I need advice.
In 2014 I was sexually assaulted twice by the same guy. I tried to put it behind me and ignore it because I didn't like that anyone had the power to make me feel the way he did. I would stay in the shower scrubbing at myself until I bled, but no matter how much I cleaned, his handprints never came off. I hurt my body so much trying to take the feeling of guilt and dirt off of my body but it never went away.
Fast forward to last week, I find out that he's been telling everyone that I wanted him so bad and that I begged him to fuck me. He's telling everyone that he fucked me and I sucked his dick and jerked him off, and that I continued to beg him to come back and fuck me again.
What do I do? I've barely recovered emotionally from when it actually happened, and now it's all coming back up again.
Please give me some advice b.
>>713439583
Tits or GTFO?
>>713439837
rolling
>>713439904
I don't get why tits or GTFO isnt a thing anymore.
You fucked up not going to the police right when it happened, but you should still go now. If you don't, you're letting him rule you. Or you could slash his tires, throw a brick thru his window, egg his house. Something. I don't mean to be harsh but if you don't retaliate somehow I'll lose respect for you, & I think in the long run you'll lose respect for yourself as well
>>713439995
of course its still a thing fam
OP is clearly bait until proven otherwise, sage
>>713440023
A friend of mine (one of 2 people who know) said that I should just own it and make nasty comments about his performance. But honestly I don't know if I can go through all this again.
If I go to the police it won't go anywhere because it's not like there is any evidence.. it's just my word against his.
>>713439583
rape him back, duh
>>713439583
You've kept this too yourself that the issue I know I sound like a cunt but you gotta tell people what this guy did or you can't expect anything to be done
>>713440401
So you think I should be one of those girls that runs around screaming rape? That's just the opposite of who I am as a person. I feel like I may just slash his tires or something idk
>>713441092
It just doesn't feel like enough. I want to ruin him like how he ruined me, leave him scratching his skin to take away the filth.
>>713439837
>>713439904
>>713439995
I'm not real huge on people touching me or looking at me anymore since this happened
>>713441647
>shitty excuse
confirmed trap, abandon thread
>>713441647
There are rules here you worthless cumdump
You want advice/help/pity and we want tits so post your fat tits and we shall provide what it is you want... Or fuck off
>>713441647
This is the most that I'll provide.
Greentext the story you pleb.
get a black boyfriend to beat the guilt out of you with his 8 inch cock
>>713442482
Show the nipples you fat fuck
>>713442488
Dubs have spoken
>>713442482
I'll give 50% advice for that, you get the other 50% when you lose the bra
your best way to actually fuck him up is to provide your story. if he's telling people what a whore you are, you tell them how he raped you and you haven't got over it since and you still wake up with nightmares. you tell them that you scrubbed yourself raw in the shower and dont trust anybody enough to form a relationship, that you look at your body in the mirror and hate it because of what he did to you. Probably cant get him arrested but you can absolutely fucking ruin his reputation and people will take your side.
If you want to go with a shittier but less confronting form of vengance, thats where things get fun. but that will require tits.
>>713442809
this, now
>>713439583
ayyy u tha fag from the secret thread
wussup
Go tell him that you will suck his cock if he stops saying those things. Then when you have it in your mouth, bite like your life depends on it and tear it off.
But seriously, no. Go to the cops, ruin his life.
ignore him, deny it when people bring it up, move on. not much you can do about this one. time heals most wounds.
>>713440394
This, actually. Drug him and then let then peg his ass until he bleeds and then tell everyone he wanted you sooo badly.
>>713439583
>What do I do?
fuck him
>>713443111
trips ain't lie. upload it to punishtube.com and humiliate his ass
>>713439583
did you cum?
>>713439583
Ring him and ask to meet. Have your phone on record and convince him to talk about what he did. Then show him the recording and black mail the shit out of him. Fuck going to the cops, fuck his shit up yourself. Or better yet, leak his information on /b/.
OP post belly button pic w timestamp so we know you're real.
>>713439583
i was once falsley accused of rape while 17. she was on lsd so she thought i fucked her during. i can tell you how she coped with it because she thought she was actually raped.
not an interesting story, it was pretty much just us hanging out, her having a bad trip and me trying to keep her alive while i was high myself
>>713443666
kek nigger that's why you don't take acid.
>>713443914
i didnt take acid i only did pot
>>713439583
Go and get professional help, this is not the place to ask. Take care of yourself
>>713444015
well she did, and look what happened, or should i say didn't happen to her?
>>713444122
this, of all things this is the best course of action
Just tried but it's apparently too long. I'll post it in bits.
>>713444329
who are you talking to? >>::((
>>713443179
I bled.
>>713444365
Fuk meant to be reply to dubs asking for greentext
>>713442488
>>713442488
>in year 12
>have a movie night at friend1's (F1) house with F2 and F3
>all dudes because chick's didn't turn up
>watch movies all night, F1 seems to be getting weirdly close to me but w/e we've been friends for ages
>gets to 5:30am, we are all tired
>F1 says I can sleep in a bed rather than the floor/couch
>says he will sleep in the living room instead of me
>go and get in bed, fall asleep super quick
>wake up suddenly
>feel pressure on my body, try to push it off me but it won't budge
> realise my clothes have been hiked up
>realise someone is on top of me
>try to say no but there's something over my mouth
>morning light is coming through the curtains (sun rises at 6am)
>can see F1 on top of me with his hand over my mouth and nose
>other hand is going between trying to push my underwear aside, and squeezing my boobs
>try to scream
>try to get him off
>can't
>F1 ends up jerking himself off and finishes
>F1 gets up and goes to the bathroom
>I get out of bed and try to wake F2 and F3
>neither of them wake up, doors are deadlocked, so I end up snuggling next to one of them and crying until I could leave
Cont.
>>713444465
shit... that's terrible. i can't imagine what it felt like physically and emotionally but.. fuck im sorry.
>>713444122
https://centers.rainn.org
http://www.pandys.org/crisissupport.html
http://www.supportline.org.uk/problems
These are places to start seeking advice
>>713444622
Fast forward 2 months, I now have to drink at night if I wish to sleep, and have been put on pills for anxiety.
>go to party
>anything to get fucked up
>made sure F1 wasn't invited
>drink
>drank
>drunk
>guess who shows up
>F1 walks over, says he hasn't seen me in a long time
>stumble away
>pass out in back yard
>wake up and one of my girl friends is helping me up
>saying I need to get to bed
>says I can sleep in her bed
>beg her to stay
>She promises
>pass out before my head hits the pillow
>wake up, girl friend is gone
>can hear her outside
>feel something move in the bed
>start to panic and sit up
>gets shoved down
>can feel a hand on my chest/throat
>dress has been yanked down to expose my tits
>slapped
>dress pulled up and underwear ripped
> can feel someone shoving their fingers inside me
>can't fucking breathe
>try to scream
>no air
>"shhhhh"
>trying to push him off me
> try to hit him
>he pushes his dick inside me
>cry
>struggle
>cry
>he finishes
>slaps me again and walks out
>I stumble home and pass out in the shower trying to clean myself
>>713444465
did he fist you or what
>>713444698
>he pushes his dick inside me
>cry
>struggle
>cry
>he finishes
did he cum inside you?
>>713444698
did you tell anyone that you were raped?
>>713444622
>in year 12
ausfag? depending on state I can possibly help more directly with fucking his shit up.
>>713444698
Its okay anon.
>>713444698
He had selected all his classes with me at the beginning of the year, and this happened close to the middle of the year. I had to continue going to school and not being able to avoid him. I was either drugged up or drunk pretty much all through my senior year.
At the time that all this happened, I was dating someone. Had been for 2 years. Couldn't let him touch me after this. He thought he had fucked up because I threw up when he tried to get sexual with me. I broke up with him because he deserved to have someone who was a person. I was a shell.
>>713439583
Cut his dick off and roast with sage and thyme. Serve with quince and fig jelly
>>713445104
Why you bitching to /b/ about it? Bring it up to someone who matters and could actually do something about it. Now, quit being a cunt and show us them bare milk jugs.
>>713444794
Not quite, he pushed in quite a few more than i can take and was very violent in the motions. Apparently he also isn't big on keeping his nails to an appropriate length.
>>713444888
I don't think he did. I tried to pull anything up there out because there is no way that I would cope with having his child inside me.
i like how you have thirsty white knights trying to console this supposed fem anon then you have these other faggots saying tits or get the fuck out
>>713444622
>>713444698
ever masturbate thinking about it?
>>713445104
Wait let me get this straight right
>Have boyfriend
>go to movie night with 3 other guys and no girls
>get "molested" or so you claim
>cuddle with other "friend"
>after having been molested
>go to party without bf
>get blackout drunk while at party without bf
>get "raped" while drunk
Yup... Kill yourself
>>713444907
I told F2 from the first story. F3 didn't believe me, and I told the girl friend from the second story. She didn't believe me. They are both still friends with him.
>>713445415
This
>>713445415
Woman have no reasoning power and cannot think for themselves.
>>713445415
For the record, other girls were planning to attend the movie night too. I didn't really cuddle F2 per say, it was more like sleeping next to him until I could leave so I wasn't alone. BF was okay with me going to the movie nights, and was also invited but didn't wish to attend.
>>713445340
you can't just "pull" cum out of you that's not how it works... you're just lucky.
>>713445057
Yep. ACT.
>>713445606
Seems sketch no matter how you tell it
>>713445606
When no other girls show up that's when you fucking leave... This is your side of the story, his is very different and I'm sure the truth is neither side
>>713445421
fucking cunts. tell the police anyway, even if there's no evidence it will still pique their interest. this piece of shit deserves to be in prison anyway.
>>713445614
Wasn't really thinking rationally. I know you can't pull it out but I tried so fucking hard just in case.
anxiety doesn't exist
>>713445861
>pic very related
>>713445711
Which is pretty much why I haven't gone to anyone with it. Why would anyone believe me
all this good advice, and not even nipples?
>>713445941
do you wish he would have put more effort in to foreplay?
>>713445804
Didn't really walk in to the situation thinking "someone's going to touch me inappropriately tonight!" These people were my friends, none of them had been creepy to me in the past and all had love interests.
>>713445941
fuck it, it doesn't matter, if it's hurting you something needs to be done, someone needs to help you.
>>713446032
>These people were my friends
and one of them just wanted a favor...
>>713445709
a bit far from me but can do more than if you were international.
up for trading nudes for fucking his shit up if it's in private?
>>713446045
I just want him to stop. I didn't want to keep going through it and I didn't want to be the chick that F1 raped, I kept quiet, why couldn't he just leave it alone
>>713446143
noice bant
>>713445820
The problem is that all I want is for it to go away, and for him to feel the same fucking thing that I've felt all these years.
>>713446214
dude just break off all ties with F1 and get some help, either friends who actually give a fuck, or some psychiatric care. seriously, this is the best thing you can do for mental trauma
>>713446385
I have broken off all ties. Where I live, everyone knows everyone through someone. He's telling everyone he knows, and I am becoming the chick that begged for his dick. It makes me physically ill and I'm having so much trouble trying to even get up in the morning.
>>713446504
stop caring what they think of you. seriously i know this shit is hard but you have to if you want to move on. ignore the rumors, ignore all the bullshit people hear and say about you. you're only going to make it worse if you dwell on his fucked up story. trust me, this won't ruin you.
>>713446504
>It makes me physically ill
withdrawals?
>>713446741
If I forget to take my medication, yes and that is a horrible feeling.
>>713446815
> my medication
you mean his cock?
>>713446692
It's really difficult.
And it's been getting back to my family. Turns out he recently tried to hook up with my sister while she was out clubbing (newly 18 and all). She heard him bragging about it. She didn't know and idk if I can tell her.
>>713439583
Would you like for him to be killed?
>>713446892
I've been trying to save my pills up so I can just take them all and maybe die, but it's really hard and the withdrawal symptoms make me want to take them just to make the symptoms go away.
Not his cock, no.
>>713446994
>he recently tried to hook up with my sister
maybe you could have a threesome?
>>713447043
isnt' that a little dramatic?
>>713447130
Possibly. I can't stand being in my own skin anymore. It's all dirty and tainted.
>I was raped
You know what is a good idea? Go blackout drunk at a party with my rapist in it
>>713447264
>>713447043
yeah I think you need to talk to somebody a bit more helpful than 4chan
we can help with ruining his life in exchange for tits, but not much we can do about you hating your own skin
>>713447264
no it's not. would feel that way if he just punched you? cause that's all he did, except he punched you in the pussy. with his dick.
>>713447381
Looking at it that way kind of makes it less bad to be honest. I think most of the trauma has come from how violent and brutal he was in the process, and how powerless I was and still am.
Can we get a fucking name and a fb so I can bants the cunt.
>>713447309
As I said in the greentext, I had asked if he was going and everyone told me he wasn't. By that stage I was finding any and every possible excuse to drink. When he turned up, I was already very intoxicated, and I had asked my friend to not leave me.
>>713444122
Truer words have before appeared on 4chan.
>>713447536
we're all more or less powerless, but it's just a feeling.
stand up to him. or don't.
>>713447344
I went to a psych and all they did was give me breathing exercises and pills. I stupidly mentioned suicidal thoughts in a session and as a result I only get prescribed a new script every 2 weeks (so I don't get a 5 month repeat), and I only get 14 pills at a time.
after not reporting it to the cops the first two times, when he rapes you again, you'll know you deserved it.
>>713447884
It very much feels that way. That somehow, I myst have deserved it.
>>713447957
dude how is it your fault?
>>713447817
shitty psych. the pills help prevent some depression, but there's still the whole 'dealing with rape' side. You need to have coping mechanisms and talk out exactly why you feel like that and how to feel differently about it. I'd try getting referred to a different one and tell them the part you told us, about hating your skin and yourself.
As I said, happy to help fuck his shit up. just have to give a kik or something to discuss further. but revenge isn't going to fix how you feel about yourself.
>>713447957
>That somehow, I myst have deserved it.
that's hot, but really you don't.
>>713448096
Revenge is certainly worth a try!
>>713447957
>somehow, I myst have deserved it.
>myst have deserved it.
>myst
fuck I miss that game, haven't played it since school
>>713448172
then OP will have to provide some kind of contact method
>>713447536
just buy a can of mace or a gun or something and try not to get shitfaced around other people
>>713448273
you mean pic related?
>>713448273
Lmfao
>>713448454
yes
fuck that lever mang
Lose the bra
>>713439583
Seriously though...
Actual tits or gtfo
>>713442809
Lmao
>>713449031
This
OP Dead, abandon thread
Sanonrh is my kik.
>>713449867
Phone died. Apologies.
>>713449970
going to need new pic to confirm its you OP
I have to fuck off soon, what's your aim here? you want help to fuck him up or you want advise on how to do it yourself or what?
>>713439583
Plot his murder. Make sure to have a trusted friend do it while you are in a public place.
>>713450072
agreed, what do you want? what do you want for your life to improve?
>>713448307
My kik is sanonrh
Never used kik before so here's a code thing
>>713450072
I don't expect anyone else to fuck him up, seen too many cases of "not your personal army" to request that. More advice on how to ruin him myself. Gives me more satisfaction I suppose too.
>>713443246
recording someone without them knowing is illegal, but it depends on your state
>>713442482
nice tits
I can see why you were raped
lets see the rest
>>713452518
Kek
>>713439995
because its mysoginistic
>>713452518
Very funny
>>713453328
and you are fucking retarded
read the rules faggot
>>713453328
Are you a homo or something
surprised this thread is still alive. stay stronk op
>>713442482
>definitely report him to the police, it will help with closure, don't be a fgt
>similar thing happened to me when I was a virgin, the guy stalked me constantly and broke into my room while I was asleep
>DO NOT let yourself be taken advantage of as you are healing, jerkoffs will see that you are weak and try to take advantage physically, you may fall into it as a way to "forget" the feelings.
>carry mace and a knife. You do not have the "right to life", read the 88 Precepts by Lane.
>stay sober and keep a journal, do yoga and body stuff like working out
be extremely patient. Be ready to fight, be ready to kill.
>You need to be sober to heal fast as possible and process your mistakes and those of others.
>Bad things happen to everyone, grow up and move on.
>Also, people will not be too understanding. If someone you don't know well asks about F1, say that you "don't talk to them anymore..." DO NOT say why, it will give them reason to doubt you, it will dismiss the topic while letting them know something bad is up with F1 and to be careful as well.
>GHLF and carry mace, you need to be more careful, safety is not a privilege, it is a duty to yourself.
>tl;dr 14/88 bitch
>>713444698
lol. i love how he was slapping you too during it, just as icing on the the cake. what a badass.
>>713440341
>>713440341
You're a girl you dont need evidence to accuse someone of rape
>>713455690
false, fgt
I know what you're going through Op I got raped too once except the guy had a two inch dick so it didn't really feel like rape at all and I was passed out drunk when it happened and he said I was moaning my ex gfs name the whole time it was happening, part of me feels really dirty and stupid but the other me is a dumb bitch so I was still using the guy for drugs and hanging out with him instead of fixing things with my ex, would be really easy to kill this guy too and I also wanna kill the other guy who raped my ex problem is she won't talk to me anymore so I have no info, I feel like a total stupid tool about it but I'm just telling you so you know Ur not alone I might be in a worse place than u cause I think I miscarried cuz of the rape and that makes me feel sick but thankful at the same time cause being prego would make me an hero just curious how easy do you think it would be to off this guy/find someone who could?
>>713455842
14/88
>>713439583
This should be the last site to find advice for your problem anon. At least try /adv/ first. Even though I'm not sure if this is bait or not, try to report him to the police. Change state. Talk to a therapist. Find a support group. And also find help from your family.
>>713442482
Nice knees btw. But really go to /adv/ for a more serious answer.
>>713456132
>should have told cops
>didn't tell cops
>on /b/ complaining
lads w'ere wasting our time here
lol "Bad things don't happen to people who take them seriously". Vito Corleone
Are you armed by any chance?
>>713439583
first: i really hope you are a girl...
did he actually raped you, or where you just drunk, and fucked with him and regretted it a few days later, when sober?
sure it's a dick move if he's spreading bad rumors about you. tell everyone he's a liar...
why did you fuck him?
>>713439583
>First, tell the cops
>Second, tell the cops
>Third, tell the fucking cops.
Dude, even if this is /b/, that's the only thing you should do. Now I know that disclosing this to someone (e.g. cops) will make you feel even lower, but this is not gonna stop unless you do something about it, like telling the motherfucking cops for example.
That, or buy a fucking gun and shoot the fucker in broad daylight.
>>713442482
Obvious knees are obvious
>>713439583
I doubt you can convince anyone to believe in your story and if you really do not want to tell the authorities, I only have one advice for you: stick with it and use it against him. By that, I mean yeah, you had sex with him, but it was all in the past because you were horny that time and his dick was really small and it had these nasty little pimples or shit. Get creative, you're on /b/.
>>713457346
this.
if he actually raped you, at least tell the cops, if you don't want to kill him.
and start carry a knife all day, every day...
How come you didn't wake up your friends, you say you couldn't? I don't beleive this whole story
>>713455741
wrong, nigger
>>713455842
since you're a lesbian you deserved to be raped
Post his personal info OP
>>713457940
booloolooloolooahahaha
