Been feeling down in the dumps recently.
Feels thread?
>>712887462
me too man i've been
Don't die on me thread
>>712887462
>>712887961
What's wrong guys? Tell me your stories
>>712888625
>I'm sad
>waaaaaa
>Want some comfort
>But I don't want people to know i'm sad
>now i'm sadder
>waaaaa
absolutely pathetic
>>712888754
What if I know that someone desires me, but I also know that I am not good enough for someone that I desire?
Never give up, keep moving forward
>>712888754
if u dont like urself, how can u expect others will?
trust me, there are people (including woman) who dont give a fuck about looks, wealth or material things.
>>712889019
Very sober conclussion
>>712888989
absolutely pathetic
>>712889087
Some people just lack confidence m8, so if you don't even have confidence to offer
>>712888989
It's people like you, the ones who know that a person is in pain and still make fun of them, that's why we don't say anything.
That's why it's safer to suffer in silence and not attract any attention.
Because of assholes like you.
>>712887462
I am literally on my way out of my parents house. I am planning to move to a national forest in a couple weeks with all the shit needed to survive for a month. If I make it, I will come back stronger. If not, I will not be a burden to others. This will be up north and I just put in my two weeks notice in.
>>712889090
I'm getting double texted from a girl who I've met at a party last week and I litterally said to her face that she ain't getting a kiss from me...
Just today I tripple texted a girl who is into gaming and stuff and she still hasn't replied to me after 2 weeks...>>712889216
>>712889466
The 2nd anon shouldn't be there
These pics fucking wreck me
>>712887462
Moved to Washington with my gf.
Just this month she said she wants to be single fir a while.
This month Would be our 3 Years.
He took our son to her sister for thanksgiving.
I have no family or friends out here so I'm just at home alone and sad.
I think I might just sleep all day.
>>712889389
>act like a child and cry about everything
>posting sappy crybaby tumblr-core pictures about being sad
>Surprised no one takes you seriously
>everyone else's fault but me
yes because the ENTIRE planet is full of assholes that you can't stop blubbering like a child, talk to a single one and start taking some action. You'll instead go on /b/, the assohle of the internet, and cry with other more often than not equally people weak people and wind up in the exact same spot where you started.
>Top kek
>>712889900
yeah well that's just how life goes. Everyone has demons.
>>712890081
You're an idiot if you think I act like this in reality.
Anyone with a shred of discernment will see a suicide attempt in the making and get me locked up.
So I keep up appearances, if only so I can decide whether to go out on my own terms or not.
And believe it or not, I haven't cried in a long time, and I've wanted to.
>>712889924
I honestly prefer to celebrate thanksgiving alone. I was so mad that we had to celebrate thanksgiving right after work with my fucken family where my dad lives.
Can you fucking not post tumblr quotes for once?
>>712890617
worth it?
>>712891098
was it worth it to contribute to a thread? Yes.
>>712887462
The only friend I have left is moving
Probably never going to see them again at this point I don't know what I'm going to do
Everything somebody moves they just seem to fade and I never hear from them again
>>712891566
why don't you move too?
>>712889441
Sounds awesome, I hope you're prepared enough that you can get by without struggling and hating it. I'm currently living in a tent by the beach and am spending most of my time surfing(I fucking suck at it but am slowly getting better) fishing and reading the wheel of time. I came down by myself and its been amazing. I was trying to use tinder to meet people down here but couldn't get any matches with someone that was not obese. Such is life. I've decided that I should go back to reality soon but thinking about going back is making me depressed again. Anyway good luck!
>>712888747
Never had love in my life not even a kiss sucks man I guess I'm that bad but I have countless friends and popular in my school but still never had a girl in my life
feelsbadman.
>>712889441
so where the fuck are you posting this from? your phone?
>>712892519
Don't have the cash
>>712887462
I am struggling to rebuild myself after hearing a lot of truths I didn't really want to hear.
It's a hard progress that only has small benefits, but I have to wonder if you can strengthen something that has no solid foundation.
Have you guys ever tried to go through the struggle of treating youselves better?
I feel really terrible about everyone I affect because of it, and I feel like I'm hiding behind the guise of taking care of myself.
I have a good friend who I've stopped talking to because of the constant palpable negativity.
I love him but I can't keep being around him because it's so draining.
Is it wrong to cut off people who are occasionally good, but frequently damaging?
>>712892618
how old are you m8?
>>712891098
FUCKING WORTH IT!
>>712893180
nineteen
>>712887462
>>712893561
Same here then
Years ago I saw a post that started out something like this
"Hardened hearts of human husks..."
Anyone remember/have that and feel like sharing?
>>712893706
http://www.huffingtonpost.com/2014/07/20/low-self-esteem-what-not-to-say_n_5564397.html
>>712893561
>>712893874
guys im 21 and lost my virginity half a year ago, i went crazy thinking something has to be wrong with me, but eventually it will happen, for some earlier, for some later..
>>712894054
>>712893175
no.
you ought be your first concern, and when you realise that they mean more harm than luck, then you should reconsider your relation
>>712894408
Holy shit. Thank you so much. How can I repay you?
>>712894234
I hope so, i can't keep living like this
>>712894559
what is your bigger fear,
the one to get rejeted or denounced?
>>712894497
It seems like a habitual thing, that's what worries me.
I become friends with someone, get close to them, and then withdraw because I tell myself it's for my own good.
How do you separate someone being bad for you and pushing someone away because it's your habit?
I try to love myself but I don't want to hurt anyone while using that as an excuse.
>>712894558
Don't sweat it, repay me? Share something idk, I enjoy these threads.
>>712894723
I actually got rejected pretty badly after that I was always scared to get rejected like she did with me we stopped talking after that and thats what i'm scared of to anyone i talk to.
>>712894234
This.
Look people, let's keep this shit in perspective:
One day, you will die.
For better or for worse, everything you ever experienced, everything you could've experienced, your mind, you, as a conscious entity, will end.
There is nothing you can do to stop this, and same goes for everyone else on this planet, and for all we know, this universe.
But for a brief period in between the birth of this universe and its heat death, you will be privileged to witness something, anything, whether it be bounties of joy or terrifying vistas of anguish and despair.
Never forget these facts.
Never let someone convince you that they matter more than any other meat sack in this absurd existence.
>>712894723
Other anon here, not having the balls to even try...ever. And looking back all the time, living in hindsight. Getting rejected means you gave it a shot. What if you don't have the confidence to even try
>>712894873
well, at first i dismissed the thought of having the first time with someone special, only lucky few will experience that,
after that i started looking for a girl who would be cool with just banging
Well, after that it takes a safe place, good music and maybe a bit of courage
>>712894987
Thanks, lad.
>Be me
>17yo on the party
>Get that girl I would watch passing by at the school halls to dance
>While dancing asking her name
>After she spoke her name I "guessed" her surname
>She is smiling
>Asks me for mine
>I say my name
>She says my surname, tho misspelled
>She laughs and says "really"?
>I said she's beautiful
>She thanks
>I ask her if her accompanying person is her bf
>She says no and he'll never be
>I say a friend who looks exactly like me finds her very attractive and cool
>She says "Tell him to text me" and smiles
>Fuckyea.jpg
>I'm asking her to coming to my table and have a vodka with me
>She agrees
>Right after the dance having like 4 shots of clear vodka
>She is fucking cool
TBC
>>712895008
thats why the girl has to be random
>>712895510
I'm married dude
I'm talking about my attitude towards friendships
>>712895213
but if you know the prob, you also know the answere
>>712895510
>i dismissed the thought of having the first time with someone special
This keeps fucking in my head m8, I can't shake it.
>>712895801
Kind of not
>>712895583
>After the party texting her
>She doesn't respond for 10 hours
>fuckme.jpg
>She finally texts me back
>yay me
>Having a great conversation
>Next day of school she ignores me 2 times as I look at her and waiting for her sight till I say hello XXX
>Third time did it, tho it was awkward in some way
>Text her why she won't say hello to me? Are you shy or you don't wanna know more about me?
>She gets kinda angry, says we already know each other.
>After that I ask about shyness of hers
>She says she's not
>I ask if she'd like to say more about her
>She says "I'm better with remaining misterious"
>fuck me
>I said it is time for my training and say goodbye, also apologized if I was kinda mean, as I didn't intend to be.
>after a few hours she responds with "Hahaha, I understand"
This conversation had it's place at monday
DIdn't text her since as I wanted to approach her in school, tho can't find the moment, nor can I find her.
I'm planning to text with her at weekend, eventually "escort her to home" as I end my schoolday same time she does.
Anyone has some clues if I do something wrong?
>>712895583
**CORRECT**
>She misspelled my name
>I corrected her
>She says really? and laughs (The funny part is this that my name ALMOST sounds like an animal's name, but it lacks two letters, tho everyone is reading it quickly and misspells it
There is this shy girl that I am interested in.
She never texts first, but will talk for hours if I message her. Including some personal stuff.
Wonder, if there is a way to try to break down the wall preventing her from texting me
What could I do with her? Maybe try bringing up the fact of her not messaging first?
Something similar to this?
"I've noticed that you never seem to text first. Is there any reason why?"
where can one buy a rope?
the kind of rope that doesn't break even if a person hangs himself on it.
bump
>>712895762
Lol, ok sry, got that wrong
>>712896219
I wouldn't do that, she obviously is not really interested and further action of yours, could be interpreted cringy
>>712896934
Girls hardly ever text you first. If they do, they are either fucked up or they consider you as a friend.
>>712898861
It's worth to admit that my friend said that a friend of his tried to date her, tho she seemed weird and would never do what's bad.
>>712898917
I guess it's not necessarily a bad sign in my case.
Given she is very Shy, (Only has a handful of friends, and treats the professor as a friend. She did say that "I am just coming out of my shell")
But, she probably figures that I am interested in her as more...
>>712889087
>there are people (including woman) who dont give a fuck about looks, wealth or material things.
this.
Help kill Reddit-
Spread this petition which demands that the CEO of Reddit resign.~`
www.change.org/p/reddit-steve-huffman-should-step-down-as-ceo-of-reddit
bump
>>712890081
This guy does speak some truth, but he could have worded it better. Being a helping hand doesn't need to be a fist.
>>712890326
I can empathise with this guy cos I feel exactly the same.
I have a gf who loves me entirely for who I am and will do anything for me, but I still feel upset.
Trust me guys, getting someone to like you doesn't solve all your problems.
Ultimately, you need to find your goal, whatever it may be; overthrowing trump, an hero or being a millionaire, given the time and energy, you can achieve anything.
Tl;dr: getting a goal that you really really want and EFFECTIVELY AND CONSISTANTLY working towards it will keep depression and saddens at bay. Just PLEASE remember that if you do, don't be afraid to fail, it is natural to fail, but please don't be disheartened by it. After all, life is a learning curve.
P.S think about Thomas Edison.
>>712892855
kek
>>712894166
Fuck you man if words of positiveness from an Asian chick in a short skirt can't cure it then it's cancer.
bump/.
>>712887462
Feels thread? Always!
>>712901750
Right wing foot soldier: the mental illustration.
Another ten years and he'll shoot up a kindergarten or something.
>>712900595
Teenage love is nothing compared to early twenties love imo. First few months are cool, afterwards the teenage-stupidity sets in. "Hey, amy said you're not cool so i have to break up with you".
>>712889019
I hate the feeling, of someone desiring you but you know they wouldn't truly like the real you. Maybe it just a confidence issue, and i should just man up.
>>712902525
>>712902595
nice cherrypicking m8
sharing some incredible and very emotional jazz
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vP02sgYrHsw
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z4PKzz81m5c
>>712903167
ah fuck
>>712889087
I have something to append to this. You might get lucky and find a girl to be with as a loser with no confidence. I did back in high school. But because I was a loser with no confidence, it didn't last at all. Nobody wants to be with someone like that.
I don't have any advice for how to gain confidence. It isn't easy. But once you start grooming yourself properly, dressing like you actually care, trying all around, girls do notice. And you feel better about yourself in the process. A journey of a million miles starts with a single step, and looking like you care is a good first step in my opinion.
Good luck, guys.
>>712887462
>Date my highschool crush and best friend
>We lose our virginities to eachother
>inlove.jpg
>after 2 years we start to have problems so we take a little break
>turns out she fucks someone else in the 2 weeks we were apart, it took a year and a half to get her comfortable with me
>eventually work things out and end up just friends again
>last night i go over
>we have sex again
>feel like everything is good again
>this morning she wakes up and asks me to leave
"last night was a mistake"
>>712905793
>wanting her back
bruh
>>712905993
couldnt help it
>>712906061
Take peace with it dude, what do you still see in her?
If I catch you digging for attention one more time, you're done. Do not let it happen.
>>712893561
Same here but I just found a pretty great qt, it'll happen m80
>>712893561
same, you're not the only one out there.
>>712906752
how did you do it?
>>712905149
Hard to do while broke.
If somebody wants to discuss anything, have something on their mind that they wanna rant about, or just feel alone tonight, we have a discord channel for loners >> https://discord.gg/vRwv7
You don't have to be alone anon.
My best friend in the whole world seems to like one of our mutual friends a lot more than me now. Essentially, my favorite person does not consider me his favorite person anymore.
And now my crush recently confessed to liking my friend too.
bump
>>712893561
lmao same boat different waters
>18
>last thanksgiving with my family
>shipping to the marines in March
>plan to ship soon now
>my dad found out about my cigarette habit two days ago
>saw my dad doing it, picked it up because he used it to take away pain
>I did as well
>explain to my parents I kind of caught it after I saw my dad use it
>my dad starts blaming his shit on me because he ruined his relationship
>he smokes and drinks daily
>got back into marijuana
>blows money on all of it daily
>blames his mistakes on me
>he brings up a fault I had where I slapped some girls ass without thinking and got some heat
>thanksgiving night is pretty touchy now, he left the house
>I'm here wanting a smoke now
Kill me now, /b/ros
>>712910716
how old?
>>712911481
19 too
>>712911519
Sorry to do this guys but does anyone have the screencap of the post where one anon asks something along the lines of "is there more to life than making money, doing drugs and finding that one girl you like?" And sometime replies no. Has a pic of Edward Norton from fight club I think.
>>712911476
heh? your english is broken as fuck
Made my mother cry because I'm an alcohol. In never drinking again. You have no idea what its like to watch a parent cry because you upset them so much. It broke my fucking heart anon
Bamp
i just broke up with my gf, second gf, i thought ok, i been here, should be easier, fucking wrong
Tonight was one of my worst nights in the recent months.
Thanks for helping me cry friends.
>>712914345
why man? let it out, thats why we are here
This one gives me chills every time I read it
>>712914345
share m8
I want to kill myself to hurt all the people who hurt me. Any thoughts?
>>712916054
If they hurt you badly enough to make you suicidal, they wont care if you kill yourself.
>>712890326
Of all places tho, you expect people from /b/ to give a real shit about you? Most people wouldn't care anyway. I certainly dont care if some random ass anon on /b/ wants to kill themselves.
>>712916457
I feel like they'd be smart enough to put together that I killed myself cause they hurt me
>>712916585I forgot to put most people on the internet, not just most people in general.
>>712916457
What I meant to say here >>712916700
is that if I kill myself they'll know I did it because of what they did, and I'm pretty sure that'd fuck anyone up
>>712908190
>https://discord.gg/vRwv7
Says invalid
i even fucked up my reply I'm gonna go dome myself goodbye /b
I like dick and that's socially unacceptable
>>712916638
people almost always think that it seems... "If I kill myself, the people who I dont like or people who hurt me will feel like it was their fault!" Chances are they will not really look that far into it, and think that you were just depressed and didn't do anything to help yourself, especially if you didn't give anyone the impression that you were depressed and suicidal. Unless maybe you are doing this because of some hardcore bullying or some shit, but it seems bullying can be anything these days.
>>712917037
But she knows I'm suicidal, I literally told her
>>712916909
Sure it will, but you wont be there to see it.
It's not worth it man, live for the ones who love you, live to come out of this stronger
Does anyone take any depression meds? I take Prozac, but after a few days I see no change.
>>712887462
https://m.me/g/AbbdbfBJ83nBoUIp
>>712917269
That's like 2 people, and I don't love them back
Anyone got that story whith the guy going for hes brother birthday and he drives up a cementory?
>>712917526
>>712917300
They will change you, u dont notice it because it takes so slow but without them I wouldnt be writing this today.
I cant afford them no longer so i usally drink myself to sleep but I think it makes me more baf than good, I need to though so I dont miss a lecture and get kicked out of the university.
It's the only way I can get some sleep before my hell starts over
>>712917997
They are free here under the name "Fluoxetine" They just make me drowsy, anxious, and give me nightmares. But I will trust in your word that they eventually will work. Hang in there, you've made it this far.
>>712889900
Right in the feels
>>712915571
That was the straw the break the camel's back, thanks.
Really needed that.
please don't die out
>>712900595
>cryingfrog.jpg
Kek
>>712918800
It's time anon.... it's time to let go.
>>712919488
Dubs speak the truth..... I'll wait around until it 404s.
Reminder for everyone here
>>712891229
>FB_IMG
Your post is void.
>>712894408
My stab at it
Heartless husks of human beings, huh?
Nah, that's not what we are.
These people aren't as heartless as you think
We all have emotion. We are all brilliant individuals as unique and as interesting as you.
Some less so than others, but still
We are just like you
There is only one difference
For some reason, be it trauma, reflection, or just clarity of vision,
We see the world for what it is
A dark, decrepit, deceitful place of pain and torture
You go about your life seeing the world through a lens.
You have only known happiness, beauty. Sure, like everyone, you have experienced pain, agony.
But it was only temporary
For us, it is permanent
Call us weak if you want
But with all of us there is pain and loneliness
And it will never leave
It has numbed us to all but the worst.
This constant hate. The racism, the anti semitism, the homophobia and mysogyny
It is the only way we remember to feel anything
9/11, the holocaust, pain and terror and death and hate
That is all that shocks us enough to make us laugh
For we are not empty
Just broken
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