.
So I have been getting this desire as of late to fuck my neighbor. Only problem is that she is married to Persian guy. However, she married him on the spot to get him citizenship, so there is a slight possibility she might. She's a super hot MILF, so that's what really does it for me. No, I have no pics.
>>714011198
What site? I got a decent sized dick and it needs to fuck some milfs
>>714005860
I've been having this on and off for years now. When it happens the first time wake up from bed, move to a different room, turn on a light or whatever and stare at it for a couple minutes.
It kind of "resets your sleep pattern" for the night and usually you can sleep without having another episode immediatelly after.
>>714012303
Wouldn't call it exactly an open relationship. I'm the one that usually picks who she sleeps with but 'm usually okay with most of the people she choses to invite or sleep withal well. She still has to make sure it's alright with me though.
>>714013171
>YOUR fantasy
>4chan is sick>>714013244
??????????????
>>714008415
>Bad greentext is bad
>>714012947
Yiff in hell furshit
>>714012654
Yes
>>714007174
So you porking her kindergarten sister? Nice one, anon. We are proud.
my mom's car tried to father me in the finger of my friends father.
had access to a friend's facebook, got all the naughty pics from the conversations, fapped furiously, tried blackmailing unsuccessfully for more. she has no idea who it was
>>714009130
You're probably disowned for being a weird retard
>>714013676
8th grade ans she only sucks me off
>>714013171
>>714013244
I have sexual OCD so all throughout the day, every day, I have extremely vivid intrusive thoughts about killing people and making love to their bodies after I've mutilated them. It doesn't matter if they're friends, loved ones, total strangers, there's no discrimination, just a constant onslaught of these horrible urges and they turn me on and there's a compulsion to act on it so it's been almost unbearable my entire life.
There's a lot of sick people on 4chan but I think it's just a reflection of the world as a whole. There's a lot of sick people out there.
Not a big deal, but never confessed this shit.
(Inb4 Engrish - europfag here)
I'm in a 3 years relationship. We love each other, we got some problems, but nothing special.
The "secret": i can't get my ex out of my mind. I left her, 'cause she was the "everything is a problem" type and i was happy with her 1 day out of 5, but hell, i can't forget her.
The first time i saw each other we immediatly fall in love (although we have not started our relation until after a long time).
Can't understand if i do still love her, or it's just an excuse from my brain because my current relation is more adult and "boring" and i'm really stressed.
Last night i've even dreamed about my ex fucking another guy, and later coming to me, saying things like "we should forget our boy/girlfriend and fuck like the old times".
I woke up disgusted (for the first part) and diamond (for the second)
That's it. Fucking nothing compared to the other's but got nothing else.
I'm legit depressed that all of my smut is slowly but surely being fucked up by futa fags. What happened to the good ol male on female?
>>714004461
>>714013851
I was not judging 4chan, you are correct that it reflects the world around us. Cum faces, exhibitionists, sex sharing and trannies and pedophiles. I had forgotten those old fantasies until I found 4chan. Does violent anime work for you? Not socially acceptable to kill and fuck too many times, hope you have an outlet. Maybe a gf that will lay in cold water for you?
>>714013851
Find a psychiatrist right now and be honest with them. It will turn your life around.
>>714013389
Does she let you fuck other girls??
>>714013378
i've tried this, not by design but because of the fear of going back to sleep, i'd do something for a half an hour, read something, get on the computer etc, but more often than not i still get it afterwards.
>>714012529
>Stopped smoking weed
That's it. You are getting back to normal sleep with regular REM stages, this is a possible effect. It will improve in a couple weeks/a month.
>>714013389
Are you her pimp??
I kissed a 15-year old girl over a month ago.
>>714013389
Post her nudes or her fuck by others guys
>>714004461
Relative, moms BF? Neighbor? Was it violent or did he threaten? Have you tried working on turning the memory into something better?
>>714004780
Worth continuing or nah?
I personally think it will, but fuck if I know
>>714003457
I still bathed with my mom up until the age of 17. She used to help me clean everything. She used to wash my cock and I used to wash her tits and back. It was all fine until one day I got an erection in front of her and she said we should bathe separately.
>>714003457
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ROXXQwMJuwc
I watch incest porn almost exclusively. Minor fetishes include bestiality, ahegao, rape, and torture.
>>714014503
Your age? Plan to take it further?
>>714014443
ir crossed my mind aswell but it's been 2-3 months. i went through trouble sleeping in the first 2 weeks after that it stopped.
>>714003457
The idea that I could live in an age that develops the science to give me a vagina in addition to my man parts with out any other changes keeps me going in life in a big way.
I think I would feel like my body represented me more.
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>>714014851
no
>>714014833
OP, you can buy a fleshlight and tape it to your leg. Close enough?
>>714014311
Unfortunately 2D does not work for me at all. I appreciate it aesthetically, but not sexually.
>>714014392
I've been seeing mental health professionals for close to 8 years now. Currently seeing a very experienced psychiatrist and psychologist, and they both have helped me enormously in the last two years that I've seen them. Good advice m8, it really has turned my life around to be with competent doctors. The ones before that were just a nightmare that made everything worse, though.
>>714014402
Yeah but I enjoy gangbanging with some friends more than I join having two girls with me honestly.
>>714014446
No. I'm her boyfriend
>>714014548
No
I have killed my stephbrother , i have burried him in the woods nearby my house, my parents think he escaped and never came back, police never found his body, i've shot him with a blank gun and a modified blank bullet where i placed lead inside, i shot him right trough his left eye, he died instantly.
Dont tell my parents he was a prick anyway
>>714007546
kek'd
>>714015437
Do you let your friends cum in her? Or does she swallow?
>>714015240
I know man, it's hit or miss, but I'm glad to hear it's working out for you now. I'm in a prettyu similar boat myself.
>>714013364
Match
>>714008071
you are a classic sociopath. good for you.
>>714014722
31, and no I don't.
>>714015566
I moved to Australia and fucked a married woman while living in the marital home she shared with her husband and 2 kids. I cucked the shit out of this asshole while he paid for the food I was eating at the same time.
>>714016048
Thanks dude, likewise.
Might I ask what kinds of shrinks had you tried before you found your current ones?
>>714016617
do you think this is fun anon? i said this secret cuz this site is safe and everyone is anon, i killed my stepbrother when he was 15 i was 18, blank ammo guns are free to buy , i modified the blank bullet by taking tutorials on sites on the Hidden Wiki in ToR, they teach u how to turn a blank gun into a real one, no registration of the bullet nothing, this was my masterpiece.
>>714016932
I'm surprised you didn't use the anarchist cookbook, anon.
>>714005418
>>714009049
>>714010011
i think its a femanon......
>>714016344
Nice srsly I'm a little chubby but I've had former prostitutes tell me I'm packing so I'm just gonna pop a profile there lol
>>714016007
She's alright swallowing or taking it, it depends on what the guy she's sleeping with wants. Some cum inside her others will make her swallow.
>>714016673
It went from hospital to a revolving door-type place to the doctor I'm seeing now and have been for the past 6 years. I only met the psychiatrist once at the revolving door place where he diagnosed me on the spot (MDD, PTSD), sent me to a nutritionist, ordered an EEG, etc. I hate the guy, but I've been in good hands for a while. The hospital was for suicide watch in a psych ward.
>>714010262
Especially if she's 22 and her husband is an MMA fighter
I farted in my car (alone) the other day, and the stench was nauseating
>>714012704
Traps are passable shemales. Not all shemales are traps but all traps are shemales
>>714017354
Sounds like you've been through some shit, but I'm really happy for you that you've found some good help. It can take a hell of a lot of effort to get the right care sometimes but it's absolutely worth it.
I went from several military shrinks to being on watch in military mental health wards for homicidal/necrophilic behavior with over a dozen different doctors to a regular psychologist to a forensic psychologist to several different psychiatrists and psychologists until I found the two I'm currently seeing. Hell of a ride man.
>>714016617
Nice I cucked a dude on here wanted to take it farther was gonna ask for a kik but what site would u use? Like I said I'm packing but I'm a little chubby so I like it to be super easy lol but I manage to cuck the hubby too so they keep wanting it and I'm a Lil bi so the hubby can choke on my dick and I wouldnt mind
I want a woman to take a strap on to my asshole and make me her bitch
>>714003457
I have never had a single real friend.
Don't get me wrong, if you saw me in public I'd probably be in good company, but none of my friends really care about me. I've never been thanked for my input on a subject, or loved by a woman, or provided any substance to an at least semi-serious conversation. I'm just the sad lonely jester, going day by day cracking jokes and pulling off stupid stunts and memes for the amusement of my peers. At night, I might listen to some music, jack off, general things. But when the deepest night hits I without fail will always reflect on my shortcomings and cry myself to sleep. But when the next day comes I'll be back again to dance for my acceptance.
It's getting late, I feel like dying.
>>714017716
I met her on Lord of the Rings Online. She fucked like the dirty elf princess she was.
>>714017885
Rofl I find it funny that if you insult the dude they want it even more a while ago I was on here and told a girl to pop a sharpie in her butt so she said no, and later after berating her Bf she did it lol
>>714003457
I really only have just one dark secret the other stuff I got caught because I was fucking stupid. Started in 4th-6th grade I went to our schools computer lab with this girl and it was just her and I and we'd have this study hall. So I would sit next to her first it was nothing unusual but then I would have her pull up picture of Victoria Secret models on the school computer and I would masturbate through my jeans until I cam we did this all through elementary school. She never told anybody I just wish she would have done something she never did but nobody knows about this still to this day. My other one is we have this family friends who have 2 daughters for 10+ years we go over their house for Christmas eve. Started 7th or 8th grade where I would sneak up stairs and steal their Bras I would get home and just cum all over them. I did this every Christmas eve until they moved out and in the summers the oldest would watch me and I would cum all over her bra and wipe it off and put it back in her bag I would rub my cock all over their bras and underwear. I now have this pretty big ,collections of bras again nobody else knows I've done this. That's really about it. I 'm not sure why I started this I was never touched or anything but I was just super horny I've busted a nu in my neighbors bras as well I'm helping her set u some stuff but when she leaves I jerk off to her bras. That's my only dark secret
>>714008550
your going to throw everything you build away. you will regret it
>>714017250
Good luck...go for the ones a little older. They like younger men...a few years
>>714018978
I really don't mind 50 or 60 yr olds are fine for some head plus some are like 18 yr olds and will let you do alot to em but something about dirty milfs and their loser hubbies gets me diamonds so I'm happy to cuck cpls I just need to find some rich fucker who'll pay me to degrade him and bang his wife...
I had a girlfriend in highschool who I was vry attracted to, I was a really shitty boyfriend though and she dumped me and left me for another guy. I was really angry and bitter at first but over time I came to understood what I had done wrong and have felt immense guilt ever since. I'm in my early 20s now and I still can't stop thinking about her. I know that it's really pathetic to still care this much years later but there's nothing I can do about it. Every day I have flashbacks to times when I mistreated her and I'm forced to relive those moments. My brain has been guilting and torturing me for years now and I'm getting to the point where I want to kill myself because I can't take the constant self hatred and relived memories
>>714003457
I have a crush on every girl I meet as long as she's pretty attractive and not fat. Nobody even remotely finds me attractive though so I might as well spend my days on 4chan.
>>714019680
me_irl
