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>>712790834
The when i cussed my mom
>>712790984
no 1 By my gut feeling I think I have a good moral compass
>>712790834
ROLL
>>712790834
Muladhara roll
>>712790834
I´m in.
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>>712791193
I got into a fight with two fat white trash pieces of shit, and I stood my ground. Never been in real danger though, weird now that I think about it.
>>712790834
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>>712791108
Muladhara 8: I am obsessed with my best friend because she is extraordinarily intelligent, speaking six languages already at the age of 16, is very well cultured, and is utterly gorgeous. She also values my opinion, something even my family do not do. We have expressed some feelings for one another, but we are both unsure if it is romantic or platonic, as neither of us have received much of the latter.
Roll.
>>712791348
A while ago I got really obsessed with this girl I was doing a group project with. It was really weird, because she wasn´t even that attractive. I think it was like a glitch in my brain.
>>712791103
It's a kinda interesting story really.
After Highschool I began studying for a pilots licence. and despite the many struggles and bumps in the road I dealt with, after good while, I finally got it!
Despite that I was afraid of heights.
>>712790834
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>>712791480
Svadhisthana roll.
>>712791064
no 2. I went to a party in a neighboring city, got drunk. Went to my mountain home. Did not answer my pone in the morning and when i finaly did I lied where I was.We packed up and started driving home . And when i finally got home. My dad called me from the mountain hmes land line. I knew i fucked up. The wisdom is dont fuck with my dad youre in fr a shit storm
>>712791553
A friend of mine punched me in the face and knocked me out once. We were drunk and joking around, and I´m pretty sure it was an accident.
ral
>>712791624
Honestly it´s probably porn. I´d probably be able to overcome it if I had someone attractive to fuck.
>>712791546
I have a Holocaust fetish
>>712791680
reral
>>712791418
Muladhara 9: I had a threesome (technically several across the day, as we took breaks in between) with an acquaintance and her boyfriend. I had never fucked a guy before, and it was a memorable experience; I was also lusting after my friend for a while, so to actually be inside her was an amazing experience. Sadly, our friendship broke down after this event.
Roll.
>>712791697
I don´t really get excited about stuff anymore. Maybe the prospect of going to a party where a lot of my friends will be. Good thing i have one planned this saturday.
>>712791786
>leave gf
>eat healthy
>work out
>drink less
>leave 4chan
>>712791605
Failing my second year, not working hard enough, I finally changed that, and am hoping for the best
>>712790834
rollerino
>>712791854
Feeling powerless/weak makes me angry because I have convinced myself strength is the only thing that matters.
>>712790834
Wow this is really cool
>>712791704
2. I had an addiction to drinking vinegar, and would drink half a gallon a day. Don't remember how I got over it
>>712791745
Muladhara 5: I cheated on my girlfriend with an ex. My girlfriend is one of those girls who isn't really into sex and I refuse to pressure her into it, and I was seeing my ex anyway because we're good friends. One thing lead to another, and 8 months of sexual frustration took hold. I'm sorry, Georgia.
>>712791737
i thought i got brain damage and changed my thinking forever but did not
>>712791916
I kissed a girl while I was in a relationship with my gf. I could have avoided it by not crashing at her place while drunk. Generally avoiding temptation is the best way to deal with temptation.
>>712791858
See where I went wrong, try to learn how to do it right the next time it comes around. And keep going at it until you do it right
>>712792038
Creativity takes work too. I shouldn't expect it to be easy and just put in the work.
>>712791890
re roll
>>712791939
3. Being myself I guess idk
>>712792121
I don't know that I've ever been in love. The first girl I was attracted to was a cousin of one of my classmates. i was probably eight at the time.
>>712791929
Only had sex once. It was kinda shitty. She layed like a fish, and I didn't even cum. Just got bored and left lol. Cunnilingus was good. She also gave me an "earjob". Feelsgoodman
Not really memorable since I hate the whore
>>712792186
I hit my mom once, not proud of it.
>>712792141
1.I need to learn how to be a real man, don't back out in anything, be more responsible and take challenges head on.
>>712790834
Roll
>>712792149
4. Getting a hobby or something I guess
>>712792227
Our opinions are part of who we are. To doubt them is to doubt ourselves.
>>712791952
Muladhara 2: I avoided talking to an old friend with whom I fell out of contact with after high school. He messaged me because we haven't spoken in ages and I think he may be lonely, but the truth is that I was never really comfortable talking to him.
>>712792253
re roll
>>712790834
rull lel
>>712792044
Not expressing my feelings, Im afraid to do it. Because every time i do i get burned
>>712792300
roll
>>712792282
I was about to kiss a girl I was really into, but backed out at the last moment because I had a gf. Still regret it to this day.
>>712792370
Anahata roll
>>712792332
2. I threw a punch at my mother when I was young, still regret it to this day.
>>712792191
Love? Not really sure if I was in love, or just dumb. I'm not that popular with girls, and she was the only one who was interested. She was a whore though. I'd rather forget
>>712792299
Muladhara 1: I, still living at home, could begin to pay my parents some rent again once I find a new job, having recently lost my old one.
>>712792423
3. I got hit by my sisters husband, that fuck made my sister take his side and turned out to be an asshole, family hated him for some time. Its all cool now, but not between us two. Fucking britfag.
>>712792256
Describe your most memorable sexual encounter
Was my first time, me and my girlfriend went to a graveyard at lunch often to make out. One day we decided to fuck and we did, came back late for class with a good sweat going. It was a good day. This will function as roll 2
>>712792404
I am going to leave my gf and work out some way to stay in my kid's life. Should be doable if I don't let my emotions get the better of me.
>>712790834
ro lL
>>712792311
Dependent on my parents. Finish college get a job and pay them back for everything they gave me over time. even if I dont have t
lorl
>>712792596
When my brother lost the key to his bycicle lock, I spent a whole afternoon carrying it home from the station, tearing off the old lock and putting on a new one.
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>>712792567
7. I get excited by thinking about traveling, that sense of experience and learning, I can't really bring it in any way to my other parts of life.
>>712792669
Antidepressants probably
>>712792710
Vishudda roll
Roll 1
>>712792465
Muladhara 7: Back when I was 11, my father got really, really wasted, and as I had been an annoying little shit earlier that day, he decided to wake me up in the middle of the night to beat the living hell out of me. He broke my nose, knocked out six of my teeth, and fractured some of my ribs. After all of this, he pulled me out of my bed and brought us face-to-face before growling at me 'You fuckin' idiot'. Right then I thought he was going to kill me. My stepmother intervened however, and the next day when he was sober, he went and took my brothers and I to a local amusement park. It was not great compensation.
>>712792741
I don't.
>>712792823
Being an only half-decent father.
>>712792701
1. I was in second or third grade, she was really cool and cute and I gave her gifts in front of everybody on special occasions. She didn't seem that interested in me, after a while I switched schools.
>>712792881
I would take back telling my ex I loved her, if I hadn't we wouldn't be back together now.
>>712792953
By determining why you failed, and how to avoid it in the future.
7. I was most afraid for my life when my dad lost his court case to get custody of me because he fell asleep and missed a meeting. He was yelling and screaming and said I was going to tell my mother I wanted him to have custody or else. He had talked about killing her before, amd I thought he would kill both me amd her if I said no.
>>712792777
Muladhara 3: I do not recall ever facing any severe kind of danger in my life that I have actually bothered to face. All the danger has been forced on me when I could not escape. The best I can say was running onto the road to stop my little brother from being hit my a car, but even then, I don't think it would have actually hit him.
>>712792634
no 9 Wen you snowboard you are free, dont have to lock back just go forward for those 10-15 min.
Enjoy the ride and dont think about any problems
>>712792983
Love makes me dependent on others, not sure that's a bad thing.
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>>712792579
What makes you angry? Why?
Facing impossible obstacles and people who don't listen to reason or stay aware of the situation around them. They need to understand that there are people outside of their own bubbles each with their own hopes, dreams, needs, and challenges.
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>>712793039
Morality is as arbitrary as beauty, it exists only in the sense that humans experience it. Because it is purely subjective it cannot be measured and people will never be in agreement about it.
>>712792902
4. I have porn addiction, not really a thing but its a really bad habit. 10 times a day minimum no joke, would love to overcome it especially since it causes premature ejaculation (cant last more than a minute) and I get into more weirder shit as time goes by. I can start with less masturbation, let go of my porn collection, and motivate and encourage myself not to do it.
>>712793032
no 7 only left in vishudda will do that later now roll for purple
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>>712793152
This one time I felt like my whole life was shattered to pieces. Afterwards I realised I survived it. This made me see that nothing is as bad as it seems.
rollllll
>>712793092
Describe a time you overcame temptation?
I overcome temptation everyday. I stay /fit and eat well, and avoid unhealthy relationships with people who aim to use me for my money and helpful nature.
Orange 3: people keep hurting me, so, so can't think of just one thing.
Rollo
For the past 10 years I applied to so many nursing colleges and never got an acceptance letter despite having a sound gpa. Just gave up on it.
Apply once for respiratory therapy and get in. All that petty anger, frustration just washed away.
0/1. I had a crush on this guy in 8th grade. He was the most popular kid in our grade, so most girls liked him. I decided I was sick of stressing out over whether or not to tell him i liked him, so I just told him I had a crush on him after class. He said he was flattered, but he had a lot of things planned this summer and wouldnt have time for a girlfriend. I knew he was just letting me down easy (I'm a hambeast) but I really just wanted to tell him and get that off my chest
>>712793157
5. I gave in to temptation lots of times during my life. I smoked weed for the first time, and then cigs. But there were good ones too, I took a dive in the pool at a scare height and I got to try sushi that I love (only California rolls) to this day. I could have really avoided cigs at least if I just didn't let myself try them in the first place. I wanted to be cool you know, like the people in the movies, and ended up fucking myself real hard, can't even outrun my fatest friend without having to cough and slow down.
>>712790834
OP je pederčina
>>712793157
dude thats to much. Just stop watching it like I did
>>712793163
purple 3
I had dream in witch I got back with my ex, after everything happened. I was happy and everythin was like it used to be. And we had sex and than i woke up jelling no
>>712793297
1°7: i was 12 years old and i was out fishing in the sea with my father, in an instant a big wave took me and my father then a man that was just passing by jumped in to the water to help me and my father
>>712793257
Done
>>712793608
Nisam majkemi
>>712793512
6.
1 motivate myself to do the right thing everyday
2 help out other people more
3 be hell lot more responsible
4 get rid of bad habits
5 stay healthy, fit, emotionally and mentally balanced
>>712793663
Getting back together with my ex.
Ajna Roll.
6. It depends on why they're decrying it. If it's for a reason like, they think I dont have enough knowledge of whatever Im talking about I would be kinda pissed, but I would wonder why they think that and want to genuinely know their opinion on it. If its because Im white or because of some stupid shit like that, then I'm pissed but I dont give a shit what they have to say.
>>712793715
Visualisation techniques. I already use a few of those when I'm bored.
>>712790935
Roll
>>712793651
1°1: being around the people that i can call my friends
>>712793001
Muladhara 6: My secret fetish is that I am into incest. Specifically, my cousin. We have recently arranged to meet up after making several very, very flirtatious conversations, and even sexting a few times. I think I may actually have sex with her.
>>712793778
Sing more I guess, playing an instrument maybe.
>>712793323
Describe a time someone did something horrible to you but you still loved them
One of my exs wouldn't introduce me to one of her male friends, I dumped her because of it and regretted it, but at the same time I don't wanna go cuck mode... I don't know if it was a good decision, but if I stayed with her I probably would have burned her friend alive. They ended up dating a while after so I was 'right' in the end... never gonna forget her though.
>>712793713
8. For starters I can really stop using my brain. I try to write a story and its shit, or copied from another movie/tv show or other book. I need to turn of and let myself flow, just stop trying to make things perfect, let them be. Get things off my head and just, how to say this, just do it.
>>712790834
You got some of the descriptions of the Chakras wrong.
I'm still glad you posted this though.
I believe in the Chakras and have studies them.
3. My dad has manipulated me amd talked about killing my mom. He even said he planned to kill her when i was younger but said he wouldnt have been able to face me when i grew up and asked about her. And he actually thinks he's a better parent than her. But I still love him, despite everything hes done.
>>712793808
Svadhisthana 8: I am attempting to find the time to learn an instrument. I have been trying to learn the guitar, the piano, the cello and the violin for years now, but have never had the time to fully invest. I have a lot of free time coming up soon, so I shall try.
>>712793845
What is your greatest regret?
I don't think I have any major regrets. I always try and do what I think is right and needs to be done. Call me full of myself
>>712793908
9. People make me angry. Sometimes they are just who they are, I need to learn how to understand people, psychology, study that to be able to blend in more easier and control the ones around me, negative one go out of my life, positive one in. "Someone ones told me, don't hang around people that don't have your best interest in them." I'll do that.
>>712793833
I usually dream about adventures. I guess I'm bored with my life.
Im really only dependent on my parents for housing, but that will change once I get to college and move out.
>>712794121
We feel better about decisions made based on feelings, but decisions based on thoughts make us happier in the long run.
>>712793793
1°3: when i was 15 i was hanging out with the girl that i liked at the moment when we were walking down a street with no ligths a man with a knife appeared to steal our things, an idea came to my mind and i acted y kicked his balls with all the strengh that i had and run with her by the hand
pd: she didn´t liked me
>>712794194
Stop drinking and smoking weed every other day.
9. I could get a new planner to organize my mind better. I always forget things
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>>712794120
1. To have lived it like I have wanted to live it, or just to be able to look back at my life and be happy about the choices I made and where I am then. I want to have lived a life and regretted nothing.
>>712794242
During almost every Rugby match I ever played.
>>712794053
Svadhisthana 3: A friend of mine slapped me very, very hard once, as a joke. I saw red, and when I came to, I had grabbed her by the wrist and felt like I was about to beat her quite heavily. It reminded me too much of my father, I suppose.
>>712794336
Be more perceptive.
Ajsjsjsjsjdj
>>712794362
Go to bed earlier.
>>712794319
9. I don't know... I think for me, that will come later in life, hopefully not too late.
>>712790834
roll
>>712794405
Think and pause before I act I guess.
Sahasrara roll
>>712794416
6. Shitty, I hate it, I will talk back, and I will make my opinions loud and clear, I can't stand criticism. Something to really work on.
>>712794110
Is it better to make decisions based on thought or feeling?
I think decisions on thought are best unless the feeling decisions you make are positive and kind feelings, because those spread happiness for everyone. If it's negative though bad blood breeds bad blood.
>>712794354
Svadhisthana 4: I was addicted to World of Warcraft for a long time. Funnily enough, it was sheer circumstance that ensured I lost my addiction: I simply didn't have the time to play anymore. Work and university overwhelmed me.
>>712790834
roll
>>712790834
Rolling this motherfucker
roll
>>712793612
Most of the time if I feel right about it.
Went to a huge party organised by a political faction in a near by town. After 4 hours everyone was drunk including me. So i got this feeling something bad was gonna hapen and that I should leave. 15 min later police came and there was a huge fight and some one shoot from a gun.No one got hurt but id didnt feel right
>>712793917
Got it from pol feel free to fix it
>>712794519
3. When my father left. I was happier for some time, I knew I could do it myself even though I was young, I wish I could be left alone sometimes, sometimes to just get it over with.
>>712794620
Fuck, rolling again.
>>712794659
Stop being so impulsive, and think before I say things
>>712790834
Poooo
>>712794565
Svadhisthana 5: I gave into temptation when, instead of saving up my money, I went and pre-purchased the latest Hearthstone expansion. Maybe I'm just replacing one addiction with another.
>>712794736
Its good
awaken the giant within
>>712794238
1°8: i have an obsession with energetic drinks, i just love how they taste and how they make me feel
>>712794827
Start going to the gym again, and force my self to rise at dawn
>>712794777
Svadisthana 7: I get excited about seeing my best friend, and my girlfriend. Really, any of my friends. I want to transmute this enthusiasm to other areas of my life, but really, my friends are my life at the moment, between jobs as I am.
>>712794881
Its better to make decisions based on thinking and to based on feelings. It is more rational and logical, making decisions based on emotions will most likely result in getting your self hurt. Stop and think about it first
>>712794865
well no, i have a big control of myself (i am a dreamer soo having lust thougths are good for me)
>>712793612
its a problem I have to deal with, I remember the time I went to visit my grandparent in Russia. They lived in a shitty town and really no internet, like a gig of internet was like 10 dollars or some shit no kidding. I came there with my hdd loaded with movies and music and mostly with porn. I wanted to fight it you know, at least once and I deleted the porn folder, trash can and everything. I was so obsessed and just like having this withdrawl almost, I thought I was going to lose it man. Just couldn't do it. Now its harder when porn is clicks away and always new and you could find anything and everything, so its way way more difficult.
>>712790834
roll for chakrus
>>712795023
Just dont suppers your creativity it might not feel appealing from my point of tough. Some times you just have to let go
>>712790834
Muladhara roll. Let's get enlightened.
>>712794987
Svadhisthana 2: When I was younger, one of my friends (who was a problem child in his own right) attacked and severely hurt my cat for no reason. In retaliation, my other friends caught him and held him down, and I kicked him in the head, ribs and legs as hard and as many times as I could.
roll
>>712795039
1°9: well it was 2 years ago, i had sex for the third time in my whole life and my gilfriend just decided to give me the pleasure to do anything that i wanted, i have a fetish, i like sadism so i chained her to a bed and wiped her ass for a long time, it was the best thing thaat i had ever experienced in my whole life
>>712790834
Muladhara roll
>>712790834
rollerino
>>712795224
dont know rolling for pink
>>712795100
Had the same problem, but at least i got it down to 1 every 3 days. While i had i gf barely tossed it once every two weeks
>>712795305
five again so i change it to 6
i just said it, i´m a sadist
>>712794771
7. I took MDMA at a rave and was havimg a good time.some guy collapsed in the middle of the rave everyone was circled round. When I got to the first I saw my brother lying on the floor with his mouth ajar I thought he had overdoesed. I spent the next 10 minutes crying in a corner panicking. I asked one of the bouncers to take me to the onsite medic to see my brother. When I got there it turns out it wasn't my brother it was some fat dude. I was just tripping
>>712795225
>Have you ever let your lust get the better of you?
Yes and no. Back when I broke up with my girlfriend, I can't deny that my desire to see what other women would have to offer played a part in my decision. Other than this, I have never made a poor decision because of lust.
>>712795309
1.9 My most memorable sexual encounter was a year or two ago when a girl I had been seeing invited a friend to join us. We were fuck buddies, so no emotional attachment issues were there. We tried anal on my and I loved it.
Rollll
>>712795415
1.5 Yes.
>>712790834
I feel a lot better after writing all of this, fells nice after saying it all out
>>712795457
1.7 When I was a kid I was at my dad's place and I woke up on the couch after falling asleep in the back room. The living room was totally dark and I heard voices talking about killing me. In retrospect it was probably just sleep paralysis, but it was terrifying.
>>712795404
4 svad. Wanking I guess. Not really addicted to anything tbh
>>712795288
Svadisthana 9: What makes me irrationally angry is cowardice and avoiding confrontation. I recall in a university class that someone threw something across the room, and one girl, who was nowhere near it, flinched and covered herself. I wanted to yell at her.
>>712794664
4. I overcame america? can a country be an obstacle, I came here and I adapted, to the culture, to the people, I know what to say and what not to, I don't have an accent. Though I really feel weird sometimes, I feel out of place, here russia britain no place make me feel comfortable anymore, anywhere I got I fuck up and eventually i'm a weirdo, well except here, you guys and this website are the one place I feel where i'm not the weird one or the one that stands out and I don't feel like i'm out of place. I can say anything I want. Its good to have you all.
>>712795395
freaking 5
i avoided being in the same class room with a especific girl, just because she liked me and i didn´t soo to not hurt her feelings i avoided her
>>712795413
>Tell about a situation you faced head-on despite danger. Why did you?
I've stood up for friends in barfights several times, though always in an attempt to stop the fight rather than to get in a few smacks myself. I guess this has partially been because I'm pretty confident in my fighting abilties, and partially because I was usually too drunk myself to care.
>>712795543
1.3 Once, back in high school, I saw a big guy hit his girlfriend. I walked up to him and throat punched him and then we fought. It could have been dangerous, but I believed what I did was right and I stood by my morals.
>>712795297
Mulhadra 7: When i was young, i was afraid to sleep when my dad was driving at night with me in his car, cuz i feared he would fall asleep and have a car accident
>>712795670
Svadhisthana roll
>>712795621
i just did 1 instead of 5 i only have the number 4 left....fap
BRB
>>712795593
3. All my high school years, moved 12 times. Couldn't do shit, grades fucking 2.0 barely, I made it though.
alright chumps lets do this, LEEEERROOOOOOOOY
>>712795580
Svadisthana 6: I could talk to my friends more often, I could be more productive, I could focus more on the present and future more than the past, I could spend more time with my girlfriend, I could find a new hobby.
>>712795715
2.5 I give in to temptation every so often when I masturbate to things I know I shouldn't. I could have avoided it by finding something else to satiate my lust.
>>712795820
Manipura roll
>>712795667
>Tell about when you were the most afraid for your life.
I've made a poorly timed jump from a boat once. Once of my feet got stuck behind the railing, and I almost smacked my head against one of the other steel boats lying next to it. Gave me quite the scare, and I've been a bit more careful when dicking around since.
>>712795854
3.4 My goal is to graduate college. I'll do this through hard work and dedication.
Rolll
>>712795886
>What is your most secret fetish?
Probably lactation. Only my girlfriend knows about this.
>>712795780
8. For starters I cam try to get rid of my old habits. Watch what I put in myself, physically, food and mentally, what I read and what I watch. I can try to get more sleep. Lately like, past 6months only been getting 6 hours of sleep a night, definitely fucks with my brain, need to up it by 2.
>>712795898
Fucked up and accidentally did 4.4 instead of 3.4. For 3.4 I've been struggling with depressive episodes for years, and I always get through them with positive thought, meditation, and close friends.
>>7127959999.
9. fuck that, I am emotionally off balanced, I need to figure it all out, more time.
>>712796035
3.5 I overcome my fear of failure by facing it. I keep going at it until I succeed.
>>712796102
3.2 I can't think of a time that I've overcome temptation. I tend to let my desires get the best of me.
>>712795785
Svadisthana 1: My first love was when I was in late high school. I began to crush on someone a few years above me in year level. She was cute, not beautiful, with a bubbly personality. I wanted nothing more than to hold her in my arms, kiss her, and feel her breathing. And maybe eat her out until she violently came, her cunt damp with my saliva and her juices.
>>712796165
I've done 3.5, reroll
>>712795712
1'2
I avoided to do a paper I have to give next week and now I will never have the time to do it properly.
I guess i avoided it because of a mix of lazyness and a "what the fuck am i doing here ?" feel.
>>712795783
I've stolen shit. Mainly for the rush. Not something I'm proud of.
>>712795956
Switching to 8.
>Explain your obsession with an object or other person
I'm fascinated by the extent to which the human mind is controlled by chemicals. This drives me to look into drugs, psychedelics in particular. Not an addict or anything, just incredibly curious about my minds reaction to the substances.
>>712796192
And 3.2
>>712796204
already fapped today, gonna skip this
>>712796097
7. Judging by myself, I defend my opinions b/c I don't want to appear wrong and I care way to much of what other people think of me, I should change that.
>>712796238
3.8 Understanding your emotions can give you a clear insight in to what makes you tick and what you really enjoy. It also gives you means to control them.
>>712796245
Oh yes, all the time. That's something I've been working on.
>>712796331
3.1 My ultimate goal is to be happy.
>>712796372
Done 3.2
>>712796254
4. Goal: become a fucking man already
Do what you say
Keep your head when everyone else is going nutz
Be more responsible
Take action
Join the fucking army
Get rid of all bad habits
Get good sleep
>>712790834
Roll
>>712796396
3.6 Feels bad man.
roll
>>712796440
Anahata roll
>>712796407
7. Physically, start to exercise
Eventually run, work out and overall watch the calories and the shit I put in my body
Jack off less
>>712796229
>Describe your most memorable sexual encounter
For some reason, a particular encounter with my current girlfriend has always stuck to me. We were away for the weekend to the lamest location ever, and as we were bored out of our skulls and fell asleep, I was guessing I wouldn't be getting any that night. Approximately 30 minutes into sleeping, I was suddenly woken by my gf, who rode me like she had never done before, after which we went back to sleep. The surprise element and incredible initiative from her side really did it for me.
>>712796475
4.5 I had been in to this chick for years and I finally told her how I felt. Apparently she had been hinting at me for a while but she recently got a boyfriend. I don't get hints well.
>>712796525
Had 5 already. Switching to 4.
>Go fap
Just had a fap, so I'll just move on.
roll
>>712796177
Manipura 7: People want to be right. They want to know that the way they see the world is the correct way, so that they can go about their lives calmly and without inner turmoil.
>>712796563
4.3 My grandpa had Alzherimer's, and a few years before he died he got really violent. One night I had to hold him down so he wouldn't hurt my grandma or himself, so I was just holding him down while he hit me thinking I was a Viet Cong soldier (he was in Vietnam). I still love him, but the situation was super traumatic.
>>712796198
I can't get off my thought a girl I kissed, about 3 month ago. I felt like I had never met a person like her, and sometimes I wonder if I will ever met another girl like her. But I have hope, and I am self-improving, so that's fine.
>>712796589
Had 9 already. Switching to 1.
>What can you do to feel more secure in life?
I could tighten up my schedule and make sure my studying is more on point. I would have less doubts about my assignments and tests.
>>712796508
2. I could probably devote to educating myself to the max, go full one phD
>>712796358
I have an obsession with escaping from the real world. It may manifest in activities such as video games or television, but mainly I escape to my own mind where I can do anything. I have my own imaginary world, parallel to our own universe, where I imagine myself as the person I want to be. I use a childhood toy as a 'thinking device' -- I just move it around in my hands and it helps me think and go the world in my mind. I suppose that toy would be the "object" that represents my obsession.
>>712796726
4.6 In high school I saw a super buff dude hit his girlfriend outside of the school. I walked up to him and throat punched him. We fought for a bit, but in the end he ran off. I got beaten pretty bad, but I did what was right for a stranger.
>>712796843
I've done 4.3
>>712796868
4.8 For me personally, I need to make sure I relax and that I get enough sleep, but not too much.
>>712796737
Switching to 2. Final question, so moving to Svadhisthana after this.
>Tell about a situation you avoided. Why did you avoid it?
Today at work, I postphoned calling a few customers to the point where it would no longer pay off to call them at all. Not because I suck at keeping the time, but because I'm so scared of calling strangers on the phone that I'll try stuff like this to not have to.
fpihj
>>712796925
I've done 4.5
>>712796959
4.9 Kind of the same as mental well-being to be honest
doll
>>712796995
Did 4.5
>>712797029
And 4.9
>>712796601
no. 1: I don't know, I know who I am so I can't really smash any illusions.
>>712796750
5. My biggest regret was not going downstairs when some men brought my father in handcuffs inside our home and shot him in front of my mother. I wanted to see him and his lowest point, what did he do? Did he beg for life? Would they have shot him if I was there watching?
toll
>>712797068
And 4.8
>>712796931
>Tell about your first love, even if she didn't love you back.
I guess technically my first love was a girl from pre-school I fancied. I was young, stupid, and just thought she was pretty, though. Especially in hindsight, such love means nothing.
Roll
>>712796823
already did 3, so I'll choose 9.
I once got my ass licked by a girl - shit was the best feeling ever.
there have also been times I've been too nervous to get my dick up. But if I don't think too much, it never happens. Must be all in my head.
>>712797102
4.2 I can and plan to wholly devote myself to philosophy. It's my major in college and I legitimately love it.
>>712795749
well i did it...
now i can pass to the next chakra
toll yeyeeyye no dupe plz
>>712796653
Manipura 3: The only real unforeseen problem I've ever dealt with in recent memory was the university I was planning to transfer into to do my honours cancelling their honours program due to lack of applicants, so I just did it at the uni I was already at.
>>712797184
Accidentally did 4.4 earlier.
>>712797127
>Why do you think people defend their opinions so much?
Because people see being wrong as a weakness while, in fact, seeing that you're wrong and adjusting your point of view when given a good reason to do so is one of the wisest things to do.
>>712797088
8. Analyze my choices and actions on a monthly/yearly bases. See what actions got me where I wanted to be, see what actions got me rolling downhill; and don't make the same mistakes again.
>>712797230
Vishudda roll
and again
>>712797250
Moving on to Manipura.
>>712796730
svadhistana roll
>>712797188
2°8: i just listen to music, metal, rock and rap music works fine for me
>>712797277
5.7 I've been singing songs this whole time
>>712797076
Stop being paranoid and just learn to enjoy life while I have it.
>>712796726
The only thing I fear in life is Alzherimer's. Just loosing my mind and becoming some one other than myself. I'd rather be dead. You did a good thing though anon, it was for everyone's good even if you sacreficed your own.
>>712797159
did 9, so 1 now.
I should work on getting a stable job and relationship, and eventually have kids. That would make me feel more secure.
>>712797330
well fuck yeah man now for the chakra numberrrrr 3
>>712797221
Manipura 1: My ultimate goal in life is to either become someone great, someone who will be remembered forever due to their contributions to the arts/science, or to be truly happy with a family and loving wife.
>>712790834
cinnamon roll
>>712797353
no. 3: Causing everyone in my life stress, or making other people feel bad.
>>712797420
noooooooooo, my luck is shitty roll again
>>712797435
Manipura 5: If I do not try, I will always fail. Therefore, I go from 100% failure rate to much less.
>>712797339
5.9 How small? And do I need to share it here?
How will we ever know what is true outside of our human comprehension? We can turn to metaphysics or theology to try to prove or disprove deities, or physics to try to prove the physical state of the world, but I'm not sure the true nature of what's outside of the human comprehension can ever be truly understood without something non-human to understand it for us.
>>712797388
did 8, moving onto 2
I avoided going back to school because I was unhappy about my decision, and I didn't want to study that particular field anymore. I have new interests and goals.
>>712797304
>Tell about a time you struggled to overcome an obstacle, but eventually succeeded.
I've struggled with social interaction for most of my life. I've always been pretty cool around people I know. Strangers scare the shit out of me though.
At one time during my study, I took a job as a waiter for exclusive parties and events. Every single workday I had was on a different location, for a different client and with different collegues. I HAD to try and adjust, or I would have had a horrible time. Eventually, I got pretty good at smalltalk.
>>712797483
no 4: My brother has tried to beat me in the past, but I still love him. He's changed.
>>712797576
5.6 My depression keeps me dependent on others to help me feel better about myself during episodes. I can try and get past this by drilling in to my head my own worth and that I am indeed important.
det tredje øyet
put a metallic object infront of your forehead to feel the third eye ~ ajna
>>712797265
4. I would take back this;
Am I adopted mother?
It hurt her like I don't even know. Never seen her like that never thought 4 words had so much power. She cried the instant she heard them. I am sorry mother.
roll
>>712797562
Manipura 2: I overcame temptation when my girlfriend, who isn't ready for any kind of sex, said it was okay for me to grind on top of her until I 'did it'. I declined because she was clearly uncomfortable.
snot
>>712797647
Had 7 already. Switching to 9.
>How can you better understand your emotions?
Taking your time and meditating helps a lot, I think. Also, psychedelics work like a magnefying glass for the soul and teach you things about yourself you didn't realise yet.
>>712797577
I'd rather not share this one online, but I am reflecting on it.
>>712797554
3°4: when i was 10 i could not achieve better result in my studies soo i wasn´t going to pass, but i just put more and more effort to it and i passed
>>712797703
5.3 I feel guilt about my desires and fantasies. I fantasize about children and I hate myself for it, but I can't stop wanting it.
>>712797749
9. I would though it would be an unpopular topic here on /b/
>>712797452
Muladhara 2/none done
Had Siege (as in r6s) introductory practice today for a competitive clan. Told them i couldn't make it. In reality, after playing my last r6s match and reading its lore, i couldn't bring myself to play with my vidya friends again. I wouldn't be able to go through with quitting cold turkey.
>>712797830
forget about the shitty luck look at this tho!
fifth chakra
>>712797878
5.8 Failure is almost always a learning experience if you can step back from the pain of failure.
>>712790834
Let's fucking gooooo
Mula Roll
>>712797947
Did 5.7
>>712797900
That was a quick muladhara. Rolling for svadhisthana.
>>712797765
Manipura 9: I already do understand my emotions quite well, compared to my youth. I had to be helped in understanding my own feelings, as well as the feelings and facial expressions of others.
>>712797894
6. Money, if I can just make enough I could be free.
>>712797816
>How does it feel to have another person decry your opinion or belief?
That depends. I don't mind people disagreeing with me, as long as they do so for well-thought out reasons. Some people refuse to listen to logic or arguments though. They frustrate me.
>>712797974
5.4 I told my grandma that I was done with my grandpa after the traumatic even I mentioned earlier. I didn't mean it, I was just having trouble comprehending and dealing with what had happened, but I'd give anything to take it back.
>>712798087
Did 5.7
>>712798055
>How can you overcome a fear or failure?
Gradual exposure.
>>712797828
did 8, so we'll do 7
I've fantasized some gay/cuck shit, but would never act on it. I've always considered myself hetero
>>712798117
Again
>>712798143
Did 5.3
sexy roll
>>712798054
1. Right and Wrong
What make me feel like I did something good - right
Something that make me feel regret - wrong
>>712798124
Had 4. Switching to 1.
>What is your ultimate goal in life?
Just to be happy, by whatever means I need to use to achieve that.
>>712798227
7. NO
>>712798138
this one was actually 6, not 7.
but since I've done them all now, it's onto the next chakra. rollin.
>>712797991
Manipura 6: For another person to decry my beliefs is something I enjoy. I love to debate and to argue, so to defend my beliefs is fun for me.
roll
>>712797985
>How can you overcome a fear of failure?
Shit, this hits close. I'm worried I won't be able to quit vidya and porn cold turkey.
I remind myself of my girlfriend. She is truly 1 in a million. Still young, but we both are looking forward to a family, as soon reasonably possible. So I overcome my fear of failure by reminding myself of my future family.
>>712790834
Rollin
>>712798192
5.2 My grandpa's death was a negative experience, but at the same time, I was at a concert of my favorite band when it happened and didn't hear about it until afterwards. It gave me a really good understanding that even when bad things are happening, there are still good things going on too and that, if you let only the negative get to you, then the positive is wasted.
fkin rowling
>>712798231
Just did 1. Switching to 3.
>Tell about a time you adapted to unforeseen problems.
I could list tons of things here, but I wont. I generally rely on improvising anyway.
>>712798345
5.5 My biggest regret is the thing I mentioned with what I wish I could take back.
>Explain your obsession with an object or person.
There's this girl that I'm really good friends with that I really like but I've never told her how I felt. I guess I'm obsessed with her because she's literally everything I want in a girlfriend. She's funny, we have similar interests, She's pretty, etc. Also 2nd Mulad Roll Prev. >>712797968
>>712797311
I was with girl from about 3 years old to 11 years old. This is the longest relationship I have ever had so far, and it should have ended way earlier, but our parents somehow keeped us to see each other very frequently if they seen we were arguing to much.
I can remember she had a sweet and adventurous personnality, she was so motivating !
To this day I don't know why she left me, but it probably affected real bad my self-esteem with girls... not to mention that I heard rumor that she turned lesbian at puberty. Fuck this.
>>712798312
>Tell about a time you physically hurt another person
I punched my brother in the face and gave him a bloody nose, because he betrayed me.
>>712798368
>How can understanding your emotions be beneficial?
Having well-balanced emotions is crucial to becoming a stable, happy, succesful person, which should be your primary goal in life. To know what drives your emotions, you need to understand them deeply.
roll
>>712798446
I've done all of 5 except for 5.1, so I'm gonna do that and go to 6.
5.1 I determine what is right and wrong based on my system of morality. I don't see an issue with most things as long as they don't hurt anyone else.
Rollin
>>712798492
>Tell about a time you overcame temptation
Was tripping hard on MDMA one time when a chick walked up to me to tell me she thought I was hot and asked me to come with her. Cost me all my willpower, but I kindly declined because I'm in a healthy relationship and not a horrible person.
>>712798548
6.8 I need to be more artistic. I have these warhammer minis, but my carpal tunnel makes it hard to paint them. I need to just sit down and do it, even use my bad hand if I need to. Whether they turn out good or not, it will be good practice and a rewarding experience.
>>712798478
>What can you do to become more creative
I have endless creativity in my head, but I rarely use that creativity. It stays in my head for the most part, when I should be using it to write fiction, or make art, or build things. Those are a few things I could do.
>>712798651
Had all of manipura. Switching to Anahata.
Roll
>>712798692
6.2 Almost any time I follow my gut it ends up being beneficial. The main times I can think of are on exams where my mind wants to answer one way, but my gut says another. If I listen to my gut, I'm usually correct.
>>712798338
Ok, so for some reason im really obsessed with Raggedy Princess, i even made a shrine at one point... But then my friend found it and i was ABSOLUTELY MORTIFIED. There was porn of her in the shrine, and he looked through it all... We were then no longer friends.
>>712798729
>In what ways can you enhance emotional well-being.
Gain a better understanding of what drives certain emotions, and use that information.
>>712798332
>Tell me about a time you overcame temptation.
Between junior and senior year in high school I attended PE im summer school (10x as cool, 1/10 as long as year round PE). After we first went into the pool I could not avert my dick away from this insanely attractive chick. So I build up a decent friendship with her then decided to make my move in the last week of PE. Clear path to spread her legs from here...but I resisted. I still had feelings for an ex (we both did - our separation was hella dumb) and sticking my dick in a chick as hot as peruvian puff peppers would only make my life worse, externally and internally.
>>712798468
2'8
I fucking need to get back at drawing.
Also this: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KWUIRGy0-C0&list=PLtmzdzCeRsyF1TYIxaS5V6pXjoPxDHbO_&index=2
>>712798834
6.4 I'm not sure you can learn to think with clarity. For me, the best way to think with clarity is to meditate over important thoughts and decisions. It usually give me a better understanding of the situation.
>>712798900
Moving from Anahata to Vishuddha.
>>712798463
>Tell about a situation you faced head-on despite the danger.
I honestly haven't had something like that. I mean there's some half-assed stuff but nothing full. on. 3rd Mulad roll
Roll
>>712798950
Sahasrara roll
>>712798557
As faggy as it may be, it was when I had to walk along a narrow ledge at the top of this waterfall. Fuck heights.
Rolling for gold.
>>712798321
Manipura 4: I struggled to overcome depression for a long time. I am unsure if I've actually defeated it permanently, but I've been able to get on with my life, and make progress towards happiness, so that counts for me for the purpose of this question.
>>712798271
2. Me and some buddies went canooing. We got stuck in this vortex or whatever and it was about to capsize our small 5 man inflatable boat and we were all like scrambling because the water is not really deep but you could drown easily because underneath there are so many rocks that you are told not to stand up or else theyll turn on you with the current and youll end up drowning, no matter what dont touch the bottom and we were all under a fucking waterfall, a small one that we just couldnt manage out of, water going in everywhere spraying by the bottle loads into our mouths while we scramble, not to push ourselves out but to keep ourselves in the boat because there was nothing to help us push out, and there was this moment where i went onto of a buddy of mine and, just the worst possible moment, human nature kicks in and its me or him and im using him and his weight risking him to go overboard to help myself to keep stead, and as this all is going on i catch a glimpse of this one guy and his crew approaching us to help us get out of this shit and he looks at me and we lock eyes at me worst possible moment, my humans self trying to save my sorry eyes and him trying to be the hero to save us all with his crew. later i would learn that he is an army veteran, seen some shit somewhere some time and, just imagining what he had been through and what i have showed him hours ago how I was saving myself at he expense of others, just shameful, I wanted to say something like I'm sorry im selfish and try to make things right but i didn't muster it and never got to meet him again.
>>712790834
rollerino
>>712799064
After this I'm finished. This exercise really made me think and put in to text some thoughts that I have tried to hide away. Good shit.
>Explain your worst addiction
Well, im addicted to the internet because of my social anxiety, i can't overcome it.
Rawl
>>712798711
>Tell about your first love
I was a freshman in high school. It was someone I had interest in for a years. We started dating when I grew the balls to talk to her, and eventually we had sex. To this day, the best sex partner I've ever had. We both lost our virginity to each other. I grew attached to her instantly and that's what ruined our relationship. She was no saint either, she had some issues herself, but I was always jealous for no reason. She was completely loyal to me, and I understood this years later when I dated a complete slut. Anyway, things ended pretty badly so we never spoke since. All of this happened within 6 months. Sometimes I wonder what would have happened if I never screwed things up, but I lost feelings for her many years ago
>>712797685
no. 6: I'm an open book, chances are I've said what they are saying.
>>712798936
*to
2'6
1.stop procrastination
2.respect my body (eat well, sleep well ...)
3.do creative things or learn something in my spare time
4. spend more time with friends and family
5. meet new people, especially girls
>>712798993
>Had 3 before, I'll pick 6.
> What's your most Secret Fetish?
I'm into the concept of shemales. I love porn and fanfic of them fucking women or other shemales.It's not even for the dicks really it's more of a woman fucking other women thing and I don't like strapon as it's just a dildo I don't know if I'd ever personally like to fuck one but it's definitely my fetish. That and Roadhog Hooks in Overwatch. 4th Mulad Roll
>>712799528
no. 7: Start writing daily as apposed to weekly.
>>712799132
I avoided talking to every grill I've ever been attracted to because I'm too much of an autist.
lets try
>>712799585
no.8: No, it's never gotten me to do anything I'd regret.
>>712799194
Manipura 8: Understanding one's emotions can allow one to better understand oneself, and recognise when one is being too emotional, or not emotional enough.
>>712798929
>What makes you angry? Why?
Not staying true to one's values. Very broad paint brush here, because I apply this to areas of law, love, friendship, finances, etc. etc.
No clue. I'll have to think about it.
>>712799560
>From Mulad into Svad
First Svad Roll
